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queenofcoquette · 10 months

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Amy do you have any advice for getting your life together when you're unmotivated to do anything and when you generally feel ucky?

ofc! this is me right now. i'm feeling horrible, like i haven't been this bad in a while. lately i've been feeling disgusting, tired, unmotivated. but even tho i'm going thru it i'm trying to do things that'll keep me feeling a little better, so when this passes i'll be good. here's my tips:

first of all, when it comes to self improvement i think about floating and not swimming. heres what i mean: when you're feeling horrible you just need to float, you don't need to move or swim. like i mean do the bare minimum to stay healthy, and not overwhelm yourself.

let it out. i've cried so much this week, and it's helped a lot. sometimes i struggle with getting myself to cry so i just think about me when i was a kid and i start crying a ton, and it feels really good to let it out.

journalling. i've also been writing down all my crazy negative thoughts, all of them. you might feel a little insane when you do it, but just put it all out there. a lot of times if the paper is super upsetting i'll throw it out later.

preserve your health. this is so important. stay hydrated, keep eating and showering. do those little things to help yourself. it might not make you feel better, but it's important to not hit a self-destructive period. if you feel up to it, workout. at my worst days i make my workout routine a little easier cuz i just feel so exhausted. but on better days i do the whole thing.

do little things. lately i've been reading a few pages before bed, or i've been listening to my favorite records. just little things that usually make me happy. it hasn't done much if i'm honest but it's better than nothing!

coping in a healthy way. find a healthy coping mechanism. to simplify what i'm sad about part of it is moving and how i miss connecticut (yes its very dumb) so i write poems about that time that i mis and i feel a little better.

make a list of what you need to do. i've been stressed for a lot of reasons, but this summer i wanted to do better, and i didn't. i still have a lot i need to get done, so i made a list of what i need to do like ordering a new bed-cover and getting my permit, things like that.

make small changes. lately i've been taking it slowly. reading a little, doing practice permit tests, just little things to get back on track.

of course communication. if you have someone to talk to, talk to them. you might not feel better immediately, but just stay consistent. take care of your health, journal and get to the bottom of why you're feeling that way and just do that. with time you'll get better. take it one step at a time. right now don't worry too much about self improvement, just think about making sure you're ok and then going from there. sorry if this post is super long, i had a lot to say. sending u all the best <3

#queenofcoquette

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angelst4re · 2 years

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hii, how are you?? can u pls write a long shot super fluffy where y/n has daddy issues and jamie is her best friend. y/n has a really bad fight with her father so she goes to jamie’s house crying in the middle of the night and ofc jamie gets really worried and comforts her into saying whatever it is that made her feel that way.. after she explains what happens they lay down together on the sofa with a bunch of blankets and pillows and jamie cuddles her from behind and they watch movies all night while jamie whispers to her that it’s gonna be ok? and then they share a kiss? 🥹 thanks a lot!!

hi love!! i'm great, i hope you are too!! ugh i love these kind of fics, they heal my daddy issues <3

Daddy Issues- Jamie Campbell Bower x Reader

summary: after a fight with your father, you run to only source of comfort <3

warnings: so much fluff! but it also gets quite deep, tw for abusive parents, mention of suicide

note: i'm so sorry i haven't posted as much as i usually do, life has just been so chaotic lately, i've barely had a moment to myself! (and when i did i spent it reading peter/001 fics on ao3, i'm planning on writing my own one soon!)

Your hair stuck to your forehead, your mascara had run down your face causing dark circles around your eyes. Your ice cold hands shook as you knocked on the door, before pulling them back into the sleeves of your hoodie, trying to keep the slightest warmth in your body. You tried not to think about what had just happened, as it only brought more tears to your eyes. All you needed to think about was Jamie, how all you want to do is cry into his shoulder as he comforts you.

“I don’t fucking care! I want you out of my sight!” He yelled, stepping closer to you. You try to back away, but that only leaves you cornered, your side pressed against the door. Your hands fumble with the lock, trying to open it so you can leave, so you can run, so you would be free. At least for now.

“Oh, love,” Jamie frowns, instantly guiding you in your zoned out state into his house as you shiver from the cold. You had just walked 15 minutes in the heavy rain to get here, potentially risking your life as you looked at the clock he had hung by the stairs. 11:50pm. “What happened? Why are you-”

“I don’t want to talk about it,” you sniffle, pulling your soaked hood from your head, “at least not yet. I just needed to see you.”

