#and god it would be so nice to talk to someone openly without having to censor myself at all

[libraryraccoon]

I really liked your Floyd!reader content, though I think Vox and Alastor would feel uneased when meeting Floyd!reader twin due to how they would probably be able to see that the twin acts pretty similar to them (Vox by noticing Jade!twin acts so polite yet seems to have a hinden agenda and Alastor by seeing how Jade!Ttwin enjoys causing distress and problems to someone)

Gender : GN

Pronouns : None

Characters : Alastor, Vox, Lucifer

Message of Raccoon : I add Lucifer because yes. Now I want to write a Jade!Reader and a Floyd!Twin..

Your twin was dead, Yay !! You were no longer alone !

To celebrate your reunion, you killed all the demons in a district together !

You wanted to do more, but Lucifer stopped you.

And that's how they met your twin, Jade!Twin !

Jade!Twin was your opposite, a helpful gentleman who smiled all the time.

He was a bit like Alastor, but less scary.

They put people at ease and comforted them if needed.

A true gentleman !

...

If only they knew…

Alastor

He didn't trust your twin. Not even for a second.

Because they used to be part of the mafia.

They are the twin of a nameless madman -you-.

They were like him, but more vicious.

Alastor didn't hide his intentions, he wanted entertainment and chaos, and he said it openly.

Your twin ? They wanted entertainment, chaos, they wanted to hurt others, but they didn't say it. They maintained a "good and angelic appearance without bad intentions".

The entire Hotel fell for the ruse.

Not Alastor.

Alastor loved you more than anyone, but he didn't love your twin.

It was a problem when you stayed with your twin a lot.

Alastor told you about it, and you answered him

"It's not like I can do anything about it. No one would believe me if I said they were more dangerous than me. It'll make my twin laugh, but that's all."

And when he asked to spend less time with them and more with him, you said you would try, but that you wanted to spend time with your twin who you missed.

And you did, you stayed with him more than your twin.

Alastor generally didn't feel bad for others, didn't feel pity.

But when he saw your twin manipulate the residents of the Hotel, making them tell them their worst secrets, he couldn't help but feel a little bad and uncomfortable.

Vox

He was happy to meet your twin, really, you talked to him a lot about them.

It's because you talked a lot about them that he didn't trust them.

When he saw that the other two Vee trusted them, he tried to warn them that it was a bad idea.

They didn't believe him.

They called him paranoid.

It was too late.

Vox told you when you were squeezing him.

You said he was like that, that you would try to talk to your twin, try to make them stop.

"I can't promise anything, Jade!Twin is like that." you said, squeezing Vox.

You, somehow, succeeded.

Your twin said they won't use what they know against them unless they hurts you.

It was better than nothing, but even so, Vox feel uncomfortable in your twin's presence.

Lucifer

Lucifer was happy to meet your twin, really happy !

He wanted to make a good impression, because, well, he's your twin, his partner's twin, and it's not every days that you meet your partner's twin.

He found Jade!twin very nice, but Lucifer didn't trusted them instantly, you had warned him about your twin's manipulative tendencies.

But he ended up trusting them.

Seeing that Lucifer trusted your twin, you decided to warn him once again.

Your twin didn't have good intentions, you could tell it.

"I know you like Jade!Twin and all, but remember that they are more dangerous than me." you said in a bad mood, squeezing Lucifer.

Lucifer promised you to be more careful about what he says, and that he would observe how your twin behaves.

By God, what a good choice that was.

He saw how your twin behaved with others, the smile they had when they thought that no one, except maybe their twin -you-, was watching.

It was only then that he and Alastor agreed on something, your twin was dangerous and manipulating the Hotel.

Your twin promised you that they would only use the informations they had if they (Hotel Hazbin crew) hurt you.

Lucifer didn't completely believe them.

So he and Alastor teamed up to get your twin kicked out of the Hotel, or, at least, make the Hotel residents understand how dangerous they are.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel x gn reader #hazbin hotel x male reader #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor x reader #alastor x gn reader #alastor x male reader #vox hazbin hotel #vox #vox x reader #vox x gn reader #vox x male reader #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar #lucifer x reader #lucifer x gn reader #lucifer x male reader #Floyd!reader #Jade!twin #Raccoon is writing

[tiddygame]

i’ve stared at this for so long that i now hate it and think ive lost all concept of how to write so take this and get it out of my google docs

the introduction is rough and the medical depictions (and accuracy/realism) could use some (a lot of) work but whatever! here it is, my vague yet still oddly specific idea of how the face reveal would go in @myriadblvck ’s streamer au:

tw: description of a panic attack? i think?

[this takes place post first irl meet but before they’re officially together]

imagine ghost has a glasgow smile but on one side they carved a little too deep and left some nerve damage. time and surgery helped, after which he could eat unimpeded and talk without a lisp, but there's still some facial nerve damage and/or skin contractures from scarring, specifically around the corner of his mouth.

now, everytime he smiles, be it shit eating grin or a full genuine joy filled smile that not even grumpy mcgrumperson could hold off, it always looks wrong because one corner doesn't raise fully like the other.

everything else is fine, there isn’t any facial paralysis, he just smiles… wrong. especially since only one eye properly squints when he smiles, giving him the look of someone who got stuck mid wink.

if he wants to look “normal” (or as normal as he could get it) he has to manually squint his other eye. still, it always felt weird; you don't realize how much those muscles affect the rest of your face until they're gone.

it's why he learned to always wear the mask.

when his expression is neutral, you don’t really notice it. if you can see his mouth when he talks however, it’s obvious that there’s something wrong. he wouldn’t say he’s necessarily ashamed of the scars and damage itself, but it’s the stares that are the worst. before he started hiding behind it, people would openly gawk or even glare at him as if he was some ne’er-do-well gang member that got what was coming to him.

he still remembers the cosmetic surgeon that had been talking to him about fixing the contractures— the whole appointment was a fucking nightmare. the cuts had healed nicely enough especially considering how bad it could have been; he was lucky to only need a little cosmetic help. the only reason he was there was so he could fucking eat food without struggling to open his mouth.

the doctor spent god knows how long breaking down everything wrong with his face like he was a fucking car mechanic lying about how dirty your filter is. the guy constantly mentioned that while he was under, they could also fix his jawline, do a rhinoplasty, trying to break him down to agree to more work.

he was already fuming my the time the doc brought up how kids would react. asking ghost if he wanted to scare children since “you cant expect the little youngins that are still learning about the world to not get scared by something scary,” and that “even some adults would cringe at the scarring.”

what stuck out most was the condescending smile he had when he said it. as if he was pointing out the obvious and ghost was being stupid and shortsighted by not agreeing.

he declined everything except what was medically necessary. the procedure went fine and after an aggravatingly long recovery period, he could eat solid foods again without issue. but the comments still stuck with him.

…okay, maybe he’s a little ashamed.

scaring kids with your face doesn’t feel good and being reminded of everything you’ve lost when you try to smile can really fuck you up in a way words fail to describe.

so yeah, he hates it. he’s gotten used to the mask, both skull clad balaclava and simple medical mask, being a permanent layer of armor. even now that he’s a bit more comfortable in his own skin it still feels wrong to pull it off.

when he gets close to soap, it still feels like a layer of vulnerability that he’ll never be prepared for.

the first time he let soap see his face, there hadn’t been any grandiose build up, no extravagant planning.

simon had arrived just a few hours earlier. he hated commercial flights with a burning passion but it was always worth it to see johnny.

with soaps twin out of town for the week, he had decided to take leave to spend time with his friend, a friend that he most certainly did NOT have a crush on (a disclaimer roach and gaz heard everytime they started snickering over ghost taking leave.)

johnny had cooked something nice and simple for dinner, saying that simon had spent too long with MREs and deserved real food (ghost only agreed if he was the one washing the dishes, soap had laughed and told him he's not so kind as to let him off the hook for chores).

when they ate, it was always in the living room with johnny taking care to always stay angled away from simon, never trying to catch a glimpse, regardless of how much he wanted to see what was under the mask. the obvious gesture of kindness and respect for his boundaries always left him feeling all weird and fuzzy inside. but, then again, johnny seemed pretty good at triggering that feeling in general.

their finished plates were on the coffee table and johnny was watching whatever dumb movie he had put on. he was pretty sure the man spent more time talking over it and making fun of everything than he did actually watching it (it was simon’s favorite way to watch a movie.)

ghost however, was watching soap. thinking.

in the end, it was an impulsive decision made after a strong three seconds of consideration.

“you uhm— you can look by the way,” ghost stared at the can of soda in his hands, immediately regretting the words.

“what?” soap didn’t fully turn, just shifted slightly to hear him better. a simple gesture to show he was listening without turning to face him. it normally made simon happy to see that johnny was more than willing to accommodate for his boundaries. now though it made him feel stupid for robbing johnny of a normal face to face conversation, a normal human interaction, just over his idiotic insecurities.

“my face, you—,” he felt his heart block his airway and tried clearing his throat before continuing, “you can look if you want,” christ he wanted the ground to swallow him whole. why was he getting so fucked up over this?

“are you sure?” he hadn’t turned yet, but ghost could see his pensive expression from here. this should be nothing. realistically, he knew johnny seeing his scars wouldn’t suddenly make him hate him… right?

“yes.”

but it was more than the fear of hatred, wasn’t it? he was scared that johnny would see him. see more than just the scars, see all of the ugly idiosyncrasies and insecurities laid bare. afraid that johnny would see the truth of how unlovable he was.

jesus he was getting so fucking worked up and dramatic over nothing.

ghost didn’t look up. he made an effort to not focus on his peripheral vision. he heard soap turn, heard the intake of breath. the silence was loud only for a second. then, deafening white noise surrounded him, inescapable, suffocating.

fuck.

he didn’t regret giving permission but god did he regret everything else; the stupid scars, the stupid nerve damage, the stupid way he had managed to fall for someone so fucking good like johnny while he was unequivocally unworthy of his love.

stop being so fucking dramatic. you are not together, never have been and never will be. reality was blatant in front of him but it didn’t stop his heart from foolishly hoping.

he heard soap stand and walk closer. saw from where he was still staring a hole in the can his feet step in front of his. saw johnny’s hands raise. he took a deep breath in, closed his eyes, and with a great deal of effort didn’t flinch when soaps fingers grazed his cheek.

both of his hands came up to cup his face, holding him and ever so slightly tilting his face up, giving him the chance to pull away. he didn’t. he may be a coward but he wasn’t backing down.

ghost eventually opened his eyes to see soap staring at him with wide eyes. he looked away, staring off to some point on the right. he hated not knowing what soap was thinking.

they stayed there for a while before soap broke the silence, muttering, “i fuckin knew you had freckles.”

it was stupid but it shocked a laugh out of ghost. he meant to drop his head, embarrassed that something so dumb made him laugh, but accidentally just pushed himself further into soaps hands making him blush.

he looked up and saw soap staring even harder than before. the chuckle died in his chest.

