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obsessed-with-timeloops · 3 days

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I think this fandom is too normal about Petronille. WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S ONLY IN HER LATE TEENS/EARLY 20'S WHAT DO YOU MEAN?????

Like like!!!! We don't have a timeline on when Bonnie and Nille ran away from home, but it HAS to be when Bonnie was really young. Bonnie doesn't seem to remember their parents well at all, and the most we hear about them is that they were "mean". So like!!!! Depending on how old you see Bonnie (10-12ish) and how young you think the two ran away, that could range from 5 to 9 years give or take.

Thats!!!! A range!!! At the oldest Nille (say 24) she was 18 or 19 when the two ran away, which is an adult but still pretty young, but the youngest range????? Hello??? If Nille is 19 now, she could have been as young as 11 when she took Bonnie!!!! What!!!!

I don't think that's the case, but still??? If we take the average of those two, Nille would be 16!!! 16!!!!! And taking care of her sibling basically on her own!!! Nille is a kid who had to grow up too fast and take on the world to make sure Bonnie and her could survive!!! Nille's probably been fighting a good chunk of her life for their happiness and that doesn't even ACCOUNT for the abuse their parents messed her up with. And then after EVERYTHING basically sacrificed herself so Bonnie could have a chance to live from the King's Curse!!!!!

And after all that!!!! Suddenly, she's offered protection from 4 random adults who also adore her sibling and want to take care of the both of them??? What do you do with that??? Do you even BELIEVE that??? Can you even trust that someone else than you could be trusted with your baby sibling? That you can let someone else take that responsibility. The responsibility that you took on with your whole heart and soul to the point you made sure that even if you basically DIED for all that mattered, at least Bonnie would have a chance.

You've been asleep for months and woken up in a new reality where you're not your sibling's whole world anymore. They've changed. You weren't there for it. These people Iove Bonnie so much. But do they know them as much as you do??? They weren't there all this time!!! You should know your sibling better than anyone here!!!

And yet. Yet...

You don't know what to make of this. You're happy Bonnie's safe. You're terrified you don't recognize the new parts of them that have shown up without you being there.

Your sibling lives in a whole new world now. They love you. They would come back to it just being the two of you if you pushed it.

But if you do, you're not sure Bonnie would ever forgive you for it.

(Are you seeing my vision??? Do you understand why I'm not normal about Nille????)

#petronille isat #isat spoilers #act 6 spoilers #isat #tw abuse mention #okay cool nille is cool- WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY COULD BE AS YOUNG AS 19????#listen im 26 I am young but like anyone under 20 are babies to me now WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE COULD BE 19???????#KIDS RAISING KIDS KIDS RAISING KIDS-#anyway uh people should be less normal about nille and once I finish chapter 3 of my loop fic Im writing at least a one shot about this-

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teejaystumbles · 2 days

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Against all odds (part 7)

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6

This is all I've got so far but I figured I'd let you have it and hopefully I'll have more soon :3

Hob works at a news agency. As someone with hundreds of years of experiencing political and societal change he has a keen eye for news-worthy happenings. Often he can predict very well which events are important, which will have historical influence or be the talk of the nation for a long time. Hob edits his colleague’s articles and reports, chooses which ones are worthy of printing and which aren’t, tries to remove or at least mitigate the xenophobia and fearmongering in what he hopes are the last days of the Cold War. People don’t need fear to grow, they need hope. He thinks he’ll stop doing this soon, though. His name - Robert Goulding at the moment - pops up in too many places and he doesn’t like being recognizable for more than a few decades. He takes care to not become chief editor and stay out of the limelight but he thinks he’ll move on soon. Maybe he’ll take a break and live off his stock profits. Find a quiet place for him and his stranger, somewhere in the countryside, with a garden…

Hob shakes himself out of his fantasy and laughs at himself. Wishful thinking will hardly be of any use. He’s been wishing and hoping for more time with his stranger for so many centuries. Now it finally seems like he might get lucky enough to have regular contact, via journal entries, and maybe even visits. That is enough. He shouldn’t be greedy.

With a sigh and a silent curse that he stopped smoking he goes to finish his work so he can get home and write an answer to his friend.

In the evening Hob pours himself a whiskey and sits down at his desk, open journal before him. He looks over to his bed. His stranger had sat here last night, watching him. Hob swallows reflexively and takes another sip of his drink, trying to not let his thoughts go down a slippery, horny slope before he starts writing.

June 15th, 1989

Dear friend,

I am glad you felt you could come and visit me and that you feel safe in my presence. I consider it an honour and I want to assure you that I do not mind in the least if you stop by whenever you feel like it. I trust you. Feel free to come here anytime, no matter if I'm awake or not, or if I’m even here. If my place can be a retreat for you from your everyday worries or workplace (as I assume you are busy doing something somewhere), I would be very happy. Leave your shoes off the sofa, that’s all I ask. ;-)

But seriously, my home is your home. I mean it. I look forward to seeing you again as well.

Reading about your ordeal was horrible. I am so sorry this happened to you and that I didn’t hear anything about it. I would have moved everything between Heaven and Earth to free you, my friend, please believe me. You say the ones responsible have been punished but I cannot stop myself from imagining visiting vengeance upon them for your sake. To imprison you someone, anyone, for such a long period of time, in the conditions that you described, is barbaric and the rage I feel at the mere thought is nearly blinding.

I am deeply sorry for your loss and for all you had to endure. I would give you anything in my power to make you feel safe, dear stranger. If you ever need my help, please call me. I don’t know if you had any means to call for help, you probably didn’t, but please - should you ever be in any trouble or danger or in need of help, I urge you to call on me! I will come and help you the best I can, I will not allow you to be trapped ever again. After all, what are friends for, if not for helping one another?

Your problems with closed spaces and strangers are completely understandable and I would never hold it against you if you never want to meet inside a building again. I hope we’ll be able to find a suitable replacement for the old haunt, at least until you feel more at ease again. These things take time, at least for humans, and although I would not dare to insinuate that you are not more robust than the average human and probably not subject to the same physical and mental limits I’d wager a guess that you will need time to heal, my friend. I sincerely ask you to take that time. You strike me as the type to jump headfirst back into work and duty after getting free and that is not recommended, no matter what or how powerful you are. You were imprisoned for 80 years and subjected to torture, you cannot expect to be the same after that. No one should expect you to be the same, to not be changed by it or in need of healing and time to recuperate.

