#and i think i do want to dye it green

[silenthillbunni]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[discoidal]

manic panic vampire red is so pretty even when fading i think it has the best longevity of all my hair colors so far

+ home screen for crop

#ive had this like 3 weeks and i dont think the fade is noticeable #so ! hell yeah :)) i do have hair color aspirations tho.. like yellow. and bright green but i wont do that for a while bc severíns doing it #i want to get back to a specific shade of pink i had like two years ago but the thing is i do all my dye jobs diy and i mixed a BUNCH of #brands and shades of pink for shits and giggles AND had it fade naturally for like2 weeks to get that beautiful pink .. miss her every day

[lyxchen]

Hello my besties!!! I would like to please show off that I have purple hair now!!!♡

Also I have wanted to try and cosplay Amity from the Owl House for Very Long and I'm probably gonna do that very soon :3

#yes i Will dye my hair before i put on a wig #the last time i wore a wig it was not fun so i'll stay away from them as long as possible #(tho that last wig probably just wasn't a really good one and i'm sure there's a lot of amazing wigs i can wear) #but also i have wanted to dye my hair again anyways so it was very fitting #i have green hair dye too also because i think green hair just looks really cool and when do i get the chance again to have green hair soo #i'm excited to try that out #not that soon tho cause my prom is in two months and i need pink hair for that and going from green to pink is probably not that easy #anyways i'm just really excited about my purple hair because look at it it's so pretty!!! #i can really recommend dying your hair it's so fun!! #that's it #lea's random thoughts #amity blight #the owl house

[tittysuckersworld]

thinking of decision ill regret<3

#aka i wanna dye my hair red or ginger #idk why alwase have and like. im being pushed to wanting to again #i never have and last time i dyed and bleached it was a wile wile ago- #ive been trying to grow and cut out all the bleached damage and im so close to butttt #man idk fun hair colors are fun! and like red or green hair on me is smth me brain thinks is nice #only down side is i would need to bleach it myself #which is hell. and my older bro nor younger bro would help i think and i dont want it as messy as previous times #so would need to find someone i a. trust enough and b. could posibly do it in the me area #i mean i already cut my own hair and im actually pretty good at it i just. i cant bleach very good #and dont wanna mess up me head #mabey ill do it for the summer?? or near end of year? idk

[hoppinkiss]

once again I have to wait for my hair to dry but AGHH IM EXCITED it's looking promising :3c

#'but harper youre just doing pink and green again why are you so excited' because it SLAPS every TIME #and im using a new brand of hair dye so i wasnt sure how it was going to act #i think the green is more saturated than usual and so far the pink looks just as purple as last time. maaaybe a bit closer to what i want?? #harper has spoken

[floral-hex]

I try not to hype up anything I do, but my brain is abuzz. abuzzy bee. Got given a gift card for a crappy clothing store (thankful, but I mean, hard to find good items), so I finally bit the bullet and ordered a denim jacket. Now begins the slow process of bleaching, dying, and decorating. Finally going to live out my very simple dream of having a cool denim jacket

#I’m so easy to please #this is so dumb and I’ll probably screw it up and I shouldn’t even say anything lest I embarrass myself #but what started as a joke idea years ago (30+ yr old loser with a hardcore jacket who is he kidding?) is slowly coming to fruition #I have TWO (2) disparate but rad ideas for the design but I’m very torn #I’ll have to poll some people as time goes on #but right now the ideas are: emerald green dye and red roses & floral theme #or: faded goldish dye with a big patch of the Great Red Dragon on the back #it would be cool to have both but tbh shit isn’t cheap in the long run #I’m very torn #bright greens and reds would be beautiful but maybe a little over gaudy? like hard to coordinate an outfit around all that zazz #I do love zazz though… #but a nice muted gold with lots of blacks would definitely go with a lot more outfits. wouldn’t clash with colorful shirts #plus that would look hardcore as fuck. #big William Blake patch on the back. studs and spikes. edgy philosophy patches or whatever #I know it’s a total poser thing to say but I just want to wear something that people are like ‘whoa that dude is dark as hell dawg’ #stupid idea but I’ve been thinking about it for awhile #and I want a cool jacket to cover my ugly body so sue me #sorry sorry I’m just pumped up #I ordered it this afternoon so I’ve been thinking about it all day #I wanted a big one and they don’t exactly sell the size I want in local stores so that’s why it’s taken so long to get one #I want lots of room to breathe #rather it be too big than too small #I am really excited though. this’ll be a nice little distraction for awhile. a nice achievable goal. #umm hi I love you #I’m in a really good mood #smooch smooch smooch #you can ignore this #but feel free to shoot me ideas or tell me if you have a cool jacket or anything like that #and also thanks for reading this if you did. I don’t know why you would but I love you for it stranger. #text

[strawberrymothteeth]

i kinda wanna dye my hair again but i want a different color than the ones i got.

#i remember i went to my friend last time with blue and green and told him i wanted to get rid of it #and i got MORE FUCKING HAIR DYE. now i have yellow and pink and that is why my hair is a split dye. #maybe i will do another split dye but it is a peekaboo instead #haven't had natural hair color since i think 2019?

[eutonous]

y'know i finally touched up my dye job after like a YEAR almost of letting it fade and now i just wanna bleach it all and go blonde for a while? please. i'm too lazy for this.

#regularly scheduled steph talk #you know i was thinking about doing something pink eventually? #i was also considering just. blue. a darkish blue. that would maybe be nice. OR GREEN. oh my gosh so many possibilities. #my hair cannot keep up with all the things i wish to do with it and also the dye brands i like are PRICEY. i just want. color...