“do that again.”

ghost just gave him a confused look.

“smile.”

such a simple request, a one word sentence, but it set his face ablaze. his breath caught in his throat, somewhere around where his heart was still trying to choke him.

…he hadn’t thought it was that bad but soaps reaction indicated otherwise. fuck. was his it that awful? he wanted the ground to swallow him whole. this was stupid. he was stupid.

“simon,” of course, one word from johnny and it felt like he could breathe again.

“please?”

fucking goddamn soap and his stupid fucking puppy dog eyes and the way he has ghost wrapped around his fucking finger without even realizing.

ghost smiled. there was no real mirth, more a grimace than anything else. he just wanted to get this over with.

soap was still staring at him, his thumbs tracing his lips, following scars, drawing imaginary lines between freckles… if he wasn't so terrified it might have felt nice.

“Christ,” ghosts heart cracked more, “you weren't lying when you said you were beautiful.”

ghost huffed a laugh and went back to staring off to the right, the fake smile dropping. of course soap would try to lighten the mood with a joke.

his panic fled as quickly as it had consumed him, now just left sitting in soap's living room, face still cradled in caring hands, resigned to his mistakes.

he felt so tired and johnny's hands felt so inviting.

“i wasn't joking,” soap looked…upset? angry? wait— fuck, what’d he do?

ghost stared back at soap, confused and tired. soaps nails felt the grooves of the scar, catching where the skin was raised and lowered.

“you don't have to lie, soap. im a grown man. I'm not fragile. you don't need to coddle me,” ghost said it like it was a joke, hoping soap would laugh along and that this would all just blow over. that tomorrow morning they could forget this ever happened.

“are you calling me a liar?” soap’s brow furrowed. great. instead, he had managed to make everything worse and piss off soap as well.

ghost took in a deep breath, giving himself another shot at calming things down, “no, I'm not. I think you're lying, but you're not a liar,” he stood and stepped to the side, grabbing their dirty plates and walking them to the kitchen sink, “you just don't want to upset me, it's fine. I get it. you're a nice person but you don't have to lie to spare my feelings.”

“I am not fucking lying!” as per usual, all ghost had managed to do was make things worse. there’s a reason he had decided to stick to the battlefield and give up on domesticity.

“well alright then. agree to disagree,” he turned the kitchen tap and started rinsing the dishes, waiting for the water to heat up. just walk away. end it there. let us forget about this stupid blunder and move on. please just leave it. please, please, please—

“no.”

the force behind it damn near made ghost drop the plate he was holding. he managed to set it in the sink carefully and turned to face soap, who was now in the kitchen as well.

“i— I'm not just gonna fucking— simon,” soap took in a deeper breath and went to continue but ghost was faster.

“johnny,” he interrupted, walking forward with his hands up in a gesture of surrender, approaching slowly.

one last chance to not fuck everything up.

“the fact is they're called deformities for a reason. they're not cute. they're not pretty. they're your body’s way of healing what it can and protecting what it can't. it's not meant to look nice, it's just—”

“bullshit they’re not pretty! says fucking who?” the genuine distress in soap’s voice and force behind his words caught him off guard. “simon—”

he huffed and ran his fingers through his hair roughly, pulling slightly at the strands. christ, ghost needs to shut the fuck up. every single time he speaks he just upsets soap more and more.

he needs to retake his hostage negotiations courses. clearly he has forgotten everything about how to diffuse a situation.

johnny takes another second to breathe and collect his thoughts before he speaks.

“simon. I know that— that ‘this’ isn't something that's going to fix itself overnight and I don't expect it to. but, ‘the fact is,’ I think you're pretty.”

ghost opens his mouth to disagree but johnny doesn’t let him.

“no no,” johnny put his hand over simon’s mouth, shocking him into silence. he blinks twice, stupefied.

“i think— no. I know you're pretty. cute even. beautiful is a given but obviously worth mentioning.”

his hand moved to cup simon’s cheek. ghost grabbed his wrist but didn’t stop him, wether it was a warning or encouragement he himself didn’t know.

johnny continued, unperturbed, “you disagreeing doesn't change that, right?”

there was a pause and simon realized he wanted an answer.

“johnny-”

“ah ah!” his hand moved back to cover his mouth, grabbing his face and shaking his head back and forth, over accentuating his words, “you disagreeing doesn't change that, right? yes or no.”

he stopped shaking him and moved his hand back to simon’s cheek. simon sighed, defeated, “yes. you are right.”

johnny looked smug, “good. and what do you say when i give you a compliment you don’t agree with?”

simon sputtered, “wha— i don't fucking know—”

“nothing! you don’t say anything!” soap looked way too proud of himself and he continued, “or thank you if you feel so inclined.”

“that was a trick question,” simon replied eventually.

johnny thumbed over his scars once more, again tracing them, “sure it was. now go take a shower.”

he patted his cheek twice and walked to the hallway.

“wait,” johnny probably shook the few remaining brain cells out of his head. “this whole conversation ends with you telling me that I stink?”

“yes. rancid,” johnny opened the door to the linen closet. simon was still in the kitchen. the tap was still running.

“no dipshit, do you not remember telling me that commercial planes makes you feel gross?” johnny threw a towel at him, which he caught just in time for johnny to hit him with a bath rag.

ghost had mentioned that… ages ago, he thinks. on facetime with each other, discussing the merits of bathrooms on public transport. he had said that enclosed, crowded spaces like commercial planes or buses made him feel, well, gross. how—or why—did he remember that?

“but… I’m supposed to wash the dishes?” a weak argument against the stubbornness he was faced with but simon had officially lost track of his mind and this conversation.

johnny shot him a weird look as he walked back towards the kitchen sink. simon still hadn’t moved.

“did you think i was being serious earlier?”

“yes???” he felt like he had been given a lobotomy.

johnny decided to take pity on him and explained in a soft voice that felt out of place, “i was being sarcastic. i’m not going to make you wash the dishes, simon.”

“but that was the agreement: you cook and i wash the dishes.”

johnny laughed as if he remembered something funny, “yeah, i lied.”

simon still stood there, trying to figure out if he had a stroke. johnny had been angry, completely pissed at him, but now was letting him off the hook and calling him pretty? what the fuck is happening?

johnny turned him and pushed him towards the hallway. simon could have resisted but his resolve always seems to crumble around johnny mactavish.

“now go shower, you beautiful bastard,” soap grabbed one of the plates out of the sink and started washing it with water that had probably heated ages ago.

ghost walked towards the bathroom, feeling like he was on autopilot, limbs disconnected from his brain. his cheek still felt… odd? weird? tingly?

it felt something from where johnny had grabbed it. ghost thinks… he thinks he likes the feeling, whatever it is.

he needs to sleep.

#ghost: i look like a monster :( #soap: OH NO HES HOT #[also the interaction ghost has with the doctor is based on real life experience both me and other family members have had lmao] #also also it goes w/o saying but this isn’t negative towards cosmetic surgery but rather the cosmetic surgery industry #not pictured: me having a full scale debate w/ myself over tagging the person this is literally for #look i have anxiety alright #ghostsoap #soapghost #ghoap #unreliable narrator #(soap is so fucking in love and ghost is so fucking stupid) #streamer au #streamer! au #streamer! soap #or is it #streamer!soap #god i hate tumblrs tagging system #my writing

[butmakeitgayblog]

Sometimes i think about Clexa being so soft just hugging, eyes closed and swaying slowly side to side 🥹

Ya know that's something I've thought a lot about and maybe it's a side note but I'm gonna rant on it.

I tend to find a lot of canon fics write Lexa as this standoffish person, not very affectionate or openly giving of acts of touch, but I say look at the facts here.

Lexa was an extremely expressive person in non-verbal ways. She was so very obviously a women of "actions speak louder than words." And when you take that into consideration, let's look at how she conducted herself around Clarke.

First of all, the girl was always putting herself in Clarke's space. And I'm not talking general vicinity, I'm talking

fuckin literally in her space. Like,,, if someone stood that close to me in line I'd have to drop a "bitch give me two feet. Damn 😒" on em. She liked to get close.

Second, where I think sometimes the crossed wires come from with Lexa's character and how she shows emotion is that they're taking how Lexa acts as the commander and applying it to how she is on a personal level. But in my opinion, I think that doesn't do her justice. Because you have to remember, the majority of her time on s2 was spent with her dealing with the fact that Clarke was angry with her. She was trying to be respectful of Clarke's wishes for distance, thus bottling up her emotions for Clarke's comfort. But even still, even with all that, it still bled through.

God bless her, but the girl

Was not very good

At holding back her desire

And more than that, Lexa very much welcomed Clarke's touch

(Nice move for the thigh there wanheda ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) )

She never shied away from it or seemed to do anything other than soak it up.

And from the start!

Lexa!

Initiated!

Contact!

She pushed for kisses and she pushed to be closer. She was the one who tipped the tension between them into the romantic arena. She showed physical and emotional intimacy time and again with Clarke, from being willing to take a damn nap with Clarke in her tent to bowing at her feet when the commander bows before no one. She took Clarke's hand and held it and accepted that comfort that Clarke offered, freely. She even trusted Clarke with a damn blade pressed to her neck for God's sake. She was never ever wary of letting Clarke touch her, even when she herself was working to hold back her desire to touch. And when they finally made love it was Lexa who pulled Clarke to her bed and guided her down into a kiss. Clarke may have initiated the kiss because Lexa wouldn't have over stepped the boundary Clarke laid down, but I'll be damned if Lexa didn't immediately go for gold after 🤷‍♀️

My point through all of this is that yes, I believe without a doubt that if they'd been allowed to be together longer, they would've been such an intensely affectionate couple in their own ways. With Clarke, who is a demonstrative person at her core and whose love language is visibly touch, and Lexa, who shows her love in small, subtle ways because she's so used to having it smacked away or buried under obligation and tradition, you'd have this couple who in the safety of each other would allow themselves a chance to just be soft. To touch and comfort and soothe. To breathe each other in and just be Clarke and Lexa, not Commander snd Wanheda. I think they would've fallen asleep in each other's arms and hugged most mornings before going their separate ways. I think it would've been entirely normal for Clarke to hug Lexa from behind as Lexa looked out from her balcony over Polis. And I don't think Lexa would've been shy in her appreciation of Clarke's affection, nor in returning her own.

There's a reason why everyone knew of their feelings for each other and why not once did Lexa deny it even when confronted about it. In reality, she doubled down on it by kicking a clan member off the tower and inviting Clarke to stay despite the kill order. Both pretty brazen when you think about it.

If given the chance they both would've been all in and you'll never convince me otherwise.

