#and go to bed at 7pm

[kylominis]

pillowtalk [♡]

#garreth weasley #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #CLIMB ON BOARD #WE'LL GO SLOW #AND HIGH TEMPO #does this still count as a weasley wednesday? LOL it's 7pm here soooo #i would've finished sooner but i was busy #mydrawings #i have to go to bed now -_-

[soldier-poet-king]

Turns out I don't hate my tattoo I was just tired and overhwlemed and my immune system was in shock and there was a degree of psychological shock because it's this major change despite being a change I want. It's maybe not perfectly what I imagined but that's life in general, and it's still in progress!!! The edges are weirdly cut off BC we haven't done the wrap-around portion yet! Some small details can be added to balance it esp around the small filler buds. The contrasting shades is bc one is fresh and one is not, it won't be visually jarring once it heals!!! Mostly I just feel stupid now!!!!! Issues w control, commitment, anxiety, perfection, etc etc etc

Ft. The addition of sunflowers, a bee, and lilies, because I've never been even remotely subtle about the things close to my heart

Also tumblr murdered the already poor phone camera image quality rip and wet hair makes me look like a drowned greasy rat double rip

#the duality of fran #anyway i am a dummy. and very very tired #got weirdly chewed out by my nonna for not going to some bs praise and worship adoration shit at church #like. ok. i am so tired and my immune system is shot to hell from everything #i am going to sit in my PJs and embroider #plus like. i do not want to be part of this weird young person emotionally manipulative religiois euphoria group #been there done that it nearly destroyed me #and left me so focused on the letter of the law. on rules and deontology #and not the spirit of the law. on virtue and goodness #anyway!!!! i am insane 24/7 but alas #its 7pm and im like..maybe ill just go to bed??????

[blue-eyed-cutiepatootie]

museum wip

#blueecp art #blueecp wip #destiel fanart #aaaand now its almost 7pm and im ready to go to bed

[karda]

my birthday is in 8 days and i am n nnotttt feeling it . at all.

#i work the day before and day aftwr so i cant really go anywhere #i have nobody to invite if i could👍 turning 21 going to bed at 7pm and not drinking with no friends im like the ultimate loser #😁 #i was planning to finish my meet the artist before my bday so i can make like a yearly thing with it #but i havent been able to sit down and color anything in forever #art has been so shit lately. i just sit down and scribble and then get mad and stop #playing sdv like an addict for a week and then completely dropped it #reading random manga i found in my closet (love hina) #i really am like . not feeling it #im off center #i want a new tat but i got dentist bills next month #and i really need a new car. i think mines about to explode #and I really need to go on testosterone #but i cant even go to the doctor for my migranes #so how am i gonna ask for hormones #everything is baby steps away but im too scared to even try #i couldve been on hrt since i graduated #i couldve been trying to get into schools #i couldve . fuck idk? actually learned guitar by now? instead of dropping it and letting it rot in my closet #I've been on fucking autopilot since 9th grade #last tkme i had friends.

[velkyr]

I'm in the google docs trenches today. forcing myself to leave comments and move on whenever I get stuck on a sentence. there's like 10 of these fuckers. thots n prayers xo

#I want to like. get the first half of this chapter done today finally #but in a draft kinda way. but I suck at drafting on account of the perfectionism. so all caps comments it is #I also do just kind of want to go to bed but I can't it's 7pm teehee I hate winter <3 #anyway anyone know a synonym for bombarded that doesn't sound fucking weird outside of the context of combat. asking for a friend #writing.txt

[tblueger]

this is a deeply strange time to have a hockey game. i have, like, actual day left to ruin.

#like yeah i guess i COULD just give up and go to bed when this is done but its gonna be like. 7pm. #wild lb

[cuz-reasons]

What if I exploded? What then?

#this has been my mood for like two weeks now #well actually the las couple months if were being honest #but esp these last couple weeks #im just tired and stressed and anxious as fuck #and now i got a 7pm 3hr exam tonight #AND work tmr cuz LITTERALY no one else was available #so i get to go do poorly on this exam cuz im tired from work this morning and its right through my normal dinner time #and im not able to really eat now cuz im too anxious and i gotta catch the bus in like 15mins #and then come home and basically go straight to bed #so i can work an 8hr shift tmr #aauaaugghhggg #AND i got another exam ill prolly do WORSE on on the 19th #but that ones at 9 so like not much better but id rather that than the 7pm one #and that class has a group project too thats due the same day cuz it was the last day it can be handed in #i also HATE that class so much #im just like fuckim burnt out i think #straight up considering dropping out if i fail again i dont even care anymore #or at least taking a SOLID YEAR off before finishing #cuz christ alive i need a proper fuckin break #anyways i kinda went off here #oopsies! #oh well

[recapitulation]

🥰🩷🐦🍓💌🍋🧡😊😇☀️🐐💗💕🍒🐥🩷

#im so so so so so so happy 💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌 #ate a delicious chicken salad sandwich watched the 'i can swim' ds9 episode and am now going to bed at 7pm i love my life fr

