#and i've finally had a chance to do so!

[girlyliondragon]

Now kiss (haha Jk... Unless??? (Toby PLEASE make it "Unless"))

Ello Deltarune fandom. Guess what ship has gotten my brainrot now 2 1/2 years later. :P Because ofc I go from one f/f ship to another and cling onto it. But fr tho I love these sapphics sm. I love them so muuuuuch I'm so glad they are semi-canon just 2 chapters in.

Been wanting to draw something with them since February, but because of art block back then I decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this and hallelujah lol ^^

Seriously Toby please. Take your time ofc no rush. But please I NEED to see them together again.

Also I love Noelle's glow-y nose hc so that's mine now too thanks fandom.

Art: Mine

Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me ty! Suselle haters DNI :U

#Deltarune #Deltarune Fanart #Noelle deltarune #Susie deltarune #utdr #Suselle #This is my first time drawing them ever #I'm very happy with how I draw Susie but Noelle is a different story. My perfectionism is getting me #Been wanting to draw something with them since February #decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this ^^ #It's all about the yearning <3 #her tail's wagging :3 #Em Doodles #I don't think(?) I'll be posting anything outside of art in the fandom tags #because I've had enough extremely bad experiences with fandoms so just art stuff now. Not taking anymore chances! #ya know. unless Tumblr's weird tag system screws me over :U #Btw The kin/me thing is more of a ''if it's not made for you don't tag it like it is plz ty'' to reiterate #More for personal art than anything. If I make stuff for people that do it? Then yeah go nuts xP #Me: Makes a freckle brush just for coloring Susie and can finally really use it. #Textures and lighting: Imma make it impossible to see #couldn't use my paper layer textures thanks to that rip I might do them manually next time #there's a reason I put the ''Suselle haters DNI'' thing from what I saw someone try to do a super wrong rant in the fcking tag but #IMMA KEEP THAT RAMBLING OUT OF THE TAGS TOO because like I said I'm not throwing that sort of aggression anywhere outside my own blog now

[skrunksthatwunk]

why the fuck did i write about birds this fucking sucks. i just found out birds only sleep for a few minutes at a time, hundreds of times a day. do you know what this is going to do to my structure? the logistics of their road trip? this is already like three days late and i've been fighting for my life to get A Plot Like Any Plot That Makes Sense out and now the birds fucking sleep for 5 minutes at a time.

#i should've just bailed and written another story when i had the chance #i'm not joking i've never fought a fiction piece this hard before. usually because i'm not writing for specific deadlines #and not a piece so big. and not one that's gonna be workshopped. i wanna blow them away but if things keep going the way they are everyone' #gonna tell me the pacing sucks and it feels pointless and the characters feel really confused. I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. FUCKK #i'm the type to do about 15 passes before i let someone see my 'first draft' and i'm just not gonna be able to do that if i want to get it #in time for a workshop. every day i delay is making things harder for my classmates y'know?? but i've been writing like 1k words a day #and it's still not done. GUHH #I DON'T LIKE WRITING THESE CHARACTERS THAT MUCH THEY'RE NOT FUNNY OR ENDEARING AND THAT'S MY LIKE. #MAIN SKILL AND VIBE WITH SHORT STORY DUOS. BUT NOOOO I HAD TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT CUZ I WAS SICK OF DOING #THE SAME DYNAMIC OVER AND OVER. BITCH THIS IS YOUR FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIED AND TRUE GETS THE BLUE (RIBBON)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head #going to work on it some more. fuckk #the voices aren't consistent and i'm trying to make it clear that this is toxic bird yuri and not a mother/daughter thing but the maternal #themes are kind of fucking with that but they're important and i don't wanna get rid of them but it feels forced cuz im forcing it #sigh. i'm gonna have to cut the yuri. these two don't work romantically at all. what a waste of time. #i watched the entirety of mnthly girls' nozaki-kun in the past two days while avoiding writing. did you know that? the lengths to which i'l #go? anyway it was fun i appreciate fellow creative agony and i uh never knew how they did screen tones and wasn't expecting that somehow #so i learned something new (hooray). anyway back to. fucking. bird story stuff #i'm so mad i hate these two (<- lying. just pissy) i hate this story (<- mostly exaggerating. throwing a tantrum) #eughhhhhh i just wanna lie on the floor and cryyyyyyyyyy (<- completely deadpan irl. not That upset just kind of sick of shit) #i'm so burnt out and it's only gonna get worse. ughh #why can't someone just come in and write it for meeeeeeeeeeheheuhhh (<- would hate that)

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]

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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.

Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.

I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.

#sdmi #scooby doo: mystery incorporated #pericky #ricky owens #professor pericles #anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die #i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did #the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks 🥲 #which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late #ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world #(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore') #(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all') #and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao) #and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong #his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE. #pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together #'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood' #that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more #and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all #ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally #....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him #he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control #there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore #it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much #(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth) #(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind) #whosebaby makes things #whosebaby writes #SDMItag #dyn: when i die i want you to die too

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

this goes out to my fellow girlies who missed out on enjoying the spooky season to the fullest because of work responsibilities (it's me I'm the girlie) 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️

original image under the cut >>>

#anyways howdy y'all we back SDKJFSNDFS #I've been trapped in some perpetual work for the past two weeks (that I Couldn't skimp on due to contractual obligations :'D) #but I'm finally free to draw and relax between working days again !!! Thank Arceus 😩😩😩💫💫💫 #I still have my freelance job to attend to but! I'll have more chances to work on my own personal projects and be more active as a whole :} #and you know what that means for Destiny Bond............... heheheheheeeee.................................. #I'll make a proper teaser post for that within the week once I get a good forecast on my schedule 💃💃💃 #for now please enjoy my excuse to doodle fall Morty because I love him so........ I missed him so much y'all have no idea.......... 😭🤲💕 #I planned a full piece with him and Eusine together but oh my god that one gig I had completely shattered those earlier plans SKJDFSKNDFS #but in my eyes . spooky season never ends . so I'll come to do it anyways sometime after the next DB update simply because I Can 🫵 #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #fall morty #pokemon #pokemon masters #pokemon masters ex #pmex #pokemon gsc #pokemon hgss #pokemon art #fluff draws !!! #doodle

[kenobion]

Andrew Garfield at the SBIFF Cinema Society Q&A on tick, tick...BOOM!

#I come bearing more gifs I made while very sleepy #andrew garfield #my gifs #this was the part in the q&a where he was talking about learning the piano #and how he had always wanted to learn #it's lovely that he finally got a chance to do it #I'd like to give it a try someday too #spare date to teach me Andrew? I'll teach you bass guitar in return #kudos to whoever styled his hair here cause it looks incredible #sir . . . I am unbelievably weak for you #I've never been like this over anybody before #he's so super pretty and talented and everything #I want to vibe with him and watch a movie and then fall asleep on his shoulder #and re-learn the beauty of all those simple things by doing them with him 🥺 #bYE

[achairwithapandaonit]

by any chance does anyone have any demon slayer fic recs where nezuko is actually more of a proper character and gets development and is allowed to grow? cause honestly the further i've gotten in this manga the more disappointed in it i've been with the lack of meaningful development, especially in nezuko

#no idea if this is actually a controversial opinion on the series cause i've not come across much criticism #but i do think it falls short on every character. the concepts are great and i enjoy the characters and had a lot of fun watching and #reading this series. but i do think that it fails to do much that's actually meaningful or impactful with any of the characters #ready to be disagreed with but i feel like the only development nezuko ever got was when she went to attack those humans and had to #be restrained by tanjirou. and it falls incredibly flat when she never really has any other struggles other than at the start of the series #i thought she was meant to be a main character but she's more like a set piece #maybe i'm just missing something cause i'm still about 50 chapters from the end. but i just got so disappointed after they did nothing with #her becoming sun resistant except pull a gag that i didn't want to pick the manga up again #like that was the chance to do more with her and finally give her development and let her relationships develop! and the fact that they did #nothing kind of highlighted to me that the series really hadn't done much with any of the characters #there's beats where it feels like there's growth but i don't actually know what about the characters has grown??? apart from getting a new #power and being stronger because of it #they don't grow as characters. and supposed development only ever happens during fights or off screen #anyway i should stop criticising. i'm just very disappointed cause i really enjoyed the manga and then that happened and it was like what's #the point #criticism #demon slayer criticism #<- so you can block the tag if you don't want to see this stuff #it feels very negative for the fact that you really can't expect much from shounen. and i DID enjoy it. it's just disappointing #(the shinobu thing is also annoying. like i like that she can't decapitate demons and that she uses poison but the reason for it being that #she's weak and small is bullshit and FEELS like it's written that way because she's a woman)

