#and it goes down the drain

[thesunwillshineonusagain757]

So I just watched The Society of The Snow I cried my ass out Numa my baby deserved so much better. I thank this movie for putting Enzo Vogrincic’s fine ass in my radar. And together with the Anatomy of a Fall it is successfully told my tropical South American ass that, snow is dangerous. So avoid it when possible.

#yo fuck snow #fuck coriolanus too #down the drain goes my dream is skiing #I’ll just do to the beach then #the society of the snow #anatomy of a fall #enzo vogrincic #numa turcatti

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

That scene towards the end of the S3 trailer

The one where Shadow is running to save Sonic from disappearing

What if by that scene, the main conflict is changed? Nine is no longer actively trying to get ahold of Sonic, to drain the paradox prism energy from him. Just like Shadow and his focus on saving Green Hill over the Shatterverse before, he concedes that *nothing* will exist if they can't fix the paradox prism (assuming that the crew comes to the conclusion that they need to fix the paradox prism to have a chance at fixing the rapid breakdown of the shatterverse).

What if after episodes of fighting Nine and avoiding having his prism energy taken from him, Sonic gives himself over willingly. Nine has just realized how far he took things, how tunnel visioned he became on a goal with the sacrifice of things (and a person) he cared about. What if he feels guilty, resolved to help fix the universe they live in before anything else, and Sonic *asks* him to drain the energy this time?

And no matter what Shadow or Nine or anyone else says, no matter how uncertain doing so would make Sonic's fate uncertain and put it at stake, they can't refute the argument. Doing this could kill him (just like back on Ghost Hill, when Sonic asked for Nine to give him energy to match that of the prismatic titan), but is there any other way to save the shatterverse?

I'm not sure what the answer is myself, but perhaps they hope so. They're running out of time, and if they can't fix it, all of them will die. So, they all form a plan.

What if Nine feels this guilt as he drains the prism energy from Sonic? What if he feels more awful (and a little jealous) when it's up to Shadow to ultimately save him (because Shadow's the only other one who can move quite as fast)?

What if Shadow runs and runs, desperate too to make sure that Sonic won't die? What if he's frustrated at Nine and Sonic (because why did it have to come to this?), but also frustrated at himself (because maybe if he could have been there with Sonic, or maybe if he was the one searching the shatterspaces before, maybe he could have stopped all this before it went too far, maybe he could have kept Sonic safe from this fate)?

What if Shadow enters that shatterspace with Sonic in his arms, hoping so badly he'll pull through, trying not to think about what'll happen if he doesn't?

And what if Nine is the next to enter the shatterspace, arriving before anyone else? What if Nine watches Shadow hold Sonic's barely existing form and feels a pang of jealousy, and a waterfall of guilt. What will he do if Sonic doesn't pull through?

#sonic prime #sonic prime season 3 spoilers #putting that tag cause of trailer talk #sonic the hedgehog #nine sonic prime #miles nine prower #nine the fox #shadow the hedgehog #Sonadow #Sonine #i just be ramblin #This is more a prediction than anything (and also a method of hurting myself with feelings) #How convinced am I this prediction is correct? Ehhhhh 30% maybe #I have no way of knowing what's going to come next. My only predictions for that scene are this‚ or Nine (tunnel visioned) does manage #to drain the energy from Sonic during his campaign‚ and Shadow puts everything else aside to rush him to make everything okay. #So basically I either think Shadow's role was in a plan to extract the energy to save the shatterverse AND save Sonic #or that Sonic gets his energy extracted and Shadow has to save him on the fly #With how warped his goals may be becoming‚ I kind of hope Nine goes down a kh1 Riku route‚ where consequences force him to step back and #realize all he'd done and hurt in the sake of fulfilling a goal that wasn't necessarily his original one. I want him to feel so guilty for #hurting the hedgehog who was kindest to him back then #I love when feelings guys #I love when regret #I love the idea of Nine and Shadow putting aside their differences to save Sonic AND the shatterverse #sonic prime spoilers

[chappellrroan]

society if fathers realised it is not normal to make your child cry by the end of every convo

#leave me aloneeeee #all the progress i make goes down the drain everytime i speak to him bro i was doing so well till this saturday #v.txt

[pureanonofficial]

LES MIS LETTERS IN ADAPTATION - Change of Gate, LM 4.3.4 (Les Miserables 1967)

“Father, I am very cold in your rooms; why don’t you have a carpet here and a stove?” “Dear child, there are so many people who are better than I and who have not even a roof over their heads.” “Then why is there a fire in my rooms, and everything that is needed?” “Because you are a woman and a child.” “Bah! must men be cold and feel uncomfortable?” “Certain men.” “That is good, I shall come here so often that you will be obliged to have a fire.”

