#and in which there are a lot of thighs

[lazycranberrydoodles]

eepy hualesbians for a wip fic / follow to get fucking lesbianed!!!

#hua cheng: which matching cami set should i wear tonight jiejie #xie lian: um idk im wearing the shirt i found in the walmart dumpster #i loooove this drawing so much theres so much headcanon in it #the tan line on xl’s neck. the scars on hc’s thighs. the missing eye. the $2.99 thrift store purchase #also the lesbianism. theres a lot of lesbianism in this image. #its like a visualizer for a song but instead its fanart of my own fic #tgcf #hualian #art #my art #lesbian #hualesbians #tian guan ci fu #hua cheng #xie lian #tgcf fanart #mxtx #genderswap #genderbend cw #modern au #self harm scars tw #sh scars tw #self harm scars cw #suggestive cw #suggestive tw #i hate tagging triggers on here so much theres a bajillion different ways to tag each one and i know what its like #to find a brand new and exciting(/s) spelling/arrangement of a tag you have filtered #i want 2 tag as accurately as possible. alas. the horrors of phrasing

[mid-nightowl]

…can i ask you to share more of your thoughts on fem!jaytim vibes

hi cory!!!! yes, yes i can :) <3

most of my thoughts come from this lil snippet and my tags.

my thoughts on fem!jaytim can be boiled down to this line: “Her successor fascinates her. She kind of wants to let him dissect her, little freak that he is.” 

like tim is a freak who would absolutely want to dissect and take jaye apart piece by piece just to get to the bottom of whatever the hell is wrong with her (obsessive) and jaye would let him bc she wants to know what the hell is wrong with him (affectionate). 

It’s almost a scientist and their never-ending experiment, but not quite?

like the dissection, its the act, the intimacy, the trust in being vulnerable and completely open on the table for them to see, a show and a sight but not a performance, it's the ‘i’m going to take you apart piece by piece, not to fix you or change you, but just to understand you’, and 'i’m going to get my hands dirty and dig into you, and it can be voluntarily or not, it can be with anesthesia or nothing but im going to know you whether you like it or not,' paired with 'you are going to have to cut me open to get to know me, it has to be cold and violent, it has to be artful and methodological.'

but jaye started off with ‘i want to destroy you, take you to the brink, the edge of despair and fury and hatred and let you go without any catharsis,’ kind of like capturing a wild animal, testing on it, and then releasing it back into the wild with a tag to see what it will do after being changed (will it return back to it’s normal routine or will it come back for more?)

and then tim kept coming back. and that's when jaye is like alright yeah, i'll let you rip me open and give me a name (or maybe give me back my name?) and tim does, and he does it carefully, adoringly, obsessively.

and i think tim’s obsessive focus, paired with the idea of the knife/scalpel = love, is what jaye would respond to best. she was raised in violence, and probably thinks that fighting and pain is caring and love, AND she’s never been a priority in anyone’s life. so for tim to obsess and know her in ways that no one else has before (or have even bothered) is captivating, exciting, and absolutely mind-boggling, and i think jaye would get possessive, like ‘this robin, this little freak is mine.'

i, hmmm. running out of coherent thoughts after this, so um i guess enjoy? <3

#asks #felinemotif #i don't write/talk about jaytim very much; ive always been a jaydick girlie #but this was a lot of fun to think about and like actually get down my thoughts in a somewhat coherent manner #i think there's another piece here about the dissection as an intimacy that only requires the subject and the surgeon/scientist #and the idea of labelling and taking photos of the parts something about learning and teaching but also remembering #another part: once the dissection is done once tim knows all of jaye does he stay? #which i think devolves into jaye going out of her way to prolong the dissection bc she thinks it may be temporary between her & tim #whereas tim is thinking okay i know all the pieces and parts which means im the perfect partner for jaye #no one knows her better than me AND no one will get to know her like i do #(the whole dissection thing too like tim is not afraid about hurting jaye whereas bruce is bc he knew her before) #(bruce thinks “dissection” would = change bad or good while tim knows it just means learning and knowing) #like it's going to be painful before it gets better and bruce doesn't want to go through the pain of knowing this version of jaye #bc it means acknowledging what he's done or not done #and tim's a fixer at heart but to fix things you gotta know what you're dealing with #problem is tim fell in love and realized fixing things would just make it worst so #he is very content with his tall gf that could kill him with her thighs and lets him do his freaky experiments<3 #okay wow i was not done with the thoughts ajfkagjbsg imma stop now #jaytim #fem!jaytim

[ferahntics]

Are they a tree yet, cause they’ve got so much sap going on.