I am only human but in my long life I have met a few other immortal beings, not all of them human but all of them with very similar needs and wants. I know you’re probably bristling right now because I dare to suggest you might be unfit for whatever it is you do but I hope you believe me when I tell you this only because I care for you - you need a break. Please, stranger, promise me you’ll take care of yourself, if you cannot let others do that for you. I would be happy to help in any way I can. Visit me at your leisure, I promise I will never turn you away, or look down on you for showing weakness. You have seen me at my lowest and I have always trusted you to still respect me after that. Just like that, I would never think any less of you for any of this.

I’ll be happy to help you learn more about humanity, get to know humans again. I am honoured that you have elevated me in your mind to something else but I am as human as they come. So if you like me, you can like other humans as well, right?

I will think of a nice place to meet and let you know as soon as I’ve decided. Remember, in the meantime this place is always open to you. Even including watching me sleep. ;-P

Stay safe,

Your friend Hob

Hob puts down the pen and skims over his lines. Yes, that’s not too forward but inviting enough to let his stranger feel safe and welcome. It’s a bit daring, calling his stranger in need of a break, but it’s the right thing to say and offer.

He nods, downs his whiskey and gets ready for bed.

#stay tuned for another dream😘#dreamling #the sandman fanfiction #1989 au #teejay writes

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8-rae-rae-8 · 2 days

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CW: Referenced/implied abuse, past abuse, thoughts of worthlessness, unconventional self harm. AgeRe content.

Simon who gets tense around people who don't hurt him. Throughout his whole life, even when he was safe bouncing around squads in the military, people roughed him up. Insults, punches, mocks. No matter his size, attitude or status. So when the 141 doesn't do it, he waits. He waits thinking they will eventually, waiting for the other shoe to drop. The most they do with him is spar or tease him about things that don't hurt. They don't go for his soft spots. He doesn't understand why they don't want to hurt him, he doesn't get that it's because they care.

So he tries first. Why won't they fight back with more than a snort and a pat on the shoulder? Why don't they argue?

Price doesn't show more than a slight sadness about Simon's attempts to get someone to hurt him. He pulls out the only thing he thinks will do anything. The mama voice. He can't fight with Simon, not when he can see that Simon feels soft. Breakable.

Fragile.

Why is Price so gentle when he sits him down? Called him in there with his title anyways. This was it, right? They'll fight, like he's been wanting. To prove what? That he doesn't deserve softness? That he's bad like Roba and his father instilled in him?

But Price doesn't yell. He sits in front of Simon on his desk and talks to him. How can he feel safe and threatened at the same time? Was it Price's gaze or his stance? Was it how he was so obviously the weaker of the two, or the hands that would pick him back up that made him feel that way? Price couldn't get angry and hurt him, but he doesn't. He's slow, patient and kind. Something Simon is hardly used to. His heart squeezes in his chest.

The mama voice is what makes Simon tear up. He's not being scolded, but it still feels so firm. Not mean, but with an edge to it. He looked down at his hands. Bad. Unworthy. Rude.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you." His mother and father would say. But Price softens as he looks at Simon.

"We don't have to talk now, Ghost." Ever so gentle with how he handles Simon. Respecting his wishes to not say his name but Simon ached to hear it out of his Captain's mouth. To hear his name softly said, without anger or malice. Especially without the slur of alcohol consumption.

"Are you going to get rid of me, Sir?" Simon's voice breaks. When Price pauses, his shoulders tense. Is this it? Is he done with him?

"Simon..." There it is. His name a soft sound on Price's lips. Warm, coated in concern. Don't leave. Don't leave. Please don't go.

"We're a team. No one gets left behind." Words Simon would later repeat to Johnny in the los vaqueros safe house.

"Why?" Simon questions. He hears the slight pained sound Price makes as he asks. I'm sorry. Don't go.

"We don't want to leave you... You're stuck with us." Price tries to be light-hearted, but stops when Simon frowns behind the mask. So expressive, usually when he doesn't want to be.

"I'm sorry." Sorry for what? Being argumentative? Being distressed?

...Being?

"Hey," Price crouches down next to him, following the way Simon's eyes dart to look anywhere but him, "You didn't do anything wrong." Gentle, guiding him like a child.

He felt like a child. Small. Weak. Breakable.

He hasn't heard anyone say it was okay before. No one comforted him like that. Not as a kid. Not as a teen. Not with his superiors. Because it hadn't been okay. Because he did do bad things.

And now he wasn't bad, it was okay. His mind didn't know how to deal with that.

Simon flinches as Price's hand rests on his knee.

"Simon, you're okay here. What can I do?"

Simon shakes his head. What could Price possibly do? Hold him? Tell him it was okay until it felt like it was? Let him cry it out like a kid? God he felt like a kid. Smaller and smaller the more Price talked.

He'd seen Johnny and Kyle small around him, but never let himself break. He always left as soon as he could. Now he wonders if it hurt them when he left so fast.

"'m sorry." The words come out faster, broken in the syllables. Forced and rushed. Will the other shoe drop?

"I know, Si, I know..." Price murmurs, looking up at him from his crouched position. It can't be comfortable, but neither comment.

Simon wants to fall forward into his arms the longer he looks at him so sweetly. Like Simon wasn't damaged goods. Like he was just as small as Kyle and Johnny. He feels smaller.

"Help..." He weakly mutters. He says it on the off chance that this won't hurt. That he'll be okay.

And Price doesn't leave, he promises to stay and help. Never pushing further than Simon wanted to go. He waited till he was okay to hold hands, then waited till he was okay being picked up. Then until he let himself cry. Price didn't have to work hard to notice just how small Simon made himself, how easy he could break. Simon, not Ghost. Price vowed to protect him once the sobs died down and Simon fell asleep on his chest. There in his office, on the couch in an uncomfortable position. Like he was a cat, Price didn't go anywhere.

