#and now excuse me i’m gonna cry

[lukecastellanshandholder]

I thought about this sad scenario today so of course I have to share it ☺️

Imagine if Luke somehow defeated Kronos and survived the Titan war by whatever means you could think of. After the war Percy doesn’t automatically get kidnapped to go on another quest, so he’s able to spend Christmas with Sally and Paul. However, before Percy leaves camp he asks some of the year round campers if they would like to come with him so that they wouldn’t have to spend Christmas at camp.

Percy extends that same invitation out to Luke. Since the end of the war Luke and Percy have worked things out and have started to rebuild their friendship, but Luke is still a bit shocked by the invite.

He ends up going anyways.

When Luke sets foot in Percy’s house the first thing that he smells is the aroma of fresh baked cookies. He tries not to think too much about it. Tries not to think too much about…

Then Sally is standing in front of him, a warm smile directed at him while she offers him a fresh chocolate chip cookie. And for a split second, Sally’s dark brown hair looks more blonde. Her eyes change from deep blue to more of a pale blue. And her voice changes until it sounds familiar. Painfully familiar.

After a moment, Luke tentatively reaches out to take a cookie from the plate. A single tear running down the right side of his face as he took a bite of the cookie warm in his hand.

They tasted just like the ones his mother used to make.

#🥲 #just imagine #i’m gonna go cry now #excuse me 🥲 #luke castellan #percy jackson #sally jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #may castellan

[potato-jem]

i’ll be honest, i had my doubts about the casting of the rwrb movie.

but the way nicholas smiled at taylor in the poster made me realise that he is literally the most henry person that could have played the role

#and now if you’ll excuse me lads i’m going to cry myself to sleep 👍 #henry is an entity in my mind and i was gonna be so critical of nicholas #i mean he could still be only half decent #but i have more hope now #and hope is all that matters #rwrb #red white and royal blue #red white and royal blue movie #rwrb movie #prince henry of wales #henry mountchristen windsor #alexander claremont diaz #alex claremont diaz #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #casey mcquiston

[athenagranted]

thinking about bathena finding one another amongst the chaos….thinking about bathena fighting their hardest to make it out and save each other…..thinking about bathena realizing there’s nothing else they can do and resigning themselves to dying….thinking about bathena making sure that their last words to one another are “i love you” because that’s the feeling they want to die with. knowing they’re together. and loved.

#Excuse me. I’m gonna go cry now #bathena #rae.txt

[sincerely-sofie]

#Y’ALL ARE GONNA KILL ME I CAN’T HANDLE THIS LEVEL OF LOVE AND SUPPORT #THANK YOU??? SO MUCH??????? #I’M GOING TO LOSE IT #PLS EXCUSE ME IM GONNA GO CRY NOW #stuff by sofie #people are nice and i am crying

[va-draws]

My boy

That kindness will cost you

#hnk fanart #hnk phos #houseki no kuni #phosphyllite #art wip #sketch #I’m too sad to finish this old wip but still want to participate in all the fan art #now if you excuse me i'm gonna cry again

[wheres-all-the-tea-shots]

#HOW DARE THIS GAME MAKE ME CRY #I need the dlc to be some kinda fix it #now if you’ll excuse me I’m gonna get some fresh air and then download tons of fics #ff16 #final fantasy 16 spoilers #gav

[alrightieaphroditie]

i’m sorry but i’m rewatching tlou, as one does, and the parallel between joel and ellie when ellie tells joel that everyone in her life has either died or left her alone besides joel, and how true that rings for him too. he lost sarah, he lost tess, his own brother chose a community and maria over him. and now there’s this teenage girl who showed up for him, who continues to show up for him, and she’s the only person in his life that has chosen him for the first time in a long time… damn.

