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#and it rubs me the wrong way because even tho most of you don’t see me this way
spdrwdw · 4 months
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How much for a crying absolutely depressed and stressed reader overwhelmed and just..
With a Miguel who comforts them even tho they’re failing because they know they should have done better but they were mentally in a hell hole
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I just need a hug
Help
(Don’t go to uni kids…)
I'm sorry you're stressed out, dear 💔 I know uni can be overwhelming and stressful. But you got this! You made it this far, I know you can keep going. Have some Miguel to give you comfort and also know that I am rooting for you! You got this! Same for anyone else who is burnt out and overwhelmed. We can get through it!
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Art by onicli on twitter
Pairing: Miguel x f!reader
Warnings: none, just Miggy comforting you during a stressful time, no use of y/n
Summary: Miguel finds you stressed and depressed and tries his best to comfort you.
Word Count: 1.5k
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Miguel made his way to your shared apartment after a long day of keeping the multiverse intact and anomalies at bay. It was exhausting at times. It really was. Sometimes he would regret even coming across the multiverse, however, he knew it was fate. He had to be the one to find it and keep everything in line. Plus, he had to keep you safe. You were the most important and precious thing in his life. 
Slipping in through the bedroom window, he noticed how quiet it was. Eerily quiet. But after a second of concentration, he could hear something coming from the living room. It sounded like muffled sniffles and choked sobs. His eyes widened and he immediately busted the bedroom door open, removing it from its hinges. 
You jumped up and let out a yelp in surprise before seeing your boyfriend awkwardly holding the door in his hands. 
“Muñeca?” He blinked when he took a better look at your current state. You were wrapped up in one of your warm, fuzzy blankets. Used tissues were scattered all over the couch and floor. At first, Miguel thought you were sick. But, then he saw the tears that stained your cheeks and the back and forth rocking you were doing. 
Gingerly, he placed the door against the wall.
“Baby, what’s the matter? Hmm? What’s wrong?” He asked as he made your way over to your side in an instant, scooping you up into his arms as he sat on the couch. 
“Ven. Ven aquí, muñeca,” he cooed softly just before you began to burst into tears again, hiding your face against his shoulder. 
“Shh. Shh. Hey, what is it? Why are you crying?” He asked as he rubbed your back, trying to soothe you from whatever it was that was bothering you. 
You simply shook your head as you let out broken sobs. 
“I-I can’t- I-I-I can’t do this anymore,” you choked out. 
“Can’t do what?” He asked, puzzled. At first, he wondered if it was about you two. Was there something going on between the two of you that Miguel wasn’t aware of? Was he neglecting his girlfriend? He had been rather busy these past few days. With working at Alchemax and being Spider-Man and all that jazz. Or..was there an important date that he missed? 
Shit. Was it yall’s anniversary? No. That’s next month..
 “Come on, baby. You can tell me. I’m here for you. Let me know what it is that’s bothering you.”
“I’m just so stressed out. W-with everything. I am trying, Miguel. I really am,” you sniffled. “But, I feel things have just been crumbling all around me. Failure after failure. It feels like I’m burning on fumes. 
First, it was that work assignment I had that didn’t seem to be up to my boss’s standards. I worked so hard with research for that damn thing. I stressed over that assignment! I put up with many sleepless nights due to it. And he just tossed it in the trash! Didn’t even spare a glance at it! 
And then with school. I sometimes wonder if doing grad school is worth it. Like, is it really going to benefit me? All these assignments. All that research and pages and pages of reading and writing just for the professors to glance at it for five seconds and put a big fat F on it because the topic isn’t Nobel Prize worthy or something. It’s just too much and I feel like my brain is going to explode!” You sobbed as you let out a heavy sigh, feeling the tightening in your chest constrict your breathing. 
“I just wish I could figure things out, you know? I feel like I don’t know what I am doing with my life. I don’t know who I am or want to become…and..I just want to know my place in this world.”
Miguel lightly tightened his grip around her, upset that his girl was feeling this way.
“You don’t need to figure anything out. There is nothing to figure out. You know who you are. You know your place. You’ve been working so hard to get to where you are and I am so proud of you for it, muñeca. I know things haven’t been going well, and that’s okay. It’s just a little bump in the road. That’s all. 
We all have our highs and lows. I know I do. I swear I have gray hairs now due to all the stress. But, I push through it, you know. I always see the light at the end of the tunnel.” 
Miguel continued to rub your back before tilting your head up and placed a kiss on your forehead and began to wipe your tears away.
“And I have you to anchor me. You keep me grounded and keep me sane. I push through because I know that you will always have my back and help me get back up should I fall. 
And I am here to do the same with you. I will support you. I will let you cry on my shoulder. I will pick you up when you fall. But, I won’t let you suffer with anything on your own. No matter how big or small the issue. I will be by your side.” 
You sniffled before nodding your head, closing your eyes when Miguel kissed your moist cheeks before placing soft kisses all over your face and lips. 
“I think we both could use a break. From work. From School. And from protecting the multiverse. What do you say? Let’s play hooky and do whatever we want for a day or two,” Miguel suggested, a soft smile on his face. 
“Really?” You asked him, letting out a shaky breath as you tried to calm your nerves. 
Miguel nodded his head as he scooped you back up and carried you to your shared room, settling you onto the bed. 
“Just take slow, steady breaths, baby. Everything is going to be fine and you’ll get out of this slump. Okay? Don’t stress about work. That assignment is over and done with. Move past it. And school. You got so little left to go! And in the end no one is going to care if you got an F or two. Just keep doing your best. Okay?” 
“Okay,” you nodded your head as he helped tuck you into bed before he dissolved his suit and began to get his pjs on. 
He removed his gizmo, placing it on the nightstand and turned it off. Miguel almost never turned his gizmo off, so, seeing that he did made you feel a wave of relief wash through you for a moment. At least you knew he was serious about spending the coming days with you.
As you waited for him to get ready for bed, you stared up at the ceiling, eyes glossing over with tears threatening to fall. You knew you shouldn’t be crying. There was no reason to cry. But, you just couldn’t bear another failed school assignment, or another stressful work project. You felt like a failure. Like an imposter as you try to navigate through your field of work and study. 
“Hey, hey. What did I just say, hmm? No more tears. No more worrying,” Miguel frowned when he saw your glossy eyes as he climbed into bed. 
Wrapping his strong arms around you, he pulled you close to him and peppered the crown of your head with kisses. 
“I know. I know. I just can’t keep my mind from going back to it all,” you apologized. 
“I understand.”
And Miguel did. He understood completely. He had been in those slumps many times before and he was sure he would fall into another one again eventually. But, like he had told you before, he had you to help him keep it all together. 
“Just know that I am here for you, baby. You can rant to me about anything. No worry is too big or too small. But, just know that you’re not alone. I am here. I am always going to be here.”
You nodded your head as you tried to wipe away a stray tear that had managed to fall.
“Thank you, Miguel. Really. It means a lot to me,” you told him, giving him a small smile. And it did mean a lot to you, knowing that you had him by your side to support you. Knowing that he was cheering you on. It meant a lot.
“And you can always tell me about anything, too, Miggy. While I may not understand all that multiverse jumbo, you can talk to me,” you assured him.
Miguel smiled, a slight gleam in his eyes. “I know, muñeca. I know you’re here for me. And that’s what keeps me going. Your love and your support.
Now. Let’s get some sleep, okay? Tomorrow is a new day and a fresh start. Leave all that worry behind.”
“Okay,” you nodded, nuzzling yourself closer to his warmth.
"Oh..don't forget to fix the door, please," you suddenly reminded him.
Miguel let out a chuckle, tightening his grip around you a bit. "I won't baby. Promise."
His strong heartbeat began to lull you to sleep, for morning would bring you a new day with no stress. And you couldn’t wait.
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yourlocalstranger123 · 8 months
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Good evening Ro, please make sure you eat something and drink water!
I was wondering if you could write a needy Beel (B1) and Belphie (B2) fic where you tell B1 and B2 that you’re going out with some friends and don’t give any details as to who they are or what they are and they ask questions and you just run out the door ignoring their questions. Eventually B1 follows you and you realize it because B1 is like 6 ft+ where he where is he gonna hide? And you teased him by going into a bunch of inappropriate shops, very casually. Until you go to like a lingerie store and order them to come into the dressing room with you and tease them until they are begging to feel/taste you.
......Please give me ur brain— I mean. YES. YES. IM GONNA INCLUDE THIS FOR MY EVENT & THE POLL I DID THAT 7 BROTHERS WON. EHEUEUEH. Also apologies, I didn't know if you only want B1 to follow you and be in the dressing room because you only mentioned B1 doing it but you said "they" so im assuming both?
Also one more thing. I don't mean in this in a bad way, but I hope people can tell me for specifics what kind of gender is the reader. Gn, male or female. So right now I'll do gn so I don't get the pronouns wrong.
Warning!!: Sex toys, NSFW obviously, MINORS DNI, biting and etc. Lingerie
— Most Tilted words: thoughts. No colors tho —
— orange: Beel talking–Purple: Belphie talking—
"Beel!, Belphie!" You called. Beel hurriedly ran over to you as he carries Belphie with one arm as Belphie slowly wakes up, rubbing his eyes as he opens it. They both ask if you needed something,,
"Nope. Just telling you im going out with some friends." Beel immediately asks you if he could come with you but you declined. Beel slightly frowned. Perhaps pouting too with Belphie. "But....can't you just stay with us?...please" Belphie slightly whined. Tugging your sleeve to make you stay.
