#and i promise that nothing has changed

[artofalassa]

The Feather

Aaand next part! Look who finally showed up... <3

Part ONE | Part TWO | Part THREE | Part FOUR | Part FIVE | Part SEVEN

#vashwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #trigun maximum #wolfwood lives au #las!art #thank you everyone who lasted this long #there will be a slight change of style for the next two parts #nothing dramatic #but hopefully nice <3 #sorry for the slightly open ending this time around i promise it has its reasons #hellooooooo baby booooooiiiiii <3 <3 <3 #i spent time speculating whether he'd go for the fingers but he's been pretty done with everything for a while so...

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

wooooo warlock Wally and his delightful totally normal patron

#in my mind home can change his form drastically #like they only have hands or a humanoid form if they so please #theyre simple a writhing pit of darkness with red eyes/teeth #i imagine that when they first met home had zero affection for wally #it was purely an 'im using you. youre nothing but a puppet to me' #but then yk time passes shit happens #and before you know it home is all 'if anything happened to wally id kill everyone in this room and then myself' #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #and yes i Will restate their dynamic over and over and over again bc i love it and i love repetition #to home wally is.... a companion. a pet. a puppet. a home. a friend. a lover (kinda its complicated). a host. a plaything. an accomplice <3 #and then wally looks up at this horrific Demon and goes 'my home <3 @:)' #he doesnt get why everyone is afraid of home... hes just a lil guy c'mahn.... #(except hes not little at all and the home shown here has scaled itself down to hang more easily with wally) #wally likes to paint for home! his paintings are the only physical objects home keeps in their house form! #theyre like 'yeah you can drive nails into my body so i can keep pieces of you with me. thats cool no no it doesnt hurt at all i promise'

[aeoris4lovers]

matt mercer as essek thelyss & laura bailey as jester lavorre + the last days of judas iscariot

#thinking about them........ #this scene makes me so !!!! #he’s been sitting with that shame by himself for so long. who knows what kind of welcome he was expecting #and then she just runs up and hugs him the Second they all see him #jester has done nothing wrong in her life ever i love her so much #she’s 100% the reason he was able to change #the others were important too (especially caleb obviously) but none of it couldve happened without her #also still just. having so many thoughts about essek as judas #Lots Of Thoughts #this will Not be the last one i make i can promise you that #essek thelyss #jester lavorre #web weaving #jesties #c2e124 #matt mercer #laura bailey #wizardposting #c2 #the mighty nein #critical role #the last days of judas iscariot

[sea-buns]

Holy fuck, man. What a trip Fearne has been on, huh?

You tell her how grateful you are to have her in your life, you flatter her, you tell her you need her, that you have to do this together. You have her make a promise that has this woman, born of chaos and fey, agreeing through shaking hands and a trembling voice.

You make her deceive your friends; you make her follow where they cannot know; you make her help you into this contraption; you make her feed this thing into you despite the fact that you both have been warned extensively of the risks. You make her watch you crumble and splinter and shatter and fracture and burst and implode. You make her watch you die, over and over and over and over, for a minute in agonizing bullet time.

You make her do all these things, because when she tries to back out, when she tries to not be the one who let you do this—how could you do this—

you tell her, "YOU PROMISED."

Because if there's one thing you know, it's that the fey do not break a promise.

