#and if i'm lucky i won't feel depressed every time i try booting up the game again

[whitherliliesbloom]

Going on hiatus

#out of mana #it was bound to happen sooner of later #i've officially become extremely disillusioned with my place in this community #and honestly i think looking at tumblr is making it worse #i really hate having to do this more than i can even describe #but i think the best thing for me to do right now is to just..step away #im really sorry to all my mutuals cause i really wish i could keep supporting your content unconditionally #i just really can't right now #i feel sick to the stomach just thinking about ffxiv #and even sicker thinking about my own inferiority complex #what i need to do now is reevaluate my life #and if i'm lucky i won't feel depressed every time i try booting up the game again #THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO LEFT ME REPLIES AND MESSAGES THOUGH #honestly i love you guys so much i don't deserve any of you