"Uh...." You ran straight out the door, but of course not without ruffling Beel's hair and rubbing Belphie's cheek first. They both were baffled. Even Belphie was wide awake! They both look at eachother and nodded, a message just going through their eyes. (Ah, brotherly understanding lmao)
As you were half way there, you felt a stare that could burn a hole through you. You looked over, not seeing anyone. Except for a bright, orange hair sticking out of the bushes.....slightly chuckling, you called your friends, looking back to also see Belphie watching you too with Beel. You told your friends you couldn't go because of some reasons.
When you were finished, you went to a dark path. But going slow to make sure Beel and Belphie could still follow you. Finally stopping at a shop, smirking without them seeing it. Knowing well they both blushed furiously, seeing the place labed for XXX. They didn't think you were going to here! But they can't give up yet,
so they put on disguises and watched you walking around the aisle. You casually went to another lewd shop, and another one, until you reached a lingerie shop. They shuddered when they felt you smiling....feeling it had some mischievous in it.
They were cunfused when you made a hand gesture of grabbing and holding something. Until you grabbed Beel's size, they finally knew that you were just doing that so you know which fits him-! So with Belphie's! They blushed even harder, that their face goes redder than a tomato as you also did that for the bottom part of lingerie.
They tilted their heads in confusion, 'why are you going to a large dressing room when it doesn't even fit you and you bought it for them?'
As they got closer, suddenly you opened the door and grabbed both of their shirts by the collar and pulled them in there. Locking the door, you were slightly relieved that they had a big room to fit for 4 people. Don't know why, but you weren't complaining since there is a lot of space.
"[Name]...." Beel mumbled your name. Tugging your sleeve as his eyes begged you to do something. "Please let me taste you, just this once? Or please just touch me...!" Beel whined. Guiding your hand to his chest, his face looks like he wants to devour you whole.
Beel only grinded on your thigh, panting as he let his head rest on your shoulder. "More....Need more, please! give us more [name]?" He huffed out, breathing unstable as he wrapped his arms around your neck as he started to grind more sloppy. While Beel was licking your lips, quietly asking for permission to kiss you.
Opening your mouth, Beel quickly kissed you. Refusing to let go for even a breath of air, trying to taste all of you. "Please, pleasepleaseplease!!"
Beel didn't know what he was even begging for. Just focusing on the tingling and exciting shock going through his body as you touched him. Belphie bites back a whine as he watched Beel getting desperate. He didn't know his pants can get this tight
Belphie started to kiss you, sloppy and desperate. Beel just biting and marking your neck up, not making it bleed but good enough to last for a while. His breath hitched when he felt your hand palming his bulge, feeling the slight smirk on his neck as you kissed it. Trying to take off your coat, but you stopped them. Of course, Beel was whining but stopped,,
their eyes widen when you took out vibrators and cock rings. When did you buy it?? They swear they didn't see you buy any! (You bought it secretly as you handed the money on the table and quickly put it in your coat pockets)
Smiling, your finger trails Beel's chest to his adomon. Tugging Belphie's shirt collar as he slightly yelped. "C'mon. You can't waste the lingerie I bought. So wear it, " you grinned. Stunned but soon blushing furiously, they took off their clothes. Shuddering as the cold air hits their skin. You had some good hands memory as it fit both of them so perfectly!
Beel holding his breath as you put on the cock ring on him as you put the vibrator on his tip. He wore back his clothes as you ordered, being a good boy just for you! Although the stimulation was a little too much as he was sensitive and tried closing up his legs. Belphie refused, trying to push your hands away from his dick. Of course, he embarrassedly let's you do that as he softly whimpers.
A hour passes later as a staff asks if everything is okay in there. About to knock on the door, the door opens up as 2 flustered men twitching and a happy you. You paid for the lingerie as the staff flustered, accepted the money. Already knowing what you were doing.
You wonder if they can go back to the house without cuming, let's see♡
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aakariiiii · 5 months
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Hey💖
I have an request here (if u have time)
So the story is about
(Sanzu or mitsuya x y/n) ur choice
We are Emma sister so being her sister is a blessing but sometimes a curse like ,we are always her shadow, how she is prettier than us, how everyone prefers her more than us and how we liked draken first but draken ended up liking Emma this made us insecure about our self , so like I want how the make us feel good about our self and we are good in our own way
(Sorry for grammar error and sorry if its confusing)
hihihihiiii!!!!
I’m so sorry if this is extremely late, i took an unexpected break because of exams and bc a family member passed away :( but i’m okay now and I’ll try to be active again
also, to whoever requested this im sorry thats so late ugh im so mad at myself…but anyway i dont feel like this is good enough but here goes nothing
i hope you enjoy it (even tho its not that good) n im sosososos sorry again <3
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“What’s wrong?”
Hands on your thigh, worry laced Miitsuya’s voice when he found you sitting on a pavement in the middle of nowhere, tears cascading down your cheeks.
Startled was understatement. You tried in vain to rub at your cheeks in an attempt to hide the peppered trail of tears, but that was of no use as more tears were relentlessly flowing out of your eyes, betraying your attempt to conceal your distress.
Stupid eyes!
Mitsuya’s eyes narrowed at you with worry.
“Is there someone I’m gonna have to beat up?” He asked sternly.
“N—no! It’s nothing, Taka! Don’t worry about it!” you stuttered, feeling utterly exposed before the person you'd recently begun to admire, tangled in a web of unspoken emotions.
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y/n’s POV
I stutter, foot in mouth in front of the guy I recently caught feelings for. Well, obviously after moving on from Draken, the reason being that Emma likes him too. And he clearly likes her back, but who wouldn’t? Her happy demeanor would charm the unfeeling, her soft features would make anyone develop heart eyes. And then there was I, the less attractive, less important Sano sibling who’s been constantly devoured by Emma’s shadow.
Don’t get me wrong, Mikey is a great brother to me, he’s just…emotionally unavailable.
“Then why are you crying?” Mistsuya asks, softness caressing his voice as he moves to sit next to me instead of in front of me, a gesture of quiet support.
I hesitated, torn between sharing my feelings and shielding them. But his eyes were inviting me to confound in them, promising me to find solace within their depth. Pale, yet captivating. I could see myself swimming in them, in a sea filled with tranquility.
I turn my head again, facing front and look at the ground.
“I—I’m fed up, Taka. I’ve been living in Emma’s shadow for almost my whole life, and I get it, she’s pretty and pretty people are obviously…more favored. She’s just very charming and—I’m —I’m just the less important, invisible Sano sibling. I—I’m trying so hard to just break free…but it’s so hard!” I open up, tears flowing down my flushed cheeks again.
Mitsuya was silent. But his silence was comforting, it told me, in an unspoken whisper, to continue.
“I—I really don’t know what to do, Taka! I’m r—really—really trying! And I—“
I choked on my words, interrupted by Mitsuya shifting to kneel in front of me, meeting my eyes at eye level
His gaze spoke volumes—love, care, and a sense of belonging.
He grabbed a lock of my hair, gently twirling it around his finger and started speaking, his words laden with sincerity.
“Who said that you aren’t pretty, y/n? I think you’re absolutely gorgeous, hell, I find you prettier than Emma!” He grins as he releases the lock of hair and reaches up to my cherry-like cheeks, the pad of his thumb wiping my tears away, making my heart skip a beat. Or two.
“You don’t have to be like Emma, y/n, being you is what makes you stand out the most. I can reassure you that you’re liked as much as Emma is by everyone around you, yeah?” He smiles as he stand up up once more, stretching his hand out to me.
His gestures alleviated my burdens, and I grasped his hand as he pulled me up.
It was unexpected, very unexpected actually, but as soon as i stood up, his arms wrapped around my torso, embracing me with an infinite amount of warmness as clang on to him, wanting to melt into him as I’ve never felt so at peace before. I don’t want to ever leave his embrace.
The wind softly hummed as we stood, in the middle of nowhere, clinging onto each other. He pulled away, planting a kiss on the top of my head.
“Feeling better?”
“Yeah—thank you Taka,” I smiled at him.
“Of course, now let’s go get some ice cream—I’m starving!” He whined jokingly as he guided me to his motorcycle, handing me a helmet.
And with that, the both of us were dashing against the wind, as my hand were tightly wrapped around his torso.
“S-slow down, Taka!” I yelled, scared for my life.
A chuckle came out of his mouth as he sped up.
“Whatever you say, m’lady!”
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yumizcorner · 1 year
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Teachers pet~
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Bang Chan x Reader
!!fem!reader | dom!Chan | student!reader | Face fucking | Chan gets called daddy | dirty talk | slight spanking| reader and Chan are having an age gap of 6 years!!
a/n: does anybody want a part two?
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tictactictactictac. After 30 minutes, y/n had enough of that sound. She was currently attending a seminar at her local university. She hated to attend school like things since elementary school and she actually wanted to quit school once she graduated but her parents told her to visit an university. Y/n wanted to go her own way but she would‘ve needed the financial support of her parents anyway since getting an apartment was hard and expensive. Even if she would’ve started to work, it wouldn’t be enough for living. If she would’ve stayed at her parents home even tho she decided to work,her parents would‘ve simply kicked her out of the house.
However y/n didn’t find it too bad at the end of the day since the lessons weren’t as boring as she thought. How so? Because of mr. Bang. He was the professor she had the most seminars with. He was an extremely good looking guy in his mid twenties and taught stuff about history and literature.
Right now she was sitting in history class and stared at the clock. Mr. Bang told everyone to do their tasks for the rest of the lesson wich was for about an hour.
She tried her best not to stare at Mr. Bang who was sitting in front of the class, tapping things in his laptop. Y/n couldn’t stop herself from staring at his hands. She did that often when she was bored.
After a few minutes of seeing his hands move on the keyboard of his laptop,she lifted her gaze a little just to stop at his chest. He wore a tight shirt today wich made him look so broad and big. She was able to see his Chest clearly,making her want to see it without the shirt.