Indra wouldn't have known a moment's peace 😔

#clexa #lexa kom trikru #clarke griffin #anon #anyway rant over sorry that went wild 🥴 #i don't feel like I even need to explain Clarke because I mean she hugged everyone #the girl is naturally a hugger she would hug a tree under the right circumstances I'm convinced of it #but Lexa is the tricky spot in this fandom and idk I just feel she gets a raw deal when it comes to being affectionate #the girl was very affectionate /when she wasn't being just Heda/ #and together I think they would've driven Indra even more fucking insane

[animatorweirdo]

Imagine being a legend in Gondolin

(This was born after reading The Fall of Gondolin. Pretty good book, but god Tolkien had an intense love for describing nature and everything)

Warnings: mentions of Nirnaeth, thralls, orcs, surviving harsh wilds, getting chased for three days without rest, wounds, violence, collapsing, Turgon being protective of his city, Tuor being a nice cousin, Maeglin being sus and reader being a bit shy.

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- You were known as the shadow, the ghost, the hidden enemy of Morgoth. No one knew who you were, nor have ever seen you. You were just as much of a phantom to the elves as to the orcs, who feared your wrath. 

- The elves of Gondolin learned about you through escapees, who had found their way to the secret path and spoke about a shadow, who had helped them escape from the orcs and the other servants of Morgoth. During their direst need, someone had sent arrows upon the enemy, killing them with incredible precision and causing the rest of them to flee in terror. 

- They never had the chance to thank their rescuer because their rescuer was long gone before they could even catch a glimpse of them. Those who did– described the shadow wearing dark robes, hiding their face like a walking phantom. They first believed the shadow was a wraith, taking their vengeance upon Morgoth’s servants if it was not for the arrows that were very real and clearly man-made. 

- The news baffled the elves of Gondolin as they couldn't think of anyone who would openly go against Morgoth, not after what happened in Nirnaeth Arnoediad. Most took the shadow as a madman since it was suicide to fight Morgoth alone, regardless of any skills they may possess. But when more escapees arrived at Gondolin, their views began to change.  

- Some brought more news about the shadow, like how the shadow would sometimes appear and leave food to the elves when their food supplies were running out or how the shadow would come to them and treat their wounds after a violent confrontation with orcs. 

- The shadow knew their language even though they didn’t talk much and would always leave without receiving thanks or goodbyes. It was thanks to them that most of the elves dared to venture to find the secret path and enter Gondolin for safety. 

- The elves of Gondolin began to find respect for the shadow and feel gratitude since most of the escapees were Noldoli and relatives they thought they had lost during the battle or to Morgoth’s slavery. 

- They felt assured the shadow was an enemy of Morgoth even though the shadow’s ambition to fight Morgoth still baffled them. They could only guess Morgoth had done something so horrible to this individual that they were determined to cause as much trouble for him as possible and create fear among his servants since they do not dare to linger in lands where the shadow might be hiding – out of fear they would become the shadow’s next prey. 

- They then gave you a nickname that meant Orc’s terror, but mostly, you were known as the shadow. In other nicknames, you were also known as the ghost. 

- The shadow’s identity had become a guessing game, especially among the lords of Gondolin, who made many guesses about the shadow’s past and who they were. 

- A son of a farmer who lost his family and land after the war. A former elven thrall, who in their hatred decided to rebel as a shadow. Or a woman who lost many things and decided to fight and care for the mistreated. 

- There were many guesses, which sounded reasonable or laughable, but none of them really sat right with them, so there was no solid guess on the shadow’s identity. The shadow was mostly known for their exceptional archery skills and their righteous mind to help escapees and those in trouble outside Gondolin’s mountains. 

- Some suggested they would try to find the shadow and invite them to live within Gondolin’s safe walls as they didn’t think shadow would last forever outside in Morgoth’s polluted lands. However, most rejected the idea since it would be too risky, and they knew very little of the shadow and where they could find them, but they would allow them to enter if shadow ever found their way to Gondolin. 

- After several months, the identity of the shadow was finally revealed when another group of escapees found their way to the secret path, and they brought someone else with them– you, the shadow itself. 

- They told them that Morgoth had learned about your whereabouts and sent an army of orcs to burn down the forests in an effort to sniff you out and capture you, only to be killed if you put on resistance and resistance you did. 

- For three days, you had run and used traps you had set up to fight back, only shooting arrows from the shadows upon chance till you had none left and had to retreat to another one of your safe places to retrieve more. 

- You succeeded in reducing the orc army to half while constantly chased and without rest, and it was on the last day when you used your final trap and collapsed from your injuries and exhaustion. 

- The elves who were nearby and hid in the shadows were quick to take you away before the enemy could find you and take you as their prisoner. You had helped them many times to hide from Morgoth’s eyes, so they felt they owed their help to you. 

- The elves of Gondolin were surprised by the news but decided to let the group enter and have your wounds treated. 

- You were not what they expected when they took your hood and robes away to clean your wounds. To their surprise, you were a human. Most of them had taken you for an elf since you knew their language and nearly had nonhuman skills. 

- Turgon and Tuor had a spark of recognition when they saw your face. To Turgon, you bore a resemblance to Hurin and had a suspicion that you were one of his children even though he knew the tragic passing of all of them. To Tuor, you resembled the strange man he had encountered with Voronwe. Despite their suspicions and desire for answers, they patiently waited for you to recover from the coma the battle had induced you in. 

- It took you a week to wake up, and when you did, you were startled to find yourself in an unfamiliar place and had put the nearest poor elf in a chokehold, demanding to know where you had been taken since your last memory was collapsing with the enemy on your tail. 

- Luckily, someone you knew was there to calm you down and explain what happened. When you heard you were not in the enemy’s territory or were in any danger, you apologized to the elf in your arms and released them before sitting down since your wounds were still aching. The elf was startled away and wasn’t seen around you after that. 

- Turgon and Tuor decided to come to see you after they heard the news of your sudden wake-up. Tuor was nearly excited since there weren’t a lot of humans in Gondolin. 

- You were calm and patient when they presented themselves and their questions. You were surprised to hear how highly respected you were in Gondolin. You never knew about the city’s location or its existence. And when Turgon asked for your name, you saw no reason to hide and introduced yourself as (Name) and your father as Hurin. 

- Turgon was surprised since he had heard what became of all of Hurin’s children, including his wife Morwen and Hurin himself, so he questioned you since you were told to be dead after you fell from a cliff during your escape from Dor-loming with your mother and sister. He felt reluctant to believe even if you did share a strong resemblance. 

- You confirmed what happened to be true but instead of dying, you survived the fall with broken bones. You were found by an elf, who nurtured you back to health and taught you the skills you had now. You decided to take the chance of being dead and become a shadow, being too late to intervene with your family’s fate. 

- Tuor questioned you about a dark-dressed man he had once encountered with Voronwe and if you had any relations to him. You confirmed the dark-dressed man to be your brother, Turin, who had fallen under the dragon’s enchantment after Nargothrond's fall. You knew of his coming to Dor-loming and killing the Easterling leader. However, he disappeared before you could catch up to him, and heard later he had died after defeating the golden serpent. 

- Turgon felt pity for your family’s fate and offered you to stay in Gondolin since you had cared for many of his kin – only that you remained in Gondolin and did not dare to leave since you now knew of its location. 

- You accepted the offer even though you don’t remember ever coming to Gondolin. You were brought by the elves when you collapsed during your chase. 

- You recovered under the healer’s care and began to settle when you were well enough to walk. However, despite being offered a high status due to your family, acts, and feats of defeating half of an orc army sent after you, you humbly declined and decided to join Tuor’s House of the Wing since he was your cousin and one of the only humans in the city. 

- Getting to know Tuor was a bit of a challenge since you did not often socialize with others while living in the wilderness, but listening him talk about his journey and life before Gondolin was delightful and you felt pity for those he had lost. Even he did not have an easy life since the Nirnaeth. It was perhaps an icebreaker that finally helped you two find something you can relate to. 

- Tuor was happy to help you settle and introduced you to his wife Idril and close friend Voronwe, who welcomed you with open arms. You were a bit shy to receive such a warm welcome, but you tried to express your gratitude, which did not go unnoticed. You were a bit teased, but you were comfortable. 

- Now came the challenging part as most lords of Gondolin were interested in meeting you, the infamous shadow. The problem was that you were not keen on meeting so many people so soon. 

- Glorfindel and Ecthelion, two well-known and loved elven lords were the first curious to meet you. Glorfindel was especially thrilled to meet you. He was nearly bright as the sun and his enthusiasm was rather overwhelming. But you did find him rather charming. 

- Ecthelion was calm and polite – he was interested in learning how you knew their language and how you managed to survive on your own for so long. Discussing with him was rather pleasant, so you didn’t mind sharing. 

- You were then greeted by Rog, who had taken many escapees and former thralls under his care. He was respectful toward you and grateful for how helpful you were toward those who couldn’t help themselves. 

- Duilin and Egalmoth were then curious to meet you as they had heard about your remarkable archery skills with your crossbow. 

- You were a bit shy to demonstrate any of your skills and protective of your weapon, but you didn't mind sharing how you managed to build your crossbow to shoot more than one arrow and attached a blade to it for close combat. 

- Your weapon impressed many, and your timid nature might have made you an easy target for teasing and such, but the elven lords never took it far to make it uncomfortable for you. 

- Sometimes, elves you had helped in the past came to greet you. You were surprised by the amount, and the sudden interactions did not help your social skills to improve. You were glad for Tuor to be there most of the time to help you. 

- Maeglin was one of the only ones who seemed less pleased by your presence in the city. You do not know why, but you had heard he was not very fond of Tuor, so maybe it was because you were his cousin. You had also heard that he once desired Idril's hand in marriage, which sounded weird because they were first cousins. 

- Whatever the reason, you made a habit of staying clear of him because he made you feel slightly uncomfortable with his looks and glares. 

- Living in Gondolin was peaceful, but soon you grew restless and decided to join the patrols around the mountains. You were familiar with the enemy's patterns and managed to make scouting much more efficient with your knowledge and skills. 

- Your ways made the elves curious since they were unusual, but they didn't complain since it made their jobs easier and helped them be less worried about spies and orcs hiding in sight. 

- After living in Gondolin for some time, you managed to make a few good friends and even gained feelings for someone. You and Tuor had become family in a way and you were there when Earendil was born. You became his honorary aunt/uncle. 

- You sincerely hoped Gondolin would last like so many claimed, but you couldn't shake off the feeling that something terrible was going to happen in the future. It whispered of death and doom to your ears, and from that, you knew that the peace you have found in Gondolin will eventually-- come to an end.

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[actualbird]

The cafe event has gotten me into a polynxx mood lately... Just them getting along together, them praising Vyn for his desserts, Marius who keeps asking for Artem's meals, Vyn & Luke making their dishes match eachother like dear god and them just making sure that Rosa is alright while she's walking all over the place as a waitress!!! Your honor, this is my silly polyamorous investigation group!!!

I'm just finding sm comfort in thinking about them right now spending lots of time together and I can't help but get a stupidly big grin on my face.

