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af1899 · 3 years

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FEH - My free summons on 9/17/2021 + data mine thoughts

Hey, what's good?

So, the banner based on the [Cindered Shadows] DLC from Fire Emblem: Three Houses (with Múspell on it) + its respective data update is finally out.

First, my free summons in the banner mostly weren't anything of special, prioritized blue as planned but nothing. In the round with the fourth free summon though, was forced to pick the fallback category (colorless) and...

Heh... nice, that's my second Leila, I won't complain at all, it's always nice to get a 5★ with valuable fodder or an unexpected merge on a project. I'll try to max her [HM] then fodder to Legendary Lilina for [Life and Death 4] as well as [Rally Atk/Spd+], fortunately these will be easy to get.

Nothing else but that's OK. I'll just move on and at least I know I'll eventually run on the other skill I want on Legendary Lilina, which is [A/R Far Trace 3], since it's going to be in the regular pool after this banner is over.

Now, onto data mine stuff, you can find the thread by redditor u/MrGengar123 right here, but feel free to read my thoughts onto what we've gotten (there'll be no talk about story spoilers and the like).

So... the thing that probably interests players the most when a data mine rolls out would be stats on the Heroes that come with the update.

Múspell doesn't really play so differently from what we've possibly experienced on [Ice & Flame 3] with him as an enemy, he's more of a dual-phase unit that focus his strength on a single blow, is durable both physically and magically (but slow as hecc) and prevents the foe from healing. Noteworthy is that he brings [Dragon Wall 3] to the regular pool, which you should definitely prioritize from his fodder if that's your plan and got him.

Also, more or less expected the statlines on the other three banner units, nothing too special to stand out in those but Yuri is probably going to give us new worries in nowadays metagame in PvP.

But Balthus has a similar statline to Mustafa (45/38/25+/36/28-) but Balthus's statline is superior, as you could have imagined, just being one point slower than Mustafa, but the rest, Balthus has the upper hand. About him there's also the skill choice, I didn't realize before that his weapon indeed looked like an {Instant} one, and it is, it's a good one and we're getting it for free, so, be sure you got your 5★ Balthus (check in-game inbox with Feh)! But I.S. just ruined it up with the passive skill choice, why do we have [Close Guard 3] still as a 5★ skill? It's just stupid specially since [Brazen Atk/Def 3] is already on Ares at 4★ and there's like nothing that should justify it staying locked to that rarity nowadays.

And Aelfric just got the worst treatment out of this batch, while his class seems to make sense due to how he's designed as a unit in his home game, his kit just feels completely lacking in creativity and also, he's just one of the several free red tome users we've been getting this year, his statline is basically a slightly beefed up Arete but without a horse, it's also our second month in a row with a red tome infantry user, their statlines are different (comparing to Pelleas) but this doesn't change he's the fourth unit in the year with that class, with not much to make him stand out compared to the other ones except for maybe the post-[CYL 2021] statline boost benefit, but chances are Pelleas will do better for you and his starting weapon is better too, {Rabbit} weapons in general are mostly terrible Imo, they're okay for short battles but generally, there are better options, including good ol' {Blade} tomes. At least his rarer skill is at 4★, it's [Threat. Def/Res 2], which you can use to get [Def/Res Menace] and another skill from Zeke's fodder ([Atk/Def Catch 3] if you plan to fodder a Legendary Sigurd with the Lv.4 version + [Fatal Smoke 3] or [Lull Atk/Def 3]).

Anyway, my plans on them would be:

Aelfric: fodder of [Threat. Def/Res 2] to users of physical weapons (thought of Legendary Lucina and Ephraim) after maxing out [HM], will keep one copy at 5★ for rerun quests.

Balthus: fodder of [Instant Axe+] and [Close Guard 3] for Groom Zealot, also after maxing out Balthus' [HM], working on that as of writing date of this post.

Now, next [Hall of Forms] lineup consists of these units from Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance:

Bridal Sanaki: green tome flier.

Ashnard: sword flier. ([GHB] unit)

Halloween Ilyana: blue tome armored. (!!!)

Soiree Nephenee: colorless bow infantry user with ability to refresh an ally. (And she's currently summonable and obtainable for a limited time as a [Combat Manual])

Now this is a really well balanced team, no healers but you get a refresher and one unit of each color, two that use physical weapons and two that use magical ones, which should make things more workable in the event as it goes on and you fill everyone with skills that suit them. It's a nice line-up indeed and Halloween Ilyana is great for [A/R Far Save 3], if you'll go for her, [Atk/Res Unity], [Pact Blooms+] (go for another seasonal weapon if you already have (or can get) Valentine's Veronica!) and an enemy-phase oriented {Fighter} B-skill such as [Slick Fighter 3] are also excellent to take along (if you take these, remember [Atk/Res Unity] and [Slick Fighter 3] are counterproductive, you'd like [Crafty Fighter 3] instead!).

Two of them happen to be my Tellius favs (Ilyana and Nephenee) but sadly can't purchase them and only got 1 [Celestial Stone] out of 3. Still, I'll build them as best as RNG allows it to, I specially adore Ilyana and I'll do what I can to make her great.

Bonuses in [Arena]... hmm... not much of interesting, at least I got Scion Julia but I'll use Scion Nanna so that I can balance the team color distribution in the team I'll use and have a healer (Idoun, Sonya and Ninian are the rest of the members).

In [Aether Raids] I got better luck with Mila and Naga, both of which are projects and characters I actually appreciate, so I'm set for two weeks there.

The End

That's all! I do apologize if the post was too long for you, I often need more words to express properly what I mean while also palcing some extra things for convenience.

If you've made it this far, I appreciate you took the time to read my thoughts, I hope you found something helpful in this post and good luck in your summons!

#feh #fe heroes #fire emblem heroes

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gh0stfri3nd · 4 years

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nate “reviews” albums: razzmatazz

it’s finally here.

it’s razzmatazz day.

i’m gonna do an album “review” of it.

review in quotation marks because it’s mostly just gonna be me gushing about how good this album is.

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so i’ve been waiting for this album for a while, and it was very much worth the wait. a lot of the melodies in this album are so nice to listen to and some of them even make me feel nostalgic in a way. even the first time i heard them. dallon seems to be really good at that because i had a similar thing with “too weird to live, to rare to die” and a lot of the songs on “vices & virtues” (both albums that dallon wrote a lot of) so i guess dallon weekes is just really good at writing melodies. something else i like about razzmatazz is that all of the songs have similar sounds so you can tell they’re all from the same album, but they don’t sound the same and you can still differentiate between songs easily. like- they all have the same synths.

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Leave Me Alone: i remember being very excited when this song came out because it was the first things we’d gotten from idkhow in a while. something i want to point out is that there are a lot of references to,,,, hanging in this album. (”go fly a kite until you’re tangled in the hanging tree”) i also adore the sound of the bridge and how it comes full circle after the line “and when the sun comes up, you’ll find a brand. new. GOD.” it’s just so cool and a great way to start things off.

Mad IQs: ABSOLUTE BOP!! back at it again with the hanging references. (”i’ll watch you tighten the noose”) this song is such a vibe and sounds pretty similar to “leave me alone” but like- more dance-y. it makes sense because lyric wise, they both seem to be about dallon’s “hollywood life” according to genius lyrics.

