#and my injuries kept getting worse bc i wasn’t doing pt despite

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this made me cry

#ok…….. #i’ve been listening to caterpillars by squalloscope so much. so so much #this past year my body has been eating itself and withering bc i couldn’t take care of it & feed it & like as the person i am i NEED to be #dancing and exercising and being active and this year i’ve never been so sedentary in my entire life #and my injuries kept getting worse bc i wasn’t doing pt despite #not doing ballet either and god it was a lot of feeling like nothing & feeling like i was Wasting and . anyway this is everything 2me rn #030201 #favourite #must have eaten caterpillars all my life #there is no grammar capable of describing how a body shifts into godhood. subject. verb. #w #q #garden of earthly delights #apotheosis #u #my comp #notebook #k