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#and if you (still) love akashi as well... come talk to me... i need someone to talk about him 🥺🥺
lamnwar · 5 months
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Hii! I really love your stories and writing style and since i saw your requests are open, I'd love to request a NSFW with Akashi where it's both, his and reader's first time, with lots of fluff if possible and if you want!!
If you decide to write it, thank you in advance! <3
Omgggg can't believe it took me 6 months to complete this request I swear I momentarily forgot how to write smut 😭😭 hope you still enjoy this though, I felt bad so this one is extra long (4.7k) <33
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You're My First // Akashi Seijurō x Fem! Reader
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MDNI 18+
Context: Might have taken you and your boyfriend Seijurō way too long to finally have sex, whoops! All characters are aged-up (18+) for plot purposes.
Warnings: mainly fluff till the last quarter, mention of reader (and Akashi a bit) being sexually frustrated, mention of masturbation (both Akashi and reader do it), kissing obvs, handjob, fingering, protected sex (because Akashi is a gentleman 🥰)
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The wooden tile strategically placed on the board, Seijurō's game partner sighs. It's a force of habit: can you ever win against a guy like him? You chuckle, arms wrapping around your boyfriend's shoulders as you kiss his cheek.
“What is it that you say? Your victory is absolute?” you whisper loud enough for Shintarō to hear you.
“Please, no need to add more to my defeat” the green haired man readjusts his glasses, seemingly unbothered by his loss but you aren't dupe.
A smile on your lips, you let your fingers run through Seijurō's red hair. His shogi playmate looks away, like all the times you show some sort of affection to your boyfriend. Throwing his jacket over his broad shoulders, Midorima excuses himself by saying that he's got practice. It figures, you think, Seijurō's friends are players like no other. You wave him goodbye as he walks out, and once his tall figure is out of sight, you let out a soft sigh.
“Sei?”
He looks up from the board with a softness in his gaze, putting the tiles back in their designated bag. Akashi Seijurō conceits his emotions quite well, that's a well-known fact. But the minute he fell in love with you, he's learned to open up. From talking about his mother to how basketball saved him from his darkest times, the Seijurō you know is exclusive – no one, not even Midorima that he's fond of, has any knowledge of the depth of his person. But you don't bother: he's your one and only, isn't he?
“Coming to my place tonight?” He asks.
You breathe in, like every time he asks. Most of the time, there is no meaning to these words. Nights of shy touches, nights of "sorry love, I can't". You ponder if you should refuse. You have needs, don't you? Of course you do. More than touch-starved, you crave love to a level that you feel Seijurō is not ready for.
“Sure thing” you utter, incapable of turning him down.
A light brings his eyes to life, and you feel your heart melt.
Isn't he sweet, your Sei-chan?
A thought you never believed you’d ever had, on the day you met him; an afternoon in May, both of you finding yourself in the same isle of the library, looking for the same book.
“It's in my recommended reading list” you said, not willing to back down.
“Funny, my professor wrote this one.”
His arrogance turned you off, but then, he organized a special lecture for your class with the author of said book, leaving your own lecturer in awe and you wondering why he did such thing for someone who meant nothing. Took you long enough to realize that you actually meant something to him. He asked you out right after that lecture and now here you are.
“Sei, let me treat you. We’re having celebratory diner for your victory in shogi” You stretch out of your spot, hands swaying to your hips as you smile to your boyfriend.
“My love, if we have a celebratory diner every time I win, you’ll end up broke.”
You scoff, nudging him in the arm. His arrogance ever so often pops out, but in a rather endearing way. In the right settings, you find yourself thinking, it might even be attractive – but you guard yourself from admitting so.
“We’re eating to my place instead” he says as his arm finds your shoulders, wrapping around it with the grace that could only be associated to him.
You raise an eyebrow but doesn’t refuse the invitation. The last rays of sun cast on your faces as you both walk in the late summer evening, between the distant laughter of children and the sounds of birds going home. And amidst all of what soothes your soul, nothing compares to the way you feel at this exact moment, walking so close to the one you love. It’s a subtle feeling, one that you don’t bother to describe, that makes things so easy when he’s around. And you just need to glance for a second in his direction, to see it. The way he makes you feel, written all over your face.
Seijurō is silent, yet, from the dancing flame in his eyes, you can guess that something is brewing in his head. You smile, a soft chuckle coming out of your lips. You know he hates it, when you’re able to read him so easily; he told you once, “I’ve always thought of myself as hard to decipher”. Not so much though, or at least, not to you.
“Sei, you seem nervous despite having an awfully good day.”
Your remark gets him to straighten up as he walks, a quick raise of his eyebrows indicating that you took him by surprise.
“Can’t a guy be nervous around his girlfriend?”
“My…” you chuckle, “don’t put it on me now. What’s up? It’s not the first time I’m coming over, although I’d argue it’s not a common occurrence.”
“Well, you know – “
“You might do things you'll regret if I come by too often, I know” you cut him off.
You both stay silent for a minute; your words having brought up the memories of countless of discussions around this topic. Seijurō has never outrightly told you why he barely has you over, why he cuts your dates short when things start to escalate, why every time you take the level of intimacy up a notch, he is the first one to grow distance between you. It’s always some vague excuse that you don’t really understand, but you try your best not to judge. Intimacy, after all, is not a given to everybody.
“But you know, I don’t think I’ll regret anything I do with you.” You say, cutting short to the long silence. “I mean, as long as it’s you and that… you know. I just wanna say, I trust you with these things. I wouldn’t be with you overwise.”
You quickly glance in his direction, in search of a reaction from your boyfriend. You don’t know if your words are clear enough to him – not that it’s been your kind (or his kind) to be straightforward. Yet, you still manage to get yourself to be understood, despite never saying things outright. So you just hope that he’s got the message clear; and he does, you figure, by the small nod he gives as you approach his place.
“I’ll treat you to a lovely diner tonight, then. And if you don’t mind, you can spend the night.”
You stare at him, incredulous. Have you heard that last part right? Seijurō always speaks with assurance, but these aren’t words he’s used to speak.
“Oh, y-yeah…” you clean your throat, hand clumsily trying to hide your blush.
This is a turn of situations you haven’t expected whatsoever, but as you walk into the familiar lobby of Seijurō’s place, you realize soon enough that this is real. Unusual, but real.
And then it hits you.
The reason he seems nervous, the reason he’s invited you over in the first place, and why he’s asked you to stay over from the start. It comes clear, especially knowing him. The young man has always been one to plan things out, especially important things. And if you read the situation correctly, tonight is not born out of nothing.
Maybe he’s finally taken notice of the small clues you’ve left, traces of your desire for more. The way your hands linger longer on his body when you touch him, the sweet perfume you wear on your neck in hope whiffs draw him in, the elongated looks you’ve sent him for weeks now. Sweet, innocent eyes, yet eyes ready for more, if he’s only willing to give you an opportunity.
And willing, to your surprise, he is. Something feels different when you walk the threshold of his place; it’s not the soft smell of lavender you’ve grown familiar with, it’s not the warm shade of the light, it’s not the way he hangs his jacket on the hanger at the door. So, what is it?
“Love, are you coming?” His voice brings you out of your thoughts.
You breathe out a short “yes”, joining him in the kitchen. Your gaze fall upon the rolled-up sleeves of his shirt, as he rinses vegetables for diner. The way he moves with grace and confidence while you’re still trying to process what this whole night means stuns you, and you sit, in contemplation of whether you should address the subject.
How are you supposed to ask your boyfriend if you’re having sex for the first time tonight, anyways?
You contemplate, ultimately concluding that being direct is the best way to go about it. Well, that is, if you even know how to be direct in the way you address the subject. So you stand, looming over his shoulders as he stirs some onion and garlic in the pan, shy hands locking behind your back. He hums, an assured smile creeping on his lips as he feels your presence in his back. He’s seemingly way more relaxed about this night than you are – but then again, Seijurō is the last person on Earth to show any sign of nervousness. His hand reaches back to you, gently dragging your face closer to land a kiss on your forehead.
“What’s that, love? Are you the nervous one, now?”
He chuckles as you stare at him, baffled. Are you doing such a terrible job at hiding it?
“Can’t tell me you’re all chill about tonight either” you retaliate.
“Oh, but I am.”
“When did you decide to make tonight the night, anyway?”
He turns off the stove, flipping the veggies one last time.
“I had that idea in mind for a while, but I wanted to make sure that you wanted it as well” he replies honestly, “so when you said that you trusted me earlier, I had all the confirmation that I needed.”
You nod, sitting on the counter.
“And you’re really gonna make me think you’re not nervous at all about it?” you cock an eyebrow.
His silence leaves you uncertain – something that annoys you ever so often. Your ability to read him better than anyone else has always been your pride, so these moments where he strips you from your special ability to comprehend him always annoys you.
“Seijurō.”
He looks up in your direction, his eyes open slightly as he hears your tone. It’s not cold, or mean, or stern. But it’s serious, well serious beyond what he’s used to hear from you. He sighs, joining you as his pinkie finger gently grazes your hand.
“If you don’t want to, we don’t have to do it.” He sighs. “Maybe we should have talked about it before…”
“It’s fine. If we did, it would have ruined the mood.”
“Because there’s a mood to ruin to begin with?”
You chuckle, finger interlocking with his.
“Oh, I’m crazy nervous, but it doesn't make me any less… eager than I’ve always been.”
He raises an eyebrow, slight amusement on his face. You can’t help but chuckle a bit at his expression. Suddenly, seeing him smile so wholeheartedly makes (most) of your nerves go away. Maybe that’s what he does to you, and maybe that’s why you stick around. You let out a soft giggle, before looking at him.
“Anyways. Do you have any idea how the night where you lose your virginity typically goes?”
“I was relying on you to have an answer on that.”
You scoff, a heartfelt laugh coming out of your throat. The sight of you like that makes the blood pump to his face; a light pink blush painting his cheek as he laughs too. He doesn’t even know what gets you to laugh like that – head thrown back as the little crinkles by your eyes that he loves so much appears, but it warms his heart like nothing else can.
“Damn, we’re two big virgins, aren’t we?” you say as you sigh dramatically.
“For some reason, I imagined that you would have been more knowledgeable than me on that topic.”
“Seijurō, who do you think I am?!”
He chuckles; a slightly high-pitched sound that rarely comes out of him unless he’s with you. Because this is what you do to him, letting his true nature shine through from time to time – whether it be his radiant smile, the pink on his cheeks every time he’s near you, or the kindness of his amber eyes.
“Well… you know I’m not one to half-ass anything, but it’s not the easiest thing to do some studying on.”
“I see.” You nod, fingers interlocking with his. “But we trust each other, don’t we?”
He hums, looking at you. And that’s when you see it in his eyes, that glimmer that tells you without stuttering that he is absolutely sure about this, you and him, but mostly you.
“Can’t go wrong if it’s us, yeah?”
His words travel in your mind as he slowly leans towards you. His thumb caresses the soft skin of your bottom lip, before he leaves a sweet and soft kiss on it. It feels almost nostalgic, a kiss similar to the one you first exchanged when you just started dating. The warmth in your heart and the gentleness of his fingers on your skin, all reminiscent of the kisses you experienced when you were falling for him. And now that you have fell, the idea of feeling these kisses all over again makes your heart beat frenetically. You kiss him once again, your hand resting on the soft skin of his cheeks as you pour your love in that single kiss. He pulls away, hot breath falling on your lips as his eyes capture you, forbidding you to look anywhere else.
“Is it crazy if I tell you I am absolutely sure about this, in this very instant?” he mutters against your lips.
You hum, shaking your head. It’s not crazy, the thought has crossed your mind, too. And maybe that’s a sign; for the little that you know on the topic, overthinking things usually isn’t the way to go. It’s more one of these “if you know, you know” moments.
And right now, this is it.
Just one look, and he grabs your hand, taking you both to the bedroom – not before covering up the sautéed veggies he’s cooked earlier, of course (Seijurō, even in desperate need for you, wouldn’t leave freshly made food uncovered). You giggle, body lying on the soft mattress of his bed; bed that you’ve shared multiple times without ever crossing the line.  And here you are, fingers tangling in his soft, red locks, too lost in a haze of desire to think of the hardship it has been all along to not act on your needs for him, for his touch.
“Sei, I want you, you know that?”
“You made it quite clear, yeah” he blushes softly as a sweet laugh comes out of his lips. “And I know it’s not very gentleman-like of me to say it, but baby, if I could, I would strip you naked right away.”
