#and my brother and I will never be close im jealous of anyone who has a good relationship with their sibling

[stafyliaa]

"Miles it's me!"

Prowler!Miles x Spiderhero!Reader (gender neutral)

cw: angst,Jeff being funny,mentions of Jeff death (sorry it's earth 42 😭),tears,no comfort (maybe there will be on part two) "betrayal" and a big misunderstanding

Hii! This is my first time writing hehehe give me a chance and please be nice :D im gonna do a ending to this fic but it's gonna take a while

I'm more than happy to write requests so don't be shy!!

You are Miles lover..but you are also the friendly neighborhood Spider hero! While Miles is the Prowler! And the worst..you both didn't know that

But you never thought Prowler was a bad guy,he actually helped people too but- he kinda hates you for some reason

maybe he was jealous of the amount of popularity you have and how you are incredible strong and how your suit was soooo pretty so yeah,who cares about Prowler anyways? He's a douchebag

As for Miles..He is the best!!

He looks like he is trying to poop everytime with that "scary" face of him but he is really sweet and respectful boy

he respects your space and supports your decisions,he is great with gifts (handmade or purchased) and never fails to make you feel especial regardless of anything ♡

You were great friends with his family too! They love you! But, something happened

His dad was captain Morales,he passed away doing his job..being a hero without spider powers or something like that yeah good guy

You remembered that when he was alive he didn't liked the ideia of a masked hero around (another jealous man),but after some events you kinda "worked together" to protect the peace at the city

The Spiderhero and captain Morales protecting our dear Brooklyn! couldn't get better

he enjoyed talking about his son and you can't deny it was fun to see what Miles was like from his father's point of view

"My boy has a beautiful significant other,i consider them as my own child! You know? Don't tell anybody but i kinda get jealous on how much of attention my wife put on them cause like,does she like them more then me?!! That's unacceptable hmfp"

Yeah and things like that was really fun too

But that day you couldn't saved him

You tried.. But unfortunately it didn't worked

Miles was devastated..you felt so guilty every day for not being able to save his dad but you always comforted him whenever he need it and he is very grateful for that

If you thought you were nobody under your hero mask you are sorely mistaken! You are everything to Miles,you are his hero

it's been sometime since that happened and everything seems to be okay

Until now

It was a random night you were patrolling the city when you ended up realizing that you were close to where Miles lived

It wouldn't hurt anyone to take a look would it?

But the last thing you expected to see was this

And this i mean

Prowler on the rooftop at Miles building

[•••]

What if he is planning to hurt Miles? You couldn't let that happen, could you?

You were ready to attack him sneakily but his mask came off

Curious to know who your unbearably annoying enemy is you decided to wait a while

Then..you saw him!Miles Morales was the Prowler,and he wasn't alone..Aaron was with him

You were surprised! Who wouldn't tbh

You decided to stay a little longer to see what he is going to do:

- Miles..we will finally catch that spider,i can feel it.- said Aaron

- Yeah,i can't wait for that Tio (uncle) Aaron

You noticed that Aaron seemed to be hesitant to tell Miles something,then he said:

- Look Miles,they.. could be anyone -you thought to yourself "does he know I'm the spider hero!?-

- What are you trying to say?

- I'm trying to say that - he hesitates one more time - don't forget why we are doing all this ok? Mi hermano (my brother) ..Your dad, está muerto (is dead) because that "hero" couldn't save him,they saved everyone but couldn't bother to save him and - Before Aaron could say more Miles interrupt him

- I know tio,don't worry - his mask returns to his face - esta noche(tonight)..I'm gonna kill that spider

You know what he said

You know what he is planning to do

Miles..the boy you love

Is going to kill you

[•••]

You are on the edge of the building

The only thing keeping you from falling is Prowler

He got his claws ready to kill you

Your heart is beating fast

"I don't want to die! I can't die yet! I don't want to get killed by him! Miles please!"you thought:

- Who are you?

- I... - he moves his claws closer to your face

With his claws he slowly takes off your mask

When he took the mask off you ,tears rolled down from your eyes

That look of fear and your watery eyes

Made Miles heart break

"This wasn't supposed to happen"

Miles thought

"Why is this happening?":

- Miles.. - you said whispering looking at him

Miles is feeling a lot of emotions

He is scared

He is angry

He is confused

And he is sad

Miles face is revealed

You see a tear fall down from his eye:

- Amor.. - you can hear by his voice that he is hurt

He don't want to do this,he can't do this!

But still

Miles doesn't let go of you:

- Miles..look i know why you are doing this! And i swear my love i really tried to save him!

"My love" he loves when you call him that,you always call him with so full of love on your voice that always make he feels warm

But is he feeling warm now that you are calling him? With so much despair trying to prove your point?

He close his eyes for a second and looked away as if he was trying to ignore you:

- Please! The fact that i couldn't save him still hunts me..Look at me Miles

He looked at you

More tears fall down from your eyes:

- The hardest thing about this job is that you can't save everybody..It took me a while to accept this but it's the truth

It took a while to accept this? That made Miles wonders if you even asked to be a hero at all

He loosens his grip a little

You wanted to tell him everything

How much it hurts you to be a hero

But you keep it to yourself:

- I know it hurts Miles,i know you want to kill me but please..Those people - you you looked around - they need me..let me do for them what i couldn't do for you

He moves his claws close to your face

You look deep into his eyes and said:

-Please..if you find a little sympathy in your heart.. forgive me for everything- you said honestly - I love you Miles

you shut your eyes and...

[•••]

Please be patient cause this fanfic will have a ending!! Thank you for reading ♡

#atsv #atsv x reader #spiderman atsv #spiderman #miles morales #miles x reader #miles 42 #prowler miles #miles morales prowler #atsv prowler #prowler x reader #prowler miles x spider reader #prowler miles x spiderwoman reader #prowler miles x spiderman reader #spiderman reader #spiderwoman reader #angst #gender neutral reader #miles x y/n

[jeanmoreausautismstickers]

my marauders headcannons <3

Remus Lupin

heterochromia. I don't care what the films say this man has two different coloured eyes tyvm. the left ones dark brown, nearly black, and the right is a light shade of amber.

DYSLEXIA !! my dyslexic little mate we can match. he absolutely adores reading but it takes him longer if he doesn't use a spell (ty to MsKingBean89 for the spell idea mon ami(e))

hEDS. me too king

cat lover. he absolutely adores cats and sirius gets SO jealous. I think he absolutely owned a cat at some point b4 he started teaching and he dotted on that cat

wears elastics on his wrists (specifically during hogwarts for sirius and lily, but kept wearing them after out of habit </3)

Sirius Black

hard of hearing. I think he probably lost it cos his mum hit his ears or screamed so often at him in close quarters. he'd definitely be vv resentful over it too cos now he's not able to listen to music much

audhd fr. this man was definitely neurodivergent but he must be just like me and be autistic and have adhd cos yh

he whined. loads. not like whinging but like genuinely high pitched whines when he was frightened or upset, kind of like Enid from Wednesday

adored kids but was terrified to have them because of how his mum was

this is gonna be controversial but idc. this man absolutely fancied Remus when he was shagging women, but at one point dated Marlene and Remus at the same time. it's ok tho cos Marlene was kissing Mary on the side

James Potter

vegetarian. refused to eat meat after he became an animagus because it felt cruel, but ESPECIALLY wouldn't eat deer jerky ("it's practically cannibalism, padfoot!")

mama's boy through and through !! this man LOVED his mummy. told her all about his friends and Lily

taught Sirius how to treat people and house elves better when they were first years. you can't tell me this man wasn't the reason sirius wanted to improve himself

he fought w sirius a lot. im sorry I love them both but brothers fight and like. even found family brothers. sirius is the most petty bitch you cannot tell me that James didn't get annoyed or frustrated with some of Sirius' habits and didn't begin arguments over them

so bad w kids until Harry. he was absolutely terrified of them, cos he never had interacted with them much before he had his own, my man Sucked at babysitting and frequently panicked whilst lily was pregnant because he was scared he'd be a bad parent

Peter Pettigrew

#1 James fan. my guy didn't go anywhere if James wasn't going to be there

become You Know because of his jealousy of James and Sirius' friendship

aroace fr. absolutely Disgusted w the amount of PDA by jily and wolfstar

tried to protect Harry for as long as he could w out being suspicious. he still loved James and Lily, and their son, and was just too scared to fight back at You Know Who once James and Lily were dead

a whole virgin, never even tried getting with anyone before he realised he was aroace

Lily Potter (Evans)

actually thought the Marauders were pretty funny but put on a face because of being friends with Snape

a whole pansexual queen

bought everyone in Gryffindor Christmas gifts, or if they were Jewish/Muslim/any other religion that doesn't celebrate Christmas she'd figure out when their holiday was and got them gifts

first person Remus came out to. and she accepted him immediately because she knows what it feels like to be an outcast

so autistic. her special interest was absolutely Jane Austen books I take no criticism <3

Regulus Black

hated his mum just as much as Sirius, but actively tried to conform because he was too scared to be hurt by her

was angry with Sirius for running away, even if he understood why Sirius did it, it still hurt him immensely. that was his older brother, the only one he could talk to, and when he left, it broke off the little bit of familial love he had left

in love w Barty Crouch Jr. I DO NOT CARE. platonic my aSS they were boyfriends, but they hid it very well. absolutely such a healthy couple before the war though. got together when they were 13 or 14 by accident, and stayed together until Reg died

actually really enjoyed being called Reg and Reggie, but pretended to hate it so he wouldn't be perceived as weak or soft by his mum

chess fucking champion

Marlene McKinnon

the flirtiest person you'll ever meet. flirted with everyone but was actually an aromantic lesbian

loved her family unconditionally, and constantly was going home on weekends to help her mum before she died of breast cancer

hated school, she was dyslexic and never told anyone so everyone just thought she was a dumb blonde

half Japanese, but her biological father left when she was a baby, so she wasn't really in tune with that part of her culture.

got bullied in primary school for being the "only dumb Asian"

Mary Macdonald

the most supportive person you'll ever meet

helped the younger POC in Gryffindor take care of their hair properly, and absolutely was like an older sister to all the young girls

not a mean bone her body

muggle born, but she grew up with a friend that had a wizard father so she knew about magic before Hogwarts

terrified of dogs, except for Padfoot, because of being bitten by one when she was in nursery

Dorcas Meadowes

a lesbiannnn. she was in love with Pandora, and they dated for a while before she decided she was done with the Wizarding World and cut contact with everyone

slytherin, but she was friends with everyone

loved Quidditch

oh she was a Pureblood but her parents died when she was young and she stayed with a squib aunt til hogwarts

took muggle studies and would hex any Slytherin who made fun of her for it

Pandora Lovegood (Lestrange)

a Lestrange until marriage

terrified of Narcissa and Bellatrix, but was one of the bridesmaids at Bellatrix's wedding

