#and i got so fucking upset over it

[pastadoughie]

#art #my art #mspaint #rowens liddol guys #i got testosterone :3 #not liek today its been like #2 weeks sence i got my first injection #my healthcare provider fucked alot of stuff up during the whole process so #ive been kind of upset lately becsause like #it should not be this fuckin hard #but whatrever #i am over it (lieing) #biblically accurate rowen #almost forgor that one

[actual-changeling]

one single hot take from me before i go rewatch the reunion scene ten times and then go tf to bed.

we have a show full of queer people. every single person we encounter with the exception of the british probably is QUEER. ALL OF THEM. let that fucking sink in for a second.

and the queerness is so multi faceted and well done and reflects the realities of so many people watching it.

so if you sit down after this finale and type a post that in any shape or form calls izzy's death homophobic, "bury your gays", or anything in that direction? i need you to go outside for real. i need you to fucking log off and look at the news. maybe look at some nice queer media statistics from 2014-2016. maybe turn on the fucking tv and scroll through the programs and THEN you can come back and tell me how many queer people you saw. how many shows that are unashamedly about queerness.

yeah that's what i fucking thought you absolute twat.

if you are harassing creators over their writing choices when they are out there risking their careers to create queer media you are a vile person and i want nothing to do with you.

#alex yells at the void #ofmd2 #izzy hands #our flag means death #ofmd season 2 spoilers #good omens #ineffable husbands #yeah it applies to good omens too #i am so fucking tired oh my GOD what kind of braindead takes am i seeing #y'all wouldnt have survived episode 1 of got #or any show that aired before 2020 #character death happens get the fuck over it fucking hell you can be upset but dont go harassing people over it #what the hell is wrong with you

[grubloved]

its so silly but i just keep thinking abt being in norway and seeing for the first time kinda ever that like governments can do things to make peoples life better. for no other reason but just to improve things. like im sure norway has lots of problems i didnt see on a trip but i cannot stress how insane it was that the government had done things because it would be nice. to take care of people. ?????

#tour guide like yeah the minimum wage is decent here its 220 NOK (roughly ovr $22) but its not perfect and literally evryone in our group #being like $22??!?!?!???!?!!? MINIMUM!??!??!!? #i keep thinking about taking the bus and trams in oslo :( and abt walking IN THE STREET in bergen wjthout getting run over #or the restaurant on top of the bergen funiculr mountain getting state owned this year bc it was mismanaged ans going under but #everyone would like there to be a restaurant there so the government just decided to make sure there would be one???? #instead ofbjust letting it die??? #or ALL THE OIL AND POWER BEING STATE OWNED. HELLO? #its just insane idk. that things can for real be different. where i am theres a revolutionary amt of public teansport for a not huge city #but its still basically one bus and then the slowest most fucked up train in the whole world (40min drive = 2.5 hours by train) #assuming uh thw train doesnt get stuck again lol #it mostly exists to take mormon missionaries to the airport i think lol. #the 'walkable' old town section still has 4 and 6 lane roads you have to cross every block. #i dont know its just... its. augh!!!!!!!! #birdenest #we told one guy the minimum wage for waitstaff was about 21 NOK and he didnt believe us and got upset that we were lying

[shima-draws]

Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro

#In TEARS rn. Esp bc they’re really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp #Even Sanji and Zoro who aren’t overly affectionate with him #My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!! #When Luffy and Usopp started arguing that’s when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like 🥺😭 my sweet darling boys pls don’t fight #The boys are fighting 😔 #Also it’s understandable why Usopp’s in denial and doesn’t want to let the Merry go but it’s also SO frustrating #Bc he’s clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesn’t care about the Merry #When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go #And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship #It’s a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it #But Usopp just. Doesn’t get that. Bc he’s got too much of his own personal shit going on #And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didn’t take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the Merry…… #ZERO trust there. Usopp’s majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that #God this arc is written so well. I’m so upset. I’m SO upset #Lies down #One Piece #Shima speaks

[youtappedout]

oh they are going to HELL

#hate hate hate fans like this #anyone who's watched him from NXT to this should be well aware how much he's been underutilized for YEARS goddamn #the tag team win + the bloodline was definitely the most over and push he got so he's just actually riding the high now #cos let's be honest he was really fucking amazing in it. funniest even. brought so much good unseriousness with 'em #and these unwashed fuckers have the gall to be so upset with him like they didn't chant or laugh with sami? gtfo honestly #i am mad on a friday morning. thanks twitter iwc u suck #sami zayn #cr: Wrestle Features on X

[dirtychainsawconfessions]

