#and not understanding why she does and getting angry she does

[tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang]

Baji hc's pls?

Here they are!!!

He's very good at predicting when people will try to steal his food (years of being around Mikey will do this to you)

Thinks of Emma as being his little sister too

As a kid he used to pick up random bugs to show them to his mum (she was not impressed)

Growls whenever his hairband snaps

Gets extremely excited for zoo visits, as a kid he actually used to frequently get lost at zoo trips since he'd run off to look at all the animals faster then his mum/ class. 

Likes splashing in puddles (especially if it means he can splash Chifuyu or Ryusei).

Whenever he sees Luna and Mana they beg to braid his hair (he secretly likes it being played with)

Actually likes talking while watching movies, he likes having someone to theorise with and discuss the plot with.

He can't take any credit for his hair care cause his mother taught him everything he knows.

As a kid he would constantly invite Kazutora round for dinner because he didn't like the idea of him being home alone/ with his parents.

Actually doesn't understand the fuss over dating at all (not until he meets a certain someone and falls in love at first sight).

Can make a really great paper airplane (used to aim them at Mikey's hair) 

Will show affection through biting 

Is super handy with tools, always fixing things his mother tells him to (she taught him everything he knows).

Shinichiro used to ruffle his hair a lot as a kid, he always loved that feeling (Shinichiro's the only one allowed to do this though)

His school sports coaches are constantly trying to recruit him for baseball club (i mean tbf he does have great aim).

Used to have his own piercings but his mum made him take them out (that's why he knows what he's doing with Kazutora's).

Is really great at climbing trees (he wanted to beat Mikey so badly at climbing that he started practising non stop.)

Has accidentally broken his phone at least 6 times

Has named every single stray cat that comes into his room. 

Got so angry when Senju attacked him while training Emma (he immediately pushed Emma behind him to try and protect her) but that anger immediately vanished when he realised who attacked him and why. 

Has teased Mikey before by saying Emma likes him as a martial arts partner more.

Has a lucky hair tie for fights 

Is very protective as a partner, will constantly check your wellbeing and safety.

Is also on bug duty, there's a big spider in the house? It's his job to take it outside. 

Is a bit of a baby when it comes to taking medicines, doesn't like the way they taste and refuses to take them. 

Went to visit Sanzu in the hospital after the incident, he brought him magazines to try and cheer him up. 

Feeds the local wildlife as well as cats, he has a few trees where he hangs birdfeeders etc

His mother always makes a big effort for his birthdays so he's learnt to make a big effort for everyone elses. Though he always puts in the most effort for her.

Has been late to meetings because he was distracted by a cat before

Baji kept every letter Kazutora sent him

As a partner he's very good at reading your moods and adapting to them. Your sad? Then he'll cheer you up. Stressed? He'll help you relax. Angry? Then he'll take you out somewhere to let that frustration out.

Watered a fake plant for two years without realising it wasn't real once.

#tokyo revengers #tokrev #tokyo rev #baji keisuke #keisuke baji #tokyo revengers spoilers

[thesunfyre4446]

Yo. New to the HoTD discourse. I hope you don't mind me rant dumping on your blog. I'm a bit scatterbrained so I hope I lay out my feelings about these things clearly. I have finally watched HoTD and ....

Listen, I could have liked Rhaenyra well enough, in fact I didn't really mind her in the beginning. But it really all changed once I saw what the audience were saying. How the majority seems to have no sympathy for Allicent at all.

I thought we all understood that no character in Westeros is really all that great?? So I really cant understand the vile hatred spewed towards her? It feels like they even hate her more than anyone ever hated Joffrey or Cersei. People were rightfully angry with the show runners decision to have Jaime r*** her in that one scene. People were capable of feeling empathy for Cersei despite how despicable she is. But there's SOOO much victim blaming for Alicent. It drives me fucking nuts. And to show sympathy for her would have people dogging on you.