Nobody Like The Opening Band: I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I FOUND OUT THIS WAS GONNA BE ON RAZZMATAZZ!! this song was my favorite idkhow song for a while and i adore it. i love the lyrics and how it mention that opening bands are trying their best just as much as the headlining band. also the way dallon says “end” dfsjlkasakslfsdkl his vocal performance is so amazing in this song. and the last part!!! aaaaaaa!!1! you aren’t sure if he’s gonna do the high note or not, but then when he does it it’s just SO GOOD. and i love the notes he hits as he goes down (i don’t know anything about singing, i play the guitar, but that’s really nice)

New Invention: thebassthebassthebassthebassssss the way dallon says “bad dreams” he’s just so talented =‘)) this song seems to be about a not-so-good relationship that brings out the worst in the narrator but doesn’t want to leave. or at least that’s how i’m interpreting it. another bop

From the Gallows: 2nd new song. it seems kinda like new invention pt. 2 possibly about the same person because dallon once again mentions someone being beautiful and evil at the same time. i love the piano in this song and the way it sounds like a generic slow love song, when it’s actually a little bit dark. also, is that the fred voice? as in fitter, happier voice? i’m almost certain it is. i don’t have a mac, so i don’t know, but it sounds like fitter, happier voice.

Clusterhug: this song sorta reminds me of some of the stuff dallon did with panic! and maybe even the brobecks. i feel like it could’ve been a vice & virtues bonus track and i wouldn’t question it. oh i just looked it up and apparently it was written during too weird era. so that explains it. the chorus in this song is just so pretty and dallon is once again going crazy with those high notes. it’s very ironic that dallon wrote the line “holy quarantine” before 2020.

Sugar Pills: “could it be that it’s only in my hhhheeeeeeEEEEEAAAAAAAAADD?” i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again, i’m in love with dallon’s voice. that funky musical interlude is so cool. this is one of the songs where the synth-y noises make me feel nostalgic in a way. not that i’ve heard them before, but like you could’ve told me this song was a hit in the early 2000′s and i’d believe you. this is probably one of my favorites.

Kiss Goodnight: i love this song,,, a lot. this is a really sweet love song, it makes me feel like i have a crush on someone even though i don’t. i also love the line “believe i’ll be a gentleman or you can show me the door” because it’s foreshadowing to a later song on the album. i feel like i would hear this song in like- a cool mall. it’s so sweet and i love the pretty lyrics and aaaaaa it’s so beautiful!!!!! did i mention i love dallon’s voice???? i think this might be another one of my favorites, but i could honestly say that about every song on here.

Lights Go Down: this is another one with that nostalgic synth noise. the instrumentals honestly remind of lemon demon, maybe it’s just me, but that those funky noises just radiate lemon demon energy. this song makes me feel like i’m in a car late at night in a big city where all the pretty lights are out and the car smells like air freshener. that makes no sense, but it just does. such amazing vibes. the drums in this song are also very epic. cool saxaphone.

Need You Here: i feel bad because i almost forgot about this song. and it’s about dallon’s kidsssss~!!! that’s so cute. amelie did such a good job. i remember when i first listened to this, i was like “wait is this about his kids?” and it is. i didn’t know amelie could sing so well, i honestly thought they got some other artist to sing there. the high note GOD I LOVE DALLON’S VOICE.

Door: i’ll be honest, i cried like a little baby the first time i heard this one. sorta reminds me of how i am with my friends. just always suggesting that they leave me because i don’t feel like i’m good enough for them. it really do be like that sometimes. “promise the next time you take my hand is to show me the door” that line- oh god- that line gets me every time, dude. my sensitive little baby brain can’t handle that much emotion.

Razzmatazz: i think it’s really cool how they ended the album with the title track. i think this one is my favorite idkhow song. the chorus is so lovely and it makes me nostalgic as hecc. and apparently i’m not the only one because when i commented it about it one the music video some people seemed to agree. the way dallon says “cast all your spells” makes me smile whenever i hear it BECAUSE I LOVE HIS VOICE. that chorus is my life support, i adore it with my entire heart. i’ll never get tired of hearing this one because whenever i hear it, it feels like i’m hearing it for the first time again. “let’s go paint the town on our way home.”

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if i had a physical copy of this album, i would give it a hug and kiss every night before i go to bed, i adore it. 10/10, great album, i love everything about it. i also feel like the track listing is perfect. ending it with razzmatazz was an amazing idea because i brings everything together after door. and starting off the leave me alone? that was a genius move. a wonderful listen from start to end, i’m so excited to see what my boys dallon and ryan do next because i was not expecting an album this great. i’ve already listened to it 2 and half times and it just got released today. absolutely worth the wait.

and that’s all i had to say about razzmatazz, in all honestly, it was the only reason i wanted to get up this morning.

ok thanks for listening

#razzmatazz #idkhow #idkfbtfm #i don't know how but they found me #dallon weekes #ryan seaman #panic! at the disco #the brobecks #album review #nate says nonsense #other bands

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yasxgamal · 4 years

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Full name: Yasin Gamal Pronunciation: ee-ah-ceen gah-mah-l Nickname(s): Yas, E. Birthdate: November 20th, 1986 Age: 34 Zodiac: Scorpio Gender: Male Pronouns: He/him/his Romantic orientation: Panromantic Sexual orientation: Pansexual Nationality: English Ethnicity: Egyptian Current location: London, UK Living conditions: Yas' place is a one-bedroom mess. It's a good flat, spacious and in a good location, all things considered, but he's not the best at decorating. Apart from the very odd artwork or two hanging crookedly on the walls, there isn't much more to it. He keeps his space clean and tidy when he has the time to do that, but it's not a very personal place. Also probably smells like smoke most of the time -- or, air freshener if he's trying to impress you.

Background

Birthplace: London, UK Hometown: London, UK Social Class: Wealthy if you count the parents' money, Middle if you consider his own money and lifestyle currently, and his tendencies to waste it all on cigarettes. Educational achievements: A really fancy degree in Computer Sciences and Computer Engineering at the most expensive college in the UK Father: Omar Gamal Mother: Safiya Gamal Sibling(s): Samir Gamal and Aisha Gamal. Birth order: Samir, Yas, Aisha is the youngest. Pets: Ramen, the stray cat that crawls in through his window and occasionally spends weeks sleeping inside, and then disappears for months on end. Previous relationships: One big relationship in college for 3 years, a miserable breakup. Then mostly only casual things after that, none he would consider true relationships. Arrests: N/A Prison time: N/A

Occupation & Income

Current occupation: Programmer for the Time Machine project Dream occupation: Programmer for the first working Time Machine Past job(s): College Era: various internships, waiter, freelance photographer for kids' parties, freelance I.T., tech teacher for the elderly, tech teacher for children, coder and manager for a pornographic film company's website. Post-College Era: has helped coding and programming several apps and softwares independently, then a stable job at GoodCore Software Ltd. as SQA Lead. Spending habits: Yas spends a lot on cigarettes and technology, but everything else he doesn't care enough for. In debt?: No Most valuable possession: Emotionally, his own laptop or phone, and all the photos and memories stored in them, as well as his work. Legally and monetarily, though, it's the BAFTA statuette from his sister, which he now gets to keep for a year because he won a bet (it's fine, she has more than one).

