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asbestos-11 · 21 days

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life is dark and miserable but tiny aventurine makes it all disappear

would be so sexy and cool if y'all could reblog my art^^

#hsr #aventurine #dr ratio #aventio #draw tag #i'm deep in the trenches rn and idk when i'll resurface #honestly the story made me lose it. i am emotionally damaged rn in the best way possible #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah hyv writers when i get you just you wait #on a side note i got luocha as an early so that makes my life a whole lot easier cuz now i can farm jades for the boy himself!!!

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hyakunana · 7 months

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When you need to lie, but you're a good boy.

#Lies of P #lop #neowiz #pinocchio #fanart #comics #interrupting your local d2 art fever for puppet time -- we shall return soon #I'm not done with the game yet so i ain't checking tags #steamrolled this one bc i still wanna do another d2 comic for the weekend #cant lose momentum yet yelp #as i prepare this post i'm stuck on the cathedral boss for two afternoons already #like-- i am having progress with the battle and improving my timing so i guess that's something?#i'm not a souls player -- that's my brother -- but when i doubt myself he pats me and #'nah you are a souls player - you have persistence' and honestly he's not wrong #i'm actually enjoying the learning process of the battle even tho i'm stuck for two afternoons #i mean i spent 37 hours on the demo so at least i am taking my time sdfghjhgfd

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kingkatsuki · 3 months

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#I AM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND #THE NEW MOVIE TRAILER HAS ME SQUEALING #IT HONESTLY DOESNT LOOK GOOD #BUT LOOK HOW GOOD BAKUGOU LOOKS!!!!!#LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM #WITH HIS ARMS CROSSED #LOOK AT THE MUSCLES #I AM BITING MY FIST

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separatedleoau · 1 year

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He doesn't know what everyone's singing

I guess this is propaganda for @tmntaucompetition vote for SLAU and I'll uuuhhhh.... I'll make the matching jerseys canon I guess

#how am i gonna make them canon? idk that's a problem for future me #a vote for SLAU is a vote for space jam on movie night so One knows what they are singing #slau art #polls #slau sibling time #honestly i dont care if my au wins or loses i just want One to ahve an opportunity to have a nice time #if anything it'll be funnier if One loses lmao #and I can blame it to the fact that he doesnt really know how to play

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sleepychaika · 6 months

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hobbies include: sketching phos (particularly not having a great time). yeah this is just a sketch dump pretty much!.

the last 3 were done while listening to the most phos-core song ive ever heard: Low – More (discovered thanks to @punpuncake) (no seriously, google the lyrics. mind-blowingly accurate. angst.mp3.)

aaand a bonus sketch from an aggie.io session with friends – blindingly white next to the previous pics, so im putting it under the cut:

#phos #phos hnk #phosphophyllite #houseki no kuni #land of the lustrous #.txt #hnk #i honestly really am just.#a big fan of how it (phos). crumbles under all the pressure. literally. self-destructs is how i read it being described today #like it cant handle all of this #so it crumbles and melts away sometimes with a big pow in an explosion and sometimes kind of quietly #just letting its hands lose their form letting the alloy drip through the cracks #it scratches my brain like nothing else #for some reason #maybe it's how it isn't being addressed in the manga directly.... nobody says a thing about it it doesn't get acknowledged verbally iirc #but it very much happens regularly and no explanation is even needed yoy just understand #;_;#i want to hold phos #oh lmao *you #yoy is such a funny typo i instantly hear my inner reading voice's speech being reversed like in a ytp

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vvitchella · 10 months

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not to be disabled on main but have you ever fucking noticed how every god damn thing requires both time and energy

#I am quite honestly losing it #ok to rb

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 14 days

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couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

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kanerallels · 9 months

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Don't mind me just kriffing SOBBING over our blueberry boy speaking onscreen for the first time in OVER FIVE YEARS

#I AM LEGIT SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW #AND HERA!!! SHE'S HERE!! TRYING TO PREVENT WARS AGAIN #i would like to see the broccoli boy next though thank you #AND SABINE #honestly i'm pretty okay with her potentially being force sensitive mainly cause she is in one of my favorite fan fics #mainly i'm just dying over the kanan parallels #and 'once a rebel always a rebel'#and HERA #and EZRA #and SABINE USING EZRA'S LIGHTSABER OH MY STARS #AND JUST ALL OF IT OKAY I'M LOSING MY MIND #star wars rebels #swr #ezra bridger

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twotales · 5 months

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So, I had this thought, about a grumpy little 2D Rodney- so I set off to make it happen- (I had no idea what I was doing)

I love him.

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Thennnn I thought, hey, wouldn't it be cool if I animated him? (counts as using my degree right?)

Adorable.

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but- BUT (no way man it's impossible)

WHAT IF YOU- (stop)

WHAT IF YOU COULD- (don't even-)

WHAT IF YOU COULD CONTROL HIM!?