“Do it then, who’s stopping you?”
He raises an eyebrow, pink painting his cheek as he sees the daring look in your eyes.
“My... I’m no savage, I had to make sure you wanted me to.”
You laugh, leaving a sweet kiss on his jaw.
“Baby, I’ve got years of pent-up sexual frustration about to get unleashed. Please, do not be a gentleman with me tonight.”
He looks at you curiously, not expecting his sweet girlfriend to utter such words. Yet he feels his cock twitch in the confine of his pants when he hears you speak like that. Something about your tone – so clear and confident, with a hint of need, makes the blood rush down to his aching member. The one he used to stroke once you were gone from his place, mad at himself that he didn’t gather the strength to touch you despite knowing that it was what you both wanted; and he found himself angry at himself and in desperate need for you, stroking his dick shamefully as he thought of you.
But here you are, under his body, your tongue leaving the sweet taste of you in his mouth as you push him as close to you as possible.
He pulls away, heavy breath fanning on your hot skin. It’s almost by instinct that he lets his hand trail down to the hem of your shirt, tugging on it as if to ask if he can remove it from you. And he does when you give him a nod, loving eyes examining all parcels of skin that gets unveiled before him. He’s delicate and meticulous, removing piece by piece with so much regard for the fabric that you’re almost tempted to tell him to just rip it off. He has always had that theory about you – one that he finally gets to confirm.
You are, indeed, a piece of art.
The beauty of your skin, the marks, moles and scars, the curves and angles. All so perfectly mixed like you were created by an artist and no less. He stops for a minute, wondering: does he have any right to touch something so immaculate?
But you’re quick to give him an answer, when your hands remove his shirt, letting you get a sight at his body. Seijurō is surprising. His build is slender, delicate; but when your fingers trace the outline of his muscles, it becomes clear that he is more than he appears to be. Not that you’ve ever been curious about his body either. One thing that you’ve always liked about your boyfriend, is his face. His features are soaked in grace, always having the look of a prince in all situations – even in the morning when he’s just wakened up, or after practice when he’s sweaty. He’s got that same look, over and over, that makes you believe you must have done something great in your past life to find yourself someone like him in this one.
“Sei, I wanna touch you, can I?”
He smiles softly. Your request is sweet, almost innocent. He can’t say no, he doesn’t want to.
“Be nice, yeah?” He leaves a peck on your cheek.
You giggle – who would have guessed that he’d make you feel like a silly teenage girl in love right now? Your hand trails down his body, meticulously exposing his skin. It’s soft and warm, and now you understand why his hugs always feel so good. Your movements slow down when you reach his belt, eyes widening slightly at the sigh of the bulge in his pants. It’s not the first time that you see it – you’ve noticed it in the previous nights you had a sleepover – but this time, you ought to do something about it.
“Ah – oh my…” his breath hitches in his throat as your fingers reach inside his pants, pulling the fabric down to unleash his cock.
It’s a bold move on your part, one that gets you to blush furiously once you see his erected member before your eyes. It’s pretty, you think, much more than you expected it to be. A delicate curve that leads to a blush pink tip – sensitive, you notice as your finger curiously brushes over it. You explore, hand wrapping around his length as you give him gentle caresses.
“Is that good, Sei?”
“Amazing, love… please don’t stop.”
You hum, letting your fingers translate your curiosity by the way they explore every inch of skin you find, watching him shiver when you touch some places, sigh when you touch others. So… this is it, you think, a man’s pleasure. You continue, watching him twitch in your hold. You look up at him, sparkles in your eyes.
“Sei, do you love my touch?”
His fingers run through your locks, a soft smile on his face.
“I have to, it comes from you.”
Pulling you up to pepper your face in kisses, you can almost cry. It's never hit you before, how much your boyfriend actually loves you. But you can’t deny that look in his eyes – love and lust painting his irises like night lights.
Beautiful, like him.
Enchanting, like him.
Loving, like him.
“Sweetheart” his voice falls in your ear in a soft murmur, “I’ll need you to stop fiddling with my cock with those soft fingers of yours or I won’t be able to contain myself anymore.”
“Oh… Oh!” you blush, pulling your hands away. “Got carried away. A man’s anatomy is a curious thing” you remark.
He raises an eyebrow, laying you down on the mattress.
“I could say the same thing about a woman’s body, particularly yours…” he taunts, thumb tracing down your throat to your perky nipple.
You hiss, surprised look at the way he touches you like a scientist making a new discovery. His touch is exploring. He rolls the sensitive bud between his fingers, observing the way your body folds in response.
“Sei! Ah… sensitive!”
“I know.”
You ogle at him, only getting him to laugh with a bit of mischief in his voice. And you get reminded at this moment that this is who he is. Seijurō is a learner, getting his kick in mastering new skills. And for a man that has never done it before, he is surprisingly skilled in touching your body. As his lips trail down your abdomen to your navel, you hold your breath. On the moment, countless thoughts cross your mind. Did you shave this morning? What if he finds out about this one mole on your pubis and freaks out? Doesn’t it look a bit weird down there?
“Good lord…”
Fuck.
You panic even more upon hearing his exclamation; what does it mean?!
“My love, are all vulvas like yours? Because it looks so pretty…”
“Huh?”
You’re stunned, speechless. It isn’t quite the compliment you could ever wish for. To be honest, you’ve been too scared to take a proper look at your own cunt before, so all the sense you have of it comes from what you’ve gathered from your touch. You’re familiar with the ridges, soft bulging parts and folds, but what has always been mere anatomy to you, seems to be art in Seijurō’s eyes. His curious finger runs through your slit, separating the lips as you blush furiously. His movements are teasing – you wonder if he’s doing it purposely or is it just a mishap of his exploring. Either way, you bite back your whimpers, watching him brush against your clitoris softly, while you squirm.
“Sei that’s uh…”
“Here? You want my touch here, love?”
You nod eagerly, observing the way he looks at you from between your legs, finger gently circling around your clit. Your hips buck forward, setting a rhythm to which he adapts his moves.
“You’re getting wet… do you mind if I put a finger in?”
“Please!”
You quickly cover your mouth, surprised by how needy you sounded just now. Such tone has never gotten out of you; except late at night, in the solitude of your room when you’d think of him, frustrated fingers toying with your clit as you would almost cry thinking about how much you craved Seijurō’s touch. But now that you have it, it’s a different thing. It’s much more intense, like your skin is a fragile flame, and his touch is fuel. He pours, your flame grows, and grows, and grows.
“Fuck… I…” You pant, far from expecting his fingers to know your cunt so well – isn’t that supposed to be his first time, too?!
“Everything’s alright?” he asks between two kisses on your inner thighs.
Your lips tremble, one arm pressed against your forehead while your other hand holds the bed sheets like your life depends on it.
“I think I’m close” you finally manage to say.
“Want me to stop?”
“…” you think for a moment, too overwhelmed to have an idea of what you truly want – but you do give reason to your body, eventually, “Don’t stop.”
He leaves a sweet peck on the skin of your thigh, working his fingers till you squirm, your warm walls pushing him out as you reach your orgasm – first one that he’s brought you to. He props his body up to kiss you with all the love he has for you, and you pull him close, goosebumps covering your skin when you feel his naked body against yours. He’s so soft, so loving, it can almost make you cry.
He’s just… love. That’s what he is, the embodiment of love.
“Baby, should we go all the way?”
You nod, kissing him again, and again, drunk on him.
“Please say it with your sweet voice” he murmurs against your lips.
“Seijurō, please make love to me.”
He nods, the tenderness in his eyes giving you the kind of warmth you’ve always craved. It stays, even when he gets up to get a condom, and even when he stands before you, hard-on in his palm as he rolls the rubber on it. You look with stars in your eyes when he hovers above you, leaving a peck on your forehead.
“I’m going in, alright?”
“Yeah” you breathe out.
Your nervous, trying to distract yourself of the stinging feeling when his head pushes in, so you look at his face. His half-lidded eyes, his parted lips as his hot breath fans on your face, and the contraction of his shoulders as his hold himself above you.
“Are you good, sweetheart?”
You shake your head, feeling tears coming up. You can’t tell if you’re just overwhelmed or if it’s that novel pain you feel in that part of your body. Seijurō’s furrow his eyebrows in concern, stilling as he looks at you.
“Shall I stop?”
“Let’s… don’t move. I wanna get used to it.”
“Sure?”
You nod, take big breaths to calm yourself down. Leaving kisses after kisses on your forehead, you feel yourself relax a bit, eventually giving him the thumbs-up to push deeper. And he does, slowly, carefully, like your pussy is the most precious place in the world and that he, a mere mortal, should only thread carefully around it.
“Here you go” he coos “taking me so well…”
You mewl, hands wrapped around his neck, as he starts his slow thrusts. You wonder for a minute if he’s pacing himself as to be careful, or because he’s afraid of not being able to hold himself back overwise. Either way, you slowly find pleasure in the feeling of his cock roaming inside your walls – in and out, deep and slow. Seijurō’s soft grunts falls in your ear, making you shiver.
“You feel… ah… so good, love” his voice is slightly more high-pitched, hints of desperation tinting his timbre.
“Please, faster…”
“Is that what you want, hm?”
“Yeah” you moan out as your hips buck to meet the movements of his.
He pants, the look in his eyes being something you’ve never seen before. It’s not something you can comprehend, but seeing that light danse in his amber irises, combined with his slender finger toying with your clit, you feel your high build up. And explosion of sensations, taking your entire soul to another dimension as you squeal his name, holding on to him like he’s your saviour.
“Fuck, I…”
You giggle in surprise, not ever recalling hearing him swear before. But can he be blamed, when the tight hold your pussy has on him is just so heavenly?
“I’m… love, I’m cumming!”
Those words alone send you into a frenzy, the song of both your moans filling up the room, the same way his hot seed fills up the condom, seconds before he gives out, head falling on your chest.
“I love you” you whisper, just a bit louder than the erratic beat of your hearts.
He looks up at you, incapable of voicing an answer, but you’ve known Seijurō’s face well enough to read his thoughts.
You’re his biggest victory, he believes, being here in this bed, closer to you than he’s ever been before.
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tetsunabouquet · 9 months
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Pertinent to the request I sent earlier; Could you write a scenario where Akashi tells his S/O about his DID and how it came about? And maybe also about the associated negative feelings? I'm sorry that's a bit too specific. xd I'd really like some Akashi angst right now. :'D
It was a calm day and his father had allowed him a free day; that he was using to be with you. He was laying in the garden, his head on your lap as you read his favorite novel out loud to him. He relaxed at hearing your voice. It had became a favorite pasttime of his, to lay back and enjoy you reading to him. He tried to relax, but something was nagging at the back of his mind. His other self. The Emperor inside of him, had a tendency to get restless when he was relaxing. Because the Emperor inside of him hated his free days. It was the antithesis to his existence, to have peace and to have no pressure to do anything. He could relax, most of the time, but sometimes, an irritated grumble from his other self would bubble through his mind and he'd tense up for a moment. Something you noticed. "What's wrong Sei?" You asked softly, closing the book and laid it at the other side of your lap. Knowing better then to lie to you, Akashi sighed. "I don't really know the best way to start." "Take a deep breath, I'll wait for however it takes for you to formulate that answer." You instructed playfully. This, was one of the things he loved best about you. How you could support him and bring a smile to his face with the most beautifully soft expression on your face that showed just how much you loved him. "You remember, my other personality, right?" He asked cautiously. You nodded, stroking his hair. "Is he bothering you?" "Not really, it's just that I feel there's this restless piece in the back of my mind that I'm sure is him. He cannot stand it when I relax." Akashi explained, glad he could talk about it with you. His father was a way different story, but you always listened and would confide any stories of your own regarding the subject in an attempt to make him feel less alone. And you were listening, biting your lip. "I suppose this is the part where I say, why do you think that is?" He took another deep breath, it felt like he had to gather all the energy in his body to answer your question, "It's because of how he was born." "You mean, the reason why you got sick?" You asked, wanting to be absolutely clear. You didn't wanted to be confused by a topic this important. Akashi's feelings mattered deeply to you, and so did his health; in every form. Akashi closed his eyes, not being able to bear the world as he dared to open up for the first time, "It was just after my mother died, you know? My father put me under so much pressure and it was as if I could feel my mind beginning to crack, and split. The Captain duties at Teiko took so much of me too, that when I nearly lost to Murasakibara, he emerged. My mind has created him to protect me against failure, and to always succeed. But he's an Emperor, who always feels like he has to do something. Relaxing like this is something he'd seldomly allow himself to participate in. He cannot handle us just laying about like this." He confessed everything, and it truly felt like a weight was lifted from his shoulders. "But Sei, that makes total sense. You were pushed to your absolute limit with no remorse, anyone's mind would shatter! Especially someone as vulnerable as a kid. I'm so sorry your dad's such a dick." You said, sincerely angry on his behalf. Akashi let out a small chuckle, feeling grateful he had a wonderful girlfriend who was as understanding as you. "But can I please tell Emperor-tan to let us enjoy our time? If he continues to bother me on our dates, he should better come out right now. I still need to kick his ass for threatening Nana-Chan anyway." You challenged and he grinned weakly in response. "Well, you should know he's not scared of you." "I don't care! He should better bring his A game, because I won't surrender easily! I will not stop until he cowers at my feet and leaves us be." You declared and he laughed softly. Going through grief, trauma and mental illness was a difficult journey and for sure a rollercoaster of emotions but with you that rollercoaster always ended at a positive note. He would thank you for being his rock, until his dying day.
