#and have a terrible day :D

[ruporas]

post ep 11

#trigun stampede #trigun #meryl stryfe #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #i cant even elaborate on this episode bc ive spent all day Thinking about it yesterday #and it made me Miserable #i just want to see vash have some autonomy again... #he is a little bit more on the quieter end for stampede as less angry about things but i dont think he's more of a coward in stampede #even though he was transported into his memories and saw and heard those terrible things from the kids and wolfwood #he was able to gather himself and keep going #his resilience has always been the strongest and also saddest thing about him #so it killed me irreversibly when he lost the one person who he could always look back to reliably #the fact knives couldnt even alter anything in rem's dialogue within those memories just stands for how strong her place is in vash's memory #and potentially knives just knows that would be too ooc of her to make in any Universe if she had something horrible. #man. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN LIKE ALL 3 PLATFORMS. I'm alright with Knives as a character but jesus #- i did it all for you - im so sad that vash had to hear something like that. im so so sad about it #anyway i hope meryl stays safe shes done so much #i love her so much <3 #ruporas art

[thousand-sunnies]

I am *looking* at that lawlu fae au, yell about it, please. I'd love to hear moar xd

YESS TYSM FOR ASKING!!! sorry for the late response, busy irl time for a little, BUT! i have been thinking about lawlu a lot recently (i’m just about done with watching through dressrosa, so, well, you get it), and i always think fae rules make for a fascinating story, so…

namely, this train of thought was inspired by this tumblr post which i think. encapsulates the lawlu dynamic pretty well. i mean, it’s not like luffy is trying to be owned by someone, but good luck getting any sort of handle on that guy even if he’s yours by the letter of the law. and traffy already has a few markers of being a good fae in canon (tricky as hell, hiding his real name, refusing to eat certain foods lol), so it fits!

and it’s like. imagine. you’re a fae. you know how the world works for you. there’s unspoken rules and unspoken conventions and unspoken hatred coursing through your blood. there’s someone you want to tear down from his post, but it’s not easy, not with the faerie court dynamics involved. you’ve been planning this for a long, long time. it may make you want to scream, but at least the schemes you lay out make sense.

and then, right. and then this human wanders into your domain, and eats your food, and shrugs when you tell him this means he cannot leave. and sure, he’s here now, it’s – fine, whatever, as long as he doesn’t get underfoot, so you leave him to his own devices and look away.

except, right.

except you find out very quickly that he gets underfoot.

a lot. in every way you can imagine, and some ways you can’t possibly. you’ve been raised to see humans as – not inferior, maybe, but certainly easy enough to control – but now you’re suddenly forced to confront the fact that this human had – just – not been raised with the same rules that you have ingrained into your very existence. he says he’s free, and that makes no sense, because you technically own him, what freedom is there in belonging to someone like you, but he– he doesn’t live by your standards. he doesn’t do what you ask. he breaks every rule, and stomps past every line you draw, and makes no sense, and–

and. so.

he had just not been raised with the same rules that all of your kind have ingrained into their very existence, you realise, suddenly. you’re pretty sure that doflamingo knows all about your tricks, and schemes, and traps.

you’re pretty sure, however, that doflamingo is not expecting a punch to the face.

and so, maybe having a human on your side isn’t that bad after all.

#BDHDKAKSLS I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE #this is not a well planned out story yet but i just. have many thoughts about them #lawlu #lulaw #one piece #trafalgar d water law #trafalgar law #monkey d luffy #luffy #i have also considered the opposite role assignment actually!! #trafalgar law has a Horrible Terrible No Good Very Bad Day and if the fae take him how much worse can it really get #‘can i have your name’ the fae asks. ‘trafalgar d. water law’ says trafalgar d. water law who is just so incredibly tired. #you know those sorts of vibes #but luffy doesnt reallyyy fit the traditional fae vibe so i thought of the fae law human luffy scenario more……. FOR NOW! #anyway please ask me more about this i have feelings(tm)

[creatureantics]

kniveswood of the day i have an au i’m scheming for them

#trigun #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun stampede #millions knives #kniveswood #art.jpg #they are roommates ww is does admin/notes at a poorly run morgue knives works at 7-11 #they torment each other constantly knives wakes up and manifests we will have a terrible day every morning #but they wind up obsessed with each other #also they’re t4t

[swiftcast-selene]

Day 7: Light

how convenient, to be his own nightlight. it's almost like he's meant to be reading until sunrise...!

(featuring @duisarcusxiv's Sagra!)

