#and i have a paper due tomorrow

[blueskittlesart]

profs will set the due date for the final as april 24 and then STILL NOT HAVE THE FUCKING ASSIGNMENT UP TO SUBMIT THE PAPER BY 11PM ON APRIL TWENTY FUCKING THIRD

#ALEC. BESTIE. PLEASE. I AM BARELY PASSING YOUR CLASS AS IT IS I NEED YOU TO WORK WITH ME HERE #i feel the need to explain the level of bullshit that has been going on with this particular final actually because holy shit. #he first told us about it about 3 weeks ago which. fine. but all he said was 'you will have to pick a topic and write a paper' #like nothing about what the topic should relate to how the paper should be organized word count etc. literally nothing #radio silence for 2 weeks. we all forgot about it. then out of the blue 'btw your papers are due in a week lol!' #so we all scramble to figure out what the hell the assignment actually is #come to find out he never actually posted the assignment brief on canvas as an assignment. the only way we can access it is via a pdf #linked in ANOTHER UNRELATED ASSIGNMENT. #the project brief in question describes several in-class activities we straight up have not done. #no one actually knows if it's really due tomorrow or next week because he keeps pushing shit back and DOESNT ANSWER EMAILS #but the date on the syllabus is the 24th. and there is still nowhere online where we can submit our papers at all. #jesus fucking christ in heaven #personal #he is going to be getting a. shall we say INTERESTING professor review from me. lmao

[littledollll]

Currently have 4 drafts saved as “Lucifer WIP” a little piece of me dies every time I go in with the intentions to write agere and get smacked in the face with smut.

But also none of them have anything, it’s just a phrase or sentence I really intend to use at some point.. hopefully soon. Probably not.

#Bitch I have 2 papers due tomorrow and worrying about Lucifer smut #Bitch I wanna write Lucifer smut but I’m worrying about the two papers I have due #littledollll rants

[bookwyrminspiration]

I swear the magisterium series went so hard with saying you can bring someone back but you can’t fix death and then they ruined it

LITERALLY! For the age group, it was so raw and poignant and quite effective, in my opinion. Absolutely loved Aaron's brought back wrong story; i've never forgotten the descriptors of when he woke up and his hair and nails were longer because they'd kept growing in death, and how that clued Aaron in. and his screams. the way in the end, Aaron wasn't alive, he was under Call's control; Call told him not to talk about things like that, and he didn't. because he couldn't. Aaron didn't have free will, he had Call's will. the dawning horror when Call realized, and Aaron begging to be put to rest...favorite part of the series for me, I think

then they decided in book five actually we can fix death and are going to bring back Aaron perfectly fine this time <3

WHY. WHY did we do all that then. i HATE it. magisterium fandom unites around a hatred of the golden tower. in my heart aarons dead for real <3

#the magisterium #quil's queries #the-one-and-only-aroace #completely unrelated but i'm starting to get a lil nervous. i thought my teacher was supposed to send an article to read and write #a short paper on today #that would be due first thing tomorrow #but there has been...nothing... #if it turns out we were supposed to have it and I've missed somethin maybe I can sweet talk la profe #i have been an excellent student the whole entire year #AND i speak spanish #(she's from ecuador)

[aemonds-princeregent]

fire and blood

#i'm so ready #i have a paper due tomorrow but prioritiessss #hotd season 2 #hotd #hotd s2 #alicent look like a painting #ahhhh #alicent hightower #rhaenyra targaryen #manifesting aegon and aemond posters #pls hbo #house of the dragon

[superhell]

lord, grant me the strength to log off, the courage to log off, and the wisdom to log off

#i have. a paper due tomorrow #cimorene.txt

[becca-e-barnes]

Porn star Bucky deffo spanks innocent readers pussy-

Ooooooh, the lil flood of pornstar!bucky asks I got this evening?? 🥵 They're re-awakening my love for that man

Because eugh, the thought of Pornstar Bucky making innocent reader sit on his lap. He's fully clothed while you're naked, your legs held spread over the top of his and he has you both sitting facing the full length mirror. His thick cock is trapped between his body and the swell of your ass, throbbing occasionally, just a promise of what's to come later.

