#and he's so inspiring to me which again isn't smth i feel about a lot of people i never really had 'role model' or whatever

[rottmntsimp]

Donnie x (gn) reader, where the reader is feeling particularly self concious? feeling as tho they don't contribute enough to the team due to not having mystic powers or not knowing how to fight, maybe they feel as tho they get in the way a lot? I know donnie isn't always great with feelings but I feel like he would relate to this problem and would know how to solve it in his own special way?

Much needed reassurance

Donnie x Insecure!Reader

TW: A bit of cursing (projecting cuz it's just smth i do when feeling a strong emotion lmao), using the lord's name in vain ( bro im atheist idk if this is a tw?), uh light jealousy (APRIL MAH QUEEN <33), mentions of stitching up cuts ig, light angst with fluff end <3 Oh and a pretty rushed ending lmao. Plus some slight ADHD projecting?? [Yes I got this req in September. Shh-] Thanks to @sleepytime-fics for title inspiration <3 /p

Donnie

You wince, letting out a hiss, as your cut stung in pain. Peeking out from in between your fingers, you see Donnie’s frown, not processing any of the words he rambled on to you. He let go of your hand, putting down the bandages, before moving onto your face to disinfect the scrapes along the side of your face, making you flinch in pain, listening to him chastise you for how careless you were.

“-I thought I’d told you to stay in corners. They can’t sneak up on you, if your back is against a wall.”

Sinking deeper into the mattress of the bed, you sigh, running a finger over the bandaging on your forearm, only for Donnie to slap your hand away. Rolling your eyes, you let him patch up your face, avoiding eye contact, because you knew as soon as you did, shit would hit the fan.

After what seemed like hours of nonstop admonishing and multiple rolls of bandages (which in all reality was only a few minutes), Donnie finally packs up the first aid kit, having finished patching you up. You stretch a little, before reaching for your phone, which lay on the far end of the mattress. Just as you were about to pick it up, a metal arm suddenly swipes it off of the sheets, holding it up.

“Hey-”

As you go to reach for the phone again, he just brings the phone higher up, farther out of your reach.

“So…” the mutant started, busying himself with putting supplies back into the first aid kit. “Leo informed me you, uh…got jumped-”

“Please, don’t remind me-” you sighed, the memory of being unable to defend yourself flashing behind your closed eyelids. Not only had Leo been struggling to take care of his share of the ninjas, he had to make sure you weren’t getting hurt too.

 Opening your eyes once more, you frown at the floor, listening to Donnie go on.

“Scoff,” Donnie scoffs, voicing his actions, “Well, if you let me finish, you would've heard me say ‘-you got jumped, are you feeling ok?’ It’s unlike you to get taken advantage of like this in combat.”

“Stop it,” You mumble, not wanting to hear about how you were unable to help, frustration rising as Donnie went on, not having heard you.

“I mean, it was just a couple of foot ninjas, and statistically speaking, you’ve done better before-”

“Donnie-” You frown, speaking a bit louder, but your words went unheard as Donnie’s rambling went on.

“I’m just thankful Nardo was there for you, don’t tell him I said that though-”

“Donnie!”

He freezes, facing you as his rambing comes to an abrupt end. Seeing the frown on your face as you shifted in your seat, your head held down, Donnie was riddled with guilt. “Were you,” he clears his throat, “Were you about to say something…?”

Silence.

That’s all he got in return, before soft mumbles could be heard, “It doesn’t matter how many times you’ve told me, it just won’t get in my head alright? I’m not a ninja, I’ve never gotten training-,” you muttered, as Donnie stopped what he was doing, focusing on your words- “Hell, I don’t even have a proper weapon!” you scoff, gesturing to Donnie’s tech bo, which lay messily on his desk, piles of unorganized blueprints and tech scattered around it. “Even April has one! April!” 

“Well, that is an issue can easily be resolved by simply paying a visit to the local sports store-”

Donnie’s words were cut short by the glare you gave him, as you went on. “But that makes perfect sense, since she’s just…so perfect,” you chuckled dryly, jealousy creeping into your voice, or maybe it was just self-pity.