[blueofthesun]

lighting practice

#i have a long way to go obviously but since i haven't posted on here in a bit i thought why not share what little i've been up to #i think my new year's resolution will be to try and keep at practising digital art because i'm still extremely lost lmao #anyway! finally had the chance to do something with this photo since it's been sitting in my refs for so long #toshiya #dir en grey #my doodles

[hexcitrine]

randomly looked at this account to update my age and holy shit it's been a while since i posted here..........i have a small pile of art i have yet to post but hbhbshdbshbd too lazy

#part of it is that i haven't posted any of my recent art but in addition #i haven't made new art in a WHILE (abt 3 months) which is highly unusual for me but the reason for that is #3 months ago i suddenly remembered that i tried learning mandarin for three (3) days before forgetting about it for 9 months #(amusingly the reason why is not because of danmei......i did not even know danmei existed when i first decided to learn it) #anyways i have been insanely fixated on learning it for the past 3 months #however since art is primarily a way for me to process my interests and that only really be done when i'm fixated on media........well #let's just say i have not been making art at all #that might change soon tho #rn i'm reading 撒野 (saye) in chinese bc it's at a level i can read and i fucking love it so far #idk why i picked a book longer than svsss (which took me a week to read in english)...u would think there's no chance of me finishing it #or even reading it #especially when the only novel i've read before this is a chinese translation of the fucking magic finger by roald dahl LMFAO #but it's been a week and i'm a fifth of the way into it which i was not expecting at all #it was initially an exercise of “i will get as far as i can and try my best to read a chapter a day” but i've been zipping through chapters #last night i was up until 3 AM reading it and i was so tempted to read more but had to stop myself #of course this is all aided by pleco which lets me quickly look up words that i don't know yet. pleco ily #that being said...this all does mean i know words like 收銀台 before i even know the word for “orange” (the color) which is pretty funny #but idk considering that the sum of my time spent learning chinese is just 3 months..........i think i am doing pretty damn good #i thought it would be a LOT longer before i could finally start enjoying some interesting things #god but it really has been a while since i last read a high school romance...but i am quite fond of the leads and their respective baggage #sorry for the whole tag ramble.........i haven't really had anyone to talk abt this stuff with #oh also it's my birthday #that is why i am even here to update my age in the first place #happy lan wangji birthday #actually the only reason i realized it was gonna be my birthday soon is because i saw chinese artists posting lan wangji birthday fanart #and then remembered that we share the same birthday #also re: the art i haven't posted yet.........a good chunk of it is misvil fanart...song qingshi my beloved #and there's also a luo binghe drawn on an art app i PROGRAMMED MYSELF (!!!!!!!!!) in there #actually that piece is the main reason i haven't posted the art i HAVE made. how the fuck do i explain that i drew it on an app that i made #sorry this is genuinely the most off the rails tag ramble i've ever done. okay i'm done

[cake-bread]

If you could change one thing about how everything with Coda happened, what would it be?

I’m glad that you two have made up, by the way, i think it’s very sweet.

I'm very glad to hear someone shares out joy.

And that's a very good question - I thought about that so many times, wondered how the future would look if we've done something different.

Maybe if I'd have already kept my cool the first day we've met, things would have been better. Of if he talked to me instead of ghosting me out of the blue. There were so many small missteps happening, I think it was doomed from the start.

But if I had to choose - instead of what I've said, I'd change my first comment after playing the House.

#ask #anon ask #davey's thoughts #It haunts me. It haunts me still so much. I finally had his trust and I ruined it immediately. #And i was stupid not to notice it rigth away. #If only I've told him something different instead of talking without thinking as always. #If only I ever asked. #I'm so tired and I'll regret writing these tags probably. But I still feel so pathetic. I keep losing all my progress in grief. #I wish I was someone different back then. #Or maybe met him a few years later. We could have been still friends. #Why am I doing this. #... Because I want you to see that I'm human. #That I deserve the second chance. #That I've changed. #But it isn't for you to see. #It's for him to know.

