#and i had No Idea hed just continue to get better

[ymiko0]

Tw: manhandling, edging, degradation, afab!reader, breeding, dacryphillia, brat reader, and uh implied scars! ( from nails )

Dazai who pins you against the wall fucking into you relentlessly. He holds your knees to your chest giving him more access to your slippery entrance. The sound of wet skin slapping with both of you melodic grunts and moans can be heard as the sweet scent of sex fills the air around you both. His dick fucking into you, deeper with this angle as he holds you against the wall mercilessly pounding into you.

" fuck- fuck—! You're really liking this arent ya? You fucking slut— clenching around me while I hold you up against the wall yeah? Ya like that? Oh—~, Fucking whore. "

Earlier he saw you being openly flirty with kunikida, he knew you did it just to tick him off but God— he wants to just ruin you infront of his co-worker. But he was patient, he knew hed have his time with you later at the comfort of your homes.

He grabs your wrist and pulls you away from your conversation with kunikida, no one from the agency had no idea about your relationship. It was all supposed to be hidden by secrecy. —yet Dazai couldnt just stand there and look at his girlfriend, rubbing her beautiful smile on his co-worker. That's something meant for him and for him only.

" bella~ I know what you're doing. Ya better stop now or I promise you. You'd be limping by tomorrow. " he said in a sweet tone, yet it almost sounded like a threat (it was). And yet still, you werent planning on stopping soon.

You had this coming. He drags you away from the party and decided that it's time for you two to come home. When you both finally arrive at your apartment, he pins you to the wall, finally fed up of your shit.

" you want me to treat you like a whore right belladona? Then be my guest. " he said. He was determined to teach you a lesson that night.

That's why you see yourself like this right now. Pinned to the wall, hair disheveled, eyes overflowing with tears and dazai holding you up with no intentions of stopping.

He had denied you of your release again, you've lost count. It's just so unfair how he gets to cum inside you so many times yet you havent even reached tour first high yet— you're so sensitive to the point that the slightest touch from your clit could make you orgasm right then and there.

He grips your knees harder as he continues his thrusts into your wet cunt, his pace unrelenting while he moans freely because of the feeling. You feel your high building up again, and you're desperate. You need to cum or else you'll break.

" F-fuck—! P-leasee~?? Dazai, please I-I'm so close–! Just let me cum—! "

you spoke between gasp, stealing air as much as you can. You feel it closing in, your high is almost there.

And then his hips stops.

His thrusts halt, and so did your high. Feeling robbed of your pleasure, you claw into his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin while your tears overspill from your lashes, giving him a sense of euphoria.

" ah-ah, not yet. I didn't remember saying yes now did I sweetheart? "

Oh how you hoped you shouldve just listened to him.

Thank you for 110 followers!! I never expected to actually stick with this account. Thank you for those who are supporting me<33

#bsd dazai #bsd smut #dazai osamu #dazai x reader #dazai smut #bsd x reader #ymk0》works!

[jaemified]

major, minor, and the things in between - nishimura riki [TEASER]

"are we friends, lovers, or whatevers in between?"

pairing ; nishimura riki x fem!reader

genre ; slice of life, enemies to lovers, romance, drama, small angst

warnings ; swearing, drinking, brief mention of blood

estimated wordcount ; 6k-8k

estimated release date ; june 9 - june 30

synopsis ; though never quite well acquainted (or so jake thought), sim y/n had always felt strongly against nishimura riki, until her brother jake had forced them to get along. but, what was meant to have them get closer turns into something a little more.

read teaser below the cut !

"whats so hard about getting along with niki? hes a good kid!" jake complained. since his little sister couldnt get along with one of his best friends, it made even the intimate gatherings.. unpleasantly awkward.

"hes annoying, like you are being right now."

"no, why do you really hate him so much."

"i dont know! he just reminds me of someone i guess? and he always cheated on projects back in middle school. even stole my ideas so he could make it look like im in the wrong."

"thats it? youre holding a grudge over him just being a middle school kid from, what, 5 years ago? cmon, theres gotta be something better then that. not to mention even if there wasnt, that makes you sound hella dumb holding a grudge from the 7th grade when youre graduating next year."

y/n thought to herself. of course there was another reason, but it seemed unnecessary to bring up. and she also just didnt want to share it with jake. or maybe, it wasnt the right reason after all.

______________________________________________________________

"hey sunoo! god it feels like forever since i last saw you!"

it was really only a week.

"i know right! its been too long!"

she smiled, no matter what mood she was in, sunoo always was the sunshine in the rain.

"so, whos here?"

"oh, you know the usual. sunghoon, heeseung, jake, and jay. niki and jungwon are supposed to be setting up something in the courtyard."

"setting up what?"

"a volleyball net. jake was on nikis ass all week and wanted him to 1v1 you while we all played basketball. jungwon just wanted to help however he could, hes been tired all week from his job and the dance program."

no fucking way.

"youre saying i have to be alone, with nishimura riki? hell no!"

"isnt it great?" "this is a disaster!" they both exclaimed in unison.

"how is that bad?" "how is this good?!"

sunoo signaled for y/n to continue first. "i just cant stand riki. jakes been on my ass to talk to riki but i didnt think hed actually talk to him, or that hed even listen either."

"seriously? i always thought you had a thing for him. i mean, you look good together, you both share mainly the same interests, mainly the same circle, not to mention the undeniable love you have when your eyes meet-"

"okay thats enough! you know what, how bout we go outside, im hungry anyway."

sunoo shrugged and went along with y/n down the hall.

#enhypen fanfiction #enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen scenarios #kpop imagines #fanfic #niki x reader #enhypen niki #nishimura riki #nishimura niki x reader #sunoo #niki enhypen #niki fanfic #sunghoon #jungwon #jay #enha #park sunghoon #jungwon x reader #kpop #kpop fanfic #heeseung scenarios #fluff #x reader #enha x reader #enhypen fluff #enha smau #heeseung #lee heeseung #jaemified

[hiemaldesirae]

Swap au nonny: no plans to write this at all, so go ahead an write away =)

But yeah, Valentino thought Vox had it in the bag--now he believes that Alastor doesn't deserve death, but should be someone's bitch for eternity (he should have been Vox's, but seeing how the deer acts with Vox's stuff, he would probably like that). Velvette doesn't know what to think. She misses Vox terribly, and hates Alastor, and is very upset with Valentino for not going to Vox's distress call--she definitely would have gone, but wouldn't have made it in time as her true demon form doesn't have flight. Velvette basically did most of the work for all 3 sectors of the Vees while Alastor was punishing Valentino and Valentino's souls, and becomes friends with Niffty during those first 4 years. Once Alastor takes back the reigns and Val gets back to work, Velvette goes back to what she used to do too. Like things are mostly unchanged for her. (Mostly because she befriended Niffty and eventually Rosie. Her doing that saved her)

As for Vox's sector? His giant monitor room is clean by Niffty and is visited by Alastor once or twice a month, where Alastor ponders what Vox exactly did in the room. His office has been taken over by Alastor, his last ideas and drawings framed and safely kept in Alastor's bayou space. Vox's contracted souls continued to work for Voxtech...until a day after Alastor realized Vox was back, and that's when Vox gently pulled on their chains and called them to him. (Not like there was many left. Alastor did actually land a killing blow. Vox had to use some of his contracted souls to heal himself, destroying them in the process. But Vox lived, and that's what matters.)