Skills & Abilities

Physical strength: Average Speed: Average Intelligence: Above Average when it comes to all things technology, Average on some other subjects. Accuracy: Average Agility: Above Average Stamina: Above Average Teamwork: Great in environments where everyone is delegated a certain job and he gets to do his thing in his corner to add to the mix. When it comes to people wanting to mess with his codes, he gets a bit stubborn and difficult to deal with. Shortcomings: often lets his pride ruin things, a bit of an inflated ego when it comes to his work, bad at communicating. Languages spoken: English, Arabic Drive?: Yes Jump-start a car?: No Change a flat tyre?: Yes Ride a bicycle?: Poorly Swim?: Yes Play an instrument?: If you count the guitar lessons in his childhood (he does) Play chess?: Yes Braid hair?: No Tie a tie?: Yes Pick a lock?: No Cook?: Yes, the very bare minimum, and he hardly does it.

Physical Appearance & Characteristics

Faceclaim: Rami Malek Eye colour: Greyish green Hair colour: Black Hair type/style/length: Shaved on the sides, originally short on top but it grows out too fast and he can't be bothered to get a haircut, so it grows out curly. When it starts to become a mop and look like he has a helmet of hair on, he cuts it short again, and repeats that cycle. Glasses/contacts?: No, but they're needed. He has shit eyesight and no one ever forced him to get glasses so he never did. Don't ask him to read any signs that are far away. Dominant hand: Right Height: 5'9 / 175cm Weight: 154 lb / 70kg Build: Slim Exercise habits: Nonexistent, but he does a lot of walking Skin tone: Olive (Type IV) Tattoos: The initials of his siblings, A.S. in a simple font, on the bottom of his ribs on his right side. They all have matching ones. He continuously tells them the joke that they should get a fourth sibling with an S name, so he can get A.S.S. tattooed instead. Piercings: None Marks/scars: Several small scars around his legs and arms, from climbing around and getting into trouble as a middle child desperate for attention. A more notorious scar runs up behind his left elbow from a night in college when he got wasted with his friends and had an accident with a knife (don't ask). Clothing style: Black, a lot of black. The most colourful thing in his closet might be a dark grey jumper. Very minimalistic in the sense that he never wears patterns or colours or graphic tees, it's always just very dry and kind of bland. He probably could get into fashion if he wanted to, but he feels bad spending so much of his hard-earned money on the high-fashion stuff. Also he can frequently be spotted wearing those compression gloves/braces on his hands, for carpal tunnel syndrome Jewellery: A couple necklaces that have no emotional attachment besides "I thought they were cool so I bought them", but he's never without them, even when they mostly just hang inside his shirts. Dabbles in rings if he's feeling fancy. Allergies: None Diet: Consists of mostly snacks. He occasionally buys the healthy kind, like a couple granola bars or some fruit, but if he's going through a big project, he'll only snack. Anything easy to eat with one hand goes. He does, however, understand the value of nutrition and that he needs to fuel his body properly every once in a while; when that happens, he resorts to ordering food from some healthy restaurant nearby. It's basically a couple salads a month and then nothing but Doritos for days straight. Physical ailments: Carpal tunnel syndrome happens often enough that it's almost chronic, because he doesn't usually take breaks or stretch his wrists out like he's supposed to. Back pain from sitting all day (and bad posture) is also so present that he barely notices it anymore.

Psychology

MBTI type: INTJ Enneagram type: Type Five Moral Alignment: Chaotic Neutral Temperament: Somewhere between Phlegmatic and Melancholic? Element: Water Emotional stability: Who is she! Introvert or Extrovert? Introvert Obsession(s): Outdoing his siblings, no matter how much he loves them Compulsion(s): Working to the point of forgetting to take care of himself Phobia(s): Acrophobia and atychiphobia Addiction(s): Cigarettes/Vaping Drug use: Sometimes wrongly and terribly pops an Adderall when pulling all-nighters. Has smoked weed before, but he doesn't love the slowness of when he gets high. Alcohol use: Not very often nowadays, but the occasional blackout still happens. He's known to become a completely different person when he drinks, much more loose and fun and happy, so he does it sparingly Prone to violence?: No Prone to crying?: No Believe in love at first sight?: Yes, but doesn't think he's the type to ever experience that, since it takes a while for him to get close to people, so he believes in it as an abstract concept

Mannerisms

Accent: RP English Speech quirks: A lot of pauses between words and sentences, since he often thinks a lot before he speaks. The occasional ums and uhs and some stuttering if his mind is working faster than he can speak, too. Hobbies: Photography, playing video games, reading novels (graphic or otherwise), finding passive-aggressive memes to send into the Gamal siblings groupchat Habits: Stealing wifi, smoking and vaping, ordering delivery of everything instead of getting it himself Nervous ticks: lip chewing, tapping fingers, bouncing one knee, scratching his neck/jaw or touching his nose Drives/motivations: It's all for the glory, babey Fears: Never achieving anything grand Sense of humour?: It goes as far as memes and roasting his loved ones, but not much further than that. He's usually not comfortable enough to crack jokes, but you might get a sarcastic comment or two if you're lucky. Deep down, he can be sharp and quick-witted, but it doesn't come out often, unless he's having drinks. Do they curse often?: Hecc yes, probably as a form of rebellion against his posh parents

Favourites

Animal: Tarsier Beverage: Strong black coffee with two spoons of sugar Book: Don Quixote, by Miguel de Cervantes Colour: Green Food: Zalabya Flower: Jasmine Gem: Peridot Mode of transportation: Walking, and if not, the metro Scent: Oranges Sport: Tennis Weather: Rainy enough that he doesn't feel anyone's judgement for staying inside all day Vacation destination: Japan

Attitudes

Greatest dream: Finally being famous for his work Greatest fear: Never achieving anything big enough to make him happy, and being forever miserable because of it Most at ease when: Left by himself or enjoying someone else's company that he's truly comfortable with, probably in silence, doing his own thing Least as ease when: Forced into environments where he has to put on fancy clothes and pretend to be enjoying himself when he's not. Alternatively: when he's going on hour 32 without any sleep and he's denied more coffee Worst possible thing that could happen: Achieving greatness but realising he needs something else in order to feel fulfilled and be happy Biggest achievement: His degree and hopefully the first working Time Machine Biggest regret: He doesn't like to say he regrets things, so there's nothing he'd call a huge regret. But if he had to say something, he'd probably say it was not telling that one high school crush that he liked them.

#yes i did choose a borderline pornographic photo that has nothing to do w my character #in hopes to thirst trap everyone #and what about it??????#rami deserves this #( task 001 )#( task )

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pure-bakusass · 5 years

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Deaf Bakugou (again)

Remember 💥that💥 post of mine? I was headcanoning deaf!Bakugou thing back then. Actually it was more of a slightly deaf Bakugou thing, like just having minor hearing problems. This time I wondered what it would be like if he went completely deaf.

Imagine Bakugou starting off with minor hearing problems, but he stubbornly refuses to use hearing aids or be careful with his quirk like doctors tell him to. Obviously "he is Bakugou fucking Katsuki and shit like this won't stop him", therefore it gets worse and worse through the years, finally resulting in him losing his hearing completely.

