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cryptamen · 3 months

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Musical theatre fans went from

"Mean girls the musical has lazy writing and sound design/ isnt good!"

to

"I'm so sorry they did that to you baby....This is worse than the massacre of DEH"

And theyd be right on both accounts

#I love the original movie and musical and enjoy renee rapp but....#THE NEW MUSIC IS SO BAD #AND THE TEMPO #AND JUST...#just everything #sorry #Didnt even go see it.#listened to it and was like nope no no fuck that #Was not spending money on that #mean girls #mean girls the musical #mean girls the movie the musical #mean girls the movie #musicals #renee rapp #Sorry

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y2ksnowglobe · 4 months

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I wonder if Sparrow ever considered using a memory syringe on Henry to get him to forget about...stuff.

#for the record #I don't think he did #but did he consider it?#I just think about him shouting “You're not going to remember!” at Normal #and just...#did maybe he hope?#after code purple Henry might just...not? Remember?#dndads #dungeons and daddies #henry oak #sparrow oak

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theirloveisgross · 1 year

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i feel like... the day we get to listen to halfway home... that day it's gonna be... i'll remember the first time i listened to it probably.

#I still remember the first time i listened to all along #And just...#I have a feeling halfway home is...#Yeah #Just a feeling.

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saiwola · 18 days

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#{Blessing of Life} Aletris #still making icons #and this is said about her fc #and just...#yeah?#yeah #I think it speaks out to that part of her that likes/is used to taking care of people

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thosetaleskids · 2 months

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"Ugh, these horrible, money-grubbing scammers going around! Just who do they think they are, anyway? I can respect a bit of playing dirty as much as the next girl, but this is just a new low!"

"I can hardly bear to watch. Papa's gonna fall for it again, I just know it..."

#ic #anise tag #ic commentary #open i guess?#I'm just very aware of that new hacking scam on discord right now #(in short: a hacked friend's account will claim that they accidentally reported you for one reason or another #and direct you to a fake support account to “resolve the issue”. Fake support will then ask intrusive questions #and try and steal the contacter's account. It's unpleasant all around.)#and just...#Anise wanted to comment too #since this is something she knows all too much about.

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headlessandhellbent · 2 days

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#the new guy at work showed me his metalcore band today #that has opened for atilla and AA #“among other big bands”#and just...#wtf happened for him to end up here....#how the mighty metalcore men have fallen #but honestly his old band slaps #like surprisingly good

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hyperfixated-homo · 2 years

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listen man, i know and love the “someone ducks out and the others realise how bad they’ve been treating them” angst, or “side blows up at the others to make them realise everything isn’t okay” angst as much as the next guy, but you know what i love more?

thinking about the sides that wouldn’t do anything.

thinking about sides that would stay silent. sides who would suffer because they don’t think their issues are worth it. sides who have gotten so good at pretending that they never get the help they deserve.

i like thinking about patton wallowing in his own sadness. realizing everything he’s done to the others and thinking he’s horrible for it. patton crying in his room in the odd hours of the morning because he thinks- knows, that he doesn’t deserve comfort for what he’s done. feeling even more trash afterwards, because he’s seen how much the others have been through and how lucky he is, so why does he still feel upset?

i like thinking about roman berating himself every time he cries. making himself play the role of a better, more helpful creativity and hating himself every time he talks about what he feels. roman hiding and smiling through his pain, because what kind of selfish, stupid price cares more about their own issues than anyone else? refusing to ask for help or even receive any because until he does something worthy of their attention, he doesn’t deserve it.

i like thinking about logan biting his tongue every time he wants to scream. letting himself drift into the background so that he cant throw a fit and hurt anyone again. logan screaming and tearing apart his room knowing that when it’s over with nothing will change and he’s going to go back to feeling as bad as he was before.

i like thinking about virgil never telling anyone when he panics. sitting there and trying to play off his fear because now that he’s gotten help, surely he doesn’t need them to do anything else for him? having a panic attack alone and needing to calm down and clean himself off after it because he doesn’t want to burden the others any more than he already has.

i like thinking about janus not being able to get up in the mornings. wanting to lay there and never move again because he puts in so much work and gets such little results. janus forcing himself to get up through the gray and talk to the others, forcing himself to not drift off into his safe fuzzy headspace and endureing their name calling and berating, because thomas needs him now and he isn’t allowed to abandon them.

i like thinking about remus putting on a facade. screaming at the others and letting them all think he’s insane so he can hide how bad it makes him feel. remus feeling worthless, unloved, unlovable because everything about him is wrong wrong wrong all the time. remus reinforcing everything they know about him so that they never even bother to question why he does it.

i like thinking about how none of them will ever duck out, because they know it’ll make the other worry. i like thinking about how they all know the others need help, but never know how to.

i like thinking about how one day, its all going to fall apart. and none of them will be ready to pick up the pieces.