Alastor does say I love you to the head he sleeps with in his bed! Also, I'm sorry, and I didn't mean too, and please come back to me. I'll be better. I'll never hurt you again, my love.

Vox does have PTSD. It's so bad that he has to take relaxation meds to go to the overlord meeting (since it's required for both allied overlords to show now) and Alastor will definitely be there, with his ally Rosie. It's fine though he has Husk.

YEAHHHHHHH YIPPEE THANK YOU NONNY I WONT DISAPPOINT I PROMISE!!!! (question for writing purposes btw. do charlie/vaggie know that vox is there on behalf of lucifer or does he just Show Up)

Urghm. wughd. imgnonna. Throw up. what the FUCK !!!!!!! what thde FUCK...................!!!!!!!!!! valvel going the FUCK through it while theyre both mourning their best friends death and harbouring so sososo much guilt from it all...if hell had therapists theyd need it more than anyone else please someone put the vees together in a cage so they can hug it out :(

oh god als such a fucking freak. i just know hed keep all of voxs old shit like pristine and clean and just looking like it was preserved in time or something, even when hes also making voxtek employees come in to do constant upgrades so that it seems more like something vox would do. trying to hold on to the pieces of him that he still has left while changing them to make it feel as if vox never left in the first place... and also, once alastor finds out vox is alive again, does he jump to the idea of having someone infiltrate the hotel to keep an eye on him or something? cause if he sends his shadow, sure thats not something they can get rid of, but he also doesnt know how well vox will respond to his shadow- even if they were close, alastor *did* kill vox nearly permanently, so is this potentially how the hotel gets niffty?

banging my head against the wall WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SAYS SHIT LIKE 'ill be better' AND 'ill never hurt you again, just please come back to me'.... makes me think of those like, manhwas or whatever where the mc goes back in time to save someone they loved but treated like shit. they make my heart hurt what the FUCK nonny why would you do this to me.... urgh. the worst part is knowing alastor is that he does honestly probably mean it but in like His way. the toxic doomed yaoi way. like he's going to kidnap vox and keep him by his side forever if it means the other won't get hurt and almost leave again. which is usually a good thing because again. freak4freak radiostatic enthusiast here . but for swap!vox... oh my poor dear. he's probably freaking the fuck out whenever he sees al. is there even any ending where radiostatic gets a happy end :sob:

ough i can imagine husk just like standing protectively in front of vox during the meetings or something, like if rosie tries to get close to him or something he tells her firmly to leave because even though they were friends, vox cant even look her in the eye anymore because in his eyes, she *knew* what al did and still stayed by his side. she knew he killed vox and probably condoned it, and she'd probably help him do it all over again if they could- or at least that's what he thinks, but she really is just trying to get close to him again and cant understand why he's pulling back so hard. and the image of al trying to approach vox after a meeting or something only to be met with val and vels interference as husk takes vox and flies him back to the hotel- valvel get punished severely afterward for keeping them apart, obviously, but theyd do *anything* to keep vox safe especially because last time, when they didnt do enough, he almost died forever

#ran rambles #hazbin hotel #general asks #radiostatic #swap au

[wosemi-sama]

akito x reader who’s siblings w mizuki? (and he doesn’t know until he goes over to reader’s house)

hihi! thanks for the request!! this would be rlly funny like hed see mizuki at the reader's house n be like "wtf r they doing here". anyways, sorry if mizuki seems a bit ooc, i think they would just try to annoy akito lol. another sorry if the ending seems rushed, i had no idea how to end it... hope u like it! :D

akito shinonome x reader who's mizuki's sibling

It was a chilly fall day and it was finally the weekend. You had invited your boyfriend, Akito to your house as your sibling, Mizuki was out at the shopping mall. Akito had finally arrived moments before Mizuki got back too.

Akito got settled on the couch in the Akiyama living room and the two of started to talk about what you've been up to lately as exams had gotten the best of both of you, taking up all your free time.

You enjoyed moments like this, where you and Akito could talk non-stop and never run out of things to talk about.

Suddenly, a click was heard at the front door. Only now had you realized you haven't told Akito you and Mizuki are siblings. The door burst open and the sunlight from outside was hitting Mizuki's back, their arms wide open, their hands holding multiple shopping bags of various colors.

"I'm baaaack!!" Mizuki said in a sing-songy tone.

Akito's eyes were open wide for moment, but went back to normal almost immediately.

Mizuki's took off their shoes at the door as you saw their eyes darting around the room. Their eyes finally locked on you and Akito.

"Oh, hey little bro! I didn't know you'd be visiting!!"

Mizuki walked over to you and gave you a tight hug. They then hugged Akito as well. Mizuki ran to their room, loudly plopped the shopping bags on the carpet of their room and rushing back to the living room.

Mizuki sat in between you and Akito on the couch. Just to annoy Akito. For funsies. Mizuki leaned forward to grab the TV remote. You reached your arm out to Akito and tugged on the sleeve of his hoodie, behind Mizuki, signaling to talk with him.

"Awww, leaving already? You two better be quick! My favorite anime is about to start!!" Mizuki said with a smile on their face.

You and Akito made your way to the kitchen. Once you made it there, Akito turned to look at you and grabbed your shoulders.

"What the hell are they doing here."

"Mizuki and I are siblings. I'm sorry I forgot to tell you."

"You forgot to tell me?" Akito raised an eyebrow. "Did you tell them we're dating?"

"Of course I did. I tell them everything."

A frown formed on Akito's face. He grabbed your hand and walked back to the living room with you.

"Welcome back, you two! Come sit down, it already started."

Akito had a very visibly annoyed expression on his face. Mizuki was sat dead center in the couch.

"Can you move over? I would like to sit with my partner."

"Hmm..." Mizuki pondered for a moment. "I'm alright! Not sitting with them for 20 minutes isn't going to kill you."

You knew Mizuki was just doing this to annoy Akito, but you wanted to see what would happen, so you let it continue.

Akito crossed his arms and finally sat down.

After a while, Mizuki's phone buzzed. They picked up their pink phone and looked at the notification for a moment.

"Oh, it's Ena! I almost forgot we were gonna have a sleepover..." Mizuki said as they silently laughed to themself.

"Well, I better pack up and get going!!"

Mizuki quickly ran upstairs and came back with a pink bag, multiple keychains hanging from the zippers.

"Bye you two! Have fun!" Mizuki waved to you and Akito before rushing out the door.

You waited until you heard a click at the door to start talking again.

"You realize they were just doing that to annoy you, right?"

"Yeah."