I really cannot believe my eyes when I see people thinking she willingly seduced that rotten walking corpse.

I was so naive to think people would understand where her character is coming from. She is utterly powerless. She doesn't have a king for a father to pardon every mistake she makes. She's suffocating and it makes sense for her to hate Rhaenyra who has more privilege than any woman who ever lived in that world, and yet still step over every single rule while expecting everyone else to just live with the consequences of her actions. We're supposed to like her??

I GET that the point of it all is that monarchy is just a shitty way to run a kingdom. I GET that Rhaenyra being a terrible ruler is the point. Man or woman it never mattered.

What I don't get is people thinking she's some feminist figurehead?? She behaves as a man does in that universe, entitled and unfit for what they feel entitled to. I get that that's the point, but that doesn't mean she's for the women at all. Like any man, she's out for herself. Why would I like her if she behaves as any corrupt man in that world would, when the only difference is she doesn't have a dick? And I wouldn't necessarily mind that? I don't watch HoTD or GoT for perfect characters. But if only the audience didn't treat her like some sort of hero and Alicent the pure villain.

I never felt frustrated with GoT discourse. Why the fuck does it seem like HoTD has bred this extremely toxic environment? You can't seem to have a different opinion unless your mouths dick sucking on Team Black.

Dany, just as entitled as she was, she was still able to do as duty demanded. Rhaenyra is a just a spoiled child all the way through. The hatred for Alicent and the inability for people to see Rhaenyra for what she is, has me thinking people have really missed the fucking point about what feminism actually is. And once again, I didnt watch HoTD for feminism. But the audience seems to think Rhaenyra is a beacon for it. Wether intentional or not, ideas take on a life of its own and you cannot divorce these fan-imposed ideas from the show anymore. That's really the part of all this that pisses me off.

I'm TG now not because I condone everything they've ever done. Literally everyone fucking sucks. I'm TG because I understand everyone fucking sucks. And I dislike being tube fed by the biased writers on what to think and feel.

anon, not a single lie was told.

people hate on alicent for displaying human emotions. it's insane. it's always "rhaenyra will turn westeros into barbieland" until someone brings out the fact that she has no intention of helping any other woman other then herself and then it's all "well, we shouldn't judge her from a modern day pov"..

"I'm TG because I understand everyone fucking sucks" this!! also, they have better characters lol

#hotd #house of the dragon #anon ask #anti rhaenyra targaryen #anti team black stans #anti rhaenyra stans

[chuuyaandreaderkilldazai]

Ranking JJK Characters I Don't Like

Ranging from mild dislike (14) to LOATHE WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BEING (1).

14. Mai: I don't hate her. I sympathize with her. I just wish she wasn't the way she is.

13. Junpei: I do have compassion for him, but ... school shooter vibes. Not a fan.

12. Noritoshi: Bad vibes.

11. Toji: Bad dad. And he's so nosy, too. Why does he always insert himself into situations with his fists swinging? Actually, now that I think about it, that's kind of iconic behavior. But all it ever really did was create more problems. If he had never inserted himself into the plot, Geto would have probably never turned mass-murderer-cult-leader--WE COULD HAVE HAD EVERYTHING. So it's a pass for me. Also, his haircut is off-putting for reasons I cannot articulate. It's like one day in middle school he got a haircut and just never changed up the style ever again.

10. Jogo: Ugly.

9. Uraume: Character design: slay. Helping Sukuna: not slay.

8. Like every adult from the Zenin clan: BECAUSE THEY SUCK.

7. Tengen: Old and entitled.

6. Kenjaku: Old and entitled part two. What gives him the right?

5. Sukuna: Horrid, nasty man. I feel like I shouldn't have to elaborate.

4. Ui Ui: Annoying. Literally, why are you even here?

3. Mei Mei: First of all, how am I supposed to take you seriously with that stupid braid hanging in front of your face? From the very instant her character was introduced, I did not like her, but I thought maybe I was being a woman hater for no reason, so I really did try to tolerate her. But when we finally saw that scene in season two. PRISON!!! I was right. She's the worst. We are not gonna ignore that. Check her files.

