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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months
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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook#i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort#to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop#being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol#i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like#let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and#make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works#ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil#ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations#bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess#its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively#health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by#medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think#of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf#my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its#bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror#when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the#most me coded character to ever exist#unrelated
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stonerzelda · 9 months
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Randomly woke up wide awake probably due 2 the impending stress of today and am now debating if i take a shower at 4:30am or naught
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merry-the-cookie · 2 years
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#teresa.txt#dont read the tags lol im just going insane in here it has been. it has been at day so far lmfao#listen i am going thru it right now. im gonna take a shower im gonna lie down im gonna pass out while i watch a show on my phone or somethin#that lady at the tattoo parlor was. ive never wanted to punch someone in the teeth so bad than i do right now#culmination of all the events of this morning#walking to the closest doctor 30min away and feeling like rambo in the fucking jungle cus theres no sIDEWALK IN THIS FUCKING PLACE#walking back to this fucking shop thats fINALLY OPEN AFTER CLOSING WITHOUT ANY INFO OR UPDATE#THIS LADY TELLING ME I SHOULDVE CALLED AND TEXTED WHEN I IN FACT /VERY MUCH DID THAT/!!!!!!#being all short and condescending with me about iNFORMATION SHE DIDNT GIVE ME IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#talking to me like im dumb for going to see a dr instead of her whEN I FUCKING TRIED BUT THEY WERE CLOSED AND WOULDNT ANSWER THE PHONE!!!!!!#LIKE BITCH WTF DID YOU WANT ME TO DOOOOOO#YOU NEVER TOLD ME HOW LONG I WAS SUPPOSED TO KEEP THEM IN FFS LMFAO#so now i gotta wait at least a month to go back and get these piercings done all over again#but i dont know that i wanna go to that place again LMFAO i think is rather just. find someplace else#even if its a bit more pricey like. i dont wanna see her face again LMFAO#i have Not slept i am still pmsing my period is incredibly late so i know#oh i know. that its gonna kick my fucking ass#i am gross i had to walk right next to the crops under the burning sun for close to an hour total i am sweaty i am Murderous#the fucking i ternet people are assholes we have been here almost three months and they still manage to fuck us over we sTILL DONT HAVE WIFI#literally just. teresa and the no good terrible very bad week. its wednesday lmfaogjfjkshfkdjf#incredible. almost impressive#what a fucking waste of time#yeah no i cant go back to that girl i will crumble to dust
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astrxealis · 1 year
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head hurts a Bit rn but also no regrets
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LAST NIGHT (super early morning) was so FUN#and also LAST NIGHT (last night)#i played songs the first few minutes tbh like. okay nvm i played songs until the speaker ran out of battery (under an hour!)#first song of the year was flow bcs hell yeah. timed perfectly so that it fits w the 'deep dark far away' and AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH#theres this gaming club im in right. for school. and we have a disc server where i lurk a lot and read basically everything#but usually don't reply GAJRHEJDJBFSJ ANYWAYS they called us numbers and integers and even anons in the chat wtf#kinda funny. took me back to when dad jokes to us abt being B1 and B2 (BANANAS IN PAJAMAS YOOOOO)#okay anyways. man i was really worried thisd be the worst (b)day of my life but so far it's been pretty great. man.#i'm not used to receiving gifts or nice words from others to be frank like uhh outside of the usual customary greetings#i am Also not used to others spending money for me. guhdkfbsjfb. considering i also don't even use it for myself or for others#BUT YEAH .... shocker morning and i think i was kinda hyper ngl. was gonna get a minion but i realized you cant do that anymore#so the minion i wanted was aerith :)) so then yk! i made a joke afterwards haha :))) rip#i'm EVIL. anyways love that friend he's really like a big bro and really fun to talk to and tease#interesting to think abt bcs idk if it's the same for him but! he is our only close friend w a twin. and so are we#and dudes not as close w his (older) twin so i think he and i kinda like. get each other. NOT THAT I'M NOT CLOSE W LUNE but yeah ??#younger twin things! really coincidental tho fr... i even remember being Slightly annoyed by them first meeting. how things change#really glad w this last year tbh bcs i've met a lot of great people and grew more! lots of bad moments too ofc but i super love the good <3#cheers to this next year being hopefully Great despite all the flaws <3 esp bcs uhm. it's. yeah KDHSKDBSK#being a teen is so PAINFUL ...... but it's part of life and a stage i am ever willing to walk ^___^#BUT ANYWAYS LAST NIGHT (EARLY MORNING) THAT WAS SO FUN BUT FUNNY LMFAO#actually uh yikes what#okay something happened HELP i am a bit confused w my dad rn#kinda frustrating tho bcs Bro ... it is my Special Day ...... you cld. yk. be chill ant it
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dunmertwink · 1 year
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#I AM SO STRESSED OUT TODAY IM LIKE SHAKING AND VIBRATING IN MY BAG OF SOUR PATCH KIDS#the watermelon ones#okay i was supposed to get a package today but it needed to be signed for BUT i had an appointment#my dad was home so i let him know i was getting a package that needed to be signed for and he agrees to watch for it#okay cool! i aksed him last night#as i was leaving for my appointment this morning he was asleep#i was like okay... hes probably gonna wake up soon its like 1030am#so i get back and what do i see as i get to the front door?#a note from ups saying sorry we missed you! see you in one business day#its friday so that means id have to wait until monday#😡😡😡😡😡😡#im like wtf! i go in the house and hes still sleeping!!!!!!#by this time its like 1230pm#im so mad!!! i had to make phonecalls today#it was awful#im shaking lmaoooo#like... youre not allowed to wake my dad up either cause he'll like.. bite your head off#but like?? mf did you forget?? i asked you to watch the door#and he goe oh haha i went to bed at 6am!! ☺️☺️#mf this aint funny!!!!!#i made 3 phonecalls and im getting my package today but that was so awful like 4 hours of my day was just being on hold with two companies#shaking and crying and throwing up#but instead of it getting delivered to me i have to go pick it up in east bumfuck#so they call me to tell me that when the truck comes back they'll call me so i can go get it#and i check the store theyre sending me to and its closed?!?!?#so i call AGAIN and they tell me nope thats ok someone will be there for when the truck driver returns#I FUCKING HOPE SO WHAT A MESS#this is no ones fault but my own for thinking i could rely on mfs!#my therapy appt had me FEELING and i just come home to that#im 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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soupyspaghetti · 2 years
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once again im being dramatic on here lmao
#vent#personal#i just like am so miserable actually#like the past week or two ive been actively sad and crying a lot#but now thats worn off and im just like.....idk empty ig but also maybe i was feeling that before too who knows#idk its all so silly but the closer i get to when im gonna have to work in person full time every day the more i feel like i cannot do that#like i know that a ton of ppl work in person#in fact most ppl do#and i shouldnt be upset about having to go into what is objectively a really cool office for a p low stress/low pressure job#but jfc i dont think i can do it like im so scared like i know no one will be masking except me for one thing#and im gonna have to interact with ppl all the time and do makeup every morning and find outfits that are appropriate for every single day#and like i *know* this is all fucking stupid champagne problems but i just do not know how im gonna cope#up till now in person work has been about three days a month and that was super damaging to my mental health every single time#how am i gonna do five days a week every week from august for the rest of the time i have this job#plus in the past it was structured stuff for a specific initiative but this will just be normal work and im gonna have to sit and focus#like rn i spend most of my work time fucking around and not being able to focus and idk what im gonna do when theres ppl watching me#and i *have* to get work done for the entirety of the eight hours im working a day#im sure ill be more productive but like idk ik this is stupid trust me i know this is stupid i just need to vent about it#and im afraid to vent in servers rn bc of my stupid brain so this is what yall get sorry#actually also while im just ranting i also am so tired of feeling so sick all the time like wtf is that#how am i gonna deal with the fact that i randomly feel so sick and out of it like so much of the time when im in an office all day lmao#ugh i also just like hate myself so much like i *know* its privileged and bratty for me to be like 'im so sad im gonna have to do *work*'#idk what my fucking problem is like i just need to....stop being so sensitive and stop getting so upset#speaking of that working full time in person will also big time cut into my daily crying over nothing hours rip#ugh i am so fucking.....not doing well slkdhfasdlkfasdf sorry again yall hopefully no ones actually reading all this bullshit lskdfhasdlkfh
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surshica · 1 year
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RUMOR HAS IT..