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ultfreakme · 4 months
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Can I ask, what songs that come to your mind when you think of ItaJun, AkaFuri, and ZukKa?
I am SO GLAD you asked I have songs specifically for them and I have so many.
ItaJun
THEY HAVE A(basically) OFFICIAL ONE!!! It's:
Stand in The Darkness ft. Steve Memmolo:
I don't even need to explain this one, this is 100% Yuuji's POV on Junpei and it is SO ROMANTIC WTF just listen to it Anon you will see.
"But you and I'll be
As one forever
It's not goodbye
Never was
Swear that you'll still watch over me
I know I can do this"
I WILL BE WALKING INTO THE OCEAN WHAT? The entire song is exactly about Yuuji failing to save Junpei and his new goal of finding a proper way to die and give people proper deaths. "Swear that you'll watch over me"???? ITADORI YUUJI START EXPLAINING.
Sunset and Whale by Zhang Yuan and Vicky:
I don't know the exact meaning of this song, I can't find good translations anywhere but the gist of it is, it's about the beauty found in brief moments that you want more of but doesn't linger too long .
A whale surfaces for air in sunset and admires the light reflected on the waters, but the whale is tethered to the ocean, it cannot stay and watch the sparkle for long, and the sun will have to sink. Whatever beauty is found is fleeting, the universe and the people go on, without ever pausing to care, time doesn't stop, but that moment existed and it's real and you are always asking for more but there isn't.
I think that sums up ItaJun quite well doesn't it?
I Really Want To Stay At Your house by Rosa Walton:
It's technically a break-up song, but it's also used as an OST after a person dies so it works. I am interpreting it as about being too little too late to help someone and desperately trying to fix things to being back the way they were.
The singer notices signs of their lover having problems, but they reminisce about better times, trying to bring their lover out of whatever is dragging them down by asking their point of view,asking to stay beside them, to leave behind whatever is eating at them. But it doesn't work. Reminded me of Yuuji and Junpei's talk at the riverside, and Yuuji going over to his place and for the briefest moment Junpei was reaching back.
Zukka
Untouchable by Taylor Swift
It's so on the nose. Untouchable because you're brighter than the sun? Oh yeah. The night and moon imagery are the Zukka staple imo. But I need to find another one T.Swift just irks me these days.
Moonlight by Johnald
This is more relevant to my fic. It's super angsty. The lyrics have absolutely no relation with Zukka but the vibes got to me. It's about the despair the singer feels but finding hope and moments if goodness in their lover. Feels very Zuko POV of Sokka.
I Don't Dance from High School Musical
Chad and Ryan are just a Zukka AU.
AkaFuri
Sukidakara by Yuika
Super cute, it's a duet but the main version is singular and its like "I don't like you because you're cool, you're cool because I like you ". Also there's another line about hiw the oerson they like is super cool in front of others bur becomes a total sap around little dogs. THAT'S AKASHI. It's so 2nd year AkaFuri. Also "I wanna see you on weekends and fall asleep on the phone with you" is every AkaFuri fic ever.
Achilles's Heel by J.Maya
Akashi POV no doubt. AkaFuri gives such "The Song Of Achilles" Patrochilles vibe. Akashi being afraid of falling in love, hating the weakness it brings not because of himself but because his father won't approve. Although ji wanna say Furi's probably a lot more self-possesed than TSOA Patroclus.
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cemetery14 · 2 months
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me comparing akashi to billie songs : )
the time has come for me to rant about why almost all of my akashi playlist is billie eilish, sometimes im bad at wording my thoughts and i just wanna go "yknow that one billie eilish lyric? yeah thats him"
idk why i just really relate music to whatever in into at the moment, like obsessively
a couple are just gonna be vibe based but some will also be very detailed 0_0 im just gonna go in order of my playlist
i dont need to explain myself on this one but,,, he literally had a "nah im gonna be the bad guy" moment
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"I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest"
akashi winning everything and being perfect at everything and realizing that it brings him no joy
"It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care"
"Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care"
'kinda thought they might care' this song really makes me think of akashi in teiko and realizing that none of the miracles care about him the way he cares about them, and none of them tried to help him if anything they made it worse
"I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter"
"And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down"
"If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?"
i love that last line for him 'would i do it again' 'what would they say instead' if only they knew how fragile akashi was would they have treated him differently? would akashi have wanted them to treat him differently?
"I used to float, now I just fall down I used to know but I'm not sure now What I was made for"
"Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real Just something you paid for What was I made for?"
akashi struggling with his own identify after being used by other his whole life
"I don't know how to feel But I wanna try I don't know how to feel But someday, I might"
"When did it end? All the enjoyment I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend"
akashi going from loving basketball to just seeing it as another thing he needs to win at
"Think I forgot how to be happy Something I'm not, but something I can be Something I wait for Something I'm made for"
this song makes me think of akashi and mayuzumi :>
"I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more Than anyone before"
i bet akashi has a hard time making friendships with people his age, or just friendships in general
he deals alot with people older than him, like teachers and im sure his dad already had his talking with business partners and such
"Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still being ignored (Lying for attention just to get neglection) Now we're estranged"
neglect neglect neglect akashi is a victim of neglect, GIVE HIM ATTENTION OR HES GONNA ACT OUT
"Things I once enjoyed (ah-ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for Someday, I'll be bored of"
akashis love for basketball being twisted into just another thing hes expected to win
"I'm getting older, I've got more on my shoulders But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure 'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise Would depend on what I'm given (not on his permission) (Wasn't my decision) to be abused, mmm"
'im happier than ever at least thats my endeavor to keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure'
THIS LINE AAAAAAAAA this is how i would describe akashis character post birthday over, i just think it perfectly encapsulates him and how hes doing
"They're gonna tell you what you wanna hear Then they're gonna disappear Gonna claim you like a souvenir Just to sell you in a year"
akashi being taken advantage of
"I'm overheated, can't be defeated Can't be deleted, can't un-believe it I'm overheated, can't be defeated Can't be deleted, can't be repeated I'm overheated"
kinda vibes based but it makes me think of akashi and how he constantly has to be ON for interviews or just interacting with people he knows since hes extremely popular and how overwhelming it must get
"Did you think I'd show up in a limousine? (No) Had to save my money for security Got a stalker walkin' up and down the street Says he's Satan and he'd like to meet I bought a secret house when I was seventeen (Ha) Haven't had a party since I got the keys Had a pretty boy over, but he couldn't stay On his way out, made him sign an NDA, mm"
"You couldn't save me, but you can't let me go, oh, no I can crave you, but you don't need to know, oh-oh"
"At least I gave him somethin' he can cry about I thought about my future, but I want it now, oh-oh-oh Want it now, mm-mm-mm You can't give me up"
"Did I take it too far? Now I know what you are You hit me so hard I saw stars Think I took it too far When I sold you my heart How'd it get so dark? I saw stars Stars"
vibes based but like, heavy vibes
being rich and popular at such young age like EVERYONE knows akashi, having rapid success at such a younge age must be crazy
i also have I Didnt Change My Number, Therefore I Am, and You Should See Me In A Crown but those are mostly vibes based
i love you should see me in a crown for akashi, pretty boy on a power trip <3
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honeystwiggypeach · 2 years
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Could you please write about Bokuto living with a roommate and they are nice to eachother but are still getting to know eachother. Maybe one night Bokuto comes home late after a few drinks with Akashi to hear his roommate having a night terror and she's talking in her sleep about maybe her ex who she's terrified of. Bokuto, with his liquid courage, just crawls into her bed and cuddles with her. She immediately calms down and is sleeping soundly again. When she wakes up she's a little startled that he's in her bed but then she thinks back to the great sleep she had. Both can't deny any longer that they've had a crush on eachother since they started living together. So cuddling every night because the norm for them. Both sleeping better.
Besties this is a brilliant idea I live it so much you don’t understand?? You’re so smart for this because like Bokuto would do this because he hates to see anyone suffering so of course he wants to comfort you!!! Anywho!! If anyone wants to see anything let me know because I live requests so much!!?
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Tw- drunk Bokuto sleeps in readers before without her knowing(he’s like drunk enough so that his judgement is impaired but idk I want you guys to be cautious!!), drinking, toxic ex, night terrors, cursing, idk let me know if I missed anything!!
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(Really quick question!! Are you guys interested in Akaashi’s either as a single dad or with a single parent reader or would you guys prefer a single dad Osamu fic that I need to work on…in that fic he has two adorable twin girls and I love the Osamu fic idea but also the Akaashi’s one has so much potential or or I could do both!!!)
It wasn’t uncommon for you and Bokuto to be in close proximity, actually it happened way more than it probably should, honestly people thought the two of you where dating with how much it happened.
You can recall one night, after yet about night terror, how you’d let Bokuto in the living room. You’d been thankful he was there, in all honesty it had been quite a while since you’d slept alone and sleeping beside Bokuto just felt right. Before you knew it you’d fallen asleep and when you woke up you where laying across his chest, thus starting the awkward stage of denying feelings because obviously you’d mistake his affections for romantic advances…
Tonight however, was a particularly bad nightmare. Bokuto isn’t exactly sober, but he’s not drunk enough that he’s going to wake up with a hang over tomorrow. He fumbled around with his shoes for a moment straightening up when he hears you tossing and turning in bed. He hears the way you begin to talk in your sleep.
You’d told him a bit about your night terrors and a whole lot about your shitty ex boyfriend. How it caused you to have some nights incredibly restless nights and how you’d sit in the living room to just pass time those nights.
Bokuto with his impaired judgement, can’t stand the idea that you’d be upset so of course he makes his way into your room.
Before he knows it he’s asleep, your bed is like incredibly soft or maybe it’s the fact that he’s never slept beside someone before but he can’t help but notice it feels like heaven with you…or the comfy mattress topper.
But he knows that when you wake up your eyes are wide and you hold him away from you for a second, he’s not sure at what time it happened but he knows at some point through the night you’d begun to hold him close to you and he wasn’t going to protests, it reminded him a lot of the night you’d laid together on the couch, but of course now Bokuto is drunk…
Eventually though he knows you must decide it’s fine when you pull him back against you as he looks up at you with bleary eyes.
You think that you might as well soak in his affection before he realizes you like him, he may not be so willing to hand it over once he knows.
So for the night, you both decide it’s best to hold eachother close leave the awkward conversation about feelings for tomorrow along with the conversation of getting a bigger bed because both of you have full sized beds and it simply doesn’t work according to bokuto who almost fell off the bed several times throughout the night, but other than the falling out the bed thing you both know that was the best sleep you’ve ever had and until that big bed comes in you both sleep laid against eachother in the couch.
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Let me know if you guys want to see anything else bc I love writing requests so much!!!
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haisuken · 8 months
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final thoughts after re-reading tokrev for the 2nd time!
- had to make this a one post because if i do multiple I’ll flood the dash more than I already did 😁🙏 errmmm spoilers!
this is chapter 278 btw like the “last” chapter of the manga !! tb to when I first read this when it came out and i CRIED embarrassing.
— chifuyu starting the chapter in HIS pov was the best idea imo, he’s such a prominent character the whole manga he deserves to end off the manga 🫵🏽
— mikey being a motorcycle racer is such a good idea idk who came up with that but it’s genius and i love it, it literally fits him so well like no joke 😭
— AND DRAKEN being on his mechanical team is PERFECT!!!! them staying together is BEAUTIFUL to me 🙏
— koko and kisaki being business men is very on brand for them since they’re both really really smart but them being business PARTNERS was never something I expected, lowkey I thought we’d see kisaki & hanma together still
— another random thing for me is izana being a director of a non-profit?? like ?? but at least he helped orphans !!!