Ravenclaw, but best friends with Dorcas, Regulus, Barty, and Evan and was hardly if ever in her own common room

she ADORED muggle musicals

her and Dorcas met in a Care of Magical Creatures class in third year and immediately became best friends

Evan Rosier

really homophobic outwardly but was in the closet (for a HOT minute)

flirted with girls constantly

super protective over Pandora and Dorcas

had the worst penmanship and Regulus and Barty both refused to help him with homework because of it

managed to be the only Slytherin who sucked at potions

Barty Crouch Jr.

gay little lad with gay handwriting

LOVED cats. this man was the BIGGEST cat lover I do not care im right ur wrong. absolutely adored them

had a little sister who he was really protective over, she was in Hufflepuff and died during her 4th year which is what made him follow Regulus into joining up w the Death Eaters

daddy and mummy issues for days. bro never had a civil conversation w them

he absolutely beloathed Walburga and Orion Black when he found out what they did to Regulus, but obviously never said anything about it

#sirius black #remus lupin #james potter #lily evans #lily potter #marlene mckinnon #mary macdonald #regulus black #barty crouch jr #evan rosier #dorcas meadowes #peter pettigrew #pandora lestrange #pandora lovegood #the marauders #bartylus #jily headcanon #wolfstar #slytherin skittles #slytherin #gryffindor #ravenclaw #hufflepuff

[stevie-petey]

SPEAKING OF SEASON FOUR

I'm so worried that the duffer brothers are gonna fuck up jancy. That flirting with Steve and Nancy in season four was not cute. Like jancy isn't my favorite ship in the series (because I'm in love with Jonathan but that's not the point) but we've established that Nancy DOESN'T love Steve. Did you see Jonathan's face when Nancy started talking about how Steve's grown up? You could tell it made him insecure, It's foreshadowing the love triangle all over again and there's no point in keeping it. It doesn't add to the story it's just another stupid plot for drama, which we don't really need!

It also takes away from Nancy's character!! She's not the kind of girl to just go from guy to guy. She's also not the kind of girl to flirt with her ex who's clearly still got feelings for her while she has a boyfriend!! Even if it was unintentional, like subconsciously, still she's smarter than that and she cares about Jonathan and Steve's feelings she wouldn't risk hurting the both of them at once.

I mean if we're talking about come home it could work as something for bug and Steve to work through I guess ( I don't wanna talk about it too much because it's so far away and there's a lot more we have to go through to get to that point) but it's so outside of Nancy's character. Maybe she's just confused cause she almost died and saw Steve get seriously hurt? But still Nancy isn't a homewrecker and she's not a super jealous or promiscuous person. Even if she didn't know about how close bug and Steve have grown she wouldn't go after him. But strictly speaking of stranger things now. She hardly interacted with Steve in season four, which is fair she's still in highschool and Steve has a job. They have their own shit going on. It's understandable. I feel like Nancy's character gets misconstrued a lot, partially because she keeps getting reduced to a love interest. I just hope Nancy and Jonathan don't fall apart because of how much they've changed during their time away. I love Steve but he's not right for Nancy and she's not right for Steve. I hope they Don't ruin such a great relationship with so much potential. Like I see the problems in jancy but I can see how well it could work if given the chance.

honestly it just feels like the writers dont KNOW what to do with nancy anymore or even jancy. i adore them and think theyre so sweet together but the writers are just ,,,, pissing me off. bringing back steves feelings for her and nancys weird feelings for him was just ??? unnecessary and NO ONE was asking for it

i will say however i do see the vision for stancy. i think they did have a good shot at being in love and happy, theyre right person wrong time, but if that was the plan since season 1 then ,,,, it shouldve been touched on earlier ?!?!!? we dont see nancys feelings for steve at ALL until season 4 like even WHILE THEY WERE DATING. its stupid. and like u said: nancy isnt like that !! she’d never directly hurt anyone :( shes so kind and loyal and the writers are mean

and jancy ,,, ugh they have sm potential if the writers would just figure them out. they keep having the same argument of jon wanting to care for his family and nancy wanting to uncover and explore shit its just. ugh.

for season 4 i will DEF be retconning some shit because yeah. im not dealing with a repeat love square that will be resolved literally THIS SEASON in season 2. feels so dumb to be so repetitive. i will however bring in some elements in that love triangle back in 4 but not in any definitive or dramatic way. smh

#ask #anon #m speaks #m rants technically #nancy wheeler i will defend u with my life

[godsofhumanity]

i've been thinking about her relationship with Hera a lot for one my story ideas, and as i develop her personality, im appreciating her a little more.

Please elaborate this we’re curious now lol

ahahahaha ur wish is my command ✨

so for context. i was thinking about Typhon and how Typhon is born, and in one version, Hera gets jealous of Zeus because he "gave birth" to Athena "by himself" (he didn't need her) (technically it wasn't really by himself because Metis was still the one to conceive Athena, and she still gave birth to Athena, it was just in Zeus' head, but whatever).. and so, i'm extending off the idea that Athena's birth is what triggers Hera's decision to create Typhon as a weapon to fight Zeus with.

i think that the reason Hera gets SO furious with Zeus that she's goes to such lengths (i mean, she full on intends to destroy Zeus) is that Zeus' reaction to Athena, his recollection of Metis, was just too painful for Hera.. i mean, there are already so many bastard children around Olympus (Apollo, Artemis, Hermes, Persephone, etc.), and now Athena is born, Zeus' FIRST child EVER, and Hera is like, "i can't do this anymore".

a little backstory: i like the idea that Metis and Hera were friends. not besties or anything like that, but Metis, to me, is one of the older gods in the second generation of titans, and i like the idea that she and Prometheus were Zeus' left and right-hand gods who trained him and helped him win the war against Kronos.

and so, when Zeus' siblings were freed, Metis and Prometheus both helped them "re-integrate", and Metis would have been quite close with Hera especially because Hera spent so much time in Oceanus' house (Oceanus is Metis' father).

anyways, while Prometheus became a brother to Zeus, Metis and Zeus become practically wife and husband; this reflects the nature of Metis as Zeus' first wife. i like the idea that Metis was always intended to be the first Queen of Olympus; there was never anyone else.

note: in my timeline, Metis dies before she officially becomes queen, and therefore, she dies before she actually marries Zeus for real. i like the idea that Rhea thought Zeus was too young to become king officially, and so they decided that when Zeus became king in a few years, then they would get married so that they would both be coronated at the same time.

furthermore, while i don't think Metis is Zeus' first relationship, i do hc that she is Zeus' first true love. it's not just a fling; what he feels for her is the strongest love he's ever felt in his life (until Hera enters the scene, that is). as such, the prospect of having a child with Metis is one of Zeus' greatest.. "dreams"? hopes? he wants it, is what i'm saying. but, like his father and his father's father before him, Zeus is susceptible to paranoia. and the fear that Kronos' prophecy (that his child by Metis will overthrow him) becomes too real, and in a panic (again, like Kronos), he unwittingly dissolves Metis into just divine essence lacking a physical form. and because Metis no longer has a physical body, Zeus assumes that hope is lost, and his child is gone.

that's why when Athena IS born, Zeus is so overwhelmed, so excited, and so relieved that his first-born child is alive and well and beautiful and the spitting image of his first love, Metis.

and so of course, when he sees her and she tells him that she wants to be the goddess of strategy and wisdom and warcraft, even though he's already given war to his son Ares, he immediately gives her these domains also... i think he feels that he owes at least this much to Athena and to Metis.

now, when Athena is born, it all happens in front of everyone, and so Hera is standing there too, listening as Zeus passes off part of her son's domain to this new girl and immediately awards her a place on the Olympian council when one of her own children (Eileithyia) still doesn't have one (this is a very prestigious and high honour) (Hebe and Eris are not born as yet, and Enyo is an infant at the time Athena is born, in my timeline). and naturally, she's enraged.

Hera knows what Metis meant to Zeus; she was there. and even though she wasn't in love with Zeus when Metis was, seeing Athena now join the Olympians, there's a real fear in Hera's mind that Athena could step in line before Hera's children; that Zeus will abandon Hera's children (and her too) because now he has a child from his first "marriage".

so at the beginning, i think Hera hates Athena. Metis isn't alive for Hera to hate. so she hates the daughter instead. she despises Athena because she gets the attention from Zeus that Hera's own children don't get.

most of Zeus' bastard children get better treatment than Hera's children, and therefore Hera hates most of them.

Apollo and Artemis have always been proud characters and despise Hera; as such, they would never try to lower themselves to please Hera and i think that just makes their relationship worse. they always show her the bare minimum courtesy. they would never try to make Hera feel less awkward; they would be very "loud and proud" that their mother is Leto in front of Hera.

Hermes tries to suck up to Hera, which she finds mildly irritating. however, it also makes him slightly more tolerable to Hera; better than Leto's twins, at least.

Persephone is very low-key, polite, and sweet, and because she's not really around Olympus a lot, and because she is Demeter's child, Hera doesn't really have much beef with.

Athena, while she's headstrong, doesn't purposefully try to antagonise Hera. nor does she apologise to Hera (after all, she has nothing to apologise for).. she doesn't suck up to her, she doesn't gloat.

and, when she sees the impact of her birth on Hera and Zeus' marriage, she understands that this will be troublesome in the future, and so decides that she should let Hera know that she has no intention of "usurping" the throne, or using her birthright to inherit Zeus' throne or overshadow Hera's children.

i like the idea that Athena's only motivation is to serve justice. that's why she takes on chastity vows; so she is never distracted from the righteous path. she becomes a patron of heroes because she is sort of the ultimate hero; she has heroic ideals. she's noble, she's wise, she's brave. Athena has no interest in being a queen. i think she only wants to follow Zeus and be a pillar of Olympus; she's very much Themis 2.0 to me.

so that's why she actually isn't really a threat to Hera. if there was a possibility that Leto could be a queen, i do think Apollo and Artemis would do everything they could to ensure it happened. Dionysus, when he enters the scene later on, also does his best to bring his mother up from Hades to be a goddess in Olympus, right in front of Hera. but Athena? i don't think she would do those things. she doesn't try to push her way about.

i hc that before Typhon emerges, Athena speaks to Hera and tells her all of this; but crucially, she never apologises for anything. she only makes her intentions clear. and Hera has a lot of respect for this bold move... slowly, Athena is elevated from being merely another one of Zeus' strays to a respectable goddess (though not quite an equal) in Hera's eyes.

as i said before, i like the idea that Metis and Hera became friends, and i can imagine Metis helping to train Hera. one of Metis' swords which was given to Hera, is given to Athena by Hera as a token of her newfound respect for Athena, and also as a tribute to Metis who i feel was someone Hera was fond of and whose death she was affected by.

anyways. as we all know, in later myths, Athena and Hera sometimes appear on the same side, particularly against Zeus, so i believe the two find common-ground. they're neither friends, nor stepmother-and-stepdaughter, but something else; like that one person at work you don't want to see outside of work, but they're the only person in the workplace you can actually tolerate.

