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#and it's totally not bc they refuse to listen or care but bc you're not trying or doing it right
snekdood · 1 year
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If you believe the shit my abuser says about me and use that as your reason to not listen to trans men who are vocal about our issues then you dont care about trans rights. you make all of your moves based off of drama and a desire to keep the clique pristine.
#mood#if one person makes you lose alll sympathy for the marginalized identity they have then you never cared in the first place.#i honestly just think yall refuse to hand me any stmpathy for anything i go through bc then it means you have to consider actually#that maybe perhaps i am in fact telling the truth about my experiences. which ik is so incredibly hard for yall apathetic wastes to do#yall will hold so strongly to your black and white thinking and desire to not critically think to the point of dividing the community#and that tells me everything i need to know about how you function and how many fucks you actually give about liberating trans ppl#(which is none)#no no wait- you only give a fuck about liberating yourself specifically and only give af about doing it for your friends bc they let you do#whatever you want regardless of the consequences besides all the very very mean other trans people who ask you to actually#use your fucking brain and critically think sometimes.#like. the only reason you refuse to listen to my side is because you dont have faith in your own ability to hold on to what you believe in#once provided with different information. which is good in this case bc the info i provide is true to my experiences.#but if you're so weak and so bad at critical thought that you cant view ANY opinion that opposes your own without waning on that belief#that means you actually have to do more critical thinking and actually try to think for once instead of essentially lobotomizing yourself#in any of your thoughts bc dur nothing matters 🤪 even peoples rights 🤪🤪🤪#god. what a boring personality.#nihilism with a twist of selfishness#and a desire to only ever indulge and never actually idk. do shit. bc idk. you're so hopeless so its just easier to drink away the pain ig.#literally mindless self indulgence! and you dont care about anything! how fun and unique of you and totally subversive#bc if theres anything we need rn its the younger generations to become apathetic and stop trying to soak in the things that make them feel#good than to ever actually do anything else bc it hurts bc you've been traumatized so much that now youll do anything to avoid the pain#like i get it but its not an excuse.#not saying you cant indulge ever but thats all yall ever do and its tired. gonna eat half of the world for your own pleasure. SAD!#imagine being that sad and miserable.#and stop trying and to soak*#reminds me of my dad. which makes me feel so ick inside since thats literally what my abuser is like#ig its true what they say that ppl tend to get in relationships subconsciously w ppl who abuse them in similar ways to their parents#oh and my dad was such a careless self indulgent fuck that didnt care about sexually abusing people either. curious!#its almost like theres a certain level of mindless self indulgence that becomes purely self serving and not giving an inch of a fuck about#other people in any capacity because You Need To Feel Good To Numb The Pain and thats all that matters.
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neuvieu · 4 months
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𓎟𓎟 synopsis. luxuries they allow you to have. imp. fem!reader.
note. HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY WANDERER ! I'M LATE BUT OK. continuing this bc i can n i’m bored. & also i will repost the Alhaitham thing later. please don't flop.
cw. totally fluff warning, but a slight angst in childe if you really care.
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WANDERER ✦ do his eyeliner.
He knows how to do it, obviously. Wanderer has practiced this for most of his life.
You already asked him to do it on you, but he refused.
It was automatic and sincerely, he was going to do it to you if he could come back with these words, but he then thought that he had never done it to anyone else either and he didn't want to embarrass himself in front of you
Seeing his shoulders fall down like a balloon full of air that was just released by accident, he feels bad. Then he lets out a groan, crossing his arms.
“Fine, you stupid... Listen, I won't do it for you, but you can do it for me if you really want it. Now stop that crying face and hurry up.” Despite his harsh words, his tone is as soft as ever with you as he sits, contradicting himself when he sees a smile appear on your lips again as you run to get the makeup, which he waits for patiently, despite telling you that you should hurry.
Once you get all the necessary things, you sit down in front of him, piercing eyes meeting yours before you gently cup his chin, which brings a spark of confusion to his eyes at receiving such a gentle touch. Sure you had been together for a while now, but he never got used to it.
When you bring the brush closer to his eye, he closes his eyes obediently, still aware of your touch on his chin. He doesn't move away, but rather rests his chin in his hand, trusting you completely as he feels the coldness of the ink contour the corner of his eyes. Wanderer hears you hum a few times as you touch his eye with precision, spreading the paint in the right places on the makeup. Although he normally complains a lot, he seems very... at peace now.
When you finish, you still hold his chin as you move the brush away, lingering for a while on his still closed eyes, keeping this vision in your memory.
“Are you going to take a long time yet?”
You let out a nervous laugh. “I finished.”
You then let go of his chin, making him open his eyes. You move away, putting the brush in place before bringing him a mirror, placing it in front of him so he can see how his eyes turned out.
He stares for a moment, part of his expression looking like he's evaluating something important while the other part looks like he's just looking casually, before he lets out a sigh, closing his eyes.
“Doesn't look bad to me.” he bites the inner corner of his mouth to avoid a smile while giving his comment neutrally.
Wanderer would never admit that, but it's moments like this that really matter to him, when you take care of him and when you show that you want to spend time with him.
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CHILDE ✦ playing guitar with you.
Childe was always good at everything, the instruments weren't left out.
He always missed home a lot and this was something he did often when he was getting Teucer ready for bed.
But you've been part of his family for a long time, so why not share this custom with you?
When he gets home from work and you're still not asleep, he quickly gets ready and then picks up the guitar, sitting next to you.
It's really a shame that you two have to wake up early tomorrow because he could do this all night, you already had a song together. Oh, he could also teach you a thing or two!
This morning, Childe, your boyfriend, had sent a letter, decorated with a whale sticker in the corner and hurried handwriting that let you know that he wouldn't arrive until later this time.
You would be lying if you said that whenever you receive a letter like this you get worried, which results in extreme difficulty sleeping at night. You know that news could come at any moment and was afraid it might come too soon.
So when you hear a pair of keys turn on your front door, you immediately let out a sigh, but before you can get out of bed, Childe had already entered the room in a hurry, crawling over you and kissing your lips, nose, eyes, cheeks, everything he can reach. A laugh escapes your lips at the loving attack, wrapping your hands around Childe's neck who was still worried about kissing you and saying excited and sweet words.
When Childe arrives later, he always makes sure it's clean and bandaged, so he can have more time with you. Otherwise, he would let you tend to his every wound. That wasn't the case this time, but you can see his bandaged hands as he rests them on the side of your head or his bandaged neck as he looks at you.
“Aja-”
He kisses your lips.
“Ajax, bae-”
“Kiss.” he cuts you off and then kisses you again. He really missed you. “One last one to close with three kisses, ok?” He says and then gives you another quick kiss, his smile matching your lips, which are connected to his. When he pulls away, he looks at you, his lifeless eyes so full of love for you. “How are you, my sweetie? You should be sleeping.”
You chuckle, then run your fingers through the orange strands of his hair, twirling one around your index finger. ”You know I can't sleep when you're away.”
Childe hums gently as you speak, his blue eyes focused on how your lips move and he runs his thumb across them.
“Wait a moment, I'll get the guitar!”
The freckled boy says with a smile, capturing your lips in a quick kiss as if you were going to disappear if he didn't before pulling away, the lack of weight making a slight noise in the bed.
So you take the opportunity to sit down while he comes back, already barefoot since he came home and now getting comfortable on the bed, sitting next to you.
“What are we going to create this time?” you question him, tilting your head to the side in curiosity as you tuck a strand behind your ear. Until, in one quick movement, he puts the guitar aside, grabbing you by the waist and placing you between his legs, resting his lips on your shoulder.
“We're not going to create, I want to teach you how to play our music. So when you're missing me, you can play to calm down and then try to sleep later.” he says without any joking, although his characteristic but now oh-so-gentle smile is painting across his features. He's happy, but he also feels a pang in his heart when he sees you sleepily waiting for him to arrive.
He pulls the guitar over the two of you, teaching you every note about the song, humming and looking at each other, laughing along with you when a mistake is made or when you repeat the same note several times, looking chessy to be honest... But he loves to look cheesy with you.
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NEUVILLETTE ✦ do his hair.
His hair is always so wild when he wakes up, so he always ends up leaving you in bed earlier than expected so he can deal with his hair and then go to work.
Also, please help him, he is so lazy to do his hair but he needs to look presentable. His appearance also matters in his work.
At first he will just say no to your help. Please don't misunderstand him, he just doesn't want you to touch his hair and much less wants to disturb your sleep, since you have to wake up just two hours after him.
This doesn't seem to have worked though.
Then a calm morning dawned in Fontaine, it had been a while since it rained, always a pleasant time every night that Neuvillette slept and then woke up next to you again. His routine was always like this: waking up, looking at you for a moment and then getting ready for work, always leaving a good morning letter for when you woke up and he was no longer there.
Until the day you simply woke up while he was getting dressed, your gentle movement causing the covers that moved above you to now make a soft noise. You rub your eyes when you only see a tall figure in your blurred, sleep-clouded vision, murmuring your beloved's name. The figure then stops for a moment, turning his head towards you before finishing getting dressed.