Running a hand through your hair, you pause to take a deep breath, knowing you’ve already said too much; but fuck it, if you were going to get reprimanded for something out of your control, might as well let out some of those pent up feelings…right?

The only noise that could be heard was the soft whirring of the vents filtering air, and the sound of you guys’ breathing. The silence was eating you up from the inside, uneasiness hanging in the air. After a whole two minutes of silent torture, Donnie lets out a sigh, biting his tongue so that he doesn’t say anything he might regret, before finally speaking again.

“Where…where are you going with this?”

“Fucking christ, Donnie-” you snap, your head in your hands, as you let out a strong exhale. Looking up at him, you took a deep breath, trying to stabilize your voice, as a lump formed in your throat.

You mumbled under your breath, trying not to break down as tears of frustration formed in the corners of your eyes, your vision slowly going blurry. Why? The hell if you knew, all you could process was the fact that you were practically useless, and if that wasn’t enough to make you break down…

“I’m not as strong as you guys and I sure as hell don’t have any mystic powers,” you say, as a tear finally falls. One turns to two, and two turns to four, and before you know it, tears streamed silently down your face, as you tried to stop; but you both knew it was pointless.

Panic flashed behind his eyes as he noticed you crying. What was it you do when people cry? Talk to them? No, no, he was pretty sure you give them space.

“I always need at least two people out with me when I join you guys for patrol, and I always get hurt, and end up being more of a burden than a help…” You clear your throat, cursing at yourself as your voice cracks.

Once again, silence.

Looking down at the floor, you sniffled, using the sleeve of your hoodie to wipe your tears away. White floods your vision, looking up, you see one of Donnie’s mechanical spider arms holding a tissue out in front of you, his eyes averted to the side.

Nodding your thanks, you blow your nose, as quiet ensued once more. You both sat there, your minds occupied by your own racing thoughts respectively.

After what seemed like hours, Donnie spoke up, his voice soft, but firm, as though he were deep in thought, “I…apologize, for not realizing how you felt earlier. I should have been more observant, I should have been able to notice how you felt about all of this much earlier on… I’m sorry for being a terrible partner-”

“Donnie-” You just sigh, the adrenaline from earlier wearing off, as a wave of exhaustion washed over you. “I’m not calling you a bad partner, I’m just saying that…maybe I shouldn’t go out on missions with you guys anymore. I’ll just hold you all back, and-” 

“Hold us back?-” Donnie interrupts, his face going from that of understanding and thoughtful to utterly flabbergasted. Standing up from his seat on the mattress, he has a robotic arm shoot out of his battle shell and yank a chair over, as he took a seat across from your place on the mattress. He faced you, arms crossed, eyebrows furrowed, renewed confusion apparent, “You believe that you’re…holding us back?”

“...Well, yeah-”

“SCOFF! Never have I heard such malarkey- Oh Y/N, you are anything but deadweight!-”

You could only listen as he went on, giving up on trying to get your point across as he never gave you the chance to. Yet despite the affirmations, a nagging feeling stuck in the back of your mind, refusing to leave as he rambled on about your strengths, physically and intellectually.

His voice became nothing but a soft hum in the background, accompanying the buzz of the vents, as you spaced out. Why was he doing this? You aren’t worth the struggle, the effort… He’s always had to help you catch up, get up to speed on things. Homework, fights, hell- even simple things like staying on task, giving you something to do, to think about…

“-And just because you don't have mystic potential, doesn't mean you aren't a valuable asset to our group. There are plenty of other ways you make up for it..."

The nerve of this hypocrite; saying you’re useful while still in doubt of his own abilities.

"I mean," Donnie went on, putting a hand on your shoulder, trying to get you to look at him, "It's not like you're the only human in our little posse. April's our friend too, and she's just as important as the rest of us-"

"She doesn't count-" You snap, your voice raising to a higher volume. Donnie flinched, his hand retracting in shock. Wincing, you mumble a quiet apology, feeling a wave of disappointment and regret wash over you before going on.

