#and i was like ok i wont buy these then

[chalkeater]

ur art is crunchy /pos !!! how do you have the confidence to use stuff that isnt pencil and cant rlly be erased if mistakes are made?

make more mistakes

ACTUAL ANSWER BELOW because it got too long. oops lol

anyway. i wrote “DO IT ON PURPOSE” because when it comes to doing a whole drawing with ONLY a pen- you gotta force your brain get creative- at least practice. in other words- work with what you have. it’s basically like solving a problem every few seconds-

because sometimes my hand eye coordination glitches for a split second. or maybe my hand shook or maybe the line is actually shit looking. but instead of scrapping the thing entirely i gotta to try and make it work. ok so if my line looks like crap here maybe i can make it a Part of the drawing by making everything look messier. OR maybe i can even just. hide it!! by coloring a thicker line along it too!!

you can actually HIDE a LOT of mistakes with a pen without erasing anything. and sometimes the mistakes are part of the art- like when i see the most beautiful art online and i see an uncolored pixel. what matters is your final output not the things you cant change now or mean nothing in the big picture

honestly going from sketch to lines and rendering with a pen is about weight control (like with a pencil- sketching yk) and not beating yourself up. in order to gain the “confidence” you gotta absolutely ANNIHILATE the need for 200% perfection. because theres beauty in a mess.

anyway so. when you get the basic stuff down like “in order to to make less mistakes with pen stuff- make sure youre used to what youre drawing already!!!” or “draw/doodle stupid shit with your pen and make it (pen) a PART of you and not some scary beast (pen)

i think it all stems down to forgiving yourself and just having fun. having fun is always my motto. if you ever go “oh no i made a mistake!!!” imagine me yelling “WHO CAAARRESSS!!!!!!!! (#love #positive)” in your EAR

#deltarune #susie deltarune #myself #ask #susart #GAHH SORRY ITS SO LONG OR SOMETHING #we have chronic ‘if you ask any of us a question ill literally take 5 paragraphs to answer it bc idk detail and context or shit’ #ok bye how this helps???? #mintyblitz #i would include more of our pen stuff but idk whats worth showing lol #bc we sketch with pens a lot. actually fucking hate sketching with pencils sometimes because ughh #when youre studying fine arts and have 500 black drawings ???? um. yeah. no. i dont want to touch a pencil everr AGAIN!!!! #GOD GRAPHITE EVERYWHERE!!! on my shirt on my FACE!!! #of course we still do painting and drawings with pencils and then line them after #but if im gonna doodle?? yeah. pen #also not to be a pen apologist but when a sketchbook ages the pencils fade #but pens are fucking awesome because water and air wont let it fade away #we actually use waterproof BALLPOINT pens (our fountain pen oviously is not waterproof) #(Not aponsored but buy panda oens theyre so cheap and you can paint watercolor on them girls) #anyway so the worst our penned sketches get is like. a lottle bleeding but thats cool ask in a sketchbook #pencils?? gone. blank canvas. #pencils are great but i need people to understand how convenient oen is #also pen for filling in form?? but can be used to draw? versatile. she can do anything

[ehszter]

just what i needed thank you

#been very depressed about financial stuff #i hate money #and I hate algorithms #and i hate that studios don't write back when I apply for a job #or publishers when I send submissions #i even dreamed that i gave up on art and just went to work in an office or something #and I seriously thought it through and cried #and i woke up and was confused #but yeah i cant stop making stuff #im just tired of being useless i guess not making money or just very little #my biggest dream is to leave my country and buy a house #but you have to be rich to do that #oh well #wont give up just a bit sad now #sorry for being a party pooper #happy monday tho #anyways good things happen too #my comic coming soon im excited for it even if it wont sell #so yeah it's ok to feel like crap sometimes #gonna get better #dont give up you guys either!