2. That thing with the blond side ponytail: I hate him so much I don't even know his name. I don't care to know it. I would say why do you as a man look like that, but honestly why do you as a HUMAN BEING look like that? Why do you act like that? Why are you skipping around wearing a poorly made DIY toga? Whole nip is hanging out, and no one asked to see that. Why are you HOLDING HANDS with your blade? Freak. There is something so intrinsically, inherently, ONTOLOGICALLY wrong with him, you can't even blame it on childhood trauma or a personality disorder. The only time I ever supported Sukuna was when he bullied this emaciated Jo Jo Siwa lookin' thing in Shibuya.

Mahito: I hate him so much. I hate him more than I've ever hated any character. I actually lose the ability to speak coherently when I think about him because I hate him so much. I think it's so cringe when try-hard dudes say, "When I'm angry all I see is red." But when I think about Mahito it really is like blood and pure rage cloud my vision. He is literally the embodiment of if you gave an edge lord psychopathic eleven year old the power to kill people. "Wee, I'm so powerful and killing people is just SoooOoOoOoOOOo much fun!!" SHUT UP!!!!!!!! SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT FUNNY. YOU ARE NOT CUTE. YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL IN ANY WAY. He is genuinely the most irritating character I have ever come across. And as the story progresses, he just gets worse. What do you mean he can duplicate himself? Now we have to deal with TWO of this wretched creature? What do you mean he can be decapitated AND HIS HEAD WILL SPROUT LIMBS AND SPRINT AWAY? STOOOOOOOOOP. AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON WHAT HAPPENED TO NANAMI--I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. Mahito is such a nasty, slithy, bothersome, despicable, nauseating little cockroach. "Yuji, you and I are the same." Huh? You thought you did something there, didn't you? You thought you ate and came up with some kind of deep, revolutionary concept? It's giving pretentious philosophy dude who thinks he's superior for being a little contrarian, nihilistic Nietzsche butt licker. When Yuji finally humbled him, I cannot tell you how much I enjoyed seeing the fear in his eyes. For one brief, fleeting moment, I could finally understand what sadists must feel like. Honestly, we deserved to watch him suffer, and I wish he would have suffered far more for far longer. Rot in anguish, Mahito. You will not be missed nor forgiven.

#long time no see #life been lifing #i need surgery :( #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #mai zenin #junpei yoshino #noritoshi kamo #toji fushiguro #jogo #uruame #tengen jjk #kenjaku #ryomen sukuna #ui ui #mei mei #mahito #hater

[its-rat-time-babey]

“The Artificer’s campaign has little impact on the overall story” bitch I cannot stress how much of an impact the Artificer had on the entire world. You just need to pay attention to some things.

By the time of the Artificer, Scavengers are basically in the middle of a massive golden age. They have a Chieftain (with a mark of communication (maybe Five Pebbles gave them the mark and citizen ID drone and tried to use them for something but they rebelled and found Metropolis)) with armour made from Red Centipede Scales, they have a permanent home in metropolis above the rain, they figured out how to harvest electrical scrap and broken down Rarefaction Cells from the ruins of Looks To The Moon and pieces of Five Pebbles to make electric spears and Singularity Bombs, they even have specially trained Elite Scavengers, which did exist before in the time of the Spearmaster but it’s still worth bringing them up.

Overall, Scavengers are at a golden age of invention and life in general.

And then they anger the Artificer, who slaughters countless Scavengers, kills their Chieftain and drives them out of Metropolis, locking the gate behind them.

After that, a new Chieftain is never made, armour like the chieftain once wore is never made again, Scavengers suffer a massive population loss, they can’t enter Metropolis without a Citizen ID Drone and Elite Scavengers slowly disappear as the methods used to teach them and the knowledge of how to scavenge and create electric spears and singularity bombs is lost, with the last Elite Scavengers being seen in the Hunter’s campaign, which happens next in the timeline. In other words, the Artificer literally sent Scavengers into a dark age.