— ^^ plus mucho being with izana is also interesting I feel like he’d be a business man so like ? BUT kaku helping with orphans is cute and I def see that for him & izana :)
— the haitani’s running a club is VERY on brand for them like I wasn’t even surprised when I first read it 😭 I saw someone say one of them was a DJ ? idk where that came from but sure ‼️
— the akashi siblings (haru & senju) being YouTubers is so fucking funny to me like where tf did that come from 😭 why are they YouTubers??? who thought of that idea 😭😭 pls I need more ppl to talk about it like I never really paid attention to it before so now that I reread it I’m like ??? 😭😭
— but takeomi being a PRODUCER is so fucking silly and I support him in it because he’s so that type of person 😭 he’s definitely the scooter braun of tokrev but not evil as fuck
— are we even surprised shinchiro runs a bike shop? absolutely not 😭 like that’s his entire personality half the manga VERY very on brand for him + he looks good 😁🙏
— inupi working with him is so cute I love inupi sm and he doesn’t have his scar so I think that means he was saved/the fire never happened and I’m happy for him he deserves happiness 🥺🫵🏽
— waka & benkei running a gym is nothing new, and I’m glad they stuck to it in the end 😁
— south makes me giggle hes a fighter which is literally PERFECT for him like it’s so fitting 😭
— not surprised taiju owns restaurants because I think if I’m not mistaken in all the timelines he owns a restaurant like he was definitely destined for it
— hakkai being a model is PERFECT and yuzuha as his manager is BEAUTIFUL like VERY VERY MY STYLE absolutely adore them both!
— MITSUYA AS A FASHION DESIGNER IM SO PROUD OF HIM THIS ENTIRE SERIES HES BEEN A FREAKING DESIGNER AND HES SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO TALENTED AND I LOVE HIM IF YOU COULDNT TELL 😻😻🙀🙀🙀🙀‼️‼️😁😭😭😁‼️‼️
— the beaver duo wbk are rich af and do real estate!
— the twins running a ramen restaurant is so interesting to be because like ik they do it in another timeline BUT like where did that come from 😭
— ngl…as much as I adore hanma being free and being a freelance photographer I feel like it’s very random and not that fitting……like wdym he isn’t with kisaki…IDK BUT HAPPY FOR HIM !!
— naoto looks so silly but I love his journalist job and emma being a house wife I support it but like we couldn’t give my girl, who is a strong and independent woman, her own job? although ik she loves draken and i support them fully so if she’s happy then 😒
— BAJI, FUYU, AND TORA BEING TOGETHER AND WORKING TOGETHER SOBBING SO HARD IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM BAJI IS GONNA BE A VET SOBS AS HE SHOULD FR FR 😭😭😭‼️‼️
— and michi + hina FINALLY getting married 🙏
overall good ending, kinda crazy ngl because technically now the entirety of the manga doesn’t technically exist since they end up going back and fixing it all in the end with the final time leap BUT still so good 😁🙏‼️
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white-pearls · 2 years
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Dopamine 18+
sakuatsu+Bokuaka
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Master list || Chapter 8 || Minors do NOT
interact
Nobody is perfect everyone has their flaws. What happens when Atsumu who has one of the biggest rumors at school revolving around him and Sakusa who has a secret he can’t tell anyone. While Akaashi a boy who cares so much about his image but has someone trying to dig up a dirty secret about him falls in love with a boy who seems so far of reach.
TW: drugs, underage drinking, needles, blood, fighting, language, violence, rape?, mentions of being molested, mentions of abuse, ect.
Chapter 9
Entering a quite class was the new usual for Atsumu now. With the rumors going around nobody wanted to talk to him. He couldn't lie it killed him knowing that everyone hated him. He felt anxious walking down the halls. Luckily he was already half way done for the day. "So how was the night as Bokuto's huh?" Atsumu's wiggled his eyebrows at Akaashi. Trying to distract himself desperately. Even though he could hear them talking behind his back he fought the urge to run away by smiling as if it didn't affect him. He couldn't handle the feeling of being watched and judged all the time. But it seemed the more he ignored it the more they spoke.
"Nothing freaky happened okay? It was just a normal night. How about you guys, got home safe?" Akaashi asks throwing his bag over his arm. His eyes darting across the hall looking for something. Atsumu took a good look at his trying to figure out if his friend was bluffing. What was even considered a normal night? "Did you guys sleep in the same bed?" Atsumu raises his brow. Akashi played with his fingered looking down at them."yea we did... you never answered my question." he confessed looking away shyly.
"Can you believe he still has the audacity to still come to school? They should just beat the living shit out of him." A girl spoke.
"Well I don't think you'll have to wait too long for that. I heard Kageyama and the football team are already planning that." Another one said.
"Of course we did." Atsumu said his hand fiddling with his house keys. The football team planning to gang up on him? Why were they even getting involved in this? Did Kageyama put them up to it or did Ushijima? He suddenly felt it harder to breath. Trying not to pay too much attention he took out his phone and looked through it. Looking for some sort of distraction to get him through his day. Scrolling through his messages he could see one was left by Suna.
Suna: where are you guys at? The football team has been following me and I'm not sure I like it.
"We have economics next do you mind if I borrow a pencil? Forgot mine at home." Akaashi says looking inside his friends locker.
"Yea use this one" he digs in his bag and pulls out a mechanical pencil. Handing it to Akaashi he could feel his cold hand touch his. His foot started bouncing up and down as he threw him bag onto his arm. Suddenly his vision started going dark he grabbed onto the door of the locker slowly lowering himself to the ground. What was going on? He could feel the plams of his hands begin to sweat, his breathing became faster and a feeling of dread overcame him. Was was this feeling of panic?
"Atsumu are you okay? Your face is so flushed right now." Akaashi said kneeling down grabbing Atsumu's hand that was unconsciously gripping his hoodie.
"Are you having a panic attack? How long have you been feeling this way?" Akaashi said quickly grabbing Atsumu by the hand. Closing the locker he took him to the only place he could calm down. The nurses office. Last thing he needed was to draw attention towards them.
He didn't want to come back there since Sakusa was already on his tail. He knew something wasn't right and the last thing Akaashi wanted was him to figure it out. He didn't have a choice right now though. Slamming the door open he startled Sakusa who seemed to be putting something away.
He looked at the two of you in shock for a second until it turned into a face of disgust.
"Sakusa please, he's having a panic attack." Akaashi said as he put Atsumu on the bed. "I don't know what to do!" He's never been in this kind of situation before other than the time he received a 70 in math class five years ago.
"Hey Tsumu I really didnt want to use these but here." Akaashi said opening his bag and taking out a pill bottle. Uncapping it he poured a pill onto Atsumu's hand. "It's uh a pill, the same one he gave you when you had your first break down." Atsumu looked at it panicked not being able to move or comprehend anything his friend was saying. His grind began to make hand signs indicating him to swollen it.
Sakusa quickly stepped in and put his hands on Atsumu's face. Making the blonde look at him in the eyes. His vision was kind of out of it but could easily tell it was Sakusa. What other idiot would wear a mask these days? "Listen Miya your having a panic attack okay? I need you to take deep breaths. Everything is going to be okay. Breath in for me, and breath out slowly." Sakusa said trying to make sure the boy understand. Reading the nurses lips was easy seeing how he slowly said the words. All he could do was nod with tears falling down his face. He couldn't really think straight for some reason but did as told. Taking shaky breaths in and out. The look in Sakusas face was serious yet calming at the same time. Which is quite surprising due to him looking just like last time he saw him. He looked absolutely exhausted and ruined.
"Focus on my finger Miya." He says as his gloves finger moves side to side. For some odd reason he felt quite relaxed having his face being helped by the nurse. Did they give him some sort of drug relaxer? "Good job how about you close your eyes. Get some rest while me and your friend talk okay?"
Leaving Atsumu to rest the two other boys walk to the other side to talk.
"What was the trigger to his panic attack?" Sakusas asks pulling a notepad from his pocket.
"Trigger? Well it could be because of all the people talking. Possibly the spreading of the rumor could be getting to him too." Akaashi admits.
"Rumor? What rumor?" Sakusa tilts his head.
"Oh you haven't heard? That's surprising to hear honestly but anyways it's about him molesting someone." Akaashi says looking at his friend who rested.
"Molested? Did he actually do that?" Sakusa said shocked.
"Of course he didn't Atsumu wouldn't even think of doing such a thing. Someone created a lie and now it's spreading like wild fire. We cant really control the situation without proof though."
"I see... I think he should stay here from now on. If not this could happen again. So go bring all his work for the day and I'll collect the rest tomorrow. As much as I hate to see him all day it's the best thing we can do." Sakusa sighs.
"Thank you for understanding Sakusa. If you don't mind ima head to class. I'll bring all his work and some lunch for him later. Please take good care of him." Akaashi said as he headed out.
Turning his attention back to his patient he walked towards him looking at him sleep soundly. His forehead glistened with beads of sweat and his lips pursed. Placing a cold cloth on his forehead he proceeded to go back to his work until he noticed Atsumu had something in his fist. Opening it slowly to not wake him up he takes a good look to see It was a pill. It didn't seem to be the same size of a typical pain killer. This one looked quite different. Maybe it's something he should examine on his free time.  Reaching to grab it from the boys palm his fist shuts quickly startling Sakusa.
"Has your mom ever told you not to touch what isn't yours?" Atsumu smirks as he shifted from where he laid.
"You surprise me on how your attitude changes as soon as you get over a panic attack. Has your mom ever told you to listen to what the nurses tells you? I told you to sleep Miya." Sakusa rolls his eyes as he grabbed Atsumu's arm and pries his fist open.
"Hey! Leave me arm alone. I don't remember giving you permission to touch me like this." Atsumu argues pulling his arm back. "Why do you even want it so bad huh? Are you a drug addict or something? Do you want it that bad that you'll get on your knees for it too?" Atsumu yells. The second it came out his mouth he regretted it. Sakusa froze with a shocked look on his face. He looked hurt but at this same time angry. Maybe he was sensitive to this topic. "I- I was just kidding. I know you wouldn't do that...your a nurse after all right?" Atsumu let out a awkward laugh.
"Right...Listen I'm not going to fight with you so why don't you hand over the drug before I report you to the higher ups." Sakusa releases Atsumu causing him to fall backwards. He scrambled up to his feet and glared at the pale boy. "Doing drugs like that isn't worth risking your health. Trust me I'm trying to help you here. It's not easy to recover from addiction." Sakusa said. He had a look at his face that made Astumu feel like he was being quite serious. As if he was saying that because he actually related to it. Well of course he did it's not like Atsumu saw him drugged on the floor not too long ago.
You could see Atsumu's mouth open for a second before closing it again. Hesitating on what was the right move to do now. He looked at how Sakusa extended his hand out slowly. Atsumu knew he wasn't crazy for drugs but he didn't trust the boy In front on him. It should be Atsumu that reports Sakusa to the higher up. "Fine" he mumbled taking a few steps forward and dropping the pill into his hand. Anything to gain his trust.
"What are you looking at?" Atsumu asks shifting himself back into the bed.
"Nothing...thanks for complying." Sakusa said putting the substance into his pocket. Looking at Sakusa Atsumu could see a faint mark of the slap he revived yesterday. "Say what happened to your face?" Atsumu questioned.
"That's none of your concern Miya, why don't you get some rest no?" Sakusa reply's turning his attention back onto the computer screen. He looked like he had no interest in talking with Atsumu at all. Maybe he wasn't much of a talker.
"I got into a fight not too long ago. It was the day after I first came and saw you!" Atsumu said hoping he could get him to relate to something.
"I don't remember asking but yes I saw you all bruised up. That was from a fight? You should refrain from getting into them if you can't handle them." Sakusa says not looking at him.
"What?! I can't totally fight! I was just drunk and accidentally tried to make moves on someone's boyfriend. I didn't know they were dating of course. Anyways I ended up loosing badly because of it and im supposedly a molester even though I clearly remember the guy making moves on me." Atsumu says.
"Well how about not going to party's anymore. Stay home and relax and try to let the situation cool down from now on." Sakusa advices. "Speaking of stupid stuff how long have you been doing drugs Miya?"
