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moonshynecybin · 1 month

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Your takes on Marc always feel so accurate so I’d like to hear more of what you think in reference to that ask

i thinkkkkk this ask was about the pre argentina post sepang period where marc is like. attempting to mend his relationship to valentino by pure force of will and also being very sweet but vale is a lil reticent if sometimes polite... estranged but still hanging on to that lethal chemistry. death would be kinder if your name is marc marquez. but im going to take a HARD turn into omegaverse land here so sorry to god and his motorcycle racers

SO i think marc obviously like. doesnt really want to believe its over. hes soooo in love here (and as a canonical late bloomer i dont think hes EVER had a heat without vale?? and he is discovering that he is in fact quite bad at dealing with them by himself?) and i really do think that, as hurt as he was by the sepang fallout, he really thinks vale will get over it with time ! and that eventually theyll be able to be as close as they were previously! as soon as he unblocks me the wedding is back on ! truly cannot imagine doing a heat with anyone else he feels literally cold down to his bones thinking about it. and its not even just the dynamic stuff... he misses the grabby hands on cooldown laps and the hugs in parc ferme and the way vale used to put his long fingers in marc's hair to put him where he wants him when they were fucking and the soft skin of his neck and how when vale would touch him everything in marc's brain could just go quiet. truly he feels it in his TEETH like the longing is LETHAL the longing is PHYSICAL the longing has marc IGNORING HIS BODY'S BASIC NEEDS and refusing to go out and find someone to spend a heat with that would actual resolve the hormonal part of his biology reaching for vale (and break that mf bond). so the heat never quite fully resolves! and he feels antsy and feverish and smells literally crazy for weeks at a time. every alpha in the paddock bristling when the wind changes direction... vale staring at the sky with his nails digging into his palms

so marc's already shaky self control is pushed to the limit by his body's insane hormonal situation (motogp doctor is like. technically he can ride !) and so for a few years he decides to kind of. wage this tentative little campaign to see if he can get vale to smile at him or literally touch him at all and relieve a little of the tension swimming around in his body. ANY relief. so he says hi to him every day. goes up to him in parc ferme. small little touches on the podium. just making vale smell like him a little bit. hind brain rejecting the reality where they havent really touched skin on skin in months. waiting for vale to take off his glove before he shakes his hand. BUT because this is omegaverse and i love DRAMA, what marc doesnt realize is that he is sort of. fortifying the beginning stages of a bond that they had started to form when they were fucking. a bond that WOULD have just died if he left it alone or found someone else, but he canttttt because hes oblivious and in love... AND THEN he gets another heat, and its SO much worse... like the effects are compounding, and he can barely see straight and he's feverish and shaking with big eye bags all pale and sad... and eventually alex notices and pulls the plug. says you will NOT get on a bike like this and marc gets permission to stop and basically COLLAPSES

but meanwhile vale is being driven INSANE this entire time because the bond wont DIE but its also not COMPLETED, and marc keeps TOUCHING HIMMMM and smelling insaneeee like hes in heat literally constantly and vale doesnt know what the ISSUE is.... and hes caught up in soooo much resentment but theres literally a base part of his body that cannot physically ignore marc whatsoever. so its an escalating arms race of horny frustration until marc suddenly pulls out of the race one weekend (the official line is for "dynamic reasons" which vale stares at for full minute wondering. is anyone taking care of marc like he would. caught between wanting him to be okay and feeling SICK thinking about another alpha helping him through any of it...) and then theres a knock at his motorhome door. and its alex marquez, looking tired and a little nervous. and he just says. i need your help. its marc.

#first time writing anything like this fuck it we ball #callie speaks #motogp #asks #rosquez

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pansy-picnics · 7 months

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ugh if there’s one thing this world needs is more Cass and Eugene interaction, like I don’t just mean bickering and the sort. Like actually being there for one another when they’re upset and helping each other out.

I’ve literally found about 2 fanarts where it’s just them and they’re not getting at each other! I still think that they would bicker but it would actually be way less intense and spite-fuelled after the series and they’d find some common ground, especially since they are the only ones (beside Pascal ofc) who know what it’s like to have died and come back to life, I can’t imagine how relieved Eugene would be to get to talk to someone about it and have them actually understand.

I hc anyway that after Cass came back she was like super out of it, and Eugene knew exactly how she felt and could help her, I think Cass would also be relieved that someone else knew what it was like and could sympathise with her.