“I'm sorry, sweetheart. Did I wake you up?” He says winking in your direction, turning to face you. Then you come across the cutest sight in the world, Neuvillette's hair a mess, his blue barbels being the only thing in the place.
A laugh then settles in your chest, escaping your lips when you see him like this. Even though it's a sleep laugh, still warms your husband's heart. “Do you need help with your hair?”
He shakes his head, declining your offer. “No, I do this every day. Don't worry.” you pout slightly, standing up before moving towards him and smiling sweetly at him, like a child who wants candy. “Aw, please, my beloved husband, I want to help.”
“No.”
“Please?”
“No.”
“I'm asking so politely.”
“And I'm politely declining.”
“Please, please, please.” you whimper, now gripping the fabric of his expensive clothing sleeve...
...He doesn't know how he ended up here, but now you're fixing his hair with a victorious smile while he stands with his arms and legs crossed in front of the mirror in a strict manner, his eyes closed. He liked the feeling of you playing with his hair more than he should admit, almost falling asleep again. Your touch is always so delicate when it comes to him and he recognizes that. Also, this was much faster when you did that, saving the man time.
As soon as you finish your hair and he finishes getting ready, he says goodbye to you with a kiss on your forehead, handing you the good morning letter that he usually leaves on the bedside table. Then he can finally work.
At the beginning of the next day however, he gently wakes you up, not wanting to scare you. So when you blink at him, muttering something incoherent but already conscious and then, all you can hear is: “You have to do my hair today or I'll be late, sweetheart.”
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alornights · 11 months
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⟢ sleepovers and treatments
➜ in which ! kyle enters the world of lush and beauty.
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💌 ﹫kyle broflovski.
✩ 🎸 warnings﹗none.
🍓 ⟡ notes — i need to get my lush life together tbh
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kyle never was that interested in skincare or beauty if we're being real here, seriously guys, be honest.
of course he takes care of his hair but, very minimal.
so when he starts dating you and is invited for a sleepover at yours, he's beyond shocked at what he witnessed in your bathroom.
"Why do you have so much stuff." He murmured in disbelief, jaw dropped at the sight of your bathroom.
You laughed pulling out two face masks. "It makes me feel good, I feel accomplished and it makes me feel pretty."
He rolled his eyes, "I don't think you need all that though."
"Probably," You joked pushing him so he was sitting on the toilet, walking between his legs to start putting on his face mask, "But it's fun, it's cool, and it's trendy. And you feel like you aged down 50 years so I say that's a win."
"Oh really?" He questioned, his arms dragging you closer to him by your waist, giving you a kiss on your collarbone. "We'll see about that."
and see he did.
usually he would just, not do this. like he would just refuse.
but something about the way you just lit up whenever he let you do something had his heart melting.
so he let you put all kinds of products on his face, and tbh, took note of what might work, for research purposes ofc.
you even managed to get him to realize how bad his hair is and how he needs to bring it to its glory. lord knows how much he needed your advice on that one.
one of the main reasons he let you do this though, was because of how close you would get to him.
he loves you. which means he loves being around.
so the fact that you're so up and close to him most of the time sends butterflies to his stomach and almost gets him to giggle.
if you're standing while he sits, he'll let his hands rest at your hips to circle them or draw/write things into your skin.
extra points; he kisses any skin he sees to make you flustered.
extra extra points; you sitting in his lap so whenever he wants hell just start kissing your neck, whispering sweet nothings.
this whole ordeal lasts fucking hours. let's say you start at like 7, this shit will take up until 11 or 12.
why? either you two get distracted talking about gossip or kyle is being dramatic and refuses to do something.
"Do I have to?" He questioned with a raised eyebrow, watching you take out your nail equipment.
"Yeah, your nails are horrendous to look at. You have some hot hands, they can be even hotter with good nails." You explained with a smirk, "And it's not like I'm going to color them unless you want me to."
"... What colors do you have?"
ended up not doing any color nail polish sadly, one day you'll get him though. don't worry, time is unlimited.
"All this... for a bath." He uttered turning to you in shock seeing what you had laid out for him.
He tilted his head as he watched the bath continue to steam up. Looking to the end of the bath he realized there was a stool with a few things on it.
For one, his favorite drink was in a wine bottle. Ice and mini umbrella included. Then there was a radio with old classic hits playing, some grapes, a lit vanilla candle, and a bunch of different varieties of bath bombs.
All this, for a bath.
You simply smiled, "Welcome to the lavish life."
he will be doing this at home any chance he gets.
or he'll just go over to your place. either which works.
you tried for funsies to try and do his makeup and he simply refused knowing it would somehow get passed around.
but, he wanted to do your hair to see if he was any good (totally not bc he wanted to do it for you every day in case you didn't want to). and how could you deny your boyfriend?
you started off with braids and he was surprisingly good at it for his first time. a few mistakes but overall pretty good.
this is just a silly lil thing but i imagine the two of you listening to barbie, specifically can you keep a secret while doing your routine.
NO ACTUALLY I LIED, IT WOULD BE FABULOUS, SHARPAY EVANS. JUST IMAGINE DANCING TO THAT SONG IN FRONT OF MIRROR OH LORD. KYLE GOING ALL SASSY-
by the end of the night, he feels like a new man.
he's never, and in his words, "felt so clean"
"So...." Kyle murmured climbing onto the bed to lay his head on your chest.
You smiled immediately letting your hands play with his curls, "Hmm?"
".... When are we doing this again?"
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claymoresword · 1 year
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I Choose Her | Chp: 6
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 3.4k
Warnings: smut, nsfw, use of homophobic slur, angst, reader receiving, top!reader, draco malfoy sympathiser
Note: first and foremost, i'm starting a taglist for this fic so if i u wanna be added do leave a comment!
secondly, gonna just be honest with y'all and say this is probably gonna be the last happy hermione x reader chapter for awhile bc it gets dark from here on out so brace yourselves
(also sorry to play into the cliche jealousy trope but i had so much fun writing it so im not totally sorry )
anyway this is a hefty chapter i hope u enjoy!
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You felt a touch on your arm, opening your eyes you expected to be met with the sight of Hermione. She had refused to leave your side the past few days you had spent in the infirmary.
To your surprise, you're met with steely blue eyes instead. Draco is sat by your bedside, uncharacteristically soft gaze plastered across his face.
Your chest constricts at the sight, this was the Draco you remember.
"Hey" The platinum haired boy whispers, a sheepish smirk forming.
"Hi." You reply, mimicking his expression.
"How are you feeling?"
"I don't feel much of anything really, with all the numbing charms Hermione's put on me." You quip.
You joke but you're eternally grateful to your girlfriend for her unconditional care for you.
You swear sometimes she is too good to be true.
Draco breaks your gaze and lets out a chuckle.
"She seems to really care about you." He says earnestly.
"I'm lucky to have her."
You watch as Draco's face contorts, an undistinguishable expression, embarrassment perhaps, or guilt.
"Maybe I've been a bit too hard on her."
Amused, you let out a sharp breath through your nose.
"A bit?"
Your bestfriend merely smiles knowingly, allowing you the satisfaction to take that jab at him.
"Listen, I'm really sorry. If it wasn't for me you wouldn't have gotten injured." Draco starts and you lift your hand up gesturing for him to stop speaking.
"Don't even start with that." You assert.
"I would give my life for you. You know this."
Draco diverts his eyes again, as if it pained him to look at you.
"I wish you wouldn't. I don't deserve that." His voice trembles, you fear that he's about to cry.
"Draco-"
He shakes his head, almost pleading for you to stop talking.
"Harry was right."
Your eyebrows furrow, taken aback at the sudden confession.
"Right about what?"
"I gave Katie that cursed necklace." Draco admits, timidly fiddling with his fingers. He is afraid of your response.
"Why on earth-"
You are interrupted by Draco pulling up his sleeve, revealing the dark mark that's been etched into his arm.
"Oh."
You take a few moments to deliberate a response. A sudden rage overcoming you. Angry at the dark lord's cowardice. Forcing an unsuspecting boy. A boy eager to prove his worth, to do his bidding. You were not shocked at Draco's reasoning, ofcourse he threatened to harm his family. You expected nothing less from Voldermort.
"You dont have to explain yourself to me. Circumstances aren't granting you much of a choice right now, Draco."
"I can't convince you of what you deserve, but the truth of it is that you are my brother. I will always have your back."
He looks at you astounded, Draco really expected you to condemn him. You felt a sudden urge to wrap him into an embrace, you would've done so if only moving wasn't difficult for you.
He lets out a relieved sigh. Eventually letting his head fall, he rests it by your arm on the bed.
You sat with him in silence for a few moments before you decided to speak again.
"Well, since we're being honest. I should let you know, I've made my choice. I'll become a death eater. I'll join you."
Sick to your stomach, saying those words felt utterly wrong. Yet for Hermione's safety, you had to play the part. Whatever it takes.
Draco lifts his head and doesn't attempt to hide his surprise, before eventually nodding in understanding.
You had little choice in the matter, same as him.
He grabs your hand, almost a silent gesture of moral support.
"What are you going to tell her?"
You shrug, defeated.
"The truth, I suppose."
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You are awoken again this time by the nurse's hand hovering over your forehead.