#i’m gonna go cry about this now #excuse me #the bond they have is something else #i love it #joel miller #ellie williams #the last of us #tlou

[humble-wayside-flower]

-through gritted teeth-

I am once again asking the work day to end at 3pm

#I’m gonna mcfucking lose it today ya’ll #excuse me I am here #Just had a little bathroom cry #and now I just need to breathe through the next two hours #until I am on the road to visit family for the weekend

[areyouwho-ithinkyouare]

me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues

#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!! #i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha. #and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻 #which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!! #but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding #but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter. #and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding #literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift. #and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit. #and disrespected. and useless. #i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face #like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything #and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday #like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!! #so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!???? #i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!! #oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop. #not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok. #not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok. #and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit. #25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts. #and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.

[imogenkol]

*is about to ruin Cal’s day*

I desperately needed to start this new year off on a good note, so I snagged a commission from the talented @beelzeebub to make a piece for my favorite war criminal, Imogen! The intensity of her presence was captured perfectly and I couldn’t be happier! Highly recommend this artist if you get the chance to commission them 💕

#oc insp: imogen kol #art commission #pls excuse me while I- #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #she has never done anything wrong in her life alright #not when she looks that hot #god I’m gonna have to get something for her and Bix now aren’t I #oc art/commissions

[claireverlasting]

The Story of Winnie Foster

It had came to my attention that there’s no post dedicated to the melodies used in The Story of Winnie Foster, at least not one with the full list.

So here it is with the scenes that go with the song!! And happy tuck day!!!

Please remember this might not be 100% accurate so Professional Music People plz plz add your cool stuff.

11 years old Winnie came back home with Seventeen playing, Betsy and Nana joined her and danced in the yard, Winnie went around the cottage and re-emerged as seventeen years old Winnie, she danced a bit more.

A mix of Good Girl Winnie Foster and Partner in Crime started playing as Hugo came out and started a courting dance with Winnie, the music changed into Top of the World when they kissed and the chorus part started to play at their wedding. My Most Beautiful Day played when Winnie and Hugo danced the same dance Mae and Angus danced at their wedding. Nana passed away and The Wheel (the “Once you drop an anchor” part) played.

The ensemble came out with Everlasting and Winnie came back with a baby, she went around the house and the baby turned into a little boy and played with her, while Time was playing in the background. Everlasting played again temporarily as the kid ran in. The Wheel, now the chorus part, started playing when Winnie and her son grown up and came back. The mix of Good Girl Winnie Foster & Partner in Crime made a come back while Winnie’s son started his own courting dance with a girl, the music also changed into Top of the World like it did with Winnie and Hugo. The Wheel played as Betsy passed away. Top of the World played again when Winnie’s son get married. Fun fact, the people who played Winnie’s son and his wife were the same people who played Miles and Rose in Time. (Now come to think of it the kid who played Winnie’s son probably was the same one who played Thomas as well, hmm.)

Winnie and Hugo reprised their dance twice, one after their son’s wedding and the other as an older couple, both with My Most Beautiful Day as background. Hugo passed away and The Wheel played once more. Old Winnie went to the cottage door and Time played. (With an oboe! Super cool)

Everyone who danced previously came back with Everlasting and danced their own dance as the music changed to Top of the World, they all joined for the “Play with me” dance. (Which appeared numerous time in the show, by the ensemble and in this number.)

Everyone left and Seventeen played as young Winnie appeared in a dress that mirrored old Winnie and danced with her, young Winnie left and old Winnie take out the music box and the melody, aka My Most Beautiful Day (“April May June July”) played. The End.

#claire’s analysis #tuck everlasting #tuck everlasting the musical #the story of winnie foster #tuck day #six years from now #now if you will excuse me I’m gonna go cry some more

[only-one-brain-cell]

Confession time: I actually skipped the Maeve episodes bc I knew what was going to happen and I didn’t want to see him go through that shit. I did watch the episode where Blake gives him the pep talk though bc I love them so much. Anyway, a few months ago everyone was freaking out over Spence telling Maeve, “I’m gonna make blindfolds fun again” ngl I kinda wanna watch the episode just for that line bc I’m still loosing my shit over it and I wanna hear it in real time

