oh cool so no one was going to tell me that glaze and nightshade literally don't work I had to find out for myself thanks
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my father has asked about my book because I stupidly told him I was planning to publish literally last year before my mental illness had explosive diarrhea for like five months straight and fucked me over so hard I couldn't write at all for the longest time and I was sitting there like. uhhh yeah that. that book that I Am Definitely Actively Writing Right Now. The Book. My Book. That I am Writing. Thank You For Asking
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And I never did work out just how to touch you. Where exactly do you put your hands on someone who hurts everywhere?
I've been having a lot of feelings about act 3 Anders again, especially when romanced, so I made this about it lol. It's been a long time since I painted anything, I kind of missed it
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Ngl im tempted to draw and post fanart / art of my creepypasta rewrite here but I'm also terrified of the prospect.
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If you had attended one of the Haikyuu schools, which character would you have most likely befriended? Especially without having the in depth knowledge of their character the anime provides?
okay, so -- here we go :
karasuno: probs suga/daichi cause i'd be in their year LOL (im younger than suga but older than daichi hAHA) and also bc they're like the most "normal"; but if i wERE in hinata's year, prob yachi cause knowing my parents, i would've been in the college prep courses >_>
the rest of the team i'm not as sure of bc tsukki and kageyama r basically antisocial, yamaguchi is attached to tsukki's hip, asahi seems too shy, actually i'd prob be friends w noya too LOL im a pretty outgoing person. im sry but tanaka looks like he commits violence HAHAHAH so prob not him;;;
nekoma: kuroo? he snark, i snark back. kenma i go back and forth on bc... like he feel like he'd like the same indie puzzle games that i like, but i also don't actually play games all that often
seijoh: tbh idk if i would be friends with any of them; oikawa would probably annoy me bc popular boiz in hs always kind of annoyed me and iwa is basically his keeper. altho i can imagine myself as friends with iwa. LOL
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i will say, i said this a while back. but i can feel the season kind of changing. when i went traveling, it was still dark-ish even at six in the morning. when before 5:45 you can already see sun. and now that i've returned home, i notice the suns rays don't directly hit some of my posters at sunset anymore. despite this. somehow it's warmer than previous weeks and i hate it...
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I hate being a romantic at heart, but also being aromantic at heart.
I'm like hehehehe! Romance! Dates! Falling in love! Holding hands! I get giddy at the thought of marriage and having a lifelong partner (in both romantic and queerplatonic way). And then when I have to deal with dates irl, I have to grapple with the fact that I won't ever feel romantic feelings for the person. I hate how I feel almost... analytical, and evaluating the best possible route and weighing pros and cons like a machine.
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a video of a comedian with tourette's crossed my dash a couple days ago and i keep thinking about it because i realized id never actually.... experienced someone with tourettes? like it was a Concept in my mind that i knew existed and was out there but i'd never encountered it, and finally seeing it happen with a real life person was... idk, kinda jarring? because watching him i was like. yeah... if i didnt know what was going on id be pretty freaked out by that thing he keeps doing. and since my main touchpoint of tourette's knowledge was a south park episode largely mocking it, i only had a vague idea of what a real person with tourette's was like. obvs i knew it was more than randomly screamed obscenities but written descriptions of tics really dont do the actual acts justice when seen live, so it really was like. being slapped in the face with A New Thing I Don't Understand--which of course depending on the person can either lead to fear-based hate or acceptance of the new thing. i like to try to be the latter person.
and in my life, honestly just plain exposure has almost always been what makes me emotionally connect with "minority" groups, especially of the medical variety. its easy not to empathize with groups you don't belong to if you never actually have to see or hear them. it's easy to hate, then, too. without exposure to them, "people with tourette's" can just be a theoretical group of people you don't need to care about, because hey they must not number enough to matter because you don't think you've ever met one. hell, maybe they're not even real! but being introduced to real people who are Real Dementia Patients, Real Autistics, Real Tourette's Havers, etc.... seeing their human faces, hearing their human voices, seeing their movements and behaviors, learning about who and what they are and their experiences as that minority from their own lips; it helps you see them as human, and their status a human one.
theres not really an ending thought here. just having that wild experience of seeing something atypical "in real life" and coming to terms between my instinctual "what the fuck" and my logical "he has a disorder" to meet at "that's a person with a life experience I will never have or truly understand but i have no reason to discriminate against them for it, because they're really just another person"
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