[tunderilona]

most eastern european women dont smoke and dont drink alcohol at all????? we must be from different eastern europes then💀

#also stop being obsessed with looking young forever im gonna throw up #this was under a video of a man saying 'women start aging faster than men and it starts at 25' ok IDGAF!!!!!!!!!!!! #im not gonna stop eating sugary food and stop drinking alcohol and buy your overpriced shitty skincare so i wouldnt look like #a 40 year old as a 40 year old. its about genetics anyway most of the time #you can eat as healthy as you want if your genetic isnt like that you wont look younger than your age anyway #plus stop wanting to look like a perpetual 20 year old im so sick of society being obsessed with women looking young forever #men are allowed to age but if a 40 year old woman looks 40 she needs to die lmao

[frecklystars]

bro TFcon is the last place I wanna be. I only got three hours of sleep because I had seven nightmares in a row. I'm definitely stressed, to say the least lmao

It's 7am and I'm sitting in the passenger seat on our way there trying not to throw up. it's a two hour drive and I'm not readyyyyy haha I'M NOT READYYYY I HATE THIS. hate that my main F/Os are a trigger and i gotta surround myself with them in order to reclaim them later. and i don't even know if this is gonna work. my association rly cannot get worse but i don't know if it's possible to improve it at this point???

i know exposure therapy is supposed to help but I feel like I'm really not ready for THIS BIG of a jump. I feel like I should have started much smaller like just looking at one single photo of Fixit for ten seconds a day or something. BUT NO I'M GOING TO A MASSIVE BUILDING WITH EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER I WAS CONDITIONED TO BELIEVE WOULD HURT ME AND I GOTTA STAY THERE FOR AT LEAST FIFTEEN MINUTES -- but i already paid the $60 so let's!!!! get this OVER WITH!!!!! LET'S DO THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#delete later #I'D LIKE TO BREATHE FOR FIVE SECONDS PLS #I WANNA RECLAIM TF SO BAD IF I'M GONNA BE DYING WHILE DOING IT THEN!!! OK!!!! THATS OK!!!! #STARLIGHT BABY DON'T SAY I NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR YOU #at least i know i wont have to stress about spending more money #bc there's no way im buying anything TF related fkhgfkdgh

[donttouchtheneednoggle]

how does one like. get a binder

#like ik how #im priveleged enough to be able to buy one #ik ehic5h company id go with #but its like im waiting for permission #which no one can really give me #like i could wait til im registered back with the doctor's but even if i was brave enough to bring it up they'd either say just don't #or your asthma is completely fine like they always do #like im the best placed to gauge if my lungs can handle wearing one #really i want someone to come along and say it'll help you're allowed this it wont be a waste of money #and you won't have to share with your parents the specifics of your dysphoria #when i could barely come out without apologizing for it even tho they were ok with it #if it were anyone else i cannot emphasize how behind them id be but when its myself im just stuck going in circles #im gon try and call sib at lunchtime and order it then bc yesterday was really not pleasant #a properly fitted binder can't be much more uncomfortable than a too small sports bra surely #and im already good at taking breaks w that so #we'll see ig #mine #gender adventures with neednoggle #not to complain abt being a skinny person w a big chest when society is obsessed w skinny ppl w big chests #but JFC

[addictivewhispering]

french football sexe!!!

this is what happens when im stuck on a plane for seven hours without wifi (link below the cut)

content tags: power bottom kylian. olivier experiencing some emotions (tm). sort of praise kink. anilingus aka eating ass. literally just pwp but with some relationship/communication problems thrown in because this takes place pre-euro2021 and yes thats important to me

i was too lazy to upload this to ao3 (and by that i mean i didnt feel like coming up with a title. also idek if its even good enough in the first place lol oop) but still wanted to try and feed everyone bc yeah. anyway hope u enjoy or..... whatever idfk..........

link

#gimbappe #my demons #gigikyky #IM SORRY. For my crimes. #buy my silence. for $500 i will not post sex ever again #just dont look at me ok #also if it sucks im sorry blame the plane #i left commenting permissions on on the doc LMFAO if anyone has hate mail or fan mail i equally accept both #oh also #sadly theres no phoenix emoji which would make it perfect but #i looove emoji shipnames so i have christened 🐦🐢 to refer to them #i wont use it here but yeah that's why it's in the title of the doc #me creating quirky ship names like my life depends on it:

[alexius-fr]

Rant in tags

People who get upset about other people buying their dragons at fodder price and then actually exalting them will never cease to amaze me.

