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llcvinias · 4 years

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i just watched dean matthews pull lavinia vogel into his office. maybe it has something to do with them being a member of zeta beta zeta. yeah, i spoke to lavi a few times. they’re a sophomore studying animal behavior. apparently they’re from las vegas, neveda. maybe that’s why they’re so finicky and effulgent, i don’t know, man. all i know is they’re always listening to playing games by summer walker.

god asdj please excuse my reused muse and bio asdj ! i got a little nervous jumping in late and said well fuck let me just bring this baby back to life and call it a day !! im still just as excited and cannot wait to start writing with you all !!

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𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 : lavinia june vogel.

𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 : lav, lavi, lava, vinnie, lj.

𝐀𝐆𝐄 : twenty - one .

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 : february sixteenth .

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 : female .

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒 : she / her .

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 : bicurious .

𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂 : aquarius .

𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 : five foot seven .

𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐃 : slim .

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 : ozzy vogel , imma josephine vogel .

𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 : arabella vogel , lillian vogel .

𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 : english , italian , spanish .

𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍 : las vegas nevada .

𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 :

— °｡.. › personality + headcanons .

clumsy and impulsive . she is walking chaos sometimes . she has a big drive to enjoy herself? to suck the life out of life but not in a bad way? and that usually leaves her getting stuck in crazy situations that she usually laughs about .

adventure is her middle name . she loves experiencing new things . will try everything at least once. if you need someone to help you rob a bank or walk to the other side of the country with you ask her only once and she’ll be all over it.

boisterous . she cannot help it . she will talk your ear off until you literally pay her to shut up .

she’s just very intoxicating ? theres just something about her that just draws you in?

she craves meaningful bonds with other people? feeling important and loved is so important to her.

she gets attached easily and with that she tries her best not to drown in everyone? set boundaries and put herself first? practice self love.

she wants you , she needs you , and then she gets scared and pushes you away.

she feels things super deeply . very vehement .

is the biggest goofball sometimes . love spreading laughter .

she is d r a m a t i c !

she is a lover , will give you her all in any kind of relationship. will put in the absolute effort and go the distance .

she wants to save everyone .

she can be stubborn sometimes even a little jealous . maybe selfish . traits she trying to overcome.

she’s hard to understand sometimes ? she just has all these feelings and doesnt know how to handle them sometimes .

is a ball of light . constantly smiling and giggling .

she is social ! loves ! being ! around ! people ! the type to have seven best friends and ten friend groups !

did i mention she’s talkative??

kind of annoying??

i picture her to be super captivating ?? just theres something about her.

very affectionate . and when she’s drunk? it only grows.

will pull you into crazy schemes all with the help of her favorite pout .

crawling into bed and waking you just to tell you about this crazy thing that just happened? her.

she has a soft spot for music and you will always find her at some odd spot of the hotel writing.

sings in the shower . loud and non stop . it’s a good thing she’s good.

had four dogs and three cats growing up ! is animal obsessed . say anything bad about any breed she will fight .

friendly but does not take bullshit . will speak her mind and put anyone in their place ?

shes either im telling you how i feel and never shutting up or dont ever talk to me again.

cheers !!! has been cheering since she was a little girl and is damn good !! she is all about school spirit, you will catch her wearing her football players jersey on game nights and filling their lockers with pre game goodies !!

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waters that reflected an childhood parted in two , one half dipped in warm sun dancing across sun kissed skin and salty water devouring painted toes . and the other with an forced hole in your heart sheltered by masculine hands . the vogel girls and dad .

it was an family entangled in words pulled from pages , it’s title being the perfect family . everything about them , it was just right . the love , the happiness it was all there . lavinia’s younger years , she spent them glued to her father . her mornings walking around his shelter playing with four legged angels and her afternoons sitting between her mothers legs as the two watched the ocean clash into the blue sky above it .

her nights consisted of loud laughter that soared from her sisters mouth , her emerald hues watching love radiate off of her parents . even at her age , she just knew that that’s how love was suppose to be . and then one day , it changed . a blink of an eye , in a beat of a second . her mother with an induced voice and tender eyes fell into a rabbit hole of darkness . and before lavinia could turn to her dad and muster out an why, she packed her stuff , got in the car and never looked back .

three years later , he had to sit down his children and tell them that their mother .. the love of his life was no longer here . up until she was old enough to grasp it , she did not know what happened . why her mother no longer wanted to be her mommy . the beauty and the curse of innocence . her dad did everything in his power to play both roles , to fill their head with good memories of his wife despite the pain she left the four of them . ozzy vogel was a good man . he built his girls an amazing life in charlottesville. granted them everything he could . but most importantly , he raised three beautiful women on his own . all on his own.

lavinia is the baby of her family, and the only child her parents planned for : her dad use to tease her sisters by calling them a happy surprise before throwing a playful wink in lavinia’s direction.

with age , lavinia started to discover of course with help of her older sister arabella that their mother turned to drugs to ease whatever struggle she was dealing with internally . and while it did not make her leaving them any easier , it did give them an understanding .arabella , along with their father , is the only one who constantly tries to fill their heads with positive thoughts of their mother .. telling them memories and quirks and sayings she was granted with their mom . sometimes , lavinia longed to hear them and others ? she hated it .

she basically grew up at her fathers shelter and quickly learned helping those who do not have a voice was a calling .she also connects with animals in a sense of , knowing what it’s like to be abandoned and unwanted .

her family means everything to her , she will constantly jump hoops for them .while their father had never been too much of an athlete , their mother was .. and the girls at a young age found their own little sports to devote themselves to .

her biggest ambition in life is to live ?? she so badly wants to just take everything in , all of the highs and the ups and the wonders of being alive .