Bc they're together a lot (not only in the event but as a team in general) I wonder whether they start noticing eachother's weird or silly little habits (i.e. pretending that they're interrogating and waterboarding someone while pushing dirty dishes down into some soapy water). Or even nice little things they do for eachother (i.e. something like peeling an orange for someone while they're on break).

hi hi creckar!!! and gosh mood about this whole event, im enjoying it so much and it's definitely giving me polyam nxx vibes too hHHHHHHHHH. the entire intro scene was so lighthearted entertaining but also so sweet (im never getting over marius calling the others his friends, THEYRE FRIENDS, YOUR HONOR!!!!) and that bit with artem openly praising vyn's cooking and vyn responding by laughing oh my gosh my heart fluttered, THESE PEOPLE ENJOY EACH OTHER'S COMPANY I LOVE THEM AND THEY ALL LOVE EACH OTHER AND //puts on shipping goggles, ARE ALSO IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER

speaking of being in love with stuff, im in love with ur hc in this ask. they so totally would notice each other's habits because 1) aforementioned THEY CARE ABT EACH OTHER SO MUCH and 2) theyre all just naturally very perceptive people, in regards to how much they can realize and note about others.

little things like how mc writes down orders in a certain manner on her notepad, or how luke hums to himself when hes making drinks, or how artem gets this focused glint in his eyes whenever hes in the zone cooking, or how vyn uses his lunch break to take a nap first and foremost before having a munch, or the irony of marius loving ice cream but being very susceptible to brainfreezes. all these little details compound and are noticed, but in a very casual way. it's like getting to know more about each other without even having to speak or talk. im sure once this cafe thing is over, they both know more than they realize about the other team members

i also like to think that some habits get Adopted. like yknow how when people are close, they adopt some habits or quirks of the ones theyre close with? yeah now everybodys little quirks are The NXX Team's Collective Quirks. our quirks now. so sometimes you'll find vyn humming when hes working, or artem trying out mc's notetaking system. sadly, nobody can take the burden of marius' brainfreezes for him though

all in all, im super loving this event, it's so cozy and cute and fun!!! now if only luke's SR card would reveal itself to me early, thatd really make this event perfect.....LHSVFLSD

#creckar #asks #so many of the customers r so dang rude tho i wanna strangle em JHVKSJDHFSJDF THE TEAM IS SO STRONG

[smileysuh]

kink [18+] - breeding : sexual fixation in sex without a condom for the purposes of idealized baby making and that which comes with pregnancy

–▸ pairing: nct 127 x reader  –▸ word count: 2.4k

Taeil: 

–▸ Moon Tae-il? more like moon Tae-SHOOK if you bring up breeding kink, because the idea of family is implicit in it, and that’s a big step for this conventional honey

–▸ “breeding kink?” he can’t help the way he smiles, looking down at you while you cuddle in bed. “yeah, give me a baby,” you say shyly while playing with his hair. 

–▸ bringing breeding kink up before being married is a sure way to get Taeil to propose within the week, because these sorts of things go in stages, and it’s wedding before family, he’s quite adamant about that

–▸ you can straight up be begging “please, Taeil- i wanna feel you, i want you to fill me up until i’m swollen” and this dude might just laugh shyly, unable to reciprocate the kink until you’re married, and he might even remind you of that, kissing you and saying, “just be patient, i’ll give you a baby once you share my last name” (why is this reminding me so much of Edward Cullen holding out for sex till marriage even tho he was like- a hundred LOL)

–▸ breeding kink on your honeymoon with the two of you spending hours talking about baby names and going all in with it, down to discussions about baby proofing your first house/apartment and what family would even mean for an idol singer - he’s very hopefully he can pull a Bobby from ikon HA 

Johnny:

–▸ someone give this man a baby or i’ll have to volunteer as tribute I swear to GOD- like out of everyone in nct- someone give Johnny a baby. he needs it. he’d be the softest, bestest papa- 

–▸ it gets to a point in your relationship where Johnny is just like, “I want to have a Baby”- and then everything is centred around that; every time he fucks you it’s with a goal

–▸ LOTS of dirty talk about making babies, and this fucker wouldn’t even be afraid to openly be like, “you look amazing tonight, almost like you want me to pump a baby into you” in front of his friends (Mark would DIE) cuz after all, he’s not shy about his hopes and dreams, and all of them are centred around you and your future family

–▸ 10/10 this guy is gonna know the best positions for pregnancy, like, you’ll be fucking normally then all of the sudden he’s adjusting you and saying “i read that this one will make you nice and full” with that cheeky grin of his-

–▸ he’d also like all the slower movements that go with breeding? like, cock warming, and just being inside of you while toying with your tummy and boobs like ‘you’re gonna get all nice and swollen for me’

–▸ the type to be cock warming with you and touch your tummy and be like ‘can you even imagine it? a little mini me running around?’ 

–▸ so much of this kink for Johnny legitimately hinges on him wanting to start a family and be a super star dad, he can imagine the next chapter of his life with you, with your little family, and there’s nothing sexier in the entire world than the feeling of being happy and 100% confident in the relationship you’re in

Taeyong:

–▸ Mister “nowadays, I have 22 children... in Nct” are we seriously going to add to his workload? are we going to do this to him? yes, yes we are

–▸ “i want you to fill me up,” you moan, lost in the feeling of him. “I am,” he insists, thrusting up to meet you while you ride him, thighs burning in effort. “no- i mean-” your voice catches when he moves, rolling the two of you so he can take control again, finding a quick, dancer’s pace that has you seeing stars- “i want a baby-”

–▸ poor guy falters immediately, eyes widening, and he repeats it back to you; “a baby?” 

–▸ like... for real, aren’t you satisfied with Haechan? or Jisung? or Jeno? or- like- any other of the 22 children he already has???? aren’t they enough for you?!

–▸ there’s a chance Taeyong might tell you��“we’re not old enough for children” tbh LOL which is him just being overwhelmed and grasping at straws

–▸ but if you drop it and give him some time to think it over, Taeyong is such a softie- he’d warm up to the idea really fast, however, like a few other members on this list, i don’t think Taeyong would indulge in breeding kink with much frequency unless there was a wedding ring on your finger- cuz a wedding ring is security, and Taeyong, above anyone, needs security if he’s going to even consider starting a family

Yuta:

–▸ whatever you try in bed, there’s about a 95% chance this dude is going to mirror you and then some. so when you start blabbering about how needy for his cum you are and how you want to be full with him, Yuta cocks a brow and dives into it

–▸ “oh yeah? you wanna be full with my cum? wanna feel it everywhere? want me to fill you so fucking good you swell with me? right here?” he places a hand over your stomach. “does my needy girl want me to give her my babies? is that what she fucking wants?”

–▸ “maybe you don’t deserve them though- have you really been good for me?” makes you straight up beg him for his cum- might even make you list out the things you’d do if he so ‘graciously’ gave you what you’re asking for

–▸ listens to you talk about how you’d take care of the baby and be a great mom, and the thought of it makes him so fucking horny it’s laughable

–▸ you’re going to be a milf, and he’s a mother fucker

Doyoung:

–▸ his reaction is going to be dependant on a lot of things; this man sees baby making as a post marriage ordeal opportunity, so if you bring it up before he’s proposed, it’s about a 50/50 on what he’s going to do

–▸ option 1: he gets low key a little angry that you’re jumping the gun like this - there are steps for a reason gosh darn it! -  and goes harder, choking you out and seething, “oh yeah? you want me to fill you up? when did you get so greedy huh? what if i don’t want to give it to you? did you ever think about that?” (he’s talking about his cum but might avoid saying the word out loud lol) - will straight up say to you: “there’s an order to things, and you don’t get to have a baby until i get to have a fucking honeymoon.” (ok but deal though)

–▸ option 2: is so freaking soft for you, and you’ve gotten him in a good mood, so when you ask him to ‘fill [you] up until [you] burst’ he responds by following through. he’s not going to be fabulous at dirty talk about it, and might try to skip over engaging with you in Breeding Kink Talk all together, but at least in this option, you won’t get verbal pushback LOL’

–▸ straight up: breeding kink has... some choice words with it, and can we really imagine Doyoung, mister ‘cringes when Johnny says sexy’ busting out lines like “i’m going to pump a fucking baby into you”?

–▸ nah, this guy finds a bunch of the breeding kink lingo to be a little odd- i don’t see him as being much into dirty talk in the first place, so to get him to say explicit things about cum and pumping and swelling- good luck

–▸ Doie is a serious guy, so if you bring breeding kink up, you better mean business. if you do bring it up, he actually engages, and then afterwards you’re like ‘oh that was just for sex’, he’ll straight up dump your ass

–▸ not the type to start thinking about family before his significant other does, so if you set him on the baby course, you better be 100% serious about following through or he’ll be crushed : ( and then nct will have to fight you cuz no one picks on doie but them

Jaehyun:

–▸ this man likes to “joke” about having babies, and he especially likes to “joke” about having babies while he’s buried balls deep inside of you, his hand wrapped around your throat, his eyes staring into yours like you’re his everything

–▸ He likes to say ‘gonna fill you up until you’re nice and swollen’ in that deep husky voice of his, and honestly? who does this man think he IS?! does he even WANT a real baby? i guess we’ll never know

–▸ he’s obsessed with the breeding diction in terms of 'swelling’, like 'gonna fill you’ or 'gonna pump a baby into you,’ and he loves grabbing at your boobs and imagining how 'you’d get all swollen and beautiful’

–▸ 'fuck i love you’ ’prove it’ 'prove it?’ he’d laugh ‘how do you want me to prove it? want me to pump a fucking baby into you, gorgeous? hmmm? get you all nice and swollen? feel how fucking deep i am? you want me to cum in you and get you all messy for me, huh?“

–▸ while there’s all the fun kinkiness of it, you also can’t miss the soft look in Jaehyun’s eye every time you’re out and about and there’s a child running around- but just know, every time you so much as touch a baby/child, the moment you’re alone with your man, he’s gonna blow your back out ;)

Jungwoo:

–▸ one of the first things that runs through this dude’s head when you bring up breeding kink is: but i’m baby- followed closely by wait, how will this affect her boobs? and interest soon thereafter... but interest can sour 

–▸ “a baby?” he blinks up at you, adjusting the way you’re straddling his lap so he can rest his cheek against your chest, “but then i’ll have competition” he says while tugging your shirt down, large hand cupping your breast as soon as it’s exposed to the air, eyes fixed on the pebbled bud that he pinches between his fingers, his voice is oddly innocent when he says “mine” but there’s a finality there that part of you doesn’t even want to argue with, and when your massive boyfriend flips you onto your back and presses his lips to yours, everything is forgotten