It takes until the time of the SAINT for Scavengers to show real signs of recovery, now appearing in larger numbers than before. And even THEN Scavengers never do anything like they did during the time of the Artificer. The Artificer plunged Scavengers into a dark age for countless years, and they STILL haven’t recovered.

And that’s not all. According to the wiki, Scavengers are afraid of Slugpups, most likely because they remember how the last time they killed one they were hit by the full force of an angry explosive lobbing goddess of destruction that slaughtered countless members of their kind. They are afraid of Slugpups in all campaigns, even the Saint’s. So even by the time of the Saint Scavengers know not to mess with Slugpups, presumably because the last time they did so is a legend among Scavengers by that point in time.

Hell, the Artificer’s existence even explains something about the Hunter. The reason that the Hunter starts with a negative reputation among Scavengers is because they look like the fucking Artificer. Scavengers look at the Hunter and see the goddess of vengeance and destruction that they’ve only ever heard of from stories.

Both of them have red fur and a scar on one eye, and will the time gap between campaigns, there’s a good chance that only a few Scavengers that saw the Artificer in person are even alive by that point in time (without even taking into account how the Artificer murdered so many Scavengers that it’s probably rare that a Scavenger saw them and lived to tell the tale), meaning that the Artificer is probably told about in Scavenger stories and her appearance would therefore differ, leaving the most obvious details like the scar on one eye and red fur.

#rain world #rain world downpour #rain world spoilers #the artificer #scavengers #also a sort of crack headcanon: #The Artificer can’t just not ascend #they can’t become an echo or forcibly ascend either #we never see an Artificer echo in campaigns past her time #(notable because things like whether or not the Hunter ascended affects the campaigns that happen afterwards) #so my headcanon as to why that is is that the Artificer is so angry #so violent #and so utterly bound to the cycle #that instead of getting fully caught between existence and nonexistence and becoming an echo #she tips ever so slightly towards existence and ends up fully coming back from the void fluid #or at least her consciousness does #her body is understandably vaporized by the void fluid so she ends up reincarnating like a creature that died of old age #the Saint can’t forcibly ascend her either #and if they could it would take an absurd amount of karma blasts to do so #she’s just so angry that she does the impossible and keeps clawing her way back to existence #‘rip and tear until it is done’

[a-decent-human-being5]

It’s absolutely crazy to me that people will try to portray 2012 April as a jerk as if she isn’t arguably the most empathetic character of all the main crew

#like she can literally feel other people’s emotions with her physic powers #and as a result is very shown to be more understanding because she can more so get where someone is coming from #but nooooo she’s a total jerk because she gets reasonably angry at certain things #like shut the f up #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #april o'neil #like I know she does some rude stuff every once in a while but so does literally everyone else in this show #so like why are we picking on her then hmm

[elegyofthemoon]

also to anyone who plays honkai, does anyone have other translations of the game? aside from the official?

i feel like i talked about this with a friend, but the translations just. don't line up with what's being said a lot of the time and it's slightly driving me insane x - x