— °｡.. › wanted connections .

cheerleader friends ! a bond formed by long practices and sore muscles.

sorority sisters that actually feel like sisters, close and cute friendships. she would take bullets and climb mountains for them.

a platonic soulmate, her other half, the two are attach at the hips and do everything together.

a close group of friends, they have the most craziest stories together. are insanely close, have their up and downs but its always them at the end of the day.

first love, maybe even high school sweethearts .

on and off again lover, i want it to be angsty and toxic but despite everything they really do love each other.

friends with benefits.

ex friends.

ex best friends.

confidants.

study buddies.

partner in crimes.

will they wont they.

love / hate relationship.

flirtationships.

hookups !!

girls she experiments with !!

i just want fun and fresh plots so literally anything??

#neu.intro #trigger warning: mention of addiction !

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gaspdl-blog · 5 years

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ok hi im late to the partay mostly bc my shit wasnt together but now it is!!! so hi im kenny, im 21, in the cst & i prefer she/her pronouns. this is my tragic texas baby boy jamie!!! he’s basically the product of me stress watching breaking bad and becoming v interested in fall from grace tropes lol. but there’s a bunch of details about him under the cut if you want to learn more about the vipers’ mechanic, otherwise tldr;; like this and i’ll hit you up to plot !!

﹄MIN YOONGI, CISMALE, HE/HIM, TWENTY-FOUR ﹃ a new car has been dispatched in search of JAMIE KIM. he is known for being a MECHANIC for the VIPERS, for about six months now. he has proven to be resourceful and quick-witted, but also reclusive and arrogant, please proceed with caution.

more in-depth bio of me rambling here, please for the love of g*d dont read it

the gist ---- tiny bi chaos gay got a lucky shot out of the deadend future of running his family’s auto shop in texas via a full ride to ucla. mechanical engineering was the route he was set up on, + a stable friend group + a boyfriend, but he got hit with a big wave of depression and things spiraled downward from there. he walked in on his boyfriend cheating on him with his best friend a week before finals, failed all his exams, failed out of college, the ex kicked him out and he ended up on the street for a long while.

eventually, bc irony is so, so cruel, he ended up working in an auto-shop wondering how the fuck, after all that, he was going to end up just like his father. jamie was sleeping in the backseats of cars saving up that tiny min wage paycheck to eventually get his own place. he lucked out, though. jamie had done work for the right person, and got a cryptic phone call offering him a job that he took without a second thought - he’s been the vipers’ mechanic ever since.

he’s quiet, southern, a smart ass. jamie thinks he knows more than anyone about cars, which sometimes he does. he’s mostly motivated by the fear that he’ll end up on the streets again, and fullass refuses to put trust in people or spend any of his money until he feels sure that he won’t end up cold again.

random hcs;;

has a tiny bit of a texas accent but it only comes out when he’s angry or really happy.

part time JOBS - he used to work as a night guard at a museum (mostly as insurance to have somewhere to stay if things fall apart again, he’s really scared of being on the streets a second time and it feels inevitable when hes mega anxious) he wont give up the job bc hes scared he’ll need it in a pinch so he volunteers two nights a month to guard for them for free

hasn’t talked to his family in a really long time

spends a lot of his day alone // if you cant find him he’s probably asleep on his skateboard under a car

old hands

gross and sweaty and covered in grease

cap sun cancer moon taurus rising

has a couple weird quirks he picked up when he was experiencing homelessness - wears a lot of layers, eats fast, scared of cold weather

definitely an asshole at times , if he feels like ur bein a meanie to him and making fun of him he’ll def go into arrogant piece of shit mode where he’ll try to make you feel stupid ,, mega yikes

he’s the kid asleep in the back of class that the teacher calls on to be like GOTCHAbut jamie says the right answer even though he was snoring 10 seconds ago

can’t flirt so if he likes you he’ll fix all your shit & try to take care of you

skeeeeny repair man smart boy typa shit

hes a human cigarette when he’s stressed which is most of the time

GRUMPY TIRED NERDY

he’s a lil bit of a pacifist, so he doesn’t attend any of the fights. he knows speaking out against them would be stupid, so jamie keeps his mouth shut, but the violence sort of makes his skin crawl

he’s gotten meaner as the vipers have gotten more successful, he doesn’t let people fuck with him so he knows how to defend himself - he tries to inspire the intimidation and fear that would come with his reputation, but he thinks saying less is better and more effective (ie less scary).

playlist;; just his vibe kinda

001. I THINK – tyler the creator 002. baby boy – kevin abstract 003. this life – vampire weekend 004. the louvre – lorde 005. sunflower seeds – bryce vine 006. love$ick – a$ap rocky 007. waiting on the warmth – mormor 008. hold on – alabama shakes 009. cringe - stripped – matt maeson 010. empty – kevin abstract 011. o-o-h child – the five stairsteps 012. feel good inc – gorillaz 013. WEIGHT – brockhampton

wanted connections;;

a friend, pls give the kid a friend

someone outside the vipers who pays him to do work on their car

someone who rlly exposed him to something violent, ie jamie avoids them and prob freaks n thinks they’re the antichrist

the ex bf??

i’m open to anything!! it’s a lil tricky bc he’s a mcisolato but pls plot w me <3

#pyramidsintro.