[gale-in-space]

Okay but on a serious note. How nice it is to receive playful, whimsical anons instead of ones filled with vitriol. I think I'm a lot more secure in who I am than how I was circa 2021, but gosh, no one should have to go through that. It's just nice to feel like I'm finally healing, like the greenery is pushing through the last dregs of winter

#tbd probably #i'm just so relieved #because the shit i got was. downright horrific #it was bad to a point where every time i got a notification in my ask box i would actually wince #and i'm finally confident in myself enough to recognize that i did not deserve that #anyways #i should really go to bed but i made the mistake of drinking coffee at 7pm so. you get this

[autistic-shaiapouf]

What do you mean I have to get up and do the work if I wanna try to make money <- guy who has been doing work nonstop and needs to give it a fucking rest

#can finally do some delivery stuff and like. idk. i dont wanna get in my car at 7pm and start driving? i wanna stay home and make dinner #and maybe go to bed early. the bar is quite low. my god. i need to take a step back i think #i'm down to 4 work days a week! wanting to see if i can restructure how i view money and bills and start taking it even easier #i already have some motivation coming back! i wanna write actually! got my laptop out of my room and sitting in the living room #been slowly working on some art too and i'm hoping it'll keep getting worked on #thinking like. wanting to let myself start to relax as much as i can before i start jumping into other projects? #just to back off work and come back to some roots #thinking out loud; not feeling particularly bad! actually feeling pretty alright #shai speaks

[chronically-enthusiastic]

#poll #eli has a thought #parents #sleep schedule #eli asks a question #I'm asking because mine are contemplating going to sleep now (its not yet 7pm) #they normally go to bed at around 8.30 pm #and I was curious if this is normal

[track2hack]

17.06.2023

A short video of the first three jumps on course!! Number one is a log, two is a brush, then going through a checkpoint (yellow flags) and onto fence four which was a massive (to me!) set of stairs in the fence line!!

Not the best video, not the best rider, but god damn if that’s not the best horse!! 😭

#IM GONNA RIDE THIS HIGH UNTIL I FALL ASLEEP FROM EXHAUSTION KSHDKDJDBDBDJD I LOVE MY BABEEEEEEEEYYYY #IVE BEEN UP SINCE 5 THIS MORNING IM DELIRIOUS ITS 7PM AND IM GOING TO BED #horseblr #horsblr #equiblr #equine #equestrian #horses #horses of tumblr #standardbred #standardbred pacer #retired racehorse #ex racehorse #cross country #eventing #bay horse #bay gelding #my ponies

[iman-92]

in the mood to live my life to the fullest but in a way that doesn’t require me to actually leave my house

#tbh one of the biggest things I miss about being a student is the amount of time I had to go do things *alone* #cause I’d be out of the house already and my day would be done by like 11am #and I could just spend the afternoon romanticising my life being the main character in a cafe #and then by home by 5pm 😍 #now ? i can’t even be bothered to get dressed to leave the house lol and I’m defo not going to a cafe at 7pm when I need to be in bed by 10 #and I won’t be going out on the weekend unless I accs have to #also every time I leave my house I spent 1million pounds so there’s that too

[eudikot]

I was looking through my files and discovered a mp100 Serizawa fic I forgot I wrote. I have no clue if this was supposed to be part of a larger idea, but after giving a quick glance over what I wrote to make sure there were no glaring errors it seems like it's rather complete even if not fully revised. BUT I do know this image is from this idea so without further rambling here's the little fic:

In Unnatural Places

Serizawa had always been inside.

He started that way, hiding the world from his powers. Hiding himself from the world. Alone and dark, where nothing could be hurt.

Suzuki offered him a way out. Outside of the walls where he knew every crack and every piece of chipped paint. But even though he left his room, he never left the confines of the inside world. He should've known that an umbrella opened indoors would only bring bad luck, but who was he to turn away the first person who proved that he could be normal?

Outside his room was inside more walls. The enclosed areas were safe, as if everything outside of them did not exist. It was contained in a size that Serizawa could handle, not the infinite land and sky that he occasionally saw through a window. The only times that they truly went outside were in the short minutes between building and car, or train, or plane, or boat. From one solitary enclosed space to a moving one. In the end, it was all the same. He had learned how to function without his umbrella when inside, the walls simply functioning as a bigger umbrella, but the moment he stepped outside it went up, no matter the weather. He might as well have been a vampire, shielding himself from the sun, but in reality, it was the noises, the light, the smell, the bodies, the plants, the animals, the skyscrapers, the cars, the pavement, the sun, the clouds, the way the Earth rotated despite the ground staying still. It was too much, and it would never be enough. Not under Suzuki's watch.