She looked up again in the want to see the perfect, breathtaking and almost heavenly visuals of her teacher but as her eyes reached his face,she froze.
She expected him to be still looking at his laptop but he wasn’t. He was looking straight at her eyes. She could feel that she started to blush as he didn’t look away. He smirked a little at her wich made her look away. She touched her cheeks and felt the heat.
After a few more minutes Mr. Bang spoke up. „Alright guys. Y‘all got 15 minutes until the lesson is over so y‘all better hurry up.“ he started to walk around and looked at the papers of a few students.
Once he arrived her desk,he stopped and picked up her paper. She looked up at him as he was reading her paragraph, eyebrows furrowed. He gave the paper back to her and nodded. „Good work.“
Y/n smiled, being proud of herself.
Y/n left the room as soon as the bell rang, telling her to go home. She walked outside the building as her teacher walked next to her. „Y/n?“ she turned around and stopped her walking. „Yeah? What’s wrong? Did I forgot something?“ Mr. Bang shook his head and smiled nervously. „No…I wanted to offer you to drive home with me…it’s raining and your way home is long isn’t it?“ she couldn’t believe what he just said. „Uhm…it’s okay if you don’t want to…I was just-“
„I want to.“ she said louder than him to stop him from talking. „Thank you. That’s very nice of you.“ she said and bowed.
They both walked to his car and got it once they arrived there.
He started to drive while y/n looked out of the window. Her day was long and exhausting wich caused her eyes to feel heavy. Before she could even notice that she was tired,she already fell asleep.
„fuck y/n“ she opened her eyes and saw Chan sitting next to her on his bed. She scanned him and saw that he had a boner in his pants. His eyes we‘re closed,opening them as he noticed she was awake. „Finally baby~“ he said as he picked her up and sat her down on his lap. She was able to feel his hard poking against her ass wich caused her to whimper. His hands were placed on her hips travelling down onto her ass,giving it a harsh slap.
Y/n moaned and started to rub herself against Chan‘s crotch causing him to groan.
„Y/n? are you okay? You‘re in my apartment…you fell asleep and I didn’t knew where to bring you since I didn’t want you to wake up“ she opened her eyes,realising that she was only dreaming. She looked around and saw Chan sitting next to her on a couch. A couch that wasn’t hers. „y-yes why?“ She looked around the room a bit to explore where she was. „you…moaned a few times in your sleep..“ y/n looked at him in shock with red cheeks. He smirked a bit at her. „I- I was having a bad dream“ she said trying to get out of that situation. „Really? What was it about?“ he asked. „Uhm…I can’t remember“ she simply lied, hoping that he‘d give up. „Are you sure? Maybe it wasn’t as bad as you said.“ Chan said while looking into the TV. „Wh-what?“ She said in disbelief. He leaned in closer and whispered „you moaned my name y/n.“ she blushed even more and looked at him. God she wanted to disappear so bad in this moment but she couldn’t. „I- I‘m-“
„Tell me about it. What happened hmm?“ she looked down at her fingers,not knowing if she should speak up or not. „Come on, tell me pretty girl. No need to be shy.“
He loved the way y/n acted right now. She acted so shy and innocent that he almost couldn’t control himself. The urge to just fuck her grew bigger and bigger with every second that passed.
„I- I woke up and…y-you were there…next to me…and then you noticed t-that I was awake and then y-you you sat me on your lap and-“ she stopped talking as Chan did what she said. Sitting on his lap,she looked down to him. „go on“ he said and she swallowed. „you…laid you’re hands on my-my hips and…then to my…“ y/n wasn’t able to finish her sentence. She couldn’t believe what situation she was in,as Chan did what y/n said. Without her telling, he moved his hands to her ass making her gasp a little. „Is that right? did my hands move there in your dream?“ she nodded shyly while looking around the room. „what then?“ y/n looked into his eyes and said „you s-slapped my-“ Chan stopped her stuttering with placing a slap on her ass. Y/n whimpered a little. „harder“ she said in a quiet voice. „hmm?“ Chan‘s hands still rested on her ass as she spoke up again. „t-the slap was harder in my dream.“ the man in front of her chuckled a bit and then said „as you wish princess“ he slapped her again,this time way harder than before. Y/n whined and moved her hips a little out of pain. „I‘ve seen you staring at my hands y/n.“ Chris said. He leaned closer to her ear whispering „and at my chest.“ he took the girls hand and moved it under his shirt. „we shouldn’t do this“ she mumbled while being stunned by how defined his body felt. „nobody needs to know about this. If you‘re gonna be a good girl and tell nobody anything about this then we can do this.“ Chan said looking into her eyes.
„Can you keep it as our little secret?“ y/n nodded fast. „use your words baby“ he said in a threatening tone. „I will.“ she said. „Good girl.“ he smirked. Not even a minute later Chan picked her up and carried her to his bedroom. He placed her on the bed and got on top of her. He started to kiss her neck wich caused her to lay her hands onto his soft hair. He kissed downwards and liftet her shirt. Chan ripped her tight shirt wich caused her to gasp but she didn’t mind it too much since all she could focus on was Chan who was placing kisses onto her chest. She moaned slightly as he decorated her chest with hickeys. „This isn’t right“ she mumbled even tho she didn’t want him to stop. Y/n imagined this to happen for such a long time. A too long time to stop it here. „Why does it make you so wet then?“ They boy on top of her asked,while sliding his fingers through her wet folds. „Because I want you.“ she breathed out as she felt his fingers rubbing her clit softly. „Fuck Baby~“ he said and lowered his head,lips meeting y/n’s pussy. She moaned and tried to close her legs but Chan didn’t let her. He laid his hands onto her thighs and spread them apart from each other to get more space between her legs. Her hands found their way into his hair again as he sloppily ate her out. Y/n has never felt something like that before. She gave her v card to a boy a long time ago but nobody ever made her feel like that. „Mhh Daddy~“ she moaned and pressed herself against Chan as he sticked his tongue into her hole. After she said that, he lifted his head and smiled. „You’re really a good girl aren’t you.“ she nodded and made a "hmmm" sound. He started to eat her out again and added a finger wich made her gasp again. „you taste so much better than I imagined~“ Chan said and started to use his mouth and his fingers to make x/n cum. It didn‘t take her long to do so. Laying under her hot teacher made her so weak. „ngh Daddy~“ she almost screamed out as she came,giving Chan more of her essence. He kept on licking her juices until he was satisfied wich caused overstimulation. After y/n‘s mind was more clear again,she sat up and started to unbuckle chan‘s pants. She wanted to pleasure him just as he pleasured her. The elder giggled softly as he leaned back,enjoying the view of the cute girl in front of him that wanted nothing else but his dick. As soon as Chris was naked,she gulped. She expected him to be big but she didn’t expect him to be THAT big. Honestly,she was afraid that she couldn’t give him the relief he needed. She started to kitten lick his tip and placed soft kisses on his length. „Stop teasing baby“ y/n did as Chan told her and started to take him into her mouth. She started to bop her head as she had him halfway in. „You can take more,can’t you pretty girl?“ She whimpered as she tried to take him more,fighting tears already. She gave up and took him out of her mouth. „Use my mouth daddy…it’s yours…I-I’m yours“
„Fuck babygirl~“ y/n laid her lips onto his cock again,waiting for him to control her. And he did so. He laid his hands onto her cheeks and softly caressed them with his thumbs before holding them a little harder to keep her head in place. Then he started to thrust his cock into her mouth causing the girl to almost scream around his dick wich send pleasure waves through Chan’s body. „Your mouth feels so good shit- I won’t last long,love“ he said in one breath,whining a bit. The girl kept on gagging around his length,tears spilling out of her eyes. She knew she would have a hella sore throat after this but she still loved every second of it. She loved how the taste of his pre cum spread in her mouth. She loved to know that her mouth made Chan grown. Her mouth was the one that Chan was using for his pleasure. And her mouth was the one Chan would cum in.
„So deep down in that pretty throat of yours fuck I’m gonna cum“ as soon as y/n heard his words,she started to make her throat as tight as she could,making swallow motions. „Oh god~“ Chan thrusted a few more times,milking himself inside of her mouth. She gladly swallowed once he had pulled out of her mouth and then opened her mouth in front of him to show him her empty mouth.
„y/n you‘re such a good girl, I can’t believe it“ she smiled,being proud of herself. They both got dressed again while it hit y/n like a hard rock. She just sucked off his teacher and he ate her out. It didn’t matter how much she wanted it,he still was her teacher. She was doubting that she was the first or the last student Chan would fuck. Maybe that was usual for him. It wasn’t a secret that there were a lot of students that wouldn’t say no to him. „What are you thinking of?“ The man asked while slowly moving his hand up and down on her back. „I should go home.“ she said blankly. „Oh sure. Wait I’ll give you one of my shirts“ she wondered why he wanted to do that but then she remembered that he ripped her shirt during their little session. She thanked him and put on his shirt before walking outside the house,to his car.
The drive to y/n‘s home was silent and akward. Even tho Chris didn’t want to admit,he worried about the girl beside him.
He stopped in front of her house and stopped her as she wanted to leave the car. „Are you okay y/n? Something seems off.“ her eyes softened as she heard his question. „I‘m okay.“ she said but Chan still didn’t let her go. „did I go too hard? Did I hurt you? Please tell me what’s wrong baby.“ his eyebrows furrowed as he wanted to know the truth. He was curious of what he did wrong. „no…It was amazing it’s just that…I didn’t think about just being one of your hoes for you.“ Chris looked at her,being shocked by her words. „Y/n- you’re not a hoe for me. You’re the first student I ever had something going on with. I really like you,y/n and you are more than just a stupid fuck for me.“ he softly brushed one of her hair stains behind her ear and looked into her eyes. „really?“ she asked with her heart already trusting him. Chan nodded. „Sleep well y/n. Can’t wait to see you again soon.“ he said as she got out of the car,walking into her house. She was sure that she won’t forget about this that easily. And she was also sure that this was not going to be the last time she‘d crash at his place.
