#and im laughing a bit tbh

[spearxwind]

Whole gang's here :]

#first thing im able to actually sit down and draw in two months barring some color tests i did for talas and hades #if my kids are the thing that pulls me out of artblock again im gonna laugh sooo fucking hard dudes lmao #anyway god i love these guys so much. i really do #windyart #extinction #alex #riptide #c #danger #ethan #orion #its been SOOOO LONGGG since i drew danger too god damn but i love them so muhc too i missed em #tbh i missed all these guys a LOT you cant even imagine. the shame of the comic was just weighing so harshly on my shoulders #i think now if i accept im not gonna go back to it for my own wellbeing i actually can have fun with these guys again #also im trying to do diff things with the colors and textures on sketches!! i be experimanting 👍 #not quite what i had in mind but its enough for now! #i may be emotional a little bit ough ough ough

[turtletoria]

some guy that hasnt shaved in a while

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #dr two brains #steven boxleitner #teehee #i have stayed awake at night because of how much i want to grow a beard #idk why. it just looks fun #then again theres maintenance involved and i am. too tired for that #also i love trixie mattels hi old bit #hi old! hi bald! #also this was also facial hair practice tbh. pls dont laugh at me #im looking at this again and he looks like a dad. lmao. im not cryign #also im a huge boxleitner wears glasses truther i swear to gosh he is a man that has poor eyesight but is so against wearing glasses for one #reason or another. his lab goggles are prescription!!!!!!!

[slightlyunconventional]

j/on s/ims the type of guy to wait until the very very last second before pausing a tape to sneeze...... like?? he definitely is in denial about needing to sneeze despite it literally being about to happen

#now im imagining his voice slooowly getting breathier and breathier with the occasional hitch between words- #-and then the tape clicks on and off and suddenly hes back to normal (for now) #what if he was about to sneeze and then. tried to turn off the recorder but slipped/missed or wtv and didnt have time to try again #imagine THAT in a recording #then maybe t/im (idk much about him yet tbh) is listening back to the tapes and comes across this one #talks to j/on about it while trying not to laugh #j/on is very grumpily like “yes i know ill have to rerecord it dont REMIND me” #and t/im is like “actually thats pretyy funny you should leave that in” #cue j/on being all “do you have any idea how *disgusting* .... blah blah blah.... MORTIFYING not to mention UNPROFESSIONAL- #“-(indistinct pissed-off rambling)” #t/im is like “ok chill i was joking pleas e” #Sorry that got away frkm me a bit #k talks #t/ma

[dnangelic]

still the sole panel thatd make me forgive him for everything hes ever done

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #this dude is always yelling or looking smug off his rocker sugisaki gracing me with this panel #and this panel only. so blessed so grateful etc etc #was thinking ab how dark like Never Laughs actually #the only time he does is (if not here) at risa for bringing up daisuke on their date #otherwise he's only ever been smug(tm) #which is funny to compare to the fact daisuke's too nervous to like genuinely laugh most of the time #he's laughed at riku for being afraid of bears in the woods #and a bit with takeshi (tho hes usually just annoyed by takeshi tbh) #what im saying is if u make dark or dai laugh a lot they must reaaaaaaally like u.

[perenlop]

the image of various scenes with TR crossdressing with the caption “team rocket, destroying gender roles since 1997” has done so much damage to pokemon community and even more damage to the people who haven’t watched anipoke in years and hail them the best queer rep ever from vague memories from their childhood alone

FOR REAL TBH like truly just ignoring that all of those scenes are intended to mock them.

ik its not a big deal its just a pole that i wasnt even following, but something that annoyed me specifically with the one poll was when jessie was against lillie and everyone was like "OMG VOTE JESSIE BC ITS PRIDE MONTH SO YOU HAVE TO OR YOU HATE THE GAYS!!!!!" when like... im sorry lillie has more genuine lgbt hinting than jessie does sldjfslkdfjslkd.