#Les Mis #les Miserables #Cosette #Cosette Fauchelevent #Jean Valjean #Valjean #Les Mis Letters #Les Mis Letters in adaptation #Les Mis 1967 #Les Miserables 1967 #lesmisedit #lesmiserablesedit #lesmiserables1967edit #pureanonedits #GET HIM COSETTE #GET HIM #How can you dislike Cosette!! #With scenes like this!! #And asdjflaskjl an adaptation that mentions SHAME HUT #Granted because the writing goes down the drain in the second half of this series it's more like a shame...second house they move to? #but STILL #As pilferapples has oft said #Les Mis 1967 is several hours of the best English adaptation ever #and several more of the drunkest. #But it's fun all the way through.

[anythinganywhereanytimeanyone]

Guys, fellas, Whgats the opinion on this? 🤔

(Also more drawings of them down belowwwww)

#My art #ship dynamics #monster x human #If there's anything else like this out the PA LEASE let me know 🥺 #Also sorry for the whiplash of having a different art style in EVERY panel I have no idea how I did that lol #I also love it whenever character B is all uptight and serious but once they Change they get sooooo ridiculously silly and manic #Like all the work they did to keep up that calm and cool persona goes completely down the drain and they get teased abt it constantly lol

[worstloki]

imagine being Loki and you're on thin ice playing pretend to fit in on a tyrannical mystery garbage planet until you find a safe way to get rid of the murder-happy ruler who you're very clearly keeping up the bit of having no suspicious connections to the shiny new gladiator that was rounded in and then Thor gets angry about it and immediately gives the lie away by saying you two are brothers.

#weeks of work down the drain #i'd be so annoyed #that loki visited thor in that cell waiting room area at all to have a decent conversation was too much grace #do you think loki compromising work to account for thor is a regular thing bc i think it was done pretty seamlessly #like he's very used to it #thor then goes in the ring and alerts everyone to the fact that loki has a connection to HULK too like #thanks thor you bludgeoned through everything then ALSO lost the fight. not to mention the man now wants to melt me into burnt goo #and has an excuse to do it too #did thor really have to denounce loki as a liar 1 sentence into the conversation with no understanding of what was going on #like sure thor was angry but loki was waving giant warning flags at him and NOW he argues for their brotherhood??? #thor had enough context to not do that stuff!!!!!??? #that sounds so tiring #loki should've gotten to kick him at least once

[noa-ciharu]

Sometimes I think how growing up with depression fucks up your ability to enjoy things and makes you be satisfied with minimalist lifestyle

I see people online buying mangas and paying for streaming services and go like "why waste money when there are free sites online for that?". Similarly with media I find myself dropping 90% of it cuz I just can't get into movie/series/book. I see a cute outfit and think how I don't really need it since I have enough clothes already. I see others pampering themselves with takeouts and going to restaurants and go "well, I have food at home that's more economical". I get money for bday and parents are like buy whatever you want and I just don't buy anything. I guess partly cuz I have no real desire for things and partly cuz part of me feels guilty for buying stuff that aren't a necessity

#each summer mental health goes down the drain i can't believe it #tho i guess frugality is partly cuz im a student hence no income #but on other hand financial situation ain't bad rly i even have parents encouraging me to want stuff #and i just don't cuz nothing really bring me joy #anhedonia #mental health

[gojuo]

but if yuuta is here then that means he's not RCTing gojo .....

#i win .... but i lose at the same time ........... #jjk 243 #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #no gojo this chap does this mean the buddha revival theory goes down the drain ? 😭😭😭😭 #jjk

[fazgoo-connoiseur-1987]

The idea of discourse around FNaF theories or interpretations is so funny to me cus this franchise has the plot foundation of fuckin' swiss cheese. Nothing means anything you can literally do whatever you want. Free reign, baby.