#youve got mail! wanna open it?💌 #project sekai #project sekai x reader #proseka x reader #proseka #puroseka #akito shinonome #akito shinonome x reader

[kingcunny]

I think it's very possible Viserys was considering suicide in Ep 3. I think part of his impatience to have Rhaenyra married was he felt if she were "settled," he could go. ("I will not live forever. I wish to see you contented.") Heirs of her own would better secure her claim, she would have a husband and children to distract her, and she might even forgive him...for everything.

He's done his duty but providing a spare (soon to be two) to strengthen the line. Getting his heir married and her own succession settled is the last thing to tick off the list. And I think part of his anguish at the hunt is the slow realization that that's not enough. His lords are openly discussing her being replaced as heir, and he is her only champion. Her only protection--which both thrills and terrifies him. He can't rest yet. But if Aegon were heir, maybe he could? Rhaenyra might trade her crown for her freedom and happiness? She might eventually forgive him? Even remember him fondly?

And then she marries Laenor, and Viserys rapidly deteriorates. I think he was beginning to give up. But then Rhaenyra starts birthing brunettes, and that means his watch is not yet ended. So he hangs on for another 16 years or so. And it's when he sees Rhaenyra happy with her family with her position unambiguously affirmed, he can finally let go.

--EIHF Anon

oooh my GOD. this completely recontextualizes that entire episode. i had to go and rewatch it with this framing in mind.

hes done his duty to his grandfather. hes given the throne an heir. he has at least one spare thats safely out of SIDS territory (not that hed know that term, but the idea of it yknow). and another spare on the way Just in Case. hes tired. he wants to hang it up. he wants to see aemma and balerion and his parents again.

viserys cares a lot about his reputation, his legacy. he wants to be remembered fondly. he asks rhaenyra to join him on the hunt so he could give her one last good memory together, so they could be a family again, before hes gone. but she wont play along with his plans.

vis tries to match rhaenyra up with jason lannister to give her back what he took from her- a family. if he can find her a husband she likes, someone who can give her children and secure her own lineage and make her happy. maybe she can forgive him. if not in life then maybe once hes gone. once he knows shes taken care of. that she wont be so alone and angry anymore. but even jason is working under the assumption that aegon will be his heir, not rhaenyra. so there goes that plan too. he cant marry rhaenyra off to someone that isnt going to defend her like he would. he cant leave her alone and defenseless.

(also suicidal!vis makes me rethink his frustration with the stepstones being brought up. being reminded that hes leaving problems for rhaenyra? a sort of tongue-in-cheek, that wasnt his problem to begin with and it certainly wont be his to end?)

yknow that thing about how depressed people suddenly becoming very happy for no discernible reason is a warning sign theyve planned their suicide? how viserys seems in a better mood (at least in the beginning of the ep) than weve seen him in the last few episodes? and the reverse of that must also be true. viserys getting Very drunk because he realizes that he cant go yet. that he has to cancel his suicide. he has to stick around keep dealing with all this shit. (maybe a bit of a crisis of faith as well…)

and thats an interesting bit at the end. that maybe, like balerion, viserys ended up living longer than he shouldve. he continued to hold on past the point he shouldve died because he needed to stick around for rhaenyra. and once he feels like his family has made up, that rhaenyras position is secure, shes happy and safe. then he can finally let go.

#god sorry this has been in my drafts forever #viserys i targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #asks #hotd

[posebean]

letting it leave mutual circles heres my rinky fic idea enjoy

niki gets into an accident (because of rinne) saving him or smth like getting hit by a car and so then nikis seriously injured and wakes up in a hospital covered in bandages and his arm in a sling but no memories at all not even his own name rinnes there when he wakes up and is breaking down into tears and then nikis just like. im sorry but. who are you? and rinne just stares and is like niki are uou joking

niki: niki? is that my name

rinne:

and then rinne leaves the room and niki is so confused because 1. he has no idea who he is and why he was in a hospital all beaten up and 2. he had no idea who that red haired man was and then out of exhaustion and painkillers he passes out

the next time he wakes up himeru and kohaku are there n help him out . explain to him a bit about who he is, take him out of the hospital. red haired man from earlier is nowhere to be found niki feels like he dreamed that whole scene. himeru and kohaku dont mention rinne at all idk why because if rinne wanted something stupid they wouldnt but well. gotta advance stupidity somehow i guess

its a whole thing of niki finding this red haired man trying to befriend him but rinne just acts like theyre strangers out of pure guilt and horror because the love of his life was literally on his deathbed because of him (he wasnt rinnes just being a dramatic bitch)

but theres still the fact that niki got hurt because of him and now has no memories except for standard motorskills and etc and a little innate stuff for cooking but like. no memories memories. no relationships or feelings.

and everyone at es is careful around niki because he doesnt remember and hes probe to migraines as if hes trying to remember but just cant and also for some reason he feels like a part of him is missing and he gravitates toward that red haired man he thought he hallucinated after running into rinne in the halls on coincidence one day and rinne just. tries so hard to push him away and it explodes into a whole rinne-kun why are you pushing me away i just wanna get to know you the way you act its like we knew each other before i lost all my memories

and rinnes like you dont want to know me and its better this way you really wont like scum like me and nikis like bro what are you talking about first ur saying were strangers now ur saying we do know each other and have for this whole time and rinne is like

you were my star but i put you out with my own hand lets leave it at that and then runs away and now niki has even more wuestions unanswered than answers and its a whole game where niki slowly pieces together from things scattered around his apartment, vague memories of someone else's life, something with Rinne and hes like oh and idk the chase continues until he finally corners rinne and is like rinne-kun i might not be the same anymore i might not have any memories of you at all but now i know is that the me in the past was the most dearest to you and i know you feel like you are the reason hes gone and feel the need to punish yourself but i dont think hed want that he pushed you out of the way of that car for a reason i may not be the same, i may not have the memories that we used to share. but i know that deep down i still have that love for rinne-kun. id like to get to know rinne-kun again. that sweet brute of a man that the past me loved so much. i want to relearn every memory ive forgotten, every memory that is important to rinne-kun. maybe one day ill messure up to the past me again , maybe ill be whole again, rinne-kun, will you help me remember and then rinne fucking bawls because he hasnt cried at all in front of niki during this and was only in complete shock or cold apathy (while himeru and kohaku watch him sob in private and are like. u fucking idiot stop doing this n hes like no i ruined niki he'll be betyer off without me )and cue tender moment where hes like niki doesnt have to get any memories back i will love him no matter what, no matter the cost even if the world burns and we all change that will always stay true. and nikis like but i wanna rember if these memories are so important to rinne/kun they must be important to me too i dont know if ill ever get all my memories back but i at least want to know the memories that rinne kun loves so in case rinne-kun loses his memory i can be the one to remind him of the memories he holds so dear

#bean writes #rinky #rinniki #enstars #fun fact i wrote this before passing out and woke up and forgot i wrote it. on theme

[therealmilfdennys]

Hagans Parties Fucking Suck

cw: alcohol, puke mention, a little bit of a tussel, pot/smoking mention, season three spoilers, tommy hagain is a piece of shit and i hate him. 