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You know, I love Bridgerton, and season 2 is literally my favourite, but sometimes I’m still pissed at how they handled everything with lady whistledown and the Colin-Penloise storyline.
The fact that the Featheringtons had such a big portion of screen time, to the point that we know very little about the Sharmas, is very disappointing. To build Pen’s storyline they effed up Kate’s, and most of all Benedict’s future one. The order of storylines would’ve been so much better for so many characters if the Featherington family had less but consistent screentime throughout more seasons.
To me, the season 1 finale shouldn’t have revealed that Pen was LW. It should’ve stayed a mystery for that moment, to give the watchers the time to speculate and everything.
That way in season 2 we would’ve had more space for other storylines. Yes, the Featherington would still have screen time, but not as much as they did in canon. They could’ve added Felicity and a storyline tied to that, leaving the majority of space to the Sharma family backstory and storyline. And, we could’ve had the grounds to introduce Sophie and set up Benedict’s season. In the finale we would’ve got the LW reveal.
Then it would’ve been Benedict’s turn to have a storyline with Sophie in “season 3”. In parallel, the LW and Featherington storyline of S2 would’ve unfolded later, with Penloise’s fall out at the end of “season 3”.
At that point Pen would be in the marriage market for 4 years, and season 3’s previously set storyline would have unfolded. Not only that, but it would directly tie to Eloise’s story the following season.
I don’t know, I just think this order of things would’ve been so much better for so many characters. More of Kate and her backstory during her season, a nice season for Ben and Sophie, an organic amount of Featherington in all seasons without overshadowing the LI’s own storylines, and then a back to back continuation of the Pen-Eloise drama.
You see, in the books, Pen’s marriage is what makes El desire to marry as well. They will surely change that for Show!Eloise because of the different characterization, but it still could’ve made sense. Based on how things are set now, either Benedict’s story will be pushed further back to season 5 to keep the continuation of the Penloise storyline, or season 4 will be centered on Benedict but once again overshadowed by the LW drama.
I love Bridgerton, I do, it’s one of my fav series at the moment. But as a writer, I also think that consistency is important in the grand scheme of things, especially in a series like this. The urge to unmask LW for the watcher effed up multiple characters’ storylines. Especially since the Queen Charlotte spinoff happened even without LW and the Queen’s storyline drama. QC’s few present-set moments didn’t even acknowledge all the beef between Charlotte and LW. It could’ve been a nice set up for the “season 3” beef tho, since Pen talked so much about George and Princess Charlotte’s death.
So yeah, sorry for the rant, but this back and forth in storylines just rubs me the wrong way.
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XH Jungsu hcs pt.1
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Summery: just what the title says. something hopefully you find cute, fluffy, and shorter to read approximately: 10 min read
a/n: mark my words next month I WILL do a pt.2 that's more in the hcs I did for jooyeon where its about how y'all probably got together and little scenes from yalls relationship just gotta get this gyu fic out first. please comment or reblog if you liked this!
warnings/info: kissing, some sort of relationship idk what tho never really specified, cuddles, mentions of washing your face (don't forget to wash the grime off today y'all) mentions of him needing reader but noting else of the like is mentioned, talking about changing a light bulb with wet hands (don't ask), a couple misspelled words ill eventually will get to and weed out. pls don't be mean I did most of this with no sleep
~this is simply a piece of fiction. my imagination onto "paper." this is in no way meant to be taken as an actual or real representation of anyone~
ok ok ok there's so many things I don't even know where to start!!
first of all, the softest human being you could ever ask for
I dunno man he just exudes cuddly-ness to me
speaking of cuddles, while I don't think physical touch is one of his love languages, that doesn't mean the first time he gets a taste of you so close to him, he doesn't wanna have you in each others arms for eternity.
Lazy. Morning. Cuddles.
nothing more even needs to be said on that. they're his favorite with you
tangled in the sheets and each others limbs all over the place, his arm about to fall asleep because you're laying on it.... facing each other...
there's not much in life that brings him more indescribable immense joy than to wake up next to you and turn over to scoop you up into his arms.
during times like these, you'd talk, about anything and everything cause it didn't really matter. he would always listen intentively and so would you, calming whatever worries you might have and making you feel like everything would be ok.
cause to be honest, it would be with him around
that brings another thing:
I feel like he's not only the type to listen and provide good advice when he feels like you'd like or need it, but he's also the type to see something going wrong in the moment and try his best to help pull you out of it
like if he can sense someone is making you feel uncomfortable he'll go over there by you, most of the time he doesn't really do much, knowing that you can handle yourself. but at the same time him making his presence known calms and comforts you
don't get me wrong tho, if the time is right he will be saying something to defuse or help that uncomfortable situation
skincare routines together!!!!!
like you cannot convince me that doing that together wouldn’t one, be extremely frequent, and two, is one of the cutest things to do ever
it all started when he gently helped you do it when you were too tired to do so yourself
he knew you’d be mad with yourself if you didn’t get it don’t you slept with an unwashed face
so, being the great guy he is he coaxed you into the bathroom and helped you with it
”lemme help you, sweetie.” He said “I know you’re mostly asleep already”
And there…. Was born a treasure of a tradition.
From then on you’d do it together cause quote “it was kinda fun”
imagine him gently rubbing your cheeks, nose, wherever, with your facial wash! It’d be so cute I can’t—
but most of the time it just consisted of you two doing it next to each other in the bathroom or bedroom mirror
sometimes he’d lean his head on your shoulder and stare up at you, the only thought in his mind how lucky he was to have you
God, just the thought of it— the word itself, even, made his heart swell with joy
Plus he thinks it’s really cute to do that little couple thing together
he boops his nose to yours. I won't be taking any comments
prue fact
honestly he's pretty much your best friend
thinks you're the coolest human alive no matter what you do
like you could be putting your shoes on and he's still mesmerized
he's standing there like "ugh the way you put them on?? I've never seen anything like it"
for real tho, he exudes this aura that makes you feel like you can do anything
and spurs you on to do just that!
cause you can! duh!
here's something I really appreciate about some people that I feel he'd be like:
as someone who is like, your best friend, he wouldn't always act like you're always right
though most of the time you are tbh
but sometimes you need that person telling you that hey, maybe this isn't the best decision and not just supporting you just cause
like a REAL supporter ya know
at least to me, someone who like really actually supports you is someone who will actually try and help if you need it and tries their hardest to make sure you don't get hurt
like "um yeah maybe changing a light bulb with wet hands isn't the best."
idk man most people know not to do that but you catch my drift?
don't get me wrong tho he still worships the ground you walk on
he just cares so much about you that he actually wants to help
also I don't know why this came into my mind but in the words of Alicia keys: he'll "love you when you're weak and love you when you're strong"
because unlike some, he wants to help because he cares, but that's not his only focus.
if you accomplish something, then he'll applaud you, never jealous. just happy you were able to do what you did
if you need help, he won't hesitate to help you
there's no room for any type of wounded masculinity with all the love he has for you in his heart.
I don't know how else to explain it but there you go
just... you're both a voice of reason for each other
I've said this before but you're like the seasoning that makes his life better
actually wait no
not better
the best it possibly can be
and who doesn't want their life to be the best it could?
ugh oh my god his kisses!!!!!
his kisses are the sweetest fr
they can either be the softest and sweetest thing you've ever felt or the could be the hungriest
but no matter what they always will maintain that softer and sweeter than cotton candy feel to them that you can never get tired of
he's got you chasing his lips after he pulls away type shit
he does he same to be honest lmao
no matter if he needs you
or if he just, I dunno, wants to kiss you lol
they're still so soft and somehow still delicate that even feathers would be jealous
holds your face and leans his body into yours when he kisses you and it makes the both of you smile into it
there's a lot of that
just joy that not only can't help but bubble over in how smiley the both of you are together, but also the way you've become around others
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Well about the perception of Volo vs Kamado thing, and why more people don’t hate Volo, I have my own reflections (pretty privilege is absolutely a factor tho let’s be real 😂)
Everyone growing up has at least one story of an adult being super unfair to you, even though you were doing everything right. Their own biases and experiences could be understood later once you were older and calmer reflecting back on the incident, like a teacher who snapped at you maybe had a super long day of wrangling hundreds of children. But we never forget how it feels in that moment to have those who should be guiding us be unfair and seemingly unreasonable. So naturally that’s gonna hurt when you get kamado being paranoid.
