#and i saw her thursday

[enduracarrotchips]

out of touch ...

#cant take this seriously w the song playing in my head #saw an edit of them w it and wondered if the creator did it with or without the knowledge of out of touch thursday #i don't even go here. drew them bcs i wanted to print a poster :// #consistency? i don’t know her #chainsaw man #csm #aki hayawaka #angel devil #akiangel

[transsexualcoriolanus]

okay but "would i were a man, i would eat his heart in the marketplace" is like. The Line of the play. it's beatrice's anger and frustration and, most importantly, her complete lack of power as a woman. her best friend and cousin was humiliated, abused, and left for dead, and there is nothing that she can do, because, even if she's allowed to make fun of the men when people find it funny, she ultimately has no power as a woman. and no one understands, no one believes her, no one gets the absolute rage that she feels on behalf of hero. to the men it's all a game. and it's this line that makes benedick understand. after that line, he goes from refusing to hurt claudio to promising to fight him, because he understands. he sees when no one else does that beatrice has no power. and he agrees to fight his friend, not because he wants to, but because he sees that she can't.

#ugh #saw much ado on thursday and im having Feelings that i cant quite put into words #just #fuck #HE DOES IT FOR HER #HE DOESNT WANT TO #HE HAS NO EVIDENCE OF HEROS INNOCENCE #BUT HE DOES IT FOR HER #BECAUSE SHE CANT #and its this line #I LOVE THIS LINE #much ado about nothing #much ado #shakespeare #willy shakes #beadick

[softgaycontent]

they had carol move into the old home she shared with maria because they wanted me to go insane

#the marvels #the marvels spoilers #carol danvers #danbeau #maria rambeau #mcu #captain marvel #I actually saw this movie on the first possible day I could... (Thursday; the day b4 the ''official'' release date) #idk if waiting a week does anything #but hopefully ppl added spoiler blacklists by now if they care #the idea of her living there. ALONE. are you kidding me #I think Maria from the universe in that Dr Strange movie should move over dimensions and then she and carol should kiss #obv id prefer HER maria but. they hate me

[isfjmel-phleg]

😶

#random personal stuff #personal whining feel free to ignore #library booksales are kind of a big deal for me #I don't get to get out much so they're a good excuse to go on an adventure with friends #back in December one of my friends asked me to come to that month's sale but I was sick and couldn't be allowed to expose her baby to that #so I had to decline and that was disappointing and oh well maybe next time #today she blithely messages me that she dragged her husband to a library booksale and she found a lot of Sayers #I had no idea this was happening no idea she was going #she saw me on Thursday and apparently never thought to bring it up? #and I don't know if this was just thoughtless on her part or what but OUCH??? #(this is in a town forty-five minutes away by car & I cannot go there unless someone else invites me to ride with them)

[optimusveddieprime]

I'd surrender my all. I'd vow it. I'd bleed desire and weep at her feet. It is her whom I'd whither and rot for.

#im so in love with drolta #its nasty #shes mother #Id let her step on my back #id eat her whole 🍑 #i want her to wrap me up in her wings #them horns are for my hands #that side 😻 meat...i saw it #caked up on a thursday for WHAT #drolta #casltevania #castlevania nocturne #castlevania drolta #my love I am inconsolable #i mourne

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT. #i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe? #which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.” #“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.” #and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

[rockoblanco]

the thing about tiktok is that it’s so easy to come up with ideas that exploit your everyday, sincere interactions into bastardized snippets that try to capitalize on the sacred bonds u hold with the people you love most everyday, but to actually go through with it & revolve your life around trying to commodify relationships genuinely is so sad and has to be actually putrid after a certain point

#getting one of my mom’s random doodles tattooed on me on Thursday #and i was like ‘i want someone to film her reaction!’ at first #but now im like i actually really don’t #i don’t want her to feel like she has to look a certain way or act a certain way #or be ashamed that she looks or acted a certain way on camera #when she should just be able to live that experience and own it for herself #and saw a vid of a woman who wrote a song abt her dad for her father daughter dance #and was like “watch me show my dad the song I made for him ;) he cried!!!!’’ #and it was sweet but mostly it was kind of creepy and intrusive that I was there for that moment too #like some things are just meant for each other not for the entire world

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

hiiii for ur consideration: meiri i drew on my work break

I am considering her. I have in fact considered everything about her and found it all perfect. Thank you, ma’am, I shall treasure this forever 🥹

#HONOURED that my girl is keeping you company during work break 🙏🙏🙏 #and also still quite impressed that you draw when you get a break from your job. which involves (I believe???) drawing #that’s what I call dedication #I saw your ask saying I didn’t *need* to post it but I hope it’s okay to do so? #like please let me know if not but otherwise I’ll just. do the tumblr equivalent of hanging it on my wall #I am a proud mother showing everyone that visits the beautiful portrait my neighbor made of my gremlin daughter #she even looks like she doesn’t bite and scratch and hiss 🥹 you got her good side #and her HAAAIR I’m always done in by the way you draw her hair #like you get itttt. the spikes!!! the fluff!!! the length!!! you get it!!!! #thank you for showing me waddles <33 #also do I see a little snout there in the top right hand corner? twig? my boy is that you? #(oh and sorry for the time I took to answer. #can’t say I was all too busy yesterday/today but I was up until Thursday and then I just. collapsed.) #wife answers asks #meiridom #Meiri

[ineffably-moon]

7. Thursdays.

i think of you often.

no, not often.

constantly.

in the day, in the night,

in the morning, in the afternoon,

all of the time.

i dont know if you remember me.

surely you must,

its not even been a year.

but do you?

i miss you.

i see you -

in cups of tea,

in games of solitaire,

in sadness and laughter.

you kept me sane.

i thank you every day.

i miss you.

thank you.