#cant wait for her to fucking pissed for a very long time. shes really packing the entire human experience in a very short period of time. #critical role #cr spoilers #c3e77 #fearne calloway #ashton greymoore #bells hells #just gonna get ahead of the um actually mfs and state that i am aware that its not confirmed that thats why ash brought up the promise #but boy howdy would it make for some great drama down the line huh? #edit: apparently i did not get ahead enough cuz ive had to turn off replies #since ppl were somehow interpreting this mini introspection piece as me infantilizing fearne?? #anyway the first line is now changed to something a bit more neutral. after sleeping on it i do see how it was a bit aggressive at the top #other than that im not sure how else to reword without completely disregarding the core of the post #i might make more posts addressing this but im not sure yet. i wanna try to approach it in the best way possible. #but if it helps any the point of the post was not to say fearne had no agency. she had plenty of moments where she tilted one way or the #other. the POINT was to just shine some light on the emotional pressure she had been put under. #hasnt your friend ever asked you to keep a secret or promise that felt wrong or unsafe or made you anxious? #it has nothing to do with the amount of agency she had. ash wasnt holding a knife to her throat and forcing her to follow against her will #all i was trying to do was take this detail about his reminder of the promise that i thought was interesting and have some fun writing an #overview of the kinda stress she was under BEFORE theyd reached that scene. this entire ep was everyone discussing how grateful they were #for this family theyd made. and while im not saying ash was PURPOSELY emotionally manipulating fearne.. #there is a level of unintentional manipulation when you pair the severity of his request with the convo theyd had 2 seconds prior #as well as the desperate need they all have to save each other NO MATTER WHAT. #ash was giving incredibly strong energy of a friend who peer pressures you into helping them do something that you know in your gut WILL #cause problems. hes a fucked up guy. theyre all fucked up guys. even if he didnt mean to “force” her into anything the pressure was THERE. #<- i feel like all of this overall gets my message across. i think maybe ill clean it up later into its own post. #im gonna try not to rush myself to get it done tho. #im under no obligation to explain myself. especially when ppl approach the misunderstanding by being rude af. but i do think it CAN #be clarified so id at least like to try to some degree

[holocene-sims]

next // previous

august 16, 2021 11:00 p.m. grandma ong's house

there’s a strangeness to a quiet enclave in a bustling metropolis, unexpected in the same manner as grant and henry’s long, unbroken brotherhood. nothing about the baseline rustle of neighbors carrying in paper grocery sacks and kids kicking a soccer ball resembles the eternal merry-go-round of life–max-capacity subway cars, clueless and loud tourists, and locals who drift through their day–just down the road. and yet above this neighborhood–and the entire sprawling city–hangs a common thread, a bluish hazy night sky.

“that was wild,” henry says, suppressed laughter bursting forth from deep in his chest, “all day everyone’s defaulted to speaking english because, well, look at you, and you even had me fooled. i actually forgot you kind of speak basic korean."

“the inner machinations of my mind are an enigma.”

henry rolls his eyes dramatically but in the same split second, throws an arm around grant’s shoulders.

“i was afraid that soup was going to fly out of your mouth.” grant returns the gesture, though it requires him to lean down so as to not smother henry’s face instead. “too close for comfort.”

“well, in my defense, i was not expecting you to reply to my grandma asking me, “daehyun, i haven’t seen your friend since your wedding. how did you meet again?”

grant shrugs. “we met on a playground twenty-four years ago.”

“on my very first weekend as a resident of the semi-good ol’ US of A. in the opposite situation. i remember being so pissed that my parents made me go out to ‘make friends’ that weekend. not moving, mind you, but making friends. i guess they were psychics, though, because apparently, it didn’t bother you that i didn’t speak your language for at least a couple weeks.”

“people say i could talk to a wall.”

henry laughs again. “you could. you’re very chatty.”

“did it bother you that i wrote you some really, really, really shitty letters in korean in the early days based on online translations i found?”

“no, that was sweet.” no question about it–the joy in henry’s eyes is determined. “they were definitely horrendous, but it’s the thought that counted. you could do better now. oh, and i think i still have all those letters. i should. i did box them up when i moved out of my parents’ house.”

they were, all things considered, never very much alike, beyond the fact they both liked cats but weren’t allowed to have any. henry’s mom was allergic, but grant’s parents despised pets. otherwise, they were polar opposites. grant always liked math and science, wanted to work with airplanes, and preferred to spend his free time with others playing tabletop RPGs and computer games; henry always liked art and history, wanted to be a photographer, and preferred to be left alone to his vintage film camera and pottery. grant’s parents raged when he selected aviation over medicine; henry’s parents and grandparents, all artists, were delighted by his dreams of photography. moreover, grant selectively speaks his mind, while henry rarely minces words.

and still–

the shrill honk of a car off in the distance disturbs grant’s thoughts.