Price gains another little that day, but he didn't bring it up until Simon came to him. Until Simon needed his help again. It's all on his time, Price doesn't push. He's the most giddy he ever had been when Simon crawls into bed with him and falls asleep safely. Cooing in his sleep. Price hadn't felt that happy before about being needed. Simon came to him for comfort. For safety. He holds it to the highest honour.

#cod agere #simon ghost riley #john price #john price cod #call of duty #cod #cod mw2 #cod mwii #call of duty agere #might get posted on ao3....

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hijackalx · 1 day

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MINTHARA NSFW ALPHABET

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

100% depends on how much she likes you LOL if you’re a one night stand you’re getting kicked to the curb 😹😹 BUT if you’re close enough i think she’s kind of sweet? she finds it a little embarrassing but she still wants to do it, so sometimes it might come off a little awkward lmao. kisses any marks/sore spots left on your body and tells you how good you were 💗

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

i feel like minthara has KILLER buns like is it just me……….. she has a really muscular, perky ass lmao, and she’s definitely proud of it. OH AND HER BACK is a close second. i think her favorite part on her partner is their chest. AFAB or AMAB doesn’t matter she loves to mark it up and play with their nipples.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

lowkey has a doting/maternal side that she has to suppress during sex. but you didn’t hear it from me (call her mommy and watch how she short circuits)

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

she’s super experienced. had one night stands all the time before you and isn’t shy at all when it comes to sex. also do we think she let the goblins that were obsessed with her smash? yes or no.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

face sitting. giving or receiving. also likes bending you over surfaces.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

i feel like she tries to keep it serious but every once in a while something will happen/be said and she’ll break LMAO she can’t help it she is lowkey sillay 💗

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

y’all already know my girl is rocking a bush stop playing. she’s too grown to be worrying about pussy hair 😹😹 probably keeps it trimmed though, and i’d say it’s slightly darker/coarser than the hair on her head.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

okay i don’t feel like she’s PURPOSELY romantic. like she won’t consciously do things she considers romantic but some of the stuff she does instinctually is really romantic/sweet (holding your hand, brushing your hair out of your face, etc.)

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

yeah i can see minthara jerkin it LMAO. but only if she can’t find someone to sleep with/just needs a quick nut. like i said she’s not really ashamed when it comes to sexual matters so if she’s horny that shit will be dealt with TRUST 💯💯

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

DACRYPHILIA. your sniveling/whimpering gets her GOING. do NOT go to her for a shoulder to cry on YOU WILL GET FUCKED !!!

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

she loves a partner that is typically strong and capable but can easily make them pathetic and submissive whenever she wants.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

not a lot she won’t do. up for most things unless it’s like….. really, REALLY fucking weird 😹😹😹 also anything that feels demeaning is a no. will humiliate you but don’t try to do it to her.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

prefers to receive here, but if you’re good she’ll put in the work 😼😼

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

almost EXCLUSIVELY rough. only slow and sweet if she’s tired and had a long day. but that just makes those slow and sweet moments more special ☺️💗

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

def a quickie queen. if she’s horny she will be on the lookout for somewhere to fuck. doesn’t care if anyone hears/sees either so the spots are pretty easy to find 😹😹

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

can go multiple rounds with an interval in between. don’t try to go back to back immediately or she will throw out HER back LMAO. a little recuperation first and then she’s good to go.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

hell yeah boy. she uses them on herself and her partner. sometimes it doesn’t even have to be an actual toy— if she finds a random object that gives her ideas she will be using it.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

SOOOOO MUCH. will actually tease you to TEARS (she was hoping that would happen). even outside of sex she likes to touch you/whisper dirty things to you out of the blue. loves how she can fluster you, it makes her feel powerful.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

likes to talk but i don’t see her moaning super loud. if she moans she tries to stifle it by biting her lip, so they’re pretty grunty and groany. i think moaning loudly is a little too vulnerable for her and feels kind of awkward.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

SUPERRRRRR high. like i think it can be legit exhausting sometimes 😭😭😭

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

prefers to stay up and read or meditate or something. getting the vibe that she’s the type to smoke after too lmao. but occasionally she’ll be out like a light— you wear her out sometimes 😹😹

#this gif looks like shit omfg pretend it looks good yall #baldurs gate headcanon #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #minthara #minthara bg3 #minthara baenre #minthara headcanons #minthara x reader #x reader #my headcanons

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not-goldy · 2 days

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All I gotta say is thank goodness Jikook didn't let me down & enlist with someone else, because I would've threw in my shipper hat. The way everyone is losing their minds with excuses & miserable. Could never be me. There'd be no reason to stay in the shippersphere, cause it would be proven they're not real, cause I'm sorry, you don't enlist with someone else when you have a chance to be with your partner. You'd go ALONE if there was a reason you didn't want too together. Not disrespect your partner & go with someone else. And this is why everyone is mad, cause they know it too. Going alone is one thing, that wouldn't affect them being real. Going with someone else, yeah you wouldn't find me making a 100 excuses for them, cause the outcome would still be the same. My ship isn't real. I'd take the hint. You don't make a life decision to enlist like this with someone other then the person you are closest too. Does it mean they're dating? NO, I'm not saying that. I'm saying, would it mean they aren't dating if they enlisted with another member or outside friend, yes. It would be the straw that breaks the camels back. That or them claiming someone they have leaked pics with or go public holding their partners hand or out right telling me to get out of my imagination. I'd pack it up & peace out & immediately stop thinking they're together & just enjoy their friendship. You'd never hear me making excuses again because I'd always remember they chose someone else, when it really mattered & wouldn't bat an eyelash to their behavior anymore. And seeing how people still ship their favs after Taennie and now enlistment. I REFUSE to reach that level of braindead insanity. No thanks.

I see what you mean but I hope you are exaggerating when you say you will throw in your shipper hat had jikook enlisted with other people.

Cos, if it were Vmin enlisting together that wouldn't be sooooo like ship shattering you know 🤧

I mean it's Vmin.

But then I get you cos if jikook are a couple you'd expect them to do couple things.