#anon #anonymous #asks #hc

[valeska-fics]

Hey... it's me again. The young penguin. Thank you for answering my ask.

"Though she blames herself for her brother's death, she wonders if perhaps, protecting Aegon may be her salvation"

You got me in a chokehold with this line 😭😭I love how you write.

Ok...now a continuation. Aegon finally figuring out y/n's past life. Being slightly jealous of her brother because he isn't used to sharing. Let alone a person who actually showed him affection. But nonetheless, a happy ending they both deserve please 🙏

omg im so glad I did justice to your idea and you liked it!!!! it was such an interesting concept 💕💕💕 yes absolutely continuation under the cut (don't tell anyone I teared up while writing these there was just something in my eye smh)

Helaena is the first to realize that Y/N has lived a life before this one. She sees in her dreams how Y/N has suffered and comes to her, telling her she knows. That she can talk to her about it. Soon, Aemond learns the truth too. Aegon is angered when he is the last to find out.

"Do you hold me in such little regard that you couldn't trust me with your secret?" Aegon asks, close to tears, "Do you hate me so much?"

"It is because I hold you in such high regard that I do not burden you with my troubles," Y/N whispers, taking his face in her hands, "You look so much like him."

He places his hands over hers, pleading, "Like who? A husband? A lover? Tell me, please!"

She shakes her head, blinking back tears, "My little brother," she stares up at him, determined, "I couldn't save him. But I promise, Aegon, I will protect you. You have my word."

"I do not require your protection," Aegon protests.

Y/N removes herself from him, simply staring at him for a moment before she whispers, "He used to say that too."

She walks away, and Aegon realizes he hates the sight of her retreating.

The pair grow closer over the next few weeks, months. Aegon suggests to his mother and grandsire he be betrothed to her. They agree and speak to Lady Y/N's family, but are shocked when they are told no. Her parents state that Y/N must approve the betrothal. And she has refused.

Aegon goes to her chambers, drunk out of his mind at the thought of being refused by the one person he thought would never harm him. The one person who showed him any love in his otherwise privileged life.

Y/N opens the door, gesturing for him to take a seat at her writing table, as though she expected his arrival. She gives a cup of water.

"To sober yourself," she says, "I hate seeing you drunk like this."

"You treat me like a child," Aegon says, choking back tears, "I am not your brother, Y/N. You make me compete for your love with a ghost. I cannot bear it anymore," his voice cracks, "You are breaking my heart. The one I needed protection from all along was you, you cruel, cruel woman."

Y/N looks at him, kneeling down in front of him, and takes his face in her hands, wiping his tears, "I am afraid, Aegon. I am afraid of letting myself love you. That I will fail you and lose you the way I lost Y/B/N."

"You won't," Aegon insists, both of them standing up as Y/N pulls him into her embrace, "Open your heart to me, Y/N. Let go of the past. Let your future be with me. Love me as I love you."

Y/N looks up at him, both crying now, as she nods shakily, "I accept your proposal, my prince."

Aegon smiles, still crying though now his tears are joyful. He presses his lips to Y/N's for the first time. They kiss for a moment before she pushes him away. He gapes, hurt and shocked.

"Perhaps we may save the kiss for after you have brushed your teeth, my love. You taste like a tavern."

He stares at her and lets out a hearty laugh.

Perhaps, he thinks, he might give up on drinking after all.

#youngpenguinllama #ask #hotd headcanon #aegon targaryen #aegon x reader #aegon ii x reader #aegon targaryen x reader #aegon ii #my writing

[onedayimgonnasnap]

So I’m basically gonna be changing the MC’s personality for this fic (Because of why not)

Also I haven’t finished the Tino route 💀

But I’ll be remaking some of the parts from his route to mix in with MCs new found personality. so if you’re confused that’s why

Anyways Enjoy-

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Tino X Mean Reader

(The MC’s gender is up to the reader’s own perspective)

Warning: Inappropriate language

“What makes you so special?”

“Yeah you’re pretty average looking!”

“I can’t believe you even regret and avoid the princes special attention! You’re so weird.”

Is what a bunch of female students were yelling at you about. You started to grow annoyed due to the fact this wasn’t any of their business.

After seeing Fenn’s special affection towards you during class, they grew jealous and had you outside in the garden cornered basically all surrounding you. Just to insult you.

You stared at them before speaking; “Well maybe if you guys weren’t so busy stalking any of the princes from afar maybe, just maybe they’d ask you how you’re day was” You put your hand over your mouth to add a dramatic gasp.

“What are you trying to say yourself, we talk to the princes and you’re just a harlot who seduced them.” One of them spoke out starting a whole feud of insults and questions yelled out at you.

“You know… I was thinking about this a lot- But when was this any all of your businesses?” You raised your eye brow at them slowly grinning.

“Of course this is our business we trying to protect them from the likes of you!” Yelled a girl angrily.

You put your hand over your chin to pretend to think. “Hmm… you know you still could yell at me for the most stupidest shit, you could tell the short girl with the black hair and glasses how you slept with her brother.” You smirked.

You basically decided to get a rise out of all of them for you to run away while they were arguing. And you overheard the girl crying outside how guilty she was to her other friend.

They both preceded to yell at each other. While the other girls tried to get them to call down as they were going that, someone was heard walking through the bushes.

A tall man around your age, blonde hair and green eyes walked over out of a bush accidentally gaining all of the attention on him. He looked afraid, looked back at you and the cult members.

“I apologize, but has anyone seen Master Lynt?” He spoke out anxiously. The girls all looked at him with pity.

“No Im sorry none of us have.” One of the girls spoke while frowning.

Thinking about using this whole situation to my advantage; “Hey! I Can help you Look for him, if you’d like!”

His eyes soon started sparking like with happiness. Before any of the girls could deny he grabbed your hand and walked off happily thanking you.

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As soon as you both were out of sight from them he let go of your hand.

“Maybe we should look in the lounge area where all the S-Ranks usually hang out!”

He suggested extremely grateful.

Unfortunately for him however, you didn’t wanna waste your time on something so idiotic.

“Listen that’s great and all you wanna look for the Prince however, you were just my escape plan. Have fun on your own.” You gave him a dark closed eyed smile at him.

This threw him off guard at what you said and he looked extremely sad. It reminded you of a kitten in a shelter beginning you to bring it home with you.

You were about to leave, but you quickly turned back as he looked down in sadness,

“You know what? Never mind I’ll help you look for him.” You groaned

His face soon brightened up with joy hearing this from you.

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As you both were looking for Prince Lynt he began to introduce himself to you.

His name was Valentino Maes, he was Lynt’s valet, you could tell a lot about him from the information he told you about, his body language, his voice and tone when he got excited about anything.

He was being super moronic trusting someone like this especially with this type of information he was giving out.

You frowned at the thought.

He was pretty friendly and kind you could tell, but to much of a door mat where anyone could step on him.

And based on how anxious he gets you could already tell something or someone happened to make him this way.

He’d always apologized to you, in fear he offended you.

It was quite annoying.

“Oh my stars! I’m so sorry I didn’t think before I asked how was your day, I’m so sorry.” He bowed over and over again at you.

You smacked his head hard, from the top giving him a good hit.

He put his hands on his head almost in tears.

“Stop apologizing to me, you just asked a question. It wasn’t even personal, it’s just plain manners to ask. And if I hear you apologize for something stupid like that I’ll kick you in the stomach.”

You gave him an annoyed look, you felt bad for it unexpectedly but you were not going to baby him.

“I understand!” He said quickly composing himself quickly.

You both eventually became unexpected acquaintances to each other after talking to each other and basically getting to to know one and another before you found Lynt of course.

After you both found Lynt, you felt happy a little for their ruination, but quickly shook it off and went to go say good bye to one and another.

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The next day you woke up along with Robin to find a basket with bread in it, with a thank you note from Valentino.

You smiled and brought it inside for you and Robin to consume.

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After lectures you accidentally bumped into the man in question who basically have you free breakfast.

“Oh my! I’m sorry MC.” He apologized again which made you frown.

“Valentino calm down it wasn’t a big deal stop making a fuss over it.”

You stated with your hands on your hips showing him your frown.

“You know you can call me just ‘Tino’” He gave you a small smile to distract himself from making you upset again he also showed you a preference.

“Alright Tino.”

“So did you enjoy the bread I brought to your dorm door step?”

He said clearly trying to change the subject embarrassed how you spoke his name.

“The bread was good, did you make it yourself?” You asked.

…

You learned that he loves to bake in general and learned different type of ways to make bread and prepare food because Lynt doesn’t like to eat that much

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Tino’s presence started becoming more bearable on you slowly, but surely from the coincidences you’d see eachother.

You thought he looked like a happy golden retriever, especially from the joy he gets from seeing you consume the food he’s prepared.

But the joy is nothing compared to the joy he feels when Lynt eats his food.

You taught him to basically have a little more self respect as a human and rolled up a piece of paper to hit him with it if he didn’t.

He began to do better and better and it looked like he had lost a couple of bricks of weight off his back.

In return from the influence from him, you started to be alittle more sympathetic towards other. But still remained petty and prideful as ever.

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One day as you were walking from you lectures, you over heard a conversation.

“Don’t you think they’re a stuck up know it all?”

“I mean It still doesn’t change the fact that they are really bad at magic.”

You wished you care less but however you heard a familiar name.

“Don’t you agree Tino?”

One of the girl said, you were about to get mad about what the hell you are assuming what was going on.

“No, I don’t agree with that at all!”

The voice of Tino could be heard.

“MC is kinder than you think! They are an extremely respectable person.” He stood up for you.

Soon your face grew red and your heart started beating rapidly at the embarrassment as you got up and left.

—-

Ever since that fateful day, you began to see Tino, in a different light. Did you always see him that way? You don’t really know when exactly.

Sherry the self proclaimed match maker and it caught her attention. She’d make comments from time to time about you and Tino. You both would be awkwardly blushing and spitting around random things to change the subjects.

Tino couldn’t help but feel this happiness towards you, he wished to be near you more and more. His heart would race at the thought of you both holding hands.

He respects you a lot, your sense of humor, your favorite dishes, your odd language. All of it would make Tino happy in general.

He slowly started to love himself more and it was all because of you teaching him that having boundaries is ok, and he shouldn’t try to please everyone around him.

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One day Tino invited you personally to come to the library with him go hang out, as you arrive there you could tell he was feeling super anxious once again.