#sanders sides #angst #patton sanders #roman sanders #logan sanders #virgil sanders #janus sanders #remus sanders #hi so its like midnight and i felt sad.#so i decided you all get to feel sad with me #no but fr im always thinking about one of them just... crying/panicing/dissociating in bed all alone #and just...#yeah #sigh

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factorialsotherfandoms · 2 months

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An féileacán, Mamaí, an féileacán

(Le papillon, Maman, le papillon)

#qsmp pomme #sketch #qsmp fanart #doodle #I'll spare you all the heavily trigger warn-y poetry #and just...#give you the few words of my grandmother's native language I speak #plus their translations into french #which incidentally my mother is fluent in but i cannot speak #with a quick little doodle to illustrate #pomme is demonstrating for me #maybe i'll add her to my to scan list maybe not #we'll see #can't even say 'a butterfly' only 'the butterfly'#also butterfly is a darkly ironic and funny word for me to say #given irl butterflies are a ptsd trigger for reasons related to language/dialect #sorry tags are english please take my contribution while i am feeling angsty

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desiderium-eden · 7 months

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"Hope you're ready for another busy day, Kyrie~!" Lazuli was practically singing as she lifted her daughter up. Giving the little princess a kiss on each cheek before she spun them around.

"We've got to go see uncle Cici and his family again. Ah, but first we need to pick up the treats from Chris'. Hm... maybe pick up some coffee for uncle JJ. He's too busy to talk but we can still give him presents, right? Gotta call Mamy. And Yuuri. Amy and I guess Kaz too... And of course, make sure you get storytime with Mai-hii for your nap. There's just so much to do~"

Checking to make sure she had everything, Lazuli caught a glimpse of a particular portrait. And once she did, she had to stop. Stare at the dark-haired woman a bit longer. The more she looked into those eyes, not too dissimilar to her own, she could feel it. The bubbling of something she'd wished stayed down. The twitch of the muscles in her arm. Compelling her to reach for the earring in her left ear if not for the child in her arms.

Lazuli was sure she hadn't been still that long. But it was long enough for Kyrie to get impatient. Pawing at her mother's face with that misplaced sense of urgency.

"Mama. Go now? Nee donuh!"

A few blinks and whatever spell she was under had broken. And whatever she was feeling was once again shoved down. Giving her daughter an apologetic smile, Lazuli rested her cheek on the top of Kyrie's head. "Ah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Let's go get you some donuts then~ Then we can go make sure everyone's got some too."

#{Records of Our Sins} drabbles #Between Melua coming back and all this Corruption stuff #Lazuli ... has been a bit too much in her head.#Right now though she's mostly thinking back to Gharra.#And just...#'I'm not gonna let anyone feel as alone as I did back then.'#Though this is just mainly meant to establish how much she's sort of running around #Trying to keep busy

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scrupez · 11 months

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Anyone else have a problem with nice weather?

#And seeing all other people enjoying it?#I've not been outside in days #bc there's nothing to do #I skipped a festival this weekend bc I would have to go on my own #and now doubting if I'm going to a gig tonight #bc I see everyone around me enjoying themselves #with their friends #and then there's just me standing there #with no one to talk to #and just...#what's the point?

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rexscanonwife · 2 years

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I don't know what it is about opening shifts but they always get me thinking about Anakin 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖 I've been thinking about like. The reunion after the First Battle of Geonosis and what we'd say to each other,, the hesitation because we haven't seen each other in so long, but the tender care and affection we still have for each other despite our falling out, getting closure and starting fresh so we can become closer than ever!!

#brie babbles #self insert talk #🔥 general hothead 🔥#platonic self ship #platonic f/o #ALSO REMEMBERING 'FOR GOOD' FROM WICKED LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭#just the...'who can say if ive been changed for the better/but because i knew you i have been changed for good' bits #like SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #cause i like to keep things to canon #and just...#anakin knowing me and receiving the love i had for him #maybe it didnt change his fate the way i wanted it too #but it still made an impact on his life #also im eating a protein cookie i got for free at work and its rly gross #it tastes like how i imagine the gross ration bars the jedi get are ahfjfj

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dudefrommywesterns · 2 years

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i think to think that anthony is as obsessed with my body as i am with his

#he likes to hold me #and squeeze my cheeks and my thighs #and kiss me anywhere he can reach #and he loves the feeling of being held by me #and he loves my eyelashes #and how my eyes look when he's really close #and he loves how i smell #and the warmth of my body #and just...#loves touching me and being close to me and looking at me #♡ it's embarrassing for a sailor to lose his bearings — ⌜ anthony hope ⌟#typewriter dings

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torntruth · 2 years

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forget piper, forget preston, forget their storylines. i sincerely hope that when someone asks you about fallout ... THIS is the video you show them.

#*ooc.#i'm LOSING it #i never use chems #so i forget there's a certain dialogue that the character uses when they're high #and just...

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