"See angel, you gotta rub that little bud, right there. That's what's gonna make you feel good when this little pretty pussy starts throbbing. Start slow, just take it nice'n easy. You don't need to rush, just enjoy how it feels." He encourages, hearing you mewl pathetically. His fingers are rubbing in every direction, leaving you unsure which way they'll go next. No matter what way they rub, you know it'll be nothing short of breathtaking and sure enough, it always manages to tear another gasp from your throat.

"F-faster Bucky. Oh fuck, rub me faster." You gasp, your head thrown back onto his shoulder so you don't have to watch yourself pathetically come undone in the mirror.

Faster never comes though. Instead, you receive one gentle four finger tap to your exposed pussy, making you mewl. "Language, sweetheart. Only naughty girls use language like that." He smirks, nipping your ear and admiring how you're now rolling your hips and whimpering, desperate to grind against anything.

"Don't tell me you liked that? You liked me spanking your little pussy?" He chuckles and like a good girl, you shake your head no. "Don't lie to me, sweetie. You forget I can feel how wet you just got. Cause since I gave you that spank, this little pussy went all drippy. And you're gonna lie to me and tell me you didn't like it?"

There's nothing you can do except whine and struggle, letting his thick fingers probe your slick cunt, taking his time to trail your arousal wherever he damn well pleases.

"Need you Bucky. Please. G-give me your fingers again. R-rub that little bud again, it felt so good." You beg, almost ready to sob to get what you need.

Just when you think he's going to give you what you so desperately need, you feel another four finger slap to your clit, a little firmer this time. The gentle sting is so intoxicating, not painful enough to truly hurt, just enough to send pleasure rippling through your body.

"That's for being so impatient." He smirks, his free hand reaching up to cradle your throat, putting a little pressure exactly where he knows is going to drive you wild.

"But... Bucky, I was so-" You begin before another harsh spank lands exactly where the last one hit.

"That's for talking back. Piss me off one more time baby, you're not gonna like the way I'll spank you until you're cumming. Believe me sweetheart, I've done it to sweet little things like you before and I can do it again."

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #ps!bucky #I've missed him sm #eugh my eyes are so sore #I can hardly keep them open #I want to sleep this day off #but I have a report due tomorrow and I have a few hundred pages of prep papers to read for work #realistically #if I wrote the report tonight #would I be able to keep my sad ass awake at 7am tomorrow morning to read the papers? #should I even risk it?

[brb-on-a-quest]

I am the taker of notes, the crafter of study guides, the champion of exams, the keeper of knowledge

and yet

~i just want to lie in the void and put a pause button on life for a hot min~

#I have lab due tomorrow #Test wednesday #Stuff for spanish paper due #May need to drop a class- not failing it just...overmuch rn #I am keeping hope but hope is a beautiful thing with ever-gritted teeth #Brb-study #studyblr

[thefortysecondolive]

Nicht manchmal, immer.

[eine kleine Adam/OC Szene aus irgendwas, was irgendwann länger werden wird, weil ich neulich einen Zitat aus Daniel Sloss' "Jigsaw" wiedergesehen hab' und weil mein Ace!Leo Headcanon immer mehr (projektionsgemäß) in Richtung 'nonpartnering aroace' neigt]

Das letzte, was Adam erwartet, als er noch nackt und verschwitzt neben Felix liegt und langsam runterkommt, ist, dass Felix sich in ausgerechnet diesem Moment entscheidet, ausgerechnet Leo zur Sprache zu bringen. Eigentlich erwartet er gar nichts — dafür ist sein Kopf noch viel zu leer — aber auch wenn er klar denken könnte, würde er es niemals in Betracht ziehen, dass sein aktueller Fickfreund seinen besten Freund direkt nach dem Sex besprechen wollen würde.

Aber eindeutig hatte er Felix falsch eingeschätzt — und nicht schon wieder so, wie er ihn falsch eingeschätzt hatte, als sie zum ersten Mal zusammen ins Bett gelandet sind — denn der sagt jetzt tatsächlich mit noch-rauer Stimme: "Manchmal habe ich das Gefühl, dass du Leo mehr liebst als mich."

Und das ist doch absurd.

Wenn er bis gerade eben noch auf Wolken geschwebt wäre, jetzt schaltet sich sein Gehirn wieder ein. Er dreht sich auf die Seite und stützt sich mit einem Ellenbogen auf, damit er Felix ins Gesicht sehen kann. Felix sieht ihn todernst an, trotz der Röte, die ihm noch in den Wangen steht, und der zerzausten Haaren. Fuck, aber er ist schön — aber eben nicht, wenn er solches Quatsch im Bett labert.

