#and i made garlic bread yesterday and i couldn't smell it and it was awful

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i know a lot of it is probably pms hormones being stupid but like... damn bitch, stop crying lol.

#i keep looking at my phone... #and there was some rough stuff at work. nothing in my control #a coworker is going through it rn #and like. me being me bc i cannot immediately fix it that means i'm a bad person who needs to die #and everything feels very heavy and fuzzy #and i'm scared i'm going to be getting nightmares again bc i've remembered dreams the past two nights #and like. so far they're just absurd but like... #and idk if it's bc my schedule was a bit off over the weekend and so i was taking my meds later than normal? #and if all of this is just coming together with it being so dreary outside #and i still can't taste well and i can't smell #and i made garlic bread yesterday and i couldn't smell it and it was awful #and i have a very sweet ask i want to answer but i feel like such shit i'm just like... #i feel like i'll just sound fake excited #but i really..... yeah #ugh and i have therapy tomorrow and i'm just so exhausted