#and like my brother has a soccer game tonight so we cant go to dinner which is fine ig its not like its anyone’s fault

[snabulous]

y’all mind if i

*expresses a genuine emotion other than happiness around my dad and gets shouted down immediately*

#it’s my birthday today and its the first time in lie #*like #two weeks that ive been able to catch a break #and like my brother has a soccer game tonight so we cant go to dinner which is fine ig its not like its anyone’s fault #so the only thing i really wanted to do since we cant go out was take a fucking 20 minute uninterrupted nap #and i cant even fuckin have that #bc the cats’ litter boxes just could not wait ig #and my dad’s only way of communicating is by shouting from the bottom of the stairs so when he woke me up i thought he was mad at me #so i started getting anxious and so when i got downstairs i was rlly fucking pissed off #bc my dad ruined the ONE thing i wanted today AND made me anxious #and then when he asked me what was wrong and i snapped at him he screamed at me #like ok old man that’s not how you deal w/ your CHILD being upset but thanks for the reminder that you only have two setting #jovial and screaming #love u dad #youre the fucking worst #my post