#like!!! i can understand bits and pieces but its not enough to understand whats fully being said #but i just know that some of the things being said do not line up with the subtitles and i want to gnaw on something when it happens #idk.... #cuz like this one line in ch 11 ex where himekos in kianas flashbacks (i am crying) #himeko asks kiana whats on her mind and she says something like 'tell mama what youre thinking about' #but she doesnt!!! say that in the official dub!!!!! she just says 'tell your teacher' !!!!!!!! WHY #it is very cute though how much kiana looks to st freya cast as her family its so ; - ; i feel so bad #also the voiceacting is absolutely killing it in ch 11 ex its amaziiiing #like!! kiana was saying she was angry towards fu hua but not because of betrayal and more because she realizes she was helpless towards fat #YOU CAN HEAR THAT IN HOW SAD AND JUST ABSOLUTELY DEJECTED KIANA SOUNDS..... its amaziiiiing i love it #at least to me ! #it was weird when i saw kiana get angry at fu hua because while she did look angry #her voice kinda sounds otherwise #but anyways #snow plays hi3 #just asking !! because im sure theres probably bounds of translations!! but i just dont know whats like. A Good Trusted One #so i trust. whoever plays honkai aPPARENTLY THERES A FEW OF YOU HIIIIII!!!!!! #im shaking all your hands im sorry im kind of new and probably like absolutely blissfully ignorant but i am shaking your hands #i wish there was a way to keep tabs of who Does bc then i can annoy cOUGHS #kidding! i wouldnt lmao

[antilethean]

I can never look up anything about Skylar white on any site other than this one ever people really do just hate women so much ??? Even her wiki page is chock full of misogyny it's so depressing

#breaking bad #even ppl being like 'well walt was worse but she still sucked' #did we watch the same show??? she was being super gaslit all season 2 & forced into a relationship she no longer wanted in season 3 #it makes me angry but also really scared how much the word bitch gets thrown around #i think everything skylar does after yelling at jesse to stop selling walt weed is actually completely understandable & okay #& everything ppl are mad at her about. walt did first & worse & longer #i will never get over this its honestly terrifying #he almost fucking rapes her early season 2 what is wrong with people?? i hate this world #straight up the creators have been like uh yeah we dont get why ppl hate her so much #we kept pushing the limit w making walt sympathetic but ppl just only care abt skylars 'mistakes' #it is literally PURPOSEFULLY WRITTEN INTO THE SHOW that skylar is a victim. that was their INTENT #sorry im preachng to the choir here ik but the more i see of the show the angrier i get about her treatment

[fideidefenswhore]

BE had a very clear-cut corruption arc going for this character; obviously fiction is open to interpretation, whether or not people liked it or felt it was well-executed, well-earned, or believable is one thing, but to deny that the corruption arc was written, period, or to express upset that it hit its mark with some of the audience, strikes me as very weird. 

#BE commentary #and it does come from one group which makes it a LITTLE more clear but ... #i don't even really get the pedant argument against this #yeah mary didn't do this at this time in history (ambiguous timeline what time IS it on the show notwithstanding) #but she did eventually do this #so.... why is there so much umbrage that this was presented in the show? #do you find it unpalatable that mary did this? or do you not like that it was portrayed? #or both? #bcus it's very understandable to not have much sympathy for this #it's not very understandable to be angry at those that did not have sympathy for this #do people have to be 'relatable' to be compelling? idts #people can be compelling and not sympathetic #i found mary on this show to be much of the former and very little of the latter #except in the first half of the show #(see above)

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

I’m in for the morning tomorrow which means working the same shift as my co-“worker”, and I’m absolutely dreading it because she is a literal nightmare and makes me furious even when I only see her for a few MINUTES, let alone hours. But maybe they’ll be drama so that could be funny lol GOODNIGHT ⭐️💤

#the extra work she creates for us is a ducking joke at this point like she is literally the most selfish person ever #she’s truly taking the piss #and I know you haven’t heard the whole story but I have and trust me #i cannot believe she hasn’t been fired it’s insane #it’s only because they have to go through beauracracy (idk how to spell that) fist #otherwise she’d be gone #the way she acts is like a spit in the face truly #ms she gets NO consequences for anything #and* #she just does whatever she wants and acts like a piece of shit to everyone refuses to do anything and leaves #and if you ask her to do a single basic easy task she gets angry because she thinks she shouldn’t have to do anything??? for some reason??? #but I’d rather she actually do nothing because when she finally does anything she does it horribly wrong ON PURPOSE so we then have to waste #our time cleaning up her mess #and if she’s asked about it she doesn’t care or apologise and gets gets shitty with us like #girl why tf are you here if you clearly are trying to get urself fired #she doesn’t give a fuck and has been given so many chances but throws that in our managers face #there has been so much chances for excuses and explanations but she truly has none or at least refuses to say which is on her anyway #because our manager is honestly amazing and so understanding and kind like it’s not like she isn’t being fair #she is just a grown woman who acts like a child #there’s only 4 of us but it would be easier if she wasn’t there because she actively makes our jobs and lives more difficult with everything #she does #fgghgcighcigcgigxigcigc fucks saaakeeee #GET FIRED BITCH I want to see you finally getting some consequences you cocky shit #karma needs to be served 🙏✨praying for it✨🙏 #i could go on forever but

