#and i'm so mad at arthur in this ep jesus fucking christ

[lepetitchemin]

gwen..is a much stronger person than i will ever be

her man just DUMPED her (in such a detached and apathetic way???) and what does she do? she tells him to get his shit together and remember the person he is. 

she immediately knows that he doesn’t mean anything he’s saying (but it still hurts like a bitch!!!) and it’s like she knows that this is a moment of weakness for him, and that he’ll come back to her.

#i knew you'd come back to meeeeee..and you'd come back.......!!!!!!!! #for real though how is she this well-spoken and respectful and assertive and firm after he just shattered her heart into a million pieces #even in her MOST VULNERABLE moments she is still this good and wise and kind and she still challenges him to be his best self #she's like bby..this ain't it lol idk who the fuck i'm talking to rn but it isn't the person i fell in love with pls grow a spine <3 #i feel like my caption is trash i just don't know how to convey how much she blows my mind in this scene in just a few words #she's literally like 'you're your own person and you're a GOOD person and the only way you'll be a good ruler is if you actually make up #your own fucking mind instead of just doing what you're told <3' #'also this is clearly a mistake and i'm deeply disappointed in you but like i'll always love you and here's why' #like how does she do it how is she like this #i love her #and i'm so mad at arthur in this ep jesus fucking christ #no one come for me i know he's grieving and he's Not okay AND he's hurting people and causing sm damage that has lifelong consequences rip #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin screencaps #gwen pendragon #arthur pendragon #arwen #argwen #arthur x gwen #merlin season 4 ep 5 #merlin season 4 #his father's son #i'm a fool and i never paid attention to this episode title or if i did i forgot #i'm..i need to sit down need to process FUCK ingenious i love it i hate it i'm emotional !!!!!!!! #maybe i should have just put the caption in the tags rip it's so jumbled ok goodbye <3 #c’est moi