Jokes aside, them being wholesome is making me genuinely happy and idk if that’s a good thing or something sad xD Either way I’m enjoying them~

Original template here on twitter!

#i edited a lot of the kissing things cause some were suggestive which #while i dont mind myself i'd rather not #and also cause what thighs what throat what leg they are missing half of that #so I just altered some xDD #OH ALSO #i made the error of not tagging them as canon x oc or oc x canon so i'll be fixing that #i am still wrestling with calling them maginki or inkilor help #mine #my art #inki #magolor #crowned magolor #no my crowned magolor fever has not subsided #oc x canon #maginki

[mewkwota]

Super Castlevania IV shows Simon’s skill in tethering with his whip. You know what else he can do with that skill? Me neither.

I bet he can do a lot of neat tricks though.

#another day another excuse for me to brush up on simon's muscles #which I still mess up on a lot but I have to factor a lot of things while drawing these shots #like... gravity is one :/ #anywho those thighs check out to me so all as well :> #doodle-daas #castlevania #simon belmont #anything that helps me work on posing with this guy is great (such are these hunters with their flashiness ^^)

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

while source hunting i found "Determined Raptures": St. Sebastian and the Victorian Discourse of Decadence by Richard A. Kaye which i think is about what i was talking about a few months ago abt st sebastian always being drawn sexually, but it goes into why which is cool

link to me going on abt st sebastian always being so erotic that is mostly for me because i keep losing it and i need a link or else it will be lost forever

#apparently he's a homoerotic icon which. i am not surprised ngl #i also found “Wantoning with the Thighs”: The Socialization of Thigh Sex in England 1590-1730 by Will Fisher #which. #is interesting #anyway let's talk about my day because i want to #i've gathered a lot of sources for my eroticism paper and had a genius bigbrain moment where i realized michelangelo's dying slave #could maybe be a venus pudica (specific pose typically reserved for venus-like figures. aka “modest” venus) #and i was like. yippee!! that's inherently sexual!!!! and it came from my brain so i don't have to cite it #also someone came up to me curious to what i was doing (bc i am spread across a large table w a lot of papers and i keep staring at #michelangelo's slave sculptures. and i have been. for four hours) #and i was like. i'm doing research and it was cool. they like art hist too. yay #also today was my last forensic psych class :(( #so sad. i love that class to death #also i almost got run over by a stupid fucking driver again!!!! >:( #this is because a main pathway for psych students in particular has so many blindspots and The Crosswalk is hiding from drivers #so they just hit the gas and hope no-one's crossing. but i am!!!! pay attention to your surroundings in a moderately high-foot-traffic area

[ensign-cadet]

Was rewatching "Space Seed" and gotta say

why the hell does Kirk want to touch Spock's ass so bad

[ID: Six gifs from Star Trek: The Original Series. They form two sets of three gifs, the first on the left side, and the second on the right. The first three gifs show Captain Kirk (right) walking up to Spock (left). They are standing in front of a background with orange doors, and an angular wall split in two sections: the upper half is grey with off-white framing, and has some retro graphs and pictures of planets displayed. The bottom half has various monitors with yellow, green, and orange lights. It also has a console that juts out, so that various buttons and screens could be interacted with. Spock is bent over looking into a small monitor.

In the first gif, Kirk is walking and looking at the floor, before he brings up his right hand. He makes a loose fist, then opens it and wraps his hand around a black chair behind Spock. The second gif shows Kirk continuing to walk, and removing his hand from the chair. As he pulls his arm towards himself, his hand narrowly misses Spock's butt. In the third gif, Kirk starts to talk, though his words aren't captioned. He moves his left hand to wipe it on his pants, and loosely swings his right hand-- his forearm nearly brushing Spock's butt. This makes Spock turn away from his monitor, and look to Kirk's forearm, before turning back to the monitor.