#no? what do you mean he needs to sleep? that can't be right. #miqomarch #miqomarch 2024 #ffxiv miqo'te #seeker of the sun #completely Fucked up his fc room to adjust everything to make this shot work but honestly it looks nice so im not mad! #grateful to my fc mates who have had to deal with me throwing the whole house upside down for the past few days. you are all very nice 2 me #not much to say about this one it's just a cozy shot #selene sleeps when he sleeps really so they tend to enable each other into having bad sleeping habits #selene because shes fae. time has little meaning for her #and negi because he is just terrible at remembering to sleep when his body doesn't force him to tbh... #they're a terrible combo! but at least Sagra is there to remind them what a normal fucking creature should be. #d: sagra

[delta-pavonis]

Fic UPDATE: you might be the answer to the sinner in me Chapter 3

Dreamling (human AU) & Hob/Orpheus || rated E || in progress

Alternate Universe (human), some non-linear storytelling, semi-epistolary, marijuana use, cheating, age difference (7-10 years), Hob marries Orpheus, and falls in love with his father, relationship problems, marital problems, failing marriage, break up, cheating, masturbation, proDom Dream, Dom/sub, sub Hob Gadling, dom Dream, oral sex, rough oral sex, face-fucking, sex toys, talking someone through sex, like some fucked-up D/s gay porno version of Pyramus and Thisbe

Read Chapter 3 on AO3

Oh. Oh no. Hob knows the tone in those two last words. He knows it intimately. He hasn't heard it in years, but he can't forget it, no matter how hard he has tried. (And boy has he tried.)

#I am having a terrible day and so posting this to feel better #Dreamling #Hob/Orpheus #Hob/Dream #cheating #marital problems #relationship issues #D/s #poor Orpheus #Pavonis writes

[roselise]

Have you had your first kiss yet? If yes, how did it made you feel?

Aw! . ˚ * . ♡ 🧸

Hello there !!

It’s so nice to see you . . but I am covering my face and hiding now !!!

Cus I can’t talk about that in front of so many people! My face is already red ;-;

I have seen others who can, and honestly they are *really* brave !! That’s the sort of thing I would only ever reveal in my diary though ♡

(I do have one, and it’s hard trying to keep my sister and little cousins from reading it! They go through *everything* !! My sister actually did find mine once — I had to pretend it wasn’t a diary, and just a story I was writing . . but I’m not sure she was convinced ??)

Thank you for the ask! ♡

I enjoyed talking to you, and truly hope that you’re doing well, friend !!

Here are all my happiest thoughts, and a hug just for you! Please take care, and have the best day ~ !! XOXO

　 ♡ ୨ 🧸 ୧ ♡

🎀 ♡ * ·̩͙ ⁺ 🤍 ｡* ⊹ 🧁 ♡

　 🤍 ⊹ ｡⁺ 🧁 ♡ ₊ ࣪⋆ 🧸 * ·̩͙ 🎀

#<3 #ask #i am a terrible liar and my sister isvery smart . . to this day i don’t know if she bought my story !! ;-; #honestly i really am easily embarrassed #it does not take much !! #thank you for the ask though ! <3 #it was appreciated and i truly do hope you’re having a wonderful day c: #i am wishing you lots of joy love and fun this weekend ! #so please take care and all the best to you ~ !! :D #xo ! <3 #🤍 ｡* ⊹ 🧁 ♡ 🎀

[jojotichakorn]

there is something so special to me about slowly settling into liking a thing without truly realising it. not being instantly possessed by it, but almost allowing it to possess you already after realising how much you've grown to love it. genuinely wanting it to be a part of your life.

#like scrolling back many months before you will see me enjoying various characters win plays and his performance #without putting any weight to it or thinking if it means something #and if you scroll back (and dont actually do this btw its a terrible idea this is just a hypothetical) but if you do scroll back #to my b*d b*ddy days you will see me inexplicably liking louis the most out of both friend groups just cause #and now im greated by brainworms that are for once not invasive species but are actually asking politely if they may please come in #and i let them in and it does set my brain on fire because im autistic and there is no other way that i will ever process these things #but it feels so nice to not have the fire be burning everything down and to be a nice warm fireplace i feel so cozy next to instead #in big part because the brainworms/fire are already familiar and they've just been patiently waiting for me to be ready #to finally accept them and turn them into a special interest that is just so deeply comforting and nice #archer's unrelated

[dystopiagnome]

Giving 11 flowers to his fiancée because the 12th always goes to his lover, what a guy.