–▸ you’d have to bring it up again, and Jungwoo would whine and try to do what he did the first time: avoid. you’d probably have to grab him by the face and be like “Jungwoo, breeding kink doesn’t mean I actually plan on getting knocked up, you know that right?” he’d look up at you with a half dazed and confused expression, and thus would begin the sex education of one Mister Kim Jungwoo

–▸ “you could tell me how you want to fill me up-” You enjoying the way he rushes to follow through while saying sweetly “I always want to fill you up.” “then fill me up until i’m so full I can’t think,” you tell him while he pushes into you, “until i swell here,” you touch your abdomen, “and here,” you place his hand over you boob, and he squeezes on instinct, letting out a groan while his hips move faster- “fuck, okay,” he concedes, “i’ll give you all my cum- i’ll give you a baby- just please keep fucking squeezing me like that- and i’ll give you anything-”

Mark:

–▸ “breeding kink?” he’d say, *in the “favourite doja cat song?” voice.*

–▸ this dude gets turned on when you dirty talk, so all it would take is sitting on his lap and explaining the details to get him interested in this

–▸ “you’re really getting worked up about this,” Mark muses as he kisses your neck, hands helping your waist move as you grind against him, straddling his hips. “aren’t you?” you laugh back, running your fingers through his hair and pushing a little, prompting your boyfriend to move his lips to your breasts, reaching up to tug your shirt down- “i am,” he confesses, breath hot against your skin “and i’m not sure if it’s because i actually want to start a family with you now, or because this whole thing has been so fucking hot-”

–▸ jesus heck, this guy is going to be such a simp for you after indulging in breeding kink it’s not even funny- because now, every time he looks at you with heart eyes, it’s because he’s thinking about your future, and all the ways it’s going to be everything he ever imagined

Haechan:

–▸ this dude is down for anything, and he’s low key competitive in the way that: he wants to excel at every single sex related thing ever. so if you bring up breeding kink, mans is gonna come at you swinging- pulling out all the big stops and giving you  e v e r y t h i n g

–▸ “aw, my pretty girl wants me to knock her up? wants me to fuck her so fucking full that she’ll feel it for days, huh?” he grins, pinning your hands above your head in a way that toes the line between playful and aggressive.  “i guess i gotta give you what you want, don’t I?” he continues, “but when you’re nearly crying from being stuffed to the fucking brim, don’t whine at me about it, okay princess?” 

–▸ he’s literally insane- like, watch this man full on cream-pie you and then force his fingers back into your pussy while cooing at you about how he intends to give you exactly what you want- digits working you up to another mind blowing orgasm - after having just cum on his cock - and all the while, full the the brim 

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[bonny-kookoo]

Jungkook: 𝐑𝐞𝐝 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬 (Intro)

In which you've been his favourite flavour for almost a year- all without you knowing.

Tags/Warnings: Vampire!Jungkook, Blood Donor!Reader, mentions of 'being high' (drug usage in a way), strangers to lovers, blood (duh)

Additional Chapter Warnings: blood high= a rush vampires get after consuming blood, nothing graphic though, stereotypes against vampires

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1620.

That's the name of the blood he's received for almost an entire year now. One might think he'd get tired of the same taste over and over again, that the high he gets every single time would wear off- but it doesn't, it's always the same rush again and again.

He remembers the first time.

He'd never been through such an intense high ever before, trip lasting for almost two days. It hadn't been all good and nice no- he'd been so fucking sensitive, curtains closed and every little shutting of doors in the apartment building shaking him to the core. And yes, obviously he'd jerked off.. A lot, libido so high it hadn't even been funny anymore.

He was sore for an entire week after- but today, months and months later, he's still asking for the same type. For someone his age, it's unusual- guys his age like to experiment, and get used to a taste quickly, effects wearing off. But not Jungkook.

He's found his perfect match it seems- high way more gentle these days.

He's still coming down from it now, a deep breath being taken as he smiles with his head leaned back. It's odd that he still feels so insanely impacted by it every time- needing to take the bag home every time he picks it up from the blood bank and take a day off for himself because there's no way he's able to work at all. By now though, his head is clearer, the drunken feeling having passed into a sweet buzz and gentle warmth in his body.

He's craving something sweet.

The little corner store is what he's after, walking in when a little boy stumbles into him. "oh- careful." Jungkook chuckles, having been able to hold the child by his tummy before he'd been able to smack onto the floor.

"whoa- thank you sir!" the boy says, holding an action future up to him. "you're like Raybuzz!" he grins, missing tooth on full display, as he presents the toy to him. He knows that toy, it's from a comic book about a superhero with quick reflexes and night vision- about a hero that saves humans from vampires. "but the vampires in the book don't look like you." the boy pouts, looking up at Jungkook who shrugs.

The comic really overdoes the whole scary stuff by a lot.

Jungkook has some clear features that stand out to humans as a vampire; his clearly blood red eyes a telling sign about his condition. But before he can say anything else, a terrified woman storms up between them, picking up the small boy eagerly. "Jae, you don't talk to strangers, how often do I need to tell you!" she says, about to apologize, before she notices Jungkook's eyes. "..and you especially don't talk to things like this." she scolds under her breath, before walking out, bumping into his shoulder for emphasis.

He sighs.

At the cash registry, he simply places the snacks down he'd like, burying his hands in his pockets, looking down. His confidence really took a punch from encounters like this- and the nice smell in here doesn't help his still hazy mind at all. "you okay?" a careful voice asks, and he looks up surprised-

Right at you.

"the lady- I heard that. I'm sorry." you say kindly, and he's at loss for words for a second, before he replies.

"ah yeah eh no, don't worry about it. Happens all the time." he chuckles, playing it cool. You're so cute though, oh god-

"ah, it shouldn't though." you pout, scanning the items- and it's then that he notices a bracelet you wear, a silver chain with a little tag on it. 'Donor'.

"you're a donor?" he asks, nodding towards your bracelet- and typically, anyone would get embarrassed about it, make up excuses- but you smile, nodding openly at it.

"Yep! Started because of the money, but it's become more or less a habit now. The snacks are awesome there." you laugh, and he chuckles along. You're unusual, but he likes the way you carry yourself- not overbearing. Your presence is soft, your voice nice to listen to, you're pretty, and you smell nice-

Okay slow down there, exit was two miles ago.

He pays with his credit card, grins the entire time he walks home like an idiot, your face in his mind even as he starts his gaming console at home with a pepero stick between his lips, until he freezes- bitten off snack falling to the floor pathetically.

He's never even asked for your name.

#bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fic #jungkook imagine #vampire jungkook imagine #vampire jungkook

[yorukimura]

Omg if you will take a request: Arthur fleck + joker relationship headcanons!

Do you have request rules?

Oh god, it's such a pleasure to write for you <3

I don't have any request rules, give me everything you have in mind, and I will try to satisfy your wishes.

I hope you enjoy these headcanons I've created, and again, thanks for your question, love you <3

Arthur fleck + joker relationship headcanons!

Arthur Fleck

The meeting

You met Arthur at the subway stop when you heard his laugh as he was right next to you.

At first you are surprised, you had never heard such a laugh in your life, and a hint of curiosity pierced your thoughts.

You offer him some water and a pain pill.

Arthur, realizing how nice you are to him, shyly agrees.

You started talking to him, feeling your curiosity grow towards him. Arthur responds with great difficulty, since he did not expect to receive such kind treatment after the disastrous day he had.

After a couple of minutes of trying to strike up a stable conversation with him, you had to leave and get off at your stop. This saddened Arthur, despite speaking so little, he had taken a great interest in you and the feeling of leaving was quite noticeable. Hoping to see you tomorrow.

Indeed and at the same time the next day you met again,after some hard work on Arthur's part for a few weeks, you finally asked him out.

Arthur with great enthusiasm, with his best clothes and hairstyle, attended the date you had planned, you likewise, with the best dress in your closet, you found him in a restaurant.

After a couple of dates and months of being friends, you decided to start a relationship<3

In the relationship

Arthur is without a doubt the cutest thing in the world.

I feel that at the beginning of the relationship someone would be shy, even a bit distant, since until now he has not had relationships of any kind.

Afterwards, it is a machine for giving affection and love.

He is extremely attentive and affectionate, always treating you with the greatest possible care.

He always listens to you, he loves listening to you talk about your day, your voice calms him down a lot, it's an extra medicine to control that anxiety he has.

He loves to make you smile, he tells jokes for you that he writes in his notebook, he tries his best to hear your adorable laugh every day.

Arthur writes you in his notebook, and even draws you, expressing how wonderful and loved you are to him; "An angel fallen from heaven to help me in this cruel world".

I definitely don't think Arthur knows how to cook for himself, since his diet is based on coffee and cigarettes, so most likely you are the person who cooks for him, and if you don't know how to cook, you will always prepare pre-cooked dishes for him. Remember to feed him well!

If you have asthma or a problem with cigarettes, Arthur will smoke outside the house, never inside, so that the tobacco smoke does not bother you.

I imagine Arthur is a person with many insecurities, so he will ask you repeatedly if you love him, if he is good for you, if his body doesn't disgust you... And countless questions. To which, of course and with a lot of love, you affirm all the wonderful things he has and how much you love him.

Arthur is usually jealous, but he doesn't show it openly towards you, maybe he gets a little sad, or even a little angry. He doesn't want to seem like a toxic person, remember, Arthur has a lot of insecurities about himself.

He loves snuggling up on the couch with you to watch The Murray Show next to you, listening to your soft laugh whenever there's a funny part.

He loves hugs.

He loves to kiss, his kisses are full of sincerity and pure love for you, his favorites are the beaks, quick and simple when he has to go to work quickly, but full of feeling.

It may be that after a while, he begins to open up about his physique and body feeling. He hates his skinny body, thinking that you might not like it if you see him in his usual clothes. Of course, you never listen to him, and you always tell him how much you love his body and how you want to fill it with love.

Without a doubt, this beautiful relationship leads to a guaranteed marriage <3

The Joker

Regardless of whether you are already his girlfriend or he has met you, he will act the same way.

The Arthur you know, so loving, affectionate, well, he was gone, at least with Gotham society.

The new personality, psychopathic, egocentric, seductive, without fear of doing what he wants when he wants.

He is more seductive with you, his insecurities are practically non-existent. 

Of course, you rejected the idea of ​​turning all of Gotham into a coup led by the Joker. 

Which led to your premature "kidnapping", holding you close to him like a hunter holding his prey.

Despite the new society imposed by him and his cruel acts, he loves you and wants to protect you at all costs, he shows it by giving you everything you could ever dream of, robbing banks, robbing luxurious cases with his gang of clowns and much more.

If you decide to run away from him, he will surely search for you and chase you.

If you stay with him voluntarily and for love, he will give you everything.

Do you remember I told you that her insecurities are gone? He took it to the extreme. Strong sex every night all over the surface of your new house.

From time to time he will send one of his clowns to spy on you when he is not at home, for your own "good".