Volo on the other hand is just absolutely delightful I’m sorry maybe if Kamado put on a silly outfit and hair for his boss battle instead of plate mail he’d have more art. Like you said Volos betrayal is one and done really, he acts like a theater kid and then dips. You have to keep seeing kamado being in charge in the game after his blunders for a while which can rub people the wrong way. (Also this is maybe just me but I never trusted Volo just like I never trusted Cynthia as a kid, and finding out he was evil was a great moment of vindication I CANT be the only one who experienced this)
TLDR we see unfairness way more than we see someone betray us while making their hair like a god horse
well, you heard them, kamado. time to go get the jester outfit. cmon chop chop it's to redeem your image
yeah, the point abt getting burned by adults in authority is also very fair. most of us were not scarred for life by theater kid antics lol. the other thing abt it is that often those same adults never really face any consequences. you were always just expected to move on, suck it up etc. cause that's life as a kid right. sometimes ppl will use their power over you just to flex their limited authority, or to vent whatever's going on in their home life, and this doesn't really stop when you grow up it's just that when you're a kid basically every adult has that authority position. so it's just expected that there's nothing you can do. i mean unless you decide to be the karmic force of justice in your own life by being the most stubborn bitch of a child to walk the earth. not that i would know anything about that cough
uh anyway. the thing is the thing btwn you and kamado isn't about about child vs adult. you're more or less considered an adult yourself by jubilife, albeit a rather young and more importantly low ranking one. like we've said (a million times already lol) kamado's not doing it just to grasp at a sense of control, he's reacting to what he perceives as a very real threat to his village (and also because the writers clocked him in the face with the idiot ball for plot advancement reasons lbr).
and the thing is kamado DOES, kind of, face consequences and own up to his mistakes by the end of the game. also after the red sky event he's like, REALLY nice to you lol. not just briefly either! imo you can tell that he sincerely respects you and regrets his actions in the red sky. go look at his late game quotes-
"Perhaps you are a divine being yourself, sent to bring us gifts from above... "I know I've no right to say this... But we are truly fortunate to have been able to count you among the Survey Corps' ranks. If you had not joined us, we would have fallen on Mount Coronet. We would have lost our home. We would have lost our future." "I'm grateful to you for showing me what a heartening presence Pokémon can be. We must spar again sometime!" "<player>, forgive me for taking so much of your time [telling you about the Galaxy name.] Please accept this as a sort of apology."
like he's trying to make up for the way they were treated earlier and give them the proper treatment they're owed for all their help.
idk i don't have a good way to conclude this i guess. i just think he's a cool character
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nal. if you're still doing these. 🌧️🌧️🌧️i believe in you 🌧️🌧️🌧️
🌧️Share something angsty from your WIP.
😈😈😈 thank you kota thank youuuuuuu
Prisons like Tartarus, and Iron Maidens; 24/7 full body restraints, solitary confinement, induced comas and long-term sedation; the Targeted Instant Elimination System— As punishments, they are not cruel and not unusual. They’re used around the world and has become basic detention methods. According to most governments around the world, they are not degrading; they are not inhumane. Quirks has changed the standards of what it means to be human; and thus, what indignities are considered allowable for a human to experience and suffer through has also changed... [...] When one is deemed as having lost the privilege of being called human; when one is seen as barely human at all, there are no human laws, morals, or social norms can’t be suspended to contain such a beast. But it goes the other way too. If you aren’t considered a person; and if you too come to not consider yourself as belonging to the group of beings called ‘people’, then human laws, morals, or social norms don’t apply to you. Human connections and community have no meaning. Concepts like belonging, compassion, or the future do not exist. After that, there is nothing a beast such as you can’t do to an actual person.
tho i have to wonder if this is angst? Or just me on a soapbox.
Well. If not, and with all the rainy cloud emojis, here's Spinner angst:
"I..." I want to follow him. I want to help him. I want to see his dream come true. I want— "Don't worry about it," Spinner mutters. "It's nothing important. Doesn't really matter." Because it doesn't. There's not anything to do, these are just feelings that tumble around inside of him, just dreams that he can't control until he wakes up. That's all there is and that's fine. Spinner knows the step after realization is... confession, but he won't be doing that. Confess to Shigaraki Tomura. Sounds crazy. Shigaraki doesn't have time to deal with things like romance or dating or whatever this is. Plus— I'd been an empty shell. It's why I hate everything. Every living, breathing thing just rubs me the wrong way. Where's room for —love— in all that rage? Shigaraki has given the League enough proof that he tolerates them, trusts them, might even like them, that they are exempt from 'Destroy Everything', but a small quiet part of Spinner wonders. What's after annihilation? What happens when there's nothing else to destroy? Never mind that the probability some of them won't survive this apocalypse is certain enough. The thing about that rage, Spinner knows - has felt himself - is how it's fueled by grief, which itself is a bottomless black hole that can and will smother and eat away at everything. You'll never be able to get back what's lost, and whatever manages to regrow, breaking through that dead-dry ground, is never the same. Colder, smaller, uglier. It's hard. It's survival. There's only essentials and the little space left available is for very precious things. For the few special memories, for fleeting moments of peace, for wild hopes and dreams. Those dreams of Shigaraki's, Spinner will protect. For him, that's enough. Already more than he had ever hoped for.
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as far as we can see, it does seem like Charlie truly cares for Carson and supports her, like they get along well and have a lot of tenderness and trust for one another, although it’s hard to say how much of that is Charlie acting out of desperate fear that Carson will leave him if he’s not putting on his best self, however one line that totally rubs me the wrong way is when Carson is like
"Here’s most of my earnings this season. I couldn’t open a bank account because you weren’t in town."
and Charlie is like pissed, "Woah, you really don’t need me at all, do you?"
like sir could you not make it about yourself when your wife, even after achieving incredible goals in professional sports, still is kept by law under your leash just because she’s a woman, like, time and place sir she’s literally told you she can’t even legally be in charge of her own finances and you’re pissed she’s earning you a fortune she puts in your hands? fuck off lol
not villainizing him as a whole tho he does seem like he's a good guy
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Guys ;-;
I got writers blooocckkk ahhhhhh
I have a lot of my stuff all neatly laid out but my brain is all clouded T T
I’ll figure out a way around it tho, I just need some time. ^^’
Random idea time for me to get out a writers block!!!
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Imagine waking up feeling great. And when I say great, I mean GREAT! Like the light is softy cascading down on your plush duevet, not able to even think about getting up because of how comfortable and warm you feel. It’s like the bed is holding you down, telling you to stay in just a little bit longer.
And you want to know the best part?
“…. Mmmmm…. Good morning, sunshine….”
Rantaro’s groggy voice created a instant blush on your cheeks. It sounds so low and sultry~. And the way he had his strong arms around your waist as his breath tickles the back of your neck definitely doesn’t help.
You giggle softy and twist around to get a good look at him. And boy are you glad you did. His expression is soft, his eyes barely able to stay open, or even be open in the first place. You guess he woke up as soon as you did.
As soon as he manages to see that you turned around he smiles at you and leans forward, pressing his lips against yours.
“Your so beautiful in the morning… like an Angel…”
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… uh… Izayoi definitely isn’t my guilty pleasure…. Totally….
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But imagine this. You decide to go on a morning walk, and who asks you to join in as well? Izayoi. He puts on a light shirt and shorts and follows you out of the door.
You start down your normal path, taking a detour through a local park, glad to finally have someone else to talk to so things get less boring. And after around ten minutes of jogging, you start to feel a bit tired. Scratch that, not a bit, a lot tired. Your mind races to think of a reason why. Then you finally remember the all nighter you pulled the following day to catch up on your studies and such. You mentally face palm at yourself, but it was already too late. You were pretty exhausted and your lucky Izayoi can read you like a book.
“Are you feeling tired?”
You slowed your jogging and nodded shyly, slightly embarrassed to at yourself. You were a bit confused as Izayoi slowed down to a complete stop.
“Is something wrong?”
“Yeah. Here, get on my back.”
“H-huh?! What do you mean? Heheh… I can still walk, You know.”
“I know, I just want to do it for you since your tired.”
“Mmm…. You drive a hard bargain.”
And with that, all it took was a small jump onto his back and he was heading back home. And honestly, It really warmed your heart. He’s just too sweet <3
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But low key…. Breathes heavily…. Hear me out hear me out! >///<
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We all know Kaito is built like a himbo, right? It can’t just be me who thinks that, right? T///T so imagine laying down on his buff chest, your face nestled between his pecks. So basically heaven and imagine the most lovesick smile you can ever think of, okay? Well throw it out the fucking window because it can’t possibly compare to the puppy dog eyes this man is giving you, looking down at you with such love he practically has hearts in his eyes.
“Hahah… you’re amazing, I love you so much!”
He chuckled at you before wrapping his strong arms tightly around your smaller body, unintentionally taking the breath out of you. It was a bit hard to breathe but breathing was the last thing on your mind at that time. You had the hottest and sweetest himbo practically wrapped around your finger. He literally is like a human puppy 🥺
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Okay okay, but like- imagine being pampered by Danganronpa characters T///T like, they don’t really have a reason to pamper you besides the fact that they are head over heels for you.
They fix you food, give you massages and baths, soothe you to sleep by singing, reading, etc. ahhh my hearts exploding. They’re so sweet with you!!! Like you are a glass doll and it’s their only responsibility to make sure you don’t get a single scratch. Their hands are so soft and gentle against you, cupping your cheeks, embracing your body, patting or rubbing your head.
Makes a whole entire daily routine for you, with a wake up and bed time all unforced by them. Buuuut, and you didn’t hear it from me, give them a few kisses and they might just let you stay in/up a few more minutes 😉.
And POSITIVE. AFFIRMATIONS. EVERY. SECOND!!! They are always telling you any and every compliment there is. Such as how adorable you are, and important you are to them a smile others, so sweet you are, or gorgeous you are, or smart you are, how great you are with your schoolwork/job, how proud of you they are, I could go on for hourss!! (And they could to hehe-)
They love you so flipping much it honestly turning into an addiction. They get so much happiness from you, they are utterly lovesick for you <3
-KAGEHARA -Chisa -Sonia -NAGITO -MIKAN -Aoi -Rantaro -Juzo
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Soft Science Part 12
Zelda has thoughts about how Link is wrong.
(kissing)
Chapter 11
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She hides her unease extremely well.  It's funny because Link always thinks of her as having big emotions and wearing her heart on her sleeves.  But that's because he's paying attention.  He's always paid attention.  Always watched her carefully, because it was his job to keep track of her, and his job to know when she was about to run away and where she would likely run to depending on her mood.  Maybe it wasn't his job to warn her when her father was on his way, because sometimes she was too clearly a love-struck mess and sometimes she was clearly on the verge of tears, and adding the king to either of those situations was a recipe for disaster.  And it wasn't Link's job to know when she would take her anger out on him, but that was more of a self-preservation thing.