Doodle based on the previous past lovers thing

#tss virgil #tss roman #prinxiety #POV ur Virgil and want nothing more but to kiss the love of your life but it’s 1810 and you will be killed #but don’t worry soon you’ll turn into a vampire and flee bc you’re scared to hurt him and his fucking wife (apply water to wound) #Ivan’s Roman design again because it’s that terrible CW au again! #I’ll also post Logan and Janus in it too next post! #a half assed doodle for that too #sorry boys no good art for y’all for a minute #I just realized it’s been nine days and all I have are these doodles #we have d&d characters now and I focused on him instead of sander sides and all I have to show for it is doodles and a bird penis

[klanced]

spreading out the lance answers to distribute the results, i see? lance behaviour if i’ve ever seen any/j

nahhhhhhh can we please be fr. lance does not know how to cheat and sabotage like me.

#i kno we like to treat this boy as the strategic one but lance will never reach my evil heights #actually who would be the prolific liars and cheaters on team voltron #we know pidge tries to lie but she is sooooo bad at it (see her identity as pidge gunderson) #i think keith only knows how to gaslight lance and maybe shiro #allura would be SO GOOD at lying cheating killing but she wants to be lawful good sooo bad #hunk could gaslight gatekeep girlboss any time of the day but he's too busy shoring up his reservoirs for some big d day level event #coran is a trickster god. this is again why he is my moon sign or again whatever the terminology is. moon in coran or smth #i think it would be funny if krolia is actually a terrible liar so instead she masterminds elaborate events so she only has 2say half truth #i think romelle doesn't have the patience to lie but she will automatically instinctively cheat at every board game without even meaning to #ask #anonymous

[inkykeiji]

hello hello good morning!!! i am just stopping by to let u all know that fishie touya nibbled on my finger today and it was literally the cutest thing in the entire universe <333

our pretty rainbow boy <333

also!!! today’s everskies outfit under the cut!! (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

how cute is this!? i wish i had a pair of black overalls irl :(( i only have blue ones atm 。ﾟ(ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

anyway anyway come add me on this silly app if u wanna!! my username is inkyclari! let’s be friends!! i’m still figuring out how the whole thing works hehe but my gosh does it ever remind me of the hours my best friend n i spent dressing up digital dolls when we were lil kids!!!

#i kind of love the fact that there’s a blog AND a guestbook #i was so so so young when i had myspace (way too young to have myspace but all of my bffs older brothers had them D:) #(so we HAD to have them too duh) #but the guestbook function especially reminds me of myspace SO much!!! #like just early web 2.0 type sites #and msn!!!!!! tbh i miss msn HAHA #i was one of the last kids in fifth grade to get one >.> #because that’s when i FINALLY got internet lmfao #my zia made my account bcoz i didn’t know how to #anyway we used lil pixel dollies like this one as our profile pictures ALL the time #and we’d like;;; gatekeep them so hard LMAO #like we’d search online for hours for the cutest ones and then when someone would ask where we got it or if we could send it we’d be like #“oh sorry idk where it is on my computer i lost it :((” and then we'd all laugh together #terrible we were mean kids man #anyway enough reminiscing #i’m off to go edit ta!haitham!!!!!!!! <333333333 #all +10k words of him!!! #heeeee wish me luck #have a wonderful day friends <3 #clari chatters #pxl.clari

[deus-ex-mona]

s. s ave me, meoto…

#n o t me clinging to meoto to retain my sanity bc g o o d l o r d today was the worst #today was truly a very bad; very horrible day indeeeeeeed #man. today truly was a comedic tragedy in every way possible. i’d laugh if i were anyone else tbh #first i couldn’t start my workstation bc we were out of this cleaning acid thing. #t h e n this other branch lab sent over a precise amount of [reagent] that we needed to make the cleaning acid thing #*and* what’s worse was that they also demanded like. 1/5 of the acid we mixed. like bro. make it yourself mans. #but the worst part was when i tried to use a dropper to poke this sediment out of [tube i was supposed to be cleaning] #bUT THEN HALF OF THE DROPPER MELTED BC THAT BUGGER CAN’T HANDLE HIGH TEMPERATURES AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #stupid new droppers man. the old droppers could handle 100 degrees just fine. s o now the tube is clogged with melted plastic and it’s just. #life’s *really* great sometimes yk~~~~? (ʘ‿ʘ) #and so the night shift dude who came to take over the workstation against expectations seemed kinda pissed that i hadn’t started anything #and im just there. with my intestines wriggling about like internal abdominal worms. tryin not to cry in the face of my mistake. #while he’s fumin’ away like a freakin’ chimney or sth. like. man. no one asked you to take this workstation. you came here on your own. :( #anyway i ditched him and left for my break to calm myself down only to be approached by some random terribly lost middle aged to old lady #who was looking for directions to *somewhere* but she only spoke chinese aaaaaaaa #and i can’t read maps/i don’t even live in the area of my workplace so i have no idea if the lady managed to make it safely #but. lol. the lady showed me her message screen when she asked me for directions to her destination #and by pure coincidence the person she was texting is apparently related to someone with the same first name as me #the cons and cons of having common names man. i hope the lady managed to find her friend with the same name as me though lol #anyways. pls hw im begging. pls drop the crossfade for lxl birthday tmr i n e e d more meoto to carry on— #s o b s this is what im living for now ig. meoto………..