The second three gifs have Spock now sitting on the console, arms crossed, body turned out in frame, watching Kirk as he speaks. Jim is to the right, sitting in the chair he rested his hand on. In these second three gifs, Kirk slowly inches his right hand toward Spock, along the bridge console, towards the start of Spock's thigh. The fourth gif has the words "*A minute later*" written on the top of the gif, while he pulls his chair towards Spock. The fifth and sixth gifs show Jim looking at the floor, then at Spock while he speaks. End ID]

#this felt weird to describe lmao. also #bc the angle of the second set of gifs it's kind of hard to gauge distance between Jim's hand and Spock's thigh #but it looks. wayyyyyyy closer than I'd want a boss putting their hand #or a friend for that matter #especially because it's not like. assertive? #he's slowly moving his hand that way-- which somehow makes it feel like it has more intention behind it #and Spock looks like he doesn't give a shit. which would imply this happens a lot #spirk #k/s #kirk x spock #the premise #star trek tos #tos #tracking tag #my gifs #rambling

[bellerintwo]

mikarteta -> bellerintwo

#the breakdown was serious. tears. insanity even! #if i say i miss the old arsenal too much they're going to go back to being mid-table which is fine bc the vibes were immaculate #but like girl........ I miss a lot #anyways hector's thigh tattoo my beloved<3 #I’ve never changed my url on this blog it feels kinda weird but it’s still just me 👋 #might change it back if I don't vibe with it after a few days but so far I vibe!

[wool-string]

Ocs and carrying

#my art #my ocs #oc art #santo armas #Ernest Rochefort #they’re so cute #I love them #I imagine Santo is very strong due to working in farms most of his life #he’s got broad shoulders and thick thighs that help him pick up heavy objects #also he is a hefty eater #he is a fast runner because of his leg strength but he has shit stamina so he doesn’t get very far before he’s dying 😭 #Ernest was in the war ofc he got some muscle when training #over the years he didn’t train much #so he’s not as strong but he is quite agile #he has amazing stamina too which works in his favor since he travels lots and often has to walk long distances for days

[arcaneyouth]

i'm starting to think living with 5 other people may simply be a problem

#vent post #negative #i've come to the conclusion i'm not getting enough sugar in my daily meals #(which is. ironic in a lot of ways. but i don't know what else the problem would be) #and that's great that's cool that i've come to this conclusion. i don't think i can solve this one #we don't buy that much sugary or junk food stuff anymore #my dad's got diabetes that makes sense that's understandable #so a lot of our family meals are like rice and meat and a salad #but yknow i'm not really gonna ask my parents to change that! it's been like that for a long time now it's fine it's alright #but i don't think i can actually solve the problem #i. already have a lot of foods that the rest of my family isn't allowed to touch. because i am So Picky #and when they were eating my foods more often i was Starving #i don't. think. i can ask for more. and you know what that's fine! that's fine that's ok i like my meals they're tasty as hell #what about snacks then? can we get snacks for the whole family? well no #we stopped buying more junk foodish snacks because it was All my siblings were eating #and it was bad! it was bad they shouldn't have been doing that. but now i don't think my parents trust us to be responsible with snack food #so our snack foods are. protein bar. fruit snacks (i had to request these specifically). popcorn #that's. that's fine. that's fine maybe i should be focused on fruit instead! fruit is good sugar! #well we don't store fruit i like the way i like it (don't put it in the fridge) so i never eat any of it anymore #but everybody else seems fine with it so really i'm not going to win this argument cause everybody else actually eats it more when it's out #(i don't think this is true. but i think it's true for My Dad and My Mom specifically.) #and i just. it really got me thinking about how much i don't have foods that i like in the house or meals that i love because Somebody Else #likes it done differently and not the way i like it #and that takes priority #to the point where i don't know what the fuck kind of foods i like because we just don't. have. any #i prefer white rice. mom prefers brown so we get brown. i prefer crunchier potatoes. mom prefers them soft so we make them soft #i like my fruits cold. my parents prefer to be able to See the fruits so they stay on the counter. i only eat chicken breast not any other #part of the chicken. my parents prefer thigh meat so we get thigh meat (which i don't eat) #oh huh. this post was a lot longer but tumblr deleted half the tags. yeah that's fair

[gibbearish]

yknow i hadnt really processed how much the adderall weight loss has changed my face shape but then i found this slightly older selfie

<== old now ==>

like. aww look at ur cute lil squishable cheeks:3 i can see why bf did that so much i would too