“Is something wrong, are you alright?”

You asked raising your eyebrow.

Tino immediately flinched and jumped. Looking both at you and as his shoes awkwardly.

“You know I can leave if you’d like?”

You asked awkwardly getting up from your seat and walking away, immediately before you can go Tino grabs your hand gently trying not to hurt you.

“Please don’t go yet, I wanted to tell you something.”

He pleaded looking at you, with tears in his eyes.

“Ok then, when you’re ready.” You sat back down looking at him expectedly

Tino began to relax under your gaze, as he took a seat along side with you.

He all of the sudden had a serious look in his face.

“Listen, I wanted to thank you for helping look for Master Lynt that day. Even when you didn’t want to you complied to help someone who I would assume to be pathetic in your eyes.-“

“Tino. You shouldn’t be little yourself especially assuming what I think of you not knowing for sure, and if I thought that way then who cares-“

He cut you off and held both of your hands refusing to break eye contact.

“But I care! I care about what you think of me, you amaze me with everything. I want to be by your’s and master Lynt’s side forever!

I enjoy the days Im able to see you laugh, to see your concern for me! Even when you tell me stop belittling myself and think more of myself, im happy that you care so much about me!”

Your heart started pounding at how he was describing you gave him an unknown look.

He soon thought it was rejection to which he backed down.

“Im sorry, I didn’t mean to come off so strongly.”

He apologized looking down.

You soon grabbed both of his hands and asked the big question.

“Will you be my Paramour?”

You asked while blushing.

He quickly shook his head up and down to afraid that anything he will say will leave a negative impact.

“MC, could I… kiss you?”

He asked while blushing extremely hard, trying his best to maintain eye contact with you.

You shook your head up and down mimicking him from earlier. He then proceeded to lean down slowly to give you a peck on the lips.

#court of darkness x reader #court of darkness #court of darkness tino #tino maes #tino Maes x reader #COD Tino

[cartoonrival]

im about to make a comparison then immediately refute it because everything poisons my brain if i dont get it out -> its very clear that naruto and sasuke HEAVILY inspired deku and bakugou, literally down to specific scenes like the one-on-one impromptu fight after all mights fall (where bakugou had to be rescued by deku [and company] and ended up blaming his weakness for the fall of his hero) and the fight on the top of the hospital (after sasuke, trying to save NARUTO, ended up needing to be saved by HIM because he got his ass handed to him by his brother after spending his whole life since the death of his clan preparing to fight itachi, then finding out that itachi literally does not give a flying fuck about him, after all these years, not even as an opponent), naruto/deku's need to be acknowledged as an equal vs sasuke/bakugou's refusal to GIVE that acknowledgement, even if its deserved, because the formers rapid improvement has made them feel like they havent grown at all, and acknowledging that they're now on the same level forces that weakness to be true.

HOWEVER i think that the messy history that bakugou and deku have significantly darkens deku's need for recognition and bakugou's refusal to provide it. theyre childhood "friends"; theyve been close since they were children, and bakugou made dekus childhood a living hell because deku was born without a quirk, whereas bakugou was born with a quirk that is widely and understandably recognized as being incredibly powerful and useful. bakugou grew up with a superiority complex. coming to UA, he was suddenly not the strongest anymore (everyone here is powerful, thats how they passed the exam, at the very least there are people who come close to rivaling him), and the kid who has been useless their whole lives was blessed by the man bakugou looks up to most in the world (acknowledgement that bakugou did NOT recieve and is jealous of), so an inferiority complex starts to fester as well, which is a paradoxical nightmare to be subject to. deku has looked up to bakugou their whole lives. finally he can stand beside him, and he wants to prove that. he wants bakugou to see that. he wants them to be friends, but bakugou fucking hates him for complex personal reasons.

for naruto and sasuke on the other hand, their history is pretty limited. theyd never really interacted before being put in the same team as genin, outside of naruto's imagined one-sided rivalry. their initial relationship is MASSIVELY less antagonistic than that of deku and bakugou. sasuke is aware of his strength and that being born into the uchiha clan makes him uniquely powerful, keenly aware, but hes also living in the shadow of his brother, who was much stronger than him and made fucking sure sasuke knew that. he isnt particularly interested in proving himself to anyone other than himself and itachi. naruto wants to prove himself to sasuke just because he recognizes sasukes strength and literally likes him as a person lol, instead of deku's need to prove himself to bakugou because bakugou doubted deku and put him down all his life. naruto has been neglected most of his life by everyone and no one in particular; it would make equal sense for him to insist on proving to, idk kakashi that hes strong and good and worthy, but hes fixated on that person being sasuke.

sasukes complex about his abilities come from a wildly different place than bakugou's, considering baku's come from a childhood of praise so reverent and constant that it lost all meaning until his view of "success" became something very narrow that only he was able to define it, while sasuke's comes from his horrible childhood in first his brothers shadow, first just as the second best son, then as the survivor of a massacre that he was only spared from because of how useless he is. he's very strong and he knows that, but he has to be better. if naruto is catching up to him, keeps saving him, is more valued by itachi than sasuke is, then sasuke's abilities are at a standstill. he isnt good enough. sasuke also does like naruto as a person, whereas bakugou never even liked deku outside of being like heh! another idiot who looks up to me. bakugou struggles to acknowledge deku because of who deku is and the exact events of their relationship, whereas sasuke LIKES naruto. if he wasnt hellbent on revenge, being saved by naruto would probably incite a pretty regular rival level of annoyance. lmao. no conclusion to this post just a comparison going nowhere

#txt157 #nrto

[demoiselettes]

hellooo! i would like to request a matchup please :D\

i am a demigirl and i have no gender preferences but i mainly use she/they pronouns, but i honestly dont mind if people use other pronouns for me.

i am 5'2 , i have shoulder-length black hair with bangs that go to my eyes, brown up-turned eyes, slightly turned up ears and sort of a fairy like appearance (now that i think of it, maybe its because of the makeup)

my personality is almost like mitsuris (gets flustered easily, shy, emotional, big appetite, hopeless romantic and kind (i think)) but i think im more outspoken and sarcastic than her (?) i like drawing, baking, cooking, playing piano and singing! but i dont like arrogant, oblivious and selfish people (ew)

my favourite colour is either pink, yellow or sage green! my love language is quality time, i do enjoy cooking and baking a lot and i wish to be either a chef or a baker once i finish school :D

i think thats it, please tell me if theres something i missed and thank you!!

Eventide

I match you with Genya Shinazugawa!

•You thought i was gonna match you up with Obanai hah/j

•Honestly, i don’t know how either of you like, ever hang out around each other

•The moment he sees you, he’s running the opposite way even though his original plan was to talk to you but now he’s completely stumped because of how beautiful you are and he feels like he swallowed his tongue and-

•So yeah, it’d take a heck ton lot of courage for him to decide to stay in close proximity to you for more than a few minutes

•Trust me, it isn’t because he doesn’t like you or anything

•But Genya is just pretty shy in general despite his brute exterior, and so him hanging out with someone like you carries 100% risk of him passing out

•He practically worships you in his mind, he thinks you’re the prettiest thing alive

•But of course you’d never know that..

•Your interactions are basically you talking to him while he’s trying his hardest to keep it together in the back

•He’s rather protective of you

•He considers you to be one of the few people he has left, alongside his brother and the Kamaboko squad, so don’t be surprised if he just jumps at anyone who looked at you the wrong way

•You might think he isn’t fond of you, cause he tends to be rather rude and aggressive, but he just has no idea how to act around you ☹️

•With time(and help from Tanjiro, an extremely jealous Zenitsu and a very annoyed Shinobu) he’s going to soften up a bit and you’ll see a gentler and sweeter side of Genya

•The shyness will probably never go away though

•He adores it when you get flustered too, for two reasons

•1) it’s relieving for him to know he isn’t the only one who’s shy around you- it’s a bonus if you get flustered when you’re with him though it’s likely he won’t notice

•And 2)..he thinks you look adorable

•He tries to deny it, but the fact that you’re shorter than him inflates his ego by a lot

•Would definitely tease you about your height, only it mostly comes out as insults.. he really doesn’t mean it

•He’d buy an entire ramen shop for you (if he had enough money to do so and Gyomei’s approval)

•No, really, he takes note of your appetite and gets you food whenever he can

•Gyomei’s definitely noticed something going on between you both and so he tries to help out with cooking as often as he can

•You might find Sanemi being nicer to you too..

•I think he’d be willing to sit and listen to you gush about love

•He wouldn’t input much, but he’d simply listen and maybe his mind would wander..

•Your official taste tester

•Always there to try your new goodies, and he isn’t afraid to tell you if your food’s missing something so you can improve !

•Then he’ll eat everything

•Would love to listen to you sing, but when you begin he’s red and steaming to the point where you think he’s having heat stroke

•Like you, Genya isn’t fond of arrogant people

•Growing up, he didn’t have the best financial situation and it did happen for him to chance upon wealthy folks.. it didn’t go well

•You being generous is probably what draws him in in the first place

•Actively supports your dream of becoming a chef!

•He finds it so adorable how much you enjoy cooking & baking, if you can carve out a career from that, he’ll try his hardest to be the best taste tester you can get :)

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #nan’s eventide. #genya shinazugawa matchup

[vanessaisthatbitch]

"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺"

𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚

Hello big brother how is up there in heaven? are you proud of me? Do you see the things that I have accomplished in my life though to most they are very small? I really hope that you smile when you take a peak on me.

I can still feel you with me every single day I know you protect me. I hear your song come on at times when I need to know your with me the most.

I really wish you could have met my husband because he is the very best thing to ever happen to me in my life. He brought back my real smile as I had seemed to have lost it all those years ago when I lost a piece of my heart. My life still feels empty and I hear your name everyday and I wish it was you and not someone else's Sean.

I have traveled the world and seen a lot of the beauty the earth has to offer, I've also been humbled by the world and the people in it. I'm expirencing life and living it at the same time. I wish I could show you the pictures and videos of my journey. It may not be the whole world but I've seen a lot that most people my age haven't seen including you.

It makes me sad that all you knew was violence and drama, that you will never expireneve true moments of happiness with the love of your life and it also makes me sad that you'll never become a father. There will never be anyone like you as no one could ever replace you.

I have only one friend and my husband and my dog, I mean i now have his friends but we are just finally getting our lives together and let me tell you, being an adult sucks but it's so free and worth it as long as you surround yourself with the right kind of people and I believe that I have finally found that for myself.

I left our hometown and it was scary but I learned the true colors of our family and its quite ugly and sometimes i get jealous that you don't have to deal with them and their hurt they cause. I can't even believe that I came from those people but they showed me who I didn't want to be and what I didn't want to be.

