#and ion MIND! the positive attention or anything but its. just. hhhhghgjgjhdhagahdhfhhagjahghjga

[blisterinballista]

spam liking people got me feelin like /hj

#🔥~ooc #this has been a Warning #and ion MIND! the positive attention or anything but its. just. hhhhghgjgjhdhagahdhfhhagjahghjga #i woke up today yeah? so i opened tumblr and lo and behold i was greeted by 36 NOTIFICATIONS. 30 FUCKING 6 #so i went to check what they are yeah? only to discover. they are SPAM LIKES. ON. MY. MAIN??? #RRRGRGRGRGRUUAAGHH????????¿¿¿¿¿ #i fucking couldnt even take it anymore i just #fucking HELL #EVERYTHING WAS SO FUN HERE WHAT HAPPENED?? #YES I AM LOOKING 👁️ @ YOU. PERSON WITH THAT CUTESY COTTAGECORE DUCKY PFP #im done being nice dammit #some of you have been driving me up the WALL for MONTHS NOW (lucifer and rest of the graveyard +some others do not fall under that) #some of you are genuinely great! you try your best and i admire a lot of you #some of you barely know i exist #some of you are holding onto dear sanity by the fingernails and i know what that feels like and youre okay too #and maybe im getting upset at nothing but i still do feel upset #i feel like an annoying fucking brat throwing a fit on the floor and i want to scream and cry and flail and kick and break shit #im just this ugly fragile shitty looking overpriced figurine you find in a forgotten thrift store and take photos of but never bring home #because neither you nor anyone knows how to take care of me. #and thats okay #ill keep gathering dust on the shelf and looking at you with my big round scary baby eyes #and crying when the doors close and the lights go out. #just like porcelain. #ooook this got a tad bit too philosophical ill log off now #hope i didn't scare anyone (or atleast not way too badly lol) #my moots i still love yall im just trapped in a funk and no its not the funny funkin friday type /p /gen #maybe ill just spend my day on youtube while crying over clips of that funny birdie tiddy show (and all the lives i could've had) again /hj #ill see if i can lighten my mood and this blog's content with a genuinely positive shitpost l8r /gen /pos #might stick to discord rp for now doe #ookay byee 🏃 /j /pos