Nobody understood why Tommy Hagan continued to throw ridiculous parties after he graduated. He’d always had a ‘peaked in highschool’ vibe and it was obvious he was still playing off of his popularity this summer. Its humid, it feels like your shirt is sticking to your skin. You don’t know why you’d decided to come to this fucking party, but you’re starting to regret it. Tina and Carol keep asking why you’re dating the (second) ‘Zombie Boy’ of Hawkins and you can feel your blood boil with each of their little snobby giggles. It reeks of sweat and cheap booze, and you have a headache by the time Tommy asks if his dick is fucked up like the rest of him. You’re fed up at that point, angry tears welling in your eyes as you shout at the man. Defending Billy’s honor is something you’re used to, considering he scarcely leaves the shitty apartment you two have anymore. The Starcourt fire was on the news for the four months Billy was in the hospital. He’d had reporters force him into interviews as soon as he was able to stay awake for longer than 30 minutes. You wouldnt have Tommy Fucking Hagan make it worse. HIs nose is bloody and he’s on his ass in 30 seconds flat and if BIlly were here he’d be proud. You know it was a bad idea, but you’re a little drunk and a little stoned and a lot pissed off.

Hagan calls you a whore and a freak but you can just barely here it over the rushing of blood in your ears. It’s nothing you haven’t heard before. You dump the rest of your drink on his head while he struggles to get up, and curtly walk back to the front yard. You knew this was a bad idea. You wish you’d just stayed home with Billy and watched some shitty horror. 

The humidity is worse outside and your fifth drink is making you sweat. June in Hawkins certainly wasn’t California heat, but it was still hot. You watch a little toad hop across the step stones up to Tommy’s parents house, giggling a little bit, reaching out to touch it, pouting when it hop away. You’re folded over your knees and staring at the concrete when heavy boots plant themselves just in your line of sight. “Don’ wanna talk Eddie, smoked enough already.” You giggle drunkenly, hed rolling to look up at who you previously thought was your best friend. Billy is beautiful in the moonlight i you first thought. His is that you look fucked up and pretty at the same time, something he wont ever understand. 

“Couldn’t have gotten blitzed at home sweetness? Had to come to fucking Hagans?” He smirks, arms crossed over his chest, covered, sadly. He rarely went without a shirt anymore, swore it was cause he still couldn’t stand the heat but you knew it was the scars. You get a little teary eyed thinking about it in your drunken state, making him frown. “Hey was’that for huh?” He mumbles around a lit cigarette, crouching down to look at you better, eyes scanning for possible injuries. You shake your head, waving a hand absently. “You’re pretty s’all, Bills. Missed you, these guys suck.” You huff, glaring back at the open front door were two girls you dont know almost drop their drinks in shock and skitter off. He chuckles softly, taking the cup from your hands and sucking on his teeth when he sees your brusied knuckles. “Whats that from baby?” He all but growls out, a thumb running over the blushy skin. You shrug, a wobbly smirk crossing your lips. “Decked Tommy Hagan cause he was bein fuckin’ RUDE.” You shout, lookig back at the house with fire in your eyes. Billy scoffs in surprise, eyes a little wide and a little hazy. “Oh didja now? Good job baby, looks like you got ‘im good. Need some ice for that hand though.” He states, trying to keep you from going back in to finish your ‘fight’. You ignore him, huffing. “Was callin’ you names n shit, pissed me off so bad Bill. You’re so good and they’re so stupid. Don’t know they should keep their fuckin’ mouths shut.” You grumble, watching him pet your hand with teary eyes. He frowns around his cigarette, nodding. “Thanks babydoll, I appreciate you standin up for me.” He’s gotten better at that, letting people help him. Love him. It took awhile but he’s getting there. “I wanna go home though, you wanna come with me?” You look up at him wide eyes, sucking on your bottom lip. “Uh huh, stupid lame ass party. Like you better anyhow.” You grumble, trying to stand up and failing. Billy chuckles at your pitiful little whine, grabbing you under the arms and pulling you up easily.  Your laugh is music when you get thrown over his shoulder. “Unhand me you brute!” You say in a silly voice, patting his butt playfully, making him chuckle. “Quit that shit or I’ll drop you.” He says in a way too fond voice, putting you in the front seat of your jeep and helping you with the seatbelt. He knows in the morning you’ll be whiney and sick with a nasty hangover, but he can’t find it in him to care. He used to hate the sticky warm feeling in his chest when he looked at you but now he embraces it. Let’s his cheeks warm up and his eyes glaze over a little bit as you hum Zeppelin with the radio distractedly playing with your rings. This is home to him more than Neil’s house ever fucking had been, and he won’t trade it for the world. He’s also planning on eating you out so good you see stars as a reward for knocking Hagans lights out, but thats tomorrow. Tonight he has to make sure his baby doesn’t choke or hurl on the way home.

#billy hargrove #billy hargrove x reader #billy hargrove fluff #soft billy hargrove #i want him so bad #i couldve mothered him :(

[malewife-yoomyeongwoo]

Had an idea for an tsctir au where dungeons never happened, but the magic and mana within born s classes still lingers. The fact that theyre different and that people have skill aptitudes that affect their surroundings is still present, but no ones really aware of it (the born s classes Feel it but cant do anything about it)

So HYH is still Like That and HYJ still has the effects of the “caregiver” title, just- kinda watered down?

So the fic idea that i had that takes place in this au would be centered around the fact that HYH still has to deal with the feelings and things he feels in the manhwa/LN with his nature being (spoilers) that of a flame. He still wants to fight and grow stronger; he still wants to consume that which is precious to him (HYJ); he still gets unusually protective and jealous with HYJ.

And, HYH is getting increasingly frustrated cause he wants HYJ all for himself and cant explain why and, while his hyung is confused about it, he mostly indulges his dongsaeng but, because HYJ doesnt really understand what it is HYH needs to be happy, he keeps pushing HYH away and telling him to hit milestones that are relevant for human beings (like getting a spouse or getting a good job)

But all HYH really wants is to just be with HYJ and the conflict is centered around HYH not really understanding why hes Like That and trying to conform for HYJs sake and HYJ just wanting HYH to be happy and live a good life, but failing to really understand HYH enough to be okay with the actions HYH takes in order to live a happy and good life

Of course, the conflict within HYH would only get worse as HYJ continues to meet people and make connections and have less and less time to spend with HYH

And HYH cant help but feel guilty for being how he is cause his hyung is happy! Hes finally getting to live his life now that HYH can help with the finances! But HYH has to fight the urge to sabotage everything in order to have his hyung focus on him again cause he still wants his hyung to be happy

So hes simmering in frustration and self loathing and, because its hard for him to continuously keep getting brushed off by his hyung, he starts limiting contact because he Cant Take the small and fleeting interactions he has without feeling a sense of deep yearning for the way things used to be (just the two of them)