#sorry my respect for a story goes down the drain when they basically pull a 'everything we've told you up to now was a lie' thing twice #and as always scott cawthon can eat my shorts or whatever #this isnt about anything or anyone in particular i dont go in the fandom tag at all specifically to avoid #this kinda shit #but idk fnaf has such a soup of a story and i mean i like it otherwise i wouldnt have this blog #but one of the reasons i like it is the variety in readings in fosters cus its author didnt (and still doesnt) know what the fuck he's doin #anyway short ramble over i hope you have a nice day :] #rant #just incase ppl wanna filter this kinda stuff i doubt ill post like this often here tho #fnaf #yelling about the bear

[alangdorf]

Welp, the ref lineup still isn’t done cause I haven’t drawn Shion yet, and the belated valentines I’ve been working on are gonna be like at least a month late cause I just planned three more, but what I did do these past couple weeks is start writing a fanfic and then immediately abandon it to go draw a bunch of only tangentially-related suzutsubas (except for that first pic; that’s a scene from it, albeit one I haven’t written yet), only half of which are fit for public posting (one of ‘em I could make a few edits and feel ok about posting sometime; it’s not that out there, it’s just, y’know. Hamal Cine Bad End Hyperbolic Torture Chamber. I’m usually very “whatever happens happens” about my art but if I don’t show some restraint I know I’ll end up stuck in there forever), but hey, since I’ve been teasing them for ages and finally have some finished stuff with them, take a couple Suzumii! Also gonna ramble abt headcanons under the cut (and it will be LONG)

To begin, a note abt my Len’en gender/pronoun headcanons: as a they/them preferrer myself, I’m thrilled that most people just stick with those for everyone, but I’ve developed some more detailed headcanons as I go through working on designs and I’ll generally be using those. Don’t worry though, most of them are still nonbinary and basically all of them are trans/gq. Relevant ones for this post are Tsubakura: they/them nonbinary (transmasc to some degree) and Suzumi: cis female, question mark?? (to be elaborated on); for clarity’s sake I usually use she/her for Arde and Hamal Cine individually and plural they for the system collectively (also I don’t usually use their nicknames, dunno why), but singular they for Benet (the wiki says Benny is probably short for Benetnasch so I’m assuming that’s their actual name) for reasons which will also be elaborated on (sort of).

Aaalso this clearly isn’t autobiographical or anything but I think I’m subconsciously putting a lot of myself into Suzumi because 1) we do look pretty similar (brown wavy bob + blue eyes) and 2) given their current status as both the main antagonist and the most well-known plural Len’en character (I get the impression that Hooaka also being plural isn’t super common knowledge; I mean it took me several read-throughs of their wiki page and their dialogue with BPoHC Secret Team to get what they were getting at lol) I am probably way too anxious about doing a bad stereotype. Just an observation and also probably partially why I’ve even ended up with so much headcanon for them in the first place

And before I get into the thick of it, notes on derivations from canon: I’m running with the assumption that Suzumi being a system is a relatively recent development tied to whatever incident it was that caused the falling-out, since Tsubakura is like the only person who seems at all familiar with Hamal (including Mitori/Chouki/Fumikado, but they’re more easily explained away as just having met with one of the other alters the few times they’ve interacted) even though she’s supposedly usually the one fronting. They don’t seem to know the mechanics of it though, judging by their confusion when Arde implied that she and Hamal are different people. So basically, I’ll be referring to pre-incident Suzumi as a different character from any of the other three. (Ngl I am very influenced by Dissociation Constant on that and just in general [when will my wife The One and Only Suzutsuba Fic return from the war…..]) I was also debating whether to have Suzumi have any history with the gang before starting to work at the lab/whether stuff would happen around high school or college age, cause they keep referring to everything happening “a long time ago” and I know I, a 24-year-old, feel like stuff that happened five years ago was like yesterday, but I do have the pandemic and not really doing much of anything for most of that time to reckon with so like, eh. College age makes more sense in my head and so does the dynamic of like, Suzumi was only introduced into the friend group (she was acquainted w Hoojiro and Yabu already though bc lab) because she was dating Tsubakura and since that ended, and badly (understatement of the century), they have extremely little reason to be civil with each other and also interacting at all is really awkward.

Ok now on with it! Either end of high school or beginning of college, Suzumi ends up interning at Tsubakura’s lab for college credit (Tsuba’s already practically a department head despite being like 17 or something because. Idk. Who even knows what’s up with them) and she’s like. Only wears t-shirts and jeans (bought a bunch of khakis for this job though), [reading] glasses from the men’s section, hates leaving her hair down (it’s lab safety anyways). Repressed queer in denial, you know the type. Starts interacting a lot with Mx. Tsubakura “wears short shorts that everybody thinks are actually a skirt and also uses ore and omae almost exclusively” Enraku who seems to have everything all figured out and is immediately starstruck (GIRL WHY?? they are such a mess). Lots of “do I want to date them or do I want to be them” confusion (this will be relevant later); eventually evolves into the “am I trans or just a lesbian” question (not that they would need to be attracted to women to be into Tsubakura but you get the picture), which never quite gets answered.