Im gonna break the curse Sean and create a beautiful, functional family that's close and accepting. I will be a sober mother for my children because they deserve the best version of myself. Yes they will know who you are because my son will have your middle name. I love you and I miss you every single day. I wish I could hug you and tell you everything in person but clearly I can not.

I now reside in a place where I've always wanted to live and I had to move many thousand miles away from the town that took you from me. Here it snows and its so cold but yet its so beautiful and I have many more first time things to expirence.

I am truly happy where I am in my life and I realize that in January ill be 22, I'll be as old as you were when you died. Never did I imagine that I'd ever catch up to you. I will live my life for the both of us and I always try to include your memory in everything I do, did you know that the cardinal in my car is a representation of you? I know you do because I talk to it as if it was you. I even have a little angel in my car too. Because you are my guardian angel and you always show yourself as a red cardinal. Only my husband and those close to me know how special those birds are to me as I feel we share a special connection and the reason I feel it is you each time,because of how close they get to me and they sing to me and they stay a while and listen to me when I talk. If its in the birds natural nature to behave that way then that's amazing but it will always be special to me because they give me comfort and peace and I know that you are with me.

One day i will hug you again. Until then the world can enjoy these personal entries i type out to you.

-love your little sister ♡

[dotster001]

Aaaa I love matchups, so I hope this is alright! Uh, if it isn't taken then maybe 🖍️ anon? I haven't seen anyone else use it (yet) oh yeah, Obey me is the fandom I'm currently in, so the matcbup would be for that! Thank you!

I guess I identify as non-binary? I don't care much for my own gender, so I mostly go by any and all pronouns (My friends call me gender evil as a joke. I'm not that short , roughly 5"2 (160 cm) I present mostly androgynous, but I have moments where I dress very feminine, as a treat. O don't know much about the personality stuff, other than I am a INTP, also a Capricorn - if that means anything ; v ; I have social anxiety, so I stay away from social events, but I usually manage fine in other situations or if I'm with someone I trust. Also I have piercings and dyed hair, I don't know, if that's needed but it's here!

I draw a lot (hence the 🖍️) and spend most of my time doodling and drawing for my own entertainment and for my friends. I also like to watch funky fact videos about random stuff, just for haha funny knowledge.

I see myself as funny, as I can laugh at my own jokes, and other people seem to like them too. Tho I consider myself a bit of a gremlin, with the whole being short , kinda rude and being a jester. I'm kinda absent minded, and mostly speak in memes since it's easy - as English is not my native language (this also makes me switch between languages a bit, the other language being Norwegian) my humor ranges from bad puns and dad jokes to dark humor. If it doesn't hurt anyone, I can laugh at it.

I guess that makes me kinda chaotic? But I do have moments of extreme calm, I study business - so im well versed with Excel and similar software, being serious is something I can easily switch to when needed, which can kinda put some people off.

I dont know the new ones yet so, I don't mind if matched but I wouldn't understand any of it. :v

Hopefully this is alright! Thank you again! ^^

(Kay so it's the perfect time for me to finish this, because we reached 666 followers. Anyway, I heard chaos gremlin and I knew exactly who you should be paired with 😂 Also, that's so badass that you know multiple languages, I'm so jealous of people who are bilingual 😭. Anyway ...)

I match you with Mammon.

Let's start with your serious side. It is canon that he is ridiculously good at math, and that he is also a chaos gremlin. I can totally see the two of you opening a successful side business until one of the brothers (probably Levi) find out and demand Mammon pay them back. But it will be fun while it lasts.

Draw him something sometime. He'll die. Especially if it's like a fan art of the two of you. It doesn't even have to be good, literally draw him two stick figures kissing with your names above them, it'll distract him for hours. He'll bury his face in his hands, leave the room to go squeal and roll around his bed.

He may not seem to be someone who would understand social anxiety, but he is really quite close to Levi. So he understands when it becomes too much for you. He'll literally wrap you up, arms tight around you, his head on top of yours, looking like a puppy, and steer you away from anxious situations. But he really hopes he can be your person, so that you guys can steal food from parties together.

He doesn't really care what you watch as long as you let him cuddle with you while you do it. That said....fun fact videos give him some delightful scheme ideas, and funny videos make him laugh, so I think you'll never have to fight about what to watch.

Mammon has been giving you the details of his latest scheme for the past two hours. He'd charged you with taking down notes as he spoke. Being the good secretary you were....you zoned out a half hour in and started sketching Mammon.

"Kay, watcha got so far?" He said abruptly. You looked down at your paper, then up again, and started subconsciously fiddling with an earring.

"Um," you started, looking at the half hour of notes you took at the beginning. "Basically, we are starting a human world pizza chain in the Devildom, that covers up an underground gambling ring."

"yeah!" He said grinning happily. "What else have I said so far?"

"Um...." You decided to just hand him the sketch you'd been working on. Rip the band aid off.

He immediately turned red, and covered his face with his hands.

"Mams?" You asked. No matter how many times he did this, it still concerned you.

"The Great Mammon will return presently, I just gotta go do somethin'," he left the room, and you heard a delighted giggle and squeal sound that you thought only Asmo was capable of.

Guess he liked it.

#500 followers #mammon x reader #obey me #matchups

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

i have a myriad of thoughts on today's conversation.

i feel like jealousy and possessiveness can be two entirely different things and they can be hand in hand.

i would way rather have possessive than jealousy and find it incredibly attractive, but the second it intermingles with jealousy its a red flag for me.

exhibit a: "my girlfriend is not allowed to talk to other men, she can't have male friends, i hate any relationship she has with another male even her brothers or father" a man who feels this way would probably try to argue that it's possessiveness & he just loves his gf a lot or something, but i would LARGELY argue that it is entirely jealousy (and insecurity. insecurity goes hand in hand with the conversation today!!)

exhibit b: "my girlfriend can do however she chooses, dress however she wishes, talks to whoever she wants to. because, at the end of the day, she's mine." SEXY !!!!!!!! requires man to not be insecure about himself or his relationship, trusts gf and is confident. can claim possessiveness ("she's mine") without being 🚩🚩🚩

!!!!! this also goes the other way around !!!!!!

girls can be jealous/possessive/insecure too. just thought that should be pointed out.

the bottom line for me is that you can be possessive without being a 🚩but you cannot be jealous without being a 🚩

(assuming that possessiveness is found as an attractive quality and quite possibly a turn-on) you can have a healthy relationship that is secure, with open communication, !!!TRUST!!! and have possessiveness.

there's also another aspect where i think possessiveness is entirely just as unhealthy as jealousy. for example the thing we all know and love, yandere. yandere!mommy!hwa is toxically possessive. this is also where the possessiveness and jealousy go hand in hand and start blurring the lines between the two.

when reading fics because i've never had a real relationship irl i like when the dirty talk includes "who do you belong to?" etc. etc. but i LOATHE when mc says "did so-and-so fuck you this good?" like pull your dick out of me and sleep on the couch rn. such a turn off. im not thinking about anyone else when you're dicking me down ok? ANYWAY.

healthy posessiveness >>>>>>

possessiveness intermixed with jealousy <<<

jealousy <<<<<<<<

insecurity <<<<<<<<<<

side note: pet names????

my baby >>>> baby

my precious little star >>>> precious little star

the subtle claim of ownership 😋😋😋😋

the end!!!

i hope this made sense. i thought about it for a long time before sitting down to write my thoughts. and i had a lot of thoughts. i love these conversations !!! let me know your thoughts

bABY, JUST know I really appreciate how in-depth this ask really is but I just took my sleeping pills and I'm a bit woozy so I'm going to try my best to respond with just as much enthusiasm.

/girls can be jealous/possessive/insecure too. just thought that should be pointed out./

This is such a good point because that is absolutely true and I'm one of those people, I'm working on it.

But yes, GIRLS CAN BE WORSE THAN GUYS IN JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVENESS.

/i would way rather have possessive than jealousy and find it incredibly attractive, but the second it intermingles with jealousy its a red flag for me.

exhibit a: "my girlfriend is not allowed to talk to other men, she can't have male friends, i hate any relationship she has with another male even her brothers or father" a man who feels this way would probably try to argue that it's possessiveness & he just loves his gf a lot or something, but i would LARGELY argue that it is entirely jealousy (and insecurity. insecurity goes hand in hand with the conversation today!!)/

Yeah, this very much screams just someone who is entirely JEALOUS and INSECURITY. This situation to me indicates a partner who is not comfortable with their own masculinity and they could find any male that's close to you a threat, hence isolating you even more.

/exhibit b: "my girlfriend can do however she chooses, dress however she wishes, talks to whoever she wants to. because, at the end of the day, she's mine." SEXY !!!!!!!! requires man to not be insecure about himself or his relationship, trusts gf and is confident. can claim possessiveness ("she's mine") without being 🚩🚩🚩/

And I feel that example really mentions the 'healthy type of possessiveness' we are looking for in a relationship, we're your allowed to live your own life because they know that at the end of the day...it's their bed you're crawling into too.

/there's also another aspect where i think possessiveness is entirely just as unhealthy as jealousy. for example the thing we all know and love, yandere. yandere!mommy!hwa is toxically possessive. this is also where the possessiveness and jealousy go hand in hand and start blurring the lines between the two./

Oh absolutely and I made my yandere!mommy!seonghwa fics deliberatedly toxic to highlight the unhealthy 'yandere' side of what happens when jealousy and possessiveness are intertwined. Then you can emotionally impulsive who won't let you go anywhere b/c then everything is a threat to their masculinity.

/when reading fics because i've never had a real relationship irl i like when the dirty talk includes "who do you belong to?" etc. etc. but i LOATHE when mc says "did so-and-so fuck you this good?" like pull your dick out of me and sleep on the couch rn. such a turn off. im not thinking about anyone else when you're dicking me down ok? ANYWAY./

I've never been in a relationship too so I completely get it like i love the 'You're mine, no one is going to touch you but me' over 'you think anyone else can fuck you like I do?'

Anothing thing that irritates me when they say 'I thought of you when I was sleeping with other girls' and its like...is that meant to be a turn-on bro? That just makes me think less of you.

/side note: pet names????

my baby >>>> baby

my precious little star >>>> precious little star

the subtle claim of ownership 😋😋😋😋/

Such a simple word that can make any term of endearment go from aww to GAWD DAYUM in seconds.

I can see you thought about this a lot and I love it! It was such a great conversation and thank you for contributing!