[frogathy]

why is my mom so weird about things when she could just be normal! there is no need to add a condescending tone when telling me your rules and guidelines as if i am going to break them. just say them normally and i will be like “ok!” as i have done my whole life! but when you do it in that tone it makes me sort of angry because why do you have to do it like that! why cant you just say things normally! why are you doing that! i really hate it! please treat me like i am a normal person who has followed your rules literally her whole life instead of talking to me like i am a convicted criminal!

#why!!!! why do you say it like that why why why #if you said it normally i would not be upset #i dont know how to explain it but her attitude just becomes so gross ?????? #it is entirely off putting and makes me want to stop speaking for seven years straight like it feels like i have been entirely deflated #it is literally about such a normal thing too. like telling me i can only play xbox for an hour on a school night #just. just say it normally. for the love of god almighty say it normally and i would not feel so terrible #nor would i be making a silly teenager rant post on tumblr dot com about it #i feel like such a child for feeling like this and getting even a little upset about it #but i really cannot stand the way she speaks to me. it’s as if she is expecting the worst of me #does she not understand that i have never done anything spontaneous in my life Ever and i have never once considered that there are less rul #rules than there are #i will obey you because you are my mother and it’s my obligatiom and i love you #so why do you have to talk to me like you expect the worst of me and like youre angry with me and then be confused when i get upset #froegis meep tag #rant #rant post #long rant sorry #tag rant

[zeussim]

I used to bar my door with a chair to prevent my mom barging in and yelling at me when I'd left dinner before I was allowed to (often because of an argument). And I was like 'this is normal. This is what parents are like.' No it's fucking not. Or at least they're not supposed to be like that.

#the chair would only make her angrier #and she would force me to come down and i would sit there stonefaced #because if I cried they would blame it on my sensitivity #it happened from I was 9-14 #she mellowed when she discovered I had depression and suicidal thoughts #if she had shown remorse of any kind i might've been able to forgive her #but instead as soon as she could she told everybody she knew I was depressed #so she could get their sympathy #if she has the opportunity she'll talk about how hard it was waiting for me while I was seeing a therapist #turning all attention to herself #yes I understand she partly does it because of the way my dad have treated her but it still doesn't excuse anything #all the times she would yell at me as a child #i remember being 5 and probs having a tantrum and I couldn't stop crying because she kept yelling at me #and she yelled STOP CRYING and I didn't know what to do because I couldn't so I stuttered that I couldn't stop crying #Ive always had to put her feelings before my own it's such an asymmetrical relationship #she can say what she likes I'm not allowed to be angry but I cant say anything or she will guilt or scold me #like just asking her to clean her knives properly and I get the BUT I'm a VICTIM speech #she always sees herself as a victim and even though I understand why it doesn't mean I have to forgive #nonsims #tw trauma #tw depression #im still undoing my parents' brainwashing tbh

[muslimintp-1999-girl]

All I see is that (South East) Asian women who want to study and work, not being allowed to do so and western women who want to stay at home, being forced to work just to afford the cost of living coz of capitalism & moving out once you're 18 culture. And that is so tragic, like women never get what they want.

(But like any extent or form of financial independence is so important and like I'm not asking anyone to go have like a cutthroat career with no time for family or life outside work but just try and put in some work towards having something of your own if you can coz the world isn't kind & you have to look after yourself at the end of the day.)