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themissingtune · 6 years

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WARNING! Character has a dark demeanor, read at your own risk! This bio isn't 100% complete, some things may change but overall design is accurate. Please note my characters are not part of the Sonic Universe, they are part of my own AU. The story of the universe is different then the original universe. Name: Syreen (Unknown last name) Age: 24 Species: Grasshopper Mouse Subspecies: Nephilim (half angel half demon) Occupation: "Framed" Wanted Convict (Wanted alive to "pay for her crimes". Crimes listed; murder, assault and battery, public disturbance, public destruction, arson, and theft) Personality Traits: Cute but deceivingly dangerous, Smartass, Childish, Isn't the smartest tool in the shed but has streets and survival smarts, Oblivious, Self Doubts, Trust Issues, Avoidant , Narcissist Characteristic: Covered in Battle scars but tries to keep them cover up (is ashamed of her scars because she feels she was too weak to prevent these scars), Blind in left eye (covers it with hair to give an 'emo' appearance so enemies wont know her weakness), lines under her eyes to show lack of sleep (scared to go to sleep as she fears she'll be vulnerable and attacked) Abilities: Quick, Sensitive Hearing, Sensitive Smell, Agile, As a Grasshopper mouse she is immune to some poison, certain poison that enter her body act more of a pain killer Powers: Weapon Proficiency Touch (Able to pick up any object as a host and converts it into a weapon with energy manipulation, only works if she is holding object. When object is dropped the energy fades from the object) Weilds: Duel Guns, Combat Knife, Bobby pin to keep bangs from moving too much (helps when lock picking) Strengths: Fast, Escapist, Combat Ready, Immune to Some Poison, Crafty, Deceptive, Food (Helps raise her energy to use Proficiency Touch), Caffeine and Sugar (Gives her a temporary power boost to use her Proficiency touch instantly, like a sugar rush) Weakness: Paranoid, Self Doubt, Over Confident, Too Negitive, Vunerable from her left side, Trust Issues Sexuality: Bisexual Likes: Food, Learning New Things, Animals, Shiny Things Dislikes: Back stabbers, Liars, The Feeling of Being Helpless, Being a Damsel in Distress, Swimming -Bio- Syreen is unaware of her past regarding about her life as a baby or her parents. Her mother, Angela, was an angle and her father, Damion, was a demon, together they had broken a law of forbidden love. The law was placed because of the ongoing hate between angels and demons, you would think such a law wouldn't need to exist because of common sense but there are "rumors" that before earth was born, before the law of angel and demon bond, the first Nephilim that was born never saw the universe as a black and white world but a grey area so with the help of some other Nephilims they decided to combine the Over realm and the Under realm into one, what we now call Earth. Because the homes of demons and angels was destroyed it upset their idea of balance, for the first time the angels and demons made a temporary truce to get rid of any Nephilims. When the Nephilims were driven to extinction both the angels and the demons recreated their realms, but with Earth still around they decided as a truce that they share the responsibility of taking care of this new world. To this day demons and angels still never see eye to eye and they are still consistently fighting each other. The day came where Angela and Damion didn't realize what sort of trouble they got themselves into when they tried so hard to keep their relationship hidden, news flooded the Over realm when Angela's friend Seara- whom Angela thought she could trust as a god mother- told everyone. Eventually the news had spread to the Underworld realm. They band together one more time to ensure they wouldn't have to deal with another incident that happened billions of years ago. Angela quickly traveled to Earth to hid Syreen away to keep her safe from the law of the Over Realm and the Under Realm, for their punishment they were sentence to death. The Over Realm killed Angela and banished her soul from existence, while the Under Realm was suppository going to do the same with Damion but Daisuke had other plans and kept the father alive. With a Nephilim around and the ability to destroy and create worlds this was the perfect opportunity to be able to not only destroy all 3 realms but to create his own paradise world. However Angela was the one who hid her child and Damion had no idea where she was, Daisuke didn't believe that Damion didn't know the whereabouts of his own child so Damion was given a fate far worse then death until he would reveal where she was located. Syreen was found wrapped in a in a blanket inside of a basket with only a paper saying "Syreen" on it, Angela had hoped that a mortal would be able to take her daughter and raise her well. Angela left the little bundle of joy at the footsteps of an orphanage to be taken care of but before the head mistress of the orphanage could open the door to collect Syreen a 57 year old Spider Monkey had saw Angela drop off the baby and ran away. The women was named Kamora, she was a widow as she had lost her husband to a war that happened 30 years ago, she was also diagnosed with infertility making her unable to have any kids. She so desperatly wanted a child but being poor the government. For the first 5 years of Syreen's life she never questioned where she came from or who she was, Kamora raised her like she was her blood daughter. saw she was unfit to adopt a child, this was her chance to have a child without having to pay or fill out paperwork. She snatched the little Syreen and took her home. Syreen was home schooled since Kamora was unable to pay for school, and being poor sometimes Syreen would go out on her own without Kamora knowing and beg for money to help pay for food. There were times she went out either to play or pick up some spare change from by passers where she saw other kids and wanted to play, however she found it hard to make friends. She was bullied for not being in their school, for mooching off of people for spare change, and the fact she looked different it was hard to identify her race. Suddenly Kamora had passed away from a fatal heart disease that no one knew about because she never went to a doctor, when Syreen came home she was devastated, she didn't know what to do. The 5 year old dragged Kamora into her bedroom and pulled her onto the bed, praying she'd wake up. For weeks Kamora laid in the bed rotting away but Syreen continued to wait for her return. She would use her money sparingly to go get food, bringing Kamora a plate of food so when she'd come back from her long sleep she have food. It was a month after Kamora passed away, Syreen still never got the hint that Kamora wasn't coming back. The bullies had followed Syreen home and decided to play a prank on her, they lit up fireworks into her house which had caused a fire. Syreen panicked and tried to get Kamora out of the house, but with her small body and the smell of her rotting corpse she could only push her off the bed. With time running out Syreen said her final goodbyes before leaving the house. Homeless, broke, and