At first he refuses to put up with this weakness of his and is very angry and broken, terrified even. Imagine how extremely difficult would it be for such an expressive and loud person as Bakugou Katsuki, suddenly having to get used to living in the world of silence.

Back when Bakugou was still able to hear more or less, there was a lot of friendly jokes around, about how it'd be great if there happened anything that would make Bakugou shut the fuck up. But when Bakugou looses hearing, and after screaming into oblivion at the top of his lungs (in an irrational desperate attempt to hear something) he goes absolutely mad silent, doesn't say even a single word, just goes around avoiding any contact with others or glares at them spitefully if anyone bothers him- - then it doesn't make a single soul happy that he finally shut up. It's a very uncomfortable, very difficult to bear kind of silence. Bakugou feels like he did not only lose his hearing, but also his voice, because if he himself can't hear it anymore, then what's the fucking point?

That is until Kirishima begins to work on that with him. As far as I'm concerned deaf people can talk with others in a regular way, perfecting the art of reading words from someone's lips movements. Kirishima would practice that very patiently with Bakugou, moving from the most simple things to more difficult ones, while telling him both sweet words like "i love you" or the dorkiest shit to make him smile.

With Kirishima, Bakugou is slowly starting to accept his disability and feel good about himself again. Kirishima serves as a panic attack calmer and constant reminder that being deaf doesn't limit Bakugou at all, that it's actually an experience that can teach him a lot and make him even stronger than he already is. Kirishima learns sign language exclusively for Bakugou, helps him study it, they are both studying it together. First signing that Bakugou did was a "thank you" for Kirishima, then all the swear words he could think of. On the battlefield Kirishima always fights along Bakugou's side, so that it compensates the lack of Bakugou's hearing. Bakugou has faith and trust in Kirishima, letting him guide and protect him when he's at his most vulnerable. Kirishima literally IS Bakugou's ears. When they have sex and Kirishima makes the cutest, sexiest faces, Bakugou lets him know that it's a fucking shame he can't hear those lovely moans of his, and it makes Kirishima giggle.

As they grow up and become pros, Ground Zero the deaf hero is already well known and respected for getting so far as a hero despite his disability. Both Ground Zero and his husband Red Riot actively raise money on foundations that help children with disabilities. Bakugou takes huge pride in himself and had quite a lot of public statements of his where he had encouraged people to "fuck their disabilites and do their thing." Wheneter anyone tries to be overly sensitive with him or speak to him in this annoying, slow spoken manner, he raises his eyebrow and says "I am fucking deaf, not dumb". Hovewer he does occasionally play dumb in front of the press to avoid having to speak with journalists he doesn't like. That's a little guilty pleasure of his.

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Thank you so much @sweetonmylove, for being the first one to hear about this and giving me such an adorable reaction of yours. I was so happy you liked this stuff that I was like aw hecc why not post it then?

#bnha #bnha headcanons #ally's headcanons #bakugou katsuki #kirishima eijirou #deaf!bakugou #kiribaku #pro heroes kiribaku #ground zero #red riot #bakugou i am deaf not dumb katsuki #what a goddamn mood #deaf bakugou is valid #hear me out #the support and love he receives from kirishima fucking melts me #kiribaku is goddamn perfect

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ff-imagines · 5 years

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Hi! I love your blog, i get rlly excited when i see u posted something. Could you do some Pizza hcs? If you wanna, i mean-

*slamming both fists on the table* baby boy content! baby boy content! baby boy content! baby boy content! baby boy content!

General headcanons: pizza

• sweet boy made of sugar and sunlight......

• he’s honestly the person who wakes up at 5 am and shakes you till you wake up

• then he rambles about how pretty the rising sun is all the while you’re just dying inside

• h u m a n p u p p y

• ..... food puppy?

• regardless, where you go he goes.

• gets mopey when you’re not around

• cassata gets concerned when he sees pizza bumming around

• then he remembers you set off on a delivery a few hours ago and is like “oh he’s just clingy we’re good”

• cheese teases the h e l l out of this poor boy

• this is the only thing he genuinely can’t be bothered about

• “hahaha you’re like obsessed with them!”

• he just turns with a small smile like “yeah I am lmao you got me”

• honestly as much as he loves you, cheese and cassata are major parts of his life so they’re kinda a package deal

• y’all on a date? They’re gonna be behind you like this the whole time

• but that also means you’ve got a constant support squad at all times

• a Karen was mean to you at the supermarket? Don’t worry, pizza and cassata are tracking the gps location of her soccer van this very moment :)

• But those two also know that contantly hanging around can get annoying so they do give you guys space if you request it lmao

• pizza himself is very very touch starved

• hug him, hold his hand, mess with his hair, cuddle him

• all of the above makes him melt into an actual puddle of goop

• he’s also very nervous about over stepping a boundary so in all honestly he’s making himself touch starved lmao

• “want hug.... but what if they don’t want hug....... no hug for me...... I’ll just hug a pillow....”

• so he’ll appreciate it if you make the first moves with physical affection

• he has no trouble saying he loves you at all, compliments come easy

• that’s why he feels nervous to touch you, words are easy to say but body language and reactions to his touch are hard to fake

• so he’s scared of negative reactions from you cause if he ever made you feel uncomfortable he’d crawl into a ball and sob

• also he cries a lot

• toaster taking to long? Cri

• your significant other compliments your hat? Cri

• the rice is really good today? Cri

• awesome tv show ended? Cri

• you saw a really adorable bunny? Cri

• you get the point

• the positive/negitive things in life just overwhelm him, so he cries out of joy or frustration

• a good gift to get him would be some scented tissues

• when you hand them to him he cries laughs and suggests you not spend to much on him

• and he’s serious on that, spending a lot of money on gifts makes him feel uneasy

• “I should be spoiling you not the other around hecc”

• he appreciates all you give him, but prefers the small things and handmade gifts.

• he also gifts you with those kind of things

• almost every week he makes something out of flowers

• flower crowns, necklaces, bracelets, wreaths, and even pressed flowers.

• he really really likes flowers

• he also likes you

• you + flowers = g o o d

• would really like to start a garden with you

• he has a pretty solid green thumb, so even if you’re not that great of a gardener, he can swoop in and save the poor plants

• what matters is you’re trying! And he’s encouraging you all the way!!!

• his favorite flowers are lavender, daisies, hollyhock, hyacinths, and birds of paradise.

• once went to a supermarket, saw an employee watering a desert rose to the point of flooding, internally screeched and bought the tiny plant so he could nurse it back to heath after the water assault

• he did, a little too well

• now you guys have this incredibly big and impressive desert rose that’s like a short oak tree at this point

• calls it his pink son

• is very proud of his son

• pizza is also very very into classic dancing

• his favorite is just slow waltzing with you

• even if you trip over your feet and end up stomping on his own, he’s laughing all the way

• he doesn’t really have nicknames for you, just kinda says your name, or shortened version of your name in varied excited tones

• is not afraid to be feminine and would let you do his makeup and nails

• prefers you do clear nail polish cause he likes the glossy look

• does not want you to paint his nails in neon colors cause they hurt his eyes

• he also cuddles a lot.