#alexius speaks #negative #Not drama im just annoyed #Its no one on here i just read a reddit post #if you're so pressed by people exalting dragons dont sell them for fodder price #or just dont breed hatchlings/keep the ones you hatch #thats the only way youll ever be sure they wont be exalted #its literally core gameplay mechanic of the site #its fine if you dont like it but dont get pissy at people just literally playing the game #or put something in your dragons bio like 'pls dont exalt just send back to og owner will refund' or something like that #That personally keeps me from buying a dragon alltogether bc i dont want the hassle of an overly attached former owner coming into my inbox #when i inevitably exalt a dragon #ive exalted dragons that were core parts of my lore #ive exalted dragons i loved bc they didnt fit the lore anymore #and i dont have endless lairspace to keep them all #anyway this has been a rant #i get really heated about this bc its dumb ok

[zzoupz]

haha sure I can live with no online transaction for a year why not

*ice nine kills merch dropped*

#NOOOOOOOOOOOO WHY ARE THEY GREAT AND WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY LIMITED #EVERYTHING ON THEIR STORE IS SO. BUYABLE. THE HACK PACK...... #LIKE OK MAYBE I WONT HAVE THE COURAGE TO BUY THEM EVEN IF I CAN SPEND MONEY BUT GOD DAMN #(as context i cant use paypal bc i need to id and im under 18. I also can't verify my stripe and I suspect its the same reason #sorry rambling

[liliumsims]

Chaotic and Unhinged Doormats!🚪 . BGC (Base Game Compatible) . 10 Swatches . Cost 10 Simoleons  (Download) Google Drive 100% Free! 😊💖 . Please do NOT reupload or claim as your own

#sims 4 cc #ts4 cc #sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 mm #ts4 mm #build buy #liliumsims #Theyre chaotic as shit so please excuse my stupid humor #I know this wont be too popular but I wanted to share with people who would like it #I hope yall are ok with my unhinged and stupid ideas

[horce-divorce]

So to be clear tumblr is the only social media i actually bother to use with any regularly, but sometimes you crave variety. For example sometimes going on reddit is a nice distraction, and my feed is all really interesting silly low-investment type posts that i can scroll thru and be entertained by without feeling like i have to engage. and other times it feels exactly like facebook. just suggested post after suggested post that makes me say "god you people are so fucking unbelievably stupid." posts seemingly hand picked to make me so enraged, the exact kind of shit I go online to AVOID.

currently it's recommending me a bunch of posts about "why does America have so much looting?" That have a bunch of responses like, "Because of the crime wave, no one prosecutes shoplifters, people have just noticed its so easy to get a group together on whatsapp, etc" and WHY? It thinks I would want or need these posts? Idfk??? I hang out in r/antiwork and like 3 other main subs about being homeless and random entertainment topics. I don't use reddit for politics or world events. I do NOT get my news from there.

Anyway there was also one recommended thread about "why do rural folk feel looked down upon by city folks?" And all the responses were, "yeah! It's them who are rude to the city people!" And when someone mentioned the lack of resources in rural areas, another person chimed in to say "well I lived in Detroit and now I live in a rural area and we have WAY more food and resources than Detroit does!" But the second anyone brings up, you know, the socioeconomic factors that influence that shit, everyone's like whining and crying bc their little brains can't handle ""bringing race into it."" someone had a different life experience than you?! Pft, sure, and then all the bystanders clapped! 🙄

idk it's like. the more time goes on, the wider economic gaps become, the more obvious it is how effectively people are brainwashed. It's not like the answers to these questions are hidden esoteric mysteries. It's not like people having different, individual experiences in life is new. Even my grandma understands that a) people aren't actually looting that much and b) even if they were, have you bought groceries in the past 3 years? if so, why are you even asking that question?? But you try to actually talk about how bad shits getting and these fuckers go into high gear defending The American Way Of Life and blaming individual choices. Ppl are drinking the Kool aid so hard and they think water is just supposed to fucking taste like that

