#and im sontired of pretending to have hope for that

[im-the-punk-who]

Truly nothing good happening in my brain lately. Wake up exist and fall into bed in *literal* mental agony.

#i feel like ive not rrally been paying attention to blogging and just doing it as a chore #i mean everything in life is a chire i have to force myself through #literally getting up and making sure im fed multiple times a day is a chore #im exhausted and in pain and just...ready for the end #depression blogging #mental health cw #depression cw #this is never going to get better and thats the most demoralizing part #im never going to be able to be enough of a better person for people - enough of a normal person #and im sontired of pretending to have hope for that #or for anything lmao just someone take me out not on a date i mean with a gun #personal post