Mission accomplished

#my therapist did indeed nudge me toward sharing - so I better just do it before I lose the courage #secret sga project #not so secret now #sga #rodney mckay #I honestly can't even believe I did this #I know to some it's nbd but to me it's a lot - I am learning things I thought impossible for me to learn - coding is hard #im also putting parts of my degree into practice #and just generally having a good time #I'll be showing more as I progress ^_^#I'm going to hide now because I just bared a piece of my soul #I truly do love you guys #<3 #twotalesart #twotalesgamedev

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nicoscheer · 2 months

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mileskane In a shower in Paris x

📸 @ogden.ewan

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Literally me: (blushing, giggling, hiding my face in my hands, kicking my feet, running away)

28/02/2024 and he just decides to drop this:

Oh do I hate him 🫶🏽

Oh he KNOWS exactly what he’s doing

#he’s just given up all pretense now huh just outright posting thirst traps no fucks gives 😭🤣#Miles Kane #he’s officially gone off the rails #the caption like SIR?!!!#bless our lord and savior Ewan #oh I am so sorry but his hand position suggest certain uhm things …cuffs…#19/02/2024 #lord have mercy #if whoever he tried to impress with these didn’t go down on their knees 🫢🫢#that idiot honest to god uploaded a complication of them shower pics 😳💅#brain.exe has stopped working #he just had to upload these to insta; twitter & tiktok 😇#love how we’re all losing our collective minds over them pics #and like the red tile ain’t helping as well as the caption like what did he expect us to think he’s in some basement dungeon cuz honestly 🤨#and then as direct contrast the turtle charm bracelet

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ssaalexblake · 1 year

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it’s also baffling to me that tumblr, home of the ‘why are white men Still being cast as the doctor’ for So many years now (For you know, like over a decade.) is somehow not appalled that they hired a white dude to be the next Doctor because look okay it’s okay if it’s This white man.

I mean, I do not consent to acknowledge that they’ve shoved him in there under any circumstance, but my Only need for the casting of the next person was that it was Not a white man, otherwise i didn’t care who it was, so when they “announced” Gatwa I was satisfied (i am hesitant to say they announced it bc it was more like a tiny footnote than an announcement, oh the disrespect) and it took a whole seven days (it was literally seven days. Yes i counted. it was easy since it was only seven days) it was ‘actually sorry no it’s this white dude we’ve already had before did we forget to mention that???’ and it’s steadily gotten worse and worse.

That This site of all places is not up in arms about both the situation and how it specifically played out is depressing, but also massively and darkly hilarious.

Especially since i Also remember nobody on this site thought casting Whittaker was good enough but literally going backward to a previous white man is?? This is not even a metaphor about diversity getting worse, they literally looked backwards.

But, yeah, tenn/ant with the ‘what the future looks like’ headline is uh... Good???? Not super worrying and ominous?

I feel like i’ve been dumped in some weird parallel universe by reactions to all of this on here like??? the whole way this was done was appalling, the situation is appalling, but i guess the bbc/disney should get a rousing round of applause for accurately judging that nobody would care about their poor actions if the specific white guy they cast was popular enough that next to nobody would care.

( and to the ‘it’s an anniversary ep’ thing, they legit could have just set a couple of eps in the past. i don’t mean they travel to the past. i mean just say ‘hey this ep is set during s4!’ and nobody would care. this show does weirder stuff than this every second episode. and it would still be bad, but how they did it is so much Worse.)

#dw shit #literally feel like i live in some wild parallel universe where weird shit is happening #genuinely #i am baffled #while also not being baffled at all #i try to be a realist rather than be cynical or optimistic but you know what #in this case #i honestly expected better of people #guess the cynicism would have helped here #idk i love 13 but i like jodie too and it'd Suck Balls to see her stomp on somebody else down the line #i'd hate it #i'd lose respect for her #but i've never been one for stan culture i guess #any bs on this one gets blocked and totally ignored tbh the level to which i do not care is So High #all i'm saying is #when they do more bs with white guys you Don't like #remember they learnt they can get away with it when nobody cared when they did it the first time #their litmus test has sure given Results

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good-beans · 6 months

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YAMANAKA MY BELOVED

This message is just so special to me. It's insane that this project about black-and-white judgements and encouraging the public to inflict punishment/pain is meant to -- and succeeds at -- teaching people to be more understanding. Specifically, to be more forgiving to those around us.

(I know it's not limited to Milgram, any morally grey character can cause this, but still,) I've definitely caught myself withholding a knee-jerk anger at someone because I thought "hmm, this could be just like [prisoner] though..." And it's not to say these people should be looked on as wholly good! As he said, things are dark and grotesque, which is just the messy nature of humans. It's the fact that people can screw up and do awful things, but still deserve someone to take a moment to understand them and consider forgiveness.

There's another line where he's talking about how he sees the project as a work of art rather than any commercial thing he's producing, and it's true. It's painful and raw and sometimes ugly, but the effect that it has on people who appreciate his vision really is one of a work of art.

#milgram #this interview made me a little crazy #i could have screenshotted the whole thing and posted every line honestly asdfsdf #i just adore the intent yamanaka has behind the whole thing #and the extreme care and attentiveness he puts into bringing it to life #he talks again about how milgram isnt meant to be a commercial thing -- the characters arent meant to be likeable and he knows that #causes him to lose some potential audience #but hes too dedicated to his vision and knows the people who enjoy it for what it is will stay #and as one such person i am forever in his debt #AH #rose posts

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barghest-land · 5 months

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today i wish my government a very pleasant disappearance from the face of the earth

#not only today honestly #every day. but TODAY especially #and it's a friendly reminder to check on ur queer friends if they're in r*ssia #i don't even have any energy to write anything about it tbh i wish i had the energy to fight but i just wanna go extinct rn im sorry #i wish i was strong like others. i have a lot to lose now #and i know other people do too. i'm sorry that i'm so scared #i shouldn't be but unfortunately i am. more than ever #again. check on ur friends. it might save someone's life literally

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lottiemilfews · 7 months

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