"April's been training with you guys since she’s met you, she doesn't count…" You mumbled, trying to keep control of how loud you spoke. “She’s been there since the beginning, basically on you guys’ level. She’s known you all since you were young, grew up with you guys, trained with you guys, fights with you guys…all while kicking ass and looking good…all I do is stand in the back and cheer you guys on…”

“Oh my sweet Y/N,” Donnie sighs, looking up at you again. “What will it take for you to understand that moral support is better than no support whatsoever?” The pleading look in his eyes, the desperation in his voice for you to understand just how valuable you are didn’t go overlooked by you, as you just sighed in response.

“I’ve said this before, and I’ll say it again, darling. You are as valuable to our bunch as any of us are. Learning to fight takes time, time which you never gave yourself, which I’m gladly willing to change.

“And as for getting hurt…” Donnie put a hand on yours, making you look at him as he let himself smile, “I guess we’ll just have to start training.”

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Verlaine. Verlaines arms. Just. Arms. His. I want him to choke me , I want to claw at his forearms and see them bleed. See the muscles flex as he uses his ability or punches smth, bite into it.

Pull off his gloves and kiss his fingers , he wants to pull away, he killed so many with those hands , he thinks you shouldn't touch smth so. Vile , but they're soft with how he takes care of them. Holding pinkies with him when you see him zone out in public, bad thoughts again. Just ground him with the smallest touch. Feel hid arms wrap around you whole in a hug , hold you tight , as if you were going to leave. Are they hot, are they cold to touch, bigger than yours or more slender?

Thoughts?

First of all:

☆ Verlaine’s arms are so fucking strong I just know it. Despite his build Paul is an absolute powerhouse of physical strength and his arms absolutely reflect that. Big and you can see the way his muscles move whenever he does anything and god he could probably lift you up with one hand even without his ability. And he is such a cunt about it all too, especially during sex. He’s using his strength to his advantage to hold you down or maybe yeah choke you (though he’s a little hesitant to do this, especially at first).

☆ On a more tender note however, he is incredibly gentle when touching you in general. Paul is all too aware of just how dangerous he is, how a singular touch from him could kill you within seconds, and though he's all but mastered his ability I think there is a constant hesitation in every single touch, a fear of accidently loosing control [not that he would, of course, but Paul is anything if not full of self doubt].

☆ Which is also very worth mentioning, by the by. While Verlaine has a very odd relationship with pride [to put it politely] and he firmly believes that his touch taints you. Not because he's an assassin or killer, but because he simply isn't human. Lines of code don't deserve such gentle touches and he fails to believe he could give them either. He's, as you said, vile, wholly undeserving and incapable of either giving or receiving love.

☆ Which is very very wrong, of course, but the process to showing him that requires a lot of patience. Hand kisses [or hand touches in general] are an excellent way to start though. Like you said they're grounding, tethering him to the moment and reminding him that there is someone who cares for him.

☆ Verlaine is constantly alone I think, there's really no changing this, no getting rid of the isolation that comes with being, well, a program, but your touches help lessen it. Feeling your fingers on his, seeing the way you kiss the small scars littering his hands, the way you reach out for him almost unthinkingly while walking together, it all builds up over time and it results in a feeling of almost peace. There'll always the an urge to pull away, but it becomes miniscule over time.

☆ Paul's love of you starts to cause him to love himself, because if you can touch him with such gentleness and fondness then maybe there really is something there worth it all, and it manifests in his touch first. No longer hesitant, he places his hands on your body with confidence and reverence and with enough time it leads to him fully accepting your own affections too. Paul simply has to learn to properly give before that can happen, but your touch and love inspires him to - at the very least - try.