: CL16
genre: fluff,angst? (if you squint),social media (smau) + written
warnings: translated french and korean,cussing
A/N: imma just add angst just in case i forget but if you squint maybe it’ll be there? also broken humor here i made this in the morning soo excuse any typos..not proofread btw!
synopsis: charles is in a new relationship with a runway model and fashion icon reader—all is well until a rumor comes around saying he is cheating on you with your bestie.. (fc: tingting_lai)
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yourusername yacht trips with you are always wonderful <3
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yourbestie y’all are so cute it makes me wanna puke <3
alex_albon werent you there with them…
yourbestie yeah but that doesn’t mean i wasnt third wheeling half the time…
yourusername you literally invited your bf..
yourbestie he fell asleep 😒
arthur_leclerc …slanderous.
charles_leclerc everyday with you is a wonder day mon ange <3
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pierregasly i think imma throw up
maxverstappen1 me too
landonorris me three
charles_leclerc go away.😐
f1wags beautiful as always!!
user5 check your dms bestie…
user3 drop the workout routine.
user2 okay BUT how does he bag someone like you. TELL ME THE SECRETS
user4 right the math isn’t mathing !
user1 he fr must of bribed her with like a castle in monaco or smthing
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yourusername i wish 🫤 i kinda just got stuck babysitting him
charles_leclerc that’s not true and you know that…
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f1wags was dmed a photo of what looks to be yourbestie and charles staring at eachother lovingly while yn is away! is this the case of playboy charles returning after years of being in a relationship with yn 👀😉🫣
user1 doesn’t yourbestie have a bf…
user6 yeah and it’s charles’ brother!!
user5 SOMETHING DOESNT FEEL RIGHT
user1 nah..she a brother hopper😭, yn and arthur deserve better
user8 idk where yall seeing the love like eye contact because i for-one do not see it!!
user9 RIGHT like it doesn’t make sense, it was yourbestie who introduced charles to yn so why would she want to get with him now when she had all those years ago to get with him? ppl making stuff up.
user8 it’s like you were reading my mind!
user10 it shouldn’t be our business too!
user3 PIERRE LIKED THIS?!:!he probably knows something we don’t…
user5 @pierregasly spill the beans mister; i know you know all the f1 gossip
user4 okay but why did yn like it too? does she know something too?
user2 yn liking this is definitely giving hot girl revenge arc!!
yourusername now wtf is this?
user13 SHE REPLIED. OMG SHE KNOWS.
user4 YN REVENGE ARC YESSS
user3 charles gonna regret he hurt this girls feelings
user9 we love a good villain arc!
user10 her replying is iconic
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yourbestie cheers to an 14 year friendship! you truly are the world to me, you are like the sister i’ve always wanted. i cherish every memory with you, i am greatful for everything you do for me! i can’t wait to see what the future leads us too~ 너무 사랑해요!! i love you so much
yourusername YOURE SO ADORABLE. :( i wish you weren’t busy so we could hang out today, 나는 당신을 더 사랑 !!! i love you more
yourbestie I KNOW IM SORRY something came up last minute but i promise to make it up to you in a girls day<3
yourusername yeah you better.
yourbestie anything for you!
yourusername @charles_leclerc take notes!
charles_leclerc you two are literally just flirting with eachother in the comments…what more do you want me to do:(
arthur_leclerc feel my pain
user3 aint no way she posted this while quiet literally fcking her bff’s bf behind her back..
user7 THIS IS SO CUTE IM SOBBING
user12 not until you find out she flirting with charles.
user9 can y’all take these negative ass comments somewhere else and just enjoy the fact ITS AN 14 YR FRIENDSHIP.
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user13 i want what they have.
user4 brother hopper!!!😂
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f1wags charles leclerc and your bestie spotted roaming around monaco ‼️ charles and your bestie were reported to go on a shopping spree and they looked very happy and giggly. reportedly they came out of cartier with two bags, both were holding a bag. maybe this a sign that these two are actually together 👀🔥
user1 no fcking way..
user3 ON THE FRIEND-VERSARY ??
user6 didn’t she tell yn she was busy..
user13 busy fcking charles..thats for sure
user5 this is more disgusting than i thought
user9 imma give them the benefit of the doubt maybe we weren’t supposed to see these photos!!
user10 we should fr respect their privacy, idc if he is cheating on her or not this is fr creepy.
user7 okay but coming out of Cartier with bags?! now i’m even more suspicious..
user11 i feel so bad for yn and arthur, the fact they liked this too. they need to find better bf and gf fr😭
yourusername 진심이야, 이거 진짜야? 🫠 seriously, is this real?
arthur_leclerc lets not get ahead of ourselves, you guys don’t know what’s going on..
user6 arthur you know what is going on between these two? and what they are doing together?
arthur_leclerc yeah, i know the plans but i don’t like that you guys are jumping to conclusions like this
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a small pout formed onto your lips, ohone in hand screen frozen on the f1wag page. a part of you wanted to be in disbelief of what you saw. charles had told you that he something important to do and bestie name had said she was busy as well. the dots were slowly connecting as if it was a game of squares.
the thought of your boyfriend of almost two and a half years cheating on you with your best friend was not a pleasing thought, scowling at the idea of it. you were sitting down on the couch knees tucked into you, your head resting on them staring down at the phone screen. dozens of thoughts flooded your brain.
is he cheating on me? how long? does arthur know he is being cheated on? are they for sure cheating on me? they’re childhood friends i don’t think he is cheating on me! bestie name doesn’t even like charles like that! am i being played? the thoughts had flooded your brain you had completely forgotten to get ready. the vibration of your phone had broken you out of your dazed state. looking at the caller id it was him. it was charles, the words in bold “lover boy<3” had popped up with a cute picture of him. pressing the accept button you put it on speaker,
yn : hello?
lover boy<3 : mon ange! are you ready?
yn : ..uh yeah im almost ready!
lover boy<3 : okay i’ll be there to pick you up in 15 minutes~
his voice sounded deeper through the phone, a small smile formed onto your lips
yn : where did you go charlie? you’ve been out for a while..
lover boy<3 : have i? désolé chérie je devais faire quelque chose d'important, sorry honey i had to do something important why? are you worried about me? how sweet
charles had a small smirk formed on his lips, he just dropped off your bestie name at her house as he called you.
yn : who said that? no i was just curious, thats all.
yn’s smile slowly formed back to a pout. he didn’t tell her but rather just said something important, it didn’t make her feel any better.
yn : (sigh)
lover boy<3 : what’s wrong mon-
yn : 꿀 honey i’ll you back i need to go to the bathroom.
you quickly ended the call ruffling your hair taking in a deep inhale before getting up to go get ready quickly.
after rummaging through your closet you found a cute brown pleated skirt, to match with it you grabbed a white tank top and black and white cardigan with a black beret. looking at the mirror you smiled at the outfit heading to the bathroom to do some quick makeup. nothing too fancy
charles furrowed his brows at the erupted ending of the call. he didn’t think much of it shrugging it off. maybe you were just tired was a thought he had, not once did he think you found out he was with your bestie name.
you had just finished in time, charles texted you that he was outside. grabbing a small purse putting your wallet and phone in there pranced your way to the front putting on a pair of brown boots you had just bought. the walk to the car felt dreadful. the more you stepped closer more thoughts flew over your head, you were starting to convince yourself that maybe he was cheating on you with her.
you needed to shake the idea out of your head and you had to do it now, your hand was on the car door handle but you hesitated. charles noticed your hesitation, his brows furrowed some more as he leaned over to the other seat opening the door for you. “mon angé are you alright?” he watched you climb into the seat buckling up. one thing about charles, he is a person who is very expressive from the body language to the faces to the voice itself. yn looked at him placing a small peck on his cheek, “yeah im just a little tired that’s all”
charles stared you down he was trying to see if you were lying or not, “well tu sais tu peux toujours me dire n'importe quoi mon ange, si ça te dérange tellement dis le moi. you know you can always tell me anything my angel, if it bothers you so much tell me.” he tucked a piece of your hair behind your exposing your cheek that got what felt like a genuine kiss. the ride to wherever you were going was suffocating, both of you hated it. you cleared your thought brushing your hand against his free hand. “so mister charles where was this important place you went to today?” you wanted answers so you kept pushing for him to tell the truth. 
charles quickly looked and you before looking back at the road, “if i tell you where i was and what i was doing it wouldn’t be a secret mon ange!” he was being very smiley, your lips formed an o shape. “why do you wanna know? are you trying to stalk me?” charles snickered his shoulders slowly bouncing up and down. you shook your head clearing your throat, “i don’t need to do that i already have someone for that..” your tone was bitterly.
you were staring out the window, you didn’t want to bare the sight of him. what if questions flew everywhere you got more upset with yourself you didn’t want them, charles noticed the shift in attitude; “mon ange seriously tell me what’s wrong,” concern laced his voice as he grabbed your hand placing mini kisses on them “, i don’t like seeing you upset. i can any questions you have just talk to me..”
a sigh escaped your lips looking at the pouty monegasque, “why were you with bestie name today? she said she was busy and you said you had an important thing to do today. are the two of you you kn—” your throat throbbed as each word managed to escape your throat, “what?” was all charles could reply with, he quickly parked the car before facing yn.