Maybe it reaches a boiling point for HYH when its his birthday or something?? And HYJ has a bunch of people over to celebrate with him and hed brought over a girl that he thought HYH would be interested in (and the icing on the cake is how everyones being touchy and HYHs already in a bad mood but now it’s worse) and all HYH had wanted for his birthday was for it to be just him and his hyung spending time together and now theres all these people and he, of course, acts cold and petulant and HYJ is like dude wth and HYH cant explain himself in a way that makes sense so he just storms out and leaves HYJ dealing with an awkward atmosphere but HYJ ultimately asks everyone to go and apologizes to them so that he can hang out with HYH and see whats going on

And thats where theyd start to re-assess their dynamic and try to understand each other better so they can co exist in a healthier way. HYJ would learn that HYH doesnt want a relationship or to be great or anything like that, he just wants to live comfortably with his hyung. And HYH would learn that he doesnt need to repress his nature and conform for HYJs sake cause what HYJ wanted all along was for HYH to be happy (and if that means theres a lot more hugs and quiet leisure time spent between the two just enjoying each other’s presence then so be it)

HYJ gets to go out and be the extroverted single dad he is and HYH gets to be the kid who gets doted on extra from HYJ

I imagine that HYH would be in college during this time and would probably be a doing some kind of fighting related martial art (taking out his frustration on his opponents a little too much during tournaments or something); hes gotta be at least a little violent and intimidating to be around cause its HYH; he may have been an angel around HYJ growing up but i like to think that he was the worst to deal with for any other person who had to deal with being in a position of authority over him; the most petulant child ever; never did enough to warrant his hyung getting notified (and if he did he was too intimidating to actually do anything against)

#tsctir #the s classes that i raised #tsctir au #no dungeon au #fic ideas #han yoojin #han yoohyun #character study #han bro dynamics

[bougiebutchbitch]

Hey, quick question about heds and sport - I know exercise is important so that heds does not get worse, and I know that it is much better to start with exercising sooner than later. The thing is, the only sport that is fun for me is yoga, and I have tried many different sports. I recently read that yoga is a terrible idea for people with heds because of the poses that require you to bend/stretch your body. I know you are not a medical professional of course and that everyone's experiences are different, but as someone diagnosed with heds, what is your opinion on this topic (that is, if you've ever tried yoga)? I am wondering if I would do worse things to my body when I continue doing yoga (I have been doing yoga for about seven years now) than when I do no sport at all... Or maybe someone else with heds can voice their opinion/experience? Would love to hear people's thoughts on this :)

AHHHHH a good question!

According to my physio, whom I have had a similar conversation with: There is nothing inherently wrong with yoga - so long as you are very, very, very aware of your body, and do not push any pose 'further' than normal people just because you can. Doing gentle yoga is great! But not intense, flexibility-focused yoga.

I personally do not do yoga, because I cannot be trusted not to push too far lmaooooo, it's just safer for me to Avoid It. Ditto with all the dancing and gymnastics I used to do! :c Sometimes it is safer for your body just to take a step back and say, 'this isn't healthy for me, even if I love it'.

BUT. If you feel like you can do yoga and keep your range of movement within the 'normal' boundaries rather than 'hypermobile' - my physio suggested watching the average people in the class and not letting myself exceed their range of motion! - there shouldn't be a problem! It can really help you focus on your stability, balance, and proprioception - all of which heds folk sorely lack.

Basically, just do not do any intense flexibility training, and be very (very!) aware of your joint motion in knees/elbows/spine/hips/neck etc.!

#my fun thing at the moment is that I have an 'extremely hypermobile and unstable' neck #and it's causing me loads of problems with nerve damage YAY #SIGH. #but yes please please please take care of yourself - osteoarthritis is not fun

[redrobemerle]

actually on the topic of submas (sort of. tangentially.)

where did everyone get the idea that ingo hates volo from anyway? like it makes sense after the confrontation at spear pillar, if the protag ever told him what happened (particularly if you subscribe to the uncle/dad figure ingo headcanon) that hed have Issues w volo

but ive seen so many ppl be like "he mistrusts volo from the beginning" and yada yada yada

when the conversation in the highlands suggests nothing of the sort?

the japanese version of the game has him speak as politely/formally as usual

and the english, while it could be seen as rude out of context, in context really comes across as "im sorry i dont have information that you want, im gonna keep doing my job now"

direct quotes and how i, an autistic person who tends to speak a lot like ingo does, interpreted them:

"I have no cause to think the rift is to blame... but then again, I hardly remember a thing, so it's difficult to sat with certainty. I can't remember my own home, nor my family, if I had any... So you might do better to pose your questions to <Player>, I think, if it's to do with that rift."

"There's no proof that i fell from the rift, but my memorys been fucked up so who knows!" (i choose to believe he walked through a distortion, but didnt fall from the big rift. thats not the point of this post but its vaguely relevant) "we know for a fact that [protag] fell from the rift, so theyre more likely to know something than i do, assuming they dont also have memory loss from their commute here"

okay, pretty normal! he seems genuinely sorry that he cant give volo the answers he wants!

then volo talks abt the rift w the protag a bit and mentions his interest in myths and legends!! and then ingo says something else:

"I fervently hope you unravel this mystery, Volo. I'm sure it would ease people's fears over the frenzies of our nobles. And while you investigate, sir, I'll continue to prioritize the safety of the people living in this world."

alright, i could maybe see how, especially out of context, this could come across as kinda passive aggressive, but thats not how i read it at all! heres how i read it:

"i hope you figure out whats causing these problems in your studies. however, people still need to be protected and guided in the meantime, and that is more where my talents lie." like!! i viewed it far more as a genuine, if slightly blunt, statement!! theres not really any reason for ingo to be passive aggressive in this situation; he can recognize that different people have different strengths and weaknesses. volos strength is in research, ingos is in dealing with people. hes just stating what he sees as a fact.

tl;dr: im genuinely confused that people think ingo was showing discomfort with volo in the highlands conversation. in my opinion, he was just speaking in a politely logical way that is typically common in autistic people, particularly hyperlexic autistic people.

#rrm.txt #warden ingo #subway master ingo #volo #pokemon legends arceus #actuallyautistic

[haylanmakesstuff]

Day 3

I debated if this road trip was a good idea for several reasons; am I remotely capable of doing it anymore? Last year I would have said no. Is it a terrible, selfish waste of gas and emissions? Yes. I stayed up at night thinking about that one. Is it fair to ask others to donate when there are so many other things happening in the world right now that need those same funds? But I have to test myself. I have to live for better or worse. I may not be able to do the things I love and trips like this when I’m older, or heck, even 2 years from now. My abilities could continue to deteriorate at any time. And why not try to do good in the world while I adventure? I haven’t worked as a seasonal park ranger since summer 2019, and usually I would drive about this same route once a year for work; so I stacked up my karma and emissions points, and decided it was the right time.

My Story: The first time I knew something was wrong, I was only 15 years old. I kept passing out when simply standing around or doing simple tasks or exercise. Thanks, Joanne, for helping me when I literally fell onto someone’s table of Taco Bell at the mall. For years doctors blamed it on blood sugar, but could never find a problem with my numbers.  I learned to adapt to it through diet, rest, and avoidance. You mean it’s not normal to barf down your coat sleeve at work and start to pass out? The doctors shrugged it off. It’s not normal to break the bones in your feet just from hiking? Take 10 years to heal from a sprain? That was shrugged off too. This pattern continued as medical maladies were added to the list as time passed. In my 30’s it really started rolling in. I thought to myself, “Wow, I’m getting old fast!” and “I guess this is what happens in your 30’s”, but didn’t see it happening to anyone else.