☆ Appearance wise, Verlaine's hands look strong, sturdy. Never seen shaking or anything like that, they move with purpose and grace, elegant like a bowstring and just as strong. His hands are veiny and rather big, though slightly slender in shape. Paul's fingers are long and skilled, with filed down nails and he often wears clear nail polish. There are also undoubtably several scars on them too, though for the most part they're very small, with the most notable one being a scar that goes from between his ring/middle finger and down the back of his hand, extending to his elbow. Other features worth mentioning are a mole on his right wrist and small burn scare on his right pointer finger [he says it's from something cool but he accidently touch the kettle while it was boiling]. Temperature wise his hands are very warm and nice.

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[sapphic-agent]

More questions hell yeah...as next week we'll see more of my kaachan academy.

I have to ask...what is Izu endgoal here? Bc look people can ship him and Ochako as much they want(they will be together) but canon has give all the reasons for them not be together...they will if Hori wants to follow the shonen formula but...I know it will be smth miserable for him.

On bright side, she wont cheat on him with bk....but will dream about Toga.

Which makes me think: this once was the story how Izu became a biggest hero...but "we became the biggest hero" hell, who am I kidding? "I, bakugou, became a great hero" is more likely.

1) Ochako has hidden her feelings for Izu (as if she is ashamed) we have seen novels where some girls do say Izu would be a bad BF and Ochako is silent. Granted no one is confessing their love to BK yet (I have a theory Hori will created Horiko to date BK) but the love interest doesnt know shit about him.

2) yes. Kota and Eri like him and even help him when class A1 forced him back...cool. but it tells me smth...if Izu is not killed (its Hori if he can shit Izu, he will) will he be respected by others heroes or...single out again? (Will never forgive how class A1 believe the words of bk so easily...bk is so openly hostile to Izu)

3) What will be his life after all this? Say he saves Shig somehow (20 mins hearing him moaning and doing nothing) well...would he start think highly on himself?(I laugh as if...this is Hori we are talking about)

4) will anyone be inspired by him? Bc in my first watch I really thought the ending would be "a kid sees Izu and is inspired by him" ...my bad, it will be "a kid will see bk and be inspired by this useless dead weight"

I could talk about how IzuOcha is a mess and cant work as friends ...but this is for another ask.

To conclude. Izu's ending will be as miserable as his start...even if he and Ochako are married with kids. Bk shall be glorified for no reason (like the first epi) oh its indeed cyclical 🙄😒

Lol, didn't Uraraka turn Toga down?

1. I've heard about this novel. Izuku's just Horikoshi's punching bad isn't he? It feels vastly OOC for the girls to say something like that. Admittedly, Izuku doesn't have many visible romantic qualities shown, but he doesn't have any negatives either. He's a fair bit younger than me so I won't comment on looks past him being a cutie pie, but I would think Kaminari would be the pick for bad boyfriend. He might not be as bad as Mineta, but he does condone and sometimes encourage Mineta's behavior. I don't have a lot of issues with Kaminari and he's matured quite a bit, but he definitely wouldn't be in the running from my POV (better than Bakugou at any rate)

2. I sure hope that the kid who's been at the forefront of a war would be respected

3. I hate to say it but probably not :( We've never seen Izuku affirm his confidence in himself. Self doubt and self resentment is part of him and I don't think Hori even thinks it's an issue

4. Luckily, Eri, Katsuma, and Kota are good indicators. Uraraka too. Izuku does inspire people. Though, it's overshadowed by Bakugou apparently also inspiring 1A with him (more bs from Aizawa)

#anti bakugou katsuki #bnha critical #mha critical #izuku deserves better

[diagonal-queen]

Can I request Chuuya and Dazai reacting to their s/o, who’s usually very sweet and tame answer the “what’s your type?” question with smth like “Men with slutty waists :3”. They say it so casually too 💀

"Men with Slutty Waists!"