#women #also most of the time i want to work coz that's what i have always wanted and not coz of money. like inflation and all that shit does push #one to it too but like even if money wasn't a problem i would have liked to do something in a field/thing i cared about coz that itself is #something rewarding #like most incel asian men don't understand that women can like contributing to a field just as they like knitting or other hobbies #like that's a hobby too at the end of the day actually and i hate how it is always made out to be oh women want to be superior #or turned into some twisted thing that women hate men & are obsessed with money or are greedy etc etc #like no dummy maybe she just wants to study & grow little plants & if she's getting money for it why does that bother you? #idk why but im randomly too mad/angry today #desi and afghan women deserve better.

[dragqueenpentheus]

bro fuckinf MOON KNIGHT? fucking MOON KNIGHT IS WHAT DOES IT??????????

#jesus FUCKING christ #i've been a pimple ripe for popping for months but. this being the final crystallizing understanding. is fucking embarrassing scream #it sure does make a whole lot of sense huh #i've been carrying the guilt of mom teaching me i ruined my little sister by getting hit by a bud in front of her for so long and with such #religious belief. that i think everything wrong with her is my fault. and the guilt has snapped my self love and belief in HALF. #that's why i never feel allowed to call myself an older sibling #that's why i have to make a joke about my bud accident every time it comes up #it happened at easter and tay instantly turned it around to how much it hurt her to watch me get hit by a bus #without pause or thought #and i almost puked man #holy shut i'm so fucki mg angry that a marvel tv show is snapping all this into perspective for me #HOW DARE SHE HONESTLY. HOW DARE SHE MAKE A SIX YEAR OLD FEEL SUCH INTENSE SURVIVOURS GUILT FOR BEING HIT BY A BUS. THAT THEY CARRY IT #FOR TWENTY ONE YEARS #she made me feel like a fucking murderer #i felt like i killed my little sister and any hope of happiness she had bc #getting hit by a bud in front of her when she was two years old taught her that the world couldn't be trusted #and it was my fault she never could make friends #and would treat people so badly #my mom would just SAY THAT SHIT TO ME WHAT THE HELL #jesus christ okay #SO #personal #irl #i feel insane i may have to schedule a call with my therapist again this week lmfao #fucking MOON KNIGHT?!?!??!??!!??!!!? bro. #oh god oh fuck no wonder francis fucking crozier makes me insane

[killmebythebeach]

So was anyone gonna tell me that s5 is so unbelievably sad or was I supposed to find that out myself.

#like obviously i knew itd be sad but im two episodes in and ive heard tim for the first time in 40 eps and sasha for 120 #and gerry. ze boi. i didnt even realize it was him till the comics. why does he read like a teen protag in a ghost hunting story. #the leitner jumpscare to. sir. half the people in the institute would kill you on sight please go back to the tunnels. #elias being weird at jons birthday for no reason. like. i swear he wasnt that strange before the pipe murder dropping stuff for no reason? #'i like to keep an EYE on these things' sir with all due respect (none) shut the fuck up?! #idk why but tim and sasha talking like that just makes me so sad. of course its understandable for them to be frustrated #but also its not jons fault jonah chose him cuz he was traumatized by a spider book :( id be angry if i was sasha though #its also funny cuz i thought tim/sasha was a pyre fandom thing. no. tim literally calls it a 'will they wont they'. hes like a sitcom #gurtrude recording that tape to sasha basically lmaoooo #and i saw someone point this out in the comments but. gertrude keeping the place messy might have killed people. #not having easy access to information that could have saved them. such as her tape. ough #one thing i missed about tim in s3 is the charm. of course he was angry at. everything but it was heartbreaking to see tim change #so the tapes really made me just yearn for the like. two times tim was there in s1. #also the fact sasha knew about tims brother. and martins application. and that tim knew too. #i never really understood the fandom 'expert hacker' sasha but i think i get it now #i cant even remember if she hacked anything in s1. feels like so long ago even though i havent even been listening for 2 months #on that note martin and jon are going over to kill elias woo! #martin: hey this house is evil we should butn it #jon: nah. theres a lot of evil #holy fuck i forgot how stupid these characters can be sometimes. like even if you think it wont wotk just try? hello? #sasha calling gertrude a bitch is giving me life. yeah. she sure was. idc what she did she put micheal in the distortion #but im still so just. distraught by how somber the tone is. even with the s1 crew goofing around its just so. oof. #the funny quippy s1 crew cutting off to jon trembling alone in a corner does wonders for the tone #martin really went: i found the tea lets get this bread #king shit honestly. go get that bread and kill elias and stop the apocolypse or somethung. idk the goal of the season yet #like s1 focused on prentiss. 2 on stranger. 3 on the unknowing and elias. 4 on extinction and peter. im excited to see what 5 is #i dont even think weve met her but gertrude mentioning agnes. mwah. love you baby. doing great. shouldve gotten a coffeshop au. #sigh. statement ends #the magnus archives spoilers #the magnus archives