Jackson's whole world view would've changed if he had just gotten the slightest bit of pussy

or dick we don't discriminate here

#notsafe #confession #Jedidiah Sawyer #Jed Sawyer #Leatherface #The Texas Chainsaw Massacre #tcm #Texas Chainsaw Massacre #Leatherface 2017 #slashers #slasher fucker #Say what you will about this movie - I definitely have some very strong opinions - but Jackson/Jed deserved better 😒 #I mean I think this confession is more right than you know. He got fucked over so badly in general. It makes me upset! 😣 #I honestly could go on but I will not. Just know I feel like 😤

[thepringlesofblood]

fckin. i've watched Tin Can Bros' masterpiece Spies are Forever a bajillion times. I've listened to the soundtrack a bajllion times. when my phone malfunctioned and I lost all the music I downloaded from my dad's giant folder of pirated mp3s, the fuckin Spies Are Forever soundtrack was one of the 3 albums that remained bc it was one of the only ones I'd actually bought. which means i listened to it over and over and over until I was able to get student-discounted Spotify (and tbh i do still listen to it over and over, just on Spotify).

and I JUST NOW realized that Curt's beard from the 4 years after Owen's death is a double entendre.

the only other queer person he knew in his line of work just fucking died. of course he gets a beard.

#he needs to mourn without people questioning #why he's so upset over some guy from fully another agency #so he misdirects it as general depression/hiding himself from the world #so people don't pay attention [badum tssh] to the cause of his grief #fuck man every time i look at saf it gives me more interesting subtext #spies are forever #saf #tcb #tin can bros #curt mega #original post #i should've written my intro to queer studies final paper on spies are forever #i had it all planned out and i scrapped it bc i was scared my prof would watch it and not get the full context of the nazi stuff #and i did the adventure zone balance instead #which was nice but not nearly as deep of a lasagna as spies are forever #this shits got layers for days #tagpost #if you dont know what i mean by 'beard' in a queer context #google it before yelling at me #i know its kind of an older term idk if the youths use it anymore

[thepetesimp]

To be honest, seeing the audience's live reaction for the last BostonNick scene tells me everything I need to know about why their story ended up like it did.

#They were fucking CHEERING when he got dumped by Nick #Full on screams of joy #If I were Neo I'd be a little offended ngl #But he's a good kid and took it as a joke most likely #Idk I'm so upset still and it's been hours from the finale #Whatever I'll get over it #Justice for Boston #and justice for me who loves Nick and saw his character assassination on screen and lost it #That was NOT the same character who cried his eyes out over a simple “I missed you” #and I will never stop believing that #only friends the series #bostonnick #boston only friends #nick only friends

[ghostofasecretary]

it's been a while since i've cried hard enough to have a headache but. sure got there today, babes!

#ghost speaks #personal #ripped my favorite tights i've had for 5+ years and can't replace #can't return my glasses #got ptsd triggered by going past my old church because i took a wrong turn because i was. crying about not being able to return my glasses #have been crying for a solid 40 minutes straight #am still incredibly aware of how isolated and lonely i am #my parents are on vacation so i won't see a friendly face or get a hug till sunday night at the earliest #just. doing BAD #(well. there is the faint hope that the office manager will take pity on me since her office literally cannot manufacture lenses #that will meet my needs) #(but considering i spent a lot of the last hour yelling and begging out loud trying to work out a maximally sympathetic pitch) #(and also dreading 1-2 years of not having transition lenses because theirs fuck with my color vision) #(i'm not sure the hope makes things. better?) #i am gonna. make hot chocolate because it sounds like a marginal improvement over crying without that #the last time i couldn't stand up or i'd start crying harder was yesterday but boy did i not miss it #i thought i might feel better in the morning. ha. ha ha. ha #(like i know this is temporary i'm just. i just. i am so tired and SO stupidly ridiculously incredibly upset) #(like my emotional equilibrium right now is. not)

[politemagic]

Okay I absolutely adored that fruit salad question, so I'm bringing it to you! Musical fruit salad from your favourite artist, 5 fruit minimum, go go go 💙

oh boy i love this question so much okay okay okay i really couldn't decide if i would rather do sleep token or twenty one pilots... so you will ALSO get two fruit salads!!

my fruits:

strawberry 🍓 <- one of their more popular songs that i would show someone who had never heard of them before blueberry 🫐 <- it may seem like just a little tune, but to me the album would NOT be the same without it melon 🍈 <- she may not be for everybody, but real ones will appreciate these underrated tracks (underratedness was determined by spotify streams not science) kiwi 🥝 <- we're adding a lil something special to this fruit salad. these are songs that are near and dear to me cherry 🍒 <- my personal favorite fruit, so my personal favorite song

sleep token salad:

🍓 The Summoning - it's the song that seems to have really set them on their current trajectory, and it is indeed a fucking BANGER so if i'm trying to get someone into sleep token, this would be my go-to

🫐 DYWTYLM - honestly didn't really like it on my first listen to the album, but on my second go round i could not BELIEVE i ever felt that way. it is so incredibly necessary to the overall album + vessel's journey and i will defend her until my dying breath.