You glance over to see the morning sun peaking in through the windows.
"Your fever has subsided. Any pain?"
You attempt to sit up and felt sore in your abdomen, but nothing you couldn't handle.
"No pain."
"Very well, do have your breakfast here first Miss Y/n and then you are free to go."
The nurse says and you allow a half smile. You were just excited to finally spend time with Hermione anywhere else but in the infirmary.
As if on cue, your girlfriend walks in greeting you with a grin.
"Ah Miss Granger, I have discharged her." The nurse says, gesturing to you.
"However, do make sure she doesn't take part in any strenuous activities for the next few days. Better to be safe." Your girlfriend nods and the nurse takes her leave.
"Hi gorgeous." You say as you watch a blush form on Hermione's face at your compliment.
Your girlfriend leans down and gives you a quick peck on the lips.
"Are you really feeling better? Or are you just saying that to get out of here quicker?" The brown haired girl remarks and you fight the urge to purse your lips, she knows you too well.
"No I really am feeling better, see?" You stand up quickly and stretched your body obnoxiously, before punching the air pretending to fight an invisible man.
Hermione laughs before grabbing your arms to still your movements.
"Okay very funny, be careful don't hurt yourself."
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It was a Saturday afternoon and Hermione naturally insisted on spending her time studying. She had also made quick work of putting you on bed rest. Ignoring your efforts of convincing her that you felt fine.
You are sat on her bed mindlessly flipping through a book, incapable of focusing on the words on the page. You look up and watch for several minutes as your girlfriend sits at her desk, reading through her history of magic textbook and taking notes.
It was the weekend, Hermione never allowed herself time to relax.
You let out a loud sigh, at an attempt to get your girlfriend's attention. She continues scribbling away at her book.
That's enough, you had to take matters into your own hands.
You get up from the bed and walk towards her, Hermione too busy to notice you were now stood behind her.
Leaning down you placed a quick kiss against her shoulder. Your girlfriend hums in response but makes no effort at acknowledging you otherwise.
You take it one step further, placing another kiss on her neck. This time you hear her breathe in sharply. Your mouth lingers over her neck and you place another open mouthed kiss against it. You quickly trail your tongue up settling over her ear. Hermione releases another trembling breath.
"Y/n." She warns and you merely smirk in response.
"I'm trying to study and you need to rest."
You groan, settling your arms on either side of her chair, you quickly swivel it turning Hermione around to face you.
She lets out a gasp before you leaned down, capturing her lips with yours. You kiss her deeply, she kisses you back the same not protesting.
For a few moments you are standing there, making out with your girlfriend. You pull away and watched as Hermione's chest heaved, trying to control her breathing.
You swiftly kneeled down infront of her and moved your hand to the hem of her jeans, attempting to unbutton them before Hermione grabbed your hand, stopping you.
You glance up meeting your girlfriend's stern gaze.
"No strenuous activities, remember?" The shorter girl scolds.
A sly smirk across your face, you move your face up to kiss your girlfriend again.
"This isn't strenuous." You say in between kisses.
"It's rather relaxing." You kiss her again, before moving to place a kiss on her ear.
"For both of us I'd say" You whisper as your mouth hovered over her ear.
You watch as Hermione takes her bottom lip in between her teeth. She's trying so hard to resist you.
"No." Your girlfriend finally breathes out. She places her hands on your shoulders shoving you away.
"No sex until you feel better."
A pout forming on your face.
"I am feeling better!" You almost shout.
Hermione says nothing in response, placing a quick kiss against your lips before moving her chair, she turns to face her desk again.
You let out another groan eventually giving up, you stand and make your way back to the bed.
"Although," Hermione voices, stopping you in your tracks.
"Slughorn's having his Christmas party tonight, I didn't plan on going but since you are clearly feeling better.."  Hermione pauses.
"Will you come with me?"
Your expectant expression turned to a dissapointed one.
"Oh"
"That really isn't the same as sex, is it?"
Hermione lets out laugh as she gets up from her chair, walking towards you she wraps both her arms around your neck.
"Not quite." "So will you accompany me please?" Your girlfriend asks you again.
"It would be my honour."
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Dull was an understatement. This was the worst party you had ever been to.
To make matters worse, Mclaggen had been making eyes at your girlfriend all night.
Hermione had perfected the art of ignoring the twat, she mostly focused her attention on you and engaged in conversation with Ginny.
You walk over to the buffet table to grab another drink. You took out your wand, secretly reciting a spell to add alcohol into your glass. You quickly downed the glass of the spiked fruitpunch before taking another glassful. You moved it up to your lips but was interrupted by a familiar voice.
"Get you hands off me you filthy squib!" Draco insults.
"I found this one lurking in the upstairs corridor, he claims to have been invited." Mr Filch announces and the room goes quiet.
"Okay, I was gatecrashing! Happy?" The platinum haired boy admits, annoyed. He shifts his gaze meeting yours for a moment before looking at Professor Snape, who was now stood before him.
"I'll escort him out." The professor merely states and Filch harshly lets go of Draco's arm.
You watched as they made their way out. Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. What the hell is Draco up to?
"Okay carry on! carry on!" Slughorn exclaims in between awkward laughs attempting for everyone to resume the party.
If you didn't know any better you'd make a remark to him about Draco's interruption being the only interesting part of this night.
You glance over at Ginny and noticed Hermione was no longer with her.
Scanning the room for your girlfriend you spot her in the far corner. Cormac's hand on her waist, she looks visibly uncomfortable with her hand on his chest clearly trying to push him away.
Anger overcoming you. The Gryffindor boy just couldn't take no for an answer.
You stormed towards them, before Cormac could realise you had harshly grabbed his shirt, shoving him onto the ground.
"How many times does she have to say no to you for you to get the message?" You shouted.
A shit eating grin on his face, he stands up dusting himself off.
"We were just talking" Cormac lies, you wanted to smack the smirk right off his face.
"Just stay away from her. Or I swear I will kill you." It took everything in you not to lunge at him.
You turn towards Hermione, her hand grasping your arm.
"Are you alright?" Your girlfriend quickly nods.
"Come on let's just go." She tugs your arm but you were stopped by Cormac's voice behind you.
"You know you don't scare me, dyke."
Without a moment's thought you lunged towards him, your fist making contact with his face. He's thrown backwards and he falls to the ground again.
You hear Hermione gasp before feeling her hand on your arm again she is grasping you tightly this time.
"I dare you to say it again!" Fishing your wand out of your pocket, you're now shaking with anger as you point it at him.
"Please Y/n let's go, just leave him." Hermione pleads and you comply.
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"Episkey" Hermione waves her wand over your knuckles, the pain from it quickly subsiding.
You watch as Hermione walks toward her desk grabbing an empty ziplock bag. She waves her wand over it and you see ice slowly forming. She grabs it and hands it to you.
"Can't be too sure" she shrugs.
You place the ice pack on your knuckles and move backwards, resting your back against her cupboard.
Your girlfriend stares at you, unreadable expression. Your guess is she's upset with you.
"Hermione, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lost my temper like that. I just hate that he won't leave you alone-"
The shorter girl quickly silences you with a kiss. You kiss her back after the intial shock dissipates. Hermione deepens the kiss her hands against your chest, pushing you further back against the cupboard. Her tongue enters your mouth and you drop the ice pack, hand settling on her waist pulling her impossibly closer.
You move your head, ending the kiss. You watch as Hermione chases your lips but eventually opens her eyes to meet your gaze.
"Are you not upset with me?" Your voice low.
Your girlfriend smirks and shakes her head before leaning in to place a kiss on the corner of your mouth. Hermione tilts her head to now plant a kiss on your neck, you feel her nip at your skin slightly before placing a wet kiss on it making a gasp escape your lips.
The shorter girl pulls back and looks at you with a darkened gaze, she bites her lip. You feel her hands move to the hem of your pants and she starts to undo your belt.
You are paralysed for a moment, staring at her in awe. Your girlfriend was truly captivating, especially in moments like these.
Eye contact remains between the two of you as Hermione begins to pull down your pants, she gets down on her knees and your mouth falls open slightly in anticipation. Nothing has happened yet but you felt it was impossible to catch your breath.
Hermione tugs your underwear down and looks up at you expectantly as if asking for permission.
You nod, a little too enthusiastically watching as her mouth comes in contact with your center. You let out a moan, throwing your head back, days of pent up sexual frustration now being released as Hermione's mouth worked her way at you.
You pant, your girlfriend's skilled tongue moving against you making it impossible for you to think coherently.
"Fuck, baby you're so good at that."
You choke out, in between pants. This seemed to spur Hermione on as she moves her head, mouth pressing harder against your core. You can feel your climax approaching, embarrassingly fast.
Hermione moves her hand, grabbing your ass she pulls you even closer and you feel her tongue push into your entrance, this becomes your undoing.
You cum hard into her mouth, knees buckling instantaneously your girlfriend moves her hands to either side of your hips, preventing you from falling to the floor.
"Come here." You grab her arm pulling her up you kiss her hungrily, tasting yourself.