• even if he falls asleep before you enter the room, as soon as you lay your head on the pillow you feel his snuggling into you

• he’s not even conscious and he’s still trying to snug

• his body isn’t too warm or too cold, it’s about average.

• his neck tends to warm up though as he likes to pile blankets on his upper body and tucks them around his neck and torso

• and yours if you’ll let him lmao

• this baby can find the positive to everything

• always looking for the silver lining in every situation and every person

• the only exception is if that person or situation hurts someone he cares about

• you, cheese, and cassata are his main focus, and his support system

• is someone messes with his support system, he’s gonna do what he can to give them that support back.

• really really loves music boxes

• has a YouTube playlist called ” sleepy time” and it has a bunch of music box covers

• has a music box cover of everything stays in the show adventure time added multiple times in the playlist

• really really likes adventure time and the amazing world of gumball

• cried for days when adventure time ended

• his favorite episode is the finale of adventure time

• in the amazing world of gumball, he found the spoon super funny, but really loved the changes for its message.

• actually he just really loves cartoons

• very firm believer that while modern spongebob isn’t terrible, classic spongebob will always be miles ahead

• he will and has fought over this opinion

• really hates confrontation with you, if you butt heads he’ll just calmly state his side and pray you don’t try to bicker further

• he hates fighting with someone he loves

• it takes away from the fun times!

• has very little musical talent but does hum a lot when idling

• sometimes he’ll randomly hum, sometimes it’s a song he heard earlier

• if you hum along with him he’ll have a big dopey grin

• ends up clacking teeth with you a lot when kissing cause he’s smiling to much

• whatever it is you do, you can guarantee you’re gonna have him supporting and loving you the entire way.

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kiwisimie · 5 years

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𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐓𝐨 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐌𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐠 !!

RULES: Post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions!

TRAITS: loner, music lover, clumsy

tagged by: the great @honeybeqr

✩ QUESTIONS 1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? um just esther is fine 2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? mum, wife, goldfish, and esti 3. BIRTHDAY? 3rd july 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? um I don’t really read series but princess diaries and dork diaries are pretty fun 5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? honestly idk like I believe in the after life and there kinda has to something out there 6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? rainbow rowell 7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? I always force my dad to play capital when i’m in his car sooooo I guess its capital (?) 8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? vanilla and chocolate ( cant go wrong with the classics ) 9. WHAT WORD OR PHRASE WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? cool, good, um great as you can see my vocabulary isn’t that advanced 10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? japanese denim - Daniel Caesar, closely followed by broke - samm hemshaw 11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? pueblo, it means village/town in spanish 12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? i’m listening to the schuyler sisters as I write this 13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? modern family and the simspons 14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? the princess and the frog, it has good songs 15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? not really i’m more of a lets play watcher 16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? disappointing people and death 17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i’m very empathetic/sympathetic, I try to see things from the person’s perspective 18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I tend to shut down a lot and just hide away suddenly 19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? I guess dogs but i’m not really an animal person 20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? summer for sure 21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? with stress? yes 22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? being able to fluently speak french 23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? um next 24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? dark brown 25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? its really dark brown so it just looks black 26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my family 27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? once again me family 28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my friends 29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? the half term 30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? fanfics, kpop, bullet journals and stationary ( an odd combo of things I know ) 31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? totally spies, les zinzins de l'espace, and ratz 32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my brother, he’s a real g 33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? not really 34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? I cant with butterflies I panic a bit when they fly near me 35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? I like having the memories when i’m in front of it but I do like being behind it 36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? playing instruments, reading and making sims 37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? fangirl by rainbow rowell thoroughly enjoyed it 38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? the greatest showman I think 39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? piano, some chords on ukulele and guitar, i’ve been taking violin lessons, and I have a clarinet from school that I have yet to play seriously 40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? any baby animal is my favourite animal 41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? anyone that posts is amazing 42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? teleportation because i’m a lazy bugger 43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in bed listening to music or reading 44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? memes that my friends send me and being with people 45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I play for my school’s football and netball team and we do loads of different sports during lessons 46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? orange juice 47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? I wrote little messages in all the Christmas cards I gave out last year 48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? I don’t think so, ooo do I love the feeling when you’re in a plane and your stomach does that thing when it goes down a bit ( I probably sound crazy ) 49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? ermmm slow walkers and being late for no reason 50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? no :( I really wanted to go to love yourself tour but I couldn’t get a ticket 51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? I don’t think I could ever 52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? an Olympian, still lowkey want to be one 53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? all of them 54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? exams and nearing everything I say and do ( I am a very anxious child ) 55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? kinda 56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yes but i’m definitely not talented so you’re not hearing that any time soon 57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? not without informing the school because i’m a good child 58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? good question 59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? in a city that’s maybe in another country 60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? no and i’ve never had one 61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? a bit of both I think 62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunrise, gotta love golden hour 63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? no as I am underaged 64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? depends on where I am and what i’m doing 65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? no but like all of my friends have 66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? there is a wide variety 67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? mi madre 68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? do webtoons and mangas count? 69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? how ignorant someone people are 70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? definitely real books, I have brought a couple 71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? music and maths 72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? yeah I have an older sister, two older brothers and a little sister 73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? tipp-ex, a clip-on light and a new moisturiser 74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 169cm whatever that is in inches 75. CAN YOU COOK? only like the basic things 76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? family, friends and clothes 77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? CUCUMBERS and AVOCADOS 78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? my closer friends are basically all female 79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? i’m your everyday heterosexual 80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? in the east of england 81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my mum 82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a few days when I went to went to watch the curious incident of the dog in the night-time ( that show was a lot to handle ) 83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? bestdressed I love her personality and her sense of style 84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? occasionally 85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? tumblr, youtube, google keep and huji 86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? we are get along nicely 87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? I don’t really have a favourite I find them all pretty entertaining 88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? italy 89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 6 and 3 90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? unfortunately I am not that talented 91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? yes 92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? we always watch documentaries about the deep ocean in science lessons and that’s always interesting 93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? hecc no 94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? i’m like 99% i’m not 95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? yes 96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? when I raise my eyebrows they move 97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? more often then I would like 98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forests 99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? ‘if you mess up no one’s going to notice unless you allow them to notice it’ my music teachers always say that for performances 100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? I think I can be pretty convincing 101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Hufflepuff! 102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? all the time, it helps me sort out my thoughts and explain things to myself 103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? I am an introvert ( big surprise there ) and my personality type is isfj 104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yes but i’ve always been inconsistent with it 105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? yes 106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? give it to some sort of authority ( like a teacher or the police ) 107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? sure 108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? very 109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes and I love them 110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? just my ears 111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? baz and simon ( that’s two I know ) 112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no 113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? applying for literally everything 114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? not really 115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? I have glasses and I want contacts for when I do sports 116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? at some point in my life, yes 117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? I know a lot of people that are smart in different areas of life 118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? don’t really want that on the internet 119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? I always end up falling asleep 120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOUR CLOTHES? white, black, a lot of yellow, and red ( I have a lot more colour then I used to ) 121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yes 122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? no but my school has been 123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 14 124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? ’ good-night, helen’ the only part of jane eyre I liked 125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? depends on my mood I encourage anyone how wants to do this to go for it :)

#about two weeks later here we are #and oh look its a new edit style #what a surprise #im sorry for all the grammatical errors I wrote both on my phone and my laptop #why is this so blurry oof #simself #get to know me

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razmahdaz-art · 6 years

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A Second Chance For More. Chapter 9 - Finale

We Did It! Frick Yeah! Super sweet ending, and it leaves room for any future drabbles and things! But Yes! It’s 4 AM and i am ruined. I’ll probably make a master post with links for all the chapters sometime soon, but for now, i’m tired as hecc.