“That’s okay, darling. We should get you changed into some dry clothes though before anything, I don’t want you getting ill.” He says, wiping the tears from your cheek, leaving his thumb stained from your mascara.

You slip your shoes off and follow him up the stairs to his bedroom. You sit down on the end of his bed as he pulls out a white hoodie from his wardrobe, one you had stolen from him previously. He also pulls out a pair of shorts you had left behind after a sleepover. He passes them to you, along with a towel, and you head to the bathroom. You peel the wet clothes from your body, leaving you in just your bra and underwear, which were both dry thankfully. You dry your damp arms, legs and torso with the towel before slipping his hoodie over your head, smiling as you realise it smelt like your best friend. You then pull the shorts on before washing your face, leaving no traces of mascara but instead revealing your puffy, red eyes. Finally, you brush through your hair before picking up your wet clothes and returning to the bedroom.

“I’ll get these washed and dried for you before you go back-”

“No!” You panicked, “I can’t go back, Jamie, not tonight…”

He furrowed his eyebrows, sitting down on the edge of the bed.

“What happened?” He asks once more, this time a lot more demanding than the last.

“My dad and I got into an argument,” you sigh, “and… well, it ended pretty badly. I don’t want to go back, not tonight. I left the house with nothing, not even my phone or keys, and I didn’t know where to go. So I came here.” You feel your eyes gloss with tears as you speak, but it was only after you had finished when they had escaped the barriers of your waterline.

Jamie pulled you to his chest as you cried, his hands rubbing your back comfortingly as he rested his chin on the top of your head.

“I’m so sorry, love,” he whispered, “you can stay here if you want? I’ll drive you home so you can get some things, I’ll even come in with you if you want?”

You shook your head. You could not go back, not tonight. With your face still buried in Jamie’s chest.

“I want to stay with you,” you spoke into his t-shirt, “but I can’t go back.”

“That’s okay, that’s fine, darling. You’re always welcome here, you know that, right?” He says with a smile, you pull away from his chest and give him your best attempt of a smile back. “How about we take the pillows and the blankets downstairs, lay on the sofa and watch some movies? How does that sound?”

“Sounds great.” You say with a sniffle, your voice rather hoarse from the crying.

Jamie puts his thumbs up before lying back and reaching his arms out to snatch the pillows from his bed. There were four in total, so he handed two to you and kept two for himself.

“Go down and get comfy, love. I’ll be there with the blankets in a minute.”

Right now, all you needed was comfort and reassurance, along with a healthy way to express your emotions. Jamie offered all three of these and more. Right now, he was lying behind you with his arms wrapped around you, as if he was protecting you, keeping you safe. Your back was pressed against his chest, yet you wanted to be closer. You craved physical touch. You didn’t want him to ever let go. The warmth of his body behind yours allowed you to relax, you even began to feel sleepy as he would occasionally stroke your hair or run his hand up and down your arm. But right now he held your hand, rubbing his thumb over the skin of your knuckles as you had begun to sob softly into the pillow again, your fathers words lingering in your mind.

“Shhh, hey, it’s okay,” Jamie soothed you, bringing your hand to his mouth and placing a delicate kiss to the back of it, “darling, I’m here, you’re with me, you’re safe, okay? It’s going to be okay, I promise.”

Jamie knew about your father and his ways. Having physically abused your mother, causing her to take her life while you were still so young, hoping you’d be placed in the care of your grandparents- but that wasn’t the case. You were left with him. And although he had never hurt you physically, he made up for it mentally and emotionally. The two of you would always argue, though you wished you wouldn’t, but this time felt different, you felt genuinely scared. Leaving you to run into the arms of your only comfort. Jamie.

Jamie was the only man in your life you could genuinely trust to not hurt you. He had been with you through your highest and your lowest, quite literally, and the two of you held no secrets. You had no reason to. You trusted him, and no one else.

“I thought he was going to hurt me,” you whisper, turning to face Jamie, “I was so scared.”

He pulled you even closer again, readjusting the blanket as his hands moved to hold you by your back, rubbing soothingly as his chin rested on your forehead, allowing you to cry into your shoulder.

“I won’t let him lay a single finger on you, okay? Tomorrow you’re packing your bags and you’re moving into my spare room. He goes to work at 9, right? We’ll be there and gone in less than an hour. I can’t keep seeing you like this, it breaks my heart, darling. You don’t deserve this, you’ve done nothing wrong.”