with no one to take care of her Syreen lived her life on the streets, picked on by others who were more fortunate then her. At age 8 she was introduced to a skinny elk, roughly 34, named Miles who offered her a job. Miles was a drug dealer who personalized with crack, him and his gang had been making and selling crack around the city for years but they were having some trouble getting the crack around with cops being nosy. When Miles saw Syreen he thought she would be excellent at transporting drugs if they taught her, no one would suspect a kid walking around with drugs in their pocket. When he told her she would be paid with a warm place to sleep and money for food so she took the job with no hesitation. For the most part things were going along smoothly, Miles and his gang would go around offering their product, make it, and Syreen would be the delivery girl going by house to house selling "girl scout cookies" and came back with a wad of cash. Things were looking up, but after 7 months of doing this they had started to stop paying her. She grew suspicious and would constantly remind them to pay her, but after a while of her reminding them they grew paranoid. Being druggies they thought that she was asking too many questions and this would lead her to ratting them out to the cops. They beat her up as a warning to shut up, one of the guys pinned her to the ground and held a knife to her face threatening her if she didn't shut up they'd hurt her more, but his hands were shaky and when his buddy grabbed him to pull him off his hand slipped and accidentally stabbed her in the eye. Afraid, she ran away from them. When she left the gang's paranoia grew and thought she would defiantly tell the cops so they chased her down trying to kill her before she could tell. They eventually caught up to her, grabbed her and held her down. Something had snapped in one of the men and he molested her to the point the gang grouped up and raped her. When they were finished they were about to kill her but something snapped in Syreen's mind, she lost faith in humanity, she was losing hope, her dark blood grew stronger from all the negativity she had experienced in her life and became unbalanced. She fought them off with a rusty pipe, however she couldn't really defeat them so she used this opportunity to escape while she had the chance. She was too scared at this point to get help, she ran back to the gangs hide out quickly to take their first aid and bandage up her eye then took their money from their safe before running away. At that moment she promised herself to never trust anyone again, though there were times she thought about Kamora and there was maybe still some hope left she would still dwell with the negativity in her mind. She stayed hidden in an parking garage of an airport, used her money sparingly for food and clothes. When she hit 13 this was when her life changed, for the worse. After coming back from a convenience store for a sandwich she saw in the distance a man being murdered by a mysterious person, it was too dark to see and the person wore a lot of dark clothing and a mask, that person was Daisuke. She had no clue who this man was, but he knew her. He finally found her. But he wasn't here to kidnap her or convince her to join him, his main plan was to destroy Syreen's life and feel that she has no one to trust then he would pop in to be her "friend", train her to become balance with the mentality that he was the only one she could trust, then use her powers to create his perfect world. Syreen, still having what little good left in her mind charged at Daisuke to beat him up. She wanted to play hero, but being more powerful then her in her unbalanced state he just dodged her effortlessly and toyed with her. He then handed her the knife and taunted her "Catch me, if you can." Syreen was blinded by her anger, she wanted to make Daisuke pay for what he did to the innocent guy, but she couldn't land a hit on Daisuke. After blindly slashing and running around she ended up tripping on the dead body and landing on top of the corpse, Daisuke vanished from her sight and came storming in was the cops that caught her at a bad time. They could only see a girl on top of the dead body, covered in the victims blood and holding the murder weapon. They took her in for questioning, trying to get her to admit she killed the man but she kept telling them she never did it and that it was a mysterious man in black. The cops tried to take her word on it and checked the crime scene but there was no evidence of another person being around the area of the crime scene. At this point they concluded that Syreen had an imaginary friend that told her to kill the man, it wasn't the first time they dealt with kids that had wild imagination to lead them into killers. With that they were going to sentence her to jail, but when Syreen heard this she refused to be punished for a crime she never committed. She would sneak out of the police department before they could make an arrest on her, being small and a kid, most officers didn't know about the case and paid her no mind until it was too late. Syreen was back on the streets, with the motive to hunt down the mysterious man who framed her and bring him into justice. However word spread quicker then a forest fire of her escape, the media had her name and face on every bill bored, tv, news paper, social media. She was labeled as a dangerous killer and to be brought in imminently. At that point she was unable to show her face on the streets without someone trying to catch her, she couldn't beg for money anymore. No one would want to give spare change to a wanted murderer, no one would help her. With no food, no money, and forced to hide she realized she needed to steal in order to survive. With trial and error Syreen stole food to help her survive, and the thrill of it made her steal more. She stolen valuable artifacts and sold it to pawn shops for some cash, robbed people for their cash, and brought down people who were criminals that were never caught or didn't get a sentence. She wanted to make a good name for herself for when she finally brought in the man who framed her that perhaps people could look past her stealing for the good deed and justice she did. However what she thought she was doing would be good the police found her actions to be more of assault then bringing in justice. It seemed no matter what she did it just kept adding more and more to her criminal record to the point a bounty was placed on her head, they wanted her found and brought in to justice no matter who did it. The reward was high if brought in alive so that they could punish her for her crimes. There were multiple encounters with bounty hunters, some flat out tried to take her down and bring her in, others would discreetly betray her trust in order to catch her at her vulnerable state- even her blind eye gave away her weakness to be able to see what was coming from her left side. She ended up parting her hair to cover her left eye for a gothic style, something she had seen other people wear and thought it was a good disguise to hid her weakness. With so many people out for her she refused to trust anyone. Until she is able to learn to trust and care for someone will she be able to become balanced once more.