I had doctors tell me I just needed to quit smoking and drinking; but I’ve actually been a lifelong abstainer. One told me that my husband must be stressing me out and it’s ruining my health – he had just met me 5 minutes before. One said, “You’ll be fine, you’re young. You’re only 23 years old,” when I was 35. When he found my stomach was herniated into my chest, he said, “huh, guess something was wrong after all.” My story is not unique in the sense of hEDS/HSD patients. The average diagnosis time is 10-15 years. I have seen many people who were not diagnosed for 5 decades.

What is hEDS/HSD? It is a connective tissue disorder. This means that anything made of connective tissue, especially collagen, does not function correctly. This affects almost every part of a body from head to toe, including brain, blood vessels, organs, heart function, anxiety and mood disorders, insomnia, sleep apnea, and the inability for muscles, ligaments, and tendons to properly work and stay attached to bones. The list is actually much more extensive, but that’s a good overview for starters. We’ll chat more briefly about this and my story in future posts!

More on my travels when I finally get somewhere exciting to share. Until then, a hui hou my friends.

Haylan

#fundraiser #fundraising #charity #ehlers danlos awareness #ehlers danlos society #ehlers danlos life #ehlers danlos syndrome #ehlers danlos #hypermobility spectrum disorder #HSD #hEDS #EDS #healthcare #chronic illness

[cerealmonster15]

pov: u switched brains w/me and now u have solomon brainrot

i literally cannot stop thinking about this man. thank u goodbye

#fuck u my mediocre memes r goin in the TAGS #obey me #obey me Solomon #im. fjkdslfjdslfjsdkljfslkdfj i spent the past 35 min on these somehow #god id fuckin kill for solomon #love this absolute freak of a man #literally every time he shows up in game i love him more #he just says something completely unhinged with a smile on his face #and im like bestie ur so unaware of anything around u im in love w/u #this bastard has been my fave from the start #and i had No Idea hed just continue to get better #HES SO FUNNY god i just #i cant even articulate words right now bc im in a Super Hyped mood #all i can communicate rn is just: him. love him.i love the solomon #PLEASE LOVE SOLOMON WITH ME #our human bestie. our magic mentor. our partner in crime. our husband??? plz???? #solomon marriage event when #love when i give him a gift in surprise guest #and hes like 'wow ur nice to even me huh?' babe u have literally been my fave from the start #u and asmo were my early loves. let me marry both of u #SOLOMON ASMO MC GROUP CHAT W H E N #WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #whenever he does that fuckin :} smile with his hand on his chin #i cry he looks SO FUCKIN CUTE i love him i LOVE HIM #i had the transparent solomon saved already from when i made another meme for him #the one about the reaper's den #where i did the garfield 'wonder who thats for' meme #/i/ still think that one's funny #that scene had me in tears #solomon is a menace to society and im in love w/him

[hugheshugs]

dancing at a party with briss and things get a little ✨spicy✨

and hed like cum in his pants and then try to hide it from his teammates

NSFW !!

AHHHHH OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD- nommie, you've just about k worded me w this thot !! holy shit- i think the idea of a guy cumming in his pants is so hot. imagine him already hard by the sight of you dancing with another guy so he walks up behind you and you continue moving your hips in circles, not even realizing how close he is until he actually cums.

he was watching you intently from across the room. you, his girlfriend, were dancing with one of his good friends, thomas. he didn't know if you were doing it on purpose or not, but he knew he didn't like it. and when you decided to put your hands on thomas' shoulders, he'd had enough (mostly because of the growing tent in his pants). he downed the rest of his drink and crumpled the red solo cup, tossing it somewhere before making his way over to you.

"oh, hey babe!" you exclaimed as you felt him behind you.

your back was pressed against his chest with thomas still facing you. you were having too much fun to notice the look on his face as he silently communicated with brendan before walking away.

"what the fuck was that?" brendan grumbled into your neck.

the hands on your hips pressed you further into him, your ass grinding against him while you continued dancing.

"you said you didn't want to dance so i came with thomas instead," you shrugged, moving in circles.

he stiffled a moan. "you don't fucking dance like that with my best friends."

"you can't tell me what to do."

"y-yes, i can," his voice was a bit breathy.

his dick was hard against you, and he wondered if you were dancing this way on purpose. but you weren't, you hadn't even noticed how he felt behind you. he moved his hips with yours, the friction feeling better than ever. he hoped no one was watching.

he felt it in his stomach and he didn't want to stop what was coming. he knew it wasn't the time but you were making him feel so good. his arm snaked around your waist and he shoved his head in your neck, breathing heavily.

"babe, you okay?" you asked confused, yet you didn't stop.

"'m gonna cum," he whined quietly, making your heart drop.

"w-what—"

"fuck— f-fuck, y/n," he moaned before cumming in his pants. you couldn't even stop him because it was too late. he pulled you deeper into him, grinding onto your ass even harder, needier than before.

he slumped onto you from behind, and you reached up to cup his cheek.

"baby.."

"i-i just came, i— fuck," he muttered, embarrassed.

"hey, it's okay," you cooed, turning around to face him.

he wrapped his arms around you and you briefly looked at the wet stain in his pants before leaning into him to hide it from everyone.

"w-what are we going to do?" he asked worriedly.

"it's okay. it's okay, my love," you shushed him with a kiss.

after helping him settle down a bit, you both decided it was best to sneak out as quick as possible. he was too dazed to notice anyone but you knew some of his teammates caught you — and you'd never tell him.

#brendan brisson smut #brendan brisson #brendan brisson blurb #brendan brisson x reader #umich hockey blurb #umich hockey imagine #riri's thirsty thots #thirsty thots #thirst night

[zeinnit]

here we go again. got this out earlier than expected. part three of this fic. part two.

the still unnamed series, pls i need ideas.

pairings; technoblade x reader, philza x reader

warnings: hunger, death, possible gore, suicide, possible derealization, manipulation

its been around an hour since the winged being left.

you wanted to be respectful, you wanted to obey by what he had told you to do. but you were so hungry and your arm continued to ache. the growling of your stomach was the only noise inside the car. outside the car was a different story, however.

over the past year, you managed to get used to the screams of people. however, nothing could ever get you used to the current sobbing from outside.

you already knew what was happening to the poor man. it was an ability one of the bad lucks possessed. he could control you, manipulate you into believing something that wasnt true. hed make you think you were terminally ill or that everything was fake and no one was real.

eventually, his manipulation tactics would drive you to suicide. youve been lucky to avoid his ability for this long. you remember when you witnessed it in person.