“you really could talk to a wall, but hey, why did you approach me on the swing set that day? you were already busy hanging out with your sisters. and your cousins. why me?”

and still, the two have fused into one. the world turned upside down; grant paints these days, henry has long been a willing dungeons and dragons player, and separation from one another is like losing half your body. if henry walked away now–ended this messy half-hug early–grant would turn to ash.

“well,” grant begins, drawing out the suspense with an exaggerated sigh, “first of all...”

#ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #sims 4 storytelling #simblr #hlcn: everything the stars promised #holocene.docx #holocene.png #hlcn: grant #hlcn: henry #it's been a WHILE since i've done a text-based update on this story so i apologize if the tone is off at all #then again this story has undergone quite a few stylistic changes and there's nothing wrong with that #btw i haven't even written anything outside of academic papers in so long i just have not had the spark or energy for a long time #so i'm kind of proud of this bc it took more effort than usual #wow i miss creative writing being 100% instinctual to me jdsfdsklfds burnout is so real y'all and it's got HANDSSSS #insert a NONE OF THIS IS ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT IT'S ABOUT THEIR WHOLE FRIENDSHIP comment #hehehehe i love setting up future posts :3 i love foreshadowing :3 #also yes we wait to find out the answer to that last question :) but it's coming #aaaaand we will find out more about henry i promise this isn't it

[pois0ncandy]

life is boring and meaningless i should just kms

#what is there to live for? #absolutely nothing #everyone keeps saying that “it’ll get better” #“this won’t last forever and then years go by and it’s still exactly the same #the world is going to shit #i don’t make enough to survive on my own #and finding a new job is practically impossible these days #i have no one to even talk to #i don’t want to talk to anyone anyways #like what’s the point? #i’ve been holding out for so long and for nothing #fruitless endeavors #empty promises #forgotten dreams #any hope i had is gone #can’t believe i stayed alive this long all for some dipshit who doesn’t even live in my country and has forgotten my existence #like why have i put myself through this #there is no point #pathetic #i hate everything #i just don’t think living is for me #and it never has been #and i’ve always known this but tried so so hard to change how i feel to find some meaning in life and it was all for nothing

[goldiipond]

whatever man!! whatever man!! whatever man!! wh

#skye's doodles #WAAAAUUUU ilike these dodles a lot <3 my brain has been trying to kill me lately but nothing will keep me from comfort ship. nothing. heart #being the change i want to see by drawing ray being as pathetic as possible boy knows NOTHING about being loved. spinning him around #don has no idea what hes doing either but hes just so full of love that he simply cant stop himself from smothering ray with hugs <3 #whatever man they're everything to meeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!![dematerializes #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland #tpn ray #tpn don #raydon

[mushroom-for-art]

Slightly recoloured Promise and Potential (crackship babies between my Axel and @blues-sues Fang) since I felt their original designs lacked? So kinda went for a Fangs synergy darkened Axels blues purple greys on Promise and Potential got darker too, tho you could mix and match which ones are considered canon idk lmao (Blues can use either design in like drawing memes/claim one fully for himself if he want either way they just vibing in the design void XD)

#my art #Honestly original Potential might actually pair better with redesign Promise #Idk too late to change it #Potential has grey teeth cause I didn't notice that error till now hope that helps lmao #Could be like @xhunterbeatsx Syn having grey teeth from synergy as a stretch I suppose #I imagine their main canine when baby tooth shed might come back as a synergy tooth to match Fang #Idk random rambles and hc for designs nothing canon #@blues-sues Fang #My crackship pairings are still open BTW! #I will draw more just lmao slowly #And I'll do my best obviously #mewtwo #Babytwo