[artemisiatridentata]

roommate has covid (again) (I hopefully dodged it bc I've been out on a work trip all week but still). I apparently got assigned awhile ago to lead next week's work trip but today is the first I heard about it so I'm scrambling to prepare everything on time. a covid conscious person I connected w/ online is coming to visit tomorrow and I'm stressed bc I have to get a bunch of work done before then and also I hope the vibe is cool in-person and that we can be friends! also none of my coworkers have said they can cover my shift tomorrow even though I put the request in the group chat weeks ago and I cover their shifts whenever I can. i am on day 32 of a 41 day stretch of working every single day with only two days off including 9/5 and tomorrow (IF one of my coworkers steps up...) . and then my next day off, in October, isn't even really a day off because I have to drive 4 hours round trip to the nearest city to get an MRI to see whether or not my recently diagnosed genetic disorder has given me internal cysts or tumors. I am hanging on by a thread haha

#god I fucked myself over so bad by having multiple part time jobs instead of one full-time + maybe a flexible side gig like I did last year #don't do it folks #anyways I finally get 4 days off in a row in October and I am going to sleep soooo much #the only thing keeping me afloat today is that I met w/ my former boss abt working for him doing rare books stuff this winter #and it's pretty much the perfect side gig #so i'm going to quit my other one the first week of october i think. finally #personal #im also sad and mad bc my roommates ruined the last batch of fireweed i harvested and bc i've worked so much this month i haven't been able #to go harvest more #i'm hoping that the covid conscious person & I can do that tomorrow! they'd like that i think #but ugh i wanted to forage so much this fall (prickly pear and rose hips and whatnot) #and i haven't had the chance bc i fucking work all the goddamn time and now most things are done #i also haven't checked on my community garden plot in weeks and i know im missing so many ripe tomatoes and peppers and stuff #god it just enrages me how much i have to work just to scrape by. how work demands all of me and leaves no time or energy for anything else #antiwork

[hugispuso-archive]

oh no, kiki, did you piss off your boyfriend again? 😳🙈

#✏ ; oreki makes something #man. i. javauwgwwjahabjsjdnf #i've had this draft for over a week now and i was so desperate to finish it 😭 glad i finally did it #remember that post where i recommended a stress reliever. this is it. this is my stress reliever JHHSHSUHSUWUAHH #school has been taking a toll on me /neg but it's okay. i have this idiot to annoy 😇🙏 #omg also i found classmate who knows ososan HOW COOL IS FHAG #THAT* #<- one thing that keeps me happy #also kiki colored yaaaass #gonna make a ref sheet of her soon but for now. have this miss pauling (t.f2) outfit JAHAHNSN #[ ♡ ] a second chance #romantic f/o ; karamatsu ✰ #s/i ; rhykie murasaki ✰ #not gonna do the tag list bc most of the ppl there are busy with school #rbs definitely appreciated tho 🙏

[justinefrischmanngf]

i loveeeeeee writing down my ideas for academic work as casually as possible or talking about them with someone else i always forget how helpful it is but it does work so well 4 me................. i give this advice to kids who get stuck writing all the time sometimes you just need to strip away everything you eventually need to do and brainstorm it...

#it's not even brainstorming though it's like . write it down as though you are talking to a friend about this idea that you had #make a parallels post about it . write it down as though you're just talking to yourself #talk to yourself aloud about it ! i am always and have always been better at generating ideas 1) conversationally and 2) handwritten #and do i do those things first ? noooooo i sit in front of my laptop Stressing.......... #this just in i've finally got some solid ideas for this film essay and i feel so much better about my chance of like . doing maybe okay

[beepbeepinthecorner]

uhh POV you challenged Laine to a 1 on 1 honor duel or something. Rookie mistake, Valen may be a lot bigger but Laine is much more vicious. She won't even bother using magic, she'll just release a can of good old fashioned whoop-ass.

