#and it’s stupid that imm having a wholeass breakdown over something that i did because i was having a breakdown

[that-crow-kid]

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please don’t reblog. don’t percieve this at all actually

#okay so my hair is blue now #and i’ve wanted to dye my hair for AGES but the blue was a newer descision #i wanted it red or pink and then i just went BLUE #and my hairdresser did NOT do the amount of dye i asked for #or that she indicated she was going to do at the beginning #i only wanted the bottom half of my hair to be blue #but my entire head of hair is blue and i HATE it #and i’m just. really upset #because my hair is short i can’t just like cut it off #so i’m stuck with blueberry hair for an undisclosed amount of time #and i HATE it #like blue is NOT IT for me #and i was already getting more and more self concious by the day #and now i look like that girl who turned into a blueberry in willy wonka and the chocoalte factory #and everything is just 1000x worse now #and i already didn’t like the way i looked #and now it’s so much worse #and it’s stupid that imm having a wholeass breakdown over something that i did because i was having a breakdown #but whatever #and like i KNOW it’s gonna fade eventually (like i haven’t even washed it yet) #but now it’s going to be bleached or fucking blueberry for the next year and a half #and i cant do anything about it #and to make matters worse the hair appointment cost an absurd amount of money #and we aren’t poor but like #we aren’t by any means wealthy #like we’re well below biden’s tax raise line #and we’re renovating the apartment which costs lots and lots of money because everything is FUCKING EXPENSIVE in NYC #so i’ve been really guitly about spending money on things i don’t need #and i definitely didn’t need to dye my hair blueberry #and i DEFINITELY feel like a compete waste of money and time and energy