#and my mutuals are really talented

[unlikelywrestlingfan]

time to go eat a snack before I start making an Okada and Jay's dynamic connects to their dynamics with Shelley flowchart

#elle you don't even go here (nooj) stop analyzing #BUT THE CONNECTIONS #no stop #unlikelywrestlingfan #because like. okay okada was baby in tna and shelley is one of the people who looked after and helped him and then as we all know jamie lit #rally lived in shelley's house on excursion but okada is the golden boy that everyone loves and respects and jay despite all his success is #still the coward who isn't confident enough to rely on his fighting spirit and his jealousy (even tho there's nothing to be jealous really #ecause jay is just as talented) of okada isn't all about shellley but it is absolutely partially connected to that. like it's not caused by #their mutual connection to shelley but it does make it worse TO ME AT LEAST #anyways sorry this is horribly scattered in the tags and non specific i am tired and my inhibitions are lessened #that knife guy from new japan #stealer of nick's ring gear #don't make me say it #tag monologue

[one-winged-dreams]

Is there like, quasi-discourse over blog interaction again?

#good luck with THAT lmao #yeah the community is not NEARLY as solid as it used to be #but i really have no interest in anyone outside of my mutuals circle anymore because some of y'all can be so mean for absolutely no reason #like i'm not closed off to making new friends/mutuals but holy shit #it's dangerous waters out there i'm just gonna sit here in my kiddy pool with all my friends and moots who i love so much #you are all so cool and awesome and talented :>

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

I want you to know that I very much enjoy seeing you around. I miss you when you're off doing school and work stuff, sure, but I always look forward to seeing you pop up again. Always catches me by surprise, too XD

Also I remembered your old vampire!au writings from when you were writing anon. I miss the times when you wrote stories like that, but I know you're busy nowadays. I will go back and reread them at some point ;)

HFHFGF NOOO DRAG OMGG 😭💞💞💞💞

If it makes you feel better, I got better at writing! I think xd it's for other fandoms and I never post them, but the thought of you actually going back to read that story despite how broken my English was back then is both the best thing someone has ever said to me about my writings so far, but also terrifying Ghfhfh like NOOO why would you DO that to yourself it suucks the plot was all over the place and the pacing/characterisation was terrible :'D I might draw them again one day now that you mentioned them tho...just for you and the people that remember these dorks HHH 🤭

#ask #and i really appreciate your support drag i meant it! #you have got go be one of my most persistent mutuals cause i can't remember a day where i haven't seen you reblog my works- #no matter if it's an ask or a writing or art you just keep popping up in my notifications as soon as you're active and i can't bro #I can't even express just how happy your presence in this blog makes me but i really hope you know that #cause if anything i miss YOU guys the most like fr!!! what would i even do without my wonderful talented mutuals oughgh :')c #just for you man im gonna try and maybe. just MAYBE revisit that au and tweak it up ro my liking ...maybe even write more who knooows #muah muah thank you thank you SsssO much yet again for passing by<3333

[cowboyscarters]

AYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 5k?? cinq mille??? waaaaa this is so much fr, i suck at writing in english so i'm gonna make this short (sorry if theres any typos i aint a genius in english), i just wanted to say thank you so much y'all for supporting me and this blog! frrrr i just love this app so much (not the staff tho), giffing became a """"safe place"""" and something really comforting to me, i mean it's really something i enjoy to do and........ i dont know what to say why do i sound like i won a grammy pls stop me, anyway! i just wanted to thank you yall ik i sound a little bitchy sometimes (someone said its bc i lack of emojis) and i dont interact so often but im really really thankful for everything, damn, it really feels like im giving a speech pls im so corny, have a nice day/night!! (and tysm)

@tzurim @twise @lenteur @woodzm @jooyeonlees @purinzs @awek-s @hyunpic @cchuu @ryudaeng @jaennie @yxxna @intojennie @bu99erfly @lisanamjoon @digitalgirls @yyukhei @love4hobi @jeonwonwoo @blueprint-han @kyucob @kokaibop @hobeah @myork @bvnditbulie @mandu @theseulgis @dazzlingkai @sanayeon @talkthatalk @jjaes @byuntoro @chaelisaz @lovetales @irubyjen @hanguangjunn  @gu9udan @djxiao @taeszlight @isachaes @tipannies @bibisgf @jentlemahae @originalvisual @sooyoungspark @femaleidol  @intolisa @foxzzlo @parkjimiin @nayeoon @lesserafimz @freenbeckys @heartshakerz ​ @venompinks @kimtaegis @hobeah

#again thank you so much and ignore this ugly banner pls #im not THAT creative lmaooo #i tagged some of my very very talented mutuals who inspired me and still inspire me so much! love yall and your works ill support u 4ever fr #if i forgot someone pls remind me bc today was a really rough day and my brain aint wworking properly like always #merci

[thepavementsings]

how do y'all get over the anxiety of commenting on writers' fics who you think are beyond the level any engagement you can possibly provide? Genuine question like what are your tips.