Enlisting together IS A BIG DEAL

If there were best friends or a couple in a group it's more likely they would be the ones to enlist together. And since Vmin didn't do it together, we are left with the couple.

I for one will not chalk it down to the fact Jikook are "friends" which is why they enlisted together for the simple fact they don't hold themselves out to be the besties of the group.

I recall saying to someone that Vmin calling themselves the soulmates of the group affects the status of Jikook as friends cos on the face of it,one would think Jikook were the soulmates of the group- for whatever soulmates means and whatever its worth.

You can't call yourselves best friends when yall are best friends with other people in the same group😩

Which of course is not to take away from Vmin's friendship.

But it begs the question, if Vmin are soulmates what are Jikook and I don't think Jikook themselves have cared to straighten it out.

Had they not enlisted together there are others out there who would never have assumed perhaps that they are the closest in the band. Simply because they are lost in the crowd and are drowned by lots of barrel ships making loud noises.

The barrel is noiseist when it's empty.

But of course if Jimin could serve 2 years with another person away from JK we would all pack our bags and close down shop cos then it would be so obvious we are WRONG about them.

I recall us expressing concerns about them not being able to handle being away from eachother for 2 whole years and the trip they took together before service was consoling because it's very normal for couples to want to spend quality time together before sending eachother off.

I won't lie, I felt that trip was too short and too close to service to mean anything to me💀💀💀💀💀💀

My reasonable expectations was for them to spend a whole lot of time (however short) together factoring in their schedules and the fact some of them were released from work so they could spend time with friends and family before leaving.

So when I heard they were still filming content for hybe so close to leaving for MS I was concerned. Either hybe wasn't thoughtful enough or sensitive enough or these people didn't really have intimate relationships or relations that mattered to them. Cos if they did they would want to spend sometimes with them before leaving.

Like I don't expect them to spend a week with their friends right before leaving, but a week with family would be reasonable.

I've said and will maintain this position, Jikook behave very much like any reasonable couple hiding their relationship in broad day would more so than any traditional ship I've seen in a decade.

You can lie about who you are intimate with but you can't hide that intimacy. not for this long.

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Hey Rosie, so i did a thing a decided to visit some taekook blogs to just read some of their theories to see if i could understand where they are coming from because no matter how hard i think about things, i just can’t for the life of me understand why someone will honestly still ship taekook in 2024 and even after watching everything Jikook have done for and to each other in years and when i tell you i lost braincells, believe me i did.

I’m one person who believes that people should be free to believe in what they want to as long as they are not being dismissive of other members bonds but i realized that, that is literally the only way taekookers cope. They are blatantly dismissive of Jk’s bond with Jimin and only acknowledge it when it comes to moments they cannot argue and then the want to play the “they are bestfriends so it’s normal” card even though just right before that, they were claiming how Jk arrived Yoongi’s concert and ignored Jimin. How can u say this and then when someone brings something which obviously shows how Jk cares about Jimin you are back to claiming that they are bestfriends even though you think Jk will arrive a concert and ignore his bestfriend just because he wants to cling to his “boyfriend”? Make it make sense.

I know that in the last years, jikook spaces have gotten really toxic and some jikookers are becoming as delulu as tkkrs but i will always thank God for the handful of sane jikookers we still have because trust me when i tell you that there is not a SINGLE sane taekooker in this world. All of them have either been brainwashed or are plain stupid. For the most part, most jikookers pay attention to facts to try to make sense of jikook. Yes we do have our theories but you don’t see Jikookers sticking to their theories as proof of the damn ship but this is the opposite for taekookers. They actually don’t care about the facts. They don’t care about what the boys have to say or what has actually happened all these years. They only care about their own interpretation of the boys actions and words.

You wouldn’t hear them bringing up tangible reasons as to why they think their ship is real. They will bring up reasons like the fact that taekook wore the same shirt on the same day and same time even though they were in different continents💀. They will bring up things like hearing taekook’s voices in each other’s Lives and the only proof they have for this are the voices in their heads.

I am one of those who believes that Jikook sometimes hide in each other’s Lives but i don’t believe this just because i see them look to a certain direction for 3 seconds or because i hear a random sound. My belief is backed up by the fact that we literally have evidence which has been consistent for over a decade which points to the fact that Jimin and Jk are the two who spend the most of their nigts together. I didn’t come to this conclusion by imagining that they do, i came to this conclusion because they have literally told us this so many damn times. So if i hear a voice or feel like someone else is in Jimin or Jk’s room at some odd hour, i am more inclined to think it is Jimin or Jk rather than anyone else because those two have a history of being in each other’s rooms the most, you get? It is the same as, if someone has a reputation of being a theif, if something gets missing everyone will most likely look to them first before anyone else.

Another thing that is really weird to me about taekookers is how they blatantly ignore everything we have witnessed Jikook do for years and then they hype up taekook doing some of those things for a 6 months period. This entire fandom has seen Jikook arrive and leave so many places together for years with or without tae present. We know that Jk has hung out with Jimin and his friends for years. Infact we saw Jk with Jm’s friends way b4 anyone ever dreamed of Jk hanging out with Tae’s wooga but when Jk did all these things with Jimin, it didn’t matter and it meant nothing but now, some of them consider it irrefutable proof that taekook is real because Taekook arrived and left a concert together ONCE in 10 years and because for the first time in a decade, Jk was seen hanging out with Tae and his friends for a period of time. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE.

Do you remember those days when taekookers used to swear that Jikook hanging out alot outside of work was proof that they weren’t real because according to them, no closeted couple in a homophobic country will expose themselves so much? Remember when JM and Jk sharing cars was fanservice? Remember how they downplayed Jk’s lives about JM in chapter two because it was “official content” but were praying Jk did the same for tae and when that didn’t happen, they switched their narrative to “Jk was forced” or “Jm needed promotion while tae didn’t”. I honestly don’t understand how they even make sense to themselves. Ask them why they think Jk and tae are a couple when there is literally evidence Jk spending birthdays and couple holidays with Jimin and not seeing Tae some times at all and they tell you, Jk and tae have to protect themselves by lying that they don’t. So you mean to tell me that Jk and Tae don’t feel the need to “protect” themselves when they are attending premiers or when tae is namedropping Jk 1783787 times or when Tae is coming to announce that Jk sings him a song but they only feel the need to “protect” themselves when it comes to admitting that they go to greet each other on birthdays?