His words only set you off again, feeling loved felt so unfamiliar, you felt for a moment that he was doing this- saying this- because he felt bad for you, but you knew that’s only because that’s what you were made to believe. You had been told your entire life how worthless you are, how nobody cared about you, but that wasn’t true. It couldn’t be further from the truth.

“Look at me, y/n,” Jamie whispered, putting his thumb under your chin, “it’s going to be okay.” He says, looking into your eyes with such belief, he told you as if he knew, as if he had already seen.

His finger under your chin slowly moved so he could cup your cheek, stroking your skin with his thumb.

“I can’t believe I’m saying this, but you look better than me in that hoodie.” He chuckled, leaving you with a smile on your face.

“I don’t believe that.”

“Well, you should. You’re beautiful, y/n. I need you to realise that.”

You couldn’t help but blush at these words. He had obviously told you this many times before, but this time something felt different. Your belly felt warm as your breath began to get heavier, he seemed to have felt this too as he heard him swallow hard. Then you began to inch your face closer to his, and he didn’t stop you, instead he leaned closer to you too, causing you to meet in the middle as his lips pressed against yours, leaving a gentle, soft kiss. Your eyes had fell shut, partly due to tiredness, partly the overwhelming feeling his lips had given you, and when they reopened you were met with a smiley Jamie.

“We should probably get some rest, sweetheart.” He says, his hand coming up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.

“Can I sleep in your room tonight? I just don’t want to be alone…” You admit, snuggling your face back into his shoulder, hiding your face in embarrassment.

“Of course, darling,” he says, his hands holding you close against him again, “of course.”

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#jamie bower x reader #jamie campbell bower #jamie bower #jamie campbell bower x reader #jcb #vecnussy #x reader

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cheolhub · 8 months

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now that i have a minute of ur time (and mine bc ive been super busy), i want a mood board and playlist pls ilysm (also pls tell me im not too late)

also congrats on keeping ur blog for a whole year, im glad u haven't left me here to fend for myself w/o u

ofc ur not too late <333 even if u were late, i wouldve still made u one bc i would do anything for u 🙄 ilysm

MOODBOARD BASED ON YOUR VIBE!

you have always been the person i associate pink and black with. ur edgy (in a non cringe way but very sexy way) and ur an angel. ur my edgy angel 🥰 i couldnt decide which one of ur 19 biases 2 put so i just put blonde mark since ik ur obsessed with him 🤓 plus i saw u post him on ur story i think 67 times in the past week so

u get the wife treatment which means i’ve explained all the songs and even threw in an extra song for u. IK WE DONT HAVE THE SAME MUSIC TASTE BUT I HOPE U THINK SOME OF THEM ARE CUTE !! even tho they’re a bit mellow !! i love u <3

NOW PLAYING…

HON MIX 🖤

can also be called comfort mix 🤍

✦︎ cyberpunk — ATEEZ

ok i know this doesn’t fit this vibe but this is the first song that comes to mind when i hear ur name. the earliest memory i have of our friendship is you saying you made ur bf nut to this song and i was so gagged 😭 BUT THATS WHY THIS IS IN HERE

✦︎ ready to love — SEVENTEEN

I’M READY 2 LOVE !!!! i associate u with enormous amounts of love so why not one of seventeen’s prettiest, loviest (is that a word?) songs 🥰 also

✦︎ darling — mannequin pussy

the lyrics are just how i feel about you. it’s also a really pretty song, imo. you really are amazing tew me and when the sun shines, it shines for u 🫵

✦︎ backseat — ryan beatty

you are one of the people in this world i can come to with anything and i really love and appreciate you for that!!! so i think u deserve to have one of the songs i cry to every night

✦︎ superstar — pretty sick

this one genuinely just fit the vibe i was going for & also i just like it sm

✦︎ francis forever — mitski

THE LYRICS FOR THIS ONE ARE ALSO VERY !!!!!! HER FIRST WORDS ARE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU AND !!!! YEAH !!!!! THATS HOW I FEEL ABT U

✦︎ iloveyou — between friends

this is bc iloveyou and i need to smoke a blunt with u in a romantic setting. i can be ur irl mark/vernon

✦︎ golden hour — mark

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 i just wanted to be funny here and end with a song that has a completely different vibe

#[ birthday bash ! ]#[ ⭐️: mutuals ! ]#[ 🖤: hon ! ]#ok if u hate anything ill kms /hj #also im sorry i fell asleep #thats why it took me 3 hours #the my redacted is stress pic is also funny i feel like u would enjoy it #ok ill stop talking now