"Drugs? To be honest it's quite rare, I tend to do them if it's something basic but I'm not addicted or anything. Why do ya do them?" Atsumu says the last part eagerly. Getting up to get into Sakusas personal space.
"I see that Akaashi tried giving you some sort of drug during your panic attack. Mind telling me what it is? Don't worry I won't tell anyone I'm just curious on what it is." Sakusa said pushing him back trying to get away from him. His dark eyes looking into his.
"It should be amphetamines if I remember right. They gave it to me when I was a mess the day after the situation. Can I have it back?" Atsumu asks.
"As a nurse who is supposed to care for your health so no. Drugs are bad for you, like I said they can really mess you up and lead to addiction." Sakusa says refusing to give it to him.
"Right..." Atsumu says seeing how much of a hypocrite his nurse was. Maybe he had to get it out of him. Like tricking him into admiring he does. "Sakusa do ya have a deep dark secret?" Atsumu's tries a final attempt.
"What are we children to be having this conversation?" The pale mole boy looked at him confused. His eyebrow kitted as he looked at Atsumu up and down. Before the boy could respond the door was opened by Akaashi who had a bag of take out and paper work in his hands. "Brought your things sumu, Suna is waiting for you so we can eat together I just came to drop some stuff off. We even brought you something Sakusa." Akaashi said placing the bag down.
"Thanks." He said looking down at it unamused.
Akaashi quickly snatched Atsumu's arm and dragged him out. Not giving him a second to protest about eating out.
"Kash I was kind of in the middle of something... hey where are we even going?" Atsumu asks seeing they wernt going towards the cafeteria. Insted they went outside behind the school. Looking at the back of his friends head he noticed the tip of his ears turning a bright red. Maybe he should wait to figure out what was going on.
Eventually he was taken to a table in the back that had a tree that covered them with shade. Suna sat there lighting up a cigarette in his mouth. Taking a seat next the Akaashi he finally decided to ask again.
"So? Spill what's got you all nervous?" Atsumu asks as he started taking out food from the to go bag.
Akaashi looks at both the boys and looks away shyly. "I lied... we didn't just do nothing last night.I basically now have a significant other!" Akaashi says burying his face into his hands. "It's too embarrassing! I can't even think about him without turning like this!" He looks up at them to see Sunas shocked face. "Akaashi this is totally out of the blue." Atsumu rolls his eyes as he took a sip of his drink. "Well arnt you going to describe what happened?" Suna asks.
"I know, I know! I wasn't thinking straight, I was intoxicated and I'm done for". Akaashi sighs heavily "Do I really have to? It's kind of embarrassing but with the looks you are giving me I don't think I have a choice... anyways Yes, the walk back to his house was normal. We spoke about grades and class work until we got to his house."
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"Are you hungry? I don't have much to offer other than instant Raman." Bokuto says as he unlocked the door to his apartment. It was a four story building and Bokuto lived on the third floor. It had a few lights to lighten the place up but even so it looked sketchy.
"I'm fine with whatever you have to offer. Let's just hurry up and go in before we get sick. It seems like the weather isn't getting any nicer these days." Akaashi says tightening the strings from his hood up.
As they enter Akaashi noticed a few things immediately like how it was a mess. Clothes thrown everywhere, beer cans piled in a corner, his football gear all over his bed and the trash can that was overflowing begging to be taken out. "What a nice place you have." Akaashi said with a awkward smile.
"Yea right, it's a total pig pen but I haven't had time to clean so sorry about that. Maybe with you here it will encourage me to get this place sparkling." Bokuto laughs as he began picking up a few pieces of clothes from the floor. Not wanting to be no help he started picking up clothes too. He ended up finding many things along the way. Old homework, hair spray cans, posters of half naked woman and a pack of condoms. The second he pulled it out from behind the nightstand. He could feel how his cheeks began to warm up. "Ah so there's where it went! These should be expired by now though." He said taking the pack from Akaashi. It didn't take long before the whole apartment was clean.
While Bokuto made some instant ramen Akaashi sorted out his school essentials. It something he hated with a passion. Seeing a messy book bag and homework crumbled up. Him organizing it was like therapy to him. Now that he thought about it was it wrong of him to ditch his friends suddenly? From all he knew they could of gotten caught. He didn't even have a way to check up on them. He had forgotten his phone back home and it was going to be unsafe to go back. Maybe if he asked Bokuto for his phone he could text them. Placing all his stuff back he stood up and walked to the kitchen. Walking their he could see all his picture frames up with him and his family. "By the way where's your family?" Akaashi asks taking a seat at the breakfast bar.
"Their out traveling to Europe. I couldn't go due to football season but I don't mind." Bokuto says while putting out two red bowls. He looked cheerful as always. It seemed nothing could wipe that smile away. Pouring the ramen from the pot into the bowls Akaashi could see something he hasn't quite noticed. How big his arms were, the shirt he was wearing was practically begging to be ripped at that point. It was so tight on him that his muscles that the fabric was stretching and it made Akaashi feel some sort of way. "want a can of beer?" He offers.
"Kind of bad with holding my alcohol. You should know that by now Bokuto." Akaashi said remembering what happened at the party.
"Yea yea but it's just you and me! Let loose a bit okay? Here it takes a couple before they really start hitting." Bokuto cracks one open and slides it towards him. Grabbing the cold can Akaashi brings it up to his face and takes a sip. It wasn't as bad at the liquor at Aara's party. A few minutes later they were done eating and cracking open more cans. At this point Akaashi was somewhat drunk. Bokuto on the other hand was feeling normal. The tv played as they sat in silence.
"Akaashi now that we're alone I was wondering did you kiss me because you had to or do you like guys?" Bokuto asks.
Akaashi snapped his head to look at him stunned.
"I-Uhh I thought you were Sumu... it was totally on accident."
"I see so you don't like guys." He said looking back at the tv that had football playing.
"I do like guys, I'm gay." Akaashi said resting his head onto the couches arm. Bokuto was quick to react. He had a smile on his face that made Akaashi believe he also was queer. "I'm bisexual, that's kinda crazy I didn't know you were gay. The only people I know are Hinata, Kageyama and Atsumu!" Bokuto said.
"Your bi? But you don't act or look like it." Akaashi blinked cluelessly.
"You shouldn't stereotype kashi! But yes I'm the only one in the football team. Also I flirt with guys but I guess it's not noticeable. I'm guessing you haven't noticed my flirting." Bokuto sighs as he slouched into the couch.
Akaashi quickly perked up with his cheeks turning a light hue of pink. "Me?!" He points at himself surprised.
Bokuto smiled as he stood up approaching Akaashi who sat on the other side of the big couch. "Yea I'm not this nice just to anyone." He said leaning towards Akaashi making him feel cornered. So many thoughts ran through Akaashi's head as he tried to processes the situation. He was currently being cornered at the edge of the couch by his crush. he didn't hate it actually but instead felt embarrassed? Flustered? He felt tipsy but not enough to make bad decisions. At least he hoped that was the case. He didn't want to ruin the moment by pushing him away but he also didn't know how to react. "Your different than any other person I met. Your more down to earth and know your priorities. You don't treat me like a dumb guy who just plays football." Bokuto said.
"I don't understand." Akaashi said looking into his eyes for answers.
"I like you silly." He said as he leaned in slowly making probably go make sure to see if Akaashi really wanted this. As his face got more near to this he figured he wasn't quite ready for this yet. So instead he went on for a tight hug making the taller boy fall onto him. He didn't mind his weight but something he did was the fact the Bokuto was unknowingly rubbing his knee onto his groin. Letting go of his brace he attempted to scoot back but failed to due to not having any space left. Bokuto noticed his sudden reaction and backed up a bit. "Sorry I didn't even ask if you felt the same way." He looked down with a sadden expression. This was Akaashi's first time seeing him like this, usually you saw his smiling and yelling but not he just looked like a sad puppy. "I do!" He said immediately.
That answer made his face light up, "do ya really? You don't know how happy this makes me but don't you think it's a bit too soon?" Bokuto asks.
"I'm not even sure... never been in a relationship." Akaashi admits as he closes his legs to hide his fellow friend. "I'm ready to date but I'm not trying to rush you." Bokuto says sitting back down.
Akaashi knew the best choice here was to wait and see if they were compatible enough to stay together.  Something in him though was telling him to throw that out the window. You only live once and he should stop being so anxious about things. "Let's date then." Akaashi said.
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"You definitely exaggerated over something so small. This is your crush Akaashi, don't ruin it now by hiding from him. I want you to go meet him at his locker later. Say hey or give me a ride home and don't come looking for us until you've done that." Atsumu crosses his arms
This whole story was definitely something out of a movie but their was nothing better he could do in this situation.
Suna let out a small chuckle as he grabbed their trash and threw it into the bin.
"I- fine I guess your right" Akaashi mumbled.
"Now if you excuse me I'm going back to the nurses office also known as my new crib." Atsumu smirked as he started walking away.
"Nobody is Sane at this point." Suna looked at both of the boy as they left.
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Suehirogari live commentary (9/20)
akashi initially leaning on the truck? NICE
istg i lose my mind every time they come in on those trucks
oh to get blown a kiss by tomoe 🥺
akashi pon pon pon! 👉👉
hiroki looks so happy 🥺💖
otegine got the last zoom (good for him)
yikes what's up with the back dancer
HIT AND RUN UCHI NUITE
lol buzen dropped his towel
why did they give kogitsunemaru's new outfit a v-neck? i'm sorry but it makes his neck thing look like a bib
oodenta rly vibing to Starting Now
imanotsurugi holding oodenta's hand is giving flower shop/tattoo parlor au
kogitsunemaru in lost the memory! (AS HE SHOULD)
why are there so few in the audience 😭 the weather isn't even that bad
full body shot of akashi
suishinshi killed that note
kiyomaro: hey suishinshi. look. look. fuji-san 🙌
he go :|
~mofu mofu~
i wanna see akashi be part of a laughing corner
that fan got urashima up close and personal
akashi cheering with the 📣
omfg yasusada and ookanehira stop trying to talk over each other
otegine looks so tall and lanky when he spreads his arms and spin 😂
akashi on the main stage at the end of All For One!
daihannya is such a tease
*to the tune of ignition* yeah yeah yeah
i swear haru-chan says cool sweet swag unironically
hasebe getting close up to the camera
rui has managed the high notes in every performance so far??
daihannya showing some arm
i will admit i've been singing viva carnival these past few days (it's been growing on me like expected)
ame-san moving like oodenta
sorry but the belts holding the drums are so unattractive
AKASHI IS THAT YOU ON THE MINI STAGE BEHIND HIZEN??
TWITTER SAYS HE'S THERE
WHY IS THE CAMERA TEAM ROBBING US OF THIS FOOTAGE
tomoe holding hizen's jacket like he's stopping him from stripping
no kogitsunemaru in danzen this year
nagasone: 🫰🫰🫵🫰🫰
onimaru doesn't run
mr hori AGAIN
the sailor has a candied apple
he offered it to date-senpai!
he's actually holding it for the whole song 😂
the return of the aburaage
oh to be a koi being fed by oodenta's crumbs
HE'S FORCING EVERYONE TO START OVER LMAO
we love a man who's not afraid to admit he loves something
OMFG HORIKAWA BROUGHT KANE-SAN'S KIWAME BROMIDE
try finding someone who loves you more than hachisuka loves hachisuka
MASAKI AND RYUUJI???