You see that their entire premise of belief in their ship is making other people the villains in taekook’s lives. The big bad company who constantly separates the boys in camera, constantly forces Jk to do fanservice with Jimin, constantly cuts their moments, Jimin who constantly forces himself on Jk, who doesn’t respect his friends relationships, Jk who is lilly livered and cannot stand up and say no to the money hungry company, Jk who sometimes hurts tae by playing along with the “fanservice” and poor tae tae who has to sit there and take all of this. Poor tae tae who has a terrible soulmate and a boyfriend who cannot fight for him. He is the real victim in all of this. I honestly don’t know how they don’t see how incredibly stupid they sound.

Sorry for the rant.

Anon, thanks for the TED TALK.

Honestly, there is not much I can add. Thanks for taking one for the team and read what las vecinas are saying, you are a stronger person than me because I have never been able to do that. I think two of the key things for that group to stay afloat for so long are:

Not seeing original content.

Living in denial.

And that's why they will always be around, no matter what.

#anon #ask #jkkrs opinion #the subgroup #preg 187

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starlightshore · 2 days

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Gotta say, I love how you made so many posts criticizing people who see Chara as an abuser, yet in your own AU you depict them as a cruel, vindictive bully who tries to turn Asriel's family against her, drives her to suicide, then guilt-trips her into getting back together with them. Yet Asriel is somehow the real abuser because she's mad at them for ruining her life. I am by no means a Chara hater, but that seems a little inconsistent.

// CW: discussions of suicide, long post

wow, what an incredibly uncharitable reading of my work! thank you so much!

okay, jokey-positive aside. i shouldn't respond to bad-faith criticism like this because it's not worth my time as it's unlikely you'll actually hear me out in response. I've been online long enough to know you don't feed the trolls.

but, I'm an optimist at heart and I'll give you the benefit of the doubt that you're actually upset with me and do want to have a civil conversation and are not just here to spew hate and drag me down.

Ask Fallen Royalty, the tumblr version wasn't handled the best as it was my first attempt at really trying to write this subject matter and I felt I didn't tackle it as well as I could have. that's something I plan on fixing with the rewrite.

that said, I have never called either of the siblings abusers.

they're flawed, mentally unwell and traumatized young adults/teens who are in no way equipped to handle the situation they were put in.

they both did awful things. Asriel packaged their trauma in a sanitized way for profit and sympathy points believing it'd benefit Monsterkind. they did so without asking Chara for permission. Then later, at Christmas, Asriel abandoned their family to go solo ruling. That's shitty! That's objectively really shitty but it's a very understandable reaction.

Asriel is taught that money is what moves the world and they believe they're soulless and a faker. That if anyone were to know their secret they'd hate them. so prevent that hurt, they cut everyone else out.

That's completely why Chara goes from "oh man I miss Asriel I wish I was good enough to have them beside me again ):" to 180 "Actually screw them for leaving me i hate them for this. i don't deserve to wallow in pain waiting for someone who can't even bother to text me back" them cutting of asriel is an understandable reaction for anyone, let alone a teenager! could they have been more gentle? yeah. could they have tried to fix things? yeah! but they're not a villain for not having the emotional maturity or foresight to handle a complex situation like that. they're like, literally 15/16 at this point of the story

chara also wasn't trying to drive people away from asriel? i really don't know what you're referring to with this aside from Chara deciding to tell the (at the time they believed) truth that Asriel is Flowey. At that point, Chara literally thought Asriel was replaced by Flowey. That they were two different people. That's not to isolate them- its to be honest with the family with this huge news. Toriel is shown not to care that her children are flowers, it would have never mattered to her as we see immediately that Chara is a flower and Toriel doesn't care.

chara also didn't drive Asriel to suicide. that's a blatant misread of the text. It's not that Asriel decided to die right after Chara decided to cut them off. and it's NOT like chara handed them a loaded gun or told them to do anything. all they did was say "don't lie to our family and don't talk to me, i don't want to be friends with you."

Asriel didn't decide to die until they felt their weak support system was breaking down. Yun wanted to be with Mew Mew, the Band broke up (Shyren, Napstablook and most recently Mew Mew quit), they made a big stupid movie that they hate (the epitome of their fake narrative on the silver screen), and because they ditched the premiere to check on chara (who was missing) their agents are pissed off.

Mew Mew then talks about how troubled Flowey/Asriel is and how being a secret flower hurt their social life. (The relationship with Flora being a strong example) like, Flowey always sabotages or loses those they care about because everyone else has their own life and they don't open themselves to create connections that last because they're running away. it's the culmination of everything going wrong that drives them to that point.

plus, it's hammered home later in Flowey's introspection that they feel horribly guilty for their actions as Flowey. parading as their perfect King when they secretly killed a majority of mosnterkind and did who knows what else is like. majorly fucked up.

i'm unsure if you forgot or chose to ignore the larger narrative or what's happened, but these things are in the story. they're both messed up individuals who have a hard time communicating their feelings -Chara literally brings up having emotional dysregulation disorder and CPTSD in the epilogue. Asriel's imposter syndrome and-gestures to Flowey) is also a clear indication that they've got some fundamental mental health issues that prevent them from understanding themselves and others.

it's a story about broken people who lash out against each other but ultimately come together in love.

they care so so deeply for each other! they're family. messing up (especially as children, teenagers etc) doesn't mean you shouldn't be written off as disposable. you're ALL capable of fucking up severely but you have the chance to grow and better yourself. you owe it to those who are willing to give that chance to do better. that's what the story has always been about.

I will admit that I plan on working on the pacing and giving chara more sweet moments so it doesn't come across as harsh -I don't want either sibling to be seen as a "villain" or """""abusive"""" as you call them. Except, yeah, Asriel is meant to be seen as an antagonist for a brief while, but that's set up Chara to come to that realization just the same as the audience should.

i hope this helped you understand what i was going for. if you wanna talk further I don't mind, but please talk to me as a real person. we're on the same page that abuse is bad. that people shouldn't treat each other so horribly. i don't excuse either of the character's interactions but i want to show empathy and understanding and that they can grow past that. i sincerely hope we can come to a shared perspective. if you wanna, i'd love to talk about i can make this message more clear, i'd love some proper criticism! i hope you have a lovely day and that you please be more considerate to how you to talk to others as I could have very easily read this anon hate/trolling.