♡ pairing: Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader

♡ synopsis: They ask you what your type is and you reply with 'men with slutty waists'. How do they feel about that? (hint: reactions are mixed)

♡ cw: Swearing, lots of talk about grabbable little man waists, dirty talk and NSFW implications (no explicit smut but it almost gets close)

note: Ohhh my god finally another piece T-T yay! This req made me laugh so hard when I first read it lmaoo slightly inappropriate crack is such a fun genre to write! Please send more reqs like this people I need to hear all your silly ideas <3 and as always apologies for errors and I hope you enjoy x

Dazai:

He is so fucking shook

Dazai asked you that question as a way to tease you. He fully did not expect you to fire back with a statement like that, especially with your more mild personality. You didn't even bother looking up at him when you answered or anything 💀

He just stands there silently, contemplating what you said. You want to laugh so bad because you can practically see waves of surprise and confusion radiating off of him but you maintain your nonchalance to see what happens

Soon enough he comes to his senses and he just...smirks at you. Uh oh.

He'll then lean down and say 'Is that so? What else do you like in a partner, 'donna?' With the most devious and cheeky smile on his face

You are determined to win whatever weird competition he's just began so you turn around and say some shit like 'I like men who whimper.' Your face does not change at all.

Again, he's so surprised because he didn't actually expect you to answer him, and thought you'd get flustered and shy. His cheeks might even turn red, which is the exact opposite of what he'd intended to happen (and also the cutest sight ever)

But then he regains his composure and hits you with another leading question again

This goes back and forth for a while, and basically just turns into dirty foreplay. You guys do the deed (or just make out for a while if you prefer), it's inevitable, and for those curious, he does in fact whimper for you.

In the end he's just really thankful that you like all these little random things about him. He thinks it's really sweet <3

And he encourages you to never be afraid to say things like that to him from now on, no matter when or where you are

Chuuya:

He just genuinely wanted to know T-T why did you do this to him

His inital reaction is basically just 'What the fuck?! My waist isn't slutty 😡😡'

You can't help but laugh at his chagrin, because c'mon Chuuya. Have you looked in a mirror?

You have to tell him that it wasn't an insult, but actually a compliment. He does not see it that way.

It definitely takes a little bit of convincing on your end for him to realise that slutty waists are a good thing

After he calms down, he suddenly gets super embarrassed, because oh my god, my usually very demure partner just told me to my face that I have a slutty man waist??

He asks what possibly inspired you to answer his very innocent question the way you did, and you just shrug and say that it's not a dishonest answer (lmao). He still thinks it's weird of you though because it's just so out of character

He then asks what constitutes a 'slutty waist'. You basically just explain that it's a waist that's slim/easily grabbable and stuff, and he's all like 'are you calling me small'

Goddamnit Chuuya it was a JOKE

You tell him that you said it because you like his waist, and you love his body and love him the way he is, and then he gets flustered because let's be real, he's not the best with receiving compliments

That being said, he might decide to amp up the flirty atmosphere you've created and...take the night in a different direction. Just to see who the slutty one actually is~ (it's probably still him)

After all is said and done, he lowkey kinda likes it when you say things like that 👀 Not in public, but he sure doesn't mind being surprised with a sudden inappropriate compliment every now and then.

He wouldn't usually admit it though and would probably just try to out-fluster you. Will you let him win?

