Twitter is on fire at least once a week now, it's kinda funny lol but everyone trying to migrate back here again and I feel like every time people say they're coming back to tumblr they go back to strictly Twitter a week later... 🧍🏽♀️
In all honesty I'm just tired of panicking about social media
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one of the spots of the comic i hate the most and yet find myself revisiting sooo often is the particular couple of logs between dave and karkat talking about terezi and the things going on with gamzee behind the scenes. i just. think its such a good little nest of all of the hypocrisy that exists in gamzees character writing. theyre unbelievably, laughably stupid, believing something so obviously untrue that its not even a question whether they deserve basic respect anymore, and yet their belief in this is also somehow an act of manipulation on their part for the sake of.... what? making terezi worse? this isnt even a point in the comic where the relationship is perceived by the other characters as unhealthy (past the idea that being with somebody delusional is a hindrance, and will ruin the otherwise sound head on her shoulders, i guess), but already that fanon interpretation that had been popularized around the time is seeping into the story. gamzee is simultaneously a fool, whom is funny to mock because inevitably their beliefs will be proven wrong, because that is who they’ve been from inception. but they are also a puppetmaster preying on the poor innocent girl who otherwise has always held herself as the judge jury and executioner but now is none the wiser and, worse, completely at their mercy. somehow.
and like. again this is all predating any idea that gamzee is treating her any particular way. and its even weirder when you go and read these logs because its always really felt, to me at least, that these are the first moments where you’re being told pretty explicitly that gamzee’s religious ideas are entirely true to what actually goes on to happen (or has happened already, non-linearly), because of the way dave and karkat keep digging in on how totally impossible it is, how funny it will be to see gamzee realize its bullshit. but even in writing a character arc for gamzee that does include, technically, confirmation of their beliefs, they cant actually be allowed to be right. letting gamzee ever believe something true is too much an act of respect towards the character, the only time this could ever possibly happen is when we are otherwise dragging them through the mud, this time in the form of a shoehorned “implied” story about intimate partner violence that cant even respect the audience enough to call it that until much later on anyways. and that was a shit way to do it when it happens to, hardly says a damn thing and tries to recontextualize these interactions without any of the work of having planned that heavy of a topic’s inclusion at all. its as always a pretty extreme act of racism and ableism, but it’s also hitting on this very veryyyyy homestuck type of misogyny that permeates the text in how it treats terezis “spiral”. the homestuck girls can be strong and they can be smart, are often the smartest person in the room even. but they will still always be proven incapable of avoiding being hurt so that the boys in her life have something to judge and worry over.
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I just had a really weird dream. I wanna make it very clear that my dreams are extremely vivid, and I often believe them to be reality while I am dreaming.
I was trapped in some fantasy hell maze made up of two sections, mostly indoor and mostly outdoor. The outdoor part was like a big forest but also a university campus, and the indoor part was like a big shopping mall (separate from the "university" building in the outdoor section). I've had "Trapped In A Shopping Mall From Hell" dreams before but this one was so weird?? I'll skip over the relatively normal dream stuff and just tell you the nightmare part, because it would take a lot of explaining for the first bit. CW for mentions of gore.
So, the "Shopping Mall From Hell" turned into some weird miniature-land tunnel themepark, which your goal was to escape. It wasn't scary at first and for awhile the worst part was trying to catch up to someone, but then there was a split path in the tunnel rooms. One of the tunnel sections featured a death laser (which is kinda cringe but I didn't wanna die so I avoided it) but the other tunnel featured a gore display, which has probably been burned into my brain forever now. Since this one wasn't immediate death I decided I'd be brave about it and power through, but it just got worse. The next room after was somehow more violently disgusting, and the bodies were screaming and moving. Every room I could see in the distance was just increasingly horrendous. So I turned around and ran out. I had to climb over the previous room display to get out and it turns out it wasn't really a display either, and they started screaming as I furthered their wounds in my desperation to escape. The rest of it wasn't so bad in comparison and it did turn out somewhat okay, but I think that's really gonna exist in my head forever now.
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