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#and it's just disheartening because sometimes we just think we'll instantly lose out even though English is technically our first language
firewoodfigs
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#😞😞😞
#this week has been such an oddity to navigate thru bcs like. we got out of pseudo lockdown and leapt back into it bcs cases started spiking
#again
#lmao I'm just so sick of living in this perpetual state of uncertainty and anxiety!!!! grRAAAAHHHH
#anyway I'm getting my second dose of the vaccine tmr and I'm kinda nervous bcs I hate needles and also
#I haven't fallen sick in a really long time so I've kinda forgotten how awful it feels LOL
#my heart rate is picking up the more I think about it so I am trying to think about other things AHAHAHAHA
#maybe tmr I will be like. hey can u give me a sec just lemme plug in a tswift song
#personal
#not fma
#I really wanna get out of this country and find myself somewhere where I can lose myself in the woods
#and write some sad tunes while sitting on a sturdy tree that won't betray me TTTTTT
#also this is gonna be a long rant but the other day I had a really long heartfelt talk with one of my closest friends
#who's in a band and does music for a living
#and it's just. sometimes it feels like it's so difficult for non-white people like us to make it in a larger market
#and it's just disheartening because sometimes we just think we'll instantly lose out even though English is technically our first language
#because our diction is awful and our accent is foreign and etc etc
#also I am grateful for many things in our homeland but the arts scene is def not one of them
#gaaaaaAAaaAAAHHHH
#many thoughts and existential crises but no solutions thus far
#so I guess we'll just keep writing and trying and experimenting with different sounds and lyrics :')
#I'm just happy that at least we've got each other's support along the way and I am so excited for her upcoming music video <3
#which I will absolutely link here because!!! the world deserves to hear her amazing voice
#but yea. sometimes I just wish we had a better platform and overall better support
#instead of people constantly dissing music as a backup plan for people who couldn't perform well in school
#and/or a job with no future prospects
#I sometimes wish I was born elsewhere with a better appreciation of literature and music and the arts in general but : (
#in the meantime I'll probably be stuck here for awhile until I save up enough and muster up the courage to move!!!!!!!! or smt LOL
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