"Babe", setzt Adam an, und muss sich räuspern und nochmal versuchen, weil seine Stimme ja auch noch ziemlich rau ist. "Babe, nee." Felix entspannt sich sichtlich, aber Adam lässt ihn keine Zeit, um irgendeine Antwort zu formulieren. "Nicht manchmal", fährt er fort. "Immer. Ich liebe ihn immer mehr als ich dich liebe."

Wut und Überraschung und Verletztheit jagen sich über Felix' Gesicht, und es tut Adam ein bisschen leid, das zu sehen. Vielleicht war das doch zu harsch gewesen — aber er musste es Felix doch klarmachen, dass der nicht einfach den ersten Platz in Adams Leben beanspruchen dürfte, nur, weil er Adam jetzt seit einem knappen halben Jahr (naja, zugegebenermaßen ziemlich gut) fickt, und ihn ab und zu zum Essen einladet. So funktioniert das doch nicht.

"Was?", presst Felix schließlich hervor. "Was machen wir denn hier? Was wird das hier, wenn du in ihm verliebt bist?"

"Das habe ich nicht gesagt." Nicht, dass es nicht zumindest noch ein kleines bisschen stimmt.

Jetzt stützt sich auch Felix mit dem Ellenbogen auf. "Na, was denn, Adam? Du lässt dich sieben Monaten lang von mir ficken und dann sagst du mir, dass du deinen scheiß Mitbewohner mehr liebst? Wie —"

Adam fällt ihm ins Wort. "Also erstens hast du dich auch sieben Monaten lang von mir ficken gelassen" — Felix verdreht die Augen — "und zweitens ist Leo nicht nur mein Mitbewohner, sondern auch mein bester Freund seit wir noch Kinder waren, und das kannst du nicht einfach mit deinem Schwanz überwinden." Felix setzt sich zu einer Antwort an, aber Adam lässt ihn wieder nicht ausreden. "Ej, aber das heißt doch nicht, dass ich dich nicht will, okay?"

#this is going to have something to do with that seemingly inescapable aroace feeling of Being Left Behind #but also with the fact that friends are fucking There For You and that's More Important a lot of the time #and that means that even when one of you starts dating you're still each other's People #Anyway everything is fine and there's more than one way to love someone and they're not mutually exclusive #my writing #fanfiction #tatort saarbrücken #adam schürk #aroace leo hölzer #<<weil es das hier deswegen gibt (auch wenn er in dieser Szene nicht vorkommt) #posting now so I can stop thinking about it and maybe focus on the two papers due tomorrow night

[phtalogreenpoison]

my brain feels like it's melting...

#i have written 7/20 pages for a paper that needs 13 pages due tomorrow #i am. struggling #but hey! #this is fine #i want a little treat #:(

[sapphicsnzs]

trying to sneeze and sniffle quietly in the library to not draw attention to myself

#self obs #snz blog #snz kink #snzblr #i wish i could be at home but the only place i can focus is the library and i have two papers due today #i also always sit in the quiet section because it has the least distractions but i feel so bad if i make any noise #im wearing a big sweatshirt and just wiping my nose on it to avoid sniffling #i also keep going to the bathroom to sneeze because i don’t wanna be loud #anyways hopefully i can finish these quick and then go home cause im so exhausted and i have to be up early tomorrow for an interview

[chittychittyyangyang]

If I wasn't in the last two weeks of my graduate program I would have a lot to say about suicide, how RW.BY has done surprising well showing different aspects of suicide (abysmal trigger warnings aside), and the fan's strong (valid) feelings about suicide and what it means for them unable to see it from different perspectives in fiction.