after hours of walking, you had finally reached the place that all the others were talking about. a place where you could escape the luckies and mobs, a place that had a plan. there was an island on the east coast. it was known to be completely void of anything dangerous. the community there were very friendly. the place you were currently at held the only boats in the city and they were all set to take people to the island.

many other people were there, all extremely friendly. almost as if nothing had happened to the earth. you had gotten into some small talk with a few teenagers. two girls and three boys. they said, 'we were at school during the time,' the girls started. 'the boys were at football practice and we were in algebra.' she explains, 'we were doing a group assignment with another boy when we heard an announcement telling us to go on lockdown.' one of the boys spoke, 'we were rushed inside as soon as possible, but we werent fast enough. our quarterback was swept into the air by this purple mass. we all just started running.' the other girl continued, 'our teacher ended up abandoning us. we were scared and knew it wasnt safe, so we got up and fled the classroom.' a second boy starts, 'when we all met up in the hall, we just stuck together. weve never left each others side since.'

they asked, 'what about you?' you pushed yourself to remember all the details. it was around two pm when you heard the shrieking and saw all of those people running. you were chatting with a co-worker. you and her both made eye contact before going outside to check what was happening. it was a mess, all of the running people, the huge ravine, the beasts that looked like they crawled straight out of nightmare. you knew better than to stick around. you and your co-worker both. so you made a run for your truck. however, she got hurt. you didnt know exactly what happened, but she was unable to walk. she begged you to leave her. so you did, and you beat yourself up for it everyday. they knew your pain. the boy that the girls had been working with in algebra got pushed into a ravine while they were running out of the school.

then someone from the boat that had just left came struggling onto the dock from the water. he was on the brink of death and gave us a warning. 'the island.... it isnt safe,' he started. 'one of those monsters.... it knew somehow. it attacked the island with a few others..... theyre all dead.' he couldnt get anything else out before dying himself.

then a woman stood up, screaming. she held a baby in her arms before lifting them up high and slamming the poor thing to the ground. it had died immediately. she was screaming at us like a mad man, saying, 'it was a monster! were all monsters!! none of this is real, we need to escape!' others tried to get her to calm down, but she wouldnt listen. one of the teenage boys next to you pointed it out. her eyes were completely green. she had no irises or pupils. it was just green.

it happened so fast. she had pulled a glass shard out of her pocket and stabbed some poor lady with it. she just kept stabbing and stabbing. the poor womans face, it was horrid. her eyes had almost been pulled out by the glass, her nose was all bent wrong, but the worst part was that she was still alive. her screams were ear piercing and she was still flailing. eventually two men managed to pry her off the woman, but by then we all knew there was no saving her. the teenage girls were sobbing, one vomited. two of the boys were freaking out while the other just stared in horror.

the woman struggled until she got her arm free and then plunged the glass into her neck. everyone was panicking but all we could do was watch as she bleed out. the green faded from her eyes as they returned back to normal blue irises that were wide in horror, before they relaxed.

you werent given enough time to process the death before the site was attacked itself. you dont know what happened to those teens, but wherever they are, you pray theyre okay.

but onto the man outside. he was screaming at someone who you knew probably wasnt there. you were just gonna ignore it as you usually did until you heard a girls cries. she sounded so young, she sounded so terrified. you know you should leave it alone, but you wanted to help. you needed to help. so you popped the trunk and bolted towards the man. he looked to be in his late 40s, possibly late 50s. they were most likely father in daughter judging by their similar looks but that wasnt what mattered.

you rammed into the mans side as hard as you possibly could, most definitely making your arm worse in the process. he let go of the young girl and you immediately grabbed her and rushed under a car that was low to the ground. as you expected, he was unable to reach you. but he would figure a way. you knew he would.

the girl couldnt help but scream in terror as he continued to shove a sharp hunting knife closer and closer to the two of you. the other side of the car was blocked so all you could do was make sure you were closer to him than she was.

and then blood was spit all over you and the girl. the mans eyes were wide as they switched from the piercing green back to soft hazel. tears fell out of his eyes as he coughed up more blood. the knife fell out of his grasp and his body went slack. he stared at the girl and gave one last sad smile before his face relaxed. he was gone.

the girl stopped screaming and quietly sobbed in your grasp as this had all happened. his body was dragged away and a shadow was present over the mans corpse. you could make out some sort of hooves? they looked exactly like pigs feet. the being seemed to have brown pants and maybe some sort of cape on?

as you and the girl stayed quiet and still in hopes of avoiding attention from the beast, you saw another pair of animal typed feet. this time you recognized them.

you and the girl sat quiet and still as talons tapped against the cement.

#ze innits: the fall #dsmp techno #dream smp techno #mcyt techno #mcyt technoblade #technoblade x reader #dsmp philza #dream smp philza #mcyt philza #philza x reader #mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #dsmp au #dream smp au #less tags bc yea. #c-technoblade #c-philza

[jackassbroadcast]

Hello im a Tommy enthusiast who watched that one stream where he monologued to foolish for like hafe an hour bc i heard it was a cool stream or wtv to realize how much amazing character moments it had that barly anyone in this damn fandom is talking about so ill fucking do it

(Only after finishing this i realized i wrote 1.7k words LOL OOPS)

If u dont know what in talking about its this stream (apologies for linking a clips channel the actual vod on foolish's channel is deleted by now)

Also heads up /rp /dsmp every time i refer to someone here by name is their character unless stated otherwise bc writing c! Before every name Is tiring LOL

Also // suicidal idealization , death mentions

The conversation starts off with foolish and tommy mining for Wilbur, and foolish questions how simply mining will solve the problem to which Tommy reponds with "they dont get solved, do they? It just ends uo with some madman screaming 'Hes solved it!' And now look at him." And how he wants to "prevent the problem before it goes outta hand" something that clearly references Wilbur and his destruction of lmanburg, which paired with him collecting stone for Wilbur as the way to stop said problems he believes if he does anything he can for Wilbur and support him by his side enough this time around, that he wont do anything like thay again, which as im writing this makes be realize by doing that we learn hes blaming himself for what happened to Wilbur in November 16th and pogtopia and a whole, by not being enough for Wilbur in his mind.

The conversation continues, foolish off hand asks why would tommy want to stop Wilbur? Weren't they friends at some point? To which tommy leads foolish to lmanburg and tells him the story of the nation (how it was him and Wilbur's nation, how they made it to espace dream's iron fist and how they held an election "which puts your life on the line, which is good- if you're confident but- perhaps we were too confident", how they lost)

Tommy: "You know the phrase: 'treat other how you wanna be treated', foolish? People dont ever listen to it. Wilbur- he decided he wanted to be treated poorly so he treated everyone around him poorly "

This Tommy quote, to me at least, so so amazingly strong in conveying how understanding he is? To the world around him. Like-

I have not seen one person bring this quote up, and yet its (at least to me) shows such growth and understanding in Tommy i saw little to nothing like it in other streams. It shows he understands, he knew Wilbur didnt change just because, he knows he was struggling, that he thought everyone around him were againt him, were going to abandon him the first chance theyll get- and he thought he deserved it. So he, as a last way to defend himself against that, hurt them first, abandoned them first, so theyll see how much of a 'bad' person he was and take him out- and tommy saw right through that, possibly understanding it more after exile.

