#and had these guys twice his size just fu cking cower back and apologise because skip can be fucking terrifying if he wants to be

[soulsunforgiven]

finally home. that was... nice. i needed a nice day.

#the man without a plan {miscellaneous | ooc} #i thought we were just picking up a bookshelf from home but like #skip managed to fit the chair and the mirror into the car too #all that's left is the steamer trunk and some bits and bobs now #he helped me out a lot and on the drive there and then to coffee and then back from coffee he told me a lot about his life #about how he had to get sober a few times and about the punk shows he went to and how he's punched misogynistic pricks #in mosh pits before or just peopel being assholes in general or dragged them away and told them off #and had these guys twice his size just fu cking cower back and apologise because skip can be fucking terrifying if he wants to be #he's not much taller than me; maybe a few inches taller and thin as a twig but holy shit that guy has #monumental energy and he's a scrappy motherfucker you can tell so i whoelheartedly believe people will back off when he says #he saw a post i made on facebook lsat night about being trans and spent a while talking to me about that and like #i didn't realise how much i needed an older as-far-as-i-know non-queer person to affirm me but i did #he told me about a song on the ride to the apartment that he shared with me to help with my feelings about being trans #and didn't talk more about it til our ride home when we were both a lil more talkative about personal things #i told him how long it's taken for my mum to accept that i was trans and that she could have told me ages ago bc she saw the signs #she just didn't wanna admit it - and he just sort of exhaled a lil laugh and said 'theres nothing wrong with it' #and i laughed kinda bitter and said that mos tpeople don't agree with that statement and i was driving #but i could kinda feel his eyes on me as he glanced my way and then he repeated in a quieter more insistent voice: #'there is nothing wrong with it' #anyway he's wonderful and said that my 'hands gave it away' to him at first that i was trans but i 'have the looks' and not to worry and tha #t he's thinking of telling his girlfriend's daughter - a lesbian - to come to me for fashion tips since she's having trouble shopping for #mens' clothing and i asked if he's okay with hugs and he hugged me super tight and said he is and that he also tells his friends he loves th #em and basically it was a super great day and he's a wonderful friend and he makes me smile and laugh and really that's what matters and imm #gonna go eat and shut up now see you all later