like sure its not the biggest thing ever but one of these characters was pouring their heart out to a girl in the rain about how important she is to her and how much she depends on her while a rainbow comes out, has an arc about breaking out of the strict roles her mother forced her into, and literally gets an RGU reference in the anime and a deeply devoted "best friend", and its not jessie. sure none of that is exactly explicit groundbreaking stuff and i personally wouldnt say youre meant to see lillie as bi, but its more than what jessie's got

#tbh tho ive been watching the earlier pokemon movies in my server and while their role is minimal obviously #i do think i havent been giving enough credit to gens 1-3 TR and kinda gen 4 TR #bc they are genuinely really funny in those first few seasons #i think im just lost in bw/xy/jn hell where they were just EXTREMELY tedious and unfunny #i think part of it is that they stop caring about their little quirks and backstories come gen 5 #and never remembered it again outside of sm #(and even then james's backstory ik is sorta played for laughs? halfway? kinda? #like his abuse is sorta framed as ''HA HA hes getting beaten up by a WOMAN'') #but like james's collection is barely brought up during that era #i also have some issues with how they are in dp bc theyve got both good and bad episodes there. leaning towards bad #and im reeeeally not a fan of how they characterize jessie in comparison to the guys #but idk. genuine thing does anything actually really post abt post dp TR #besides obviously the super dedicated fans and SM (which they are good in ill completely admit to that) #theres like.... two scenes of JN going around and one of them is a bit thats unrelated to them and couldve gone to someone else #mail #d0vegum #btw LOVE the yellowfang setup. lesbian yellowfang real

[bingobongobonko]

also again to ppl who know me and folks who dont anyway, i still like u regardless of if we're mutuals or not so, genuinely sorry it feels like this year i'm kinda more unhinged and unstable than usual. believe me i know, and idk. trying to put into words. it is getting easier to talk about mental health, i think roleplaying and writing again really has made that easier for me to communicate certain feelings and going ons in my head, i guess i just dont like people being in the crossfire. so if i ever say any crazy shit in the spur of any kind of breakdown anywhere, do know i WILL be fine, i often end up fine, i just again, way more unstable than usual and for that im super sorry. a lot of folks have been very kind about it, and it means a lot, i guess what im tryna say is that this might be by new norm for a bit and i bitterly accept this and do whatever i can. i just want to preface that no one is in any capacity to feel responsible for me. if i say something crazy DO assume im working it out and im trying to get it together, dont feel bad for me ykwim. just be like. Damn that guys losing his mind. sucks. because i PROMISE you ill be fine.

#warning cuz yeah #maybe like 3 breakdowns back to back between normal moods #little bit embarassing #ik nobody laughing at me for being fucked in the head but its still a little mortifying to see the things i say sometimes when im out of it #think of it as me just experiencing a lapse in judgement tbh #cuz thats not how i think about things. its actually so much better than that i just yk #anyway yea im like a tiger in an enclosure. if im losing my shit just kinda idk. aint much you can do and thats completely ok #its just a liiiittle difficult to cope recently but i got my things. i do come back from it

[tkbrokkoli]

just had the worst hair cut experience :(

#not fandom related #personal log stardate #was rly dysphoric abt my hair so i booked an appointment online where you can basically get your hair cut immediately #booked a men's haircut. tried to be as masculine as possible when i went there. i did Not pass as a guy. they thought i was a woman #the whole time. when i wanted to pay the hairdresser was like 'you booked an appointment for a men's cut but you're a woman right?' #she asked that bc for woman the haircuts are more expensive and for men they're cheaper. like. #for a women's haircut you have to pay 20 € more lol. anyway i felt... not much tbh. i looked her in the eye and shook my head #to indicate no im not a woman and she rang me up for a men's cut #i don't feel all that much rn either it's just. looks like i don't pass. there's not much i can do. #i cant dress any more masculine my hair is short i use mens shampoo and deodorant #its probably my high voice. also im small. it might just be my ~vibe~ im a shy kinda person idk #guess i just have to wait for T to work its magic. so far nothing has rly happened #i actually had a cold and not a voice drop but i think ever since i /can/ speak a tiny bit deeper if i try #idk if my levels are good. my next appointment is in april so i just gotta be patient and wait #what's actually most bothersome abt today is that i couldn't play it cool. if this had happened to a cis guy and he would've been asked if #he's a woman he would've laughed it off or been offended and it would've been ridiculous to him. for me it was the worst come true and it #made me extremely insecure and i feel if i had just the confidence that a cis guy has it wouldn't have made me that uncomfortable and i #could've just brushed it off #anyway i gotta focus on my exams now anyway so ill just try to brush this experience off #the hairdresser wasnt even transphobic when i shook my head no im not a woman her eyes were sort of soft but calculating like she accepted #me i think but just the fact that it happened that i do Not pass that i Do have to out myself and can't just be myself w/o being questioned #hurts #also to my mutuals ive read your comments and messages i just havent had the energy to answer yet. i love you guys <3