#n like i know its not an extreme difference by any means but idk its interesting jenfksnfksn #selfie #origibberish #i think my jawline is where it shows most #given that i like. have one now? #like obv its still the same shape but its def a bit more pronounced now #it has been very weird having pronounced collarbones again though i dont know if i especially like that #and esp my thighs have downsized a lot which is a bummer #bonus however is some of it seems to have come out of my honkers as well bc i dont even really need a bra anymore much less a binder #idk its a mixed bag but yknow. ive never really been in charge of what weight my bodys at nor have i cared to change it #i just let it wander as it will #shit we didnt even have a scale for like. four years #altho i have to weigh myself more often now to make sure its still holding steady bc my doctor didnt believe me that i was still eating the #same as i normally do KEBFKSNDMSN #but like before any of the meds my body would generally had a 40lbs fluctuation range that it would just wander back and forth through #and now ive dropped an extra 20 off of the lower end of that and bottomed out like i knew it would once it adjusted to the legal meth #so. get dunked on emily LOL #/weight loss discussion #/weight discussion #also i hope it goes without saying but if any like. proa blogs or fatphobes touch this post i will kill you so very dead. #weight loss and weight gain are both morally neutral and just part of how the body works and you shouldnt force it to be any one specific #size and people should be able to discuss both without it being a whole Thing. do not touch.

[alangdorf]

Actually I lied I’m just gonna do separate posts cause I’m impatient, one composite one now and then the rest (including the normal form ref, Traitor Magolor/EX, hopefully Epilogue final boss fight and maaaaaybe Manager/Shoppekeeper Magolor) later when they’re done, which will be after the legs are all finished. Anyway here’s Magolor

Now, you may be thinking: “Hey Kit, did you make our catboy a bird?” To which I say, “Read my 1.8k word essay from last week.” Albeit I don’t think canon Magolor is an actual Doomer, I just thought it would be fun; plays nicely with the wings + talons imagery of the crown, and I wasn’t sure about giving him full-on cat ears anyway (Also. Egg). I’m also weirdly committed to both staying relatively on-model and having fairly realistic continuity and am proud of how well I managed to do on those with stuff like the sleeves having the same markings as the ears of the hood so they can stand in for them in 2nd phase after the cloak gets its closure broken and falls off. Also btw the leg prosthetics (I commissioned a friend who draws mecha to design better ones than I could lol) are held together & operated by magic that Mags is always running in the background so they fall apart in 2nd phase once he’s no longer controlling his own magic. Ok that’s probably enough non-tag rambling; hasta luego!

#art #digital #kirby #magolor #kirby gijinka #sketchbook #body horror #blood #minor but it’s there in 2nd phase/soul form though if you’ve seen Magolor Soul it’s not that surprising #loosely inspired by a lot of Magolor gijinkas I’ve seen on tumblr but I can specifically call out nyaagolor and otaku553 for the hair #also something-sacriou for the pants which I did not end up using for logistical reasons #namely I felt like adding the tail (just one lol) and I was like well he keeps it under his clothes usually but #pants would be trickier for that and it would look weird just hanging out of one pant leg plus they’ll look weird without legs in em #so skirt time #hand on a bible in front of a court of law I swear I didn’t make him super feminine on purpose this time! This just happens to me!! lol #oh btw his thigh stumps are actually shorter than they look here I just drew these before that was decided (more space for the joints) #and don’t feel like editing these again #also as stated yesterday I’m not super happy with these artistically but I shrimply have got to draw. I got bit by the art bug #plus I fixed my brush settings somewhat for the one I’m working on currently so that’s good though I’d still like to experiment more #I’m just really inflexible and not really willing to put in a ton of extra brainpower rn #oh and I know the gold/silver hair presents a contrast issue but I like it conceptually so w/e #AGH I forgot alt text!! it’s there now though I hope it’s ok

[dexaroth]

first its 'lets go to a nutritionist, losing weight would help you move around better!' which apparently did help but I personally can't notice and now it's 'you're looking a little bit too thin -_- lets go back to eating smiley fries and chicken nuggets like we did when I was like 7. if you truly care. 😑

#i think the only time i didnt have an hourglass hip and obvious ribs was when i was like 10 #at which point the muscle rot gene hadnt activated yet. i think #but ever since then everything goes to my thighs #to the point that if you only saw my second third youd think im starving #bc of how proeminent my ribcage is. with a lot of kind help by my scolio+lordosis #but apparently im getting too thin now. always some fucking problem #or maybe theyre tunnelvisioned on my hips and chalk my hugeass thighs to heritage #which theyve said before as the reason why theyre so big in the past #god i hate this body so fucking much. if i didnt know what i do now abt fat and weight> #>i think id voluntarily starve myself in the hopes of a different body shape #but im the eat the day away kinda guy not the ignore until it hurts kinda guy #not my fault food is so yummy. just wish i didnt feel hungry so often #so annoying having to eat so many times. cant i just eat a horse and survive off that for 1 week please #dextxt