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sageistrii · 2 days

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The vocal debate has made me realize that kpop stans actually want to listen to lipsynced vocals and heavy backtracks. Mostly because that's what they are used to. They don't want to hear live singing( especially with dancing) at all.

They are okay if you prove they can sing occasionally. But for performances, they don't care. Which is why most kpop groups don't do live singing anymore. And I'm beginning to think they shouldn't cos it's rewarding. Look at how bp has survived this long off backtrack and lipsyncing, ntm sm groups who lipsync 90% of the time are being hailed as vocal masters.

If lsf did not live sing and used heavy backtracks yes ppl would have complained but they would have moved on so quickly unlike now, cos they truly don't care.

Mamamoo is known for their good vocals. But when they did a dance heavy song like Hip. They used to struggle with their breath and singing and started having louder backtrack on the song. Which is fair, cos that's what dancing does, it makes you tired easily. Mind you Hip does not have the hardest dance even by gg standards. But kpop stans (not mmm stans) like to pretend not to know this and want to hear perfect vocals all the time despite the choreo. Perfect pitch, perfect volume, no shortness of breath, perfect projection, no background sounds,etc

Which makes me believe that they do prefer the backtrack. Cos why did jisoo being caught lipsyncing not matter as much as mistakes on encores which isn't even the real performance.

That's exactly it. They complain about idols not singing live, but the truth is that they don't actually want to hear raw live vocals. They want back tracks and lip synced vocals that they're made to believe are live.

These are the same kpop stans who have tried to convince us that dingo live is 100% live so it's "invite only" because only the best of the best of vocalists are invited but twice a group that's always dragged for their vocals appeared on the show so I guess it isn't as exclusive and as high standard as kpop stans love to imply when sm groups were invited. They're also ignoring the fact that we can all clearly hear that the vocals on that live are always too clean to not be edited.

The same kpop stans who believe aespa's and exo's (sometimes unnecessary) high notes that they so casually belt out during intense choreography without any audible strain or heavy breathing is live. Not denying that sm do have some of the best vocalists, but sometimes just because you have good vocals doesn't always mean that you sound exactly like your studio version when performing, contrary to what sm has made kpop stans believe.

I've literally seen Flo get criticized over their live singing, and I saw someone say their Coachella performance was the first time they heard them sound good, this is the same group that is known for their vocals btw. I've also seen people say sza sometimes doesn't sound the best live. You see, that's the difference between western stans and kpop stans. Kpop stans are just bullies who enjoy spending their day bashing idols. Yes western stans can also be annoying and hateful, but having a couple bad performances will never make them attack you, they just comment on it in the moment and then move on. Kpop stans will talk about things for weeks and they're never satisfied until they think they've succeeded in bringing you down.

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soxcietyy · 21 hours

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Temptation

Chapter 6

Your dad is tired of you bringing home these unworthy men. None of them being fit to take care of you or to be given the family business since you are the only daughter. He decides to find you someone fit to be your husband and receive help from the father of the church. That’s when you meet Yuta, though just because he goes to church doesn’t mean he’s much of a saint

Mafia, murder, violence, mentions of religion, (will contain other things in the next chapters)

"W-wait! Wow don’t you think it’s too soon to have a kid?! I mean common we’re still young!" You say panicked.

Yuta looked at you from above as he took your white heels off. "Jesus can decided that, I’m just trying to fulfill my duties as your husband tonight." Yuta said as he continued to undress you.

You internally groan knowing that you couldn’t argue against anything he had just said. Unzipping your dress he started taking your dress off bit by bit. Making sure to handle your body with such delicacy. It was as if he was handling an expensive porcelain doll. Scared to handle you roughly because you could potentially crack. You watched as his eyes scanned each part of your body as he uncovered it. Those dark blue eyes making you feel insecure about how you looked. Yea he might of seen you naked once but this was different. Did he like what he was seeing? Or was he looking for imperfections?

Pulling the top of your dress down you immediately cover your chest. You were absolutely embarrassed to show him everything you had. This felt way too scandalous and out of your comfort zone. He didn’t care though, he knew what he wanted to do. Grabbing your hands he puts them on your sides and looks at your breast. His breath hitches as he analyzed how beautiful they looked. Getting closer he places a kiss on your cheek.

"I can’t decide if I want to handle you with care, or make you cry." He whispers as he runs his right hand knuckles onto your cheek.

"Whatever you want, just please be considerate." You say hoping he wouldn’t be too aggressive.

He gives you a smile before yanking the dress right off of you.

He had smiled… but why didn’t it seem like one of affection. It looked like he was happy to finally have his way with you.

Grabbing you by the neck he presses you down onto the mattress. Your eyes widen as you could feel his hand grip onto your neck even tighter. "You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to fuck the innocents out of you. To taint and ruin you.." He whispers into your ear before licking it.

He didn’t let go of his grip because he couldn’t let you escape. No matter how much you begged and cry he was not planning on letting you ruin this night. Taking his shirt off and unbuckling his belt with one hand he watches you squirm.

He goes and grabs both of your legs putting them both over on of his shoulders. Finally letting go of your neck. Your legs are made to move up until they were feet from your face, as he hover over you. Your heat being exposed in the air. He ran his hand up and down your thigh as he looked down at you to see your pathetic reactions to being touched. The way your legs would jump every time he ran his fingers over your exposed parts. He watched how you shut your eyes from embarrassment.

You felt as he spanked your heat making jolt from the sudden pain. "Yu!" You say trying to grab his hand.

"I’m not in the mood to hear you cry anymore. You’ve cried enough already." He was able to slide one finger in you smoothly. You could feel how his long thick finger slid in and out of you. This was something totally new to you. You didn’t hate it but it felt very odd.