“rumor has it you were with bestie name today at a mall together..there of pictures of the two of you together charlie” his grip on your hands tightened as each word flowed out of your mouth. “chérie im not cheating on you with bestie name, i would never.” his heart broke seeing you think of all that, “okay but what was important that the two of you had to go to the mall together?” you just wanted to few reassurance.
“well..fuck i cant say it but its a surpise. you weren’t supposed to see those photos seriously, im not cheating on you when i went to the mall with her earlier. we went to go get some gifts for arthur you can even ask him mon amor!” he watched as her shoulders that were tensed up became relaxed. “oh. i’m sorry that i jumped to conclusions so fast it wa—”
charles chuckled letting go of her hand, “it’s okay mon ange. its those stupid fan accounts fault for making you think that.” he said getting out of the car to go open the door for you.
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he had taken you to a nice small cafe, it wasn’t very popular but it was one of your favorites. the honey outside atmosphere was definitely to die for, the way green plants coated everywhere. the two of you sat at what was a four person table. pointing at the two empty seats charles just smiled, “two people will be joining us but they’re running a little late..”
“i didnt get to say this but you look beautiful my love” charles who grabbed your hand the table fiddling with it. “am i never beautiful to you?” you scoffed playfully—charles was taken aback from that comment “no no you’re always beautiful you just look extra beautiful!” charles justified or well he believed. “so you don’t think i’m extra beautiful whenever?” you pouted playfully. charles who was lost for words “no you are just so—you know what i mean mon amour!!” he sighed frustratedly causing you to giggle at his frustration.
“you’re so mean mon chérie~” he scrunched up his face to make it look like he was upset, “i’m not mean you are just easy to pick at!” you justified, “mean.” “no” “mean” “no” “charlie we sound like children..” “well you started it” he smirked making you roll your eyes at him. a comfortable silence fell between the two, you started to believe the other two were just not going to come at all.
“you have pretty eyes charlie” you blurted out without a care, a blush crept onto his face. he didn’t know if it was the compliment or if it was the fact you were staring at him as if he was the only thing that mattered in the world, maybe it was both. “you think so chérie?” he felt the grip of his hand that had been interlocked with yours tighten. “i don’t think so i know so” she had such loving stares it made charles weak to his knees. the stares she gives him make his heart flutter like a teenage boy seeing his school crush, he was always lost for words, he was little butter melting in your touch and stares.
the truth is, he was upset with himself finding out that you had these thoughts, these thoughts that he was cheating on you with your best friend. he wanted to get you a gift and he didn’t want to fuck it up; he believed bringing someone who you held dear to your heart and who knew you best would’ve been the right choice—he didn’t think once you would take it as him cheating on you with her bestie. it hurt him inside.
he had always wanted to show you how appreciative he was of you, he never had the time but now he does. you do so much for him and he wants to thank you for that, the states you give him; they were loving and warmly. the way you love him throughout his career taking time to visit his races it did something to him. from how you looked at him, touched him, smiled and laughed at his jokes, how you talk about him so much to family, how you make playlist about him, and even made sure he felt like he was the priority in everything—it did something for him. since the first day he met you he knew you were the one for him.
the way you made sure you’re there for him after the races and that you were okay made his heart skip beats. he had always felt like the knight in shining armor in previous relationships but with you he felt like the princess and you were the knight. he loved everything about that; it was something new to him something he never would’ve thought he would love. the small cartier box warmed in his pockets. you are always doing stuff for him he just wants to do one simple thing for you, is that too much for him to ask for? he knew he had to wait for arthur and bestie name to get here but he seriously couldn’t.
he thought any longer he waited he would spill the beans about everything, “chérie you know how much i love you right?” his lips parted as his hand slowly made his way to his pocket grabbing the small cartier box. “always know, you tell me like every hour even on the race track” you had teased a smile evident on your lips. “tu sais à quel point je t'aime mais sais-tu à quel point je t'aime ? Je te chéris tellement, j'aime tout ce que tu fais pour moi, j'aime la façon dont tu es toujours là pour moi, peu importe à quel point je fais mal sur la piste de course ou je suis contrarié. tu fais tellement pour moi, c'est vraiment comme un cadeau! you know how much i love you but do you know how much i love you? I cherish you so much, I love everything you do for me, I love how you are always there for me no matter how badly I do on the racetrack or how upset I am. you do so much for me, it's really like a gift.”
“tu es un cadeau que je dois protéger de tout ce qui arrive, je n'ai jamais été doué avec les mots mais chaque fois que tu es avec moi, je fond. tu as sur moi cet effet que je n'avais jamais ressenti auparavant dans les relations que j'avais. you are a gift that i have to protect from everything that happens, i have never been good with words but every time you are with me i melt. you have this effect on me that i have never felt before in the relationships i had.” charles titled his head to the side closing his eyes taking a deep breathe, “charlie what’s this about?” you had questioned sitting up properly instead of slouching. “just promise me something mon amour. promise me that you will be with me no matter how hard times are.” charles slowly pulled out the red velvet textured box from his pocket.
it was a small rectangular box with gold like lettering saying “cartier”. charles had placed it into your hands, “you do so much for me so the least i could do is buy a promise ring.” his voice turned soft, it was silky soft. the box on the other hand was in your grasp you were staring at it, a prominent smile rushed to your face, “charlie..” you had opened the box to see a singular gold band with jewels graves into it, “its a promise ring, a promise that i will love you endlessly.” charles held up his hand showing how he was already wearing his.
“its beautiful…charlie. i love it” you took the ring out of the box putting it on a one your right index finger, “and i promise to love you endlessly.” a blush creeped onto your cheeks, “thank you 아기. 사랑해요 baby. i love you” charles wasnt fluent i.n korean that’s for sure but he knows how to say he loves you, “i love you too mon ange.” he grabbed your hand with the ring on it placing a soft kiss, smiling to himself.
“CHARLES I TOLD YOU WAIT TILL WE GOT HERE.” you heard your bestie name’s voice boom near you, it startled you but it made you giggle. “well you two were taking too long and i got impatient…hurry up next time” he scoffed, your bestie name didn’t let that slide and she started to punch him lightly. “i hope you didn’t fuck it up. be glad i went with you to get the proper ring size!” your bestie grabbed his ear and the two started to fight.
it truly did feel like home with them, “i’m guessing he gave you the ring?” arthur said standing behind you with his hands in his pockets, “you knew?” yn looked at him your lips forming an a line. “of course i knew thats why i tried to defend them but it was no use at that point, people jump to conclusions too much” he shortened a chuckle. “yeah you’re right they do.”
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charles_leclerc its always rumor charles is cheating on his gf but never rumor has it that charles is still and forever madly in love with his girlfriend of two years.
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user9 they’ll forever be happily in love yall are just haters!!
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yourusername 나는 내 아름다운 소년을 너무 사랑 !! <3 i love my beautiful boy so much
maxverstappen1 soo i dont get to yell at him for cheating on you?:(
yourusername LMAOO NO
charles_leclerc HUH WHATD I MISS MAXIE?
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user13 get me someone who looks at me the way charles looks at yn.