#whatudowhennooneseesyoumoots #whatudowhennooneseesyou answered asks #fun times with ruby #slumber party with ruby

[corruptratcat]

Hello may I have sidou with male or genderneutral reader who is a lifeless puppet. (So what I had in mind was that the reader has been controled their entire life by sibling becaus the sibling was jealous of the for example the reader was better at everything than the sibling and so the sibling killed everyone the reader knew but here is the sad part the reader never wanted this they did this so the sibling could be proud of them and in one night the sibling tries to kill the reader but the reader kills the sibling in act of self defence) Im sorry if I`m bothering you like this

Shidou x reader | A shell | Gender neutral

Hi annon, I actually like this idea very much, don't think that you're bothering me when sending requests to me, I appreciate every one of them <3

"Prisoners of MILGRAM please get up and head to the cafeteria." You heard Es announce. You quickly stood up, opening your door and seeing the crowd head to the cafeteria.

As you entered in the cafeteria, you see the prisoners lining up for food, as usual the crowd was still lively even if you were just a small group of prisoners, you received your food as you sat at a table, next to Shidou, you didn't even notice him, he was just there.

"Hello [name], how are you doing today?" He smiled as you just only noticed him and looked at him. "I'm fine." You began to eat your food, slowly "Well that's good to hear." He also started to eat his food as awkward silence started to build up.

"So, [name], do you have any close family members you miss?" Shidou asked as he tried to break the silence "I miss my mom, dad, brother." You replied while Shidou felt something odd about you, there's something that's just not right about you, he couldn't put his finger on it, maybe cause you're just like a talking shell with no real emotion, it was hard to describe to say the least.

"They must miss you too, badly." Shidou didn't want to discuss this any further, in case if it gets much more awkward. "So what's your job?" Shidou tilted his head. "Dropout." You responded, with a bit of shame, Shidou could sense it but he had to be wise with his words, he knew you weren't that talkative and things got lot awkward around you.

"Have you ever loved anyone?" Shidou asked you, patiently waiting for a response as you chewed on your food. "My family." You replied and stared at him for a while, he saw your dead eyes, he got startled by it, the eyes, empty as it could be, he didn't wanna make a comment about it. "Well, of course we'd love our family, right?" Shidou tries to smile, but your presence had so much pressure on him.

"Well, what's your favorite food?" Shidou tilted his head, trying to keep the conversation going. "I don't know." You looked at your food "Well, I suppose there are plenty of food options that you just can't pick the one that truly hits you, what about your liked foods." A moment of silence occurred Shidou patiently waiting as he ate some of his food. "I don't know either." You look at your hand just realizing these stuff.

"Oh, I see..." Shidou felt like it was better just to eat in silence, maybe the other prisoners talking in the background could make up for it, maybe that was just better than trying to talk to them. Maybe let's do just that, for now at least.

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Amane's interrogation is currently taking in place, as you sat down at a chair, staring into just a wall, "Hello [name], you seem to be, quite distracted." Shidou takes a good look at the wall your looking and looks back at you, he sits next to you, you keep paying attention to the wall, till you slowly turn your head to Shidou. "So, how are you now?"

You had to deal with him again, you didn't mind it but. "I don't know." You always didn't know the answer to most 'about you' questions, it's just that, there's no real answer unless there's a character to play, right? "I see." Shidou thought for a moment, "Sorry if I don't talk much." You finally said something without having to rely on someone saying something first. "Ah, don't worry it's fine, we have our own reasons to prove why we are what we are." Shidou smiles at you, you felt a bit weird looking at his smile, an odd feeling, but you brushed it off.

"Ok." You try to smile back, Shidou notices and a small blush crept up on his face. "Well, I'm glad someone's trying to at least smile for a bit, aren't they?" Shidou gets up, "I suggest we talk about something, later." He walks out as you stay still at your seat

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Shidou suggested you sleep at your cell, two separate sleeping mats, the prison allowed that so Shidou didn't mind trying it out. You went in your cell as Shidou was already tucked tight in his blanket, you slept in your own sleeping mat as you pulled the blanket to you, you faced the ceiling. "Well, I've always been curious about you, so, let's have a little chit chat shall we?" Shidou asked as you simply nodded, "Alright, what are things you like in general?" Shidou waired as you positioned yourself to face him. "I don't know." You reply as Shidou didn't felt surprised at all, "What do you do when you weren't in prison yet." "Act." You replied. "I see so, how do you act?" Shidou lightly raised a brow

"As my brother." You looked down, still having all the guilt in your heart. "Do you admire your brother, is that why you act like him?" "He tells me to do so." Shidou was trying to piece things together, as he got distracted for a bit, he looks at you. "Is that so, things start to make sense somehow..." Shidou sighed as he raised his hand, reaching for yours under your blanket.

Soon enough he found them, and raised them to a comfortable position. "Let's just sleep now, shall we?" Shidou gently smiled as he closes his eyes, you on the other hand, felt strange, there felt like there were flying things around your stomach, like butterflies, and your face, feels like it's burning, you finally close your eyes as you've never felt this way before.

(Sorry if this isn't the best but, I'll try to improve more !)

#milgram #milgram x reader #shidou kirisaki #shidou kirisaki x reader #xreader #x reader

[dracwife]

Howdy Dex! Mwuah<3 I was curious about your F/O Bo; how would you explain his personality to someone who's never met him and how would you describe your s/i and his dynamic :3c?

Nikki @tex-treasures

ty nikki!

number one thing about him: he's southern 😔 unfortunate. (IM KIDDING)

well, he's definitely a hothead. he gets annoyed very easily, but in the same vein, he gets over it very quickly. he's stubborn, but headstrong. he thinks of himself as the 'protector' of his brothers.

at the same time, he's very outgoing. he's a people person, and can be incredibly charming, if not only for some sort of ulterior motive. i guess it's important to say he's definitely sadistic, he is a murderer after all, but what can i say, i'm just built different :^]

he's definitely a mama's boy too, for sure. he's got some serious commitment issues due to past trauma, and now we're getting into more dex's own personal interpretation territory, but i think he'd be hesitant to let anyone in, emotionally, for a while. he's got some insecurities that he masks with anger, and believes he has to be independent to be strong, that he has to be a leader and good example for both his brothers. he does care a lot, though. he'd die for the people he loves, and he'd kill for them, too. he's incredibly protective, if not crossing into possessive at times (he's also very jealous), but he respects the boundaries of those close to him, as well. he may mask it with a huff, or some annoyed comment, but truly he wouldn't ever cross the lines of the respect or wishes of his family or those he loves.

he's a physical person, too, both in affection and passtime, his favorite hobby is tinkering with the old scrapyard cars. his love language is definitely physical acts -- he'd do anything to get out of saying the stupid L word ("lesbians?" "love, bo. i'm talking about love."). but once he does let someone in, i think he'd be wholly committed to them, he'd do anything to see them happy, and though he's likely to take their love for granted sometimes, with an argument or two (he hates yelling at his s/o, he feels awful as soon as he does it) he comes to realize he's got to give a little, and that softer side of him does come out more frequently.

AS FOR THE DYNAMIC. i'm debating naming my s/i mischa or going with heidi (it feels fitting to me). they met when bo visited an outside town once, my s/i is a waiter at a local diner, bo met him there and loved his midwestern charm. coincidentally, my s/i passed through ambrose and met bo there (before the whole "let's murder the whole town ❤️" plot), and so they planned a little dinner date on the town and saw each other on and off from there; bo's partial to visiting my s/i rather than the other way (for obvious reasons) but even then, they make a kind of cute couple. my s/i is more reserved, but he's still a "take no shit" kind of guy, which means he and bo butt heads sometimes, but at the same time it allows them to work through those arguments, rather than one giving into the other. they care deeply for each other, and more often than not my bo's careless annoyance causes him injury, leaving my s/i to patch him up and make him dinner (bo's an awful cook. the man would burn water if it was possible) alongside a gentle scolding. at the end of the day, they work well together though.

whoo. that was long. i'm still working out some details tbh! like my s/is relationship w vincent & lester, or his involvement in the whole. yknow murder thing. but ya! that's the basics.

#along w my personal interpretation of my baby boy baby ofc. which no one asked for ❤️ #dex.ask #ᴍʏ ᴅᴇʟɪʟᴀʜ | r. － b.s.

[insertcoolnameherethanks]

Want to shout into a pillow because I am feeling violent and need to let my rage out without harming anyone...rant below

My ex best guy friend is a jerk. For literal years I have wanted to do certain things in our friend group and he would always shoot the idea down and call it stupid. And now him and his new wife are doing the exact things he has called stupid for years. Like i am glad he isn't a dick to her but wish he was cause she is so disillusioned to him (just like I was for fucking years). If he was a bit meaner to her maybe she'd see the situation she is in.

And now his wife won't talk to me because she knew I didn't approve of the relationship when they started (still don't) but that is NOT why but because she thinks I'm jealous and want to be her. I absolutely don't! I never wanted to be with him i thought of him like a brother! I think it's fucking weird that I have memories of you being born when I was a child, watched you and babysat you, and now watched you start dating a guy OLDER THEN ME who also remembers when you were born. Like she came to me for advice up until they started dating and now won't even look me in the eyes

And I can't fucking say this to anyone because I keep being told "oh I thought yall were end game" and "I thought yall were gonna be together" and "oh sweetheart, how does that make you feel?" I don't give a fuck about his romantic life hell I helped him get into relationships and was a wingman for him I don't like him romantically I never have!

Can't say "oh hey he's a fucking asshole who puts on a good face in front of people but behind closed doors does the same shit he turns his nose up at." Cant tell them "oh hey he told others about my SA and other secrets and now he claims im a bad influence and impure because of the SA and he also is sharing lies to make me even more the bad guy " because then I'd have to tell what was true and what was lies when it never should have been anyone's business to begin with and I shared it with someone who claimed to be my best friend who cared who wanted to help (he didnt!!!)

My ex best guy friend is a complete cunt. Want to slash his tires and fuck up his paint job. Every time I happen to run into him (cause I haven't talked to him or been somewhere I know he will be intentionally) i want to kick him in the knees.