#ccyy talks #suicide mention #truly it just bothers me because I am so passionate about being able to talk about suicide #because it's so much healthier for people if we could have open conversations about it #and it is hard when people are not in a place to step back from their own experiences #and I truly get how hard that is #I had a REALLY rough time with the paper pleasers plot #but your experiences aren't universal and suicide isn't just one thing #if I didn't already had a passion topic for research suicideology would be so interesting to me #but anyway I have basically 10 pages of research due tomorrow and a draft of a presentation due monday

[bookwyrminspiration]

including proper citations where you're not "supposed" to is the funniest fucking thing in the world to me. i just sent an email to my instructor quoting and citing said instructor with a works cited section

#shitpost #it was me arguing that I shouldn't have to go to tutoring for this paper due tomorrow #it's part of the paper requirements but she said we could send an email arguing why we shouldn't have to #and MAN i hope she excuses me because #i was planning to write the whole thing this afternoon and tomorrow #and if I have to come back to campus. just to go visit tutoring for a few minor pointers #i'm going to be miffed #i asked her how many points i'd lose if I just didn't do it #and she was like...i don't know...I didn't think that far ahead...i didn't think anyone wouldn't do it since it's a requirement.... #like. love her but also. have you MET college students??? #we will skip things sometimes #anyway. she came up with a number and it's not...bad? but it's not great either #so. i'd really just rather be excused #this is what I get for writing my essays last minute. alas #i always do pretty well either way!! so

[daydadahlias]

please please write it !! (begging standing up)

(begging standing up) is the funniest thing I've ever read and, just for that, I will open a doc

#and potentially never write it but !! i want to !! i do !! #pigeon #anon #i need to focus on school stuff first tho #i have a final paper due tomorrow and i literally have *barely* started it. it's truly tragic

[rillabrooke]

i stupidly didn't see the sign-up link for a midterm i'm supposed to take this week, so now i'm stuck taking a midterm tomorrow at 10am that i didn't really study for until today (yay!!)

on the bright, i had a different midterm last night that went really, really well (i think)—which is great cuz the first midterm in that class went really, really poorly. lord willing, they'll reasonably average out.

on the other hand, i have another more important midterm on friday that i haven't started studying for because i've spent all my time and energy on midterm #1 (cuz that was the most important).

so yeah. life's great and there aren't enough hours in the day.

#i also have a placement to attend; emails to send; phone calls to make; etc etc etc #i feel as if i'm being ripped apart in every direction #i'm going to hit saturday and absolutely crash #OH and i have a 1000 paper due tomorrow that i haven't started #and ANOTHER assignment (that always takes forever and a half to do) due friday!!! life's great!!!! #rilla.txt #dl #and instead of doing any of the above i am scrolling on tumblr in denial :D

[yasmeensh]

OCs... AGAIN. remember the old hybrid man? he’s back. he’s always been there but i’m planning more of his own story lately.

#personal project #OCs #I promise I'm writing things I just have nothing to share lol. it's all shambles and not coherent #no one told me writing is this hard #I always have scenarios and ideas swirling in my head since forever #but this is the first time i decide to put it down on paper and give it a beginning and an end #writers... you are doing unbelievably amazing stuff i applaud you #what's your secret!? #also i have one more 'exam' left #it's take-home so i can't take a proper break from it orz #it's due tomorrow SO... soon #and then I'll properly give skyward sword the attention it deserves #i just got that windmill propeller thingy #scrapper is soooo in love with fi lol #i wanna do those gaming diary illustrations like i did with lttp last january

[arsonist-chicken]

Can I get a neurotypical brain? Can I PLEASE get a neurotypical brain?

#i have. three papers. two due monday and one tuesday. #i have only just now started on the most urgent one #i originally planned to take the 2h train ride to uni and deliver it there but. i think i'll just take it to the post office tomorrow for #express delivery and call it a day and have it be there a day late. she's nice anyway. #and ask a colleague there to print out and deliver the other one on tuesday and buy her a bunch of chocolate #but i want to cry. i've had weeks and months to do this shit so naturally. i didn't do shit. #the paper now is about my future as a translator/job future and it makes me want to cry #and i need so much and it's past midnight and i'm so tired but it needs to be at the post office before noon #okay i'll not start rambling now about my shite job perspectives and depression and non-functioning brain #but i am going to put in a lil paragraph about how i'd like to be self-employed maybe but never will actually do that cause yk. #untreated adhd. i'd be bankrupt before I'd even start #okay I'll get something for my headache and then I'll get back to it #okay bye good night whatever bye bye #mine #upset vent noises #don't mind me sometimes you just need to vent a lil because you're tired and overwhelmed and depressed #and for the paper due tuesday idek wtf that shit is about #i someone has tips or advice please lmk