For the whole week that Hanzo spent in Nepal, he was certain he’d lost a few digits. The snow was at least waist deep and the clothes he packed didn’t seem to be enough, no matter how many layers he had on his being. Even if the week was spent with Genji, Zenyatta, and the many other tutors that lived in the temple, he was glad to be back somewhere that got to be over -20 degrees. Christmas had come and gone, the only thing remaining in the year being New Years itself. Genji, Hanzo, and Zenyatta had not been the first to return from their time off. The Amaris had returned a day or so before them, as did the Lindholms (Along with Reinhardt, of course). The base was slowly starting to fill again, but missions wouldn’t be issued unless it was an emergency, that was a promise Winston was sure to keep.

Hanzo had gotten many reactions from the teammates that had seen him from Ana suggesting that she does something similar, to Brigette even offering to paint his nails since, as she put it, ‘It’d look good with your new style!’. Even with the small jokes and light insults that he knew had no weight behind them, all the feedback was positive. He’d be lying if Hanzo said the compliments didn’t give him a small confidence boost.

The following days went by faster than expected. It seemed as if people were returning everyday. Lena was being worked to the bone, going back and forth between countries and continents whenever anyone said they were ready to come home. But even then she did it with a smile on her face. As each day went by and more and more people returned, Hanzo had noticed that Jesse wasn’t among any of them. He’d even asked Lena if she had heard anything from him. “Sorry, Love. He hasn’t called since he left,” She said in between light yawns. Hanzo hid it, but deep down, he was slightly worried. Genji hadn’t heard anything from Jesse for a few days now, and now since no one has...His mind wandered towards the worst. Jesse was alone, no one went with him, and since no one did, it meant that if he went missing, or if something happened to him, no one would’ve known.

“I’m sure he’s fine, Hanzo. Even if he isn’t responding, I’ve seen he’s at least read my messages,” Genji said, his arms wrapped around a pillow, sitting crossed legged on his siblings bed. Hanzo sat at his desk, trying to hide his emotions from his younger brother. Why was he so worried? He admitted that Jesse was a close friend by this point, and he knew that Jesse would always be safe on his own. After all, he had seen how he fought, it’d take more than an army to bring Jesse down to his knees. Even then… Hanzo dreaded to think what may have happened. “I’m worried as well, but I trust that McCree is fine, Anija. He’s probably in a dead zone, or something. I’m sure we’ll hear from him before New Years,” Genji reassured. Even if Hanzo didn’t have to say it, he knew his brother cared. Genji was even a bit worried on the inside, but he knew if he was panicking, it might make things worse. New Years was only a couple days away, and everyone promised to be back in time for it. Hanzo swallowed before letting out a long held breath. “If you believe he is alright, then i’ll do the same,” He said softly. He still held a look of gloom to his face. His brother got up from the bed and walked over, resting a hand on his shoulder, offering comfort. They shared a small smile before Genji suggested that they go distract themselves, make food, train, something. Just to get there minds out of this cloud of worry.

The two days following went by excruciatingly slow. Everyone was back on the base now, every agent has returned. Everyone besides McCree. It was New Years Eve, and people were preparing. Getting alcohol, the scent of last minute cooking and baking filled the air no matter where one stood, and some occasionally said that ‘Back home It’s already next year.’ Hanzo and Genji sat in the midst of the Chaos, not really having much to offer. Everyone had already made more than enough food, and the alcohol was fully stocked to everyone's tastes. The siblings just sat and watched agents come in and out of the kitchen, plates of delicious smelling food wafting through the air and mixing with other dishes. But even with the smiles and stories that Hanzo occasionally eavesdropped on, Jesse’s well being was still plaguing his mind. He sipped his tea and remained quiet, his brother seemingly in the same place as him. Angela, who was making the best smelling cookies in the history of the world, seemed to notice. She put her bowl of cookie dough to the side (Hana stealing a small ball or two for herself) before she came to join them. She knew exactly what they were thinking, after all, Jesse was her friend as well.

“Winston said if we don’t hear anything by tonight, we’ll send agents out tomorrow to his last location,” she reassured, sitting on the table next to Genji. They both looked up to her, not really realizing that they’d seemed to be sulking the entire time. “I don’t think anything is wrong, maybe he just wanted some personal time. Even then, it’s very unlike him to not respond to anyone. All we can do for the moment is hope,” She said, giving them a smile similar to a mother trying to keep her children happy in times of trouble. It put some nerves at ease, for both the Shimada. “Now, get up. You shouldn’t be sulking. Socialize, talk, tell your own stories! We shouldn’t worry. We should be positive. After all, it’s what Jesse would be doing if this was any of us,” She said, before walking back to the kitchen, returning to a half gone bowl of cookie dough.

“She’s right. As much as I want to dwell on this, we shouldn’t. Everyone else is worried but they’re still smiling,” Genji said, standing up from his seat. Hanzo watched him and was reluctant to do the same. He still seemed anxious, Genji knew how his brother dwelled on things. He got a mischievous look on his face before beginning to walk to the kitchen. Hanzo watched as his brother stood in the doorway and spoke loud enough for him to hear.

“Did i ever tell you guys how Hanzo destroyed the entire Art room back in primary school?” Genji asked, and Hanzo knew what he was doing. Nonetheless, it was enough for him to get up to try and cover Genji’s mouth as he started to tell an elaborate tale of Hanzo going so far to prove a point that he accidently breaks every box of art supplies in the storage closet. Everyone seemed to enjoy it, but Hanzo got his revenge, of course, telling the story of how Genji came home so drunk one night that he attempted (and subsequently lost) a fight with a potted tree.

While everyone was busy, they filled the air of happy and quite embarrassing tales from their shared childhood, and even some recent stories from Blackwatch and the few peculiar events that had occurred in Hanzo’s life while he was wondering. All entertaining and all making the siblings forget that they were even worrying in the first place. This was how it was well into the evening, sharing stories, memories, winter break stories, showing photos and reminiscing on the past year. All would admit that it was less than a good year, far from it, but they could all agree that it was great to be together again after so long of being apart.

By the later hours, everyone was in the large rec room, drinking alcohol, talking among themselves and watching a bunch of news stations (all on mute) counting down the hours till the New Year was upon them. Hanzo was conversing about his own teammates, even going as far as promising Hana to paint his nails before the night was over. Satya caught people's attention when she made shapes and projections with her hard light, placing small statues on tables or little trinkets on the ceiling to hang. It was a warm and inviting party, everyone feeling like they belonged somewhere, double goes for the eldest Shimada. Soft music, gentle talking, and sipping from his new Sake bottle. But still, even as distracted as he was, the nagging feeling of where Jesse was, was always there, at the back of his mind.