He was very good at picking up on her moods.
Most people were not.  They didn't see her the way he did.
And right now, she is disturbed.
She covers it by speaking animatedly at him at breakfast about one of the discoveries unraveled by the Sheikah slate five months ago.  Link already knows about it.  He was there.  Next to her.  But her talking is a shield to keep herself from letting her anxiety take over her expression.
Meanwhile, he scoots his chair so close to hers that the chair arms clunk against each other.  He hesitates, then hooks his ankle around hers under the table.
Clingy.  She said he should look this way to sell it.  But now that he's definitely actually clingy, maybe he's making her uncomfortable.
She gives him a beaming smile that makes his insides melt a bit and then she talks even faster.  It's impossible to tell what she wants him to do.
After breakfast, they decide to go for a walk.  Not all the way up the mountain, but up the first hill  of grass and wildflowers near the estate.  She stops talking completely once they're outside, and the silence is nerve wracking.  A line forms between her eyebrows as she sinks into her thoughts.  They don't look like pleasant thoughts.  
An enormous tree crowns the top of the hill, and she immediately tries to climb it despite her dress and the lack of easy hand holds.  Threading his fingers together, he makes a basket of his hands, lets her step into it, and then hoists her up until she can get hold of the first branch.  
When he scrambles up after her, it's to find that there's actually a wide, flat space atop the tree, secluded in canopy so the shadows dance over her hair.  It's wide enough for her to sit, her legs tucked under her, and he takes a spot across from her with one leg sticking out so it almost touches her hip.
When it seems like maybe she's still not going to talk to him, he asks, "What's wrong?"
She startles and pulls herself out of her fretting enough to say, "Nothing!"
He doesn't buy it, and it must look like he doesn't buy it, because she sighs and rubs her temples.  "This is all very confusing for me."
That he understands, but knowing her, they're probably talking about different things.  "What's confusing?"
"I don't know!"  She groans and lets her hands flop into her lap.  "I didn't know I could do that, and it's intensely frustrating."
And, see?  He's lost already.  "Didn't know you could do what?"
"Orgasm from--"  She waves her hand at him, as if that explained things.
"Is it frustrating tho?"
"Yes!"
He thinks the finding a new way to orgasm would be fun, but apparently he's wrong.
"I'm the expert!" she says.
Link nods carefully.  He thinks he almost gets it.  "You don't like not knowing things."  Or being wrong.  He doesn't say that part.
"No.  It's not that.  Or not just that.  It's that this is what I'm good at.  This is the skillset that I bring to the table, and not only are you not partaking of my skills, but you're also making it seem like I don't know as much as I do.  And I do know more than you."
He blinks at her.  "Wait.  Are you mad at me?"
"I don't know.  I haven't decided yet."
He frowns.
She throws her arms in the air and groans.  "Why do you have to make everything complicated?"
"I..."
"I'm here, excited to show you the one thing I'm good at, which you would thoroughly enjoy, and instead, oh no, never mind, you want to do something completely different!"
"Wait..."
She leans forward and sticks a finger in his face.  "Stop making me doubt my abilities."
He chews over her words for a moment, before leaning around her finger to look at her.  "You're good at other things too," he says, taking her hand and holding it in both of his.  "Maybe...if you've made a new discovery, we could explore it more thoroughly.  Investigate?  Together?"
She gives him a withering look.  "Absolutely not."
"Why not?  You're all about the spirit of scientific advancement."
"You didn't marry me for my methodological achievements."
He kinda did, but before he can point that out, her mouth is over his, hard and insistent, and she's climbed into his lap to frame his hips with her thighs.  She pulls his head back to lord over him, demanding and powerful, a hand in his hair, her tongue teasing his.  It's deep like she's consuming him, and he can't figure out if he should grab her hips or her face or brace himself so he doesn't tip over backwards.  He flails to do all three, and it doesn't really work, but it hardly matters, because he's lost himself to her.
When she goes for the buttons on his jacket and kisses her way down his throat, he's panting, and it takes him a moment to remember they were talking.  "You are really good at this," he says.
"Of course I am."  She gets his jacket open and sets her mouth under his collar bone, working her hands into his undershirt.  He gasps because her fingers are a bit cold, and then gasps again at how quickly she finds sensitive places.
Yeah, he needs to hold her face, and he pulls her back up to kiss her, and she's clearly mad at him, and it comes through in the heat of her kiss.
If she wants to be mad at him, well...he fell for her when she was mad at him all the time.  And if she wants to be bossy, maybe he should back off and let her, because she was absolutely right that this was a good time, and--
Not bracing himself was a mistake.
He's so fuzzy that realizes a second too late that he's lost his balance and a second after that that he's not going to plop backwards onto a bed, but about to fall into thin air.  
And then he does.
He twists to cushion her fall, and then all the air is punched out of him from both directions as his back hits the ground and as she lands on top of him.  He's too surprised to even feel pain.
When his vision clears, she's gaping at him, looking horrified.
"You okay?" he asks.  And, yup, his ribs hurt.
She gives him a look like that's a terrible question, and says, "Yes, but--"
"Good."  His whole body protests when he surges up to kiss her again.
Chapter 13
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aqueeracademic · 11 months
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morse being queer (and other commentary) pt 15:
season 4, episode 3, “Lazaretto”:
- my expectations are really low for this episode
- the last episode was so aggressively gay i’m just assuming this one won’t be
- unfortunate but here we are!
- ew i hate hospitals
- i love old nurse uniforms though
- elite fashion tbh
- morse in a wife beater agenda ‼️
- of fucking course joan called him from a goddam pay phone
- i’m IRRITATED 🗣️
- my tv is glitching the fuck out
- fixed it!
- anyways
- the head nurse reminds me of the sister in fleabag and i always think it’s her but it’s not
- and that’s my story
- morse uses the same body language with debryn that he uses with women he’s attracted to
- i’m just saying 🤷‍♀️
- the way everyone looks at the parrot is so fucking funny
- we are barely ten minutes into this episode and we’re already headed to the armory
- NO BRIGHT NO
- anyone but bright.
- you can kill ANY CHARACTER
- bright killed a tiger tho i’m pretty sure he’s immortal at this point
- no because listen
- debryn is perfect for morse
- IM SERIOUS
- he comes to the hospital immediately out of loyalty to the precinct and also because he knows morse is there alone
- he immediately tells morse who is in the operating room and that the surgeon is talented and morse doesn’t have to worry
- and then promises to go see what’s what for morse so he doesn’t have to wear himself out
- and THEN he brings morse’s mind back to the case hes working on because he knows morse copes by working and wants to take his mind off bright
- debryn knows all the ins and outs of morse’s brain and respects every facet of him and works in favor of him every time without fail
- hes fucking perfect
- i love him
- everyone loves bright so much i’m sick
- the head nurse reminds me of the evil lady from chicken run
- i hate this lady caroline
- she didn’t really do anything wrong in this moment with morse but like
- you are the mother of the woman who broke morse as a human being and forever scarred his perception of love
- and then ur gonna brag about what her new man is doing? just to rub it in that he “wasn’t good enough” for her and still isn’t?
- despicable.
- i don’t even wanna promote the queer aspects of that even tho it would be easy to
- because that was just fucking cruel
- and morse deserved better
- it cannot be comfortable for bakewell to have his arm cuffed up like that for that long
- they should do it lower for sure
- justice for winnie ‼️‼️‼️
- i love her i just want her to be happy
- trewlove is so worried about bright
- bright and trewlove 🤞🤞 i love them
- “We were engaged to be married. And then we weren’t.”
- THIS is why morse is the most relateable fictional character ever to me personally
- because he SIMPLIFIES this sort of stuff
- he could tell the whole story
- say what transpired and why she left and what he did wrong or didn’t do wrong and who she’s with now and why he became a cop instead of pushing himself and being happy
- but he says this.
- we were and then we weren’t.
- because all human experience can be taken as that.
- we are and then we aren’t
- and it’s all very simple
- and despite all the pain he feels and all the ways it’s affected his life
- he knows it’s as simple as that
- THIS FUCKING SHOW RAHHHSHEKFOSK 🦅🦅🦅
- the way that nurse mills keeps side eyeing morse
- girl calm down
- the way morse runs 💀
- go morse go! 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️
- thursday should not have left bakewell and i stand by that
- even though nothing happens someone should have stayed with him to keep him safe
- but noooo 🙄🙄🙄 thursday has to care about morse and make sure he’s okay
- morse just visiting debryn for fun at this point
- monica 🥺🥺
- JESUS THURSDAY
- slamming his head against the brick wall is so wild
- unnecessary some might say!
- perhaps even… police brutality!
- which you’ve been suspended for!!
- every time i start to like him 🙄🙄
- oh my GOD monica is so beautiful
- “treat the next one better.”
- GET HIM MONICA
- both of them avoiding the question “are you happy?”
- final straw
- the way thursday just hates having brights job
- it’s so funny
- thursday loves winnie so much i’m SICK
- i’ll prolly never get married but if i do i want it to be like them
- the way this show handles mental health issues is like
- actually not that bad
- like 8/10 times they do a really good job
- especially given the time period
- he’s a murderer and all but bakewell is funny as fuck
- “i get the uncontrollable urge to murder nosy parkers 😡. ta for the grapes 🥰🥰!”
- like ok??!
- funny as fuck
- that picture of joan is absolutely foul
- just throwing it out there
- “i had a reverse charges call from leamington.” “wasnt me.”
- i hate her right now
- i know i said i loved her like two posts ago but i fucking hate her
- like she’s intentionally hurting these people and doesn’t care
- like how does she just not care how much what she’s doing is affecting the people in her life?