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pierregasly listen if charles was gonna fumble this one i would whole heartily become a homie hopper‼️
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charles_leclerc i know where the both of you live…
lilymhe stop i was ready to fight him after what i saw. the two of you are so cute !
charles_leclerc WHY IS EVERYONE TRYING TO FIGHT ME OR STEAL MY GF??
yourbestie okay where is my thank you? i helped you 😒
charles_leclerc do you not see these comments??
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charles_leclerc i thought i was your photographer?
yourusername you were busy fighting bestie name…
yourbestie so beautiful they grow up so fast ㅠㅠ
charles_leclerc the loml truly is beautiful ❤️
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casual , part 1
“ my friends call me a loser ”
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yourusername took a break from michigan but someone wouldn’t leave me alone 🙄
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edwards.73 aw c’mon you know you’d hate it if i left you alone
→ yourusername you can’t handle not talking to me for 15 minutes
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username30 so prettyyyy
vivianliu more like you couldn’t stop complaining about being “so far away from him”
→ yourusername ummmm! i don’t remember that actually 😁😁
→ edwards.73 oh???
→ _quinnhughes my god you two are disgusting
→ yourusername don’t be a hater quinny ☹️
rutgermcgroarty 🤮
→ yourusername 🖕
→ rutgermcgroarty meanie
→ yourusername rut i will shove a ruler down your throat
→ rutgermcgroarty kinky 😈😈
→ yourusername OH MY GOD RUTGER
username24 THE VIEW??
username19 her n ethan have been flirting for MONTHS i just wanna know what’s goin on 😞
jackhughes lucky 😒
→ yourusername WHY R U MAD AT ME 😒
→ jackhughes UR IN ITALY RN AND IM NOT
→ yourusername then maybe u shouldve considered ur career choices???
→ jackhughes AT LEAST I GET MONEY
markestapa are you single asking for a friend
→ yourusername yeah i am 🤭🤭
→ markestapa wrong answer 🤬
→ yourusername oh! i didn’t realize i was getting INTERROGATED
→ markestapa yeah you better go apologize to your man rn
→ yourusername what man?? 😥
luca.fantilli yeah n i’m real fucking glad you’re not in michigan so i can finally get some peace and quiet 🙄
→ yourusername WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN
→ luca.fantilli YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT MEANS
→ yourusername NO???
→ luca.fantilli maybe bc it sounds like a FUCKING BURGLAR is in the other room all the time
→ dylanduke25 😨
→ yourusername 🤐
→ markestapa fr she’s acting like we don’t know she’s always sneaking out in the morning 🙄
→ yourusername GUYS STOP MY BROTHERS CAN READ THIS SHIT
→ jackhughes i really wish i couldn’t read ts
→ lhughes_06 wtf happened when i left michigan??
→ rutgermcgroarty you don’t wanna know lhughes_06
username2 luca’s comment thread 😭😭
→ username56 LMAOO
adamfantilli my country??? 🇮🇹
→ yourusername ur country ‼️
→ luca.fantilli ITALIA 🫡
username43 best hughes sibling confirmed
username20 the guys have no remorse for ethan’s love life 😭
→ username4 wait how do we know they’re talking about ethan
→ username91 i mean it’s pretty obvious when u look at it
mackie.samo as a representative of the gc i can confirm you did not leave him alone
→ markestapa BRO what happens in the gc stays in the gc
→ dylanduke25 no no right we did appoint him as a representative
→ yourusername 😥😥
→ vivianliu clearly i’m not the only one getting screenshots of the convos..
→ edwards.73 who the hell said u were the rep of the gc
→ lhughes_06 WHAT GC???
username68 please just give me one chance, i PROMISE i can do better than ethan
_alexturcotte the view 👌
→ yourusername the view 😮‍💨
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trevorzegras the nicest they’ve ever been to you
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→ lhughes_06 NO WE’RE NICE
→ yourusername name one time you’ve been nice to me in the past five years
→ lhughes_06 i let you move into the apartment when you got into college
→ yourusername BECAUSE MOM AND DAD FORCED YOU TO
lhughes_06 you were an accident
→ yourusername you’re lying out of your ass rn
→ lhughes_06 THINK ABOUT IT, all of us were born 2 years apart but you were only born a year after me
→ jackhughes you had to share a room with lukey because they had only planned for 3 kids
→ _quinnhughes you had to wear boy clothes for the first year of your life because they didn’t wanna buy clothes for you if you were gonna grow out of it in a month
→ jackhughes and mom and dad DID say you were an accident
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username34 CUTEEEE
username20 HITTING US WITH THE GOOD CONTENT
rutgermcgroarty you were so cute as a kid
→ yourusername i know i was 🥰🥰
→ rutgermcgroarty so what happened 💀
→ markestapa that’s a knee slapper right there
→ yourusername were you two dropped on your heads as babies
→ rutgermcgroarty no but it seems like you were
edwards.73 we would’ve dated in pre-school
→ yourusername no i was wayyy cuter than you were
→ edwards.73 you’re not wrong
→ luca.fantilli barf
→ mackie.samo god ethan you’re like a lovesick puppy
→ dylanduke25 i want to bleach my eyes you guys are gross
→ adamfantilli STOP. PUBLICLY. FLIRTING.
→ lhughes_06 ew ew EWWWW please don’t tell me you’re hitting on my BABY sister
→ markestapa you have no idea 💀 lhughes_06
→ lhughes_06 wait what.
username58 AHHH BABY HUGHES
colecaufield so when did the siblingly love turn violent
→ yourusername when jack bit me on the arm
→ lhughes_06 when she karate kicked my head
→ jackhughes when she broke my new stick
→ _quinnhughes when she started spitting food in my face
→ yourusername I DID NONE OF THAT
username76 luke’s so damn clueless 😭
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dylanduke25 you look absolutely traumatized in that fifth pic…
→ yourusername the log ride was scary 😞
_alexturcotte i see a common theme of jack being the most affectionate
→ yourusername he still is 🫢
→ _alexturcotte we can see that
→ jackhughes i feel like we’re all equally affectionate
→ yourusername well now you’re just fibbing to fib 🙄
→ trevorzegras we all know quinn hates her the most
→ _quinnhughes WOAH WOAH WOAH since when did we decide i ever hated my baby sis???
→ colecaufield it’s not like you hate her you’re just incapable of showing her any form of affection
→ jackhughes why are we getting family therapy rn
username22 BABY PHOTOS
markestapa how cute (i know luke hated you)
→ yourusername HE DID HATE ME
→ lhughes_06 I NEVER HATED YOU????
→ markestapa there’s barely any photos of you and her together as kids 💀💀
elblue6 your cheeks were always so rosy!
→ yourusername mom 😭
→ elblue6 what? it’s where you got your nickname!
→ lhughes_06 yeah ROSIE thats how u got ur nickname 🥰
→ yourusername shut up moosey 😒
→ luca.fantilli ROSIE???
→ yourusername THE OTHERS WERENT SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT THAT AND NOW LOOK WHAT YOU DID lhughes_06
→ rutgermcgroarty we’re calling you rosie from now on
→ yourusername please god no i’ll do anything
mackie.samo ROSIE.
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→ yourusername i meannnn which friend 🫢
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username35 jack was obviously the best big brother
username17 luke doesn’t have any pics alone with you what happened 😭😭
username76 jack was definitely forced to be in half of those photos
vivianliu awww remember when we first met and i had a crush on quinn
→ yourusername yeah and i never understood why 🙄🙄
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→ yourusername and then you liked jack 🤮
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→ vivianliu yes we did you just weren’t there
→ yourusername AND THEN YOU LIKED LUKE IN COLLEGE
→ lhughes_06 WHATTT 😨
→ vivianliu luke i literally confessed to you when i was drunk stop acting clueless
→ lhughes_06 WHEN??????
→ yourusername long story short you liked all my brothers but you’re out of their league sooo
→ jackhughes woah woah woah idk abt that one
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next chapter notes ) sooo i changed the format up a bit but here’s the first chapter 😈 not sure how i’m gonna want this to end if i’m actually gonna base it off of the song… BUT IF IT DOESN’T END HAPPILY DON’T BLAME ME and ofc just comment, dm, or ask if you wanna be tagged!