🍈 Drag Me Under & Descending - i really couldn't pick between these two UNDERrated queens get it? get it? i'm so sorry . but there was one morning that i was listening to my sleep token playlist watching the sunrise on my back porch and these songs played back to back and tbh it was a spiritual experience

🥝 Take Me Back to Eden - i actually can't stress enough the personal significance that this song has to me. the line "i don't know what's got its teeth in me / but i'm about to bite back in anger" is in total honesty the thing that motivated me to get the help that i needed during the darkest time in my life. i can't talk about it or i WILL cry

🍒 Aqua Regia & Telomeres - it's my fruit salad so i get to have extra cherries since they're my favorite😌 aqua regia is the baddest bitch in town to me and the guitar solo in telomeres is possibly my favorite part in any st song ever.

twenty one pilots salad:

🍓 Fairly Local - i would have chosen car radio because that was my personal introduction to them, but i think fairly local is more representative of where they are now musically. (but if i was to pick a first album i would def be showing them vessel)

🫐 Neon Gravestones - not sure how universal this is, but most tøp fans i know skip this song on trench but i personally have always loved it. the lyrics are phenomenal, and it's a very powerful song.

🍈 Redecorate & March to the Sea - i couldn't choose just one because i think both of these albums as a whole are underrated (listen. i know that scaled and icy wasn't their best but. those are some fucking bops okay?). whenever i need to have a good cry i listen to self-titled and march to the sea has always been my favorite from that album.

🥝 Trees - seeing them perform trees in concert was a canon event for me. my best friend, who i have known since i was 5 (and was not familiar w them at all), said she had never seen me experience emotions like i did when they performed this song. it makes me so happy that they still end shows with this song, i think its a rite of passage.

🍒 Doubt - honestly, i can't even remember why at this point but this has been my favorite twenty one pilots song since blurryface came out, it's my most played song by them FOR SURE.

#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING OHHHH I HAD SO MUCH FUN🥰🥰🖤🖤 #i'm so sorry i feel like this is so long but i just. i love them both with my whole heart and i couldn't choose #i have been sucked RIGHT back in by the twenty one pilots renaissance and IM SEEING THEM IN SEPTEMBER??? #listen i may have gotten fucked over by the teeth of god presale (and i'm most definitely not still upset at all about that) #but i GOT those clancy world tour tickets. i was not gonna let ticketmaster get my ass twice in a row. nuh uh no SIR #my partner is also a huge twenty one pilots fan and we've both seen them before but we are SO excited to get to see them together #em's tasty tunes #<- never before has my music tag been so appropriate #em answers! #moonchild-in-blue

[roman-roy-apologist]

i love you animal symbolism

#like obviously i’m the dog motif guy but literally any animal symbolism is sooooo #like mq animal symbolism >>> #sharks and mice and wolves and butterflies #what that says about you — not just what you get but what you wanted to get #i’m a shark and i’m going to take you down. he smells blood in the water he’s gonna kill my pig and there’s nothing i can do #because i’m soft i’m a kid again im a mouse and im loyal and humble and a real team player! and that’s what will be my downfall #but it’s also what’s going to save me #why would a mouse choose foam over a delicious cookie? i don’t know. why would he? why would i? #i just got a little upset when you said i wasn’t a lion. you’re nothing without me #lions hunt in packs they’re sthe leaders. but i’m telling you that you dont get a pack you dont get someone to lean on and you will always #be alone. #then succession animal symbolism is like: youre a scorpion and i’m a snake and we are going to die at each others hands #it’s already written. we know the ending #im a dog and i’m mean and sharp and vicious #i’m a dog and i’m loyal and trusting #i’m a dog and i need to be kicked and i beg you to kick me because it’s all i know #you come for me with love? #lock me in a cage and feed me dog food (or chocolate cake but who knows) and i’ll never eat again #send me away until everyone knows their place #beat me with a slipper in gstaad for ordering lobster because it’s rude to order the most expensive thing on the menu when you’re not payin #because dogs don’t get a sliver platter they get a bowl of dog food in a cold wire cage #they get the scraps and they thank you for it #so you come for me with love? #you come in here guns ablazing to find they’ve turned to fucking sausages and you come for me with love? #jeez that’s a lot of tags #mythic quest #mq #succession #succession hbo

[dirt-str1der]

Saejima and majima are so guys that walk around the city for hours and then ask okay where are we going / idk i was following you / but i was following you