- i know she’s traumatized
- but ONE phone call to ur parents wouldn’t kill you 🙄
- i have 0 understanding of how she’s blaming herself for the death at the bank
- they didn’t know who she was until he was already dead
- like girl get it together
- “i don’t care.” “i do.” “you shouldn’t.”
- GIRL SHUT UP ‼️‼️
- pissing me tf off
- anyways 😐
- bright is so 🥺🥺
- just a little guy tbh
- GIVE BRIGHT CHILDREN🗣️🗣️🗣️ (he’s like 80 years old do not give him kids)
- what is this trend of bringing grapes to people in the hospital? is that something i should be aware of?
- goddam morse’s ex is RICH
- the way that people don’t like dr. powell because they think he’s a ladies man but he literally just wants to be a doctor 😭
- let my man breathe!
- the way susan was sick TWO YEARS AGO and morse looks worried like it’s happening right now
- “have you spoken to susan?” “yes. i haven’t mentioned you.”
- girl shut your bitchass up
- sick and tired of your classist bullshit
- this guy talking to corpses is so 🤨🤨
- NO BAKEWELL‼️
- what the fuck.
- how on earth is dr. powell working from 7:30 in the morning until after 3 in the morning the next day
- how does he function
- stop 🥺 the way morse turns his back before strange opens the trunk and then just peeks over his shoulder to look
- he’s a fucking pussy 😐
- KIDDING
- i’m obsessed w him and i truly believe his inability to look at the deceased is his most endearing quality
- thursday cares about morse sm i’m SICK
- NAUR THEYRE PUTTING BRIGHT IN BED TEN
- morse talking to the parrot is funny as fuck tbh
- morse is obsessed w debryn
- how the fuck did debryn notice a microscopic wound on someone’s ass
- he’d have to be STUDYING that ass
- wild!
- anywho
- i love the way morse talks to debryn and debryn talks to morse
- just two geniuses bouncing off each other 🥰🥰
- trewlove OUT OF UNIFORM coming to visit bright is so sweet
- it’s like he has a daughter
- i’m obsessed ✋🙄
- okay i was wrong. powell is a terrible person!
- the nurses are dramatic asf tbh
- i cannot imagine real nurses behaving this way
- oh my god susan’s dad died
- this could be my breaking point!
- i also would love to point out the fact that morse insists on formalities in most if not all situations, meaning he refers to people as “Ms./Mrs./Mr. ____”
- but he calls susan’s mom “Caroline”
- just her first name and nothing else
- like he and susan were engaged to be married
- like he really loved her and she maybe really loved him
- like at some point her parents loved morse and took him in
- like they treated him like family
- like they were excited for him to marry their daughter and therefore let him call them by their first names
- like they were close
- like a family
- everything about what happened between him and susan HURTS and idk how to handle it
- also i FUCKING HATE CAROLINE
- “I’m so sorry.” “Are you?” “Yes, of course. Edgar was always very decent to me.” “Well, he always had a weakness for failures.”
- like YOUR DAUGHTER LEFT MORSE
- not the other way around
- i fucking hate classism
- there’s a whole other analysis i could do of this whole situation that would be about his queerness and how it could play into all this but i’m like
- i fucking hate caroline
- she sucks so bad
- like the way she tells him the CHIEF CONSTABLE RUPERT STANDISH said he would never amount to much
- which already is bullshit because of his involvement with landesman and wintergreen, meaning that he was involved with the group who intentionally sabotaged morse and are still attempting to now (he died in the neverland episode so it’s not him directly anymore but still)
- and then says “You didn’t even pass your sergeants exam!”
- which is bullshit because she doesn’t know what happened and he can’t defend himself because it’ll make it sound like he’s making excuses for what she’s interpreting as failures
- “You see, I was right about you, even then.” “When you speak to Susan please give her my condolences.” “And your love.” “No. No. Look, whatever you may think of me, I am truly sorry he’s dead.”
- the DISGUST on his face when she says “and your love”
- i fucking hate her
- and morse deserved better
- it’s obvious that what happened is still tearing him up even now
- and that’s why he’s so sensitive about people leaving him (jakes, joan)
- and why he will always assume people he’s in love with or carries any love for are going to leave
- i fucking hate this show ‼️‼️
- two female murderer episodes in a row i am running my hands together like a little mouse
- this girl is wild for killing that many people tbh
- morse hugging her instead of dragging her away ☹️
- he’s so gentle i HATE IT HERE
- thank fuck bright lived
- idk how i would have reacted if something happened tbh
- i cannot believe the only shot we get of susan is from the back 😐
- okay for you tarot kids!
- intersecting the tower card with the death card usually has a lot of negative meanings. it represents suffering, typically by means of illness or pain of some kind
- the death card is a typically pretty happy card despite the connotation, but when combined with the tower card it’s p shit
- the tower card usually represents suffering or destruction
- combing the two cards doesn’t bode well for morse and it’s our first intersection in the reading we’re getting at the end of these episodes!
- so far we have sacrifice, union, and now a traumatizing ending of something resulting in suffering
- things are not boding well for our boy!
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mycoolwritingcorner · 10 months
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Ami The Pokémon Trainer
Written for Sailor Moon Platonic Week.
Day 1: Video Games.
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“Good work today, Usagi.” Ami said, packing up her books after her one-on-one study session with Usagi, “Keep this up and you’ll pass your English test with flying colors.”
“Do you really mean it, Ami?” Usagi asked, with tears welling up in her eyes, to which Ami simply nodded in response, “Oh thank you thank you thank you!” Usagi said, wrapping her arms around Ami and pulling her into a hug, “Here, let me get your bag.”
With that, Usagi stood up and made her way to the other side of her bedroom where her blue-haired friend had set her bookbag. She picked up the bag and began to make her way back toward Ami, when she slipped on a loose piece of clothing which had been left out, “WHAA!” The blonde exclaimed as she slipped and fell onto the floor face-first, spilling the contents of the bag onto the floor.
“Usagi! Are you okay?” Ami asked as she rushed over to her friend to help her up.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine.” Usagi said, sitting up and rubbing her head, “Sorry for-” She began to say, before observing the objects which had fallen out of Ami’s bag. Most of them were fairly standard, a pencil case, some books, a few loose homework assignments, but there was one object that caught Usagi’s eye: A Game Boy with what appeared to be a copy of Pokémon Blue inserted into it.
“What? What are- AHH!” Ami cried, quickly refilling her bag with its spilled contents, “Uh… I can explain.” The bluenette said, sheepishly.
“You like Pokémon?” Usagi asked, surprised at this revelation.
“What?! I mean, I… I don’t…” Ami sputtered, before letting out a large sigh, “Yeah…”
“I thought you didn’t like video games because they were too easy for you?” Usagi questioned as she moved closer and settled down closer on the floor to Ami.
“Most of them are! But this one is different because it isn’t just simple pattern recognition! You have to formulate a strategy with your battles, match the different types accordingly, there’s a random element involved with things like critical hits and also… well…” Ami said, looking away embarrassed, “... the little creatures are just really cute.”
“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME!?” Usagi exclaimed, grabbing Ami by the shoulders and shaking her, “We could’ve been playing together this whole time! I even have the Red version so we could’ve traded each other the exclusive Pokémon! I mean, Shingo has Blue, but he’s a jerk about it! I had to all but beg him to trade me a Vulpix!”
“Well… it’s because… I was embarrassed.” The blunette said, her cheeks tinted red.
“Huh? Why’s that?” Usagi asked, tilting her head in confusion.
“Because everyone sees me as the responsible one! Imagine what they would think if they found out I was indulging in something so childish. Oh, sorry, no offense.”
“None taken.” Usagi said, waving her hand nonchalantly, “But Ami, there’s nothing wrong with liking the things you like. No one’s gonna think you’re any less responsible just because you like a video game with cute little creatures. And if they do, I’ll punish them!” The blonde finished, doing a mock version of her famous pose.
Ami simply chuckled in response, “I guess you’re right.” She said, looking down at the floor.
“Good, now that that’s out of the way…” Usagi said before pulling her own Game Boy and link cable out of… somewhere, “I challenge you to a duel, Mizuno.”
Ami chuckled as she pulled her own Game Boy back out, “Alright, alright.”
“So, who’s your favorite Pokémon?” Usagi asked as they set up the duel, “Mine’s Eevee.”
“Oh, because of the different variety of evolutions it can undergo?”
“What? No, of course not! I would never evolve my Eevee! She’s perfect just the way she is!” Usagi exclaimed in a huff.
“I see…” Ami said, not wanting to tell her friend that that was a horrible strategy, “Mine’s Raichu.”
Usagi was somewhat surprised. She had assumed Ami’s favorite would be a water type, not an electric… type…
“Actually, yeah, that makes complete sense.” Usagi thought with a smirk, “Alright, let’s go! I’m gonna kick your butt!”
One Pokémon Battle Later…
“I can’t believe I didn’t beat a single one of your Pokémon!” Usagi cried.
“No offense Usagi, but your team wasn’t very well balanced. There were several redundancies. You know it’s probably not a good idea to have both a Ninetales and a Growlith, right? It makes your team doubly weak to water, rock, ground-”
“But they’re both so cute though! I mean, Ninetales was cuter as a Vulpix, but I love her just the same! I can’t abandon them!”
“Alright, alright, I understand.” Ami said with a smile, “Although, could you not tell the others about this? I know you said I shouldn’t be embarrassed, and you’re probably right, but-”
“Don’t worry, your secret is safe with me. Although, I do have one condition.” 
“Oh? What’s that?”
“I want a Sandshrew!”
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I swear I didn’t make Ami’s favorite Pokémon Raichu just because they’re my favorite Pokémon. That’s definitely a coincidence. I swear.
Anyway, that’s day one! Come back for Day 2: Comfort. Really happy with the story I cooked up for that one.