#I've had this idea in my head for a while now. figured i might as well sketch it out #Valen is just like “god my wife is so cool when she beats ass but I don't want to potato sack a grown ass person all the way to town” #Laine is just like “wehehehe i LOVE to beat ass. FINALLY a chance to indulge in old habits!!” #Valen has to drag Laine away from boxing rings bc they have shit to do while she hollers “JUST ONE ROUND JUST ONE ROUND THAT'S ALL I NEED” #sketch #sketch page #doodle #warmup #digital art #digital sketch #digital doodle #my oc art #my ocs #oc art #mini comic #meet my ocs #original character #lgbt characters #lgbtq characters #lgbtq oc #lgbt oc #beepbeepart

[freakwiththeknifecollection]

if you're doing ship bingo: chestervelle and jocassie 👀

Thanks bestie!!! I did Chestervelle just now but here it is again hehe:

JoCassie:

I like them!! Bi4Bi JoCassie 💖💜💙 I also think the drama of it all is amazing, I'm all about the drama (their histories with Dean and all)

#i don't feel super strongly about jocassie (yet) bc i haven't had the chance to read anything I've just been so stressed lately I can't #focus BUT I'll be happy to share my thoughts once I finally do 🥰💖 and yk I'm always open to hearing your thoughts on them #ola 💜 #answered #ask games #ship bingo

[tradebabyblues]

This kind of hurt is unlike any other.

I'm mourning for a future from my imagination that's never going to happen, and yet, why does it feel as if I've lost something so undeniably real?

If my love for her was a tidal wave, then her rejection of it was a tsunami. But now I'm drowning.

I'm drowning in the thoughts of what could have been, If she loved me more than just as her best friend.

I'm drowning trying to imagine a future where she's not by my side every night, staring up at the stars on the ceiling.

I'm drowning in the thoughts that she's hurting because she knows she had to break my heart.

I'm drowning in the heartbreak, trying to reassemble the pieces into a shadow of what they were before my heart belonged to her.

A poor imitation of my heart lays unrecognizable in the sea, but I'll swim a million miles if it means she's not hurting because of me.

#i hurt so much right now #I've fallen so hard and she just doesn't feel the same #i really thought i had a chance which is why i finally said something after keeping it inside for over a year #but she'd never even thought about it until i asked #i don't know what to do with myself now #unrequited love #in love with my best friend #nblw #wlw #yearning #poetry #if you can even call it that

[flower-zombie-rob]

When i meet new people its really like

Me: okay. This is going splendid. This is going amazing. I like you, you are very nice, you are very wonderful, you are friend-shaped and you are great! This is going really well so don't say it don't say it don't say it don't say it-

Them: "...my ex/current partner..."

Me: FUCK, ANOTHER ONE???? So it really is just me around here that's never had any kind of relationship or interaction with someone who loves me like that?????? Wtf!??!?!

#It's so weird it's like everybody got this Handbook where they were able to have their first kiss or their first relationship as a child #And it's so easy for these people who are my age and have had multiple axes or are currently in a healthy relationship with someone #But for some reason I just can't seem to find somebody #And as much as I would love to go out and look or have some online dating site due to my current situation I just can't #And I've just sort of had enough of people saying that it happens at some point and they would prefer if they had never had a relationship #But that's a bit of a pisstake considering they don't really understand what it's like to have all of your peers understand what it's like #to be in relationships and have people flirt with them or hold their hands or kiss them or want to be with thsm #or do general couply things with them #And you just feel like some kind of stupid outlier who will never understand because no one seems to want you that way #its just fucking annoying every single time i meet someone i always think it might finally be a shared experience but no #everyone has it figured out #except me i gues #s #and i cant stand people saying theyd just fuck off no you wouldnt #its lonely it feels like shit you feel irrelevant you feel stupid and unloveable because for some reason youre the only one and it feels #like its never gonna change so no no you do not wish you were liks that again because it feels like absolute shit and i hate it #i just know itll reach a point where i get too old to be a newbie to this kind of stuff and im worried thats gonna affect my chances of #having a partner at that point. meeting peoples really hard and connecting with thems way harder but everyone else seems to just have this #ability that i dont. everybody can pull somebody #and i just dont have that and it makes me so upset #sorry #I really went on a vent style tangent there and I didn't mean to #ill tag it as one now #vent #tw vent