#like real answers only please lol not the 'everyone loves every comment just say whatever!' #because one it's not that easy #and two ive heard authors be annoyed at comments that arent good or smart enough 😅 #like when an authors' writing is just so smart you feel like you cant possibly have anything valuable to say about their work back #that would be a worthy engagement to the amount of talent and intelligence they've already put into the work #it is much easier to yell back in my beloved bestie mutuals' DMs about something theyve written #or someone I know on the periphery #than to comment on the mutuals' fics that are like. the intimidating genius mutuals you havent built the rapport with #i always have so many of these big fics i want to say how much i loved but feel like i have to be smart enough to prove that i GET it yknow #sometimes I put off reading the ones i really want until i think im gonna be in the right mindset to understand what i think they want me t #which is maybe a bad way to engage but i struggle w this so much so any advice on essentially how to get over my inferiority complex thanks

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that #wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it #so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always #i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone #tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying; #'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc' #and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know #and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone #let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to #i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao) #i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself #but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice #makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude #so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol) #((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did)) #i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry #i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody #i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them #everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share #this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this #tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :) #not rb #hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime) #i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one

[duncanor]

POV: You are discussing about Trigun in 2023

#trigun #trimax #tristamp #trigun stampede #dunkar rant #I love every person who indulged in my brainrot with me #And everyone here who wrote meta and shared their thoughts their art ans their mêmes #It's both a really satisfying community experience #But also very interesting to think about #And Im happy to have discussed with a few very talented and smart people #Shout out to my Trigun mutuals #Y'all are rad as hell

[bixels]

Everyone's drawings so far:

#not my art #other's art #personal #some of y'all are so fucking talented #i think this is the first time i've really gotten oc fanart from (presumably) non-mutuals #so this is very very sweet #thank you everyone

[ravensmadreads]

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#i know nobodys really lurking around waiting for me #but just in case i thought id leave this #and like a coward #imma do it at the time i know most of my mutual are offline #anywayyyyyy #im just not feeling great guys im not gonna lie #tbh shits been piling up for a long time #special love to the pedro fandom cause i managed to hyperfixate on it long enough to fend some off #but it's getting bad again #im really grateful for all the love the cm and pedro fandom gave me #and all the lovely friends i managed to find despite the fact that i contribute nothing but vaguely unhinged tags and thots #i know im leaving a couple of series unread in the middle and im sorry about it #The Big Sad is making things hard and irl is kicking my butt big time #there's nothing i want more than to hang out with y'all banging pots and pans and screaming about your talent #but its hard to bring up any kind of enthusiasm right now #and i dont wanna half ass tags/comments when you guys put such soul into your work #so its not goodbye its just a tiny break (hopefully) while i try to smack my brain into submission #I'll try to leave some stuff in the queue #kisses and hugs to you all #raven talks

[smile-files]

made myself a new ponysona :)

#dandy's doodles #mlp #my little pony #ponysona #inspiration for her design: fluttershy + rosy maple moth + concept design for pipp petals :D #i really like how rosy turned out. what a cutie pie #my old ponysona was interesting but also pretty silly #she was purple and had huge wings she could use as hands #so her talent was drawing #it was pretty ridiculous actually. like if i made her a unicorn she'd be able to draw no-problem #y'know using magic? #but i wanted her to be a pegasus #hence the solution of her having stupidly large wings #anyway. when i saw all the mutuals ponysona-posting i knew i had to make a new ponysona #a bit late but here they are :) hope you like them

[amiharana]

the process goes like this

→ i write a cute little revalink concept

→ i expand on it by creating an outline that is half summary/half informally writing the scenes as i see them in my head

-> it spans 10 pages because i have so much to say and want to touch upon

-> i make the final touches on the outline before getting ready to sit down and actually write it

→ as i begin writing i realize there are missing details that i don’t want to brush over

→ i am now extending the outline's story further back from the originally intended timeline to create more tension and support for what i wanted to write

→ what i initially intended to write as a cute little revalink angst/comfort one shot is turning into a multi-chaptered revalink fic where i redefine their pre-calamity dynamic into a one-sided rivals to semi-situationship to their post-calamity dynamic as dummies with schoolgirl crushes on e/o dancing around their feelings in their iconic idiots-to-lovers fashion

#loz #botw #loz botw #revalink #i swear to god i cannot catch a break #revalink are so idiots to lovers i will not take criticism at this time #i used the term situationship but what i really mean is #mutual pining except they don't realize they like each other x doing platonically intimate things that then become romantically intentioned #well i guess that's literally what a situationship is #idk i've never been in one! #i am NOT a talented writer i have not formally written fic since 2020 #my revalink brainrot is just really strong #and i revisited my revalink concept doc from 2019 #and i was like haha what if i rewrote this a little bit [foreshadowing] #amihan's revalinkverse

[nanstar200]

MUTUAL 🫵 YOU ARE IN MY NOTIFS!!!