[ahalliance]

smth smth grian always ending up permakilling the ones he loves. he beats scar to death in third life, he shoots both mumbo and jimmy to death in last life, and kills bigb by proxy here in double life. always the people he’s allied with and has grown to care about. and maybe that’s why he’s holding scar to such a distance this time around; what’s the point in building up strong relationships founded on love and loyalty when you’ll always end up the one to murder them?

#double life smp #grian #double life smp spoilers #dl spoilers s5 #going a little bit bonkers over this idea sorry #tbh im just thinking of how u can incorporate martyn’s watcher lore into this. #the watchers are fucking with all the past evo members to increase the entertainment value #they torment martyn directly they ensure jimmy dies first every time bc he’s listener adjacent #they subtly manipulate grian into always taking out the ones he loves most #they pair him with scar again bc they want another third life and grian tries his best to stay away from scar bc he knows it’ll just end in #tragedy again but he can’t help but laugh and have fun with scar bc he’s scar. god #life series is sooo fun to play around with like u can rly look at it from so many angles #jay rambles #grian.txt

[kaeyapilled]

O wise Kaeyapilled, tell us more about this "fem kaeya butch realness"

*sitting on a high throne, looking very wise and vaguely bored* i simply think.... we should make fem kaeya more butch.

#most ask ever thank you so much #kaeya is the slightest bit effeminate with all his pavon coding and flair for aesthetics and dramatics #in a genderbend id like to see the opposite done #that was what crossed my mind when i ppsted that but tbh it was just a fleeting thought. it was definitely past 11pm that says a lot #butch fem kaeya still has a flair for aesthetics and dramatics of course shes just delightfully masc #you know perhaps this is yet another case of fem kaeya vs masc kaeya and he looks the exact same in both pictures. #yeah im fond of the concept how could you tell (has reused the same joke multiple times) #not my fault if people not only laugh but also enable me each time #askpilled #kaeyaposting #kaeya alberich #fem kaeya butch realness...............

[luckyemocode]

i always forget naegi/togami is like... a popular ship i guess so theres ppl who think like Deeply about togami and i just wha

#just saw a post that was like 'is byakuya smart? absolutely' and i cant stop laughing and being like ?????????? what #bc 1. whos thinking about togami enough to be like Oh Yea Hes Smart 2. hes Not????????????/ he has like financial knowledge but how is that #a measure of intelligence esp in the context of danganronpa universe (+ esp in the context of like dr1 killing game) #like how do u finish the second chapter of dr1 being like Yes This Guy Is A Thinker HOW #and 3. really out of all the characters in dr who the fuck is thinking abt togami #-> and the answer is just idk basic main male character x 2nd most relevant male character shipping I GUESS #also the post this was in was criticizing the black+white view ppl have with 'smart' vs 'dumb' characters so no ill will there or anything #will queue it in a bit #just funny bc like I Do Not think abt togami much let alone think of him as the Smart One of anything #like tbh naegi is probably 'smarter' but i have a feeling his optimism makes him have like the stupid label between them w.e #(which in turn makes togami the smart one i guess?) #so yea just a moment of someone being like 'heres an issue in the fandom' and me being like 'mhm agree' but that example being like what #bc its something i dont really see/never seek out/not how i think of the character/dont interact w fanon for this character etc #lol anyways time to fill my queue up sorry it ran out on the weekend but i only like to reblog stuff when im at work lmao #time theft my beloved <3