Your hand moves to unzip her dress and she lets you pull it over her head. Quickly you unclasp her bra, your hand coming in contact with her breasts you start kneading as Hermione's breathing gets louder and heavier. She grabs the back of your neck pulling your head down to her chest. You obey and take one her nipples into your mouth. You began sucking and the smaller girl lets out a desperate moan.
You lifted your head moving your mouth away, she whines at the lost of contact but you don't give her the chance to verbally protest as you quickly hoist her up, one hand under her thigh. Hermione's legs wrap around your waist reflexively as she grips the back of your neck. You move her backwards dropping her on the bed rather harshly.
You needed to have her now.
You capture her lips into a deep kiss and a moan spills out of her lips your hands finding her breasts, you knead them again.
Without warning you moved your hand to her waist, flipping her over Hermione is now on her stomach.
Your girlfriend lets out a gasp. You swiftly grabbed the hem of her panties, taking them off her. Hermione was now laying before you on her stomach completely naked.
You roughly pulled her up so she was now on her knees, her dripping core at full display.
You put two fingers into your mouth, lubricating them before moving it to your girlfriend's entrance. Hermione mewls at the feeling of your fingers against her bare pussy.
She moves her hips back at a desperate attempt to feel more of you.
"Please." Hermione chokes out.
"Hm?" You decided to tease.
"Tell me what you need baby, use your words."
"Please" She says again, her voice trembling with need.
"Y/n please. I need your fingers inside."
You push your fingers into her, met with no resistance as her core was dripping wet.
Hermione lets out a loud moan at the feeling of your fingers inside her. You slowly pulled out of her before pumping back into her until you were knuckle deep.
You kept the same momentum until you felt your girlfriend's walls tighten against your fingers, she was close.
Her moans growing more obscene, you lean forward gripping her hair, pulling her into a kiss, muting her sounds of pleasure.
You disconnected the kiss and Hermione moans loudly at the feeling of you harshly gripping her hair. You then moved your hand to clasp it over her mouth.
"Always so fucking loud." You growl into her ear as you continued to pump your fingers deeply in and out of her.
You watch as Hermione's eyes roll to the back of her head. Her walls constrict painfully against your fingers as she comes undone.
You pull your fingers out of her and Hermione falls forward. She lays limp on the bed panting heavily, trying to recover from the intense orgasm you just gave her.
You let out a chuckle.
"I'm not done with you yet."
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You're laying in bed, Hermione's head against your bare chest. She has her hand in yours as she occasionally moved her fingers to fidget with your Slytherin crest ring.
Suddenly you remembered the gift you had gotten for her.
"I got you something." You say and watched as Hermione's eyebrows furrow.
You chuckle at her adorable expression before grabbing your wand.
"Accio"
A small ring sized box floats quickly out of your blazer pocket and into your hand.
You hold it up to Hermione and she sits up abruptly.
"Are you about to propose because I'm more of a grand gesture type of person." Hermione quips and you roll your eyes.
"Just open it before I change my mind."
Hermione giggles before grabbing the box, she opens it to reveal a silver coated ring, in the center was a green stone.
"Y/n, it's beautiful." Your girlfriend says as tears well up in her eyes.
You grab the ring, carefully putting it on for her. You settled on putting it on her ring finger on her right hand, the same hand you wore yours.
"Why?"
The brown haired girl's confusion was understandable. Gift giving not your usual way of showing affection.
You grab her hand, holding it up and gesturing for her to keep it there. You then moved your own hand inches away from hers. A light trailing from your ring to hers, a bond.
"Protean charm?" Hermione asks and you nod.
"As long as we wear these rings we will be connected. Even when we are apart, I've enchanted your ring so it'll let you know where I am at all times. The closer we are in proximity the brighter this trail of light will be."
A fond smile forms on Hermione's face, she pulls you into a long kiss. Eventually, disconnecting your lips she rests her forehead against yours.
"Thank you. I love it."
Your heart swells but the feeling quickly dissipates as you prepared yourself to tell her the whole truth.
You leaned back, forcing her to look at you in the eyes.
"There is another reason I got you this. A more important reason."
Hermione merely watches you, waiting for you to continue.
"I have to join the Death Eaters." You admit quicker than you intended.
You watch as Hermione flinches, sitting up. She looked almost affronted.
"What?"
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Stella mad at Luke for going to play while he was sick
oh totally.
Luke had obvi texted her about being sick and she would drive up in between class and practice to take care of him bc he's a baby when it comes to being hurt and sick.
she gets to his apartment and sees the trainer hooking him up to an IV to get meds into him as fast as possible so that he can play. she scolds him when he tells her that he's playing. "I'm fine stel, just a little fever. I'll be fine to play."
"your seriously playing tonight?"
"yea?" he responds like it's obvious. she sighs and sits next to him saying, "Luke, you have a 101 fever. your sweating and the apartment is like 64 degrees. you're paler than usual and you have a bucket in case you puke. you should not play tonight."
"I have to baby. I'm fine, I promise."
"you don't have to Luke. no one would be mad or disappointed if you took the night off to get rid of this virus. playing is only gonna make it worse lukey." she tries reasoning with him. he brushes her off and cuddles into her chest to get some rest.
she sighs and lets him rest knowing that no matter what she says, he's gonna play anyways. he wouldn't even listen to jack. once Luke gets up for his game Stella tries again but he refuses.
he plays pretty good and even scores that night but he feels worse than he did before the game. he trudges out of the locker room having showered and goes right into stella's arms. she can tell that he's feeling worse then before.
"hey babe. you played well tonight."
"thank you."
"how you feeling?"
"I'm fine." he mumbles against he hairline. Alex holtz and Simon nemec walk by and holtz says to Stella, "he was dry heaving between periods. I think he got a little dizzy too."
"he drank like 10 bottles of water and gatorade during the game. Lindy and the trainers tried to get him to sit but he refused to come out. we had a bucket on the bench for him too."
"way to rat me out guys."
"Luke, you almost threw up next to me." holtz says to him. Stella just nods at the boys words and says, "thanks guys. I'm sorry about the loss. I'll see you soon, I'm gonna get him home and to bed."
they both nod and pat Luke's back before leaving the rink. she pulls away from he hug and leads Luke out to their car. she takes the keys and drives them both home, jack leaving with nico.
once they are home, Luke goes straight to his bed. Stella gets him all the water she can find and all the medicine she can find before joining him in bed.
he lays his head on her chest and passes out instantly, his body exhausted from overexerting himself during the game. she sighs and plays with his har while he gets the rest he needs. she's definitely disappointed that he wouldn't listen to her or the medical staff and wants to really scold him about it but she's decided to wait until he starts better.
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so i was bored at work (as usual) and i had Thots 🙂 whorish Thotssss 🙂🙂
A/B/O + zombie apocalypse for the ✨️flavor✨️ poor reader is on the run from the hoardes of undead with keen noses and they just love to eat sweet little Omegas. enter an Alpha, big n strong w a huge cock, who says he can protect her by claiming and scenting her. who would you want him to be? 😳 Curtis? Ari? or perhaps dark horse Andy?
or perhaps it's a whole band of Alphas 👀
AHH BESTIE BRANDY THIS MADE MY THOTS GO WILD !! dark thots below
you've barely survived, and still wonder how you've managed to last this long all alone. the undead have a special craving for omegas, uhm... omegas are just sweeter 😗
may haps you get into bad trouble with some zombies, and boom !! saviours in the form of not really saviours bc they're dark/deceiving assholes !! they save you and try to get you to speak, but you don't trust them. so they choose to take you back to their base (against your protests), but oh no, you somehow find a way to escape their decked-out truck and dash into the dark woods.
few try to chase after you, but the biggest and meanest of them (daddy ari) scoffs, "if she wants to die out there, let her." ofc, all the other alphas are confused as hell bc they haven't seen an omega since the outbreak. Still, Ari remains firm bc "we're already in our territory, she'll be knocking at our gates within a few hours."
oh and he was very right.
soon enough, you foolishly think you found a safe place with other survivors, but it isn't safe bc it's the base of those scary big alphas. and oh they really like you and refuse to let you go a second time. and well... they have urges and dance around the idea of repopulating the world. It turns out there are other safe places you could've chosen (better ones not too far from their territory) but you just have shit luck and found yourself in the worst.
me thinks it's like a hierarchy with the survivor groups, with meetings about rations or expanding, doing purge-style hunts to dwindle the infected numbers. when you're good, they let you tag along, and you get to see the difference between your group and the rest, aside from uh size, numbers and dominance, and there is the power imbalance, it's one alpha for one omega, and those alphas actually listen to them. it seems they're better off than you, but one of your alphas (a manipulative asshole.. cough cough curtis is that you), tells you that they get abused, "isn't it better to have all of us, trying to keep you happy, than to have one and be treated like a punching bag?" maybe it's a little true, all dependent on what society trope it is (if it's like HCV, oh my, poor omega)
but hey, they aren't totally bad 🫣 they take care of you, feed you, keep you safe and healthy, trying their best to make their little omega the happiest on the destroyed planet
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brothers are a whole other thing LMAO they’re crazy. they will literally call you the stupidest person they’ve met in their life but then buy u ur favorite ice cream at 2AM.
i always tell my sister that i’m so grateful i had her to help me grow up and that i get so sad when i realize she never had an older sister. her response is always that she never thought of it like that but she thinks she was made to be an older sister. i swear you guys are built different, not everyone can handle being an older sister and i have SO much appreciation for u all !!!
i promise you that your mom is 100% right. she probably ADORES you but just doesn’t wanna admit it bc youngest sibling pride yk ?😭 i refuse to believe otherwise bc i sincerely feel like you’re PERFECT sister material. dependent, funny, mature, so sooo kind.
new songs on rotation !! i’ve rlly been enjoying What I Am by zayn and Tejano Blue by cigarettes after sex
i hope you know all i can think about is Ding part 3 :) like omg it’s just been on my mind 24/7 and i can’t wait to read whatever you have. idk if you have this planned out yet, or not, but how many parts do you see this series being ??