#themissingtune syreen sonicfancharacter sonicfc

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thetimelordbatgirl · 6 years

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....Again, white racism DOES NOT EXIST- IF I HAVE TO TYPE UP ALL THE STUFF I HAVE LEARNT IN HISTORY CLASS JUST TO Y'ALL WILL SHUT UP ABOUT WHITE RACISM EXISTING, IM GONNA LOSE IT.

And omfg....im gonna lost it again cause I haven't posted about Dove Cameron for a while, and just answer asks about her, but hey, I have posted about Thunderbirds, Star Wars, Ask Memes, Miraculous Ladybug, Fanfiction- stop acting like im posting about this girl 24/7 and actually read before YOU ENTER THE ASK BOX.

Im not bashing her literal happiness or her relationship- im just pointing out shes constantly getting what she wants with the storyline despite it being unfair to other actors and the actual storyline- Im gonna bold this so that you can understand this: I. DONT. GIVE. A. SHIT. ABOUT. HER. SEX. LIFE. SO. STOP. ACTING. LIKE. I. DO.

Incessant means going on without pause....dude, I have a life outside of Dove Cameron, I post other shit- and guess what? Y'all are the reason I fear my own ask box now cause of how y'all keep entering, putting words in my mouth, acting like you know what I do and acting like my Thunderbirds icon isn't a hint at the fact that I could give 0 fucks about Dove at this point.

Oh! Sure, a part-time jobless 16 year old can of course pay for the phone bill contacting a company in America, a 16 year old has the resources to run a petition, a 16 year old has the resources and time to start up a fan club- did you even read my bio? Im literally not wasting my money on a phone call to complain about Dove since I can just waste it on stuff I actually give a dam about- and that includes Disney, not giving them my money after the shit they pulling.

That's the beauty of bitching, dear anon- Im not going up to Dove cause unlike you, I know when to not give a shit about stuff and therefore, wont take it to the party im going to scream in Doves face and instead just bitch about her actions on this hellsite with people who get me- instead of risking being put in jail next for going up to Dove and Disney.

Yes, YES I UNDERSTAND THE FUCKING WORLD- im sorry, but stop acting like im a child who doesn't get anything and your somehow the wise adult- I know the world enough to know its racist, its got wars going on, its homophobic, its transphobic, its always got problems, its always got death everywhere, its filled with fascism, I have to fucking look after my mother now and then when dads not around cause of her mental health problems, I have social services on my moms back cause of concerns from my college, I have to repeat maths and English to get a job at least in the future, I have to be more mature then anyone in my family cause of my cousin and mom, I have to walk around town fearing r*** cause of my fathers ex-mate grooming me when I was little up till last year and planning to r*** me- yes I know how the fucking world works, and I come on the internet to avoid that shit and block out reality.

Not for condescending people like you to come in my askbox and force words in my mouth and act like im a 10 year old then a 16 year old and act like you know my blog without even reading through the posts on it- I know what the world is, I waste money on things I give a dam about and unlike y'all, I don't spend time harassing people in RL or in your case, ask box- about posts that aren't even bashing Dove Camerons happiness and relationship.

And with that being said: Bye-Bye, and stop coming in my ask box for fucks sake cause I cant even look forward to asks now thanks to y'all.

#my post #asks #annomymous #personal #dove cameron #YES THIS IS GOING IN HER TAG CAUSE IM GETTING SICK OF YOU STANS #I was having a fine fucking day too #until this fucking anon at least #now im gonna try and do some fanfiction just to calm down

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jeffersonhq · 7 years

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Application for Sebastian Clarington-Smythe; Accepted

Congratulations Becky! Please submit your account within 24 hours or the role will be reopened. Welcome to Allentown!

Application

OOC:

Name: Becky

Age: 21

Timezone: Central

Activity Level: 7 -I’m in college full time as well as working part time. I try to be on often, at least once a day.

Preferred Pronouns: she/her/hers (you can also use they/them/theirs and if referring to me as my character, he/him/his is perfectly fine and I don’t mind being called by my character’s name)

IC:

Character Name: Sebastian Smythe

Job: Firefighter

Bio:

Sebastian knew Hunter throughout high school, where they became pretty good friends. Sebastian and Hunter were practically inseparable after they figured out their differences and Sebastian gave up his position for captain to make him happy. Of course, Sebastian told himself it was because Hunter was a better fit, but he knew that wasn’t completely true. Sebastian never told anyone, not even Hunter, it was because he wanted a better chance to get with him.