HI WHHEHSVA SORRY I JUST LOVE UR ART ALOT and I like to sift through my mutuals art every once in a while! So expect more 😈😈😈😈 /pos

#my mutuals! #AGUUURRRFHEH LOVE IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT I REALLY REALLY REALLY ADORE YOUR ART #sigh my mutuals r so talented and awesome #asks #ty for the ask!!! 🫶🫶

[thedeadthree]

— TAG GAME.

TAGGED BY the dear @marivenah and @leviiackrman to answer a few questions! ty ty so much love!

TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @jendoe, @kingsroad, @chuckhansen, @risingsh0t, @queennymeria, @denerims, @phillipsgraves, @jillvlntine, @morvaris, @aartyom, @minaharkers, @unholymilf, @leviiackrman, @jacobseed, @arklay, @corvosattano, @jackiesarch, @malefiicarum, @pearlcscent, @shellibisshe, @weisshaupts, @shadowglens, @leondaltons, @adelaidedrubman, @florbelles, @belorage, @confidentandgood, @girlbosselrond, @thee-morrigan, @rosebarsoap, @fragilestorm, @lacunafiction, @noonfaerie and you!

THREE SHIPS: inspired by mari <3!

THREE CANON SHIPS: geralt x yennefer, corlys velaryon x rhaenys targaryen, and arianne martell x daemon sand!

THREE OC SHIPS: iovanna dayne x daemon targaryen, edelgard vanderweyden x reese verner, maekar targaryen x aeryal arvel (carolines dear!)

THREE MUTUALS SHIPS: mo @kingsroad's alyse x aegon (they mean the world to me!), ash @unholymilf's iconic varya x roman (forever the moment!), airika @chuckhansen's nina x adam (the loveliest! they're dear to me!)

FIRST SHIP: oo ok ok i want to say my first ship was I think? rajaion and ena from fire emblem path of radiance? that or? selina kyle/catwoman and bruce wayne!

CURRENTLY CONSUMING: an iced coffee ajanjnsk bc i am a responsible adult <3.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: my 3829838th rewatch of house of the dragon <3 am i surprised? nay nay! its not at all for oc lore! (leg says like a liar jnjanj <3)

LAST MOVIE: the batman! <3 and one i recently adored seeing was bullet train as well! (ty ty orion and ash for introducing me bc of ur ocs u dears u!)

LAST SONG: its been stuck in my head all week! the fruits by paris paloma <3

CURRENTLY READING: rereading fernweh saga by the dear aelsa! and fire and blood by george rr martin <3 (leg once again says its bc they want know more of what’s in store for the characters and not for oc lore at all like a liar <3)