I DID SLEEP HAHA i’ve been feeling off these past few days and i woke up SICK today🙁 it’s not too bad just a sore throat and a runny nose but i do hope it goes away soon because i have a friend’s engagement party to attend on the weekend (but im literally drinking a cold diet dr. pepper rn so i have no clue how i expect to feel better lol)
have the best day ever sam !!!
~🎶
That's so sweet about brothers 😭 I could have used that too growing up!
My sister and I sound WAY less mushy than you and your sister (no shade, just different relationships obviously) but that's so sweet! I can totally see where she's coming from I don't think I could be a younger sister. The vibe would be so off and you'd be able to tell I was not meant to be a younger sister hahahahahaha YOU'RE SO SWEET 😭😭 my sister calls me every day (even when I don't want her to because I have been girl-rotting all week on my vacation and have nothing to report) so I get annoyed with her pretty easily but I do enjoy talking to her. I wish she would put a little more effort into idk taking care of our parents? I don't live at home anymore so I feel like I'm still doing all the grunt kind of work that she could just do because she's AT HOME? but idk. she's a Drama Queen™ or maybe I am and I'm just being bossy 😂
I am putting the final touches on Ding part 3 so it's ready to go for Monday hehehehe I'm really excited about it! I think it will be my favorite part honestly. At least right now. I have it outlined for 7 parts right now! (I think i told someone 8 at one point but I did it in roman numerals and I'm dumb and can't read). But 7 is what I have right now. However it could change because I think parts 4 and 5 could end up being one part. I'm really not sure. Part of my outline for part 5 literally says "filler episode" so it's meant to be a next to nothing update.
UGH! I'm not sure where you're from but I live in New England and it's starting to be spring around here and I usually get a allergy-attack-turned-cold around now and I'm dreading it because it's SO unfair to be sick during the warmer weather. Maybe mix in some water with your Dr. Pepper hahahah Also! I truly believe cranberry juice has medicinal values. OOH I haven't listened to too much Zayn, tragic on my own part. I've heard clips of his new song Alienated though and I'm loving it! I've never heard of Tejano Blue, I will give that a listen as well!
I just made my Spring 2024 playlist--it's a lot of old stuff I've listened to in the past (don't listen to the Stuck on the Floor song I have at the bottom--it's for sad-girl hours hahahaha)
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Hope you feel better!
xoxo
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tatakaeeren · 9 months
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thank you for being so kind >-< i never like rambling problems bc i am very apathetic when it comes to well, anything dealing with anyone else's problems so i never meant to ramble out to you I'm still so sorry ;-; it won't get less stressful per se, I'm graduating in December and getting my PhD (or at least want to) so i have applications for that and scholarship and grant writing for more research projects <///33 I'm too much of an overachiever for my own good <//333 BUT ENUFF on that i refuse to be sad and wallow in an unproductive state so i will instead talk about something else.
What are some of your least favorite romance/shoujo tropes in anime and in manga? Whether it be bl stories, yuri, webtoons, mangas, anything! I shall go first~ (of course i will ask you what are your faves are in the next ask~)
My least favorites
Tsunderes.
i KNOW it's so common to have it and kuudere and tsunderes are very similar but GAH I HATE TSUNDERES SO MUCH because it's usually used as a he or she is a total bitch but don't worry guys it's bc they are shy <3 LIKE WHOT. yes yes they get "warmer over time" but this is why i had to stop watching kaguya-sama love is war because i can't stand that show i couldn't 😭
Needless pining, the "chase"
see kaguya-sama love is war (sorry to flame this show but it's also a perfect example). I know people say the development gets started in the second season and i know it's like critical acclaim and popularity is deserved blah blah but idk man, the first season just turned me off SO MUCH that i haven't been able to pick it back up ESPECIALLY THE END ARC AT LIKE THE FESTIVAL idk i just pining and missed chances and mind games i can only do for like 2 episodes but after that i NEED TO SEE SOME PROGRESSION otherwise i get so annoyed
Starts off a bitch, gets better
could be put in the same category as a tsundere but this gets its own category because bl mangas fucking love this trope and i hate it like i know everyone loves BJ Alex, and are probably fawning over Jinx right now but GOSH i could never read either because i just like I DONT GET IT IF ASSHOLE WHY HE GET LOVE???? i do nawt care if he had some traumatic life experience YOU DONT GET TO BE A ASSHOLEEEEEEEEE. And this doesn't count as enemies to lovers because usually in that one they're both dicking each other over and it's mutual versus like nice guy simp gets trampled on.
Okie now your turn <33333 (if you dont' have any i will look like such a bitch asfdasdfasdf)
-lavender anonie~
You're welcome 💖 I'm always here to help everyone who needs to be listened and understood ✨. OOHHH nice!!! congratsss so you have to give your everything until December... and then apply to a PhD? (I'm sorry I don't quite get the educational system over there) and how many more years is that?
Hahahahah Such an interesting topic! haha least fav first and then our faves 🤣 ok.. let's see: "Tsunderes"... it depends if they are annoying because sometimes there are Tsunderes that are charming and adorable with a spicy feisty side... those I enjoy, but the ones that only scream and act rude or mean for no reason... I pass. The "pinning", I enjoy it when there is real tension and life actually, either pulls them apart or together (not the random unrealistic "coincidences", I like it if it is believable or one of the characters needs to fully develop before confessing (I need to see them accepting themselves before accepting the love of others) if pinning is well done the ending is well deserved in the long run. The "starts off as a bicth" Yeah I don't like it, I DO enjoy good enemies to lovers because both have very distinct goals or morals but then understand the other's point of view. But if the character is just a bitch for being one without further character development... I don't like that.
In my case I don't have "least fav tropes" but I see these types of content/story/character... I'm closing the page right then and there: Power abuse, gaslighting, mental health being treated as an "accessory" (not depicted as seriously and delicately as it should be dealt), I don't hate it but it is not my fav the "love at first sight" ... I need to see and feel the foundation of a relationship before realizing it is love. and my biggest turn of is if the characters are super annoying or super ..what I call "empty pretty and annoying" Im sorry they could be the prettiest in the universe but if they don't have a personality and are annoying... is a big NO.
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enbies-and-felonies · 3 years
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#when u finally go to the person in authority who is supposed to make hings right when ur being mistreated but actually#did u kno its U who's in trouble and got the short straw and aren't doing things right#bc oh you didn't tell them when u should have#and oh you must not be willing to communicate in a way the other person needs#and it's totally not bc they refuse to listen or care but bc you're not trying or doing it right#''just look her in the eyes'' like i haven't been looking her in the eyes the past few nights when i'm begging her to let me have some peace#and she doesn't bat an eye when i'm on the edge of a breakdown trying not to cry at o' dark-thirty bc she wont fucking leave me alone#i guess it's perfectly fine to be a child-parent when ur taking responsibility and doing all the work and meeting needs#but as soon as you expect them to listen or obey it's fuck-all and why do you think you're the parent you don't deserve that respect#or obedience#like it's not me who's been trying to fucking raise her partially since i was fucking nine#like oh haha my parents lowkey had me raise my younger sister since i was a kid and all i got was mental illness and a bad relationship<3#i'm trying so fucking hard and i thought she would try too. i thought we were gonna make it better#but it's only gotten worse#livin' the ideal life besties <333#i almost would rather that i was going through last-years school year instead bc yeahmy mental health was crap but at least it was just me#and i have to fucking work tomorrow and then probably go to church on sunday and i don't have the energy but how do i explain that to my mom#??#how?#it's all fine i'm just falling apart inside again <3 i made it through last-years school though so i can make it through this#tw vent#tw rant#tw bad relationship#tw parents#tw mom#tw swearing
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suggable · 4 years
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it's so incredibly upsetting that both my parents think that kids learning abt different orientations n gender identities is such an awful thing.....
