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#and like i was 12 and 12yos are Like That sometimes but like i selfharmed and considered killing myself it was bad it sucked
pcktknife
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honest to god cant tell if i was emotionally abused or some shit or if i just have a victim complex
#abuse is such a strong word but god thats not how ur supposed to treat people right
#ill never forget i had a mental breakdown over some shit w my grandparents and i heard my grandmother talking about it over the phone...
#w somebody and she said ' she acts likes living here was the worst thing thats ever happened to her' and i think about that all the time
#cause like yeah thats exactly what i think
#i dont remember much of anything before living here like my main memories start when i moved here and it sucked
#i had my first panic attack admittedly over smth stupid at the time i thought my family hated me
#and like i was 12 and 12yos are Like That sometimes but like i selfharmed and considered killing myself it was bad it sucked
#I was finally getting away from that 'ur a gifted kid ' shit too
#and id just moved for what the 4th 5th time to a new place completely
#when i got out this house i was so happy.nervous but happy.i had my own room and was with ppl i felt cared even if it was for a bit.
#and i mean i went through shit then too but i guess it didnt feel family induced? i blame my family for so much but it feels weird to...
#to blame them even though i cant take responsibilty for anything anyway
#ignore this holy shit i did not mean to vent lmao
#vent
#self harm ment
#suicide ment
#kenan.txt
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