No one noticed when Lena came in an hour till midnight, a tall Ginger girl holding her hand as they walked in. In Hanzo’s case, he didn’t realize she was gone. “Sorry i was a little late, Loves. Last trip out i promise,” she said, completely drained from her busy week. The ginger woman kissed her forehead, with a gentle smile. “She’d better get a longer break for all the flying she’s had to do. I barely got a weekend with her,” She said. They took there seat, a bit farther back on an empty sofa, and Hanzo thought he saw Lena completely fall asleep on the others lap. She definitely earned it.

“Sorry I’m late, too. Time just got away from me,” a familiar, low, voice with that annoying country drawl on it’s tone let out. A tall figure with that red serape around him couldn’t belong to anyone else. Hanzo watched Genji jump over a couch, probably Ana aswell, to give McCree a hug. Fareeha joined him, swaddling the man in a tight grip. Jesse just laughed and hugged the pair back, eventually being let go. Not after answering questions, of course. “Where were you and why weren’t you messaging any of us!?” Fareeha softly shouted, her arm wrapping around Jesse’s neck to bring him in a light choke hold. Genji took his hat, as if holding it as ransom.

“Sorry! I really am! I got caught up in private work over break that couldn’t wait till later, so...I had to go off the grid for a few,” He confessed, his hands wrapping around Fareeha’s arm that held him in place. “Didn’t really have time to talk. Was kinda busy not getting strung up in the middle of a desert and left to starve,” he said. Fareeha let him go and he stood straight, eventually leaving him be. Genji still held his hat captive, playing keep away with it whenever Jesse reached for it. While McCree’s back was turned, Hanzo had got up to finally say ‘Welcome Back’ but he was caught off guard quickly. “Hanzo! Catch!” His brother said as he tossed the cowboy hat over McCree’s head. Hanzo caught it with ease, and Jesse finally turned to face him.

He was surprised by what he was looking at. Hanzo, the most traditional man he knew was standing before him, with an undercut, piercings, and the most genuine smile he’d ever seen on the man’s face. He was speechless. Genji moved next to him, leaning against him like he was a stone column in the middle of the room. He was frozen in place, just taking it all in. He didn’t realize he was being talked too.

“Jesse? You Okay?” Genji asked, jabbing him in the side to get his attention. “You’re being spoken too, don’t be rude.” Jesse blinked a few times, before finally speaking. “Sorry...You were saying?” He asked, not sure who was speaking to him. “I said, i trust you are well and safe?” Hanzo repeated with a small laugh. McCree’s hat was still in his hands, and he offered it to the other, to which he took it and placed it back on his head. “Y-Yeah! Yeah, I’m fine, thank you,” he said, his words trailing into the next sentence. “Lord, you changed. It’s…” He attempted to find the words, but it was incredibly difficult. “Weird?” Genji answered. “Disastrous?” Hanzo said, taking a jab at himself with a light laugh.

“No, No! Not at all, It’s...Good. It looks really good,” Jesse complimented, running his eyes up and down Hanzo’s figure. “It’s just a change. But Lord does it look good on you.” Hanzo just smiled that same damn smile, even a hint of blush on his cheeks. “Thank you, Jesse,” He says, rubbing the back of his neck. He was a bit bashful, obviously not used to the compliments. Before they could speak another word or catch up about anything, Hana was pulling on Hanzo’s arm, attempting to drag him back to their small circle on the floor.

“Come On! You promised that i could paint your nails, and I'm dead set on doing it!” She said in a determined tone. His brother and Jesse looked at him with a slightly confused gaze, before they let him go. He went back to his place on the floor, sitting crossed legged as apparently, Brigette was painting Lucio’s. “You owe me for letting you do this,” He stated as his right hand was jerked from him, being handled by the small girls.

Jesse and Genji stood at the back, in silence and just watching the scene. Genji was looking over everyone, bouncing back between small groups and catching conversations half way through, but Jesse’s eyes were still stuck on Hanzo. Watching him as his hand was mercilessly grabbed and Hana started swatching colours on his short nails before deciding on a colour. Jesse was staring again, toning everything out just to focus on him. That was until a strong jerk almost pulled his arm out of his socket as he was swiftly drug out of the rec room and into the hallway by the Cyborg who stood next to him. Only then was he snapped out of his trance.

“You motherfucker,” Genji started, the biggest shit eating grin on his face. “I’ve seen this look before, only a few times, but I've seen it. Jesse McCree, you are in love with my older brother!” He accused, and Jesse’s cheeks just turned tomato red. He fumbled over his words a bit, his hand rubbing the back of his neck. “Well, I...I wouldn’t exactly go as far as to say ‘Love’ but…,” He started, a look of defeat on his face. “He’s grown on me, alright. And his look, well...It just about makes things worse,” He finally admitted, still blushing like mad. Genji crossed his arms as he spoke in a mocking tone. “I didn’t know you were into punk, edgy men with piercings,” Genji said with the most mocking tone in his voice. Jesse just rolled his eyes, them not quite meeting the others.

“It’s not that, even though it’s charming to high hell. No, it’s just...that smile on his face. The pure, genuine happiness of a man that has found his place in life and goddammit Genji, it made my heart sing when i saw it.” Jesse looked as if he’s remembering every time Hanzo has ever smiled around him, and he held every memory close. “It started out slow, just someone to drink and bitch too...But then he told me about his legs, and soon, stories got more personal. I’ve never felt so...Comfortable with someone before, not as much as i do with him.” Jesse confessed everything, like he’s confessing it all to himself alongside Genji. He’d sometime during all that slumped up against the wall, his head resting back against the cold metal. “I’ve got it bad, Genji. Worst part is, I don’t even know if Hanzo...Ya know,” he suggested a bit, and Genji caught on. “Jesse, trust me, he is. I was the first person he told. So you don’t have to worry about that,” He said, joining the other up against the wall.

“As his brother, I give you my full blessing, Jesse. You just need to know..,” Genji started, his hand resting on his friends shoulder. “Hanzo hasn’t gotten close to anyone like...This before. Of course, consorts and paid off escorts, but he’s never had anything relative to a relationship. If you are going to go for it, you’ll have to be patient, and you’ll have to be slow. Don’t kiss on the first date or do anything to crazy for it either. Be gentle, be considerate, and give him space,” Genji instructed, looking at Jesse. He nodded, tipping his hat back a bit and taking a deep breath that his lungs were begging for. They stood up from their slouching position, sharing a few quiet glances at each other. “And i swear to whatever god is above this great earth, you hurt him in anyway, i will kill you and make it look like an accident,” Genji threatened in a cold tone. Not that McCree would ever think of doing it, he was now certain to not to. He’d seen what Genji could do, and that threat was not empty.

They sat out in the hallway, Genji partially giving advice for first date ideas, and what his brother enjoyed, Jesse just smiling and taking mental notes. It had been a good few minutes since they had left the rec room, the hum of people still audible from where they were.

The only thing that made them shut up, was Hanzo himself stepping out of the party. He smiled a bit, but just passed them by, going...Somewhere. “Where you going, Anija?” Genji asked as his brother walked down the hall. “Just stepping out for a moment. I’ll return shortly,” he answered before returning on his way. Genji gave Jesse a small nudge and a look of ‘go get ‘em!’. Jesse just rolled his eyes and watched Hanzo leave the area before walking after him. “Remember! Slow,” Genji said in a strange mixture of a whispering shout. He just tipped his hat before finding his way through the halls and eventually catching up with Hanzo.