He then proceeded to skip a step and shove two more fingers. You let out a cry of pain as he stretched you out. It was hurting, hurting extremely bad. You tell him to be more gental but he ignored you. Insted he went in knuckles deep, spreading his fingers inside of you.

You kick his shoulders to make him stop but he doesn’t. He tells you to stop squirming around because this was for your own good. You couldn’t understand how this was supposed to help you. Gripping into his arm you beg him to stop.

He didn’t bother looking at you but instead he focused on what he was doing. Tears form around your eyes as you dragged out his name. Hoping he would bother to listen to your please. He was being so aggressive and unemotional in this whole process.

"Yuta please, it hurts so bad, I’m scared." You say trying to escape his grasp. Still he had a tight grip on you making your tempts unsuccessful.

"Stop, Im actually being considerate here but I think I’ll forget about that. This is going to to benefit you so be quiet an-"

A loud knock is heard at the door. You look up in Horror because you two should be the only ones here. You watch as he takes an annoyed pause and turns his attention to the door.

"This better be important." Yuta says out loud.

"Don, there an emergency that needs to be handled right now." A deep grasp voice says from the other side.

You look at Yuta shocked to know someone was here the whole time… they were listening to everything the entire time…

Yuta lets a loud sigh as he slips his fingers out and drops your legs. Quickly he grabs his shirt and walk infront of a mirror. Straightening himself up he walk towards you and pulls a cover over you.

"Stay, I don’t want you coming down looking for me unless you’re dying. Got it?" Yuta looks at you with his intense eyes. You give him a small nod before he turned around and left.

Then you were left in the white dimm room with your own thoughts. You were saved by whoever interrupted. You were thankful for that stranger because you didn’t think you could have lasted any longer. Was this how losing your virginity felt like? You couldn’t quite possibly comprehend how woman’s lived for this type of engagement. It felt as he was ripping your insides apart. He was treating such a delicate part with such brutal force. You couldn’t even imagine how real sex actually felt like.

Getting comfortable under the blanket you slowly close your eyes. You felt exhausted from everything that has happened. Taking a small nap couldn’t possibly hurt anyone. Slowly you drifted to into a cozy slumber.

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Yuta sits in his office while seven men surround his desk with tight jaws and their lips being pressed together. He had just been told the urgent news and he’s not quite sure how to feel about it. He just couldn’t understand how something like that happened near his presence. How it went unknown for hour until now…

"What do you mean he’s dead?" Yuta asks as he rests his chin on his right arm.

All of his men looked at each other not wanting to say anything. They knew Yuta may launch something towards them if they said something he didn’t like. He had anger issues, Had. He’s gotten much better if he say’s so himself.

"He’s sleeping with the fishes Don, literally in the lake that was behind the wedding venue." One of them finally spoke up.

"Maybe he got too drunk and fell in the water." Yuta said trying to deny the fact that one of his men died on his watch. He wasn’t just any man, he was the only good fighter, Itadori was one of his youngest men.

Yuta watched as they looked at each other worriedly. That’s when another dropped a photograph onto the desk. Picking it up he could see something that clearly was no accident. The boy laid on the grass, soaked in water and in his nice suit. Then there was the gorged out eyes, a knife sticking out his chest and a heart carved on his shoulder.

Heart’s..

This was absolutely getting out of hand. Not only did this man kill his own wife but now he was targeting Yuta’s men? He must absolutely hate Gojos guts if he was doing all of this. There was nothing much to this drama. It was simple, the Gojo franchise was just doing better than the Heart’s. Hearts was the first to kill an accountant from Gojos company. Gojo hit back and killed there vice president.

At first Yuta didn’t understand why they being extra and taking the lives away. Until he was out in the business as the investor. These type of company’s don’t run by simply following the rules and playing nice. They all where doing illegal thing because apparently the income they were already earning wasn’t enough. If you didn’t get into the dirty work then you would never look like these billion dollar franchises.

Gojo owned a luxury brand and he expanded it all of the country. He only had 100 locations in America and yet wanted more. He wanted to go abroad, see his name in different country’s. He didn’t quite have the means for it so that why he decided to start doing dirty business.

Hearts? He owned a fast food franchise. May not sound very bougie but it did make him bags. Yuta wasn’t quite sure why he got into underground work but everyone seemed to have a part in it.

"Put him to rest, I’ll see what our next moves are. Actually before you go I wanted to talk about how things will run now since I have a wife." Yuta said as he grabbed the photograph and shoved it in his drawer.

"She’s doesn’t know anything about this business and I would like it to stay that way. If she try’s to but in then just come up with a lie." Yuta leans back in his chair as he stares at his wedding band. "She’s my wife, don’t disrespect her because then she’ll come crying to me and you’ll be dealing with me."

Before Yuta could get another thought out he heard a commotion outside. There was no way Hearts managed to do something else. He stood abruptly and grabbed his gun. So much has been going on recently that he wasn’t going to be caught off guard without a weapon. Walking through his men he grabbed the door and swung it open. His eyes darted around looking for the suspect. Then he saw you on the floor, he didn’t know whether to be thankful that it was you or not.

He made his was to you after closing the doors behind him. You looked quite frantic as you sat on the floor with one of his shirt buttoned half way up. You were clinging to one of the guards begging him to let her into the office. Clearly you haven’t noticed his presence yet.

"What’s going on? Didn’t I tell you to stay put?"" Yuta grabbed you from the shoulders and pulled off the poor guy who looked traumatized. Once you look up at him you throw yourself of his arms.

"Hospital, I need to go to the hospital!" You yell at him.

You were shaking of fear in his arm. Looking like a frightened rabbit that had been caught. Quickly he set you down and started looking for wounds. Your legs seemed fine, arms were looking great, and there was no sigh of blood anywhere on the shirt you were currently wearing. Maybe you woke up from a nightmare, that’s right you could of had a stupid dream.

"Right, let’s go back to bed no? You had a long day today." Yuta said as he grabbed your arm.