[sherbetyy]

uuggrrrhhh can people not yell when i mess up ? it doesn’t help. like at all

#spilt paint water on stuff on my floor :( #so it is my fault and i’m clumsy yeah but yelling doesn’t help me thanks anyway #i just end up unnecessarily crying my eyes out like always and then i can’t communicate so what’s the point in that. #i raise my voice sometimes but it’s so easy to not start yelling in my face everything i did wrong #sorry again for the rant i’m jus upset. we were literally joking around and laughing right before i did that. makes me a bit more sad #i put my rants in the tags cause tbh i’m too afraid to put them on the main post #that’s scary idk why #i need to sleep i think my eyes hurt. almost out of ibuprofen #i saw some nice art today and listened to some music and im a little better now but still upset a bit . #if you are still here somehow uh. hi #thanks for listening byby goodnight #☎️ #rant

[entropy-sea-system]

I think g3 movie 2 made Toralei my fave maybe because it shows her mental health issues a bit and also g3 show started showing how her behaviour was linked to issues as well and I relate to that a lot as someone w personality disorders

#also idk but maybe the actress salena qureshi being part desi in the live action was like !! #bc even if shes a villain sort of (Im wary of media like Venom making the desi character the villain) #and Im south asian so #I hardly see characters in western media be south asian !!!! #and dont fucking point me to the shows made by mindy kaling just bc desi bc I said that #shes literally sexually harassed costars and actors working under her and #never took accountability for it and laughed it off in interviews #(she made that velma show too) #anyways. idk #derailed my post a bit in the tags I guess but yeah #its also funny that w Catra a similar character it was fucking painful to watch what happened onscreen #lets be honest canon fucked her over so bad #especially in early seasons. only her ending is peaceful #I dont even ship catradora I dont exactly ship catra or adora w anyone tbh #maybe w therapy lol #but this time its like. thats my cluster b headcanon blorbo hello #before you ask just bc I relate to toralei Im not a bully or someone who fearmongers about minorities. #I just relate to doing shit for attempting to get attention from peers and being guarded bc of trauma #and some of the ways I acted around ppl when I was younger and less able to control my emotions or attempt to understand my disorders

[todayisafridaynight]

Outing myself as the earlier anon bc the only reason I remembered the first picture of the driver is because when I was scrolling past I thought he was wearing airpods

maybe thats how he's able to bear being aoki's driver for so long

#snap chats #fave #PLEASEJLAREKVLKAE #ALSO I HAVE TO SAY I SHOWED MY FRIEND THIS CAUSE SHE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I WAS GIGGLING AT #AND SHE ALL 'oh mate in the front's very handsome :)' #'i think you could look like him if you grew your facial hair out and styled your hair like his' LIKE MA'AM WHY ARE YOU SAYIN ANY OF THIS #completely ignoring aoki in the back ACTUAL legend behavior ill be tbh bless her #BUT YEAH NO IM GONA LAUGH AT THIS FOR A BIT DONT LOOK AT ME #thats my truth now.... always has airpods in to drown out most of aoki's evil monologuing...

[goddslayerr]

Questions for Problematic/Villain muses (sending u some too!) 3. What's an inherently problematic view your character holds 7. Do you ever think that despite your muses actions/morality they do have a point when it comes to their reasons? 10. Is a healthy relationship (platonic or otherwise) possible with your muse? 14. Is your muses morality compliance or does it follow a strict set of rules?

3. What's an inherently problematic view your character holds

"if it doesn't concern me, then i have no business getting involved." this is something that i've thought about a lot - ashton is selfish. very selfish. it's one of their worst traits, and i can see this line of thinking being inherently problematic because ashton has turned their back on so many horrible things.

a contractor wants me to kill this person? fine, it's not like i knew them anyways. they have a family? not my problem. despite the fact that they advocate for a much less government-controlled world, it's mostly done out of self interest rather than something they do for the greater good. they are only seeking revenge, and they are willing to rip apart potential allies if they start getting in the way of their own goal.

