#and not the most diligent student nor the most responsabile sometiems

[driedrosy]

I have so many stories about how I worked my ass off to get to uni and now that I got a scholarship and the workload is massive I'm not even worried.... The days I had to study on the bus dirty floor because it was fully loaded and standing up I couldn't open my books are gone. I'm fine now.

#there were days i didn't have enough money to get to class and eat through the day so i had to choose #and i chose going to class #there was a day i only had money to buy bananas and i just ate bananas all day #during winter i left home at 5am and at 8pm when i could go back my socks were literally wet #and that all after my mom died and i was mentally exhausted #in an abusive relationship #trying to feel like i was loved somehow while being treated like shit #well...saying this because i have to admit ti myself i was strong even if others didn't recognize it #and that maybe studying brought me some hope #and not the most diligent student nor the most responsabile sometiems #but that in the past i just did what i had to do #that's true