Sebastian had the biggest crush on Hunter throughout high school and only did it get worse when they became roommates. Of course, Sebastian made sure there was no way Hunter could know a thing. So thus began the parade of men Sebastian brought in and out of their room. Sebastian probably slept with over one hundred guys in the time he and Hunter roomed together, of course, all in his room and occasionally in Hunter’s bed, all with the hopes of Hunter walking in a becoming jealous, which never really worked.

Sebastian spent most of his time in high school perfecting his singing and was planning on going to school with Hunter for a career in music but Sebastian’s transcripts weren’t nearly as good as Hunter’s. Apparently his two years of whoring around Westerville to make his best friend jealous had an effect on his grades. So Sebastian settled for the local college for a degree in music and Hunter went off to pursue his dreams elsewhere. Sebastian and Hunter kept in touch for a while until their friendship faded away and they stopped talking for no real reason. Sebastian was heartbroken at the loss of his best friend and the man he believed to be “the one” but he just never knew what to say to Hunter; especially when he didn’t know what Hunter would say to him. Sebastian continued his promiscuous lifestyle and soon began to forget about the reason he started sleeping around and began to do it because he was good at it and he liked it.

After a semester at the local college, Sebastian was sure music was not for him. Sebastian was distracting himself from doing his homework one night when he discovered the new Fire Science program starting at his college. Knowing he couldn’t imagine working in the music industry for the rest of his life, Sebastian applied for the Fire Science program. His grades were atrocious, and his parents were pretty pissed when the found out what Sebastian had been doing for the last two and a half years of his life, “going into burning buildings, putting out fires in a dirty yellow coat is disgusting and dangerous,” His mother complained. His father rolled his eyes and laughed, “Son, you’re a slut and disgrace, and you’re not going to be a fire fighter. Just drop out and I’ll get you’re a job at my company, maybe you can get your mess of a life together.” His parents were right. Obviously a 1.9 GPA wasn’t going to get Sebastian into fire school. Sebastian was not accepted into the fire program but he wasn’t going to give up. Sebastian moved out of his parent’s house, causing his father to cut him off completely. He took a semester and the summer off school and got a full time job. Sebastian worked his ass off until he could afford another year of college. He had no idea what he would do to pay for the second year of his two-year program, but he was going to get into the program. He took the entrance exam, since he didn’t qualify with his grades, and passed with flying colors. So in the fall, Sebastian started the fire science program. And he loved it. Sebastian even earned a full ride scholarship for the second year of the program. His parents were proud of him finally, but Sebastian rolled his eyes and laughed. They weren’t invited to his graduation ceremony.

Sebastian began his career as a firefighter with a low-paying, part-time job in the Westerville department. It was hard work and most of the time he was sent to wash the fire trucks or fetch food for the full-timers. For the first full year of his first job, Sebastian hadn’t stepped foot in a burning building and was considering quitting. The day Sebastian was sent to work on engine 3, the truck that notoriously broke down nearly every time it was taken out, he had had enough. Sebastian dropped his wrench on the ground and grumbled. Fuck this job, he didn’t work his ass off to be the valedictorian of his graduating class to work on a broken truck. Suddenly, the lights flashed and the bells rang. Everyone sprang up and rushed to put on their gear. A fire at the local Wal-Mart, the biggest one they’ve had all year. Sebastian stayed put, like always, he knew he wouldn’t be allowed to go.

“Smythe, get your ass moving!” He heard his boss yell and Sebastian mouth dropped open in shock. He sat for about two seconds before realizing it; He was finally going to get to do what he worked so hard for! Sebastian geared up faster than he’d ever had in practice and was even on the truck before some of his fellow firefighters. The fire was huge, most of the store had been burned to a crisp before they’d finished and at least two people had died and five had gone to the emergency room. By the end, Sebastian was spent and covered in ash and soot, but the smile couldn’t leave his face, despite the deaths and injuries. His boss clapped him on the shoulder and said he’d done well. Sebastian never had to sit out another fire again.

Hunter visited that summer and Sebastian was sitting in the lounge at the station when his dad called. Hunter had stopped by the house looking for Sebastian, who hadn’t lived there for the past three years. Sebastian sighed, rubbed his eyes, and told him to send him to his apartment; he was just leaving the station. When he arrived at his apartment, he noticed a taller, leaner, Hunter leaning against the door and Sebastian practically stopped breathing. “Hunt?” He breathed, dropping his duffel on the ground. Hunter’s eyes locked onto Sebastian and before he knew it, Hunter had pushed him against the door to his apartment, pressing their lips passionately together. Sebastian stumbled to unlock the door, both men slipping inside and the rest of the night, is history.

Sebastian couldn’t let Hunter slip away again, so just 10 months later, he proposed; another night in their history book. And their wedding day was pretty amazing too. Sebastian’s parents had since apologized for the way they treated their son, and had been nothing but supportive of Sebastian and Hunter’s marriage, and their decision to have children.

But, ever since that fateful night Hunter had came back, Sebastian had been fighting an uphill battle with Hunter’s father. He hated Sebastian and no matter what he did, his father made those comments Hunter wouldn’t believe if Sebastian told him. So he kept his pure hatred of his husband’s father to himself, wishing he could get some support from his husband.