Then, he got in the way. The memories of a kid who had experienced it all bounced around in his brain. The way flowers smelled in spring, the joy of the warm sun on your skin, the sounds of children laughing and playing. There were still bad moments in those memories, but they were undertones compared to the moments spent in happiness. Something to consider, to grow from. Serizawa had never had the time to develop those thoughts. Inside, the building was pristine, not a single crack lacing its walls. Suzuki was there, ensuring that this inside was just like all of the others he had been in. Safe, comfortable, known. These new memories displayed the outside clear to see. The ground torn up, building collapsed, not a person in sight. It was nothing like the glimpses he got while walking to the car. It was the signs of a power out of control.

The same person that gave him his umbrella took it away. He no longer had his safety net, and no longer his supervisor. It was back to the start, an uncatered bomb ready to shift and ignite. It was back to the walls he knew, the only place he could keep everyone safe.

Then he came. The one that Serizawa had forfeited his life for. Reigen showed him that the world was nothing to fear, that one step at a time, he too could learn to enjoy things both inside and out. It had been raining the first day he went into the office. Newly re-acquainted to society, there had been no time to explore how he could buy an umbrella for himself. They had walked downstairs when Regien noticed, opening his umbrella outside and turning back to the doorway. His hand reached out, umbrella loose in his grip. Reigen told him to take it, that he'd get wet and catch a cold and that if he did that meant he couldn't work. Serizawa didn't want to miss work. He carefully took the umbrella from his hand, thinking about how much lighter it felt than his old one. Looking up, he could see the rain accumulating on its surface. Beyond that, the buildings, the trees, the cloudy sky. He was covered, yet he could still see the outside world.

Reigen declined taking it back once Serizawa realized this meant that he now had no umbrella, insisting that his immense power would keep him from getting cold. There wasn't much of an argument, for who could question his logic?

The rain didn't let up as Serizawa walked home. Water began to pool on the sidewalks, an interesting phenomenon. It didn't belong there, it belonged in lakes and rivers and streams. If it was supposed to stay there, then it would have been there this morning when he went to work. He crouched down to examine it, a reflection of himself looking back. Although it looked happy, smiling and laughing. He did not feel that way. His heart still ached. And yet, the reflection seemed to speak to him, as if saying that it takes time. But what was “it” and how much time?

He closed his eyes like the version of him in the reflection, trying to think about what could make him feel that way. There wasn't much that came to mind, as his world had been shifted again and again.

 "Serizawa," a familiar voice called out. He looked around, unable to see a source through the rain.

 "Hello?"

"Serizawa what are you doing?"

He looked down. The image in the puddle had changed, and instead of being still it moved. Pale skin, dark eyes, ginger hair. It was no longer him, but rather…

 "Reigen, how are you in a puddle?"

"What? I'm not- I'm in my apartment, looking at you through a portal- or something of the likes."

 "Oh." Serizawa didn't know what to say. Usually he hated the feeling of not knowing, but with Puddle-Reigen here, somehow it all felt okay.

"Okay, well, why don't we figure this out tomorrow. I'm tired. Goodnight Serizawa," He said, his body shifting out of frame before being placed right back and center.

"Okay. Goodnight, Reigen." He stood up, watching the reflection fizzle away. It all felt like a dream, like maybe he was going crazy and talking to himself. A buzz went off in his pocket and he fished out the phone, also something Reigen had given him. It was a little old and beat up, but he had said that as his employee he needed some way to communicate when they were not in the same room together.

-Maybe you didn't need a phone after all [6:47, Reigen]

Serizawa smiled at every puddle as he continued his walk home. Maybe things in wrong places weren't actually bad, but rather something special exactly where you need it.

#mp100 #serizawa katsuya #toichiro suzuki #reigen arataka #shigeo kageyama #Not by name but clearly referenced #Idk why Reigen is going to bed at 7pm but yk sometimes I feel like doing that too #Should that be 18:47. Idk enough about anything #I love puddle reigen tho #although I'm trying to remember where this idea came from #Something about Serizawa able to like #communicate with Reigen through the puddle because he willed it somehow??? #Anyways this story was cute enough without logic getting in the way #If you're the curious analytic type like me it's 1085 words #Was debating posting this on ao3 too but it seems too short to go there

[maraeffect]

ugh had 2 go to the ER today for like 7 hours because my heart went a little wonky 🥴 was probably maybe a side effect from the new infusion i got last week. just like. DAMN. i'm so fucking glad to be home and in bed 🥹😮‍💨

#i had to go on a totally empty stomach except for like. a bowl of cereal around 11am 😭 #autumn was finally able to bring me fast food around 7pm before they let me go #all that time for a blood draw. ekg. and 1ct scan. LORDDDD. they were packed i felt bad tbh #anyway I'm apparently stable enough to be home tonight yay!! very excited that I'm about to sleep in my own bed #with my partner and my kitty 🥹💖 #round 2 #chatter

[herawell]

.

#negativity cw #I got into an argument with both my parents via text #And now I’m sure they’re both frustrated with me and it’s not even 7pm yet and I’m ready to go to bed #I am so so so so so glad I don’t live with them anymore so I can put my phone on mute and ignore then