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home is where the heart is
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PAIRING: soft!Tangerine x fem!Reader
WORD COUNT: 2.8k
SUMMARY: you and Tan have a free day, deciding that you want to spend the cold day together at home doing cozy and domestic activities.
TAGS/WARNINGS: tooth rotting fluff, pet names, swearing, established relationship, just cute domestic stuff. no mentions of ‘y/n’
A/N: unfortunately there’s no smut in this one, booo- I know I know. but I am planning another story that’s got lots of angst and a tonnes of dirty smut. I wanted to create a quick little cute story, that can be for everyone. it felt really weird to write something that had no smut, and just all fluff- so that was a challenge, plus ive been in a bit of a writing slump since my last post got deleted (yes im still pissed about it lmao) I was in a rush to post this, bc during xmas time I didn’t have much time to write this plus it’s 2023 (wtf?) also hope you enjoyed the holidays & happy new year💌 feedback is always appreciated. hope you like:)
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Frosty mornings like these were your favourite, waking up in his warm arms; the comfort and safety it brought you was something that could never quite be topped. Most mornings he’d ‘accidentally’ awaken you by playing with your hair, stroking your shoulders or tracing over your features. Today was no different.
Sometimes he’d wake up an hour before you, and he would become so impatient that he’d have to physically stop himself from opening your eyes.
Today he opted for a different route, growing restless; waking you up by planting kisses all over your face.
“Finally” he rasps as he sees your eyes slowly open “mornin'”
“Good morning” you sluggishly reply, still half asleep.
Noticing the sleep dust in your eyes, he swipes his thumbs in the corners of your eyes, softly removing the sleep crusties. “You look so pretty in the morning”
Shying your face away into the pillow “shut up” you muffle into the fabric before loudly groaning while you stretched in a starfish.
“Come back” readjusting you, so that your head rested on his chest- embracing you tight to him.
You adored the quality time you two shared, you could sit in comfortable silence for hours- just quietly enjoying each other's presence.
“What you fancy doin' today?” He asks, interrupting the ten-minute-long silent cuddle. Taking your hand, placing his against yours above the covers.
“We got the whole day together right? I kinda wanna have a chill quiet day in”
“Good, me too”
“Okay good good- alright let me go now, I’m gonna piss myself” you say, trying to push yourself away.
“No, five more minutes” he whines, pulling you back in.
“I am ten seconds away from wetting the bed”
“Just do it in my mouth” he jests.
His response caught you off guard making you guffaw, followed by a loud gasp.
“Don’t- that’s not funny” now ripping yourself from his embrace, speed walking into the bathroom.
“Babe? I’ll go feed the cat, I’ll be downstairs.” Tangerine shouts from the other side of the door.
Last year you and Tan rescued a ginger cat from a shelter; he was very reluctant on getting a cat- in fact, he hated the idea, instantly shutting it down. You begged him for months and months until one day when he finally caved.
You thought that the cat would be your own pet, considering how much Tangerine was against it- but that was not the case; he and the cat were practically inseparable. He even chose her name before you could get a chance- naming her Mandarine (Mandy for short)
You were feeling a bit sweaty and grimy from last night’s dirty escapades, deciding to quickly hop in the shower.
Drying off and putting on some comfy loungewear, before briskly walking down the grand staircase.
“Something burning?” you shout out, once making your way to the bottom of the stairs.
Walking into the kitchen, stopping in your tracks looking around the room as if a bomb had just gone off in there.
“I know I know, it’s a shithole” he admits, resting against the worktop looking defeated. “I tried making you breakfast”
“You did? That’s so sweet”
“When I say breakfast I mean a pile of shite, you might get ill if you eat it” he says looking almost embarrassed, sliding the plate behind him- hiding it from you.
“I want to eat what you made” you sweetly coo, trying to make him feel a bit better. “You took time and effort, so I’d like to try it”
Reluctantly he pulls out the plate, sliding it along the counter towards you, looking away.
You tried so so hard to show a poker face because you knew that it would crush him if you turned your nose up at it. It looked revolting- just straight-up foul, but he could never know that.
Taking a fork from the draw, and walking yourself over to the island chair to take a seat. You were trying to decide what would be the least disgusting thing to eat. The almost raw scrambled eggs? The charcoal-coloured toast? Or was it the burnt baked beans?
Begrudgingly you slide your fork into the beans, scooping a mouthful and taking a bite. In your mind this was you showing him how much you loved him.
“No stop, I can’t let you eat that. I don’t want you to get sick.” He announces abruptly, pulling the plate away from you.
“It’s okay, I wanna eat what you made” sneaking your fork onto the plate again, taking another bite of the beans- once again proving some kind of bizarre loyalty.
“What you doing you knob?! Don’t eat it. I will go and get something from the shop” he blurts “anyway I used up everything in the fridge making this shit.”
“Thank you for making it, I really do appreciate it” you reassure him. “You go to the shop, and I’ll clean up this pigsty, okay?”
He jogs upstairs to change. You look around the room trying to decide where to start.
Clattering comes rushing down the stairs “alright my love, I’m off.”
Walking up to you, kissing you on the forehead “I love you, be right back”
Smiling back at him, “I love you, be safe” waving him off.
With the door closing you spin on your heel in an attempt to clean.
Putting on some music to help get you in an energised mood.
You couldn’t help but feel something was off with Tangerine, usually, he’s a pretty good cook- quite organised too. But with the state left in the kitchen, you wondered if something was on his mind.
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Being so occupied with the music and cleaning you had no idea that Tan had been watching you for the last couple of minutes- too busy dancing and singing along to your favourite songs.
A couple light taps on your shoulder snap you out of your trance, instantly frightening you. “AH-ohmygod don’t do that” you shriek, turning the music right down- almost muted.
Chuckling to himself “sorry sorry” pulling his hands from behind his back, handing you the most beautiful bouquet of flowers “sorry I took so long, I stopped by the florists”
“These are stunning! Thank you” you respond full of joy.
“Always welcome. I’ll put these in a vase for you. Put your feet up… and thank you for cleaning my mess”
“Of course! And no it’s okay, I’ll put the shopping away”
“Wait, before you do that, get my phone… in my pocket” noticing you look around in a confused way. “My hands are wet, my phone in my pocket.. my joggers- the ones I’m wearing.” He knew that sometimes you could be a bit slow, so he made sure to never lose his temper with you.
“Oooh” cackling to yourself. Reaching your hands into his pocket, pulling out his phone.
“Okay good, unlock it… now go on photos”
Looking up at him slightly befuddled “are you sure? It’s your phone, I don’t wanna snoop”
“Yes- do it” looking down at you to see your reaction. “I know you love the sky… the sunrise looked beautiful this morning and thought you’d like a picture of it” focusing on you, trying to figure out what you were thinking.
“Why are you so thoughtful? I’m gonna send these to myself. It’s so pretty, thank you handsome” giving him a quick couple of pecks on the lips.
“Oooo wait- what’s this?” Finding a picture of him on a mission, showing him the selfie on his phone- mouth agape “looking good my friend, Jesus Christ you’re so pretty… I’m sending this to myself too”
Both beaming at each other. “These look good, right?” He asks, placing the vase on the accent table in the hallway, and adjusting them a couple times.
“They’re beautiful” smiling at him, from behind the fridge door. “Babe? Why so many eggs?” You ask.
“You talk about how much you want to bake again, I thought we could do that today” strolling over to you, standing behind you, and wrapping his arms around your waist. Resting your head back on his chest. “You are too cute sometimes, ya know that?”
Kissing you on the cheek, walking away to put the kettle on “fancy a cuppa?”
“Ooh yes please” you reply, closing the fridge and putting away the bags.
“Is that-?” Tan asks himself, walking over to your phone “it is” turning it up a bit. “It’s our song” it was live forever by Oasis.
Taking your hand, slowly swaying with you around the kitchen. You pick up Mandy, noticing that she wants if be included, holding her between you both as you step around the table. Smiling at each other, like a cute little family.
Once the song finishes you place the cat down on her favourite spot on the windowsill. Making your teas, taking a few sips.
“What do you wanna make?” You ask while looking through the cupboards.
“I’m partial to those blueberry muffins you make” he instantly responds, almost as if they were already on his mind.
“Ooh they do sound good right now actually”
Working together as a team, doing things as though your minds are connected- as if you both know what the other needs before they even know it.