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kyuala · 3 years
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cravity as exes
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serim
he swears he's not trying to make this harder on you but your family keeps inviting him over for dinner and he just can't say no to them
i feel like serim is gonna have trouble functioning the first few days without you because you were genuinely such a huge part of his life and now that's gone
physically restrains himself from calling you whenever he gets any news - good or bad - bc you were always the first person he'd tell. it's instinct
i feel like with serim the decision to stay friends after the breakup or not could rly make it or break it for y'all. if getting back together isn't on the table he'd rather just be gone from your life completely. if it is tho....
probably the one to suggest getting back together tbh. he'd just rather work through whatever issue it was with you by his side
allen
too nice for his own good but i say this abt allen all the time bc it's true
but like, if things ended in a particularly nasty way (ie you cheating on him), i dont think he would think twice before setting some boundaries (nicely) and putting his own well-being first
still, is nice to you should you run into each other sometime but doesn't really wanna stay friends friends in case it makes it harder for his feelings for you to go away
throws himself into work whenever he finds himself missing you too much or longing for your old relationship. the type to try to work through this stuff on his own
i feel like getting back together could be a 50/50 chance with allen. you're never gonna know until you bring it up but if it does happen i think he'll make sure you both work to change and make it work this time
jungmo
an enigma. he seems hurt but how hurt is he? does he agree with this? does he want to get back together? is he already engaged to someone else? you're never gonna know unless you straight up ask him
if y'all decide to stay friends he is going to be a little awkward but as sweet as ever
when he truly gets over it he might even encourage you to go out there and try it with someone new! jungmo would be a wonderful ex tbh
i feel like he would just deal with this a lot better and in a healthier way than most. yea he gets sad about it but that's part of it for him, you know? he's not gonna dwell on it too much
if the chance to get back together comes up i don't think he would give it a lot of thought tbh lmfao if he misses you he'll wanna do it. if he doesn't he'll politely decline simple as that
woobin
academy award for best actor in the role of "totally okay with it when, really, he's not"
ruby is actually so good at hiding his feelings in this situation it would take a rly good set of eyes from his closest friends to notice he's actually Going Through It™
he would never be anything but nice to you but i feel like he would lowkey ignore you, at least for the first few weeks, 'cause he just doesn't know how to feel and it's a lot for him to process
gets really introspective when he's alone but not in the sense that he thinks a lot about you and the good moments you both shared - more like overanalyzing every little thing to try to figure out where things went wrong
again, doesn't really know how to feel when faced with the prospect of resuming the relationship. even tho he wouldn't rly be able to determine what went wrong, i feel like ruby would probably decide against it bc he strikes me as a "what is done is done" kind of guy
wonjin
goes into shock before getting sad as hell and claiming he's "hit rock bottom" (cue hyeongjun in the background "thats a glass of MILK wonjin")
says he doesn't care anymore and then keeps tabs on you LMFAO
feel like he would have a good ass cry abt your breakup like 3 times a week at least
if u speak to any other guy and he finds out he'll go into cardiac arrest while monologuing abt having been "replaced"
suggest getting back together tho and suddenly he'll start acting brand new like he's gonna have to think about it but if ur like alright nvm he's like NO NO WAIT I'LL DO IT
minhee
the type to keep your photos and videos together in a secret folder on his phone to look at when he's alone and missing you
but like literally deleted your number a couple of days after the breakup specifically so he wouldn't feel tempted to call you
absolutely makes a point of still being polite to you when you run into each other even if it was a nasty breakup
i feel like flashes of your lips and your most intimate moments would plague his mind when he's like trying to work or something lmfao he'd be angry as hell
will NOT even consider getting back together unless he's 100% sure the issues that led to the breakup have been thoroughly resolved
hyeongjun
SO dramatic god he will annoy everyone at the dorm and every single soul who'll listen with how much he talks about you
keeps loudly sighing around the house and slamming doors and minhee has to be like dude they're not even here stop doing that
probably gets emotional a lot and has to hold back his feelings when he's around you, so he gets noticeably quieter and teary-eyed
if u still hang out with the same mutual friends he regularly comes up to you at parties and dreamily sighs about "we did have some good times didn't we" and ur like ????
honestly probably thinks the breakup is bullshit i feel like he'd try to make up and get back together like 3 minutes into it
taeyoung
will give you the option to stay friends even if you hurt him real bad
will keep hanging out with the same friends you have in common and will be upset if you refuse to 'cause he lowkey kinda expects to still see you around
i feel like for taeyoung staying friends is gonna make things a lot easier - still seeing you, still laughing with you, still having you in his life. being cut off from your life entirely and abruptly would make the whole thing harder for him
tries not to get caught up in nostalgia and missing you and honestly actually succeeds
the idea of getting back together is lowkey always in the back of his mind. like the minute you suggest it he says yes, doesn't even have to think about it
seongmin
petty ex 🗣️
but only bc your breakup hit him harder than he'd like to admit, whoever made the decision
type to block u on all socials tbh
doesn't like to talk about it and doesn't want to hear what you've been up to and how you've been, like it will take a whiiiiile for him to open up even to his closest friends
if the idea of getting back together comes up a huge weight is gonna be lifted off his shoulders but i also feel like seongmin would need to take a few days to think about it and be sure. he doesn't want to go through this again :/
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shotorozu · 3 years
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𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤
𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔬𝔲 𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔬𝔰𝔥𝔦 ᥊ 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯
𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: you find yourself in a bar that you and your ex used to go to regularly. the local bartender calls your ex- shinsou hitoshi; thinking you guys are still together. 
𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝘀: angst to fluff (happy ending), sfw, pro hero au (aged up), drinking (alcohol mentions and intake) ex to lovers, minor todomomo (not the center of this fic) reader is in the top 5, some swearing. 
𝗹𝗲𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗱: [Y/N = your name, L/N = last name, H/N = hero name, ] f! reader, quirk not mentioned. 
𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀: i also did this trope on ao3 with todomomo, so i better not see people think i plagiarized them because.. that’s literally me lol. also! i was very conflicted, bc i also wanted to do this with shouto but since I already have 2-3 fics in the making, i went with hitoshi (but let me know if you wanna see shouto’s version.) 
word count to be added when im not sleep deprived
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You swivel down another shot down your throat, not caring of the burn in your nose, nor do you care about the smell of the alcohol. 
You’re never like this, this is not the best representation of yourself, no. This is not who you are as a person, and the way your former classmates look at you with concern when you chug down another shot shows how unusual this is to them.
“Take it easy..” Momo pats your back, and you exhale heavily, putting down the glass. Everyone is certain that you’ll obtain some serious hangover, almost to the point that you’d have to take the morning off to treat your hangover. They’re aware that you’re not this careless, since you're in the top 5 after all. 
But they let you be momentarily, but why you may ask?
Because this is your way of coping a breakup with your boyfriend of 3 and a half years, Shinsou Hitoshi. They’re aware on how hurt you really are, and to be real- they were the ones that asked you to come out with them tonight to distract you. 
“They’ve been going at it for a while, it’s almost concerning.” Tsuyu comments, as she tends to a slightly tipsy Mina, holding her so she doesn’t fall face first into the floor. 
The least they could do is let you be, while you're not totally blacked out.
The local bartender- Maki, looks at you with concern when you order another shot, yet they still give it to you (with the slightest hesitation) since you’re such a good friend to her. (Your rank makes you very respectable, it’s almost intimidating! but your casual friend ship with the bar tender says other wise.) 
But on the contrary, you'd know when you’ve reached the limit, and you’d probably know when they’d start refusing your requests of another shot. 
One by one, their friends depart from the table, either they were too drunk to even handle it so they were brought home, or something came up- everyone could agree that they all had some sort of worry towards their dear friend’s very out of character coping mechanism. 
“I have to go soon,” Momo sighs, when she receives a text from Todoroki- though it’s very obvious that she’s still very concerned for you, considering that she’s the only friend left. “Please take care of Y/N, Maki-san.” 
Maki nods at your black haired friend, and the creation hero looks at you one last time before leaving the bar. 
Lifting your head, your words are slurred as you request for another shot, which seems like the umpteenth time that you requested for a shot. The concerned bartender still attends to your needs, yet- she’s contemplating of calling someone if you ask for another. 
Likewise, you finish that shot in a moment, and you slump down on the table. Eyelids fluttering slowly as your laughter is filled with intoxication, your cheeks are warm from being inebriated from the intake of alcohol. 
You don’t notice how your concerned bartender dials up a number, requesting for them to pick your drunken state. 
     »»————- ➴ ————-««
“Did you know the word bed is shaped like one?” 
It’s now past midnight, and you’re mouthing off about something random, the train of thought is endless (but it’s more like a shower thought ramble.) Your fists are deep into your hair- holding your head up so it doesn't hit the table, meanwhile Maki paces back and forth- still tending to other requests from the very few customers left. 
“Now that you’ve mentioned it, yeah.” They answer absentmindedly, “Man, I haven't seen you in nearly 4 months! it’s been a while. You knows how to hold your alcohol so frankly, this is the first time I’ve seen this side of you!” 
“Oh really?” You slur, continuing on to spout out purposeless words.
The bartender’s response is a total blur, words turning into background noises, and a part of you is lucky to still be conscious and still functioning (yet it's barely) 
“..But you hold it well for--” 
You’re also very lucky that you’re a little too under the influence to even register the name.
You didn't know you’d take this breakup with him harshly. The most you were expecting was just.. crying while eating ice cream. 
But no, it was an utter shit hole. 
The door busts open, and the bartender’s expression seems to brighten up “Ah, there you are!” 
You grumble, the bar’s lights causing your eyes to sting- and your head hurts too. You might need some aspirin later.. you close your eyes shut. The bartender is chatting with the unknown person, and frankly- you just wished you didn’t intoxicate yourself this much.