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#excuse me while i rant a bit but i'm watching all these minho vids and JTJSFSJKFJSFLJ #i love him so so SO much like really SO MUCH i never loved any human as much as i love him #he just makes me so happy and warm and safe and /alive/ klsjflksj does that make sense #there's times where i feel so dead inside barely any emotions at all and m like okay that's it i'm never feeling anything ever again #but then i see him smiling or doing some cute shit or being funny laughing dancing talking whtghever just him /existing/ skljfks #and i'm like yeah fuck i love this man so much that it even make me tear up i suddenly got so much love in my heart #like for real i legit cry sometimes just bc i love him so much it happens like 80% of the time sjkhs #and it's nice knowing i can actually FEEL rgjhskfsh bc i'm not someone who have so many emotions towards humans #that may sound weird li'e that i can't really explain i just feel i should feel /more/ but maybe it's bc is a diff kind of feeling for him #it just makes me so happy knowing he's out there existing so preciously like this he's such an amazing person #even tho we don't really know him but without even being biased i feel that he's one of the most genuine one like you can #really see he's such a good person?? just looking at his eyes they radiates so much love and warmth and pureness idk tjkhskfs #and he's so inspiring to me which again isn't smth i feel about a lot of people i never really had 'role model' or whatever?? #but he makes me want to just be a better and more positive person and do things idk #and let's not talk about how talented he is he just can do anything and he's always improving and working so hard and i'm so proud of him #and i'm so grateful he entered my life i never knew he'd become so important i didn't even pay that much attention to him at first but wow #suddenly it hit me how precious he was and since then i've wanted nothing more but for him to be happy forever he deserves the world #he's my light my north star idk where i'd be without him ig sometimes i've just kept living to see him smile another day #and gosh i feel like i'm just repeating myself so jhskfhsjk but also i wish i could tell him how much he means to me and how #important he is to so many other people and his existence just bring so much light to people's life??? i hope he knows????? #but even if i get to just see him one day and simply say ily even if it's not much and doesn't even convey all i feel #i'd be happy sjkfhsjfh i really hope i see him in may even from afar #even that would make me so happy just breathing the same air as him and getting to just /see/ him doing what he loves #did i mention how i love seeing him on stage bc he looks the happiest???? skjfhsjfh i could go on forever #omg i didn't intended to write this much and to think i started in all caps at first lmao anyway this is embarrassing bye #i prob reached the limit r.i.p jkfhsjfh it's been so long since i didn't write (almost all) my love for minho and i'm not #doing it anytime soon bc these things embarrass me and i rarely find what to say sjhfs just felt like it now #this isn't even all of it there's so much to say about him but we'll see in 10 years when i write another rant bye

[hellbubu]

ahhh thank you for the art! for ease i shall call myself sascat anon. but i do have to wonder your thoughts about kks's wolf side? i hc that all kks's senses are heightened, and he's very protective, and likes having his hair "pet" so to speak. like he could sit for hours reading with sas, while sas runs his hands through his hair ;A; i feel like they'd both be the type to be physically distant generally, but with those they love it's very welcomed.

Thank you for inspiring me! I've been going through art block and writer's block again and getting your asks is helping a lot.

I imagine Kakashi as the type to "mark" Sasuke, which isn't hard because Sasuke is very pale. He'll leave hickeys on his neck and finger-shaped bruises on his hips. There are also some bite marks scattered around Sasuke's body. I HC that Kakashi loves Sasuke's thighs. He'll use them as a pillow while Sasuke reads or smth and Sasuke will absentmindedly pet his hair.

I think they don't mind other people touching them if they're close and they trust them a lot. Even then they have boundaries. Touch Sasuke a second too long and he's a very angry cat. Kakashi's circle is smaller than Sasuke's. The people that he allows to touch him (outside of Sasuke) are probably only Guy and Naruto and Sakura, and even then it's probably a short hug at most. Sasuke lets Naruro and Team Taka touch him. Karin is the team healer so she gets a pass, Suigetsu gets behind Sasuke when kinda scared, and Juugo tucked Sasuke that one time he fell asleep while sitting, so he does trust them enough to touch him. Naruto is Naruto and probably lives Sasuke's personal space more than Sasuke does.

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[cuppasunu]

kyu omg, i just wake up and saw the notification.... i am in literal cries omgomgomgomg

but first.... CONGRATULATIONS ON GRADUATING! 🥳🥳🤍

by fate chp 9 spoilers ahead

maybe waking up and reading in a rush of excitement while getting ready to work wasn't the smart idea a had so far but i do not regret it!

let's go by parts......

"Explains why we’re a great match” — that part hurt. ik eric probably say without thinking but boy, you don't have the rights for it! i have a soft spot for you but isn't that big okay?!