Once everything had been washed up, you both waited impatiently for the timer to go off. You were sat on the counter and Tan was standing between your legs with his back to you, hugging around him, resting your face against his muscular back.
“Oh hurry up you stupid oven” you say out loud to yourself.
You could feel your face bob up a couple times from the vibrations of his chuckle
*ding*
Tan opens the door, pulling out the tray of muffins with the tea cloth, placing them on a heat pad. You rush over snatching one, raising it to take a bite. He cups his hand under your mouth because he knew what was about to happen next.
“Ashahsahash” you muffle, steam exiting your mouth, letting the piece of muffin fall into his hand.
“Hot?” He jokes, smirking at you.
“Yup”
Instead of throwing your bite away or putting it aside, he eats it straight from his hand. You hated to admit it, but that was so hot. Your eyes widened, looking away smirking.
“Go put sommat on the telly, I’ll be in there in a min- before you go, take in the drinks would ya?” he sweetly instructs.
You set the sofa with a few fluffy blankets, closing the curtains. Lighting some candles before flopping onto the sofa.
He follows not long after with a tray of goodies. The muffins, a bowl of pretzels and couple bags of chocolate. A few small oranges on the board to add some balance. He even decorated the tray with a flower in an empty beer bottle.
Setting it down on the coffee table. Plopping himself down next to you- adjusting the pair of you so that he was sitting in the corner of the sofa, allowing you to lounge into him.
Covering yourselves with the blankets. “What do you fancy watching?” He questions while picking up the controller.
In sync, you both suggest “Gavin and Stacey?” Which was followed by a laugh from you both.
With his arm draped over your shoulder, he lifted your jaw up so that he could give you a couple sweet deep kisses. Snuggling into him as the tv plays, Mandy joins- laying soundly on Tan’s lap.
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After a few hours had passed, you wanted to get up to have a quick stretch and pee break. By this point, you were half laid on his chest and half falling down the back of the sofa. “Okay I gotta get up, my back is killing” you announce.
“Me too, I’ve been needing a piss the whole episode.”
“Quick break and rejoin in five?” You ask.
“Naa make it ten, I need a cig”
“Sorry, Mandy baby, mummy’s gotta get up” you softly say to the orange ball of fluff sleeping on the dip in your waist.
“Awh she’s so mean Mands, aww you poor thing, come to daddy” he jokes while picking her up, smirking at you because he loves winding you up.
“Evil” you respond to him shortly.
After your short break, gathering back together on the couch. This time his head rested on your shoulder as he cuddled into you, running your fingers through the length of his hair. Laying together in peaceful silence.
His phone rang obnoxiously, interrupting the quiet. “Hello? What?!” He snaps to the person on the receiver. Tan’s tone was always different around other people, he spoke to you in a gentle, caring, and loving way- he wouldn’t dare speak to you the way he does to others.
“Alright keep your fucking knickers on” he groans into the phone. “I’ll be right back love” he whispers to you, kissing your forehead before leaving the room.
Even though the door was closed you could still hear what he was saying, it muffled throughout the walls, but you didn’t want to eavesdrop.
“No! I ain’t fucking doing it. Find someone else”
Your eyebrows screwed together in confusion. “What was he on about?” you thought to yourself.
He re-enters the room, and you pretend that you weren’t listening to his call.
Slumping down next to you, looking irritated.
Turning round to look at him, you were concerned “you doing okay?” You question.
“Yeah. What you wanna watch now?” He asks, changing the subject.
“Hey? You can talk to me.”
“I don’t wanna bother you.”
“You could never” you reassure.
Huffing out a long breath before professing what was on his mind. “This Russian nut job wants me and Lem to collect his son and some ransom money in Tokyo. He’s been hounding us for days. I don’t want to do it- he knows about the Bolivia job and personally wants to hire us. But that man- he’s fucked in the head. I don’t want to get caught up in that shit.”
“Would it be selfish for me to say that I’m glad you don’t want to take it?” you admit. “I just want you safe. Why don’t you invite Lem over? You can talk it over in your office, I can make us all some dinner and maybe we can play some card games by the fireplace or watch some tv? He can stay over and hopefully it will help get your mind off it all?”
“Okay… we’ll try that. I’ll ring him now” holding your face, bringing it close to his- giving you a couple long kisses before leaving the room- going upstairs.
You hurry to the kitchen, looking through the fridge to see what to make for this impromptu dinner evening. Deciding on creamy chicken pasta with steamed veg.
Tangerine joins you a few minutes later, helping you cook the food. “He won’t be long, he’s already in the area”
“Good good, is his stuff up in his room? Or in the laundry?” You ask, wanting to make sure Lemon feels welcome when he arrives. A couple years ago you both turned a spare room into his room so that whenever he visits (more often than not) he’d feel comfortable and at home.
“His room” he replies like he’s trying to remember.
A couple echoing knocks come from the wooden door, and Tan rushes to it- unlocking it. A booming voice follows with footsteps towards the kitchen.
“Lem! Hi, welcome welcome. Hope you’re hungry” you gush, walking around the island to give him a hug.
“It smells fucking banging in here” he compliments.
“Thank you. Your stuff is upstairs on your bed, it should be clean and folded”
“Ah you are a gem”
“Dinner is almost done, babe you do drinks, Lem you do cutlery and I’ll serve” you instruct.
“You’re the boss” Tangerine says, saluting you.
Walking to into the living room, handing them their bowls, before taking a seat on the sofa between the brothers.
“What we watching?” Lemon asks before taking a bite. “Woah that’s fucking good,” he says with a mouthful.
“Thank you”
“Before you ask Lem, we ain’t watching fucking Thomas” Tangerine pipes up.
“What about Gavin and Stacey?” Lem questions.
Your neck whips round to face Tan, both bursting into laughter.
“What? Did I spit on you or something?” He asks sounding a bit embarrassed.
“No no! Just we’ve been watching that all day” you comfort.
“Yeah, I can watch it again” Tangerine chirps in.
For the rest of the night, the three of you plus Mandy lounged around. Watching tv and playing board games until it was time to sleep.
All of you getting ready for the night, saying goodnight to Lemon before heading to bed.
Snuggling into Tan under the duvet, using him as a hot water bottle.
“Thank you for taking my mind off everything today my sweet” he softly hushes. 
“Anytime my love” you soothe.
“I’m fucking knackered. Goodnight Clementine, I love you” he whispers, turning around to tightly spoon you.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months
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#focus who? i dont kno her#its so bad. i csnt focus at all. and ive got way too much to do. take me back to last week where i spent hours reading papers#annoying. also possibly lack of sleep cstching up with me#do u ever get very little sleep and not miss it at all? yea bitch all the time. then i get depressed and its sleepy time#and by sleepy time i mean i get like 8hrs of sleep lol#maybe ill just do nothing and completely fuck over my sunday lol#maybe i should go run up thr mountain rn before im stuck in a car for 2 hrs#bc im getting spikes of being insane. unfortunately i have no emotional object permanence so when i feel crazy its like#ive always felt like this ans its terrible forever. and then immediately afterward im like lol wot? nah im fine. ive always been fine#shout out to mood swings ✌️ like bro im trying to get materials together so i can teach a class. can u shut the fuck up? and focus?#well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal#or i can b endearing quirky. or whatever i usually i am. i dont think i have conversations like a normal person but i cant tell bc im not#there for conversations im not in. whatever everyone else has conversations in a way thats boring. i just wanna grill ppl til i understand#how they work. and then feel like im gonna die if im in a group conversation 🙃 let me study thr ppl around me#bc im very normal. god. i promise irl im not that weird. ppl think im nice and cool and successful#ok maybe not cool. but i think i can get away with being interesting. i got at least a lil charisma. im only a bit horribly awkward ;-]#but i try to own it. wtf was i saying. jesus. i cant with my brain rn. i shoulf have gone for a run this morning#being social just makes me anxious so im babbling i guess. but itll b fun. and itll b pretty im sure#maybe ill try to draw my ocs while im not paying attention. ive neglected them for so long 😭#unrelated
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triple-asstro · 2 years
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more rottmnt incorrect quotes since holy shit the last one did extremely well-
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Leo: bitches b like “im baby” but have childhood trauma and neglect like wtf do u know about being baby u were forced to grow up from an early age anyways I’m bitches
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Donnie: Schrödinger’s cat is overrated. If you wanna see something that’s both dead and alive you can talk to me any time of the day.