During your time alone with him, you may get to see glimpses of what was once Arthur's great love for you, but now it was the Joker, and you his most valuable possession.

Extremely possessive and jealous, if he sees you talking to someone else, he will end up visiting and cruelly killing them.

He loves to fill you with luxuries and take you to expensive restaurants, buy you the best jewelry and dresses, just for you.

Many times you will have to wait for him at night due to his night jobs.

He loves staying with you when you get home. Even more when you end up covered in bruises and bites because of his love for you.

Passionate kisses are never lacking, he loves the taste of your mouth and the sensation of your tongue with his.

And of course, he might force you to marry him if you refuse him <3

#arthur fleck x reader #arthur fleck joker #arthur fleck #joker 2019 #arthur fleck imagine #arthur fleck reader #arthur fleck x you

[neet-elite]

Damn, I'm loving the kink game, it's so nice to see you explain why you like or don't like a particular kink and I especially love it when you go into detail because your writing is soo tasty!! I personally wanna know how you feel about asphyxiation and impact play, also pegging and maybe specifically pet play instead of straight-up hybrids <3

— 🐾

ahh im so happy to hear you say that! i love talking about myself LOL so this game has been fun for me to take part in, and im glad people have wanted to take part too !!

ASPHYXIATION No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know

i don't write enough of it ah!!!!! remind me to include it in some future fics... this and titty play, oh man... i forget to include so many nice details like these in my fics usually, but choking is a hard fav of mine! putting your trust in someone enough to let them choke you out, even to the extent of passing out if done correctly my beloved... and also, mean men choking you as a means of domination? hot hot hot !!!

Seb would like it to be mean i think, and Alex would like it for loving trust reasons <3 but alex might be a little scared, he's not too aware of his strength all the time so might need some convincing...

Whitney enjoys choking you out, especially if you ask for it from him. but he'll do it anyway he doesn't care lmao. And Avery i think from dol would enjoy choking you if he's more rageful <3

IMPACT PLAY No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know

it's not something im too well versed in so i'm not sure how to write it, and it would be higher if it's impact play without the play part lmao. like just getting hit because someone wants to hit you? that's sexier to me. in fiction. like the yandere seb i wrote slapping the reader? yeah... but getting sexual gratification out of it is a bit out of my depth. not that im not open to the idea of it! tbh slapping during sex is hot so...

Seb is into getting hit i think. bet he likes getting choked too now that i think of it, like a little freak. Alex might be into it too as a display of how strong he is, like c'mon, you can do better than that, surely?

Kylar would enjoy getting hit if you wanted to hit them, for sure!! it's not the first thing on their mind, and they absolutely wouldn't wanna hit you even if you asked (they will do so if you act out though, keep in mind, but they don't gain any sexual gratification from hitting you in my opinion).

PEGGING No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know

whimpering sobbing blushy cumming men getting pegged? sign me UP. especially if there's a size difference element involved, and the big man is getting pegged by lil ol me </3 i think it's so sexy ugh... <3

ALEX !!!!! ALEX FROM SDV LOVES GETTING PEGGED OKAY !!!!!!! he's really nervous about it in the beginning, and you HAVE to be in a position where he can see your face (missionary??? his legs locked around yours??? strong enough to control the pace himself ???!!!) but after the first few sessions he's hooked. enjoys having you take him when he's really stressed and just wants to not think for a while </3

KYLAR !!!!!!!!! little submissive KYLAR my beloved would also love getting pegged, but they're a lot less shy about it. immediately openly and willingly participating in it because the idea of getting pegged by you has them spinning </3 also bonus: Whitney. man would never fucking admit it, but he would like getting pegged in my opinion. only in doggy style though, you're not allowed to see the pretty faces he makes when u hit his sweet spot </3

PET PLAY No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know

okay hear me out. the only reason this isn't higher is because it's fiction. and, in fiction, i can do whatever i want. the main goal of my pet play love irl is to attain doghood as close as possible, but in fiction i can be an actual hybrid dog, yknow? so yes, i love pet play, but i much prefer it to the extreme of hybrid content when i can <3

Sam, Seb, and Alex would be into pet play for different reasons i think. oh, and Haley too! Sebastian and Haley would love the idea of having a loving pet by their side who does whatever they ask because they own you. Sam and Alex would have fun with a pet that wants to play!!! sure it's nice having you be their little lap pet, submissive under them, but they prefer looking after you as opposed to complete control.

Whitney, Avery, and Bailey would love a submissive little pet girl who does whatever they want, because they're sick in the head and would test your limits by making you do fucked up shit to prove how much you love them. getting off on the high of controlling you like that.

Pure Sydney, Robin, and Eden would enjoy looking after a precious pet and give them all the love and attention they could ever need (in hopes of keeping you around longer).

#💌mail #look i know it's always sam seb or alex #but i hate the other bachelors ok #🐾 anon

[curatoroffiction]

MC That's Softly Affectionate

Okay this concept came to me while I was thinking about love languages and ways that people connect with each other. I'm a very softly affectionate person to people pretty much right off the bat, because I like being kind and sweet to people. I don't like the idea of people having to 'earn' tiers of affection from me.

I use a lot of little nicknames to talk to people; "Hun, Sweetheart, Love, Lovie, Darlin'," ect..

I'll praise people very openly, very honestly, very easily, and very passionately. Stuff like "You're amazing at what you do. I'm so proud of you. This is just blowing me away" or telling people how cool they are, or when I love something they've got going on. I'm also pretty physically affectionate in little ways without even really thinking about it, communicating gently as I go like putting a hand on someone's upper arm and locking eyes to gently reaffirm I'm enjoying their presence. Or holding people's hands when they get scared of stuff. Snuggling has always been a platonic kind of thing for me too.

And I also got to remembering that when people are romantically attracted to a person, they can sometimes get a little jealous watching them be sweet to other people.

So that got me thinking- How would characters from various settings react to an MC who is gently affectionate in all aspects of their life? It's not romantic intent or interest, the MC is just comfortable with themselves and likes to make people feel good about themselves. They're quick to enjoy people's company. This doesn't mean they won't have bite- If someone messes with them, they could still have sharp wit and be hilarious and tough, but they'd also just have a gentle, soft warmth about them.

I'm thinking of an MC who, when a character lays their head in their lap, MC gently strokes the character's head, scritching their scalp. The action is absent-minded, so they could be watching something happening nearby, or enjoying the scenery. The character could talk to them about their day and MC'll listen and give warm, friendly input.

And then later, that same character sees MC laughing and clutching another character's forearm, bursting with laughter and wheezing out "Holy shit- I can't breathe, I can't breathe you're too funny! Oh my god you're one of my favorites!"

Those characters later see MC tug their jacket up over their head and arm to shield another character from the rain, grinning and saying "Let's run together, Love."

MC gently touching someone's back as they're walking past them, "Ooh, sorry Darlin'. Gotta scootch past ya' real quick." and that character's heart skipping a beat.

MC laughing and lightly patting the person beside them as though to say 'Are you seeing this??' with their very familiar body language.

This concept just gets funnier if everyone else is touch-starved and emotionally constipated.

Extra points if they're at least emotionally mature despite being touch-starved and emotionally constipated, so there's no "WHO DO YOU LIKE!?" and "DON'T TREAT ME NICE UNLESS YOU LIKE ME ROMANTICALLY" because those are so boring. Affection is lovely, and maybe seeing MC be so affectionate helps the people around them to slowly take on the mannerisms they love. Maybe there’s some initial jealousy, but when they see that MC isn’t hiding it, they just realize that it’s part of how MC treats everyone, and they realize that they LIKE that.

I'm here for characters adapting to tenderly adding 'Lovie' or 'Sweetheart' to their sentences because it makes them feel warm when MC does it. Maybe sometimes it's teasing. Characters adapting to telling their feelings straightforwardly, catching people off-guard. Characters adapting to being physically affectionate with each other and comfortable and looser, enjoying their friends in new ways, creating a sweeter environment.

#MC #MC Concepts #Twisted Wonderland #Twisted Wonderland MC #Twst #Twst MC #Obey Me! #Obey Me! MC #Obey Me #Obey Me MC #Writing #Blurbs #Cute

[elvisabutler]

- “He would make a great husband. A loving husband. A caring husband.” These thoughts make me giddy but also I refuse to let them soothe me because she’s noticing he’ll be an amazing father and husband from what she’s seen but there story isn’t going to go to a happily ever after overnight. So the fact that there’s want on both sides, wants of a family and a partner that is going to be intercepted a while longer, it makes me want to cry. Her answer to his question of her not having any children seems so practiced and recited, like if she’s been asked that so many times already and all she can give is the same answer in return never the truth. Elvis is quick to catch on to her emotions though and although he may not know the extent of how badly she wishes for a child he can see it is something she wants and is (trying) to work towards. “Things keep breaking in Lilly’s house,” IT’S THE DAMN STRAY CAT, ALLY! THE ONE WHO BREAKS IN EVERY OTHER DAY AND CHEWS ON WIRES AND KNOCKS OVER LAMPS. “Elvis is a man.” Yes, as I explained earlier in similar words, ELVIS IS A MAN. It’s what helps make him be wanted and desired and loved, because he will take care of you and your children and anything that may come up. As the story goes on, Elvis feels the platonic needs of a husband that although are not intimate are things that make marriages and partnerships blossoms. He sits to talk to her, indulges her in conversations, spends time with her, and eases the loneliness. It’s these moments that make feelings grow beyond lust filled affairs. I’m all for Elvis continuing to categorize Nathan as a boy because Nathan is no man. “… he gives his stomach a light slap that has it jiggling just a bit and has Lilly’s eyes widening and a flush of desire coursing through her veins…” LILLY YOU ARE SO REAL FOR THAT. And he continues on fulfilling the job of her husband as he indulges her want to do something as dance and Nathan has done such a piss poor job as a husband that Lilly believes someone wanting to dance with her is pure pity and not a want themselves. And it’s so touching that in these moments Elvis is content to make her happy with simple actions, without looking for repayment in turn. Her happiness means that much to him now. Lilly is so wrapped up in her happiness being able to dance that it takes her a second longer to catch on to his dilemma as he rushes out of there. And the fact that she leans against his truck and just stares at it, as it twitches under her gaze and keeps growing for her, Lil Darlin’ you know what you’re doing without knowing what you’re doing. This is when the lines begin to blur - when it’s more than platonic needs that he is replacing for her absentee husband. He’s now going to begin taking care as a young woman who does not get the attention or loving she deserves from Nathan. He is hungry and aching and needy for that physical love language. Elvis, she knows where your face is okay, she wants to stare at your crotch leave her be! It’s for her anyway. “… acting like she didn’t kiss his cheek and looking so happy …” I love this detail so much. The fact that she’s happy and smiling but not trying to be sexy or selfish, it’s nice to feel wanted and Elvis has made Lilly feel wanted carnally. She continues to wave at him, doesn’t care about neighbors catching sight of her doing so freely. The entire scene of him going to visit Gladys and speaking openly of Lilly and her wonderfulness and the way she deserves a child. The fact that he can be real with his mother and express these feelings that he isn’t able to tell anyone breathing. All this talk of the Lord, and God, and sin, and not committing adultery - all these wonders on WHY Lilly hasn’t been blessed with a child I can’t help but think : If Elvis blesses her with a child, surely they must know it’s God’s blessing all along? That she was meant to have Elvis’ child and be with Elvis all along, God wouldn’t punish them with a child, he’d bless the both of them with one and Gladys would be beside him smiling down at her son and his family as their message gets passed

i've already told this before but honestly your insight especially when it comes to the last bit about how you can't help but think if elvis gets her pregnant that it's got to be god's blessing delights me. you understand where i'm going with all of this and it's- this ask and the two others still truly are beautiful when it comes to spark.

also: Nathan is no man. TRUER STATEMENTS HAVE NEVER BEEN UTTERED.