[nhaneh]

actually been thinking about experimenting with appearances for some of Kea’s kin, too - I have a basis for H’mira, her closest half sister, but I could use appearances for the aunt who raised her too, as well as her father, since those were the most prominent ones in her life.

Still thinking about potential Stray Stories/Stray Shorts that have her run into some of them - probably the sister and aunt, at least, since those are probably the most likely to go at least... acceptably well?

#meeting her father would only end in angry shouting lmao #there's a fair bit of bad blood between them #Kea despises the man for making her feel unwanted for much of her childhood #her truth is not the only one of course #she's not wrong to feel the way she does #she just happened to grow up around people who didn't understand her #who couldn't understand her #who no doubt wanted what they thought was best for her #who thought that if she could only learn to be content where she was #she would find her way and her happiness #not understanding how that just made her feel all the more alone #as if none of them ever saw the real her #just some image they'd made up in their heads #it's what the Scions did differently #and why Kea considers them her true family #instead of her kin #the scions looked at her and went #we want you for who YOU are #we don't need you to change to become more like us #but to get to know you on your terms #I don't what glimses the Echo granted Minfilia into Kea's heart #if she saw the struggling young woman underneath the Warrior of Light #but she tried to see who Kea was #tried to understand what Kea wanted #and one of Kea's greatest regrets in life #is that by the time she finally realised that #it was too late to tell Minfilia how much it meant to her

[helloitsace0space]

My parents wonder why I don’t come to them about stuff I don’t know but honestly they’re both terrible teachers but I can’t tell them that

#long tags #vent tags #my mom teaches by just doing the thing and having you watch but she doesn’t even do it slowly or anything #and then she’s confused as to why I don’t understand what she did and she doesn’t know how to explain it #because it’s just muscle memory to her #and my dad just has you do the thing while he watches and tells very vague instruction that are sometimes wrong #and if you use common sense to try and correct him he doubles down because he’s teaching you so you do the incorrect thing #and it bites him in the ass #or you get scared and intimidated from doing this new scary thing that you’re not getting any support while doing #and he makes you feel dumb and gets frustrated at you for not doing the thing he’s not helping you with and does it himself #either way I learn jack shit from either of my parents #I learned how to use a washing machine from the internet because my mom went too fast showing me #and I still have no idea how to cook despite being 21 because every time I would try to help my mom she would just take over #I would love to learn some mechanics but my dad is mean and scary #and I can’t even give my parents constructive criticism on their teaching because my mom gets sad and upset when confronted in anyway #and my dad gets so angry and defensive #my dad has absolutely ruined my mom’s self esteem because I can’t imagine her family being the cause of her feeling like a failer #every time someone gives her constructive criticism #like her family isn’t perfect but they’re loving and they especially love her