I think why Endhawks is so cathartic for me is that you have two people who have been through a bunch of trauma and made fucked up choices because of it and are both terrified that deep down that they aren’t worthy of love, that they’ll end up alone, that they are inherently bad.
And they are trying, trying so hard to change, to be good, to be lovable.
And they accept each other so easily. Like yes I see you. I see you trying so hard. You’re not hard to love at all. You are a good person at heart and that’s why you try so hard. I won’t flinch away at the hard, sharp edges of you because mine fit together with yours.
And it hits me right in my trauma core.
I just love them. Anyway…
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bear I've been working on :3
[image descriptions: A round clay bear sitting and smiling upward. It is painted dark green with gold stars and black swirls.]
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[Start ID. A digital drawing of Minos Prime from Ultrakill, who's wearing a strapless slit dress and sandals of the same deep purple. He faces towards and slightly to the right of the camera, his head is tilted further right. With one hand he gestures in a vague pointing motion, his arm folded and held close to his body. There is nothing in the background, but bracing himself on one arm, Minos is implied to be leaning against something about the height of a countertop. The background is a blank purplish black, save for three diagonal stripes in the colors of the bisexual flag. End ID]
Shading study that quite literally came to me in a dream two weeks ago, after this post apparently beamed itself into my mind
(also a few edits below the cut! they're very slight but whatever :])
[Start ID. Three different versions of the previous drawing. The first changes the tone of the lighting from blue to pink, and similarly the shading from pink to blue. The second replaces the faint black border with pink, purple and blue, syncing with the stripes in the background. The third combines both these changes. End ID]
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time for more ouat au Lore! this time: steddie edition
this is how steve dresses in the real world. in the real world he’s a teacher at the school (honestly debated on teacher or keeping him at the family video but i think teacher worked better) keeping in with actual ouat lore, he’d be the one to give max the story book.
in the enchanted forest/fairytale land. steve was a prince. a prince who was originally supposed to marry nancy (and uh. that didn’t go as planned) but he’s like, the prince. (he resents being called prince charming but, it’s the truth!) but these are his outfits/outfit references for prince steve
in the real world, eddie is a mechanic. he can fix any car (or really, anything you bring to him) but he’s also a DM for his dnd group and he plays guitar/sings for his band, corroded coffin. but when he’s not working in the auto shop, wearing cuffed/rolled up coveralls, he’s wearing this
in the enchanted forest/fairytale land, eddie is a blacksmith! he and wayne work on weapons and such. until one day he decides he’s had enough of royal tyranny and their oppressive reign. so he decides to rob the princes carriage (steve’s carriage) turns out, he meets steve and though he’s incredibly reluctant to admit it, it’s true love. they go from enemies to lovers, fighting off curses—the biggest one being the sleeping curse. eddie is put under a sleeping curse, and wayne, thinking he’s dead, gives him a glass casket. but steve knows better, and he knows he’s the one who has to bring eddie back. and he does! so these outfits range from eddie’s ‘bandit’ outfit to ‘holy shit i’m with prince steve harrington’ outfits
(tagging @gothbat99 and @perceivedregret bc i thought y’all might like to see!!)
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I can't help but wonder in this scene where perhaps he lives now or works, he's telling them about all that happened and what he's went through with Ed, faking his death, his life, their adventures and starts to pine that Ed doesn't want him anymore and he deserves this heartbreak because he's failed at everything else in life. So these dudes go oh no bro needs to experience the single party life, forget that guy you're charming as hell and it gives him enough confidence to smile finally then he gets white girl wasted.
Hopefully there's not an ulterior motive there, being Stede’s luck ehhh, but it was an idea in the many to guess what's really happening soon.
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