But until then, please let me know what you thought! Comments, reblogs, likes, etc. are much appreciated!
And until next time, take care everyone!
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bisexualrapline · 1 year
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I’m falling out of love with bts with everyday that goes. Please don’t judge me for this but I’m just so overwhelmed and tired… been like that since early 2022. I think it’s because I found this in late 2020 and binge watched EVERY micro content they ever shared… gone thru the obsession, craziness, sharing it w friends and family, even minor shipping at the very beginning…
But now I feel so empty and I kind of regret the way things played out. I wish I took one thing at a time. But it’s so hard w Bangtan. They can be so addictive.
So now I just feel so empty and like nothing interest me anymore. I haven’t watched anything recently since summer. Even run episodes that I loved so much.
Is this weird? Like ofc I don’t hate this because also some of their stans have rubbed me the wrong way in the past but didn’t fixate on it too much. I’m afraid this is the end of my journey with tannies, even tho they’re so special, made me so much for the short period of time I known them. I’ll never hate them or forget them.
Idk if I should just try to take a LONG break from them and then get back to them again. Because if I continue like this after a while it will feel forced and not genuine. Honestly I’m so lost and idk what to do with these emoticons
hey i don’t judge you!
as a person with adhd i did exactly the same thing when i first got into tannies. it’s overwhelming and emotionally draining but exciting and dopamine releasing at the same time lmao. of course that’s not sustainable and you don’t have to feel guilty or bad because you don’t feel the same level of engagement you once did (hint: it was probably slightly unhealthy!)
for me at least it’s normal to burn out on a hyperfixation every once in a while. i’m not saying you have adhd but i don’t see why the same principle wouldn’t apply. there is an overload of something and then you have to balance your life to rectify it. try some new hobbies! find some new music! read some new books!
for me at least, that got me over my “burnout” period with bangtan pretty quickly. it’s hard to swing down from such an emotional high but feeling like i had balance in my life really made me rethink my relationship with fandom in general and realize how much (or how little) involvement would really make me happy.
now i engage when i feel like it, don’t engage when i don’t feel like it, am happy most of the time, and deeply love bangtan at all times. it’s okay to step back or feel a disconnect as long as you don’t try to “just push through” or force yourself into things that don’t make you happy. your health and happiness should always come first above all. please also realize that it doesn’t diminish your love or make it less worthy in any way if you have to take a step back. i’m not ashamed to admit there’s a ton of old content that i myself haven’t caught up with because of overwhelm and lack of time and honestly it gives me some comfort knowing there’s always something new for me to discover 🤷🏻‍♀️
take care and honestly try not to think too deeply about it. bangtan would want you to be smiling whether you’re watching them actively or not 💗
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ladynightlark · 10 months
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Hii I just finished reading your fic and let me tell you it was fantastic!! I read it expecting another fun swap au, which it was, but damn the amount of feels in this fic hurts...
I also wanted to encourage you to take all the time you need with the fic!! I’ll be delighted to be able to read it whenever it comes out so please dont put pressure on yourself to finish it…It gives me more time to make completely wrong theories abt it anyway lol. 
Speaking of theories I’ve already spent an embarrassing amount of time on the demon slayer wiki trying to find the identity of the muscular girl to no avail :( 
Hmm despite that I have another theory I don't think anyones mentioned yet…is the flute player in the infinity fortress Himejima?? I know this sounds ludicrous but he’s the only guy I can think of besides Yorichi who is associated with a flute. I also remember another commenter pointing out the smell of Wisteria in the infinity fortress…Shinobu is that you?? I’m pretty sure the flower pillar isn’t Kanae in this au so maybe the butterfly girls are all demons now…oh god demon Shinobu and Himejima what terrifying concepts…Don’t worry I don’t expect you to confirm anything now I just really enjoy overthinking things haha 
On a side note I really loved reading abt your thoughts on Genya!! (I’m the Genya anon lol) I agree he’s such a unique character and his abilities are very cool! 
…Out of curiosity tho what do you think of Genya and Sanemi’s relationship?? I recently reread the manga and it brought me nothing but pain so I’d love to hear your thoughts on them! 
Thank you so much! I’m glad you’ve been enjoying the fic (and apologies for the heartbreaking moments). I appreciate your patience with the wait, I definitely needed the break and I’m really excited about writing the next parts, especially once mission start taking place!
I know a lot of people have been asking and trying to figure out who muscular girl is, but I’m gonna stay quiet on this until she comes back later. I will say, I may or may not have to tweak a few things about her design to fit the wiki better because…well…she’s appeared in the anime and I got a small detail about her wrong (that I’m fixing soon, no worries!).
Ooh, and same goes for your theories! You have SOME ideas correct, and though we won’t be seeing the Upper Moons in this AU again until MUCH later, the subtle hints are there.
To give a hint as to who certain characters may be and who could be involved in the future (especially the demons), I will say all KNY spin-offs, short stories/light novels, and gaiden books are fair game.
Thank you, I’m glad you liked my little rant about Genya! He’s honestly one of my favorite characters and I could go on and on about him. And that love has certainly been reignited by Season 3, so don’t be surprised if you see that Genya has a bigger role in the AU too!
(Major Manga Spoilers Ahead)
As for his relationship with Sanemi, I think it has to be one of the most heartbreaking storylines of the entire series.
I’ll be honest, at first during my initial read-through of the series, I didn’t really like Sanemi. I’m typically not a fan of characters that bully others and are needlessly cruel, especially when they know it’s wrong and acknowledge that it hurts others and do nothing to change.
It especially frustrated me because I’m pretty close with my siblings, and doing something like that (even for good intentions) just rubbed me the wrong way.
It wasn’t until I read somewhere that in a way, Sanemi was meant to parallel Tanjiro’s story/tragedy that I finally started to understand and appreciate the complexity of his character more.
The fact that both the Kamados and Shinazugawas came from big families (which were killed by a demon), had a loved one turned who the older brother fought, and had said older sibling join the Corps to protect their only remaining younger sibling will never fail to blow my mind. That is high-tier storytelling that I will never get over.
It took a few rereadings of the manga (specifically on Sanemi’s backstory) and watching Genya’s POV on their backstory recently for Season 3 (along with the extra scenes that absolutely crushed me) that I began to understand both the Shinazugawa brothers better.
Deep down, both brothers wanted to mend their relationship with each other, but Sanemi had lost so many good people in his life even after he left home, and rationalized that they needed to be kept at arms length so he could protect them.
He was a marechi, and naturally drew demons to him. Sanemi was fully prepared to embrace that life and what fighting them would entail, but that meant keeping loved ones away so they wouldn’t get tangled in with what he had to do.
Again, I’m not the biggest fan of Sanemi, but I have a lot of respect for the development and symbolism his character is meant to represent. Even if he went about it the wrong way, I can see why he acted the way he did and respect the lengths he would go to to protect Genya when the chips were down in the Infonity Castle Arc. He and Genya truly capture the tragic siblings trope KNY loves to use, and their story will forever be one of my biggest takeaways from the series.
Sanemi perfectly embodies the “you don’t realize what you had until you’ve lost it” quote, and the fact that he’s one of the last survivors of the demon war says a lot.
I will say, I DEFINITELY have plans on how I want to tackle their relationship (and how it may change due to changed events) in my AU, so be on the lookout for that as well!
Thank you so much for asking! Let me know if you’d like me to go a little more in-depth on anything or if you would like me to talk about any more characters, storylines, or headcanons/theories!
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anonymous  :                tweek ships - creek (that's a given, who are we kidding?), twenny, tweek/butters, tweek/thomas (tourettes kid)
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creek ― I Am So Normal About This Ship (lying) (gripping my knees) their individual personalities and ways of thinking differ so much. like Craig being so collected and logical vs Tweek’s jittery outbursts and impulsive/intrusive thoughts. but they compliment each other so well? like... idk i feel like they rub off on each other in the long run, like they even each other out. no one’s too much or not enough because together they’re like half n half. idk was that a decent pun? granted they kinda need to work on communicating (at least canonically/in their like. teenage to young adult years lol). i mean to be COMPLETELY honest tho it probably doesn’t help that i can lowkey sorta relate to both Tweek and Craig individually in different ways. like i get real bad waves of anxiety sometimes, and i tend to think logically (i also kinda self-DX’d adhd and/or autism based on heavy research), so like. putting them together just feels like This Is How My Brain Works. anyway. I Love Them So Much 🥺💚💙
twenny ― i simply think it would be so funny to call this ship kek instead /j i feel like there would be so much boundary-pushing here. whether it’s a healthy pushing of boundaries, or unhealthy, is really up in the air in my opinion (but i’m kinda leaving that aspect in particular to individual portrayals lol). also just. Tweek freaking out over Kenny dying. that would happen. so much. probably. i feel like, even if he doesn’t remember when Kenny dies, Tweek would feel like something’s wrong until he actually sees Kenny face to face again. and then he’d be very “oh my GOD Kenny there you are. are you okay?? where did you go??? don’t worry about me i’m just glad i know you’re safe”
tweek/butters ― they’re so fucking soft and they’re so ready to hype each other up in their own lil ways Tweek’s anxious? Butters gonna let him get his jitters out. Butters’ dealing with his parents’ bullshit again? Tweek going off on them for him. but for the most part? they’re just chillin. Butters manages to keep Tweek’s mind off the chaos outside/online, Tweek manages to keep Butters’ mind off his parents/other stressors, and they just exist in peace for a little bit, until they have to leave whoever’s bedroom they’re in. in conclusion: this is lowkey golden retriever softboy for golden retriever softboy
tweek/thomas ― i...don’t have a lot of thoughts on this one, my memory’s awful and i don’t really remember much about Thomas aside from the fact that he has tourette’s. my only real thought is just... they’ll verbalize outbursts in tandem sorry :(
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