#and just sitting in this hilly field crying and being a gay little mess

[loudlyunladylike]

The average person is not meant to listen to “Loving Someone” on loop for this long

#legit sine dan's special ended #that was at least an hour ago #ok loudly lore time: #after i came out to some of my friends it still took me a while to come out out #and when i did it was in 2018(?) pride month and i posted a picture tagging a bunch of my friends with a caption from this song #and i remember hiding in the nearby fields and feeling so much excited eu[horia but then also being hit with the fuck what did i just do #and just sitting in this hilly field crying and being a gay little mess #and i remember the photo i posted was one with this hidden pride flag my friend got me and i took it in the garden while all my family were #out of the house and i was so scared of one of them coming back and like catching me or whatever #if your closeted or you had a hard time coming out or you're a baby gy or whatever jusst know i care about you and your loved ok <3 #especially if you actually just read through all these tags jeez