I think though one of my absolute favourite hcs I’ve seen for them is that after Cass comes back Eugene defo sorts out Cass’ haircare routine and looks after her hair for her, cause he more than likely has wavy/curly hair too (but just straightens it most of the time). And although Cass is like super reluctant to let him help at first, she eventually gives in and it’s like the best her hair has been in forever so she just lets him do it regularly from then on and it’s just their thing. Also it gives Cass a chance to open up as well (no eye contact, relaxed and something to distract her if it gets too bad) which she definitely needs especially straight after coming back to the castle post ziti.

But yeah I neeeed more of these idiots interacting cause they literally have my heart istg (and also the show did nothing for them really post s1)

Hah realised I’ve just gone on a rant but like it 2am and I’m sleep deprived, sorry! :)))

anon you’re so right and let me just tell you ive felt exactly the same way for SO long so youve come to the right person

^ obviously theres been more since this was posted but THIS is a rlly good masterpost of art of them. THIS is a cassgene/uknighted dream triad fic and i dont know if thats your thing but it basically captures the exact bonding moment that you mentioned imo it fits them SUPER well both romantically and platonically!!

ur so right about the hair thing also omfg cass is the WORST out of all of them when it comes to taking care of her hair. like whenever it gets too long she just grabs the first sharp object she can find and cuts it all off. her ends are so broken and frizzy its SO bad. but eugene and rapunzel force her to do little spa days with them all the time. cass is very practical and really doesnt understand the point but she just likes spending time with both of them.

honestly as much as i love them i havent drawn a lot of art of cass and eugene individually….but theyre best friends actually. like they have banter and they tease each other but my general interpretation of them and uknighted dreams relationship is just. Comfortable. theyve come around to accept their differences and have a shared sense of solidarity with each other. and not just bc of rapunzel either!!! they hang out without her just as often and they genuinely have come to understand one another. they like to spar together and rapunzel watches while she works on anatomy sketches.

they’re not going out of their way to be physically affectionate or anything, but i try to make it obvious in my uknighted dream art that they arent averse to it either. it’s always the little things for me man!!!! the subtle affectionate gazes or the casual hand on the shoulder or just a gentle hand hold its so. IMPORTANT ok!!!!!!

they understand each other on a deep psychological level and yet they regularly tell the other to kill themselves. they are literally everything to me. i need to draw them soon

#tangled ask #ask #pansy rambling again #uknighted dream #tts headcanons #eugene fitzherbert #tangled cassandra #princess rapunzel #tangled the series #rapunzels tangled adventure

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angryborzois · 5 months

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@astral-from-afar since u wanted to hear my story lmao (it was kinda long to be a comment)

alright idk where to begin lmfao

okay so i dont remember how much of it I told you but remember the clingy girl who was insensitive and stuff last year? (ok its okay if you don't remember but yeah there was a girl like that jasdffkd)

she's one of the people i remember and get annoyed about to this day but okay that's still not that bad since I managed to drift from her

so the real problem was this other clingy girl 😭YES THERE WERE TWO

i guess she was less clingy and a little more tolerable but still... the problem here was that this girl liked me.....

there were a lot of reasons that make me pissed off remembering to this day but that's sort of unrelated here (for context just know that I disliked her from the near beginning) so onto the main story

So this girl would always ask for hugs from me which I was okay with at first (she did it to everyone ig) but eventually I stopped letting her hug me because I got tired of it and I don't really like hugs to begin with.

but still, she was weird about physical touch...i remember this one time where she kept touching my arm when I was wearing a short sleeve and she was saying stuff like "wow you're so muscular" (IM NOT BTW??? LIKE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IM AVERAGE ASF) like okay that was creepy ngl.... i still didn't think anything of it back then though which was stupid of me because I should've connected all the dots

also she kept complimenting me all the time which was mildly uncomfortable but yeah couldn't do anything about that ig

eventually i started hanging out with other people and avoided this girl to the best of my ability until the end of the year because by that time I was thinking "oh whatever I'm going to transfer anyways" so i stopped caring since i thought it would be over soon

yeah so on the last day she was VERY clingy since she knew I would transfer (I did let her though since I was thinking "oh its the last day and I'm never coming back so whatever. cant be that bad. ill forget about it later" and honestly that was a big mistake)

so school hours officially ends and we're at the gate of the school. and this girl physically WONT LET ME LEAVE. she was hugging me and refusing to let go but at that point I was like "oh who cares ig". she probably made me stand there for like 10 minutes istfg 💀but then here comes the terrifying part

she suddenly lets go and looks me dead in the eyes and asks for me to kiss her on the cheek (I think? i kind of forgot the exact phrasing by now). i gave her a weird stare (more like a horrified stare cause wtf.) and she just looked away in embarrassment and went back to hugging me and by this time I was like "oh hell no get me out of here". maybe a minute later she suddenly kisses me on the head and leaves

LIKE OKAY WHAT...