YASUSADA LOOKING CONFUSED
IMANOTSURUGI ACTUALLY WENT OVER TO THEM IN THE AUDIENCE
urashima making his brothers shake hands
akashi looking surprised by onimaru
and exhausted lol
DID HE EVEN GET UP THE STAIRS IN TIME FOR THE WAVE
kogitsunemaru singing Endless Night 🥺 (was expecting Versus tbh)
AKASHI OTEGINE HYUUGA SINGING BRAVE SOUL
WHAT THE F UCK
THIS IS SO AGGRESSIVE I NEVER EXPECTED TO SEE THIS SIDE OF AKASHI
keep your shirt ON
hiroki do you even CARE about my ovaries
PLE A SE SIR MAY I HAVE SOME MORE
CHAOTIC ENERGY
WE ARE FIGHTING FOR THE WORLD
hyuuga's got SASS
i need oxygen
URASHIMA DOING DRIVE??
today's setlist is WILD
bless all the shots of akashi smiling when he's vibing on the truck
hiroki nose scrunch
yojiro is becoming like shougo whose speciality is giving fansa to the camera
ryousei giving us some shoulder food
urashima be Gulping that mineral sword water
i wouldn't wanna be taught manners by ookanehira just saying
oop there's the rain ☔️
hachisuka shielding his mic and onimaru not giving a shit
Secret Sign my beloved
UGH that shoulder roll
just seeing his foot in the corner and know he's got the Pose
(did hiroki think his line was a second earlier?)
nagasone don't YELL at him
TERETERE BOUZU
TAKABISHA POZU
utsuhige kuwana buzen
personally i don't think their voices mesh that well
rare yuuta voice break
sayonara tomoe yasusada
sasuga haru-chan with that soft note
more rain
(i just noticed tomoe and akashi wear the same design belt in their new outfits)
i haven't seen hanakage so i still don't know who the masked drum guy is
they zoomed in on one of the back dancers on the last kiss kiss kiss?
then they showed both hachisuka and hizen before the spotlight even came on in kemono
THE SLIT ON KOGITSUNEMARU'S SUEHIRO SHIRT??
ichigo looks possessed
AKASHI SAKEBE
kogitsunemaru comforting imanotsurugi during kimi no uta 😭
HUGS
we got a few shots of akashi during today's curtain call 🥹 thank
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THE GIRL WHO FLEW DOWN THE STAIRS _
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‘ the story of akashi meeting you and all the events after that made him realize he was falling for you ’
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character .. akashi seijuurou
word count .. 1.3k
tags .. fem!reader who is energetic but also thoughtful and likes to learn (as requested) , lowkey pining? , s h o g i , written from akashi pov , requested by the lovely bean anon <3 
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Akashi’s first impression of you wasn’t anything bad. It wasn’t exactly good either. It was certainly memorable though. ‘The girl who flew down the stairs, knocking him onto the ground, and landing on top of him with a thump’ is how he remembers you. 
The moment was almost cliche. If your eyes had met and lingered on each other, both aware of the position you were in but not moving away, then it possibly would’ve been a scene straight out of some cheesy romance novel. 
Instead, you seemingly bounced straight up upon impact, not even bothering to spare Akashi a second glance. You proceeded to give him a quick apology, running down the next flight of stairs immediately after.
It was definitely one of the odder interactions Akashi had with his fellow students at Rakuzan High, but it amused him nonetheless and made him notice you much more often around campus. Even though you weren’t in any apparent rush anymore, you still radiated this energy that was all bubbly and seemingly ready to burst. 
It brought a small smile on his face every time he saw you, bouncing along hallways without a care in the world, chattering away with your friends. Sure you seemed like the typical happy-go-lucky person, but Akashi couldn’t help but see you as a bit more unique.
Your second interaction with Akashi was an interesting one too, in Akashi’s opinion at least. 
The basketball team had just won a tournament the other day, so Akashi was free this afternoon. He had decided to go challenge some shogi club members to a few games. 
In the middle of one of those games, you walked into the club room.
Akashi didn’t think you were part of the club, and his suspicions were confirmed when another member of the club went to ask if you needed anything. Akashi was definitely not eavesdropping, no he was paying attention to his game (the one he knew he would easily win anyway) when you pulled out an envelope and he happened to overhear you telling the club member that someone asked to meet you. 
Nobody in the room came forward to claim they were the one who sent the letter though. 
After a few awkward, silent moments, you moved to take a seat with some of the other club members. It was an action that surprised Akashi. He figured you would’ve just left because the whole did seem like a waste of time. However, you just sat there asking some club members to teach you how to play. 
Akashi could sense genuine curiosity in you and, needless to say, it intrigued him. It seems like there’s more to the “girl made of energy” than he originally thought.
The clock ticked, and a few rounds later, Akashi decided it was time to head home. Saying his formal goodbyes, he walked out of the clubroom. 
He didn’t expect you to come running after him, almost slamming into him again in the process. 
“You shouldn’t run around school so much, you know. You could end up bumping into people and maybe even hurting them.” The words left Akashi’s lips sounding a lot more teasing and flirtatious than he intended.
You blushed and started rambling out apologies. ‘Cute’ Akashi thought. 
His brain froze. 
Wait. Cute? How-
“Anyway um.. you left your notebook back there…” you said, holding out what was indeed his notebook out towards him.
“Oh…” was all he could say. He rarely forgot his things, especially things as important as his notebook. It seems his mind must’ve been too distracted by... other things. “Thank you L/n-san.”
He saw a slight shock on your face. “You know my name?” 
His brain froze yet again. How was he supposed to answer this question without seeming like a stalker?
“Well yes…” he started before you cut him.
“Didn’t expect the Akashi Seijuurou to know my name.”
He scoffed at that. “I think I’d know the name of the girl who jumped down the stairs and knocked me to the ground.”
“Again, I’m really sorry about that…” you said with a smile, although Akashi could see the guilt that lingered behind your eyes.
“Don’t worry about it,” he quickly said. “I was just…”
He was just what? Flirting? Was he actually flirting? Him. Akashi Seijuurou. Flirting??
“…you know,” he finished quietly.
You didn’t say anything in response but instead looked at him with a peculiar sort of gaze. 
“Um.. hate to make things awkward by asking this but… were you the one who sent me this?” You held up the envelope Akashi saw earlier.
“No, I didn’t.”
“Oh… okay then.” Was it just Akashi’s imagination or did he hear a sliver of disappointment in your tone? “I suppose you don’t know who it is either right?”
He shook his head.
A lot of thoughts rushed through his mind. Did you actually expect him to send you a love letter? Did you hope it was him? 
He sensed you were about to leave though, so before he could regret it, he asked you, “Why do you want to know who sent it anyway?”
Your eyes widened slightly at the question.
“I understand the curiosity and wanting to know who it is but… if they didn’t show up, why are you still waiting?” He clarified.
“Akashi-san, you’ve never confessed to someone have you?”
He gave a slight nod.
“Well, I don’t see why you’d need to,” you mumbled more to yourself than him. Clearing your throat, you continued, “The thing is, confessing takes a lot of courage. And writing this letter asking me to meet them here would’ve taken a whole lot of that courage already. I think that, if they were able to go that far, then I should at least hear them out right?”
That… surprised Akashi. 
“But then again, there’s always a possibility this is just a prank,” you added as an afterthought. 
Unsure of what to say, he just nodded. “It is possible, considering how long you had to wait.”
You smiled, “The wait was fine though. I had fun learning shogi.” 
You actually had fun learning how to play? Looking back, it did seem like you were enjoying yourself… 
It’s strange. Akashi realized just how much his view of you changed in one afternoon. Earlier, you were that bubbly, energetic girl bouncing through the halls. Now, you were this thoughtful and kind person who liked to learn. You also said you had fun playing shogi, which nearly made Akashi’s heart skip a beat.
Oh. 
Oh.
He gets it now. The reason his brain was acting all slow was you. With that thought, everything became clearer. 
Now he wishes that love letter really was a prank.
“Ah Akashi-san, I think I have to go home soon,” you said, holding up your phone. “You’re heading out too right? Wanna walk with me?”
He blinked in surprise but quickly agreed.
“Great, just let me get my things first-” And with that you rushed back into the club room.
Akashi stood staring at the empty hallway, still caught up in his thoughts and trying to process what just happened between you two just a few seconds ago.
When you came back out with your things, he couldn’t help but smile softly. The two of you fell into conversation easily, and by the time you walked out of the school gates, you were still in a talk that showed no signs of nearing an end.
He wanted to continue walking and talking like this, but there was a car and a driver waiting for him in the exact opposite direction of where you were headed.
“Well, goodbye then L/n-san,” he said, hoping the reluctance wasn’t obvious.
You smiled in response. “Goodbye Akashi-san. It was nice talking to you.”
With that the two of you went your separate ways. Throughout the car ride home, Akashi could think of nothing but you. It would seem… he has taken quite the liking to you.
He isn’t sure what’ll happen next, but he’s looking forward to seeing you again and hopefully, talking more with you too.
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note .. THIS CAME OUT LONGER THAN ORIGINALLY INTENDED but anyway i actually enjoyed writing this,,, yk all the stuff potentially going thru akashi’s mind when he has a crush intrigues me and uhh i hope u guys liked this and if u do PLS LMK WHAT U THINK !! it would legit mean the world if u guys did <3
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walhalla · 3 years
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I told you I had Wakasa brainrot. Tagging @kantorevengers cause she has Wakasa brainrot too.
cw: nsfw - fem!reader, public sex, oral sex (male receiving), creampie, wakasa is a bit mean ig??
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It was one of the days Wakasa brought you along to Brahman's meetings. It's a small reunion today, just the executives and Senju. Akashi was the one doing most of the talking, something about division organization or whatever, you weren't really listening. To be fair, no one was. Benkei was blankly staring at the ceiling, Senju was dozing off and Wakasa was too focused on the way his fingers went in and out of you below the table.
"...so that's basically what we have to do" Akashi finished, standing before you like a professor teaching a class.
"Shit." You accidentally cursed when Wakasa hit a sensitive spot inside of you.
"What?" Akashi deadpanned. "Last time I checked, you weren't a part of Brahman."
Wakasa snorts, trying to hide his amusement. "Chill, Akashi, she's probably tired of your yapping." he says looking at you straight in the eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm just getting a bit... hot" you say, not wanting to let Wakasa win.
"Really? Let's go outside for a bit, babe." he suggests, knowing full well you're not going out for a breath. "Fill me out on the details later, 'kay?" With that, he slides his fingers out of your pussy to take his hand in yours and guides you out the door.
The hideout was located in a back alley. A discreet building, chosen for discreet matters. Like fucking Brahman's top executive Wakasa Imaushi.
"You're mean." You say once you step outside.
"And you're so fucking wet." he steps closer to you, trapping you against the wall. "Do you really like it that much? Getting your cunt stuffed with those fuckers in the room." He doesn't break eye contact while he unzips your skirt and lets it fall on the floor. The cold breeze of the night makes you shudder when you feel it against your wet underwear.
"Look at you, how vulgar." He says while he unbuttons your shirt. "Dropping your clothes for a man in a back alley, truly outrageous."
"Don't act like you aren't enjoying this." You teased, noticing his hard on against your thigh.
"I wouldn't. I'm the most vulgar and outrageous of them all." he replies with a small laugh. "Now be a good girl and get on your knees."
You do as he says and wait eagerly as he unzips his pants, taking his cock out and giving it a couple strokes right in front of your face.
"Open." His tone stern while he holds your chin between his thumb and forefinger. You obey, opening your mouth wide. "Tongue." Again, you comply. He gathers some spit on his tongue and lets it fall slowly until it hits yours. Just as you feel his warm saliva entering your mouth, Wakasa stuffs his whole length in your mouth in a rough thrust. Your eyes start filling with tears while you're trying to suppress your gag reflex. The man was never one to hold back, fucking your mouth at a fast pace he grabbed the hair on the back of your head.
"That's it, baby." He tilts his head back in bliss, groaning. After a few more rapid thrusts, he releases the grip on your hair and lets you catch your breath.
"Wakasa..." you say, looking up at him with tear-stained eyes.
"What, baby?" He cups your cheek with his hand. "Tell me what you want."
"I want you inside me." You softly tell him, still on your knees. "Please, Wakasa."
"Since you asked so nicely." He says with his usual bored expression. "Up." You stand up and wait for his next command. He taps your thigh below your hip. "Hop on." You jump into his arms, your faces mere inches from each other.
"Please..." you're getting desperate, the heat on your lower stomach getting stronger by the minute.
"Someone's getting impatient." He smiles against your lips, leaning in to kiss you right after that. The kiss started soft but promptly got more and more passionate, tongues dancing around and moans escaping from your mouths. Without breaking the kiss, Wakasa supports your weight with one hand while he slips the other between you to move your underwear aside.
"Ready, love?" His tip brushing your entrance and his voice so close to you makes you nod immediately. He takes your mouth in a kiss as he pushes his lenght inside you, making both of you moan into the kiss.
"Fuck, that's good." He grips your ass with force, lifting you up and bringing you down again while his nails dig into your skin. You grab his hair with your hands around his neck, trying your best to keep quiet. "Feeling good?" He laughs softly when he sees you struggling to contain your moans.
"Yeah... 's good" your voice is merely a whisper. "More, please..."
"I haven't stopped, you greedy thing." Wakasa replies with a hard thrust that makes you bring your hand to your mouth to avoid your whines to echo through the narrow streets of the alley.
"W-waka... I'm gonna... haah... I'm gonna cum!" you feel yourself getting closer, dazed from the pleasure.