You pull him back as he tries to walk. "No! You’re not listening! I need to go to the hospital right now Yuta, I could be dying!" You yell as you rip your arm from his grasp. He didn’t bother listening to what he assumed was your psychotic episode. He grabbed you by the ankle and started to pull you closer to him. Once he had you close enough he wrapped his arms around your body. He had to put you somewhere before anyone could see. What would they say if they saw this?

As he tried heading to the stairs you became more frantic. Kicking your legs and attempting to move your arms. All Yuta could think about was counting down because if he didn’t only god knows what he would do to you. You were really testing him right now though and he couldn’t help but having some thoughts run through his mind.

For a moment he thought you had given up because you stop moving. He should have known better though because not too long after your head leaned foward for a moment and then you threw it back with so much force.

BAM

Your head made contact with his face making him drop you. Your scurry on the floor in such a quick pace as you felt him let go of you. Grabbing his nose he rubs it before looking back at his hand to see blood.

That when all he could see was red, and no it wasn’t because of the blood.

He stalked towards you immediately and grabbed you by the neck before slamming you onto door. You gasp as you hit your head hard against the wooden door. Your head pounded in pain as you were turned to look at him.

"I fucking dare you to pull that shit again. I will tie you to the bed and make sure you never see the sun again." Yuta said furiously.

More tears fell from your face uncontrollably. "But I’m bleeding." You sob.

Yuta let out a tired sigh, "Where are you injured from? I don’t see anything." He bites his lip as a way to control himself from going off on you again. Your eyes were so red and puffy from crying so much that he decided to let you go.

You drop onto the floor on your knees as you wipe your face with the white sleeves.

"I’m bleeding." You saw in between cry’s.

"Where?" Yuta asks searching you with his eyes again. Could it be possible he missed it?

"Down there, I saw blood when I woke up and it was coming from down there." You say looking at him with those watery eyes.

Yuta squats down and reaches for you to pull you closer but you flinch and move away. He let out an exhausted chuckle as he runs his hand through his hair. He fucked up so soon, not even a day married and you were already scared of him. He didn’t know what he was going to do with you nor himself. Yuta looks at the guard and motions his head towards the office, signaling him to go on in. He immediately followed with a worried expression. How does someone like him fix this situation?

"You’re fine, trust me. I must of broke your hymen, it’s normal for that to happed when you first lose your virginity." Yuta says as he sits on the floor with you.

He felt like total shit when he realized you weren’t making anything up. You were scared of what was happening to your body and now you were scared of him.

"But we didn’t even do it." You look at him concerned. Yuta looks at his hands before looking at you. He didn’t know whether to tell you that he essentially tore your vagina. Then again you would be persistent about going to see a doctor if he told you that.

"It’s complicated…is there something you want? A dress you’ve had your eyes on? Purse? Jewelry? It can be anything." Yuta sucked at apology’s, actually he’s never apologized to anyone period. This was his best attempt on making things right. He couldn’t really find the words to make an actual apology.

Sorry for slamming you against a door? Yea no…

"No, I have everything I could as for." You say.

Well what else can he do now?

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becausesomething · 2 days

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The Straw Hats' reaction

I'm back with what you asked, the crew and zoro reaction 🥺 (took a long time, but I don't forget about your requests, thank you for the support!)

You can read the 1st part here: The farewell letter

I run to the deck completely in a trance, and holding her scarf in her hand like my life depended on it. It was daytime, but I didn't see anyone. I hear voices coming from the kitchen and I burst in.

-Be careful, you idiot! - Nami shouts after slamming the door into the wall

-Y/N? Where is Y/N?

Everyone looked at me confused, except Luffy who continued to eat without worry.

Desperation turned to anger, she couldn't think, this couldn't be happening... Not when she managed to climb the walls she had built. When she showed me what it was like to love someone. When I got used to her presence and looked for her every night to calm my demons.

I go to Luffy and grab him by the vest with my free hand - How could you let her go? She is our companion, she belongs with us. Not risking her life alone and without protection.

Sanji and Usopp get up and try to separate me from Luffy, but I push them away and try to make Luffy face me - Why didn't you stop her? Why did she left without saying goodbye... just a letter that explains nothing. Answer Luffy! - my heart ached, this could only be a nightmare - What captain allows one of his companions to leave without an explanation or a goodbye?!

I no longer feel Sanji and Ussop trying to control me. Finally, everyone in that kitchen realizes what's happennig.

-Luffy?! - Nami's voice is weak but sincere like the day he gave her the hat to save her

-Y/N just went for one of her walks, right? - asks Chopper who was now pulling Luffy's shorts to get attention and answers

-The captain must have had his reasons, because they don't give him space to explain himself...-Robin says trying to calm down everyone

He pushes me away and puts the hat on his head.

-Y/N made her choice... I don't know when she will return, but she will never stop being a Straw Hat.

Those words couldn't be true. She was really gone. I felt like she had lost her ground.

Everyone looks at the captain with surprise, and without knowing how to react or what to say. Tears begin to stream down Nami and Chopper's faces, and Ussop quickly joins in. Robin, Franky exchanged glances with each other. Sanji lit a cigarette and looked at Luffy.

-Yohohohoho, our captain and his jokes. I'm sure this was just another one of Y/N's jokes

-Luffy, where is she? - Sanji asks calmly, smoking his cigarette - Let's change the route and bring her back.

-She made me promise not to go after her. She's not going back, not until she makes that decision.

All that pain filling every part of me, it wasn't easy to control myself. I was angry and feeling her scarf in my hand reminded me of her voice, her smile, her smell. Her presence that was gone...

-I won't accept this! - lead by the anger of having no concrete answers, I punch Luffy who doesn't dodge, hitting the wall and falling to the floor

-Mosshead, he's still our captain! - shouts Sanji who grabs me before attacking Luffy again

-Let go of him, Sanji! - he finally faces his nakamas, gets up and comes towards me. He puts his hand on my shoulder and tears start to run down his face - You swore you would become the best swordsman in the world and I promised I would help you. Y/N's moment is now. What captain would I be if I prevented everyone from realizing their dreams?

-But without saying goodbye... - I fall to my knees on the floor trying to accept reality

-We all share the same pain - Luffy faces each of his crew - We made a toast. She is our nakama. It doesn't matter how long she takes, because she will always have a place to return.

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