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baalzebufo · 4 years

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Can I ask what you love about Ronaldo? :o sorry if I'm bothering you, I just haven't seen any love for him in the fandom, I'd love to hear you ramble about it!!

do NOT worry i will take any opportunity to ramble about him!! this got really long and is basically a small essay sorry about this, ill put it behind a readmore but. i have a lot of feelings to unleash

so like, ive always loved the human characters in SU, just tossing that out there to start. they have some of the most relatable aspects of the show for me and i think work really well to ground the show and have that human aspect and provide the Other Half of stevens life. and i relate really strongly to all of them- lars is a huge example, bc of the way his anxiety and depression is portrayed and how it Can cause you to lash out sometimes when you hate yourself- like, ive been there during my less healthy periods and tbh. i had the same feelings with ronaldo

heres this late-teen-early-twenties dude who hasnt done much with his life and hasnt got a lot of friends and is widely considered to be the weird outcast. he doesnt have the best grasp of social cues, he is kind of inappropriate sometimes without meaning to be and occasionally insensitive, and more than anything hes searching for purpose and importance in life. one thing i feel people tend to overlook about him is that inferiority complex- its made very clear in keep beach city weird (the ep) that he basically has a full depressive breakdown when he learns he isnt actually at the center of any big conspiracy. and like, as someone who has struggled with the feeling of being tiny and unimportant in the universe, lemme tell you i FELT that. especially when other people seem to be so much better than you? people need to feel at least some kind of validation and self-importance to feel alive tbh

i think it gets overlooked bc it isnt focused on nearly as much as it is w some other characters and i could be overanalyzing i know, but i feel like its pretty much subtext he has some form of depression- his mood swings pretty strongly and hes clearly very emotional and has outbursts. in my neurodivergent eyes he is absolutely coded with Some kind of mental health issue or neurodivergency, with his hyper-obsessing over his interests and ignoring everything else for the sake of them, and ofc his tendency to have a full on meltdown when hes Wrong and Not Special. i just feel like theres so much more THERE that people could explore but goes unappreciated? like- during future boy zoltron, he asks a question to steven (offscreen) but considering stevens response is ‘deep down, your father really loves you’ its pretty strongly implied there ronaldo is... perhaps more aware of his impact on his family and loved ones than he shows outwardly. its never hugely focused on but theres snippets that just make me super fascinated to know about him

and ofc i have to bring up my favourite piece of Ronaldo Lore, the comic Anti-Gravity. please PLEASE read it if you are interested in him because imo it does the best job of showing what hes like- hes eccentric and weird and lets his imagination run wild sometimes but deep down he wants to help people and be appreciated. sometimes those desires lead to him being selfish or hurtful, and i dont think he even realizes hes doing it sometimes, because whenever hes called out about it he tends to rethink his actions. but in that comic he helps steven save the day and has. this rly good quote:

‘for once, i know i can help! you were right- i didn’t understand how dangerous these anomalies could be, but the whole reason im even talking to you now is because i care.’

hes a dreamer and he lives in his own little world a lot of the time and likes to reject the reality he considers Boring where he is just another normal person among billions but he does earnestly want to help people. he just enjoys the weird and unusual and wants to be proud of that, which sometimes leads to him ignoring social norms because he doesnt care what people think.

this post got into the like ‘deeper’ stuff, but dont get me wrong i also just think he is VERY funny and cute. hes extremely silly and whenever i see him being a Huge Fucking Dork it warms my heart bc. idk, im also a dork. im a twenty-something dude who tries to be proud of being weird and loving my strange interests and seeing another character like that in a show i love just... we Connectin. but in general i feel like he could have so much more!! and is widely ignored by the fanbase bc they find him annoying (or creepy). which is fair, aint nobody have to like a character if they dont want, but i certainly will love him and put together The Pieces. is it probably just headcanon and speculation?? yeah, maybe. but rly, would ronaldo have it any other way

#this is an exCEEDINGLY long post #i barely scratched the surface here too i have headcanons all over the place #i just love him so much and he doesnt get a lot of love #minor character gang rise up #Anonymous

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woozi · 3 years

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henlo yza <3 ,

hdjdkd i don't really have much knowledge abt different techniques & kind of dances so when the steps match the lyrics i'm like '!!! wow yes i love it' fhdjdjskks also bc i've grown up watching these kind of dances only so my that's what i tend to notice first hdjdjddk it is also one of the reason why i decided to stan svt dwc, oh my, thanks & our dawn is hotter than day's choreo details really impressed me.