#me #they put the kool aid in to cover up the taste of lead. #flint still doesnt have clean water. btw. #thats such a perfect example of what im talking about too #for YEARS its been common knowledge that we are poisoning and killing the people of flint (very near detroit fwiw. related topics) #and its like #idk i feel like i meet ppl who assume that bc Everyone Knows About Flint that means that it got fixed or smth #it fucking didnt #doesn't it feel kinda like. w wages and inflation. or covid. or anything else. #we declare oh yeah X is happening! its in the media. heres the numbers. everyones talking about it. finally out in the open. here we go #its in the news cycle for a few weeks and then bam. gone. nothing. #and everyone thinks oh its gone now. i guess its over #covid is still rampant and terrifying but its not on everyones minds anymore so no one wears masks. problem fucking solved am i right #everyone knows inflation is untenable. ceos make 400x workers. rent is all of your income. no one can afford food #we wont change wages tho. and everyone is just like. well if employers dont wanna pay more thats ok. just look harder for work. #just try harder. just work more jobs. just sell your blood in addition to your time body heart and soul. #its like people are hearing 'socioeconomic factors beyond our control influence how we live our lives' and they still go #'but why dont you wanna just buy more money?' #theyre HEARING words but they arent LISTENING #ONE person in that looting threads comments mentioned police brutality. one. #and they shockingly weren't getting downvoted into the negatives but they definitely werent being heard either #i feel like thats the most glaringly obvious one #like the entire world saw our police force going apeshit and they went 'woah are black ppl in america ok?' #and everyone said NO PLEASE HELP #and... nothing fucking changed!!! #everyone supported water protectors that 1 time. but the water protectors in the great lakes region still fighting?? crickets #i dont get it. i dont get it!!!! #in the news: heres 20 current events making life untenable for disenfranchised people #everyone: i dont get it? why are they breaking stuff

[todayisafridaynight]

some heretic put the idea in my head that gaiden might be a dynasty warriors game and that.................

#snap chats #'snap i thought you were hanging with your bro' dude in a SECOND #but yeah i dont even know what that'd do to me #i mean ive played DW games before- ok ive played both hyrule warriors and thats it BUT STILL #the games can be fun if you just turn your brain of or if youre playing with a friend #im not 100% on the concept im like at 20% only because the size of the crowd in the trailer is suspicious #cause whenever youd have a crowd in past games it's very sparse and there's npcs to act as walls #but from the clips it just looks like only enemies in crowds that are much bigger than before #because back then at max you'd have to fight maybe five enemies but this one it's like. 20 or so on the screen #plus... what exactly ARE the daigo/majima/saejima dlcs.... #at first i thought they were for coliseum fights- whether you fought them or they were allies idk #but with a dynasty angle....... no...... surely they wouldnt make daigo playable..... #in that event maybe i WILL get gaiden... #ngl i feel like im not AS jazzed for gaiden as i should be but this might convince me.... #guess i wont pre order it ill just wait for it to come out #oh yeah theres not gonna be a physical release for it ????? that sucks dick #i havent been able to physically buy the games tbf but still. i hate digital-media-only shit it makes me insane #ANYWAYS im going fr now BYE

[girlwithfish]

i need to get a lunch bag or box i want a cute one lol thats also insulated and maybe some lunch containers and also need to figure out what tf I'm gonna bring to eat at lunch ebery day at work 👍

#also why am i paranoid i wont have water there 😭 #ok theyll prob have water fountains idk #i hope the ice in my hydroflask lasts all day #i love my little baby hydroflask bht maybe i shld have a bigger one for when im out all day idk tho im not gna buy another one #lol #ill just drink warm water . if i have to... #Im like stupidly worried i wont be able to have my water bottle w me and then ill be dehydrated and cant work well Lmao #me used to workinf retail where i didnt drink water thru the entire shifts 👍

[oatbugs]

i feel like i have rly strict boundaries w ppl eating my food but i feel like i shouldn't but i like . recovered from an ED and i hate having my food messed w / having less food than i thought but i feel like i shouldn't care/just get over it