“Y/N,” 
The baritone voice is almost sufficient in sobering you up. Turning to the familiar voice, you see the tall figure, sporting bedraggled purple hair. 
It’s Shinsou Hitoshi. A reason why you’re in such a mess, coping with a breakup in the first place. 
You almost fall off your chair in sudden revelation to the appearance of your ex lover. It was almost like.. your drunken state was making you see things- a possible hallucination maybe? it has to be that. Maybe it’s the side effect of the growing headache?? What was in that shot?
“Ugh, I must be crazy,” You wipe your cheek from slob, your head throbbing from the growing headache. The weary purple head raises an eyebrow, and the bartender is confused by the sudden tension. It's abnormal, alright.
The reason why you broke up was because of his lack of self care. 
Again, it’s not like he was being a shithead and cheating on you, or being a total prick of a boyfriend and neglecting you, and it’s definitely not the other way around either. 
It was probably the opposite. He'd neglect himself for days on end, not caring about himself, and not caring about his own being. It was.. not what you wanted at all. 
You figured just because the both of you are rising up heroes, and also adults- he would’ve gotten a grip of not neglecting himself. 
But even habits like that don’t get old. 
“Hitoshi- seriously, when was the last time you’ve took a breather?” growing slightly irritated by Shinsou’s continuous neglect of his own self care, and also the fact that he’s clinging onto you 24/7. 
“It doesn’t matter.” He shrugs, pinching your cheek. Heck, you should be glad he wants to be with you for the majority of the days. But you can’t tolerate him when he’s constantly complaining about being tired, although making little to no efforts in taking care of himself. Heck- his dark circles got even darker- how is that even possible?
“’Toshi, it really does. You can’t neglect self care.” Your brows furrow when he chooses to ignore your words. “You’re not listening to me.” 
“You should be glad that I want to spend time with you.” 
It stung. What the hell did he even mean by that..?? scoffing, and slightly offended, you reply “That’s not the main issue.” you cross your arms “We’ve talked about this before, remember?” You reason out, giving him the nice benefit of the doubt. You'd like to be civil here. 
He ignores you once more, and you can actually feel the irritation grow within you. “I don’t want to be the reason why you neglect yourself.” 
“I’m really not, okay?” He retorts back, “Why do you always have to bring up things that don't matter?” 
Aggitated, you snap back “Wh- we’re talking about you! Hitoshi, we’ve talked about this- and you said you’d work on it! do my words mean nothing to you?” Hitoshi’s gaze flickers up, only staring at you, as if it was his own way of judging you and your intent. 
And that’s how it erupted into a full fight, and into your eventual breakup. 
You didn’t know how expressing your genuine concern for him blended into him saying things he’d never mean in his entire life. He doesn’t stop you when you walk out, not saying a thing at all
There was no verbal breakup. It was just.. there. 
The unknowing bartender interrupts the nonverbal tension, “I thought you’d be a lot happier, y’know.” 
“We-”
“..’ll get going now, thanks again.” Before you know it, Hitoshi’s hooking your arm around his shoulders— as he walks to the door, leaving the very familiar bar.
It’s awkward, surely. You’re not sure why he was there, and you’re not so sure as to why he decided to come to your aid in the first place. If Maki called him, and he was requested to come to you in question, then he could’ve just..
“..sent someone else,” You mumble. You reek heavily of alcohol, and your skin is undeniably warm. Frankly, he doesn’t remember the last time you were like this— was it the first time you had a drink? it was years back at this point.
You’re pretty.
Beautiful,
That’s one thing that hasn’t change. Surely, what changed things was the fact that he said some.. horrible things— and refused to even listen to your concerns, which ultimately cause your breakup. His relationship status changed into some lonely and young hero, and his heart ached in different ways.
But you’re still very beautiful, to him.
Doesn’t matter if you’re all dolled up for a hero interview, or a mess on a off saturday. You’re still beautiful.
But now— he’s focused on your words, and he’s taken aback when you continue to speak, causing the both of you to stop in the middle of the sidewalk.
“You’ve coulda asked s-someone else to pick.. me up.” Your words are slurred, a normal side effect of being drunk. However, seeing your ex has surely sobered you up.
“That’s true,” Shinsou moves to continue walking, so you guys weren’t standing on the middle of the side walk on a cold early morning.
“What are you even doing at a bar at 1am?” He changes the subject, but you’re still caught on to your previous question. “You didn’t answer my question at all, meanie.” Her grip is firm, so there’s no way of budging it.
His laugh lacks humor, yet he feels obligated to answer her. Or else they’d be stuck on the sidewalk, due to her hero grip.
“It didn’t feel right,”
“Yeah sure.” You grumble, “Because you suddenly care.”
“I’ve always cared, Y/N.”
“Really?” You say, not really believing him anyway. “You seemed pretty sure with your words back then to care.” Despite being toxicated, your words have undertones of venom
“You may say that, but.. I’ve always cared.”
“Then why the hell did you say all of that back then, huh?” Overwhelmed by seeing your ex, who you still fucking loved by the way— tears grow at your eyes. “If you’re lying, stop it.” You say, literally not in the mood to be lied to right now.
You’re literally being carried by your ex, while intoxicated, while also having a throbbing headache.
“I’m not.” Hitoshi answers firmly. A certain edge grows in his throat, and he hates it.
“Yes you are,” Your voice is now wobbly, it’s really just a mix of your overwhelming emotion, as well as your drunken state. “You would’ve told me that weeks ago!”
You were always right, and he knows it. Ever since from the last moment you shared with him, your words were just.. nothing but the sheer truth. Yet, he’s only hurt you— because of his denial.
He knows you’re right, and he knows that he had his habits of neglecting his own care. Though that’s why he decided to change, that you were in fact- correct all this time.
And he was just an ass to even admit it.
“You’re right,” His fists crumple, grip tight as he fights his sudden urge to break. “You were always right. I’ve always cared, and you’ve always cared about me. Yet I was worried of changing, not being around you just so that I could take care of something that’s not really important-”
“But you are, Hitoshi,” You sob, nearly collapsing onto the ground— “You matter so much, yet you don’t even see it, and if I’m going to contribute to your destructive ways— then...”
“How could you? If you don’t care about my words, then do you care about yourself..?”
Shinsou sighs, bending down to meet your level— you’re gasping and sobbing into his chest, tears angrily running down your cheeks.
“I know, kitten, and I’m sorry.” Wiping your tears with his thumb, he speaks once more. “That’s why.. I’ve thought about what you’ve said, and I decided to take care of myself a bit more, I want you to know that.. I do care.”
You glance up at him, the city lights luminating his face— enough for you to see the adorning expression he’s sporting.
“..really?” You speak, in a nearly hush tone, again— you’re still very drunk, and overwhelmed with emotions. This could’ve been passed off as a fever dream, and you could’ve been normal with it.
“Yes, Y/N.” His mouth perks up into a small smile.
“Then.. would you allow me to start over with you again?”
Pushing against Hitoshi, you envelope him with your arms— it’s almost cliché and dramatic, the way you collapse into his arms like it’s the last day on earth.
But.. Shinsou’s glad he has you again. Finally a chance to prove that he’s changed.
ーーーーーーー
BONUS
You sit on the counter of your apartment, hands covering your face— as a way to shield your eyes from the prodding sunlight that peaks from the windows.
“This should help,” Hitoshi hands you a cool glass of water, “The way you hold your alcohol is terrible,” You chug down the glass of water, and you take a jab at him with your feet.
He hisses at the sudden attack, and only chuckles, “You’re mad because it’s true kitten,” He teases
“Shut up,” You draw him in with your leg, setting the glass down, “Just kiss me already,”
And so he does, pressing your lips against his— savoring the sweet warm moment he’s been practically starved of for nearly 4 months.
He pulls back, his expression showcasing that he’s tasting the aftermath.
“Ew, you taste like beer.”
You glare at him, and take another light jab, “Of course I do, Idiot.”
Despite saying all of that, he pulls you in once more.
       ˚✧₊⁎❝᷀ົཽ ❝᷀ົཽ⁎⁺˳✧༚
likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading (literally the first fic i’ve ever posted, so y’all BETTER like it or i’ll 💀)
i do not own bnha/mha and it’s characters. boku no hero academia/my hero academia belongs to horikoshi kohei, i only own the writing
do not plagiarize my work :)) (literally don’t, it’s 3:26am on a tuesday.)
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dyns33 · 4 years
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hi girl! ✨ I'm so happy you're back! you know, mental health first, even more at the moment... i rlly miss baby Michael rn, and I was wondering what if he looks at his mommy working out bc she wanna stay inshape (mostly bc of quarantine) and this boy tries every moves bc he probably see this as a game! 😋 also, take care and stay safe luv, it's so important ❤️
           Thank you for your sweet message ! I hope you are alright too, taking good care of yourself ! It was a bit for my mental health and really because I'm realizing a lot of things that I never saw before, when they were right under my eyes. I mean, my father is racist, so compare to him I was sure to be good, but no. I'm not. I'm not the worst but I need to do more, I need to do better... The realization and not knowing what I could do, if I could do something, was hard for me. I preferred to take some time to think and avoid saying stupid things. I wanted to listen and understand. It's better to act when really having all the information. What is happening now is really more shaking me than the quarantine or the Covid, since I just needed to be careful and stay home for everyone to be okay.