maybe vincenzo is your svt club & ur so valid for that <3 hddjdjekek also pls don't say sorry!! you can talk abt it as much as you want i like knowing what you think. i'll let you know how was it for me when i complete it. & no homecha hasn't ended yet (idk if there are 16 or 14 eps i haven't checked) it does come on weekends, counting this sunday's ep, we're at 12th rn.

i get that fjdjdkkd i used to be the same 😭 always waiting for dramas to end so i can binge watch because not knowing what happens next would kill me. but idk when this happened, my will to watch anything died down bc the eps are just there, available for me to watch anytime. im like 'i'll watch it next time' but next time never comes 💀. this year i've watched no-air ones only hdjssj very surprising for me ( also my wack memory & svt content supports me by forgetting abt it after weekend ends dhdjdkkd) anyway i'm very excited to see how you like homecha!

CHURCH BOY JOSH HDHDJDDKKSLSDJ church boy josh, cringe domestic boy, joshua numbers. we've come up with so many nicknames for him in few asks only 😭😭 dbdjksksk deserve actually. BUT SO TRUE I STILL HAVE NO WORDS FOR HIM. THAT WAS- JUST- WOW OKAY WE SEE YOU 😭😭and dino lip piercing and hoshi eyebrow slit..... so sexy of them. cb concept pictures haven't come out yet & they're already shinning!! love to see that. also now we have gyu and hoshi's wedding reception pictures & cottagecore hannie (with that collarbone picture right in middle >:( wth mister but also hbd ig <3) being added in the equation.

IM CRYINGGGGGG THEY LOOK SO CUTE THEY ARE SO CUTE NOO 😭😭💔 HOW HAVE I NEVER SEEN THESE COVERS WTH (being the ex-directioner and all dhdjkdsksk). I SMILED SO WIDE WATCHING THEM <///3 it's been so long since i heard one thing wow lol. but! this means they know who zayn is. thank you for this jdjssk this is going to keep me happy for some time hdjdke. SUNDAY MORNING EHJEJEKE 😭 thank you <3 dndjdj

IKR???? IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS CB I'M ALSO EXCITED TO EXPERIENCE IT WITH YOU. agreee truly bless svt for helping keeping us from losing it over life (by making us lose it over them) tbh sometimes it worries me too with the way contents keep dropping but just now in these unit interviews being released, perf unit shared how they have ppl who encourage them to be okay with their tiredness. things like that put me at ease. hope they rest well from time to time too. honestly just looking at their tour schedules i used to get tired because these dudes used to have more shows and less day offs and some of them being used to just move from one city to another. i hope in coming years pledis changes that lol.

sameee for the poster release hdjdkeek. also even though there was scheduler, i forgot abt the concept trailer 😭 it was raining & bcoz of that power was out as well & i don't use data dhdjdkdk. i think 5 minutes after 12 kst power came back (you can say joshu's sparkler brought it back hdjdjdks) it literally left me speechless. yk that meme ' everyone remembers what they were doing & where they were when it happened ' that's me & you with this cb hfjdkd honestly that's everyone with this cb me thinks.

seventeenies bringing the grass to you w their posts djdjkd ( btw you can always tell me if silly little jokes get out of hand i wouldn't ever like to make you uncomfy) but seriously i hope uni doesn't give you hard time. don't worry much just keep moving forward, at some point whatever is making you feel stuck will move away eventually.

is it that obvious? 😭😭😭😭 no i don't like rain at all dhjddk (i actually didn't dislike it as much during teens) mostly because road drainage system sucks here & we live in lower area so even moderate rain causes water logging. i'd give you some rain but this one's bad so i won't </3 ( as if i could if it were the good one 💀) stay hydrated!!! drink two sips of water everytime you hear dino laugh, i hope it cools a little soon.

that's what being on tumblr since 2012 does to you 😭 ALSO UR SO FUNNY PLS, SO ARE THE MEMES YOU USE FOR ASKS DJDJDKD. *hands you bunny headband dino* it's dangerous outside take this, you too stay safe out there 😭😭😭😭 love you too <3 and thank YOU for hanging out w me hehe :3, also dw tbh these asks have become one of the highlights for me now & i'm only using my free time excluding resting time, i hope you are too, no pressure at all! dw about being late - 🪂

ps - did i tell you i actually followed your svt blog around the time everyone was guessing your biases hddjkddj i sent mingyu & jeonghan dhdjdj that was my first ask :3 - 🪂

henlo, 🪂!! <3 <3 <3

honestly it doesnt matter to me tbh <3 if people enjoy the dance its all that matters!! and omg i can see that!! i love the svteenies always bring something fresh to the table

omg that means you're near the end 😭😭😭 i keep seeing gifs of it on my dash and it makes me feel a lil lovesick ngl HJFHJFHD why is it so TENDER????????????????