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

i made an appt to dye my hair today but i honestly don't know what colour i want and the appt is in 20 mins lmaooooo this should be fun

#i was thinking i wanted to try a split dye #so half half #but idk what colours #i avoid warm colours bc my white ass already turns red enough regularly #i've been wanting to do green but #idk what would pair well #so #maybe i'll just go for like blue and purple? i feel like they maybe fit #or a pink

[duodusk]

loveee this trend it gave me an excuse to draw my pathetic little guy :)

[text transcribed under the cut in case it's hard to read!]

traffic!Dusk -has tons of items stashed (all junk) -cannot actually fly, just glides -fights with a scythe (...iron axe)

green life -set up a community farm -way too optimistic -very under-equipped -(he is mesmerized by the wonders of this world) -[dies by] direct player kill

yellow life -wants to be red, does not try very hard -lost everything in a betrayal -hides belongings in little stashes all over the map -[dies by] pitfall trap

red life -no alliances, but prefers isolating over seeking revenge -still pretty bad at combat, tbh -better equipped from work in yellow life

#my art #trafficsona #trafficblr #my guy makes a big farm and then someone kills them and wrecks everything and theyre like. dang #as a red i think he would be kinda like pearl where he seems kinda scary and everyones afraid bc hes unpredictable #but shes just sitting in a little hole screaming n crying n throwing up bc shes scared and cant fight very well #as a green life they did like nothing to actually prepare just ran around gathering flowers and making the farm pretty #then as a yellow their tools are all broken and their cute little flower stash has been raided for dyes #and they dont really want to fight anyone but everything they worked for is gone #doesnt really try to fix anything or even keep himself healthy as a yellow just runs around stashing gear to find later #then as a red she stays pretty isolated but shows up to scare people off and take their stuff #but he cant really make traps and cant really fight. the scythe is really shoddily made from an old broken tool #so it just Looks scary but they cant use it very well #i think theyd live for a while as red but wouldnt win #all 3 deaths are directly caused by other players #the first was probably a yellow or green accidentally killing him while raiding the farm #second was entirely their own negligence like the trap would've been avoidable if they paid attention #they cant fly and their wings couldnt do much in the confinement of a pitfall #impact snapped their horn though #last one probably just a result of being bad at combat and panicking #anyway!!! my little guy :)

[fleshdyke]

suggest some shit i should do with my hair

#I WANT TO CHANGE IT BUT IDK WHAT TO DO W IT #i don’t know if i want to grow it out a little more and dye the roots neon green. or get a really short fade and dye the whole #thing vico ortiz style. idk. #for context it’s currently just above shoulder length on one side and like a grown out close cut on the other #and it’s a faded red on some of it and the rest is just natural brown #idk. what do you think #rambles

[tardis--dreams]

Mcr is in 11 days. Don't expect me to be normal about anything

#I'm not implying any of you expect me to be normal ever #But like #I wish i could say that to people in real life because i just randomly want to start screeching #I'm still convinced something's gonna happen and it won't happen after all #Dear God can you imagine #I would die #Right there #Also hmt is in less than 2 weeks too #But i'm really not looking forward to that too much #Except for fob #As far as I'm concerned they're the first band #So if i don't feel like staying in the crowd for weezer and green day i can just leave and have a drink i suppose #But omg mcr in less than 2 weeks! #My emo self is coming through! #I want to dye my hair for some reason #I used to have them pink a few times a few years ago #Do you think I'm too old for that now? #(i'm not saying anyone is ever too old to dye their hair in fun colors #I'm just so self conscious and always feel like people will find me ridiculous for whatever reason) #shut up amy

[lukesunbornn]

i am slowly turning into kermit the frog

#by which i mean. green #half my wardrobe is green #i added a new green shirt to my wardrobe today #i just bought GREEN SUNGLASSES and they are the coolest things i own #they have green glass and gold wire and are circular and i’m obsessed with them #i’m modeling myself after that one tiktokker who dyes all their clothes green. i’m gonna do that too #i want to wear nothing but green all of the time #i think i want to dye my hair green too. it’s insane #ohalso all my walls in my room r green and i have a green lamp too. it’s insane #the peter panification of transmascs is REAL!

[transgenderbobdylan]

bleaching the under layer of my hair & dying it either bright red or neon green. good idea? yes/no what do u guys think

#I don’t have enough bleach for my whole head I think. & also I’m most comforble with black hair anyway #So. maybe dye the top half black. & just do red or green underneath #a little wary of green because I brought it up to a friend & she asked if I wanted to look like billie eilish

[bereft-of-frogs]

I had a dream I dyed my hair green.

#should I dye my hair green??? #probably not but I did do a bunch of hair dye googling last night #I’m considering covering my grays lol #i was avoiding it because I feel like in my peer circle there’s like a weird counter-pressure against it #like obviously ✨ society ✨ says cover them #and then my well meaning peers are like ‘embrace them!’ #but like…I don’t feel ready to have a gray streak and I should get to decide right #but idk the brain rot caused by being over steeped in online discourse is making this into a bigger deal than it actually is #i have been wanting to cover them with a fun color like blue or purple #but my hair is very dark and I’ve never dyed it successfully by myself before #so idk if it would work #i should probably pay someone… #but yeah at like 10:30 last night I was not thinking of having the patience to pay someone #why am I using my blog as a dream journal #i should probably get it cut first the ends are DEAD