This next qoute was talked about much more but i still wanna bring it up

Foolish: "Do you believe in second chances?"

Tommy: "Oh, no I don't really believe that its not really a thing for me foolish its just that-" *sigh* "- i believe everyone has a little bit of good in then and this is not about giving him a second chance or a third chance- its not about *chances* foolish. Its about not giving up on the poeple you care about. "

Which. I mean. I dont know how healthy that mindset is, but comign from Tommy it makes so much sense.

Techno, tubbo, eret, sapnap. These are all people Tommy used to be extremely close to, had either a war or had been betrayed by them, and yet still found it in his heart that he still cares for them, with all of these, they did horrendous things, that hurt tommy physically and mentally, while also not being once or twice, but a contentious thing, but while tommy is to this day still effected by their actions he still found it in himself to forgive, because he knows he fucked up too, a lot, and he knoes they learned from their mistakes just as he had (except c!techno FUCKKK c!techno mf doesnt learn SHITTT) and he knows, when the time comes he knows hed want the people he hurt to forgive him too. (And he wants Wilbur to do the same)

Next qoute i will cut to a couple parts because its really so good and full of character i had to bro

Foolish: "Do you consider yourself to be the good guy or the bad guy?"

Tommy: "It really depends who you ask, isn't it? Yknow? If you asked dream he'd say im *his little toy that he plays with* you know? It doesnt.."

This part really stunned me when i first heard it because, and correct me If im wrong, but i dont think tommy ever acknowledged how dream sees him, and  how right he has his viewpoint too. Just the fact tommy is so *painfully* aware of how dream doesnt even see him as a person anymore but just a toy to mess around with for a while than just throw it away when it get too boring really hurt me. Someone give this kid a hug

(Continued) Tommy: "...foolish, honestly? I used to consider myself 'the good guy', you know? The fuckin'- second in command! But these past- these past like six months or so, foolish, everything got so much harder than it was before. Because before it was just us vs bad guys, it was all so clear! But- its not been 'clear' for so long, right? It wasn't; 'these are the bad guys! These are the good guys!' Now it's : 'he's doing this and it makes him a bit worse-' i mean, it all got so complicated, so- i don't know. Depends who you ask."

He says this, in response to foolish asking if hes a good guy- but its awfully similar to if Wilbur asked him if they were the bad guys. Because foolish just asked about him, and yet in his answer tommy made sure to keep using the words "us, he's, guys" as if hes not really talking about himself, as if hes explaining how Wilbur was wrong. Which he was. Also something interesting ive noticed, he says "the last 6 months or so", which indicated that with Wilbur he knew better to follow his word and leadership- with Wilbur he was always on the right side but when he lost him he felt much more lost alone, and couldn't trust himself enough to be on the "right side" .

Foolish: "I dont know, it all seems strange because just from, you know- hearing from others and, you know, learing a little bit, its seems like you've been the hero, you've been the villain, the conqueror, the savior, and, even now, i have no idea what you exactly are."

Tommy: "that's up to you to decide, isn't it? Im just- *uh*  i dont know. These days, foolish, I'm a little weaker than i used to be"

Foolish couldn't be more right with what he said, another example of this we see where a character acknowledges tommy never sticks to one thing us Charlie when calling him "tommy fron nowhere" which shows more how he cant stick to one thing, during the course of him on the server he had been friends and enemy with nearly everyone, been on pretty much all sides, and while never really intentionally, being in the center of conflict. When foolish says he doesnt know who tommy is anymroe at this point and all Tommy says in return is that "hes a little weaker than he used to be" does to show he misses who he used to be, with lmanburg, with Wilbur, when he knew who he was, now he doesn't know who he is anymore, but still so desperately want to be more demonstrated by the lines coming rigth after that one:

(Continued) Tommy: "..I'm not- I'm now who i want to be, but-"

Foolish: "Being honest with you, Tommy, that's the same case for me as well."

Tommy: "...heres the thing, foolish, unlike you i dont really have a choice. I have to try and be who i want to be, because if i dont, very bad things are gonna happen in this server. And now that Wilbur's back i can't- quite frankly *no one* can risk that. So i dont really have a choice."

Tommy want's to change- he wants to be better than he is now, to be closer to who he used to be, no matter how impossible that might be, but he also sees it as an immediate thing, he wants to change now, or asap, which is why hes collecting stone for Wilbur in the first place- old him would've done that with ease just because Wilbur asked and he wants to have that back so badly, asap. The way he talked about this reminded me of when he tried getting over his trauma stream before he went in the prison to kill dream: he knew he wasnt the best but he tried getting over that asap to go kill dream asap. He didnt wanna take the long road of years of healing and instead thought he could get over it just like that, and that experience clearly didnt teach him anything because now hes trying to slide back to the relationship he and Wilbur used to have and ignoring the drastic changes they both had plus the bad moments that were the reason they feel out in the first place, or maybe he knows, but at this point, after everything that happened to him and the server, he doesnt care anymore? He knows hes not the same he was and he'll never be the same, because thats not how it works, but his mentor, president, big brother is back after so long tommy felt so lost and alone he thinks maybe, this time around, with Wilbur, he could try and be better again.

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NEVERMIDN STUPID THOUGHT BUT DO U THINK MICHEAL IS COLD ALL THE TIME

do u think at night he gets as close to u as possible in the bed, holding u as tight as he can to try to get as much warmth out of u as possible

do u think pre scooping (probably when you two were a little younger) hed always try to stick his coldass hands under your shirt to get at your sides

do u think he has a heated blanket do u think he likes the window seats better because the sun hits him do you th- [shot b4 i can continue]

like ik i said in the shower idea that the water can be too hot but do u think that he considers us the perfect amount of warmth do u do u

max

i like to think he was relatively cold most the time pre scoop (and stayed cold forever afterwards) and would tease you with a shit eating grin on his face as he sneaks his hands under your shirt and on your stomach, making your squeal as you try to push his hands away to which he laughs at your attempts.

i think he would definitely like to sit next to a window, or if he’s driving have the heat in the car for himself especially if it’s already cold outside and you’re both shivering.

i feel like even though he doesn’t like how hot a shower can get, baths are probably his favorite if he had to choose and not hurry up his routine. just sitting in the warmth after feeling so cold, maybe you’re in the tub with him or you’re washing his hair for him because you knew he had a long day and needed this. either way he enjoys warmth but not too much heat if that makes sense, he gets overwhelmed when it’s too hot and he doesn’t like the feeling he gets from it either.

you’re like his own personal heating blanket, he’d be cheating on you if he got a real heated blanket /j

he makes it an excuse to hold you tightly at night, watching a movie or soap opera together with his hands snaking around you and pulling you close to his body and simply stating, “it‘s so we don’t get cold, love.” but you roll your eyes playful and shiver at the feeling of his cold hands on your warm skin.

so basically:

you 10000/10 best heater ever — michael (his words not mine!)

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