#ally answers asks #spark universe #spark universe inspo #i cannot wait until y'all see the next chapter.

[manicpixiedreamcurl]

i dont even like stranger things that much, but eddie has a grip on me like noooo other lmaooooo

he reminders me of a lot of rotties ive met who look like scary dogs, like they dont know their own weight/play rough, but are also the single goofiest dogs you'll ever meet, super dramatic if theyre not getting attention from their favourite people, only rough with people who can handle it but very gentle with those who cant, super protective, eager to please and so so sweet (so yea thats basically eddie)

he reminds me so much of that, like he just wants to be loved for who he is, and openly love someone else without being seen as just a casual one night stand, or an interesting couple dates, or too scary and different to even be approached yknow. i bet he daydreams about commitment ahkshdkjflfj

i think thats why i like your eddie so much cause he's protective of others and knows how to use his image to protect himself, but is also the silliest, sappiest, sweetest person ever and you write that side of him so well!!

i dont know where im going with this qukdhdkgd i just really like how you write eddie!

Thank you!!! Show opinions and rambling about my sweetest goofy feral boy Eddie under the cut 💖💖💖

Stranger Things is a questionable show, that's the truth of it. I think the first season was brilliant and part of the reason I liked season 4 so much was because it got back that sort of scooby doo vibe that was so fun about the first one, that the Hawkins gang were trying to work everything out and getting into hijinks ahaha. But the whole Russia storyline? Simply could have done without it. There was a post going round a while ago that was like st 1 was good because it was about things but now stranger things is just about stranger things and I think that hit the nail on the head.

I think it benefits from interesting characters and very good casting all round. The young people in the show are (or were now?) uniquely good child actors (Gaten, Caleb and Sadie in particular imo). Also think Joe Keery was an inspired choice for Steve. He brought such brilliant vulnerability to Steve, so great to watch the scene of him seeing Nancy and Jonathan through the window and just before Nancy slaps him how sad he looks when he's trying to put on a tough front; 'I was worried about you.' My god. I DIGRESS.

Eddie <333 EDDIE <3333333 I think I've established I could talk about him for a million years. He haunts me. First just the thought of somebody being treated poorly by God knows how many people, and ending up as someone who collects bullied kids and gives them a safe place 'we showed you that high school didn't have to be the worst years of your lives' JESUS FUCK IF ONLY. Would have been nice. Idk if I've mentioned but I'm PRETTY SHY irl so...yeah. Would have been nice.

And THEN I think about the fact he used his last words to make Dustin promise to look after the group...to tell him that he loves him!!! Can't think about it too much but my God. That's so important. That's his priority in that moment. His little group having somebody to look after them fuck I'm crying.

AND that he tells Dustin to never change!!!! This little bullied boy!!! Like Eddie himself was when he was young!!!! AaaaaaaggggggggghhhhhhHhhhhhHHhhhhHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

And also he's so sweet to Chrissy. Just like the sweetest. Sees this girl silently screaming for help and puts the effort into making her feel SAFE!!! Giving her a little GIGGLE at HIS EXPENSE. FUCK.

So yes I think you are exactly right. I think he plays up to what people think of him when he knows he's not going to be able to change their mind and he thinks well fuck it hate me more then. I think he could swing a punch if he had to and if he was being hit he'd keep being provocative but I feel it in my BONES that he flirts with straight boys who are bullying him to make them wildly fucking uncomfortable I JUST KNOW IT cause I think he loves pushing buttons.

But yes, the sweetest around people who need it. And desperate to be loved and accepted. I think you're right I think he might have a go at one night stands cause he's a horndog it can't be denied but he thinks about somebody just adoring him and wanting him all the time and doing things for eachother and them not being ashamed of him or wanting him to change him and man...I must stop.

In summary, anon. Agreed. And thank you very much. Thinking about how kind and wonderful a relationship with him would be makes my chest pang. Sweetest goofiest boy, owner of my heart.

#i once again am psychoanalysing eddie munson #i wrote you a fucking essay anon sorry about that ahahahs #ask #anon

[charleslebatman]

I am another reader who has read for f1 topics in the past and therefore have also engaged in a lot of other readings about f1 from various people on here and in general and personally the account that said this about Alexandra allegedly cheating is insanely biased and I say this as someone who does not defend her and is not a fan of her, that account is like the least credible tarot account I’ve seen, any other tarot reader would give you better readings //

This! This tarot person is really weird, she openly states she hates charles and she keeps predicting he will have a terrible accident and injure himself and die young. Everything she says about him is always fueled with hate so don't take it as an unbiased reading ///

oh honey there's so much i could say about this reader. i hope you don't mind me going on a long rant about her, she makes me incredibly uncomfortable, and i can't shake the feeling, so i want to talk about it (also, please excuse that i'm not using capital letters correctly, i'm trying to expend as little energy). she used to ask us to call her 'your highness', she used to say she's a god, and i can't tell if she was joking or not, and honestly i don't think she is, because she was reminding me heavily of a narcissist I used to be besties with, and i don't think that's a coincidence. she also wasn't nice to people who interacted with her, she didn't like that people had differing opinions to her, and she certainly didn't like when she discussed this with her. she thought she could have an online presence without interacting with people who want to express their own opinion. you had to agree with her, or you'd be silenced, so not anything like it is on this page. and then with her tarot, tarot is incredibly subjective and a reading of current energies, your own biases very heavily affect what cards you pull. she pulls such negative reads for charles, like he's going to crash and injure himself, he's going to be blacklisted coz he's reckless (where???), and ferrari will say it's because 'charles wants to work on his fashion line and music career', which isn't believable because we know charles lives and breathes f1. if you hate someone, you will read more negative stuff on them, because tarot relies on your energy and biases too. she isn't god. and then she reads such positive things for lando (she has a crush on him), so it's clear her biases come heavily into play here. you wouldn't know she gets some of her readings wrong as well (yk, as expected, because tarot is very hard to get 100% right), because she deletes those ones and only shows the ones she got right (some of those ones also are a stretch as well, and aren't what she originally said) and that just makes her look suspicious. and then with this alexandra cheating thing, it's not because she hates alex, no, she hates charles and wants everything wrong to happen to him. she predicted alex would be caught cheating on him and we'll see footage of it in october, but october's passed.

thank you OP. hope you enjoyed my rant. feel free to delete if you don't want to post this, i just wanted to talk about this because that girl gives me the creeps. i feel like i'm 8 again and i just watched annabelle.

I’m speechless besties 🤡

Tarot, spirituality, mediumship, religions and all should never be using in this way. That why I posted the bestie tarot because there were very precautionary, neutral as possible and taking a real time to make their readings. Even some said, some readings of cards are wrong, they’re just waiting to say why and debating kindly about this.

But here, my god. 💀

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

My Apology.

//If you follow this blog, especially if you’re a follower who was around yesterday, then I ask nicely you take the time to listen to me.

//To get straight to the point, I’m here because I want to apologize.

//For those who are unawares, yesterday, I discovered that Tumblr had made the absolute god awful mistake of forcing me to use their god awful new post editor for asks. Before I went on a three week break, I was allowed to use the legacy editor for my asks, thus I wasn’t weighed down by any of the issues that the new editor brings. I have a long list of problems with it, and depending on how things go, I might make a post tonight about it.

//Me and the new editor don’t get along, and my problems go very deep underwater. Bottom line is I think changing the post editor to what it has now become since the legacy editor, mainly with the uncomfortable UI, different ways of posting images, and of course the image limit, is frankly an idiotic decision that I am furious about.

//And if you were around yesterday you would know that, because I said something really shitty yesterday.

//I still have access to the legacy, unlimited editor for Tumblr in the regular post asks, and I’m hoping it remains that way because, as someone who has been on Tumblr for years now, writing this story that has become a huge part of my life, so I have the right to keep the old editor. But if the people at staff decide to turn around and remove the right to use it from me, blocking me from using Legacy Editor ever again, I threatened that I would never ever use their website again, and Danganronpa Survivor would end before it’s time.

//I ended up saying things like “my days on this platform are numbered” and junk. And I realized almost immediately after I finished answering asks last night that that was REALLY shitty of me.

//It didn’t occur to me just how much some of you love this story and my work. And the fact that I threatened to take that away from you just because of my issues with the new editor was just...straight up wrong of me.

//But it doesn’t end there, because I ended up bringing it to another blog too. You might have seen me ask on main from @a-student-out-of-time what the mods way of bypassing the editor limits was, and then grieve about it over there as well.

//So not only did I kick up a shitstorm, I brought said shitstorm to another blog who had absolutely no reason to be caught up in all of it.

//The good news is that the mods and people over on that server were really supportive. The main mod who runs the blog is a well put-together person and just gave me straight up facts that being defeatist isn’t going to solve anything. On top of that, the askers who know/follow both our blogs recognized that I’ve been through a lot lately, and that these changes don’t help.

//While that is true, that’s not an excuse.

//I don’t know if I ever openly talked about it before, though I don’t really try to hide it, but here’s a fun little fact about me that you might not have known before: I am autistic!

//And unlike some people, that’s never been something I’ve ever had a problem with. I LIKE being different, and I like having the weird, zany thoughts that I do, because without them, this blog wouldn’t be as special as it is to me or to you guys. But GOD it’s a pain in the ass to function as a normal human being sometimes and deal with my problems on my own.

//Sometimes I feel like I have a brain that’s two or three years younger than my body, and I’m prone to throwing temper tantrums and getting angry when things don’t go my way. And when I saw just how nervous and upset some of you were when I said the blog would be shutting down, it made me realize that, as always, I overreacted.

//And I hate that I acted like that. So I’m sorry to those people, I’m sorry to everyone in the ask box who follows me, and I’m sorry to ASooT’s audience too for dragging you into this.

//Maybe this apology is a little overblown and excessive for what it is; it’s not like I’ve killed a person or anything, but I still probably hurt a lot of people’s feelings and upset them, and I need to make it clear that I am remorseful for that.