In any case, they do eventually start dating (Tsubakura thinks she’s cute and smart so they reciprocate), and they’re not like super great together cause Tsubakura is emotionally constipated at the best of times (Suzumi’s into that though) and neither of them are the most mentally/emotionally healthy people even back then and also Tsubakura is more or less Suzumi’s boss which is weird, but they’re kind of ok??? Tsubakura’s mom dies at some point, also they move in together (college housing is expensive), the rest of the crew at the very least tolerate Suzumi, etcetera.

And then…! [insert catastrophic event here]!! I don’t have a shot to call on this yet cause I have no idea what it could’ve been (and I’m sure it’ll get revealed at some point anyways); I’m just banking on it being something extremely not mundane and something where you could reasonably set the blame on either (or neither) party cause they sure both seem convinced the other is way worse, huh! In Tsubakura’s case at least, blaming Suzumi is partially a defense mechanism so their self-loathing doesn’t get the better of them over it (guess what the fic was supposed to be about, lol).

The worst part of all this business though is that they DON’T break up over it immediately and it just makes everything orders of magnitude worse for everyone involved. Tsubakura and Arde have hate sex MORE THAN ONCE………… they would both really rather forget about it. Hamal thinks it’s hilarious, ofc, but the less said about her, the better. And Benet… exists??? The only idea that I’m running off of for them atm is the observation that I think they’re the only character with flat black eyes other than Tsubakura/Tsurubami and the subsequent idle thought, “hey if someone malded so hard about a breakup that they ended up with an introject of their ex would that be messed up or what?” So make of that what you will. (Oh and it may have been obvious that this is what I was going for but Hamal is femme and Arde is butch and they’re constantly squabbling abt aesthetic presentation. Having Arde be straight-up male would’ve been too straightforward of an interpretation and I think it’s funnier this way)

The canonically mentioned murder attempts start taking place and I’m leaning towards Tsubakura eventually being convinced to move out even though it was originally their apartment, albeit mostly just because the wikipedia page for house sparrows mentions that they’re known to take over swallows’ nests, usually after they’ve been abandoned, but they will sometimes drive away or kill the current occupants, and that was a very fun fact to come across when specifically doing research for Len’en but idk how else to incorporate it lol. And so on and so forth up until the present time.

Uhhh is that all I have atm? I think so! Anyway, I think I finally shook out all my suzutsuba doodles (and rambling, though I do still have that fic to work on. idk whether I’ll be able to finish it though; I started strong with an extended metaphor in the middle but Iiiii’m not sure if I can successfully write my way up to it while making it make sense. Also I may draw pretty slow but I write even slower!! Eh I’m sure I’ll post some of it sometime) for the time being so I should theoretically be able to finish up my bigger projects now. Maybe I’ll have the valentines ready in time for white day? We’ll see!

#art #len’en #tsubakura enraku #suzumi kuzu #suzutsuba #btw sorry if that’s like not the right ship name lol I saw like one person use it but there’s not much in the tag but that might just be #bcuz ppl don’t seem to make much for it anyways #digital #I should probably ask for len’en discord recommendations sometime soon just given the Circumstances #namely if tumblr actually goes down the drain but also so my little sister doesn’t have to keep watching me have a mental breakdown live #(hi Val!!) #briefly looked into the wiki’s server but that has A THOUSAND MEMBERS?? scary….. #ough FINALLY this post took me like a full day to write #also of note: these are essentially silly little doodles and I got kind of lazy with them #and I still don’t know how to draw Tsubakura’s hat or hair….. #idk why I’ve been having so much trouble differentiating how I draw Suzumi and Tsubakura’s hair but I have and it’s weird

[aro-throughyourchest]

To think about it, when Hunter ran off, they probably spent the entire night searching for him. Because a kid with Belos on his tail alone in the woods, on the Boiling Isles of all places, is certainly not safe. Dana did not neglect to make these people decent, they probably spent hours, combing every nook and cranny, calling out the name, “Hunter,” possibly ringing up people and calling in for extra help, until they absolutely had to call it a night when they were sure there was no trace of him. And it would’ve definitely fucked Luz up.