THAT WAS AT THE FRONT GATE. PEOPLE SAW. i wanted to disappear and never come back...like i dont know if she had the wrong idea that i liked her back but what the fuck......it was just so unnecessary....

for the rest of the day i did not feel well about this ☠☠☠

anyways remembering that still annoys me to this day like okay maybe if i had been an asshole and said no to her last hug i couldve prevented that

thankfully the people in my new school are actually sane like holy shit what kind of a traumatizing school did i accidentally enroll in for a year

havent met anyone clingy ever since but I'm never intending on letting anybody hug me ever again unless I trust them

tldr: my old school was borderline traumatizing

#angryborzois rambles

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workof-tortured-poetsdepartment · 11 months

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*hugs* if you want me to we can stay like this for as long as you need<3

im keeping that ask hidden lol i love that sm.. thanks to say that 🫂🫂🫂

i would love to be like this too (ah i wish i could yaar)

and about whats going, yeah i havent told anyone yet except 2 3 people privately, so imma shostly summarize here what happened if anyone wants to know- (you dont have to read if you dont want to its okay hehe nothing much)

my parents saw me chatting with people and they hate it for some reason, worse it was online, and a boy, and well yeah loads of abuse drama treatment im not going in detail, it was just very bad this time, and this is like the 6th or 7th time this is happening over this topic*talking to people* and its like every few months some shit happens and im abused tf out and yeah whatever, they want me to just study be something they want and die serving my inlaws bullshit as they have planned my life, and well this time things were very bad, i cant touch my phone or have any app on laptop my father checks it everyday, and a lot. anyways i have college as an only escape this time, till june the last exam i have for a proper chance to runaway in a good college yk, so yeah things arent the best

my mental health is at worst, physically im basically as good as diseased person, loads of pain and stuff, and yeah its hard to study and all, and today im just loosing my shit on this app cause im tired of dealing it inside myself hehe,

im sorry to dump everything here i tried to keep it as short and less bad? idk dont worry, im alive i will get out of here (my parents house) and be well someday, nothing that i cant deal with

and about deactivating its just overwhelming to me sometimes but that urge is stupid it dies every hour and revives weekly, im less active here anyways cause i need to study and focus as much i can there :D

and thanks a lot it actually means a lot to me, i love you and i love all the people who are there for me. its enough for me, nothing else you guys need to do for me

yeah i dont have much positive vibe rn but we will survive all of this as you said, it will be very worth <33

#ahanaaaa<33

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n0ct0urn1quet · 2 years

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christ that was fast AKJLSDJKLJKLKLJG but okay <3 i wasnt expecting an ask 2 be sent already but . okay !!!

blush— are you single, taken, crushing, or not interested? or is it complicated?

taken :] @510snake

ballet slipper— with only one word, describe how you feel at this moment

ouch :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

rose quartz— what’s your love language (romantic or platonic)?

i dont rly know !!!!!!!! ig. uhhh. like. physical affection <3

watermelon— have you ever had to reject anyone romantically? how did it go?

i guess ? sure? yeah?

there was this guy in elementary school who liked me and even though i didnt like him i felt like I Had To "Date" Him n when i was finally like "we arent together im just pretending to like you because i dont want you to be upset" he did a number of not good things and was a bit uhhhhhhhh Not Very Nice to me + my friends n was a dick to me all throughout 8th grade and punched one of my friends . all of that because i.............................rejected him in . 5th grade. normal!

but as for like actual genuine relationships SHDKJHJKJG i havent rejected anyone romantically <3

fuchsia— describe your personality in three words!

hehe warrior cat

(in all seriousness i have no idea how to describe my personality bc my personality is so based off of other peoples traits that i dont know who i actually am or what my genuine personality is yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

rose— do you believe in soulmates? why or why not?

i guess sure !!!!!!!!!!!! idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coral— what’s something you’re passionate about?

wraior cats,, , , ,. ,..,

carnation— how important are “looks” to you in a relationship?

tbh i dont rly care what anyone looks like as long as they . like. arent a jerk <3 looks r not important 2 me at All (but . looks at my gf ,,,,,,,,,, u prety,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,)

blossom— would you get a tattoo? if so, what would it be of?

i donot want any tattoos <3

salmon— would you prefer a partner who is an introvert or an extrovert? why?

either i donot care KSLJDKLKJLG am not picky <3

pastel pink— do you prefer to dress up and go out or stay in and relax?

