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septemberkisses · 4 months

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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stil-lindigo · 2 years

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#disco elysium #harry dubois #kim kitsuragi #this game means so much to me #i would never be able to properly put it into words exactly how important it is to me #playing it signalled a turning point in my life #it lifted me out of a terrible space #and after playing it i set off on a creative journey that i think revitalised the way i saw my own art #ill always be so grateful to de for this #whats happening with zaum is nothing short of heartbreaking #and i dont know #i wanted to make a tribute #or something #just something to show its impact on me #to show that it was real for a brief beautiful moment #thank you for reading #stillindigo art #fancomics

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boyloser6526384 · 2 months

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— unsent letters, margaux paul

#this is genuinely one of the most heartbreaking poems i’ve ever read #i encourage everyone to read this book its beautiful #toronto maple leafs #mitch marner #1634

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soulsforsales · 10 months

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I just think more people should know this<3 It's makes a lot of sense and although Patrochilles sounds much better Achicleos is painfully beautiful 🤌

#patrochilles #patroclus #the song of achilles #achilles #tsoa madeline miller #its not mine i found it in Pinterest #i just feel it's accurate #its also beautiful #and heartbreaking #achilles and patroclus

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aturnoftheearth · 2 months

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i can't explain the way this feels i feel electrocuted i feel zapped by lightning i feel like i could run into a brick wall and punch my outline in it i could crush concrete blocks etc

#LIKE THE WAYYYY TAHT THEY. they release the og song and its mid-tempo (to ME. im not music literate) and so so beautiful #and then they drop the afwp version and its SO slow and HEARTBREAKING it's the definition of the 'where have you gone?' of the sadness in #the 'i will be waiting for you's #AND THEN THIS????????????????????????????????/#the ABSOLUTELY INSANE VERSION WITH ALL THE GUITARS AND DRUMS AND INSANE SOLOS ETC #AND IT JUST NAILS HOME THE DESPERATION OF THE 'i will be waiting for you' WOUGHHHHHHHHHHH #flashing tw #lord huron

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i-miss-lotor · 7 months

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So I romanced Astarion and let him ascend and I'm not going to lie, I always had a bit of a hate towards people who look down on me and call me or well, my characters, pet and such. And Astarion didn't change that, especially with the degradation part

But

Imagining the future where my character slowly becomes miserable with Astarion because while he does love her, he doesn't see her as his equal. And I mean even if you want to break up with him after the ascension and defeated brain he just doesn'tlet you (though im not there yet, i just read it somewhere). Imagining him slowly becoming furious, compelling my character to do things, to love him and then anger turns into desperation and hell, he just wants her, what can he do to make her love him again, what does she want, he will give it to her

Anyway I just want them to be happy, then miserable, then to slowly learn to love each other again with Astarion begrudgingly being a tiny bit nicer to others (cause my character mostly likes being nice but also she was an urchin, she's not above blackmail and deception and such. Ohh plus she's a bard, imagine Astarion wanting her to sing again but she doesn't so he makes her and it just breaks the trust again and again

And a scene where she escapes and then Astarion finds her and brings hell with him and kills whoever decided to help her and he's slowly breaking her spirit from the strong and defying woman she was, not realising at first that it's breaking him too.

(I especially like that little movement, swinging himself a bit when you ask if you can talk about your relationship with him and he responds "yes, my treasure?" *happy swingies, he's so happy and cute* and then cuts to him being angry and desperate and sad that his love doesn't look at him with adoration anymore, that the look he receives is not even angry but empty)

And the realization that oh no, did he became another Cazador? But no, he is better than him, he doesn't treat you like he was treated! ...does he?

#baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #idk what tav stands for so uh #also im just a sucker for... well i guess i can call this redemption?#sorry my thoughts just went haywire with the act 3 romance scene and i had to let it out #even if it is on tumblr #hhh i want to leave the bots are so annoying but im not going to twitter fuck that #ah wait i realised what words i was looking for!#its not redemption although i very much like that too #its me breaking him #i love when arrogant overpowered beings lose something and desper then finally realise they have to change #i want to make astarion cry like he did over cazador's corpse #it was heartbreaking and beautiful and it would be so delicious if it was over his lover #the first person he ever truly cared about - gone and empty because of Him

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cosmicrhetoric · 4 months

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forgive the frame rate this was a netflix screen recording but i love her so much shes SO funny. she's so funny in such a unique way. this guy tortures and dehumanizes her for 40+ fucking episodes, he's trying to kill the only people she's cared about since his dad killed her mom, he tells her over and over again that she doesnt deserve to live and the SECOND she's free and gets the power to fight back she just does some fucking looney tunes shit at him

#LIKE GIRL????????? JUST KILL HIM #literally what if bugs bunny was a beautiful 28 yr old with more trauma than some small countries #nico robin #one piece #the show mixes heartbreaking whatever with so much looney tunes bullshit that its actually jarring #robin has this massive arc about admitting she doesnt want to die and now here look at this square giraffe #one piece lb

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joanna13 · 4 months

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The fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. There was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. I did. And i also outgrew them. I continue to age, but they don't; never will. The immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel......

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lorephobic · 3 months

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keeping up with awards season has truly turned me into such a vitriolic and bitter person i think the academy should explode and there should be no survivors

#been watching so many nominated movies recently #to try to understand why saltburn is losing #but its just making me love saltburn more and hate the award shows that dont recognize it #i think it’s label as a shock value movie really killed it when thats obviously not what it is #like its so fucking beautiful and thoughtfully filmed #frame composition was taken into account in every fucking shot #but no cinematography nom #and the score is so amazing with big orchestral pieces that swell in the perfect moments #i still wake up with felix amica in my head #but no score nom #and not even to mention all of the incredibly talented actors who put so much love and work into this movie #who absolutely deserve to be recognized but they arent.#because it’s a shock value film.#and all of oliver’s confusion and heartbreak is overshadowed by viral cummy bath water tiktoks #its just so unfair lol #i could go on but. whatever. fingers crossed for baftas i guess.

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mononijikayu · 7 months

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“‘beauty is truth, truth beauty,’ – that is all / ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.”

everytime i remember this poem by john keats called 'ode on a grecian urn' from 1819, i remember the last lines above and i think of how every time crowley looks at aziraphale, its so genuinely pure. his expression is just an unadulterated warmth. and i keep thinking ever since crowley fell, how he had everything taken from him by heaven.

but when he came to eden and he looks at this angel, who had just given a sword up for good and who had sheltered from him from a storm — when all that is beautiful and truthful had disappeared from post-fall crowley, aziraphale was there to pick up the pieces. each and everytime, no matter the dancing around what they truly are, crowley looks at aziraphale and sees beauty. he sees all that is true.

he sees all that is there to know, all that he ever needs down here on earth. its always been aziraphale. in a way, aziraphale had become all that is stemmed to devotion for crowley. and he wouldnt have it any other way.

#good omens #good omens meta #good omens thoughts #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #azicrow #aziracrow #i just think that theres nothing more that warms my heart #to know that crowley deep down is an optimist who loves #and loves deeply truth and wonder and beauty #and he found all of it in aziraphale #its no wonder aziraphale was worth every joy and every tear and every heartbreak and that silence of love #theyre just everything to me

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abirddogmoment · 1 year

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I totally get the temptation to power through a dog's health or behavioural issues just to finish a title but consider... not doing that...

#soooo many variations in the last couple days #'he hates the sport so much but he needs one more Q to finish his masters title'#'she's ten and getting sore so i want to put a champion title on her as fast as possible'#'yeah the venue makes him anxious but we spent so much on training i want to finish his novice title'#😬😬😬😬😬#dont get me wrong I FUCKING GET IT #i have to retire my beautiful perfect dog in his prime from essentially everything he loves because hes broken in the spine #its heartbreaking and so tempting to just finish off that title #(for me it would be his CD and CDX - i so badly want to power through and finish his obedience titles)#(weve trained so much)#but is it fair? is it kind?#im a particular flavour of heartbreak over mavs upcoming end #and seeing this in my messages and in my facebook groups is just making me really bitter #(they arent from people im real life friends with - just people i know from dog shows and such)#“dogblr”#“dog training”#“dog sports”