#this is about my teacher #i miss her #love u miss wilson #bad poetry #freeform poetry #poetry #original poem #she kept me sane in secondary fr #we played solitaire together:) #we also played jenga sometimes #the title is because i saw her for an hour every thursday if anyone is wondering

[regallibellbright]

For the record I was absolutely aware of how comically unhinged I was getting with those tags on the last poll, but like, I genuinely enjoy cracking myself up about something ridiculous like that and will periodically go back to read my old stuff and then laugh again. And I REALLY needed the laugh and the mental focus on something utterly trivial today.

#don't anticipate anyone wanting to reblog this one but just in case: yeah this does have to do with what I mentioned yesterday #and that is why it's unrebloggable just in case; we were not expecting a miracle and by that point it would have taken one #been mostly functional today and I'm not sure if it's that I got the worst of the grieving out Thursday night after I saw her last #or if tomorrow it's really going to set in and therefore hit like a truck #since I do go back and read my own stuff at some point I will probably delete these tags and the previous post #just so I don't hit myself with Surprise Grief down the line #death

[deeisace]

aw damn it

#watching bones #a dog died on the show #and my phone popped up today with yknow the memories thing of photos you took x time ago #one of the last times i saw my jed was this week 2 years ago. 3 years ago? i don't remember time is weird #anyway he died this year #i didn't get to see him often but like he was my dog yknow #he's buried in a really nice place but i'll probably never get to see it cs now my parents areall in the uk i haveno reason to go to france #so now i'm crying a lot #speaking of graves now my sister has her name written somewhere i should probably go and see it #it's just nice to know it's there it took 27 years to put her name in stone so i should go see it #or. idk it's in stone it's on a wall somewhere in the crem. but still she never had that before last month. #ohhh 2023 has been too much of a year #everything everything at once #my auntie told me yesterday (mum's dropped her phone in the canal again) that #my gran didn't have her kidney removed (cancer) on thursday cs she has irregular heart rhythm? so they're looking this week instead #she's almost 70 she has cancer on her kidney ovaries and smth on her lung and she can't have blood transfusion and she has smth w her heart #well at least i'm only crying about recent stuff now #pffffft i'm going to make tea #everything is yuck this year

[beepbeepdespair]

GOD i wish i had the power and/or contacts to get people performance roles. there's a busker out today and she is one of the best fucking singers i have ever heard i'm not joking. she did i will always love you and i cried in a shop bc it was so beautiful. someone needs to put her in their musical right now

#i really hope she gets scouted by someone i just wish i'd had more than 20p on me to give her... #today has been so mad i also fistbumped a guy who was collecting for a charity for young people's mental health #again didn't have much on me but next time i see him i'll give them something bc mentally ill young people!! that's me!!! #there was also a guy who had a very good voice and was amazing at the guitar like people are expected to be normal about this??? #also also theres a bus driver on the bus and he reminds me of rowan from bake off. miss u babe :( #AND the person on the bus in front of me looks like my doppelganger. and my bestie thought they saw me in boots #and there was someone at the bus stop with a pansexual badge and the 'you are safe with me' one david tennant has #AND i have the cinema tomorrow and the christmas garden centre thursday. and nella left the jungle today #HOLY SHIT everything is happening today #i keep bursting into tears randomly someone help #beep beep gets personal #personal #textpost #text post #singing #singer #music #musician #busker #i will always love you #theres a loud child on the bus again gdi

[you-will-return]

Got a plushie :)

#a friend gave me his panda plushie to take care of for a week #bc he saw how much i loved it #and hhhhh this panda is just the cutest little thing 😍😍😍 #but it only speaks french so this might be a problem for fitting in with my other plushies #but they'll make it work; diana and nalle are smart enough to figure something out those lil rascals #i'm so sorry for being so... well.... you know... #but i'm just so excited abt my new lil buddy!!!! #it has the biggest eyes and aaaah it's just so adorable #it'll be very hard to part with it come thursday but all good things etc etc #.... my friend texted me that he hopes the panda will take good care of me and aisjdjdidkdid #i wish my 15 yr old self could see this #could understand that there are people who will support her weirdness and appreciate it #and who will lend her emotional support plushies #because they are nice and they care #you are loved you fool goddamnit

[jessiesjaded]

Weird having a birthday with mums side of the family and not having nana be here. She really carried so much of the conversation and made things more lively, it's quite quiet.

#at least my cousins kids are loud lol #she would have been 85 this year #Anyway i know i saw my Ma on thursday but i will have to make sure to call and do stuff with her moee often bc time does run out eventually