#All this rage because his family posted a picture of them all doing the activity I WANTED TO DO FOR YEARS #Fuck it all oh well its fine I'll just go by myself #to delete later

[dont-eat-lint-rollers]

!! surprise motherfucker

tumblr sure does Notify Me Of Things! you already know a bit about this one but im telling you about him anyways bc I Need to talk about him. soery. no art bc i havent drawn him in like 2 years (i really need to though augh)

general details: Antiander Hapheles, he/xe, born to parents i havent named yet and older brother to sister i also havent named yet. im very good at what i do. pansexual, genderqueer, and autism + adhd. because i project them onto like all of my characters. likes squids and the ocean, sewing, and rollercoasters

tws for domestic abuse, murder, and suicide

Antiander Hapheles (he/xe) is a lust demon who works at Cerberus Law as a defense attorney. originally born as a normal human named Jared Montagna, Tian was a frequent partier who hooked up with various people while xe was alive. sometimes these would just be hookups, sometimes theyd be short-lived relationships. it was never really possible to tell beforehand what it would become, but they really only ever lasted a few months at most (usually due to the other person losing interest, since most people he got together with were also frequent partygoers who were pretty much the same as xem)

all of that changed, however, when he met a woman named Alicia (she/her) at a party -- and not for the better. while jared was genuinely in love with her for at least a while, she seemed to only treat him as a punching bag for her needs. she abused him frequently, cheated on him several times -- they had previously agreed on a closed relationship, but she insisted on making it an open one after her first few affairs -- and got silently jealous and far more controlling when xe spent any quality time with anyone but her. they would go to parties together, but as time went on Alicia started to isolate him more and more even while out and about with her. eventually jared slept with someone at a party against her wishes, which spun out of control once she found out and ultimately resulted in her committing murder-suicide and very violently ending their 9-month relationship. i know this doesnt sound like a very human villain but theres only so much condensing that can be done to at least 2 years worth of established backstory before you lose some depth

as a murder victim, jared was given a new name when entering hell and thus became antiander hapheles. at first he was cautious of everything and everyone (youd be paranoid too if your horrendous now-ex girlfriend literally backstabbed you in your sleep) but eventually fell back into xyr partying and hookups. all of that changed, however, when he met a woman named Sontorelle at a party. this was alicia, who manipulated, gaslighted, and blackmailed him into entering another relationship with her. this succeeded, partially because antiander was Very Drunk, and thus their relationship continued for about another year. during this time, tian got a job at cerberus law and eventually started making friends and connections. sontorelle had no idea xe had a job, since 9 times out of 10 she was out with someone else or otherwise ignoring what her victim was doing, but after a while Antiander started spending time with his new friends Azariah (they/them) and Velnoir (she/they) outside of work which she caught onto right away. the duo, meanwhile, quickly noticed the scarring and bruising all along tian's body and began to check in with xem on the regular. eventually antiander finally gathered enough strength and confidence to break free of sontorelles clutches and got a restraining order, as well as reporting the long history of abuse xe had endured. to his knowledge the courts didnt give her a very long sentence, so shes very likely still out there, but by now its been a good few years and she hasnt given xem any trouble. antianders mental health since then has greatly improved, though xe struggles with cptsd from his abuse

#pizza hut order #mutuals my best friends #when sys tian eventually fronts again ill make sure to help her set up a blacklist tag so he doesnt have to see this post 👍 #ask to tag #(this ones a doozy) #not including anything from the DGRP days here btw #not bc i dont wanna think about it or anything i just dunno if mika still wants that stuff to be canon since it involves his characters #yknow how it is. with spaghetti

[bowdownbucky]

𝐁𝐀𝐃, 𝐁𝐀𝐃, 𝐁𝐀𝐃 !

part 2 <3

summary: you have an encounter with your best friend’s brother bucky!

pairing: innocent! reader x college! bucky

warnings: cursing, asshole! steve rogers, kissing, drug use, oral (female receiving) fingering.

your heart began to beat heavily, bucky didn’t care that his sister was outside of the door but you started to feel guilty. this was so wrong of you and you didn’t even want to look at yourself. “you better answer her sweethear, she’s not gonna leave.” bucky taunts you, he hand trails your stomach, groping your breasts hard. “uh-im almost finished, i h-had to ohhh.” you slap you hand over your mouth, bucky smirks as he pinches you nipple again.

“what?” rebecca moved closer to the door. “are you okay? i’m coming in.” your eyes widens, you pushed bucky away and slowly cracked the door. “i’m f-fine, the um…pizza! the pizza went down the wrong hatch.” you lie. rebecca’s face screws up. “ew i did not need to know that y/n” you watch as she walks into her room. you close the door, leaning your head back onto the wooden frame.

you closed your eyes and hoped that this was all a dream, that you didn’t actually kiss your best friends brother. you slowly open your eyes only to meet a pair of blue eyes, bucky laughs at you. “went down the wrong hatch? seriously?” you cross your arms in front of your chest. “well what was i supposed to say, sorry can’t talk now i’m making out with your brother. she’s kill me!” you exclaim, you ran your hands down your face in an irrational manner. this was too much for you and bucky didn’t see anything wrong with it.

“would you chill out? here take a hit, it will make you feel better.” bucky offers the small bud once more, you smack it out of his hand. “do you always solve your problems with weed!” you hiss. his eyes were low, he watched as the joint flew onto the ground. you hitch your breath realizing what you did, you see his tongue rub his lower lip. you almost melt at the sight.

“your gonna regret the doll.” he seethes into your ear. he pushes you against the door, you let out a yelp but he covers your mouth. “i know a way you can make it up to me, and you are gonna make it up to me. you know why baby?” you shake your head. “because you don’t want to get on my bad side. i would hate to ruin that innocence of yours.” he whisperers, he hands managed to find their way to you ass, giving it a light squeeze before letting you go.

you move from the door and he exits the bathroom, leaving you alone with your thoughts. you could barely comprehend what happened let along what he meant by his bad side. you grabbed the nail polish remover and walk back to rebecca room. “finally! you took forever.” you mumble a small sorry and sat on her bed, she lends you her hand and you get to work on her nails, she chose a peach color and wanted you to add a french tip, such a classic.

as you continue painting her nails she squeals making you mess up the curved line. “becca! your nails!” you groan. “i don’t care! why didn’t you tell me?” you tilt your head confusingly. “you and steve hooked up and you didn’t tel me?!” you eyes go wide. “what! no! where did you get that from?” you ask her. she huffs. “no, no, no, no don’t try to act all innocent! you and chris did it and there is evidence on your neck. i rest my case.” you rush off the bed and check your neck, you internally face palm seeing dark purple marks all over your neck.

“i had no idea steve was like that. i guess i have to stop making fun of him now.” she chuckles. “just taking me home my ass! so how was it? was he big? why arent you giving me details.” rebecca whines, kicking her feet in her bed. you ignored her and attempted to kneed out the hickies. as you run the marks you notice bucky staring at you from his room door, you could practically feel his smirk as you watched his reflection go back to his room. you heart raced as you tried to come up with an excuse.

“it’s no big deal i just burnt myself with a straightener.” you curse to yourself knowing she wouldn’t fall for that. “fine don’t tell me! i’m going to sleep, all this secrecy has made me tired.” rebecca yawns, you hoped she wouldn’t ask you about the hickey again because lying was never your forte. you lie in the large bed, clouded in your own thoughts.

did he like you? was he just messing with you? you had so many assumptions of why he kissed you, what bothered you the most was that you had steve. steve was a jock and you were an outcast, you didn’t know how it would work. even though you and steve hadn’t officially said you were together, you still respected him and wanted to be faithful.

the next morning at school, you kept your head down and didn’t talk to anyone for the most part. no one really seems to notice because you were kind of a nobody. you sat in your forensics class, jotting down notes here and there. you stop writing when you feel a hand creep up your thigh. you turn your head toward steve, he kept a straight face and didn’t acknowledge how unamused you were.

“what are you doing?” you whisper. steve’s hand tries to travel up your skirt but you close your legs firmly. “steve!” he turns to you. “we’re in the middle of class.” you point out. “i’m sorry you know i can’t resist you baby. let me make it up to you but taking you out after homecoming.” you hault yourself as you almost roll your eyes at him. steve could be pushy sometimes especially when it came to losing your virginity to him. you hated that rebecca told him that, now he wouldn’t leave you alone.

“oh really.” you say pretending to be intrigued. “the guys and i bought hotel rooms for tonight and we get to bring a special girl along. and you know since your my favorite girl, i thought we could go together and have fun. go swimming, watch movies, kiss, cuddle, the whole nine and maybe some other stuff if you want.” you remove his hand from your thigh and continue writing notes. “i told you steve i’m not ready for that stuff yet.”

steve huffs, returning back to the lesson. your virginity wasn’t something that you kept sacred but you wanted you first time to be meaningful and steve hadn’t even asked you to be his girlfriend yet so your answer would always be no if he asked. when school ended you took the bus home, you quickly packed a bag full of makeup, hair supplies and your clothes for homecoming. you checked the time, almost cursing yourself seeing how you were going to be late to rebecca’s house.

you ran as fast as you could to the barnes’ house, you could practically feel the lecture rebecca was going to give you. luckily, you live a few blocks down from the barnes so it wouldn’t be too long of a walk/run. when you arrived at the barnes’ you quickly rang the doorbell. the door opens’ revealing a shirtless bucky who looked like he just got out of the shower. “can i help you?” he smirks looking down on you.

“becca t-told m-me to come, for homecoming.” you gulped attempting to maintain eye contact. his couldn’t help but peek at his glistened abs, you really hoped he didn’t catch on to you checking him out. before he could let out a snarky comment rebecca came gritting down the stairs with curlers in her hair. “there you are! y/n your late and we only have three hours to get ready.” you pushed pass bucky and ran up the stairs.

bucky watched at how nervous you were, it was like the fuel he ran on. rebecca closed her door and pushes you onto her vanity chair. “please tell me i have creative freedom tonight!” rebecca pleads with her big blue eyes staring at you. you sigh and nod. she kisses your forehead before beginning your makeup.

after a few hours of prodding, poking, blending, and brushing, rebecca finally finished your makeup and hair. normally you wouldn’t wear makeup because you didn’t know how to do it very well but when you did have it on you truly looked like a princess. “now carefully get into your dress y/n, i swear to god if you mess up an eyelash i will kill you.” she threatens you with her high pitched voice. you removed your jeans and shirt revealing your body, you quickly unzipped the dress as you start to compare your body to rebecca’s. becca was tall and slim while you were a little curvy. you had a small tummy with stretchmarks and she had a flat tummy with a slender waist. your best friend was beautiful and you didn’t want to see mom jealous, so you put up a front and delt with it.

you and rebecca were finally dressed, rebecca looked stunning in her white and pink dress. with the help of rebecca and mrs.barnes, you had pick a pale green dress, the curve of the dress fit you like a glove. the creases on the dress made you look more mature and sexier. you were never use to being sexy so the look on your face made rebecca freak out. “you totally hate it, i knew we should’ve gone with the black dress.” you shake your head. “n-no! it looks…great. thank you becks.” the door opens, your heart quickens when you meet a pair of bright eyes. you noticed bucky had put on a shirt, a part of you were bummed out. “would it kill you to knock! we’re girls who need privacy!” rebecca yells. bucky didn’t give his sister the time of day, his eyes were fixated on you. you felt self conscious as he stared at you long and hard. “mom and dad are going to a banquet dinner in manhattan. they won’t be back until tomorrow.” he tells rebecca. she crossed her arms in confusion. “what? no! i was supposed to have the car tonight. how the hell are we supposed to get to hoco?” rebecca flings her arms up dramatically.