[calamitaswrath]

Maybe 2024 I'll finally get a gf

#shut up cal you fool #look I'm not terribly hung up on it in this very moment #I mean sure it sucks but eh #but regardless of what happens next year I can do something with this post #either one day next year I'll be able to just add something like =D and nothing else #and that's the good ending #. . .or in exactly one year I'll reblog it and add the exact same sentence but with 2025 #and then I will at least have A Funny

[desperatepleasures]

putting it here so I don't forget but I really wanna get back into yin yoga and I'm gonna try a yoga app to that purpose!!

#like one of the barriers for me with yin yoga is if im not warmed up beforehand it feels terrible and ineffective lol #so i haven't been doing it cause i haven't been doing yan yoga #but i feel like my pt exercises kind of warm me up and it'd be worth trying #plus i could always put some warm up poses at the beginning of the routine #like i don't have to be up for sun salutations or whatev in order to stretch. who put that barrier up it was literally me doing it to myself #so i think i could just optionally do some yin yoga poses after my pt exercises on the days when i have the time/energy for it :D

[ginaporterr]

less than two hours left in the day and my anniversary post isn't made yet.........

#i've been thinking about this for MONTHS can't believe my terrible time management #if i post it tomorrow just pretend it's not late #i actually might have to post this weekend bc i'm gonna be busy as hell the next 2 days between wedding season and work 😭 #everyone just pretend the day i post is nov 8th for my sanity ty for your consideration SJDHJDSF #BUT ANYWAYS 4 YEARS CAN YOU BELIEVE #lives were changed #i still vividly remember refreshing an illegal streaming site since i didn't have cable at the time until it finally popped up #and i was hooked IMMEDIATELY #signed up for my d+ free trial on nov 12th expecting the rest of the season to be there only to discover it was a weekly release model #then annoyed my sister into setting up our free year of d+ asap just so i could watch this show 😭 #fun times #txt

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Survived another day of severe SI 💪 #unkillable

#cliche to say but g-d will have to try harder than this to kill me #I feel more sensible again now #the problem is I lose the ability to think rationally when it happens; it’s like a dark cloud overtaking me #I should’ve probably gone to the hospital but then again that’d probably make me feel worse #good to be out of it either way! I’m glad I’m fine #nothing is better and everything is still terrible and stressful but I’m not gonna kill myself about it #everything will sort itself out and even if I flunk out it’ll be fine eventually #all day I was thinking what was even the point of surviving all the times I’ve wanted to kill myself since the age of 14 #if all it got me was PTSD three times over and every time I think I’m through it something else traumatising happens #but we’ll see. I’m pleased to be alive right now and I’m sure I’ll be displeased and then pleased again in the future #this post doesn’t really have a message it’s just me marvelling at how I never seem to actually kill myself #like some kind of cockroach. #anne speaks #suicide tw #thanks frank iero for the phrase of all time

[starseers]

Two alters trying to have a "date night" in the front: :D

Me, obsessed with the TV series they just turned on: 👁️👄👁️

#im a third wheel <3 #weve just been getting up to system shenanigans lately #i got thrown off a tower in the innerworld! :D #its fine i have wings and its not like we really get hurt anyway #(blatantly ignores that I am terrible at flying and in fact just fell) #date night was something interesting our co host came up with though #they cant always communicate with their partner cause brain stuff so they just went alright we're making popcorn and watching TV together #and then theres me that one kid they cant get rid of :) #to be fair i must have got pushed out of front at some point cause my memory goes bloop so they probably got to watch their show #anyways its a weird concept to me but I think having little system nights or something like that where we have a time and day planned- #-would be good for communication #it could get ppl to loosen up about fronting #much less intimidating than system meetings #i really should make a separate post instead of ramble in the tags #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #did #dissociative identity disorder #did system #traumagenic system #endos dni #tulpas dni #did memes