"Cum, pretty thing. Let me feel you." Wakasa whispers against your lips before trapping them in a kiss once again. You feel your climax come through as his tongue wanders through your mouth, almost biting him when you finally release the tension that built up in your stomach.
"Fuck, that's it." He buries his face in your shoulder, his moves getting sloppier. "You want my cum inside you, baby? You want that?" You nod, getting dizzy from the overstimulation.
"Cum inside me, please Wakasa" you cry against his ear.
"Fuck, gonna cum." He says as he thrusts deeply, releasing into you with a groan. He rests his head on yours, catching his breath before giving you one last kiss and puts you down. You lean on him, feeling your knees falter.
"You okay?" Wakasa asks putting an arm around your waist for support.
Yeah, I'm fine, but..." Wakasa looks at you, expecting your answer. "Your ruined my skirt." You say, looking at the piece of clothing left forgotten on the floor.
"Oh, you're right... I'm sorry, I'll buy you another one." Wakasa apologizes.
"That's not the problem, Waka." He looks at you, confused by your words. "I don't have any spare clothes." Wakasa looks at you with a serious face for a second, but a laugh escapes his mouth.
"It's not funny!" You whine. "How am I supposed to go home like this?" Still laughing, Wakasa takes off the top part of Brahman's uniform.
"Here." He hands you the oversized jacket. "I'm gonna need that back, though."
Just as you were about to thank him, the door opens with the three other members exiting the building.
"I guess you took the part of Brahman thing pretty badly." Akashi says when he sees the gang's uniform on you.
"She was cold. I'm not gonna let her freeze to death." Wakasa states.
"Weren't you hot?" Senju asks.
"Huh?" You let out not knowing what to say, your cheeks starting to heat up.
"You were hot, that's why you went out in the first place." Senju insists.
"Leave those two idiots be, it's getting late." Akashi sighs. "Let's go, pipsqueak." He starts walking towards the main street, Senju following behind him.
"Nice skirt you got there, y/n." Benkei laughs, pointing at the skirt laying dirty on the floor.
"Shut up." You blush and look away, hoping Wakasa would get you out of this situation.
"Yeah, where did you buy it? I think I'm gonna get the same one for me." Not helping, Wakasa joins in on the joke.
"I'm leaving." You say, getting away from the two men.
"Wait, I'll get you home." Wakasa follows after you.
"Whatever, let's go. I don't wanna walk around like this." You say, pouting at him.
"You look adorable though." He reaches for your hand and interlaces your fingers.
"You're not taking the skirt?" Benkei asks when he sees you walk away.
"Keep it, I'm sure it'll look great on you, Benkei." Wakasa raises his voice so it reaches the other man, laughing along with you.
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sirthisisa-wendys · 2 years
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Burn Before Reading (Finale): Takeomi Akashi x Fem!Reader
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synopsis: Takeomi Akashi never wanted to attract too much attention - because it always brought some ne'er-do-well to his doorstep. But at college, he seems to have attained (and retained) the ire of the Head Bitch on Campus, i.e., you. And it’ll take a miracle for you to leave him alone.
wc: 773
tw: smut
previous part 💋 masterlist 💋 the end
"Mr. Akashi?
"Yes?" Takeomi presses the blinking red button to respond to the assistant on the other end of the phone.
"The applicant is here. Do you want me to show them to the conference room?”
"Send them to my office." Takeomi turns from his desk and looks at the mirror across the room. Right below it, the glint of his "5 years strong" trophy shines in the sunlight spilling from the skyscraper windows.
Hair? Fixed.
Suit? Straight.
Head? Screwed... on.
There’s a knock on the door.
"Come in!" His assistant pushes the door open, then waves in someone behind them.
"Mr. Akashi, Ms. L/n."
When you walk through the door, Takeomi's mouth goes dry. Your hair - Takeomi starts there. You'd always had your hair down, but now it's slicked back into a low bun. Your face is lightly dusted with makeup, but even if you hadn't been wearing any, you still would have been so naturally beautiful. And your eyes. They're so -
"I'll leave you to it." His assistant closes the door quickly, and you shift nervously, smiling.
"Never thought I'd see you again."
Where have you been all this time?
“Do you not want to see me?"
"Never said that. This is a welcome surprise."
I've missed you.
"So... I'm going to interview for the open Marketing Director position…”
"It's yours." Stay with me.
"You haven't even seen my resume.”
"I don't need to." Takeomi stands, matching your position. “We can get you started as soon as you're ready.” I need you. Now.
"I have to finish up with some things at my old company. I'll be ready in two weeks."
"Alright." Takeomi smiles, sticking out his hand. "It's a deal." You shake it and for a second, energy shoots through his finger tips. "Would you… like to have a drink to celebrate?" You nod slowly, still holding his hand.
“Yeah. I’d like that.”
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"I must be dreaming," you whisper, arms wrapped around Takeomi’s neck.
"If you're dreaming, then I'm dead." You laugh, tossing your head back. Takeomi chuckles, swaying with you to the soft music on the rooftop bar, the man telling his love to put their head on his shoulder.
"I’ve thought about you everyday since we graduated." Takeomi admits.
"Oh, really?"
"Uh huh.”
"Lies."
"Really, I’m serious. I even had weird dreams." You giggle.
"Was I dressed in my frilly stuff?"
"All the frilly stuff." You shake your head, grinning while you stand on his feet. There's a long silence as Takeomi looks down at you, his lips parting to speak, but you press a finger to them.
"Do you know how much I've thought about you?" Takeomi indicates his lack of knowledge with a quick shake. "I know I told you that I didn't want to talk about that evening in the woods with you... but... I wanted you to know that it's not that I didn't like it... or you. I just didn't want to admit it." You run your finger over his lips tenderly, thinking about your last kiss, the last time he touched you, the last time he gripped your flesh. "Do you think about it?”
"All the time," he replies, swallowing past the lump in his throat. "All the time…”
You raise up on your toes and inch closer to him, whispering "me too" before your lips press against his for the first time in six years.
Takeomi shivers and cups the back of your neck, holding you delicately as if you'll pull away at any moment and reject him. “I guess you could say…” he murmurs, panting for air. "You've gotten under my skin."
“In the good way or the bad way?" you tease.
"Want to find out?” You did, and while not immediately, you find yourself on your back, allowing Takeomi to show you how hot and bothered you get him. When his hand creeps up to your neck, you relish in the sensation, your spine arching up in response.
You're under his spell. That is undeniable.
“I spent years hating you," you murmur as the plows into you and kisses up your neck.
"Yeah?" Takeomi wonders absentmindedly. You moan, gripping his back while he fucks you.
"It's so easy to mix up love and hate, I guess."
“Yeah," he repeats, softly cupping your cheek. "I’ve always known you loved me, baby."
"No, you didn't,” you whisper, smirking.
"I do now. Now, let’s enjoy this, you might go back to hating me tomorrow.”
“I would never!” you giggle as Takeomi kisses your lips and holds you close.
“Not letting you get away from me. Not this time."
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wakaoujisenhime · 3 years
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hello~ do you know these gif headcanons? Could you possibly do one for GOM and Kagami and how they would comfort you after a hard day?
A/N: hi there and yes I do, I’ve just never tried/done one of these before so this will be a first for me! Hope you will enjoy these and thank you for requesting it! (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭♥️
Tags: GoM and Kagami x reader ✅ fluff ✅
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Kuroko:
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❥ the moment he sees you enter your joint apartment he instantly knows that something’s up but he isn’t a man of many words so he’d just stand there with his usual soft and inviting smile, waiting for you to walk into his spread arms; he’d kiss the top of your head and whisper silent praises of how well you’d held on
Kagami:
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❥ “love goes through the stomach” as many say and Kagami is one of the fellow people who agree with that statement; when you come back home your beaten expression is message enough for the man to put on his apron and start preparing dinner for you and it was a matter of minutes for his professional cooking skills to catch your attention and make you smile at how playfully and professionally he prepares everything; the perks of joining him entail many kisses and even a couple of hugs
Kise:
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❥ the moment everything comes crashing down and you can’t hold your emotions back, whether you start crying, screaming, throwing stuff around, insulting people left and right Kise would stand aside and look at you with his big but glassy puppy eyes, his heart hurting up until the point where he’d stand in front of you and wait for you to lean on him for support
Midorima:
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❥ giving words of comfort was never this man’s forte, so he’d be more than just taken aback when he sees you being emotionally drained; while you’re lost in your thoughts trying to process everything, he’d start thinking of a way to distract you from it and what better way than with his love for horoscopes and stars? Midorima would simply come up to you, take your hand, bring you out to the terrace and start talking about constellations until even you have to giggle at his nerdy way of comfort
Aomine:
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❥ Aomine isn’t someone you’d like to have around when you had a bad day, he’s rather harsh and uninterested so that he doesn’t help much when needed, but there are times when even he himself just can’t help but want to support you, especially when it’s really hard for you; he’d stand in front of you and wait for you to say or do something and when you don’t he’d take matters in his own hands, press you against a wall, shower you with kisses, and wait until you’re ready to talk
Murasakibara:
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❥ no matter what kind of problem you’re facing, Murasakibara is always the anchor for you that would be there and help you with whatever, but in the majority of times you’d always be the one to go up to him and look for support; one day you were so agitated that you didn’t pay him any mind and continued brooding over the things that happened to you so when you felt his big arms wrap around you from behind you were more than just surprised, him kissing your neck and whispering comforting lines next to your ear was ultimately what made you melt against his broad chest
Akashi:
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❥ if there’s anyone more suited for comforting or bringing you on other thoughts then that’s him, not only is he able to figure out what bothers you, but he also knows when to stop asking/talking about it and change the subject; while you’re looking out of the window still not able to take your mind off today’s happenings, he’d light a couple of aromatic candles, put on some of your favorite relaxing music, and gently take your hands, wrap them around his neck, and start swaying from side to side alongside you, kissing you softly and caressing your head
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yandere!hayama kotaro
for anon who asked "For the yandere event Hayama pretty please 🥺"
so on the surface, you’d think he’s a good boyfriend, right? (well, good as far as yanderes go)
he’s especially excitable when it comes to you
he’ll listen to you talk about your hobbies for hours, eyes shining, getting so happy about it it’s like those hobbies are his own
just seeing you every morning gets him bouncing around, bombarding you with questions and comments: “how did you sleep? i bet you missed me, right? you definitely missed me. hey, can i stay over at yours tonight? you know what i dreamt about? you. yeah i dreamt about you. what about you?” and on it goes
(for the record, he asks all these questions but never lets you get a word in edgeways)
loves when you praise him more than anything else - to an unhealthy extent
if you tell him how cool he looked doing a certain skateboard trick, he’ll keep demanding you say it again and again and again, jumping around, getting way too close to your personal space, starting to shake you, shoving you in excitement etc
so you keep praising him and the praise does nothing for his self control
in short, he gets very intense
remember we’re still talking about nice hayama btw
nice hayama though, with all his excitement, can be dealt with
pretty much the only time he stills is if you hug him, or let him use your lap as a pillow
he’s a clingy little chap
you talk to anyone else and he’s wrapping his arms around you (always a little too tight - has no understanding of his own strength), refusing to leave for the duration of the conversation
then in the evening, cuddling together, he shoves his face in your back and repeats endlessly, “i’m your favourite, i’m your favourite, i’m your favourite…”
hayama is a creature that acts solely on emotions; he has little to no control of his own behaviour
he’s not the most irritable of people, but he does have his triggers, and they are quick acting
can go from slightly too cheery to cold and raging in seconds
this other side of hayama is vindictive
he despises criticism from you more than anyone else - and what’s scariest is that sometimes a perfectly innocent comment from you is treated as such, as just a joke, but sometimes it sets him off
hayama’s anger is hands on. he has to feel himself injure something (whether that be punching the wall or slamming himself against you) to even start to calm down
if he’s taking a board game with you seriously, and you win?
man’s throwing the pieces across the room, storming out
cause it’s an absolute in his mind that he is the coolest, the victor, and if you dare counter that, it’s like if you had told him he was worthless, that you don’t need him
oh and stay away from him after he’s had a bad day at basketball practice, or if akashi’s been picking on him too much
sometimes, sure, he just needs a cuddle and some kisses and he’s right as rain
but sometimes, if you ask if he’s okay, he stares at you, gaze unfocused, fists still clenched and you’d better move away before his anger is taken out on the wrong person
plus, more than anything else, he cannot stand if you’ve been too friendly with someone else
again, its that hands-on rage
you could be crying, begging him to forget that you went to a classmate’s house to work on a project, but he’s seeing red
he couldn’t careless about how you feel
if he has to shove you into the wall to get past you and to said classmate to “teach him what’s what”, he will
you think he gives a shit about any casualties when his blood is up?
no.
not even if that casualty is you.