#Yakuza loveblog #their desire to hang out transcends common sense. thats my belief #i think that two guys who got separated for a long time and thought of each other daily deserve to be permanently reunited #oh i just looked it up and saejima has no karaoke songs. he songs baka mitai and machine gun kiss #thats kiryus songs. why are they the same person #kiryu and saejima will just be equally matched in strength and have the same music taste. like whats up with that #majima loves guys who can sneeze whilw hugging him and break his spine #do you think its a bit crazy that saejima has such a relationship with majima that he took like five seconds to be upset that majima died an #then was like okay whatever he deserved it. and then went on a hunt for majimas killer to find out his last words #and when kiryu heard that majima died he got mega pissed off and needed to punch something and possibly scream as loud and long as possible #at least thats how i saw the car honking scene he was punching the honk and yelling because he was fucked up over it. then he just ent home #im so fucking redundant btw i have literally said all this before. i just adore the thought of majima coming home to these two ns theyre #discussing things like. sports and. workout routines and hes like oh god theyre the same

[roguelov]

I think I might shave my head again for all the wrong reasons

#went to a new hairstylist #and the vibes were off #it’s a hack job #like one side definitely shorter than the other #I will say my undercut is great #love it #but the top half of my head? yeah not so much #AND THE BEST PART??? #I HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY BABY SHOWER TO GO TO TOMORROW #LIKE REALLY????? #AND I THOUGHT THE HAIRCUT WAS GOOD UNTIL I GOT HOME #THEN IT WAS ALL WRONG #AND I JUST WANT TO CRY AND LAY DOWN #yes I know it’s hair #yes I know it grows that’s why I don’t care if it’s shorter than usual #but it’s clearly uneven #and I’m so tired #rant over #im fine #again it’s hair it grows it can be fixed #I’m just more upset about the party tomorrow #rogue rambles

[miss-morland]

dennis in dtamhd is so bpd recovery coded i feel so much about it <333333

#that shrug gif got me thinking that i know exactly what he’s doing there #like. i absolutely understand the headspace where you’re upset but trying to hold it together because goddammit you are tired of losing it #you attempt to cheerfully push through the thing that’s bothering you and get out on the other side without exploding #the processing out loud where you’re almost having a conversation with yourself. having an internal dialogue out loud. #the big exaggerated movements in an attempt to express his emotions in a more acceptable way #tense and release. tense and release. #he’s trying so hard to laugh things off. he’s trying so hard to make it through those interactions without snapping #when you have bpd you have to find victories in inaction a lot #choosing not to engage in something you really want to. harmful or destructive behaviors #so you’ll be in the midst of an episode just white knuckling it trying not to fly off the handle and self destruct #and then you outlast the storm and you’re still standing there like. wait. it’s over? #it’s over and i didn’t do anything? #and it’s hard to feel like you’ve accomplished something when all you did was not do something. but you did! #it’s fucking hard ok. but you have to try #and goddammit he’s trying. he’s trying #this isn’t really about dennis anymore i guess #thanks glenn howerton for creating and portraying a character i find so relatable #iasip #dennis reynolds #cateposting

[imagefragrance]

me and my ex are now on terms of sending each other memes…. and having a laugh…. nature is healing…

#its been 5 months now but feel good abt it #like told him i looked at photos of us together and it made me cry #and he said that there will be future ones too #the first few months were so challenging and we both did things to fuck with our emotions #i got super upset over him seeing someone new which is one part understandable but also came from personal insecurity tbh #we didnt talk for a month after bc of that #we are both j humans living neither of us are doing anything wrong #but ya it feels good to have a stable friendship and level of communication now #now tumblr gets to hear abt me moving on….

[slimslamflimflam]

“think of the children!” no. you aren’t. the people in power couldn’t give two shits about the children. the people in power look away when it comes to genuine concerns about children the second it impedes upon their lifestyle, their beliefs.

and you know what it is that bothers them so? children wanting safety. children not wanting to live in fear of being murdered. children who want to be loved and accepted for who they are. children who are raised to be those kids you hear others complain about on social media because nobody was there to teach them better. they don’t know better because they quite literally can’t.

oh but it’s for the kids, right? protect the kids, right? turn a blind eye to death and discrimination and neglect, right? that’s how we’ll protect them, right?

#i’ve been stewing on this for so fucking long it is exhausting the state of this stupid fucking piece of shit government and how much worse #it gets day by day. i am so sick of people with superficial titles shoving religion into places it shouldn’t be INSISTING they are #protecting what matters and yet in the face of such examples they couldn’t care less. i am tired of people like them using these moral #arguments as a GUISE to enact whatever they want just because they’re upset over some tiny thing. #no one could give two fucks you saw two men kissing on the internet and got personally offended. no one could give a singular #flying FUCK you’re upset people want to ban things that harm so much more than they do good. if you’re going to be such a genuine #piece of shit awful person do it without a safety net. fucking cowards and snakes. #jesus christ man. sorry for the tangent but this kind of shit never fails to irritate me.