ok but that's so valid too bc that's me rn with in the soop.... i literally have not watched the 6th ep yet 😭 and i'm getting the feeling youre mentioning w swf now because i literally always look forward to tuesdays just for the next ep HJDHJDS also i am dumb what are no-airs HJDHJDHHD and ur not alone tbh <3 i have also been super forgetful lately and that is not like me fdhjdfjhdfhjdfhj we're rotting in this hellsite ig

love bullying him i just wanna know how he'd react if he gets upset <3 i dont think we've ever seen angry josh and i wanna make him angry sm HSDHJSDJ im glossing over dino lip piercing to directly go over hOSHI EYEBROW SLIT BC HELLO??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ive never really liked eyebrow slits but he makes them look so- i want him to hurt me HJDSHJDHJDS ALSO THE LATEST SET OF PHOTOS OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD they're giving me what i've been asking for i love being here sm <3 soonyoung's so chummy w everyone have u seen his photos w jihoon last night 😭 he's literally tamed the actual tiger icb this. and no oh my god i do not Know what Collarbone Jeonghan is i have erased him from my memories thank u

HDSHDSJDSHJDS the ex-directioner is so funny to me 😭 i think we have all been there one way or another <3 and ofc omg <3 i'm glad my core svt memories make u happy HSDJHJDFHJHJDSF

they literally said escapism hELP ME 😭😭😭😭😭 i think they're also just workaholics in general. i would be too if i actually enjoyed what i did for a living 😭 and are we even gonna get tours in the near future.... this is so sad i havent even seen them irl </3

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OMG that's terrible, i hope u guys were okay though :/ AND NOT THE JOSH SPARKLER FDDHJFHDFHJFDHFDH now i have to think about him oh my god i think i passed out a little when eyebrow piercing josh came on screen and just full on blacked out when the match scene came on tbh 😭 JKSDJKDSKDS ITS LIKE THE PANDEMIC!!!!!!! WE WILL RMB!!!!!!!!!

ALSOO NOOO OMG i dont feel uncomf at all and u should also tell me if i do make u feel so <3 thank u for even mentioning that!! also love that they're Doing It All for us we dont even have to go out to touch grass anymore HJDSHJSDJ i've actually been v happy w uni omg!! just that i often feel stressed bc they give us sm things to do </3 thank u for ur kind words!!

that's the price of being an adult JDJSJKD now we gotta think of things like.. idk the effects of rain 😭😭😭 i used to even love it when it flooded as a kid HJDSHJSDHJ now i get anxious too!! i love all kinds of rain though so i wont mind JKKSDKJSDKJD just that other people might be affected </3 wish i had my own rain cloud on some kind of leash lmao. ALSO IF I DRINK WATER EVERY TIME I HEAR DINO LAUGH FDHFDHJDFHD gonna be bloated but hydrated af ngl

oh my gOD YOU WERE HERE SINCE 2012???? we're literally sick bestie <3 i genuinely think tumblr has changed something fundamental in me and my way of thinking has not been The Same as idk.. regular people ig JDSHJSDHJSD THE OFFLINE PEOPLE!! smth about tumblr is so <3 sick but also i love this hellsite so 😗 AND NOOO NOT THE MEMES FDHDFHJDF its my broken sense of humor and inability to convey emotions properly HHSDHJDSHJ

BUNNY HEADBAND DINO?????????????????????????????????????? honestly he'd bring me more harm than protection i'll say that much 😭

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 that genuinely made me feel so warm & fuzzy, i always look forward to your messages too <3 <3 <3 i hope u always have good days u deserve it for being such a sweetheart

WAIT HELLO???????????????????????? YOU'VE BEEN HERE FOR SO LONG THEN 😭😭😭😭😭 and im so impressed you didnt get weeded out ngl HFDHJFDHJFD icb you've been witnessing me going more ill everyday <3 ur a soldier

and u are partially correct abt mingyu & jh <3 at least during the time JSDJDSJKSDJK i think i've been desensitized to mingyu now but i still love him sm <3 he's just so cute and cutesy boys kinda infuriate me in an affectionate way so HJSDHJDSHJDSH

#🪂 anon #anon #y.ask #long post

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