#the owl house #the owl house spoilers #dana terrace #luz noceda #toh hunter #the golden guard #the owl house golden guard #I want you to imagine them combing the forest outside their home with Luz using her phone light and Eda using a flashlight #calling into the darkness ‘HUNTER’ ‘KID’ and getting no response #Luz is calling and texting Willow and Gus and when they turn up with no response her anxiety only grows and grows #right now she’s putting her new recent trauma behind her to confront Hunter could DIE in the woods #they all head inside without sign of Hunter and Luz has blown up Hunter’s phone with 100+ messages to check if he’s okay: No response #she’s nervously twiddling about it day in and day out until Eda has to tell her if he hasn’t contacted her yet it’s best to give it time #and then she completely shuts down #she’s been so terrified and scared that it kinda- Goes down the drain

[autism-connoisseur]

due to recent events (the homestuck vs good omens poll) i think everyone who wants to complain about homestuck is required to at least skim over the basic plot on wikipedia because i just saw someone say that the popular gay couples are headcanons and that the main plot point is FROGS FUCKING.

#homestuck #love it or hate it but at least know what youre taking about. because i think a lot of you are mad at the homestuck you made up in your head #like is it perfect representation? is it perfect media? no its absolute dogshit in some points especially in the earlier arcs it treats its #own characters badly and disrespectfully. and then characterization kind of goes down a drain #BUT its also very well written and it's truthful. sometimes people will just suck!!! and the entire narrative is a queer allegory #begging you ppl to USE your heads

[asmidge]

something about Adam being doomed by the narrative,, something about how it's HIS saw that breaks not Lawrence's when they try to cut through their chains

#his key goes down the drain. his saw breaks. he really was never going to get out of there... he never had a chance... #rewatching saw 2004. feeling absolutely sick #*tearing my hair out* *tears in my eyes* ADAM!! ADAM!!!! #adam faulkner stanheight #saw #bleats

[hussyknee]

Hi! I love your blog. I was wondering if it's okay for me to follow you? I'm Jewish, I understand if that would make you uncomfortable.

It's quite fine, thank you for asking! I didn't mean to give the impression that I inherently distrusted Jewish people. It's true that I've been very worked up over Gaza so I'm sorry if I did that.

I'm only frustrated at the Western Jewish community's refusal to center Islamophobia and their allyship being undermined by their proximity to and privileges from whiteness and coloniality. Y'all arent worse than any other white/Western people, it's just that it's highlighted in the current context. The last thing I want is to further shut down those conversations. I may sound a bit passaggro about it from time to time because the way antisemitism has been weaponized is quite awful for us, but rest assured that it's always about communal power dynamics and never about individual Jews or Judaism as an identity. Do please point out if it feels like I'm being unfair. But thank you again for checking in with my comfort and boundaries, that's very thoughtful of you. 🌸

#was going to say I have jewish friends and mutuals i talk this out with but it sounds like the 'some of my best friends are—' argument #of more concern is that i am an angry person whose reading comprehension goes down the drain when triggered lol #i know i talk like im laying down the law but expect some degree of clownery and hot air #i will however be hating and wishing violence on settlers #because the majority of them are zionists and their presence in Palestine inherently violent #unlike being Jewish you can only be Israeli because of Zionism #but again i only hate what they represent not them as individuals #knee of huss #anti zionism #asks #anon #free palestine

[landgraabbed]

invites a guy to his place, makes out w/ him, drinks his blood, laughs at him, then gets back to work

#p #ts2 #sims 2 #sav: bloom valley #posts?!?? in my blogue!?!?? surprising! #i'm going to try to assemble a more regular posting schedule now that i'm not as sick #it's been rough lmfao #yeah i got some vamp mods! #hunger goes down during the night + aspiration dependant mood drain during the day + drinking restores hunger + food poisoning from eating #it's made vampires cooler to play and now he like. does more than sleep at night + give financial advice at night #y02aut

[scribefindegil]

Okay. I know from reading ao3 tags that there are people who write fic on their phones. I have never considered this because I loathe phone typing with a passion. However I want to write so damn bad and I usually can't sit up to do it on my computer (because of The Curse) so. If you write on your phone: Do you use an app or something? How does this work?

#i write most of my tumblr posts lying down with my eyes half-shut #maybe i can use if for fanfic too!! #sorry i have hit the limit on my personal 'goes through ao3 tag again with lower standards' and i am physically dying for content #and the 100 words a day strategy helps but using the computer drains SO much energy bc i can't be Completely Flat #curseblogging