The day Sebastian had ended up in the hospital from second degree burns and smoke inhalation was the day Hunter’s father came to him with a…proposition, “divorce my son. I’ve got about 2 million dollars saved up, if you’d move to back to Ohio and - ” The older Clarington wasn’t able to finish his thought as Sebastian, hooked up to a breathing machine and two of his limbs wrapped in bandages, lunged at the old fucker, nearly knocking Hunter’s father, and himself, out in his rage. When the nurse found Hunter straddling the older man, attempting to punch his lights out, Sebastian was dragged back into his bed and his husband was called. Sebastian was required to stay in the hospital longer, for both his blisters that were torn open in the altercation, and a psych evaluation. Neither man told Hunter what had happened; the only thing Hunter knew was that Sebastian attacked his father and clearly was not happy with his husband. Two weeks after the event, Sebastian still has no idea how to tell the love of his life that his father wants to pay him off to divorce him.

Quote: “You don’t have to be the best, just the best you can be." -What Sebastian tells his kids on a daily basis (enter moans and eye rolls but they all know he’s right)

Twitter:

@smythington004: So you all stop asking, 004 is my identification number so if you’re in a fire, ya’ll know whose saving yo’ ass. #TheSmexiestFiremanSmythe

@smythington004: Note to self dont tackle your father in law. Day 9 no sex fuck my husband. wait cant do that cuz he wont put out! >:( #SoFuckinHorny

@smythington004: found my kids on twitter. Oh this will be fun. @madison @Bryson Hi kids!

(And I would just like it to be known that Sebastian doesn’t care if Hunter sees his tweets and yes, he realizes his husband is probably pretty pissed but I like to think Sebastian can charm his way out of anything when it comes to Hunter)

Birthday: May 22

Para Sample: RFP

#Accepted #submission

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Life Imatating art. Im a warrior. Dont get it wrong i have survived, but im not a survivor IM A WARRIOR!