For baby Michael, I think about him everyday... He is my life. His mommy is not like me, not doing sport everyday, she doesn't have the time, but during the quarantine, she indeed decided to take some time to stay in shape, and even after, when it's possible, she continues to exercise. Michael thinks it's funny. But he doesn't really participate, because little Mikey is always perfect, despite all the sugar he eats. Maybe a little belly if he eats too many cakes but he loses it quickly. The kid is really annoying.
Sorry, it was a bit short... Before someone asks, yes, I will do a part 2. But later, I'm busy this week end.
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           His mommy was playing a new game that Michael didn't know before. She was calling it 'yo-ga', and pretended that it was a sport. But Michael knew sport, he didn't really like it, because after two exercises he was all red and sweaty and it was not funny. Of course, he liked to run, and play with a ball, and do things which looked like sports, but it was not the same. It seemed that (Y/N) was doing that too, but she refused to admit it.
           "It's really a sport Mikey !"
           "Of course mommy." he replied with a big smile.
At first, he was just staying on the sofa to admire her, because she was really full of grace while imitating the strange movements the lady in the television was doing. Then he decided he wanted to try too. It seemed easy. That was a bit why Michael couldn't see this thing as a sport, because it was not violent. I was not quick. I was not hard. So it had to be a game, hiding behind the name of 'sport', because some adults refused to say that they were still big children. Since his mommy was not looking at him, focusing on the TV when she was not having her eyes closed, to meditate, she didn't see that he was trying to follow her moves. The positions slowly started to be more and more complex. Michael really did his best to stay on one leg, holding the other behind his back, his hand in front of him, but of course he was not flexible enough and he felt, his forehead hitting the floor violently. The sound was so loud, followed by his cries, that (Y/N) jumped.
           "Mikey !"
           "Mo... Mommy !" he stammered, hesitating between staying on the floor because his head was hurting him and getting him to get a hug. "It hurt ! It hurt !"
           "Wait, don't move, I will grab some ice in the fridge."
Fortunately, he was not bleeding. In fact, his injuries were not that important, and after several minutes, Michael was totally fine, but as everytime he had to opportunity to have all his mommy's attention and be pampered, he was pretending a bit, cuddling her on the sofa.
           "I don't like yuga !" he declared solemnly, his eyes still full of tears. "It's dangerous. I don't want you to do that mommy. Bad !"
           "Yoga. And it's not bad nor dangerous if you are used to it. The position was not for beginners, that's why you felt. It's okay. I can teach you, we will start with easy moves, relaxation, and later, if you like it, we will try advanced classes."
           "Hmm."
           "Look. We can try and after that... We will go in the park, for a walk and to play. Then we will go to the shop to buy you a new toy. What do you think ?"
Immediately, Michael's eyes were shining, forgetting his little accident, jumping with excitation on the sofa. They didn't do a lot of yoga, Michael not being focus at all, only thinking about the park and having fun with (Y/N). That was one of the reasons why she proposed it to him, because she knew he didn't like to be left in a corner, when they had the possibilities to do things together. During the quarantine, they were stuck at home and it was heaven for Michael. So when she started to do some sport, something she never really had the time to do before, he was not really pleased.
           "But you don't need it mommy. You are perfect !"
           "It's always good for your health do to sport. At least 30 minutes per day."
           "Hmm. Okay, but not more than 30 minutes then !"
The other reason why (Y/N) decided to go outside to play with Michael was because it gave her the opportunity to do more sport, without Michael realising it. Running after or from him, playing with a ball, or just walking was a real sport. To take care of Michael was a sport on its own. And she loved it. Maybe, unlike her, he didn't need to do a lot of exercise to stay thin, but as a big kid, he still needed to move. On their way back home, while Mikey was eating an ice cream, because of course there was a shop near the park and he asked for one, (Y/N) saw a family on their bikes. She realised that her baby and her never did that before.
           "Honey, did you ever learn to ride a bike ?"
           "Nope."
           "Would you want to ? Tomorrow, I will buy you one, we will learn together and go on long ride together."
Michael was delighted by the idea. On TV, all his favourites characters all had a bike and it seemed to be really funny ! Funnier and less dangerous than this youga at least. What wrong could happen ?
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causticsunshine · 3 years
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i totally feel your tags on that last post. staying motivated when you're a content creator is so hard when the majority of people in a fandom straight up refuse to like or reblog shit or refrain from commenting on certain posts because it 'ruins the aesthetics' and then it gets even more disheartening when people say the fandom's dying. i've had people ghost me so bad I've literally thought they left tumblr altogether but no? they just unfollowed me bc i couldn't keep posting daily?
SORRY THIS TOOK AWHILE TO REPLY TO BABE AKJSDG I GOT REALLY CAUGHT UP IN THINKING OUT LOUD.....
but oof i’m sorry you’ve had such a tough go at it with your work 💞💞 i’ve definitely had vey similar experiences throughout several fanbases over the years and i think those issues have just gotten worse with the time, at least in my experience?
tbh i think each fan community including its smaller subsets—different pairings, single characters, etc.—has it’s own like, overarching mentality when it comes to content and creators, but what i’ve seen happening the last few years in general, is that overall there’s this obsession with aesthetics so you don’t reblog things that could ruin that—or even reblog at all!! then what’s the gd point of using this platform??—and you don’t want to be ‘annoying’ so you don’t send asks to people or talk outside your tags or tack your own ideas or a nice comment on the end of a shared post you really liked, thus there’s this overall lack of actual support for creators followed by this ironic complaining about people leaving fandom or content feeling repetitive, etc....
you’re allowed to have preferences and favorites and and things you hate or are annoyed by, whatever, so i don’t think anyone should expect you to share stuff you don’t care about or like, but like...how are you not even gonna share stuff you do like?? 
honestly lmao how is that one fanfic post gonna mess up your queue....how is that cute drawing going to fuck up your Aesthetic....like god we’re on a blogging platform built around sharing content, how do you think shit pops up on your dash in the first place? how it ends up anywhere on here? and idk how to tell y’all this but uhhh this ain’t twitter so no one’s gonna see your gd likes out of nowhere...and i know you’re not gonna go back to them later and reblog all those posts, m’kay...
tbh i just wanna scream it to people that if you want to see more content than the same three headcanon posts and one artist’s work alone and fic that’s different than the one group of writers you follow who all only write that one thing you’re not really into, then reblog more than just the singular “trending” content that you’re only sharing because a bigger blogger posted or shared it!  follow more people! hell, use the explore page! send posts to your friends that you think they’d like! 
oh, and it’s okay to add stuff onto someone’s post if you like where it’s going or even if you’ve done something similar and want people to know about your take on the idea! it’s great to send nice messages to people saying you like their work because i can guarantee it’s going to brighten their day even a little bit, maybe even motivate them to make more things you’ll enjoy!
and listen if someone thinks your addition is annoying or stupid or they don’t agree with it or even think you should’ve just kept in the tags then like....they’ll reblog a different version lmao, and that shouldn’t affect you.
it can really all be solved through us just interacting with other people and content more?? and not being so obsessed with Aesthetics + unlearning the mindset that everything we do is Annoying is definitely going to help with that  you know that one post, “everything’s cringe bitch, let’s get you some interests”...it really do be like that.
like the lovely @hartigays was saying: it’s not one singular blogger/creator/small group’s fault that something blows up and that’s all anyone talks about or supports from then on and that’s why other creators and types of content get ignored; it’s everyone that follows their lead because we haven’t exhausted the mentality that someone’s “status”—even in fandom of all places jfc—means that their likes and dislikes are God Tier and we need to follow their lead because they’re the beacon of taste...no...whatever they post or share? it just happens to sometimes reach more people directly. it doesn’t mean it’s all what’s good or all there is. 
really it’s not that hard to find more varied content, people are just....idk. like just go look through tags and peoples’ blogs and reblog shit more often and woo, problem solved if more of us do that? like algorithms be damned, there are tools on every social media platform to help you find the stuff and people you’re looking for?
and when it comes to the ghosting, anon, on a separate note....some people are just dicks, unfortunately, and i’m sorry you’ve had to go through that. having that and/or seeing esp friends or mutuals literally reblog around your content even if it’s in their realm of interests, feels like a slap to the face. tbqh i’ve really just stopped trusting when people make these grandiose promises of commitment bc most never actually follow through, or they jet the second you can’t post, want to do something different, whatever, because, what, you’re suddenly not serving them directly anymore, or they’re reminded content creation requires practice and effort and time from real people? it’s bullshit either way and if someone drops you like that, that’s on them, not on you or your work 💕
long post short: interact with people and reblog/share their content if you actually want to keep seeing content. solely leaning on bigger bloggers and creators for all your content needs is going to limit options and alienate people, so share the love, hunt for things up your alley, and curate a space specific to your tastes, not others. 
you don’t need to be devoted to someone with your heart and soul or share content you don’t like for the sake of appearances, but sharing more content and interacting with people really does benefit everyone!
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