CURRENTLY CRAVING: my mom is making sauce so i have pasta on the brain <3

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #ahh this was so cute! and lovely to get me back into the swing of things <3 #t: about leg #i would also like to say that all of the ships of my mutuals with their dears are my favorite <3 THEYRE ALL SO GOOD #IYKYK on the fe ship the way ten year old me watching the cutscenes for that game on yt and that scene had me SOBBING #i fully blame my appreciation of tragic/doomed dynamics on them AHH #AND OF COURSEE the one and only duo <3 can cite my brand! my appreciation for enemies/rivals dynamics on them! #(bruce can have two hands for sel and polly bc i said so <3) #AELSA I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SINCE I READ IT ON RELEASE DAY NEED TO SHRIEK ABOUT FERNWEH I MUST AHH #if y'all haven't yet YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD i mean it was the loveliest read floored and blown AWAY absolutely STUNNED it was so good! #(but im never not floored by ur talent and its a HIGH honor truly to know u and be mutuals AND GET TO SUPPORT AHH) #my friend wrote an if an it was PUBLISHEDD and u all should read it <3 #AND I SAWWW THE DENIAL ROUTE AND THE PIANO CHOICE I DID I DID AND WHEN I TELLU I SHRIEKED AND WAS SOBBING?? #ill be sure to be sobbing for eternity! R VERNER U MEAN THE WORLD TO ME and j I need to make a dear for them I HAVE TO #I mean????? just their dynamic with the mc I was on the FLOOR u know? and the nightmare scenes!!!!!! my god! the bestest! #ok ok also like...... new song with PEAK una energy that has been living in the psyche rent free that I found in my rec songs <3 FLOORED #''angel' he calls me does he know that im falling from a precipice that I tripped off long ago?' -> #''your so pure' he says does he know im forsaken? the original sinner but soon you'll know for if im going down I guess ill take you w/ me? #LIKE I COULD RECITE ALL OF IT FOR HER BUT UHHH im fine im fine totally really not at all shrieking about una at all from this <3 #two of the top ships that live in my head rent free that are canon being asoiaf ships <3 AAAND THE OC SHIPS they won this year already <3 #AND I MEAN ALWAYS IN MY HEART ALWAYS ON MY MIND Eddie and reese <3 #ok ok im suuper thinking vanna and daemy may be the first piece? this week ive done a lot of thinking of them and..... they <3 #leg.txt #leg.tagged #MO I CANT WAIT TO CATCH UP ON ITR+R GODD THE WAY THEYRE JUST <3 they mean the world to me! #can't wait to yell about them and be floored by ur writing!!!! VARYA ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND NINA AND ADAM ALWAYS ON MY HEART <3 #listen i read the t*wow preview and? ari x daemy? SO GOOD. (and very excited for caro's dears lilyana x daemy he deserves it! he's lovely!)

[inklessletter]

Hey you.

I'm sure you've got some nice things to share about yourselves and I am in the need of hearing nice things today, so we all win!

Send me an ask and share something that warmed your heart this week, something that made you smile or fall in love, while I reply some asks I've still got in my inbox!

(Sorry I disappeared for a few days, I kind of needed it. I don't know if I still do)

🌼🌼🌼

#inklessletter #asks #tell me nice things #positive thoughts #god i'm helpless #i swear i came to this place with the only intention of enjoying and sharing fanarts and fanfics to keep the steddie hype running #either mine or other talented people out there #i really didn't want to make any friends #yet here i am #craving a fierce all consuming hug from my mutuals #i guess i am a bound to get perpetually heartbroken #that should be written down on my medical history

[stillcominback]

💕

#you ever just not feel great ??? #ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months #( mostly work just fully draining my life-force ) #but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual??? #it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage #which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN #not feeling my best!!! #BUT #it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh #really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time #and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy #you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here! #i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!! #here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break #but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all #just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖 #idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[lycanthian]

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#i am so in love its unreal. never have i ever before felt this wealth of human emotions so concentrated over the past month and a week #genuinely mind boggling how talking to logan more and more and then dating him has literally made me feel likr a new man. #not that im different or that i absolutely need him to function in my day to day life #but its the richness that being in love brought to my life that was unexpected #i had a thing with another online friend like 4 yrs ago and it never felt like much admittedly. i almost gave up dating when he broke it off #bc i thought there was something to online dating that wasnt cutting it and i didnt stand a chance at meeting someone irl #and that entire time i knew logan at least a little bit but we didnt really begin talking often until like #6 months ago maybe? and just the more we talked the more we clicked ajd i liked him so much but i was so afraid that it wouldnt be mutual #and i was so afraid that even if he is in what feels like a pretty open polycule hed never ask me out or anything #and then he did and my world felt like it exploded into a cacophony of colors and sounds and feelings and emotions #like something had been unlocked in me that hadnt been touched in years. my ability to love. #and with that came some of the most upsetting spiraling intense depressive states of my life. but it was okay. it still is okay. #its only been a bit over a month but it feels like so much more than that bc i feel like everything is so much more vivid now #i also think im beginning to take a very particular fondness to someone else in the cule but im so not stating who or expanding upon it #he also makes me really happy but i dont think im ready to take that step yet. even if it would be a dream come true. #i love what i have now and i dont want to complicate it yet. #a extremely loving and charming boyfriend and a couple of other close friends who happen to also be dating him is good. its awesome #i just. i dont know. i dont know how logan would feel abt it. i dont know abt how other guy would feel abt it. #sometimes im not even sure how i would feel abt it #aughghhhhhhhh. yeah. human emotion. love for my boyfriend who is beautiful and loving and charming and funny and talented. ueh #i dont think he reads these rambles. sometimes i hope he does. sometimes i hope he doesnt. i love him so much #i dont want to worry him with my shit constantly but it would also be nice to worry him with it occasionally #logan if you see this i love you more than words could ever describe. im so happy that ur in my life and that you chose me to be in ur own #gamey rambles #💜