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April: What time is it? Leo: I don’t know; pass me that saxophone and we’ll find out Leo: Plays sax loudly and extremely out of tune Donnie: WHO THE FUCK IS PLAYING THE SAXOPHONE AT TWO IN THE MORNING Leo: It’s 2 am
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April: Donnie, keep an eye on Leo today. They're going to say something to the wrong person and get punched. Donnie: Sure, I’d love to see Leo get punched. April: Try again. Donnie, sighing: I will stop Leo from getting punched.
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Mikey: Whaddya call a fish with no eye? Donnie, not looking up: Myxine Circifrons Mikey: Mikey: fsh
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Raph: Anyone d- Leo: Depressed? Donnie: Drained? Mikey: Dumb? April: Disliked? Raph: -done with their work… what is wrong with you people…
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April: Imagine if someone handed you a box full of all the items you have lost throughout your life Raph: Self-esteem, haven't seen you in years! Leo: Oh wow, my childhood innocence! Thank you for finding this! Mikey: I knew I lost that potential somewhere! Donnie: My moral code, is that you? April: April: I was just gonna show you this cool trunk my mother left me but do you guys need a hug?
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shower-phantom-ideas · 5 months
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Bruh yall fam I love Danny Phantom crossovers
Like hes so easy to plop in other universes
The idea hes in Miraculous Ladybug and gets akumatized and just talks to hawkmoth. Dudes stuck with this 14-16year old kid cause the bug wont/can’t get out. Kid please im trying to work stfu. Ok yes yes my fault for trying to use you in my evil plot hut it’s 4 am and I have a big meeting in the morning. Kinda shit. That or Ladybug thinks hes an akuma when hes Phantom snd doesn’t trust shit he has to say.
Mcu? Hawkeye getting another kid. Ironman finding out parenting is easy wtf is wrong with people. Captain America finding out parenting is hard someone help him. Bucky just chillin. Thor throwin hands. Loki 🤝 Danny
Fnaf? Dudes a dope security guard and befriends all the animatronics. Or hes just a dead kid haunting the place who befriends the DCA. Who probably don’t like him at first cause hes a dirty rule breaker. But a kids a kid man.
Saiki K? Do yall think Danny could clock Saiki? 20$ says Danny head empty so Saiki thinks hes either like him or like Nenduo and avoids him either way.
RWBY? Ozpin son and defence squad. Too easy next.
Soul Eater? Hell yes fuck yes. Bruh don’t need no one and is topping the charts as worst student ever cause he aint collecting one soul. Helping those fuckers move on. Oh now hes expelled. Well you can’t expels him sir hes walking out. Next new villain cause hes saving those souls you sick fucks. Oh yea these are bad people? Well doesn’t mean they should be used to give you a fucking one up. His own soul has been used to power a country and that shit sucked. No one deserves to have their own being used like that. Wtf (souls arent the same here danny smh you are starving some poor kids probably idk I have t seen the show in ages)
Honestly idk how I would put him in SAO? He would just win?
Psych? Yea hes called in a tip and everyone is sus about him like with how they are about Shawn. So fuck it. Plays it up. Holy shit a ghost! Shawn is going thru it in here cause ghosts arent real right? Gus probably making Shawn take a break from cases cause hes clearly lacking sleep. Though didn’t Gus believe in ghosts??? Lassiter actually ends up liking the kid. Pranking Shawn is just a bonus. Karen knows.
Doctor who? Again too easy next.
DC? Adopt him adopt him adopt him adopt him. No matter which dc character is it they gonna adopt. Unless it’s Joker cause he dies on sight.
MHA? Bruh still getting adopted by someone.
Why is Danny so adoptable???
Put that fucker in warrior cats and bluestar is gonna come fukin running
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haerinz · 1 year
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𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝
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PAIRING: niki x gn!reader GENRE: fluff, best friends to lovers au, accidental confession, fake texts but written lol SUMMARY: niki accidentally finds out about your crush on him because of your questionable taste in music WARNINGS: slight cursing, niki and yn having horrible sleep schedules, ap lang hw, jungwon is your brother, niki uses baby as a petname, niki likes to tease yn, kind of weird formatting MASTERLIST | NAVI
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dance machine 🤖
bro u ok ? [12:53 AM] 
you 
niki wtf why are u still up  didn’t you have rehearsals till 11 go to sleep b4 i tell ur mom [12:54 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
u didnt answer ☝️ [12:54 AM] 
you 
yeah im fine why r u asking  [12:55 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
is that what you tell your therapist?ur definitely psycho [12:56 AM] 
you 
ouch that kinda hurt ngl 😔 what brought that on tho? [12:56 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
be fr rn no sane person listens to skechers for 2 hrs straight [12:57 AM] 
you 
wait wtf are u stalking me how'd u know?? [12:57 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
LMAO ur spotify friend activity [12:57 AM] 
you
what is that ?? [12:57 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
it shows all the songs u listen to [12:58 AM] 
you
and you kept watching it for 2 hrs ... wow stalker much atp just admit ur obsessed with me [12:58 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
hmm yn 🤔 what do you think jungwon would say if i told him abt ur taste in music [12:58 AM] 
you
NIKI YOU BETTER NOT he doesn't need any more teasing material ... [12:59 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
i wouldn't blame him u r always embarrassing yourself... [12:59 AM]
you
anyways why are u still up 😒 isn’t it past ur bedtime u big baby [12:59 AM] 
dance machine 🤖
im doing ap lang hw 🤮 haha u must rlly want me to tell jungwon …  [1:00 AM]
you
shut up . . . istg if u tell my brother 🙂 🔪 also did u forget that u have practice at 5 am in 4 hrs [1:01 AM]
dance machine 🤖
yeah ik i'm not that dumb 🙄 not sure mr.kim cares abt my sleep schedule … omg yn [1:01 AM]
you
??? huh what is it niki istg if ur setting me up for a dn joke [1:02 AM]
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yk u love them 😏 just give me a sec … i’ll send u a pic [1:02 AM]
you
ok lol uhh should i be worried? [1:03 AM]
dance machine 🤖
ur so down bad for me LMAO [1:03 AM]
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[picture sent] so u love me huh? 😏 [1:03 AM]
you
wow i think apple music just got a new customer lol u weren't supposed to see that ... haha i think it's past my bedtime i'm gonna go to sleep now [1:07 AM]
dance machine 🤖
istg ur so shy sometimes 🙄 [1:07 AM]
you
why wouldn't i be shy?? u literally just found out that i have a crush on u . . . [1:08 AM]
dance machine 🤖
ur so stupid yn i like you too dummy i've liked you for the longest time even during ur toxic army phase 🤧 [1:08 AM]
you
never took you for the sappy type [1:09 AM]
dance machine 🤖
bby just shut up and go to sleep let's talk in the morning, ok? [1:10 AM]
you
bby ... it's technically morning rn when r u gonna go to sleep [1:10 AM]
dance machine 🤖
do u always need to have the last word? 😐 dw ill go to sleep in a few more minutes im almost done with the hw [1:11 AM]
you
ok, but u better go to sleep soon ☹️ ily gn niki <3 [1:11 AM]
dance machine 🤖
love you too ig ill see u in my dreams bby [1:12 AM]
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Dc titans incorrect quote part 8
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Dick: Are you this rude to everyone?!
Y/N: Yup.
Y/N: Don't think you're special.
Dick: You bought a taco?
Jason: Yes.
Dick: From the same truck that hit Y/N?!
Jason, with a mouthful of taco: Well, me starving ain't gonna help them.
Jason : bitches b like “im baby” but have childhood trauma and neglect like wtf do u know about being baby u were forced to grow up from an early age anyways I'm bitches
Y/N : You can de-escalate any situation by simply saying, 'Are we about to kiss?'
Y/N : Doesn't work for getting out of speeding tickets, by the way.
Cory: You'll have a hard time believing this because it never happens, but I made a mistake.
Dick : Gar...
Gar: Oh no, 'Gar' in b-flat.
Gar : You're disappointed.
Cory : You're right.
Dick: That's... That's an unusual phrase for you. Did you just learn it?