#like imagine u rly care for smn but their house is kind of far so whenever u go there u stay for a few days #but they have nothing in their pantry to actually make a meal w except like. eggs and bread or smth #and they dont cook for u . but u cook for them all the time when they come over #and you are aware that due to this issue of like . never having food at their house they are often hungry #note : the food thing is less financial strain and more energy/they dont have the willpower to like. buy stuff to cook w ig ? but they also #dont order takeout so they just eat like. bread. and peanut butter. and eggs. #but anyway so ur like ok im gonna bring my own food this time so u do. they know abt ur ed thing. and u tell them youre hungry when #ur at their place so you brought this food for yourself. u are aware eggs and bread cut it for them and they feel full #but u are low on energy a lot bc ur not actually having a nutritionally balanced meal etc etc. anyway so as soon as u get ur food out they #start eating...ur food. and ur like . ok 😃 . like they dont rly ask they just grab a fork and they start eating #and ur like its fine theyre hungry they can have it . but u brought enough food for like a few days and now u have enough for like #1.5 days maybe. so u tell them..i feel like i miscommunicated but the food was...for me...sorry...but u feel HORRIBLE and guilty abt it #and then theyre like ok . and then they keep having ur food #and ur like #ok #:D anyway u made an extra bowl of the food and froze it for urself for when u get back home #bc u suspect u wouldnt have energy to cook . but u end up inviting them and they come along. and on the way #ur like i understand u were hungry but i made the food for myself so next time ig i can make 2 ppls worth of food so i wont have to like #worry abt skipping meals n stuff so much when im over at ur place . and theyre like. ok #and then u get homr. and then #they ask for that last bowl of the same food that u made for uself . and ur like 🫠 okkkk #obviously u give it to them but its like . oh my goddd pls just let me eat my own food i am HUNGRY TOO #and i made it for myself !!!! #but i dont want to be selfish and i rly rly dont want anyone to be hungry bc ik what it feels like and i hate HATE seeing ppl i love be #hungry but it feels like over this week theyve crossed this boundary like 3 times but its like #what if i fuck stuff up by telling them. theyre literally at ur place too w lots of ingredients u could have just made smth for them but #they chose that specific meal u made for urself for after u got back which is the same meal u made like 4 bowls of for when u were at their #place and its like . AUGHHSHDHDH

[altruistic-meme]

yay we love adding an additional 15 stressors to an already stressed tf out person like yayyy whoopee that sure is fun :)

#im having a time ok #i already havd been super stressed about fucking everything #and now my parents are having me get my own insurance and phone plan and switiching the title of my car to my name #but theyre putting a lean on it which means if my car becomes unrepairable i will not be able to sell it or trade it in #to help cover the cost of buying a new car #especially bc my parents will be literally across the country 🙃 #and that on top of trying to decide if I'll be resigning my lease or moving #and i COULD move in with my sister and her gf but like #i mean that's also like a generally Good plan bc it'll cut my rent down by more than half what i pay now #but also from what my sister told me of the contract her gf is writing for it (in case i DO move in with them) #its like. heres a bunch of conditional stuff about your cats (including potentially not allowing them at all) #and conditional stuff about your health (????) as though I'm not fucking trying to work on that #as though I've not BEEN trying to work on it since i was fucking 12 years old #like is that. is that actually fucking NECESSARY? to include in this? like us in AWARE I've got health issues #I'm AWARE i have severe depression and anxiety #I'm TRYING to work on it but i ALSO just lost my healthcare and am trying to figure out the one my work provides #which also wont cover a whole lot and is not exactly like I'm dwimming in cash over here #anyway #ugh #shh ac #seriously shut up

[walking-circles]

why are chest binders so expensive im dying here

#im wearing one thats too small bc i lost the one that fits and OW! #i donr wanna spend 40$ on this #i somehow have the mindset that im getting top surgery in like 6mo and i dont need to buy another one #even though realistically i wont get that for at least 2 years #ok…. got kinda sad there #⛄️

[orcelito]

Sometimes. Impulse purchases. Can be so personal.

#speculation nation #im working basically full time. 6 days a week. i deserve to treat myself. #mayhaps i bought a bootleg print of the entire trigun manga... #KIND OF on impulse but ive spent months going 'i want this manga so bad'. so. #i did my research bought from a well reviewed seller checked up on the bootleg company (apparently they print good quality) #was this a wise purchase? not necessarily. but id have enough for rent after this Even Without the next payday b4 then #so like. it's fine. im just gonna cut down on buying merch for.. a bit. #I DESERVE THIS OK... + since im taking the semester off ill have more money anyways :p #i probably will buy the official reprints as they come out too. already did buy the first thing right when it was announced #but that wont be out until DECEMBERRRRR & who knows how long for the rest of them #i want them NOW 😠😠😠😠😠 #well. theyll be here in a week or two. i will definitely post about them when they arrive lol #it's stressful to spend this much money. but it's still much less than a resale of the official print!!!! so It's Fine #i wanna own all of my fav mangas. this will make all 3 of them that i own the entireties of. #i'll be much more excited once the money disappears from my brain lol. #and the Longing Is Intense......