bucky chuckles at his sister’s agony. “wait!” you spoke up as bucky was about to walk away. “c-can y-ou drive us?” you ask quietly. rebecca pulled your arm. “are you crazy? do you know what people say if we shows up to homecoming in a pickup truck?” rebecca vocalized. you couldn’t care less what people had to say, you just wanted and excuse to be see bucky. “becca this is important to you and even you said yourself we had to be there under any circumstances.”

rebecca whines. “fine but you’re dropping us off a block away. i need to retouch my hair, you’ve made me stress away the curls.” you watched as she pushes past bucky, leaving the two of you. you stare at him for a second then turn around, attempting to act uninterested. “you know you should skip this whole homecoming thing altogether.” bucky told you. “what! no, this is important to becca and i promised her i’d be there.” you felt his presence behind you, your back was pressed to his front. “come on doll, you never seemed like the type to be into this stuff anyway. i have a few places we could go instead. wouldn’t that be way more fun.” he was baiting you and hell, you were falling for it very hard. he pushed your hair to the side, laying a kiss on your shoulder. his hand cupped your waist, pulling you as close as you could get.

his pressed more kisses up your neck, he liked testing you, he would make you beg for it if you gave him the chance. “c’mom dollface, don’t you wanna have fun with me?” you almost gave him a nod but refrained. “i should go help rebecca, see you in a few james.” you walk away smiling to yourself, you won this round of the game but best believe, bucky was going to win the next level.

you sat in between bucky and rebecca once more, y’all were currently picking up nathan and steve, your dates for the evening. “you look beautiful beck.” nathan smiles at his girlfriend. rebecca left you in the front with bucky so she could kiss her boyfriend more. steve walks to the front car door but bucky locks him out. “hey man, open the door.” steve groans. the two had seem to have history and now you were going to be in between it. “you know the rules big guy, no douches in the front seat.” bucky smirks. “then why are you sitting up here asshole?” steve sarcastically jokes. rebecca huffed from the back, leaning in the front of the seat. “hey dickheads, we don’t have time for this, have your cat fight after hoco. let’s go!” she demands. steve huffs, taking a seat next to the couple who had no problem with pda.

the ride to the school was pretty silent except for the rock music playing from the radio. you stared out of the window, you could tell bucky was mad because of how tight he was holding the steering wheel, his knuckles were almost white from the tight grip. suddenly, his hand was on your thigh. your eyes widened, you quickly look back to make sure no one saw what was happening. “what are you doing?” you whisper. he doesn’t say anything to you, his hand stays on your thigh and his eyes stay on the road but you could still see the smirk on his face. you tried to push his his hand away but he only moves it higher, almost touching your core. you didn’t want to play games anymore, you were never built for them, you open your legs up more, instead of doing what you wanted, he removed his hand. “alright guys, have a good night.” rebecca and nathan were the first ones to leave the truck. steve exits the truck and stands by youre window. “you coming?” you nod to him. “i’ll be out in a second.” steve walks away from the window, bucky bursts out into laughter.

you throw a punch at his arm but he doesn’t flinch at you. “thats not funny! you’re so mean.” you pout. “no what’s funny is you actually going out with steve.” you eye him in confusion. steve was a good guy, he could be a little pushy but that was just high school boys. “he��s nice and he asked me to go with him. i really don’t see what’s funny bucky.”

“you think just because the guy asked you to a dance, he suddenly changes his player ways. i think you forgot i use to be one of those guys. guys like that don’t fal for girls like you” he pauses. “all he wants is to get you under him and then he’s gonna hop to the next willing participant. god you’re so naive.” you crossed your arms. “you’re such a jerk james! at least he has the decency to not play with my feelings! you’re sister was right! you’re nothing but a-an…asshole.” you yell, leaving the truck with a slam of the door. you surprised yourself at how you went off on him, what did he know about steve. you knew being involved with bucky was bad but now you officially got your sign to stay away from him.

you walked into the school looking for steve. you pushed pass people grinding and dancing on each other. when you find steve you see he’s not alone, he was dancing with lila miller. the two were close together, you turn you back in disgust once you catch the two of them share a very tongue-filled kiss. you sit at the table in annoyance. of course bucky would be right about steve, you hated the fact that he was right.

it took an hour and a half for steve to find you sitting at the table, watching everyone have fun. “hey y/n sorry i was waiting for you but then the guys wanted to go take some shots in the bathroom.” steve leans over to kiss your lips but you dodge him. he looks at you with a confused face. “come on let’s go dance.” he offers you his hand, you play with the fork that was covered in strawberry cake. “i’m good, maybe you should go dance with lila instead.” you say. steve sits back down in the chair, he cleared his throat. “you saw that? i didn’t think you’d be mad, it’s not like we’re together or anything.”

you roll your eyes, pushing your plate away from you. you get up and begin walking to the double doors. as you enters the hallways you ignore steve calling your name. “y/n! can you just wait a minute!” he yells, pulling your arm back causing you to hault. “it was just a dance, i was being nice. you can’t just get mad at me like that, i asked you to be my girlfriend more than once and you said no.”

“because all you want from me is sex which is not ready to give to you. you don’t think i hear about you hooking up with girls in the gym closet. i don’t want to be the next dumb girl who becomes a play thing for you.” you snap on him. “oh come on, sex is just sex, why do you make such a bug deal over this?” he groans.

“it’s not just sex steve, i want it to be meaningful and memorable. i’m sorry if i don’t want to hook up in a sleezy hotel.” you yell, your faces were extremely close. “and you think barnes is gonna make it special? god you’re so naive.” you furrow your brows, what did bucky have to do with this situation. “he has nothing to do with this steve! you asked me to come to this dance with you only for you to dance with another girl and make me look dumb sitting there waiting for you. you can’t take your hotel invite and shove it up your ass.” you walk away from steve, this time he didn’t bother calling your name. after he heard you curse at him he knew you guys were not going to work this out

you sit on the stairs of the school, tears slowly slid from your eyes. you felt so stupid and used, you knew steve was right but it still hurt. you two weren’t together and if he wanted to take another girl to the hotel he could because you weren’t together. you cringe at how bucky was right about steve, you wanted to be angry at him but he did warn you.

you decide to head home, walking alone the lonesome streets of brooklynn. you were wet due to the copious amount of rain fall, you shiver once more and continue to walk to your house. you noticed a familiar truck driving beside you. bucky rolls down his window. “get in.” he tells you. you continue walking, deciding to ignore the older boy. “come on doll it’s raining. a pretty girl like you shouldn’t be walking alone.” you couldn’t believe he as trying to flirt with you right now. you were hurt by his words and you were standing your ground, well that was until you heard a loud crack of lightning. you quickly rushed into the truck, slamming the door behind you.

before bucky could speak you began to talk. “just because i’m sitting in here with you, doesn’t mean i forgive you.” you seethed. bucky nods at you. “okay.” you angrily slap his arm. “okay? are you serious right now? how about a sorry for being a jerk!” you yell at him. bucky doesn’t acknowledge you, he starts looking for something in his truck. “god! boys are stupid! all you do is crave sex and hurt girls!” you rant, arms crossed over your chest. once you finished your rant you peek over at bucky holding two blunts. “wanna get high?”

you later found yourself in bucky’s room, high as a kite. you didn’t know what effect he had on you but you gave into his temptation. you sat on his bed, letting him shotgun smoke onto your mouth. “god you’re so hot.” bucky kisses your right shoulder. you softly hum in response, he trails his kisses to your exposed neck. you knew this was wrong on so many level but it felt so right.

“kiss me.” you whisper against him. the drugs in your system had your hormones at an all time high, you needed him to touch you. bucky locks his lips with yours, tongue roaming each other’s mouth in such a sensual way. bucky’s hand roams your body, cupping your breasts then your neck. you moan as he applies pressure to your throat.

he slides down you dress straps, with every kiss and touch you felt your dress being pulled lower and lower. bucky lifts you up on his lap, helping you out of the green champagne dress. you were fully exposed to him, his large hands grope your ass. he slaps the soft skin sending your lower half to grind against his tight jeans. bucky groans, pulling you closer to his bottom half. you felt the jean material rub against your clothes clit, your body shakes at the new feeling. “god you have no idea what you do to me princess.” he moans into your neck. his right hand unhooks your bra, you let the bra fall off of you. bucky eyes your bare chest, his blue eyes darken filling with lust.

he pulls your breast into his mouth, twirling his tongue around your swollen nipple. you grip onto his shirt, when moves your ass back and forth on his pants. “p-please bucky.” you whine, your body was aching for him to touch you. “what do you want doll?” you grab his, guiding him to your clothed cunt. you slip his hand under you, allowing his to grope your pussy. your mouth gapes open when bucky slowly rubs your clit back and forth.

when he notices you like the feeling of him touching you, it sends him into a deep lustful trance. he flips you over, bucky’ dog tags dangle over you. he kisses between your breast, trailing down to your stomach then he comes in contact with your laced white panties.

you can feel his breath on your wet core. he inhales you, moaning as if your cunt was the drug he was addicted to. he removed your panties from your body, bucky’s cock hardens once he caught a look at your pussy, your cunt was glistening from how wet it was, it took everything in bucky not to dive right in. “your so wet for me baby, and i haven’t even touched you yet. your pussy is begging for me to devour it.” bucky taunts. he slips one finger in your folds, your back arches at the finger passes your clit.

“bucky…please. i’ll do anything.” you beg. bucky perks an eyebrow at you. “anything?” you nod vigorously. “you’re going to cum for me three times. understand?” you nod your head. bucky licks a stride up your cunt. he moans at the taste of you. bucky wraps his pink lips around your clit, your legs spread wide as you beg for him to devour you. your back arches more, his hands pin your waist down to keep you steady, you screw your eyes shut as he sucks your clit into his mouth softly.

you moan out in pleasure, letting your hands grip his soft brown hair. you tug on his roots, attempting to push him closer to you. bucky pulls away earring a whine from you, he slips his middle finger into your core. at first his movements were slowly, he was preparing before adding his ring finger. you rode his fingers, moaning as he pumped you. you watch as he spits on your core, watching his saliva mix in with your cunt. you felt your stomach tighten, bucky felt your pussy clench around his fingers, imagining you around his cock.

he wastes no time, diving into your pussy. his tongue rapidly worked your clit, his fingers pumping you at a fast pace. your body was overwhelmed by all the stimulation. “bucky!” you scream at the top of your lungs. you were now grinding against his face, he didn’t tease you anymore, now he was on a mission to give you your orgasm. your legs shake, you cry out for bucky, your toes curled and your back arches to its full extent. bucky slows his movements as you come down from your high.

you collapse on his bed, you shiver as you feel bucky remove his hand from your pussy. you try to catch your breath, bucky hovers over you. “who knew my babydoll had that in you.”

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