[lanternlightss]

looking back at posts and its so fun seeing exactly which two characters in genshin i was hyperfixated on and that even after like three years it has not changed Once 😭

venti and nameless bard have me wrapped around their fingers istg

#SINCE 2021 !!!!!!!!!! #i think about how much they love each other how much venti seems to idolize the bard to the point that he might seem to be on the same #divinity level as ven is #i think about that ven has carefully guided the citizens of mond to the same values that bard and the rest of old mond wanted it to be #i think about ven never changing his form to keep his friends memory alive even after /two millennia/ of seeing the face you can never get #back in the mirror every day #i think about ven holding his own hands together and pretending for a moment that its someone else holding his #i think !!!!!! about what would happen if the bard had ever perished. if ven would be severely protective and i dare you. try to lay a hand #on a single hair. he has gone through so much and i refuse to let anything take away what he deserves to see #i think about the bard catching the wind as easily as breathing simply bc its not truly “caught” #the wind is simply ever so fond of them that they will not go anywhere else for too long #i think about. the bard cradling a wisp so gently every night that even now warmth seeps in through ventis hand if he pretends enough #i think about a ghost bard who never leaves vens side. who had promised always whenever they departed thatd he leave something for venti to #know hes still there #i think about a bard who breaks down ventis walls with a single tap #bc they know each other as well as they do themselves #i think abt a bard who gently relearns a ven he hasn’t met #i think abt a bard who is angry and spiteful and spitting at the world softening around the wisp who shows nothing but kindness #i think about a bard recognizing ven by a small breeze alone #and i #i simply go bonkers over them you see #lantern says stuff

[simonstamenovic]

hi

block/unfollow us if you care about "syscourse" we dont think anyones level of trauma is anyone elses business and are too blurred to know our origins for all you know and for all we are willing to share, we are an endogenic system for the love of everything and anything read the carrd. it says this.

#bloodletting #i want to promise blocking myself but feel odd and cannot guarantee this #i am inclined to give everyone the benefit of the doubt #but its a mess. and paranoia from somewhere #^ dont even feel that system is right for us but you #are all so anti psychiatry. UNLESS. #ik this post has been made a lot likely but either tumblr is bad or miasma deleted them #both are equally likely #and i dont remember much. idk. just the persistent feeling nothing #changes and youre all judgemental assholes

[flovverworks]

happy granblue fantasy relink day available on playstation 4 playstation 5 and steam, a action-rpg where no prior experience of granblue fantasy is needed, set in (a currently game-exclusive) zegagrande the grandcypher crew starts their new adventure and

#stardust speaking ! #i have to tell kaitlyn we should change to relink icons the chara art is so prettyT_T wehhh #i have things to say but i need to spoilertag&read more it. even my joke #did true king mention zegagrande in a dialogue or did he not i forgot. i need to doublecheck #😃 anyway (has nothing to say) #actually i opened the tanabata translation to read for later and found out in horror it starts w baby chloe #i WILL be crying #if U(pointing emoji) like found family and/or messy kind-of-family-ish relations then U should read promise of wizard

[illegiblehandwriting1]

it's october and i haven't posted s&a in months. i'm so sorry guys

I SWEAR ONCE I HAVE TIME AND BRAINPOWER IT WILL HAPPEN

#chicken scratch #smoke & ashes #have been having A Time of it #have a concert today and SO much homework #plus this is the bit in the middle of the story that i have absolutely nothing planned out for #i know what to do for the next chapter and for this one #it's just not FUCKING WRITING #RRRRRRRGH #and ch17 has already changed so much from the original that at this point i'm just going to fucking scream #i'm so sorry guys but i promise i'm still into it #I SWEAR IT WILL HAPPEN

[tabbyrocks]

@ghostdoctor i had to like scroll so carefully to fit this into one screenshot but THESE IDEAS ARE SO CUTE

i think we finally found something we have different opinions on because i physically cant see this before izuku's crush realization for me.

i just really like the idea of like when monoma and izuku sorta become buddy buddy with their shared quirk enjoyment Izuku starts to become endeared by the little things (and even the things he used to think were lowkey annoying) that monoma would do when they spend time together.