7. Do you ever think that despite your muses actions/morality they do have a point when it comes to their reasons?

honestly when it comes down to it, the only reasonable thing that i can think of is ashton wanting full eradication of the world nobles. nobody should hold enough power where they can freely enslave people without any kind of repercussions. given their own history with being enslaved and being forced to endure the cruelness of celestial dragons, their views are understandable at the very least.

10. Is a healthy relationship (platonic or otherwise) possible with your muse?

platonically? absolutely! when it comes to friends, ashton is nothing but supportive. they know when to draw a line and being their friend is probably one of the safest routes to go with them in terms of relationships.

when it comes to romantic or otherwise intimate relationships, that's where things get a bit... tricky.

i'm sure if it came to the right person, there's a chance that they could have a healthy relationship, but ashton has a very bad habit of borderline worshiping their lover like a personal god. any morals for them go out the window when it comes to romantic relations. oh, someone talked badly about x? i'll just kill them then. or alternatively: if x wants me to do y, i see no issues with it, no matter how immoral it might be.

it's deeply, deeply unhealthy and is probably a big reason why i don't find myself actively seeking out romantic ships. i'm not against them! but ashton has such a twisted view of intimacy that i can't imagine them being remotely healthy unless a healthy dynamic is specifically discussed with me.

14. Is your muses morality compliance or does it follow a strict set of rules?

ashton has their own set of rules when it comes to morality. i've mentioned this a few times before, but their captain (karter) regularly kidnaps and eats people, which are both pretty immoral things to do. they definitely don't like that he does these things, but these people are strangers to them, so karter can do whatever the hell he wants to them just so long as he keeps them out of it.

they do not care what other people think of them, because, hey, they're already wanted dead. nothing's gonna change that outcome, so why even bother trying to conform to social rules and laws that the government created?

#ashy rambles :: ooc #videcoeur #ty for the ask!! >:] #i love exploring personal morals w villain characters! its always so fun #i sometimes genuinely forget that ashton is supposed to be a villain bc i have a tendency to write them off as a joke character #and tbh that's how i imagine they'd be like if they were really canon #their dynamic with karter can be outright comedic and im sure theyd be used for laughs. but when you take a deeper look at who they are #as characters it's kind of like 'oh. maybe theyre a bit fucked up actually' #id love to write them as a proper villain someday but for now theyre just here to goof off and meet new people

[troutpopulation]

wee wee wee i loooove matt :) im so into him my orc bf

#i love my bf!! hes so babygirl hes genuinely so sweet and kind and gentle and passionate wawawaaa #I love his smile and his pretty doe eyes and his sweet puppy face and his beard and his pouty lips heem heem #i love how tall and Big he is his weehehehe... giant musclebear bf... i love his big strong torso and grabbing handfuls of his chesthair eh #i love all his bits and jokes and his random history tangents and all his hot takes and how he laughs and his love of small animals #I love being in the car with him and listening to music and gaming and cuddling and parallel play and going on adventures and wrestling #hes so talented and such a gentleman and i love his style and how sensitive he is he makes me feel so loved and cared for and protected and #taken care of and endeared and lucky hes so fucking weird and bizarre im so obsessed with him #i am so happy that its mutual and he is very open with how about me he is and doesnt just tell me hes abt me but shows it consistently #i love feeling lucky and proud to be with him thats the best ive never felt that way with anyone before #i love that he has so many different interests and loves to share them and has lots of pals and we get along. he makes my life so much fun #i could go on forever tbh

[sharlsainz]

'no no she can't know im crushing hard over guys twice my age,' i said to myself as im trying my hardest not to get too excited when i talk about them

#i just need her not to google them and realized how old they are #got my roommate to watch moon knight and as soon as oscar isaac appeared she went 'ohh it's they guy you've been posting' i died laughing #a tiny bit embarrassed tbh but as long as she and anyone else knows how old he is i think im good #good thing they don't know about my other crushes #okay ill shut up now #oscar isaac #sebastian stan #matthew gray gubler #mgg #chris evans #hayden christensen #christian bale #tom hiddleston #can't think of anyone else but there's probably more