"The infinity sign really did look beautiful on your skin now in a closer sight. Eric never cared much to look at his own in the mirror" — (insert here the meme looking respectfully 👀) my heart did a thing... for god sake eric sohn!!¡!¡! i almost combusted while reading this whole part, i wanna hug you so damn hard now kyu 😔🤍

i am enjoying so much these littles interactions between them, you have no idea of how those affects me (in a good way, ofc) i just really want them to understand each other and maybe built something more than a friendship

“Tell him to wait, then. We have a project to finish.” — am i sensing jealousy mister eric sohn?! our f* boy jealous of her soulmate, THAT HIM REJECTED AT FIRST AND HURT HER LIKE HELL.... (i swear i don't keep rancour lol) boy, you're screwed

who the hell is Hanna and why am i liking/hating her already?!

"He did have the heart to betray someone—betray you—he just didn’t anticipate how hard it would be in keeping it that way." — another one that hurt

"His growing steps consumed you, moments before you felt his hand wrap around your wrist. Then, he comes to halt without even pulling you in like he had intended to. " — THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT DUDE!!! FOR GOD ERIC SOHN 😭 i love this boy man 😔

"He was looking at Juyeon and Hanna." —

I KNEW IT! IF IT IS WHAT I THINK IT IS I KNEW IT SINCE HER APPEARANCE IN THIS CHAPTER!¡¡!!!¡!! omg, my heart for y/n.... I don't wanna see her suffering anymore (i think she will be okay tho, bc it's what she always search for herself, and did not go well in the begin, so i can see her okay with that but also a little hurt, not by juyeon neither hanna, but hurt that she will never known how could be if things worked out with eric, and she also would be happy for juyeon finally meeting his soulmate :')

this is a lot for my tiny head and for this hour of the day BUT I AM IN LITERAL GIGGLES WHILE WRITING AND READING THIS if i could, i would hug you kyu, fr ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ♡

rest well and have a nice day/night and week ✨

🧸 anon

CHAPTER NINE SPOILERS

MY MOST CHERISHED ANON PLEASE WAKING UP TO YOUR LONG ASK GENUINELY MADE ME WANT TO CRY TEARS OF JOY!!!! as always im gonna put a reading cut bc i will always give you a long response as well <33 thank you for the congrats and im so happy and excited to be back and finishing this fic soon !!!!

oooh after that “explains why were a great match” quote.. i actually inserted smth that y/n already said in ch two (“a trait .. to be find of”) which makes his statement extra painful. they are so alike in many ways and they don’t even need to try. your feelings about the little ways their relationship is building bc of these moments is SO ACCURATE. im so glad that it’s interpreted that way bc i really wanted it to feel like that as im crafting their friendship to be something more.

AHHHH that semi-intimate moment between them, ALTHOUGH short, was so fun for me to write. i think it really displays how eric is gradually changing??? like before, he probably would have taken that opportunity to flirt with y/n, but HE feels shy and he’s never had to face that before. so interesting how the f-boy changes now huh 😁😁

ALSO you named three of my most favorite quotes!!!? HOW DO YOU DO IT EVERYTIME ITS SO PERFECT?? that small giveaway that eric already knew about juyeon by saying tell him to wait is such a jealous move, HAHA he definitely doesn’t have the right to do it but it makes me scream every time. it’s so satisfying writing his thoughts about regret when he obviously messed it all up. thank you for letting me know you’re feeling giddy the same i do when i make up these scenarios ❤️❤️❤️❤️

i won’t speak much about the juyeon and hanna stuff because we will get to that later.. i just want to thank you again for this wonderful ask as always!! this def gave me a rush of motivation and inspiration to start working on the ending right away and share this with you all. i hope you are having a lovely week too bb and im sending you all the hugs from many miles away!! love yaaaa <33

#IF YOURE LITERALLY CRYING ON THAT NOTIFICATION #I AM CRYING WHEN I SEE YOU IN MY INBOX #giving h so much love with my whole heart #🧸 anon #kyu writes #by fate #lovely asks