#and lads i won't lie i absolutely developed parasocial relationships with all of y'all over it

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checking into tumblr to see if any of the m9 died tonight so i can watch with appropriate expectations now that i'm not busy anymore and it's really hitting me that practically no one i followed for cr stuff a year and a half ago watches it anymore :'( thus the cruel nature of fandom marches on

#part of why i used to love watching it live was bc we were all watching it together #and lads i won't lie i absolutely developed parasocial relationships with all of y'all over it #i guess i need to follow more currently cr centric blogs but just so y'all know it'll never be what we had lol #adam talks too much