//So let me make it clear now that DR Survivor IS NOT ENDING. I will do my absolute damndest to power throw the shitty editor, and if what I fear will happen happens, then I’ll figure something out. Either I’ll work around it, find someone who can bring the old editor back, or my safest bet - switching to an entirely new website. What that website is, I don’t know yet, but I’m preparing to find one just in case.

//However, should all else fail, Tumblr does plan to implement a subscription service that removes the image limit. I am willing to pay for that service to keep the blog running, but that’s not the only thing about the post editor that I dislike, so I don’t know what to do about it. I do have some time to decide though.

//That all being said, one last thing I want to make clear is that even if I wish to apologize for my behavior, that doesn’t mean my feelings towards the new editor have not changed. So if Tumblr staff by any chance are reading this post, I want to say this:

//I know you don’t care how any of us feel, and I know you still plan to “develop” your new editor more, but as I said in a previous post, you fucked up massively. Even if you want to develop the editor further, if the final product keeps the changes you’ve already made to it, then congrats. You’ve officially ruined your entire website FOREVER.

//And if I’m being honest, with the way I’ve seen the people in charge act about it; and not to point fingers and spout bullshit or anything, but...it seems to me like you KNOW your changes don’t benefit anyone, and for some reason, don’t actually seem to CARE?

//Maybe I’m wrong, but if I am, I really want to be proven wrong.

//Anyway, enough of that. I’ve said what I’ve needed to say and will finish off by just apologizing one more time. I am still going to write this story, even if it becomes all the more painful for me to do so.

//And in case this post hasn’t made it obvious, your support GREATLY matters to me. I write this blog, but you guys run it, and without you, I wouldn’t be here. So I will do whatever it takes to make sure you keep your content. And that this story continues for a while to come.

-Mod

#mod #mod speaks #important notice #new editor #legacy editor #tumblr

[betweenthepoems]

Sigyn’s kidnapping

So after talk over reblogs with @jonquilclegane I decided to share with you my current idea for a retelling of Idun’s kidnapping with Sigyn in my planned YA Wattpad novel..

So, instead of traveling with Odin and Hoenir, Loki was coming back from a journey with his then only just a dear friend Sigyn. Like in the original story, during a meal he was taken by Thiazi disguised as an eagle. The transformed giant threatened Loki relentlesly until the trickster was forced to promise that he will bring Idun to a set place within a few days or Asgard will get under attack. Only then Thiazi dropped his captive.

Shaken Loki returned shaken to Sigyn and told her everything, including that he absolutely didn't want to do this. Not only if everything would go according to Thiazi’s plan, his involvement would be sooner or later discovered and he would get severly punished but also because Idun was one of the only few gods that were still truly nice to him and breaking that bond would be devastating for everyone.

Later, when they finally returned to Asgard, Loki assured Sigyn that he will try to find some way to resolve this situation and she should not worry about that as she herself was already dealing with enough. With that they parted their ways. However, upon returning to her hut at the village's outskirts, she found out that when she was away, it got struck by thunder during a storm and burned down. This, along with most of the other gods’ prejudice towards her for being Midgard native demigoddess, made the poor girl realize that Asgard will be better off with her gone.

Some time later Loki went to visit Sigyn, still not having any good ideas. When he learned about the burned hut and its occupant's apparent disappearance shortly after with a basket full of apples, he quickly deduced what happened and rushed to a place Thiazi told him to bring Idun.

As he feared, Sigyn was already there. Loki tried to convince her that she doesn't have to do this and she has to come back, promising over and over to resolve this mess without anyone dear to him getting hurt. But it was too late as Thiazi swooped down from the sky and took Sigyn thinking she was Idun. Loki went after them right away, but was too slow and easily got knocked to the ground and lost consciousness for a few days.

When he finally woke up, still hurt from hitting the ground too hard, the other gods already knew about the situation. It turned out that Thiazi had discovered apparent cheating and openly demanded Idun and her apples in exchange for Arsgard’s safety.

Loki told Odin and the rest his side of the story (while trying to not blame Sigyn for her decision either). Then got really mad that the gods discussing what to do, seemed to not take the fact that Sigyn was in danger as seriously and, at least in his mind, wouldn’t be bothered by her death if they managed to keep apples and Asgard in the process.

Angered, he told all of those accusations straight into Odin’s face and before he would get punished for audacity, much to everyone’s surprise, Freya had stood by him. Up to this point the Vanir goddess was openly against Sigyn’s friendship with Loki, fearing he might use her or be a bad influence for that innocent young girl. However, after seeing that he truly cares about Sigyn and genuinely blames himself for letting all of this mess to happen, Freya warmed up to him and offered her famous feathered cloak as it was the only way anyone could have a chance at outrunning Thiazi in his eagle form.

With the plan settled in minutes and ignoring his injuries, Loki flew to the giant’s castle and found Sigyn locked up in the tower. After teary reunion and attempts at reconciling and apologizing for everything, they flew off with Thiazi following them soon enough.

The chase towards Asgard was long and Loki was using every bit of strength to keep a reasonable distance until they reached home. He or Sigyn at that time didn’t know that yet but the latter had power to bless someone she truly wants to succeed with more strength, fortitude and determination, thus increasing one’s chances during a challenge.

With all that, both of them have returned to Asgard and Thiazi was killed by the gods. Between this and Skadi’s arrival they both spend time healing and figuring out what to do now. They concluded that the fire that burned Sigyn’s home and pushed her over the edge, shouldn’t be possible to happen naturally and rather was started by someone. They correctly assumed it must have been the minor god from the village who was the most open about his hatred towards Sigyn and often bullied her.

Once they approach him, their suspect not only admitted to setting the hut on fire but also openly showed displeasure that a mere half-human still dares to walk among the real gods like one of them. The insults stopped once Loki completely lost it and grabbed him. The trickster was lashing out at him, pointing out that guy’s cowardice as he was eager to attack someone he thought was weak, and not so brave about offending Loki or Thor, both half-gods, half-giants with a lot of strength and fame. If it wasn’t for Sigyn being there and begging Loki to stop before he kills the tormentor and gets in very big trouble for murdering of of the gods, the trickster would have done that in a heartbeat.

Instead Loki turned the cowardly god into a pathetic, weak goat, later used to entertain visiting Skadi. Unlike the original tug o'war, that show was more of a PG rated corrida with Loki teasing the goat to his heart’s content. Only at one point the former god got a chance at getting back at Loki, when he managed to hit him between the legs. However, shortly after the trickster finished the show by tying the goat with a rope.

Since then the transformed god was allowed to spend the rest of his life as the animal in Thor’s pen. Loki has promised to not kill him since Sigyn wouldn’t handle the burden of someone being dead because of her, no matter the circumstances. But the trickster himself wouldn’t mind if the Thunderer decided one day to toss that one goat from the Asgardian walls down to Midgard.

Oh, and as for Idun, she and her husband Bragi, upon learning the whole story with all of its twists and turns, instead of being mad, became basically no.1 Logyn shippers in all of Asgard and Loki had to threaten the skald with the possibility of his voice being stolen if he decided to write even a line of a poem about the trickster and his dearest girl friend.

#loki #sigyn #logyn #myth!loki #norse mythology #retelling

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alright so people won't be annoyed at me liveblogging a three day old episode with thoughts they have already seen a million times i will compile all my thoughts into one post so you can just skip this

SHIV PREGANTE??? i was 80 percent sure this was happening but i'm still fucking surprised just like with logan's death

the intro sounds soo fucky. like i thought there was something wrong with my speakers but this happening right after logan's death I LOVE IT

hiam abbass in intro we love to see it

i feel like i do have to add (since no one will read this anyway) that the reason it has taken this long for me to watch it is that i really really think watching succession is bad for me. like it kind of counts as self-harming behaviour i think. but yesterday i went on a long walk that really helped and now i feel more equipped for the episode. let's see if it undoes all the progress!!

MARCIAAAAAAAAAA MY LONGEST YEAH BOI EVER

this really is the season of hugs

'i'm sure it'll crush me eventually' 'pre-grieved' relatable repression king

my one wish for when the show is over is that someone makes a greg-less cut. just remove all of the scenes where greg's there

first sympathetic karl moment

the HEAVY swedish accent oskar has i love it

willa absolutely slaying that dress and marcia. queen on queen violence

krank real

'i have been worried that this was gonna happen for ages' real. whenever anything bad happens i have already anticipated it and so my emotions never feel real in the moment? like i've practiced them already so often that it's hard to feel something u know

kind of weird to say and probably gonna bite me in the ass later but it really seems like kendall is the most well-adjusted of all of them

'he's a bit racist' interesting use of present tense there roman. sure you've pre-grieved enough

kendall's second name is logan officially confirmed huh

frank openly laughing at greg i loooove it roman fully saying he hates him i am so here for this

is it real motif showing up yet again

i actually can't bear this frank kendall dialogue

did frank say 'he left you' or did he say 'he loved you'

roman just immediately leaving when tom shows up. same

i never would've guessed that shiv would blame herself. honey being on the plane didn't kill him. but it makes so much sense that she feels left behind and alone

i still want to know about how shiv and tom met and what that difficult time was

like i fully believe tom loves shiv and that he means what he says when he tries to comfort her. but with the background of his one ally being dead there's just no way that shiv can believe a word he says, and it's gotta be at least one motivating factor for him

DOG WITHOUT IT'S PERSON roman take a look at that mirror and see what you might find in there

clogged toilet -> bodily fluids motif really all the motifs making a comeback this episode

why is shiv like half a head taller than roman her heels aren't that high

STEWYYYYYYYYYYY

KERRYYYYYYYYYYYY

greg stop talking about being distasteful you fully asked for a job while logan was in a coma

i love roman being nice to kerry maybe i'm naive but i can't see an ulterior motive for that? unless he wants to be like logan oh my god please don't please no

romtom real (also i just accidentally typed rimtom. accidentally? guess we'll never know)

stewy lore his dad is 95 and is 'normal' enough to just randomly sue his neighbour

KENSTEWY REAL

haunted house motif real

i love willa's mom

roman's joking about growing old sharing a bed with his siblings like charlie and the chocolate factory but i'm serious i want that. in my life. both for them and for me and my friends

roman yet again being the only one who thinks about connor. at all

helping old ladies cross the street somebody kill me

roman admitting he betrayed them just so he can get a shot at ceo. well at least he told them himself?

here's the thing i kind of think kendall's right about shiv not really working but. god emotionally i will kill him for you shiv. cutting her out again?????

'i'm not trying to fuck anyone' ace king

shivshivshivshivshivshiv

GREG I LOATHE HIM

SHIVSHIVSHIVSHIVSHIV

connor's mom?????

jesus kendall. i knew he would do this but jesus.

once again the end titles music is so fucking amazing.

#succession s4 #this is THE episode for all the motifs and all the crackships