AND LIKE WHEN 1-A QUESTION"S IZUKU OR SHITS ON MONOMA IZUKU IS LIKE "guys he's actually really sweet" and someone would be like

"no he just has a soft spot for you"

and like,,, he does. monoma like absolutely refuses to admit it but he really does think that izuku is just amazing. better than him in every way. which fuels his inferiority complex but also has this mixed in admiration and it messes with monoma's head SO BAD because hes supposed to hate this boy.

he wants to be around izuku but he wants to run away from his as fast as he can when hes nearby. he wants to love him but it would never work because izuku is thousands of miles ahead of him in everything, so why would he ever look back at monoma? why would he ever choose him out of all people. its impossible, so its better to hate him then to get himself hurt by wishing on a star that doesn't even exist.

and then with Midoriya, he probably thinks that monoma lowkey dislikes him still since he sucks at expressing feelings by anything other then being mean so its like

izuku knows that monoma likes being around him because he keeps spending time with him, but sometimes he's unsure due to the things Monoma says. (AUTISM. and his self image issues lol)

so these two are just in this never ending "he doesn't like me like that" cycle and the hypothetical readers are just like

"FUUUUCCCKKKKKKKK PLEASE JUST TALK ABOUT FEELINGS OR SOMTHING FOR ONE MINUTE I BEG"

#monodeku #used this as an excuse to rant abt my veiws on monodeku #i think they would go ice skating together #idk why i thought of that just now it has nothing to do with the post #they are LITTERALLY Promise by Laufey #thats THEIR SONG i dont make the rules #they both hate themselfs but in like different flavors #monoma and his little issues #i just like the idea of rivals to friend to lovers more than rivals to lovers #i love watching their opinions and feelings of each other change #its so raw and cute #i also feel like this all happens in their second year #soley because of their lack of bond in year one and like #the big fat war thats been making sure these two will never kiss #and bakugo #reminder if bakugo wasn't an ass and didn't piss off 1-b monoma wouldnt hate 1-a #blame everything on bakugo #anti bakugo #this was way angstyer then it was supposed to be #also i just like this because its slowburn #did i mention i fucking love slowburn #and like imagine THIS with a sick fic where either one of them get a fever and the other takes care of them #if monoma got sick it would be like #“fuck you i dont need your help” but internally hes like “why is he helping me im so horrible to him and everyone all the time” #“he has better things to be doing than taking care of me” #and if it was midoriya it would be like #"hey ill be fine #“wait hes actually taking care of me?” #“is he worried?” #“i don't want to worry him”

[worldclassbadass]

So. Vinland saga s2 ost came out yesterday. And right at the very start of the album, I can already tell that this album really came for my tearducts

#Vinland saga #Vinland saga s2 #They really started with Somewhere not here and I bawled my eyes out #Episode 23 second half really was my personal highlight of the season #I love LOVE canute and thorfinns reunion and the i have no enemies scene #But nothing can beat the visual and musical power of seeing the cast change for the better #And leading a more honest life of wanting to create and better themselves and their lives #Away from the Viking lifestyle #And also can we talk about how somewhere not here also has aspects of Arnheids theme #Fitting because this track plays when thorfinn and Einar promised to make a better world in her honour too #I read the manga of this part as reference. And they didn't have the carve it poem as they showed everyone in ketils farm #The anime really heightened the experience #It was so powerful. To see how hard they were working and then the swelling music #And the poem that on the first episode #Meant carnage and violence. In episode 23 it talks about creating change. And making a mark so powerful that it impacts everyone around you #And that shit made me bawl so much it was too powerful #Goodness I am not normal about vinland saga please someone talk to me about it

[llitchilitchi]

Ok so I was re-reading your vampire au and there's so many things I wanna know! But I'm terrible at eh wording my questions I guess ...

For starters ... how will Dream react to Sapnap after he's back from hospital? Will he be afraid or will he tried to brush it off as nothing serious (while it's clear that it did affect him)? Was that the first time something like that happen? What about George? Is he mad at Sapnap about it? Or well ... how mad he is would probably be better question.