Y/N: You love me, right, Dick?
Dick : Normally, I’d say yes without hesitation, but I feel like this is going somewhere and I don’t like it.
Tim Drake, in the hospital: Will you visit me when I get out? Y/N: Lol nah, I hate graveyards.
Y/N: Dick taught me to think before I act. Y/N: ...So if I smack the shit out of you, rest assured that I thought about it and am confident in my decision.
Y/N: I'm going to ask you to be respectful. Jason: I will politely decline.
Dick: Jason, this morning, I called you abhorrent and reprehensible, and I’d like to withdraw that statement- Jason: Aww, thanks- Dick: But I can't. Those are the 2 words that best describe you.
Y/N: Ow! Tim : What’s wrong? Y/N: I have this weird pain right above my eyebrow. Tim: It’s called a stress headache. I got my first one when I was four.
Y/N: You disgust me. Jason: *eating a kitkat sideways* I realize this and don’t care.
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mrsnancywheeler · 20 days
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im so hyperfixated on your billy dunne fics rn, and i cant stop thinking of him getting back from rehab. and reader is just like "wtf why is he being so normal and acting like he didnt make my life hell for so long". and eventually she asks him how come i didnt get this billy years ago. and she just starts sobbing and doing that punching thing on his chest, idk how to describe just throwing a tantrum i guess. and then billy just grabs her and lets her sob into his chest. he finally starts realizing how much he hurt you over the years, and then i feel like he would show his muse how much he loves her later (smut while he is praising her, only focusing on her pleasure) idk sam claflin is making me go feral today
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billy dunne brain rot is so real, I need him biblically
but you're used to periods of grace before breakdowns so for the first few months it's good, but then it keeps going. he's not perfect, like he'll still have moods, be tempted by things he knows he can't have, but he abstains, and always apologizes now. so it's odd, you start to feel like you're walking on eggshells so eventually something has got to give, right? so you're getting quieter, scared she'll say something that'll set him off, he'll be a few minutes off from when he said he'd be home and you're getting nervous, asking where he was. one morning you're being all quiet again, serving him breakfast, just a small "good morning"
and he's pulling you into his lap, "what's going on, baby?"
"nothing" and when he's in a mood anything can be the trigger, saying that could've set him off on how nothing's enough for you, opening up could've meant that it was a rant about how it's so much worse for him, but apparently not.
"yes there is." he sneaking a small kiss in, "'m worried about you, tell me what's going on in that head of yours." and she's quiet so eventually he's just sighing, hands playing in the ends of your hair. "what can I do? we can go back to bed if you want? go hit the beach later." and suddenly you're sobbing and he's so confused, but trying to be comforting.
"why are you being like this?"
"being like what, baby?"
"you're being different, stop it!" it feels like you can't breathe, not having the cycle is weird, overwhelming
and he's trying to press if forhead to yours, "I'm getting better, baby, getting better for you, for me, for both of us. it's good, what you deserve-"
you're up off of his lap, "did I not deserve it then? why are you changing now? just be angry!" as calmly as he can he's standing, trying to hold you, to calm you down, but he feels like he could cry because now he can clearly see what he's done to you.
"you did deserve it then, baby, you always deserved so much better, and I am so sorry. the shit I pulled really messed you up, but we're gonna get healthier. you didn't deserve for me to always be mad at you, I'm sorry I confused you." he can feel his eyes burning because it's a lot to confess and he hates it, but you need to hear it.
you just stare for a moment before shaking your head, "no, stop it, billy, just be angry." when he doesn't react you're trying to hit his chest, which takes his off guard but does nothing so after a beat you keep going. "you're angry with me, be angry! I'm disappointing and should leave, be angry! I'm being clingy and intense, I know you're mad at me, be mad!" and eventually he's got his arms wrapped around you so you can't hit and you're just sobbing into his chest as he holds you.
"c'mon baby, just let it all out." eventually he just lifts you up to take you back to bed and lays there cuddling with you until you've completely calmed down.
yes, and later there's totally him between your legs for hours and different apologies for things he's done. reminding her that he really does love her, she's the one no one else, his girl, irreplaceable, loveable.
he's my man and I'm in love with him
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hughesmedicine · 1 year
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just a bunch of swifties 7| t. zegras
trevor zegras x hughes reader
jabosml(masterlists)
ending this series and I’ve loved it so much so let’s end it with a bang🫶🏻 also tried to make it cute but it’s not them without joking, thanks for the support on the series this whole time🧡🥹
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ynzegras: surprise🥹❤️ but I love you baby and I couldn’t imagine marrying anyone other than you. I will forever be thankful for Jack introducing us even if I broke the no falling for friends rule it was worth it for you🧡
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jackhughes: oh my god.
| jamie.drysdale: i can’t tell if this is a good “oh my god” or a bad one🙅‍♀️
| ynzegras: it’s a good one, he’s running around the house screaming “im gonna be an uncle”
_alextorcotte: I need to know did trevor faint when you told him you’re pregnant?? Also congratulations bestie so happy for you and ig I’m happy for trevor!
| trevorzegras: why do you guys always circle back around to the fainting and thank you?
| ynzegras: he didn’t faint but he did run around the house screaming we’re having a baby and immediately told me we’re naming him/her taylor and thanks bestie, you better come around more!
| _alextorcotte: sounds about right but please don’t name it taylor and I’m on my way right now!
| jamie.drysdale: it’s too late for that but swiftie party?
| ynzegras: it’s not, I never agreed to it and yes swiftie party!
| trevorzegras: not listening, we’re naming it taylor.
| ynzegras: I’ll take this wedding ring off zegras.
| trevorzegras: we’re not naming it taylor and I’m joining this party.
lhughes_06 expect more visits from me now but congrats sis, so happy for you both!
| trevorzegras oh god no but thanks luke!
| lhughes_06 oh god yes** I think you put the wrong word💁‍♀️
| trevorzegras no I put the right word
| lhughes_06 @ynzegras get him in check pls
| ynzegras: on it, trevor you’re on the couch tonight and thanks moosey!
| trevorzegras lukes not allowed in the house anymore @/lhughes_06 bring a fucken tent when you come to visit.
elblue6: sweetie congrats (again!) I’m so happy for you both and I’m so glad to have an amazing son in law🥹❤️
| trevorzegras: I’m sobbing momma el I love you so much and best mom in law ever!!😭🧡
| ynzegras: thank you mom I love you!❤️
_quinnhughes: why am I finding out through an instagram post???
| eliaspettersson: no same wtf?
| ynzegras yikes shouldn’t have went out drinking
| _quinnhughes okay sorry that we wanted to have good time
| ynzegras a good time? You came home with Elias and immediately got into my bed hugged eachother and we all cried about our feelings which thank you for that, needed it
| eliaspettersson: so that’s why I woke up in trevors arms this morning 💀
anaheimducks omg congrats! Got a little duck coming soon🥹🧡
| ynzegras thank you and can’t wait till we get the little jersey for it!🧡
| trevorzegras she already ordered it
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trevorzegras: this will forever be my favorite day, I love you so much and I can’t wait till i can you my wife forever. Thank you for being the best lover to me and I wouldn’t change it for anything🧡 also can’t wait to hold our little ducking
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ynzegras: I can’t even type since I’m crying so much but I love you so much and I’m so excited for the years to come😭🧡
| _alextorcotte: looks like we’re here again but yes jamie and I can confirm she’s crying
| trevorzegras: this time I can confirm too!
| jackhughes comfort her man!
| jamie.drysdale and he’s supposed to be a good fiancé😐
| trevorzegras I am! Literally comforting her right now
dylanduke25 you made luke cry
| lhughes_06 you said you wouldn’t tell!!
| ynzegras: awe moosey come to my room group cry!
| lhughes_06 🏃‍♀️ coming!
anaheimducks little duckling😭🧡
| ynzegras it’s the cutest nickname ever!!😭
elblue6 best son in law!!🧡
| trevorzegras: oh I’m crying now
| _quinnhughes jack and I comforting him cause we’re crying too, jacks crying cause now him and trevor are related
canucks: congrats!!!
njdevils: little ducking will be getting a devils jersey from every player on the team!
| ynzegras jacks will be the favorite one!
| jackhughes I didn’t think I had any more tears left till I saw this comment
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