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venator-signum · 5 months

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some may be aware of the medallion tree from the witcher, on which the medallions of fallen witchers are put

now imagine a tree, many trees, in a grove, filled with leather cord necklaces and brightly coloured beads gently swaying in the breeze and the sunlight

the oldest trees have faded beads, artwork and carvings lost to time, whilst the newer ones are bright and vibrant

some branches have many necklaces, some only a few; some necklaces have so many beads, some have too little (some have none at all)

just imagine

#rosi shitposts #percy jackson #the witcher #camp half blood #kaer morhen #i think the medallion tree is beautiful #and the idea of camp half-blood doing this as another way to remember the fallen is heartbreaking #the relationship between demigods and their camp necklaces is something i think should be explored more #i think its a very important part

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charrfie · 3 months

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Read Laika No Hoshi and sobbed my fucking eyes out

#i like to read/look at art about laika all i can and this was such a beautiful work of art i really have no words #i mean i do have words. plenty. i wrote them all down outside of this post and i think ill format my thoughts here properly another time #but it was such a wonderful heartbreaking piece of media that gave me so much closure on something i very much needed.#its so rare to see works which surround her that focus on rage and vengeance and hate and hurt rather just the solemn and “noble” tragedy #its really special. i recommend it. it hurts a lot #laika originals #goodnight everyone i hope youre treating yourself with kindness and that you let yourself love

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aturnoftheearth · 4 days

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A very happy vide noir birthday to you!! thanks for doing your part as usual. I think often about the apple music blurb for vide noir which ends with ‘a happy ending depends upon what you’re searching for’ and i feel that this is an idea present in so much of lord huron’s work… love letters to commonplace grit and in-betweens and half-satisfaction… cheers to six years x

HI HI HI I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR BRINGING YHIS TO MY ATTENTION IM GONNA EXPLODE WHAT THE HELL

#that’s literally the lord huron thesis …… the reason why long lost is so beautiful in its glory of being alone #the reason why vide noir is so heartbreaking for one and a fresh start for the other….. oughhhhhhh #asks

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paperlovesadness · 11 months

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So Baggio feels like dancing with death in a bulletproof vest, doesn't it

(in only the very best way)

#EMOTIONAL #I need so much time to process the music+voice+lyrics combination #its so freaking beautiful #and heartbreaking #and heartachingly romantic #and just... so Miles #our patient; romantic; loving turtle #always ready to be there and wait for that someone who he loves so dearly to get their shit together #always with a shred of hope at least #neverdying love #'I'll sing them forever'#//#my posts #Baggio #MK5 #Miles Kane

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girlypsyop · 9 months

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Man. Leaving a toxic relationship is just an exercise in learning how to live in your own head again.

#lot going on in here folks :'(#but also :')#for a few weeks i couldnt be alone couldnt be in silence couldnt just. think.#im loving myself again. im laughing and connecting and god im so excited for what comes next #june 19th lana..... you are my soulmate my rock my queen you are everything to me #bc june 19th lana had the strength to leave #june 19th lana swept me off my fucking feet and she fought and yelled and stayed up for 4 days straight #so that 4 days later i could be free again <3 #i will work so fucking hard for june 19th lana.... i never want her to have any regrets... any whatifs....#im going to give june 19th lana the life she hopes shes fighting for #those four days were torture... moving... yelling... crying crying crying... more moving... driving...#she did that... for me....#literally she talked to me often... she would sit amongst the boxes and fear and heartbreak and shed talk to her future self #which ig is me <3 and shed tell me how she loved me and how i better not screw this up and she begged me to love her again #god i love her again. i love that mess of a girl. beautiful and strong and terrible! and she got out despite the torture.#june 19th lana. also june 20th 21st and 22nd lana. i hear you. you will have such a beautiful wonderful life i swear #one you will never ever second guess #he fucking killed us! he killed you! the connection the devotion the love it masked the insidious truth that you had to die for that shit #the life he could give you...its pathetic compared to what im gonna give you.#and unlike every promise he ever made... i never go back on my word :)#ok bye

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