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takenyoomies · 3 years
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Woohhhh event time! *SCREAMS*
Congratulations dear!
If it's still not taken can I have either a fluff or angst fic with my boy bonten!Kokonoi for prompt #9?
Soon as I saw the word dollar he's just the one I thought of. TYSM. 💲💲💲
Hey 💲 Anon... OH LORD I had some fun with this... and by fun uh... oops it's angst city. At this point, I'm gonna write a warning for "don't say angst unless you want pain™" I hope you like it though! (as a note, 💲 anon messaged me correcting themselves, for a different prompt haha)
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"Said No More Counting Dollars, We'll Be Counting Stars..." 100 Follower Event Prompt/Masterlist
Title: Counting Stars Pairing: Hajime Kokonoi x Fem!Reader Characters: Hajime Kokonoi, Rindou Haitani, Ran Haitani, Haruchiyo "Sanzu" Akashi(mentioned), Takeomi Akashi(mentioned) Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Some Fluff. WC: 1544 Trigger Warnings: Character Death, Suicide, Murder Summary: Koko has been working non-stop. Trapped is an understatement, perhaps suffocated would be a better term in comparison for his situation as an executive member of Bonten. When he gets a message on his phone from you saying that you both need to talk, he knows that something in his life needs to change.
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It had been several weeks since he’d last seen you. Perhaps that was for the best, as the obligations at work seemed to pile on his shoulders like pointless lead weights. While he considered reaching out to you, the prying eyes of his colleagues once again seemed to deter him from any and all action. Trapped was an understatement. Suffocation was perhaps the best way to describe how Hajime Kokonoi felt in his position as an executive of Bonten. It wasn’t until his phone screen lit up one particularly hellish afternoon, one where he’d balanced several upcoming budgets for the gang as well as settled debts for numerous underlings, that he realized just how long it had been.
We need to talk.
The message sank into his bones heavier than the lead weights that anchored him to the gang, to his obligations, and his life within some shady and seedy business. Slowly, his fingers pressed into the keys of the disposable phone. Each key solidifying the raw emotion he felt every passing moment until his well-manicured thumb hovered over the enter key. Internally, he questioned if there was time for emotion, feeling, wanting, and even love within his lifestyle.
“Kokonoi, can you check over this...”
He pressed enter, sliding the device into his pocket as he swallowed whatever dignity he had left for the day.
“Sure.”
The salty area by the pier tickled Kokonoi’s nose as his heels tapped their gentle rhythm along the pavement alongside the deserted warehouse. Meeting in a remote location was nothing new for the two of you, and perhaps that was the only way you could meet because of all of the bugs Takeomi had set up as of late. However, he didn’t feel comfortable in his apartment anymore, and the paranoia was beginning to creep in on him like a bad case of honeysuckle in the Spring. Climbing the rust-laden stairs, Kokonoi only hoped that at the top would be some semblance of peace compared to what awaited once again at the bottom. He heaved the door open, revealing a woman standing alone.
“Hi, Koko.” She said a smile on her face. He hated that she could smile at a time like this, that she could remain so calm when she should be angry with him, upset, anything other than calm.
“Hi, y/n.” He replied, his voice threatening to shake though holding firm as he walked towards her, taking her into his arms.
“...You’re shaking.”
Dammit.
“It’s cold, huh?” He lied with a laugh as he pulled away from her, his tongue protruding slightly from his lips.
“Don’t lie, Koko; it doesn’t suit you.”
Urgh.
His eyes softened a bit as he breathed a gentle sigh, “You always did have a knack for seeing through me like glass, huh.”
“Comes with dealing with someone like you.” She joked, reaching forward and brushing a loose piece of hair away from his face. Her gentle fingers tickling his cheek as they scraped past his ear and folded the stray lock behind it, “Have you been sleeping?”
He considered lying to spare her feelings once more, to spare her worry, pain, everything. Though, his concealer couldn’t conceal a lie that was sincerely so obvious to anyone from the outside looking in on his pitiful life. He shook his head, a sheepish smile tugging at his lips, as sad as it may have looked to most. She sighed, lightly hitting him on the head, even surprising himself.
“You idiot, how are you going to work if you’re tired all the time!”
“H...Huh!?” Koko replied in exasperation, blinking repeatedly.
She grinned, placing her hands on her hips, “There. You look better already.”
He stared ahead at the grinning woman in front of him, raising a brow at her actions before sighing, “Let’s sit.”
“So, Koko…” “So, y/n…”
“I wasn’t done.”
“I know.”
He didn’t want her to finish the question as the two of them went and hung their legs over the side of the warehouse that overlooked the pier. The moon had cast a gentle hue over the area, the tide gently flowing in the background with the occasional crash of a large wave making its wake known. Kokonoi stared up at the stars and smiled at how clear the sky was, slowly picking out a couple of constellations that Inupi and Akane had shown him in books before.
“They’re pretty tonight.”
He snapped out of his train of thought, only to hear a small giggle, “Thinking about something?” She asked him.
There was quite literally a lot on his mind. The past, the present, the future. His stomach churned at the thought of the future.
“I was thinking; I’d rather be counting them…” He motioned to the stars, “Than money.”
Thinking a moment, the woman beside him shrugged, “Well, why don’t you.”
Kokonoi clicked his tongue, “It’s not that simple, y/n.”
“But isn’t it?” She counters.
Inhaling sharply, Kokonoi looked to the pavement below, “I’ll never be free from them.”
There’s a calm smile on her face as she takes his hand into her own, “That’s okay because we could do it together.”
Kokonoi stared on in shock, his heart beating remarkably fast. He wants to doubt her, he wants to forget what she’s said, but part of him has to ask, “You mean that?”
“I do.” She confirmed.
He swallowed heavily, looking to the side slightly, “I’ll...I’ll think about it.”
“I hope you do. You...don’t look as happy as when we first met.” She explained, leaning into him with a sigh, “I’m worried about you.”
I am too.
“I’ll be okay. Life hasn’t taken me out just yet.” Kokonoi replied.
She sighed, looking at him with a sad face, “I should get going, though. It’s close to two in the morning.”
“Do you want me to walk you to your car?”
“Nope, I’m a big kid.” She said as she stood, brushing off her pants.
Kokonoi snorted, “Sure, the type who still complains about peppers in their food.” He held out his hand, “Help me up?”
y/n pouted as she pulled the man to his feet, “Hey, you love eating them.”
“Guilty as charged.” He snickered, pressing a kiss to her forehead, “Be safe.”
“Same to you.” y/n replied, “Think about what I said, though.”
As she walked away, Kokonoi bit his lip. Perhaps leaving the gang wouldn’t be the worst idea. Bonten wouldn’t suffocate him daily anymore, and the feeling of being trapped by the daily rat race would disappear in a flash. The more and more he thought about it, the more and more it appealed to him.
That was until a slow round of applause began from behind him.
He whipped his head around, white locks trailing in the wind as he laid eyes upon a dark figure approaching in the moonlight.
“Well, well...that’s quite the show she put on.”
Kokonoi’s stomach sank as the youngest Haitani appeared from the shadows of the warehouse, his long hair blowing in the salty air. A bored smirk on his features as his hands sank to his sides, “Now, Kokonoi...Mind explaining what you’ve been up to tonight?”
“You...you followed me?!” He spoke in disbelief, his almond eyes blinking abruptly as he brought a hand to his lips. He was going to be sick, “How long have you been?”
The purple-haired man let out a distorted chuckle before sighing, “Duh?” He approached, close enough you could smell the bergamot cologne he used, “We follow everyone suspected of betraying.”
Kokonoi stared straight ahead, his blood running cold. We.
“Where is he-”
There was a gunshot. Kokonoi’s legs attempted to carry him to the edge of the building, only to have his arm gripped by the younger Haitani.
“Ah, Ah...Now, what are you doing...?" Rindou teased, “You don’t care about some scrap, do you?”
“You’re sick; you’re both sick!” He cried, attempting to shake his arm loose.
“Rindou~ I’m done!” The older Haitani called from below, “I’m going to put it in the pier to wash away the evidence.”
It? y/n wasn’t an it?!
“Fine by me.” Rindou called back, turning his sights back to Kokonoi, “Now...Sanzu’s gonna want to know all about this.”
“I didn’t say shit,” Kokonoi growled, only for Rindou to sigh and pull out a tape recorder.
“Yeah. About that.”
If this is what trapped animals felt like, Kokonoi suddenly understood why they fought for their lives rather than gave in. The thought of having to deal with Haruchiyo Sanzu on top of the Haitani brothers. Something snapped inside him.
“...You want me to balance the books?” He asked quietly, his voice quivering.
“Yeah, that’s why we keep you around?” Rindou replied boredly, not paying attention as he checked his phone.
Kokonoi smiled to himself as he quickly slid out of his jacket, “Well, tough fucking shit!” His legs carrying him to the edge of the building, Rindou screaming a loud “HEY!”
Kokonoi stared over the edge a moment, watching the sinking sedan, Ran staring up at him, and once again, the pale stars looked down upon him. Finally, he closed his eyes and hoped that maybe with his luck, he could fly.
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haitaniapologist · 2 years
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𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐄'𝐒 𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 !!!!
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first of all, thank you so much !!! i never thought i would reach this milestone so quickly, and i'm so amazed and even honoured that so many people enjoyed my work that they decided to follow me. and as a gift for that and to return all your love, i came up with a lil ask game !!!
the rules are pretty simple: just chose a sentence of the sentence starters i'll put under the read more, your favorite tokyo revengers character (i'll write for any of them!!!) and send them in my ask (anonymously or not, as much as you like) and i'll write a little drabble (i can't promise it'll be little hdjkfksf) for you !!! my askbox will be open from today, 03/18 from 12pm (gmt-3) to 03/21 at 12am (gmt-3) to receive requests, and i'll be updating what i received under the cut too.
so, enjoy and again, thank you so much for all the love !!! 🤍🤍
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SENTENCE STARTERS:
short angst sentence starters.
oblivious idiots in love.
it's all about the yearning.
soft dirty talk.
random dialogue.
sacred romantic moments.
CHARACTERS RECEIVED:
sanzu haruchiyo with + "promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up" (requested by rika)
haitani ran + "i didn't want to tell you until i was sure, but... i'm pregnant." (requested by claire)
mitsuya takashi + "are you asking me out?" "no. i mean... yes, maybe, as… friends?" (requested by @/anotherpretencioushipster)
haitani rindou + "if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i'd say yes." "what about today?" (requested by @/caramiriel)
haitani ran + "it’s just an innocent kiss." & dense!reader (requested by @/nviene)
akashi takeomi + "you’re my whole world, you know." (requested by aria)
haitani rindou + "you deserve better than me, you know." (requested by sev)
sanzu haruchiyo + "you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?" (requested by ray)
kurokawa izana + "things would be so much easier if we were honest with each other." (requested by lune)
sano manjiro + "i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you." (requested by anonymous)
ryuguji ken + "you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need." (requested by anonymous)
haitani rindou + "if you keep looking at me like that, i'm not responsible for what next." (requested by @/elnitta)
mitsuya takashi + "you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please." (requested by anonymous)
kisaki tetta + "look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t feel something for me." (requested by anonymous)
hanemiya kazutora + "do you think that this, us… do you think it could ever… be something more?" (requested by anonymous)
kurokawa izana + "i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there." (requested by anonymous)
haitani rindou + "do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?" (requested by anonymous)
haitani ran + "you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours." (requested by anonymous)
kurokawa izana + "i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy." (requested by anonymous)
hanma shuji + "let's be alone together." (requested by anonymous)
akashi takeomi + "we're not just friends. you know that." (requested by anonymous)
hitto kakucho + "i always miss you, even when you're next to me." (requested by anonymous)
kawata twins + "like, moving in together? you spend all your time here anyway." (requested by anonymous)
kokonoi hajime + "i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?" (requested by anonymous)
izana kurokawa + "i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me." (requested by anonymous)
haitani ran + "you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it." (requested by anonymous)
kawata souya + "when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you." & "it’s dark outside, and it’s raining. my arms are much safer." (requested by anonymous)
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