Oh also ... I'm ashamed I haven't noticed this in your profile sooner but... hovoríš po Slovensky?

ohhh goodness that's a storyline from the vampire au that I should certainly come back to, someday

this was the first time either Sapnap of George were overcome with bloodlust.

Dream tries to pretend like nothing happened, or rather acknowledges that it happened but says that it doesn't have to mean anything, especially after George explains to him that Sapnap didn't do it consciously. he tries to go back to how things were, act like the whole experience wasn't traumatic. he's genuinely not mad, if only a little worried and disappointed that things even came to that point because if Sapnap acted like this because of some deeper instinct or a certain trigger, maybe it could've been prevented. he tries not to be jumpy but when someone comes up to him from behind or touches him, be it Sapnap or George, he tenses or flinches away. the first feeding session after the incident would definitely not end well.

George is a lot more angry about it happening. as a vampire himself, he knows that it could have been prevented, especially if it was because of hunger. he almost comes to terms with everything but then the first time Dream flinches away from his fangs he's angry all over.

I'm still trying to figure out how I could continue the series, which would also get into just How Exactly the three of them were affected by this. when George comes back from the hospital it's still a fresh kind of anger, the one that has him yelling at Sapnap before he runs out of energy and the bone-deep fear for Dream takes over. he's also known Sapnap for decades at this point, over a century, so he isn't even capable of being truly angry with him. it doesn't go away, it fluctates, sometimes small and hiding in the very back of his mind, sometimes silent and cold that has him walking past Sapnap, has their conversations be much shorter and more clipped and tense than they used to be, some times bright and burning with shouts and insults (but those happen rarely, on the bad days, and the outbursts could be counted on the fingers of one hand). he doesn't stay angry. if not for himself, then at least for Dream's sake.

they will all be forced to talk it out, once Dream is better and once they are all fully aware that they can't just ignore what happened

and last but most important: áno!! ahoj ahoj teší ma rada vidím ďalších slovensky hovoriacich ľudí vo fandome :D

#asks #midnight-fangirl01 #vampire menace au #so happy to see people still interested in this one! #I was thinking of making a comic for the au though it would have nothing to do with bloodlust #if this contradicts anything Ive said before about the au Im sorry its been a while and my attitude to the sequels has changed I guess #though... this has certain gears in my brain turning... #(no promises on an update Im about to have a very difficult month)

[keikakudori]

I don't think I've said this before but I just wanted to take a moment and say that I don't practice reblog karma. If you want to reblog something from me, be it a meme, a musing, or art, then feel free! I don't care! I like it when people do that! Seriously, I'm always going to advocate for "ah yes, person reblogged a thing I like, I shall reblog it from them" in the rpc. And if I reblog something you like? Please, feel free to reblog it yourself. I won't ever ask you to send a meme in if you reblog one from me nor will I expect it; if you do, it's a pleasant surprise! But if you ever worried about it, consider this your greenlight to know that you are absolutely welcome to reblog anything but my asks/roleplay threads. I consider a reblog from me in the vein of "my humble offering has pleased my friends, yes yes, good" because I'm just that kind of person.

#ooc ; i think therefore watashi wa #nothing really inspired this but it's something i've been meaning to say for a while! #please! feel free to reblog from me! i do not care if you do! #i like it! i want people to go 'oh damn that's fire i need that thing lucifer reblogged' and to reblog it themselves! #it's just nice! #and legit it helps to foster that feeling of connection between me and the rest of you to know that you liked something i reblogged #people decry how the rpc seems to be losing the feeling of community and reblog karma has never sat right with me #ngl it's always felt a tiny bit entitled to comment about reblog karma because this is a community so just reblog from other people! #and sometimes the op of the post is no longer around or they've changed urls or something #so if you can't find the op version of the post? then reblog it from me. #i promise you that I Do Not Care At All #anyways i'll crawl back under my rock now consider this a lowkey psa lmao