This spot, to which McCree has dubbed ‘Their Spot’ was all too familiar by this point. So many drinks shared, along with stories. He stood a feet behind a sitting Hanzo, who was actually perched in Jesse’s usual spot, sitting on one of legs and looking out to the ocean. His jacket was tight around him, but it didn’t seem to be quite enough since he seemed to be shivering. McCree was a bit confused, wondering why he was out here in the first place.

“Han? You alright?” He asked, still remaining a few feet behind him. Hanzo turned his head, and thankfully, he just seemed to be content. Though, he could be wrong, since he had a way of hiding his emotions quite well. “I’m fine, Jesse. I just needed some air. It was getting a bit...crowded in there, i just needed a moment,” Hanzo answered, fixing his jacket a bit. “Oh, ah...I’ll leave ya be then,” McCree started, knowing that he’s done this many times before and being alone was usually best. But Hanzo stopped him. “No! I mean...You don’t have to. I quite enjoy your company. After all, we haven’t gotten to talk other than that ‘Hello’ from earlier.”

Jesse smiled a bit and joined him, leaning against the same boxes as the other was, but he stood. Hanzo took up the only seat, and he didn’t want to intrude on the other. Even if he had just stepped out there, Jesse also started to shiver. He’d just gotten back from two weeks of constant 80 degree weather and sunny blue skies, snow and overcast were a bit strange to see again. It was quiet, a moment of calm that they shared. Jesse’s gave went from the coast, to Hanzo, and back again, repeating for the remaining moments before Hanzo broke the silence.

“How was your time? Aside from getting caught up in ‘work’ as you put it,” He asked, looking up at the much taller male. “It was nice. Warm sun, open desert. Went back to visit some family, so that was kinda nice,” Jesse told him, not elaborating to much. When he mentioned family, his face dropped a bit. Anyone else would have asked who his family was and where they were, but Hanzo caught it, and knew not to push on it to hard. “What about yourself? You look like you had a Hayday while i was gone,” He said afterwards, his flesh hand lighting patting Hanzo’s hair. It made Hanzo giggle a bit. “It was nice. Replaced my prosthetics, got a haircut, and spent the rest of the time with Genji in Nepal. Overall, it was nice. Even if you made me worry,” He admitted, his hands burying into his jacket pockets. “Aw, shucks! Worried about little ol’ me, were ya?” Jesse cooed, jokingly emphasizing his accent to an annoying level. The pair shared a small laugh, and god McCree’s knees went weak. “Yes, i was worried, until i remembered how you spoke,” Hanzo joked. They sat in that same silence from before, comfortable and warm.

‘Slow...c’mon Jesse, just ask him dammit. Now might be the only time,’ McCree thought to himself. He took in a breath and let it out, psyching himself up. He bit his lip as he spoke slow and gently. “Hey...Hanzo?” he asked, getting his attention, his eyes meeting the others, that smile still on his lips. “I was...Wondering...If we could get a drink? Not like, what we do already, i mean like...Coffee?” he fumbled over his words, his brain cursing him out over the million ways that could have sounded smoother. Hanzo took more than a moment to answer, and it seemed like the longest moment in the universe, waiting to be rejected by the other. “I mean, you don’t have too, i know it’s probably not your thing but-”

“Alright.” Jesse was cut off by the simple word. “That sounds wonderful, McCree. I’d love to get coffee with you,” Hanzo said fully, and Jesse just about passed out from all his nerves relaxing at once. He smiled a wide, toothy smile and nodded a bit, just excited about this. He reclaimed his composer, standing still for a moment to speak again. “Alright...That’s great! How about...Tomorrow morning? Know this great little place in town, quiet and small. Think you’ll like it,” Jesse suggested. Hanzo stood and smiled, fixing his hair a bit as he did, Jesse catching a glimpse of his painted nails. Black. Fitting. “That sounds wonderful. Be ready around...10?” Hanzo asked, still looking up at the other. “Perfect,” Jesse answered, still not believing that this is actually happening. For all he knew, it was a dream. A very real, very incredible dream that he knew he’d dreamt of before.

“It sounds like a wonderful way to start off the new year,” Hanzo said, fixing his jacket as he left the small space they shared. “It is late. We should return to celebrate with the others. Shall we?” Hanzo asked smiling at McCree. “After you,” He coos again, his arm gesturing towards the doorway. They walked back together, just barley back in time to catch the clock strike midnight. People cheered, hugged, sang songs and enjoyed the moment, Hanzo and McCree towards the back and just being in each others much wanted company.

It was mid July, the morning sun peering in through half closed shades and casting themselves onto the inhabitant of the small bed. The morning sun was just peering above the curve of the earth, blue, darkness, and stars still faintly hanging in the sky. The room was silent, not a single noise being heard. Hanzo’s eyes flutter open, not wanting to move from the comfortable position he lay in, looking onto the room as he was just on the edge of the bed, laying on his side, his hair disheveled and in his face. He yawned a bit, before his eyes closed once more. Something beside him shifted, a firm and warm mass pressing against his bare back and the faintest weight just about to rest on his side.

“Jesse McCree, you put that arm anywhere near me, i will cut it off,” Hanzo murmured into his pillow, a smirk creeping across his lips. He didn’t even have to look back to know that he was smiling. “Good morning to you to, sunshine,” McCree hummed, his lips just pressing against the back of Hanzo’s neck as gently as possible, his beard tickling a bit. Hanzo turned over, able to face his partner, sleep still in his own eyes. They shared a light kiss before Hanzo forced himself into the others chest, still not wanting to get up quite yet. McCree didn’t complain and just wrapped his arms around Hanzo, careful to not touch his skin with his metal arm. He’d gotten back so exhausted, he didn’t really want to do much else besides strip and hop into bed with Hanzo for the night, let alone take off his arm. He’d been gone for a week, and he was just happy to be home. Hanzo was just barley slipping back to sleep as Jesse grabbed his phone from the nightstand to check the time. It was early, 6:34 to be exact. The date was what gave Jesse a small moment of interest.

“Shit, darlin,” He said, lightly waking Hanzo, just a bit curious about what he was talking about. “It’s the one year anniversary, to the day, from when i punched you square in that pretty face of yours,” Jesse let out with a low, gentle laugh. Hanzo couldn’t help but smile against the others skin, his hands roaming around Jesse to hug him tight. “I have no idea how i gave you a second chance,” Hanzo said, looking at Jesse finally for the first time this morning. McCree just pressed their lips together in a gentle, sweet kiss.

“I’ve got no idea. But I got a second chance, and so much more,” Jesse hummed, before kissing the other one more time. They probably wouldn’t be leaving bed for a good few hours.

#mchanzo #overwatch #jesse mccree #hanzo shimada #genji shimada #fanfiction #A Second Chance For More #god damn that was long #super long chapter to end things off #also the ending was perfect #a twisted meaning #I LOVE IT #MY BOYS #HAPPY BOYS #my writings #now to sleep

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