I still haven’t emotionally recovered

#he never even got to tell her how he feels #excuse me I’m gonna go cry over them now #I love them so much Spencer is so happy around her #well… until he wasn’t anymore #she’s so cute too she deserved better then the storyline they gave her #they could hang out in coffee shops and libraries together because Spencer FINALLY found someone he can fully be himself around #she would listen to every single one of his rambles with her full undivided attention regardless of the topic #Spencer: *going on about a statistic involving serial killers* Maeve: 😊😍😍😍 he’s so cute when he talks about the things he loves #I made a novel in the tags again about Spencer and Maeve

[8celestebells]

I’ve just been thinking about these tweets…. Like fucking true, man shit.

#formula 1 #f1 twitter #f1 #now if you'll excuse me #i’m gonna go cry now

[rosicheeks]

Blowjob video if it’s the real cock :) . Pleaseee

BRO I WISH

#uhm excuse me #if I had a real cock I could suck #I WOULD #why are you rubbing salt in my wounds 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I need cock in my mouth I’m DROOLING RIGHT NOW #I want to suck from when they’re soft #and feel them grow in my mouth #and then choke on their length #have them face fuck me #and tell #me how pretty I look #while they keep smearing my drool and tears all over my face #BAHHHHH HOW RUDE DUDE #gonna go cry in a corner now #ask #anon

[luckyredeyes]

.

#off season [ooc] #tmi #me: hey body I know it’s period time but can you please PLEASE act like a normal human body for just a couple hours #body: fuck you. just for that say goodbye to your favorite shorts #body: also here’s a cough. no reason. could be a summer cold. could be Covid round 2. figure it out. ass. #body: and also now you have a rash on your knee that wasn’t there when you got in the shower and now it is. #body: what is it? why just your knee? I’m not gonna tell you. live with it you dumb bitch #body: now if you’ll excuse me it’s time for another hot flash. #body: pass another blood clot the size of your palm and cry about it. fucking bitch.

[myfirstandlast]

im scared bc now that i’m essentially getting this public school job i know my body and mind have begun to settle into its fugue state where i have no thoughts and make no progress and waste literally all the time in the world because i just can’t imagine any other options it’s how i wasted four years with my major it’s how i ended up joining gr**k life it just feels like this is it and i trap myself

#let’s say i miraculously get a car and to move out post-september getting my license #it definitely won’t be until christmas at the earliest because i have to finish out the year #but as soon as the year is over my parents are back on my head about applying for master’s programs which i still don’t want to do #i don’t have a break to be free #and i’m certainly not gonna to be inspired to find my dream artistic lesbian job in middle of nowhere GA at an elementary school of all plac #like everyone too old or too young to understand me. no real work friends no real ACTUAL friends im just going to be going to work and going #home. oh lol i started crying typing. im really over talking into the void i need someone to hear me and help me #but even if up to that point EVERYTHING somehow falls into place. now i’m entirely alone with more bills no resources no one to call and no #idea what i want in any capacity. like i feel like a caged animal i feel insane #im falling into my coma of uselessness and i already lost the entirety of my adolescent young adult years i don’t want to lose my 20s too #not to be like 30 is ancient your life is over then obv not but i don’t care about what i do in my life at 30 and beyond #i want my life to be happy NOW i WANT the best of my life to be in my 20s where i can get away with the most stupid fun because i’m just #young and gay and i still have an excuse for not knowing what my life is yet. i cant breathe not knowing what i want to do but at least its #an excuse. i feel like dying i feel like my insides are rotting to black ash we’re social creatures and im suffering #i sound so stupid. i know i really know. but the people i see living the life i want carefree making money as it comes #have parents who lovingly text them who care but stay out of the way who are supportive but aren’t up your ass and down your neck #they’re just people that would raise kind smart independent individuals and im none of the above so i don’t have a good shot as it is #but i still want to be free. i want to die but i want to be free just a little before then #i hate my life. i hate waking up in my bed every day and seeing my bedroom and being in my house. i want it to be over