both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it depends!!!!!!!!!!!!! rn i wanna stay in bed n sleep and not move at all bc i am in immense physical pain and i can barely walk bc of my legs but other times i want to leave the house so bad its unreal!!!!!!!!!! so SKDJLKLJKLJG

bubblegum— how do you feel about your love life right now? are you happy with it?

am habby :] i lob my gf :] my csrimbly,,,, my skrinkly,,, :]

champagne— what’s your favorite form of physical affection, if any at all?

k,,.isses,,,, ,.. . ,,,, h,, hannd,,. hodling,,g,.,,,.,.,,,,, ca,,rresssing,,,g,, ,, .., ., , , , ,. , , hug,,s,..,.,,, ,, , . sn,,s nugl,,.,ing ,, , , ,,.,., ,, , .,,

hibiscus— what’s your favorite pet name, if any? why?

i like . hon :] or honey,,,,,,,,, both of thos make me go :]

hot pink— what’s your favorite relationship trope?

i donbt fucgking know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

flamingo— would you say you’re clingy in relationships and friendships?

very <3

cherry pink— when it comes to loved ones, are you openly affectionate or are you more reserved?

openly affectionate <333333 VERY openly affectionate <3333333333

peach syrup— have you ever had an internet crush on a mutual on this app or another app?

looks at my gf

(who i met online)

((on tumblr actually))

(((and we've been together for like 4 years since)))

((((so the answer to this question is yes))))

pink magnolia— would you say that you develop crushes quickly?

nope <3

#karoto im ASSUMING ur the one who sent this ask (and if u arent then . oh well SJKLDJKLKLG)#SOREY if some of my answers are lackluster sometimes i just reblog ask games without actually. uh. reading the asks #so KJSDLJKBKLGJBLKG

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rrelationshipadvice · 8 months

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i think im in love with my friend, and i confessed about a year ago and they don't reciprocate, which i understand, esp bc theyre aro. we're still friends and i care about them a lot, and i miss them a lot since they had to move even further away than before and are going through a lot, and we dont talk as much as before. i try to offer my support as best as i can but they know i am also mentally fragile so they dont open up to me as much (at least i think thats the reason)

im so touch starved i think, and i wanted really hard at one point to be more physically intimate/close with them, i always asked about if they were uncomfortable before and after we hung out, usually i leaned on them or put my head on their shoulder, sometimes hugged or tried to cuddle or hold them, and they always said it was fine, but it also seemed like they were shying away sometimes and not initiating stuff and i was really confused so i kept asking about it, and i think i scared them off by trying to seek this closeness or by asking about it so much instead of letting it happen naturally… they said they realize they arent really comfortable being super physical with anyone so i stopped trying that. they still initate physical contact like tight hugs when we see each other after a long while and putting their head on my shoulder so i feel like its ok if i do the same back sometimes but i dont try to seek it out specifically that much anymore bc i dont understand what theyre okay with really… they dont seem to mind me telling them theyre hot and losing my shit at their preformances, they call me hot sometimes too or appreciate how i look. they have talked about sex and sexual stuff and specifically didnt call themselves ace in a situation where others (including me) were pointed out to be ace so i think theyre not? and they talk about both fictional and irl hot men and sex and sexy fics and stuff. ive been thinking im ace for a while bc ive never really had specific sexual feelings for real people before(only for fictional characters, or like getting turned on when reading fics of a ship i love). but now ive been imagining myself doing stuff with them(so obvious im a virgin too lmao idk how to talk about sex) and i cant tell if im like. Actually experiencing these feelings or if im so attached to them im trying to imagine any possible configuration of a closer relationship to them…

and i keep imagining talking to them about it all and them agreeing to be in a fwb situation or queerplatonic relationship or something… they were okay for a bit with calling us queerplatonic or partners or (fandom term) for very close friends, but we stopped bc they felt it put too much like. pressure on our relationship to be Something and follow certain idk behaviours, and i assume it was because of the closeness i desired too probably then...

so i dont think it would ever happen really, after that, esp since i dont seem like their type, and i think they think im super asexual because i feel relatively uncomfortable casually talking about sex bc im so inexperienced… and also bc im 22 and theyre 19 and internet bullshit has made me feel predatory for a lot of things. i often feel bad or gross even imagining things with them or even being attracted to them because of that. sigh why is shit so complicated :/

ig i dont really have a specific question for advice, really just wanted to share this with Someone bc i dont feel like i can. but if anyone has advice or can emphatize or uncover some nifty aro/ace stuff i dont know of yet bc i havent done enough research id appreciate it lmao, ty for this blog <3

#advice #relationship advice #friend advice #dating advice

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