#evenMorriganwascrushbylove, #homewreckerthisallyou #owie

Are you proud of Who You Are. Do you like Who You Are. I don’t know how you could! I couldn’t like somebody who purposely hurts children and ruins their homes. I couldn’t like someone who would knowingly cause pain 4 no reason other then she had a ache in her crotch. Did it make you feel accomplished or strong, 2 get your hands on my husband. Real strength is in doing what’s right. Strong women get their own man, not act like sneaky whoring holes that cant understand right from wrong. How do you sleep at night I ask because my children can’t they keep having nightmares about a divorce or if I leave. You took their security way. Shame on you curse you they dont deserve someone like you taking there home and family from them on a whim, how alful. You put them through this only because you want to see if you could, just some game to you, a challenge but its nothing, you dont even really cared about anyone. you have destroyed seven people my family is shattered your affair with my husband has stripped my home of joy so I asked you are you proud? it doesn’t seem right that you get to smile well my adult children worry about a mother that seems empty anymore they watch me fight for so long just to live now i wish i hadnt. Why did you walk in and take what little bit of joy and hope and happiness I had. Take the pride of family and make it a joke. You took form him to my husband, he lost the respect, lost the trust of his children wife nieghbors church. You stole from the children the sleep and carefree youth, the younger two keep having nightmares since this happened they’re afraid if I leave or we get divorced what will happen to them,they remember what it was like before me and they know what it’s been like up until now the short lived happiness of family and wholeness and none of us are sure we can do that anymore and here’s a really screwed-up thing if you cared about him you would have thought about these things you would have thought about the fact that if I don’t pay the rent and I’m not here if I leave my husband he will lose this house because he cannot even afford the rent on his income muchless add electrinity Child Care food xcetera. I on the other hand would be just fine my monthly annuity would go up by $450 my medical would be reinstated at full free and I have family here now. I am heartbroken I truly have lost everything I love my family but you don’t care about that you just wanted to get laid. I want you to fully understand the situation you caused the selfishness of your actions I hope someday that you feel the anguish of having to go on while simultaneously know that the happiness the joy and the trust, everything you believed has dissolved just suddenly gone. because some girl walked into your life ripped your family like you did mine. I hope that you have to hit your knees like I do and that you pray you wont wake up the next morning because these nothing worth the pain you gonna feel. and I hope you feel the crushing despair of waking up the next morning and knowing you’re still there and the situation still exist and then the other woman still exist but she’s smiling and you’ve got no smiles only uncertainty there is no choices left really, cant leave without children lossing everything, dont want stay anymore because now there is nothing to stay for. And you cant just get over it and forgive because you nolonger have a heart to forgive with. I hope you have to come to a decision for sake of the children because without you they won’t have a home they won’t have their care because you’re the only mother they’ve ever had and see it’s a little different than other children because these kids have already gone through being abandoned these kids have already been shipped from foster home to foster home. and while your head spins and you can’t think straight and all you hear is your own silent screaming inside. you have to paste on a smile and you have to do day-to-day life and you have to see doctors and therapist and help your children and you have to pretend everything’s okay even though you’re dead inside. The love you felt is fire that only burns you tourtures you. they emptiness were your faith in love and husband were is now dark cold ugly impossising and swallows all hope all of you like black whole devoring your soul .And the pain spreads he looses frieds and his family, then three verry good people who called him dad nolonger can look at him with out shame and anger. we are all stuck in a Time Loop of endless imploding doom what gives you the right to be so flippent with other people lives and well being. You devastated me in a way ( I have to give you credit because you did to me but cancer couldn’t, being raped couldn’t, losing family couldn’t) your actions brought me to my knees your actions have taken form my kids their sense of values our sense of family their belief in wedding vows loyalty and honesty. you ruined the respect for their father and you’ve left them wondering if relationships never work. If anybody is ever faithful because I mean Dad couldn’t do it, oh but I did and there witnessed to what i got for it. All I can do is think about the whole situation over and over and there is no going backwards no matter what I do there’s no fixing it it’s just too smashed up. One of the things I thought of since my husband wasn’t exactly faithful honest or trustworthy wasn’t exactly respectful of our marriage. Maybe he wasn’t completely honest with you either about me. So I introduce myself I am the woman the wife the mother you so casually took all hope from. the ones whose foundest memories are now only painful I am his wife we have been for 8 years you probably don’t know. But when I met him he had nowhere to live is children were in foster care and about to be adopted out his oldest son had already been adopted . He was struggling to get sober, he had court issues and fines and a record. but I fell in love so I gave him a place to live with me and my children in my home and I filed all the paperwork with the courts to get his kids back I took him to all of his DUI classes & parenting classes, anger management things that he had to do for the courts. I took him for his drug testing I got him his Sr 29 I paid for his alcohol classes and I made sure that he was able to go through with every hoop CPS through at him. and then together we went back to court with CPS and we got custody now something you should know is his little daughter Mia and Andrew had been in the foster care system being bounced around for almost 1&½ yrs at that point they were only 33mo and six when I brought them home. It was hard those first 6 years I was the sole provider. So he could do all the things that the courts and CPS wanted him to do. Then there was his criminal history he was unable to get a job so I got all the paperwork and I wrote his dissertation for his judge and I got a lawyer to stand in court with him so he had an opportunity actually talk to the judge and I expunged his record. now he has been working for just over a year. And this last month March was the first month in 8 years that my husband’s pay any rent we split it. he has contributed to electric bill twice in 8 years. so you see I keep the roof over our heads and his children I keep the power on I get them to school I take them to doctors to therapy I do the all the homework I clean the whole house, he doesn’t do housework at least never has I do the laundry I watch the children this is my day. I get up at 5:30 I have half hour to make coffee take a shower and come to life before I wake up the kids they get on a school bus at 6:30 then I clean the house I start whatever laundry check to see what bills need to be paid or what appointments need to be kept and then my husband rolls out of bed at 10 I drop him off at work we leave here at 11:30 I get back home at 12:30 I now have two hours to clean other people’s toilets to subsidize our income so I can put food on the table because at 2:30 somebody has to be here to get Andrew off the bus because if you don’t know Andrew is physically and mentally disabled and he requires 24/7 care it does not go to regular school he’s in a day program Mia gets home at 4:30 usually I’ve gotten Andrews homework done by then I know it’s time to Mia. Next I have to make dinner so it can be served at 6:30 cuz one of the things with Andrew is autism and he has to have a schedule thats consistent or it throws him into episode he also has ADHD and oppositional Defiance disorder which means that any day the school can call me to come pick him up because he’s not getting along. if im not here what happens to them. I can make it with out him I do have my annuity from the cancer. A long fought lawsuit after years ago the government put a magnesium plant at the bottom of the hill we lived on. my mother, father, three Sisters two brothers and my grandmother have all died from cancer I am sole Survivor after 12 surgerys so I get paid every month a breakup of award from the lawsuit that’s what Shawn lives off my misfortunes. I have to stay up and get him after work, and am expected to have time together while he unwinds after work im lucky if i get more than 4 hrs a sleep a day. I havent had a day with out his kids in yrs. I was home with his kids, paying his way, loosing my medical care while him and his kid get free medical through state, because the kids are not my bio. so i nolonger have depents and his income is held against me but i get no bennifits or bills paid from him no it gose to his games and nights out with friends, and fucking around with you. You two get drunk and go dancing at the bar, and full around in front of all my nieghbors. He gets pulled over and gose to jail for dui and i get all your fucked off inappropriate sex text to him. So for all my doing “the right thing” for being his rock and wife in every sense possible. Along comes you and 1000’s of dollars in fines and court fees and impound fees. As it is he only sees his kids while they are awke for 8 hrs wk after school on Thursday and Friday. The rest of the time hes asleep when there leaving for school and they’re already asleep when he gets home. But you two can go out on the town? I have only been out with my husband with out his kids 3 x in 6 yrs. How dare you how dare both of you. That is some shady shit, you two did to this family so dirty AND YOU HAD NO RIGHT OR REASON TOO. If there is any justice in this world i hope it finds you. I hope you get a taste of my life. I hope you get cancer, i hope you get so sick and your teath fall out from it the chemo and the puking. I home the treatment robes your bones of strenght and you get degenerate disc disease and loose use of different extremities all the time with no warning,. and you get to feel the pain of neuropathy from having a stroke. Be cause your so physically over extended and exhausted from doing it all for your family. And I hope you fall madley deeply in love with some that you would do everything for them and you get to be a mom but to kid that are his not yours and then i hope someone like you comes along and and suduces your husband and it ruins everything and you have to hold those kids why they cry and beg you make it work cause there scared to death of the life had before you, and everyone including that other woman knows, if you go thats exactly were they will be. So you really cant do any thing but struggle to breath and cry and hurt in ways no one ever should. And i want you know i mean really understand what a selfish awful person you are. i want you to beg for death like i do because of you. The only difference between us then will be you will have deserved it.

Amy cannday and your little check out friend now the world knows what you are

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