#and i'm tired of finding dead birds and mice at my doorstep

[featheredcritter]

tw animal injury\animal death mention

so our cat got hurt outside, some nasty injury that reached the muscle. thankfully she’s all right now, a bit dizzy but she will be alright, however i am still very upset at what happened to her, at how she could have so easily avoided this suffering if we had kept her inside, and once she had healed my parents will send her back outside. same with Rufus, he looks so sick and frail sometimes it makes me think he’s dying, and it makes me feel so bad  for him, he went through so much shit that he would have never had to deal with if we had kept him inside, safe, but nooo they deserve their “freedom”, if they die a painful death, the animal that relies on you for everything, that’s just how it is, they die “happy” so whatever i want to keep them inside so bad, keep them safe and keep the wildlife safe, but i can’t, because of my parents, and i hate it please keep your cats inside

#my sister was crying as they operated on her #i can't imagine how she'll react if she never comes back #or if we find her dead i can't imagine it pains me #she's such a sweet dummy kitty they're all sweet dummy kitties #and i'm tired of finding dead birds and mice at my doorstep #there's no more lizards even they've been driven out #i wish i could do something #vent #outdoor cats