[binch-i-might-be]

got some sushi to celebrate :)

#by the time i got back the Tattoo Wrap had already ridden down which is why i prefer second skin lnao #THANKFULLY i already got cling wrap and even though they didn't have any skin safe tape i found some in my tiny first aid kit!!!! #now i'm sitting here with my whole thigh wrapped in plastic. i rustle when i move #my feet hurt again also because i did walk a lot despite my best intentions #rayrambles

[anonymusbosch]

.

#annual physical tomorrow. getting slightly defensive in advance for when they ask me how i eat and exercise #and i say 'im vegetarian and i cook almost all my meals at home and don't eat fast food and get a lot of vegetables and protein' #'and i currently exercise at least some every day. often a solid hour or more of intense exercise at least a few times a week. #i bike to get around and i rock climb and hike and lift weights and run/jog and sometimes swim. i get typically 10+ hrs of exercise per wee #i can run 5 miles without issue if my ankle doesn't bother me. biking 30+ is no problem. ' #and the doctor looks shocked and replies with some variant of 'so why are you overweight' #which is about what happened last time. #for the sake of the scenario playing in my head i am playing the soundbite 'got chub from eating too much PUSSSYYYYY' to break the cycle. #'are there any health goals you want regarding ur weight' 'yeah a fatter ass and hella thighs' #idk. mind ur manners. at least do your best not to act surprised. #and like. i am only slightly overweight and i do have the athleticism to say 'and what about it' and i just. #this is the most benign version of that response. i wish better for everyone else who gets some variation of it #not that ANYONE asked but i am 50 lbs heavier than i was when my mom tried to control my weight as a teen #and im fine. that's fine. it is not unhealthy.

[shopwitchvamp]

Please make a flare leg option for joggers. Some of us have fat calves we don't wanna show off :/

I've got one other request for flares recently, but even if I started on those today it'd take a lot of time & testing to get them to the point of being ready to actually put up into the shop. I've got a lot of other stuff in the works right now so unfortunately flare leg pants are pretty far down the list.

#also the larger sizes have a lot more leg room so depending on which size you wear or choose it might not show much off #i know my pictures they look on the tigher side but i'm wearing the smallest size & i have a decent amount of thigh & butt #i need to update the jogger size chart at some point soon so i'll add calf measurements when i do that #ask #anon #witch vamp #also also i'm not ready to add a bunch more clothing types right now or maybe even anytime soon #it's tough enough to keep everything organized as it is & i'm quickly running out of space #i know i could pursue infinite growth and like get a warehouse get a van consider hiring more people etc etc but tbh i don't want to #this business is entering controlled burn territory haha

[epitheta]

⠀ > M5 - 04 - 2022

#[is.png] #[2022] #[cf.tot.zip] #[c.tot] #|| > ? last doodle (for now) so I can go actually study #let's see... clamp claw. while incomplete‚ the uberbot itself appeared to have all of its limbs intact so I kept to that #while giving it some parts that are a little less thick/covered with plating‚ such as the left arm and left (thigh). #the midriff-spine is imitated by wires (which happen to be everywhere)... I'd like for vector arrows to be mostly upon its left shoulder‚ #but it can appear wherever. head-cords should be exposed wiring too... transparent-themed cloth... #supposed to also be a lot more grime/rust but that's because it's been left idle for a while ++ paint... #has bouts of sleepiness/idling - usually to take a while to process or completely dismiss something. #never really stuck on one face in particular even when mood changes... mox gem insignia on (panel)... #truthfully it just stuck to this form but it can be pretty shapeless if they wanted to? #mostly a (it/its) fella (neutral) but doesn't mind being addressed by anything else so it's like . an (it/they) #whatever the challenger/individual wants to call it you know? pronoun ++ name collecting but got its general set-up #and that is the shortened version of all of this... ^()%*&(* okay take care #(by clamp claw I mean it's a pincer not a claw (three-pronged)) #ah. and when it gets upset/experiences particularly intense emotions it'll start leaking black liquid which feels more like grease #than it does oil . . ???? if it's Real bad then the screen gets inverted too or there's the constant dead pixels in its display as with 03's #I GUESS. we'll see how I feel about this whole thing in the future