#and now i'm like *happy sobbing*

[homoeroticgrappling]

Danhausen tweeted this after his GCW match and I couldn't help but think about his tweet when he started looking for bookings

#reading ''danhausen is alive'' made me feel like I could cry honestly because his booking tweet made me want to sob #like HE WANTS TO FEEL ALIVE AGAIN. and now he's alive. #look what he can do when you let him actually wrestle and take him seriously! and he seems so happy compared to how frustrated he's been #tk when I get my hands on you. book danhausen better you absolute fucking moron #I'm so proud of this demon cause he works fucking hard and he deserves better but when it was clear nobody was gonna do better for him #he did it for himself #he seems as happy to be in the ring wrestling as we are to see him there and it just makes me feel big feelings #*through tears* love that danhausen #GCW #Danhausen

[ohios-left-buttock]

dan and phil reaching for each others hands when a jumpscare happens is something that can be so personal actually

#like for years they didn't would have had to edit that out #bc otherwise people would have been SO invasive #and now they feel safe enough to leave it in #i'm just so happy for them i'm sobbing #dan and phil

[lawlietscaramels]

HAPPY (EARLY) EASTER! click for quality

𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖙 ˏˋ⋆˖⁺˖⁀➷ 𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 + 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜

#I'M SO PROUD OF THIS AAAA #HER LIPSTICK AND EYES ESPECIALLY <3333 #i think it looks at least semi canon. the hair is where i think i need to improve. #riris hair doesnt work too well with dn canon artstyle #i dont religiously celebrate easter but its a pretty big thing in Australia. and ive always liked the baby animals abd flowers “aesthetic” #its autumn here right now not spring. sobs. #i loooove her im literally. going insane. #i had to add the heart アホ毛. i cant imagine rie without it anymore. #death note #dn #art #desunorie #death note art #death note fanart #easter #happy easter #death note oc #oc #original character #artist #artists on tumblr #support human artists #oc art #oc artist

[ministarfruit]

the universe is fun now!! 🪐

#vtuber #hololive #holoen #tsukumo sana #she makes me so happy #and astrogirl is a BOP!!!!! #linked it in the caption if you want to listen #(sobbing) I'm not alone. now you are here. the constellations are so clear #(still sobbing) infinity sounds good to me. as long as you are by my side #HER VIBES!!! SANAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! #IDK WHY I GOT SO EMOTIONAL WHEN SHE SAID THE UNIVERSE IS FUN NOW #IT FEELS LIKE HEALING!! IT FEELS LIKE LIGHT #(SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY) SANAAAAAAAAA

[just-slightly-chayotic]

Thinking about Kim meeting Chay. Kim, who hasn't known affection, who hasn't been touched (aside from stylists and hairdressers and makeup artists) without violence or ulterior motives since the day his mother died, meeting a boy who touches him without any other reason than the fact that he wants to.

#crying in the club (my bed. into my pillow. it's 4am and i should be sleeping) #god kim makes me emotional #he's just. my heart physically hurts when i think about him #i just want to see kimchay actually make up and start dating again and i want to see them being domestic #and i want to see kim be happy #i want him to unlearn that touch = violence #god that boy (because he IS a boy. he's so damn young even if he doesn't act like it) must be so touch starved #sobbing about this right now #anyways goodnight i'm too emotional for this #kimchay #kim theerapanyakul #kimhan theerapanyakul #kimhan theerapanyakul my beloved #kinnporsche #tea's ramblings #this is what i get for watching kimchay edits before bed #most of them are so fucking sad i can't do this

[hissterical-nyaan]

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#don't you love it when you come home during festivals hoping to feel happy and get stress relief from college #but it ends up being more horrible and triggering than even college #cause your family just openly bitches about you and judges you while you're within earshot #repeating all the bad shit that you tell yourself when you're alone #confirming your fears of being the most horrible and inconsiderate person on earth #i feel exactly like I felt some 4-5yrs ago #sobbing on my bathroom floor trying to not harm myself further #it's a lost cause #i will never have a family who will understand #and now guess what I'm so exhausting that telling all this to my friends seems horrible too #there is only one way I'll ever be happy and god I hope its soon #I'm done with healing and trying to make people understand how much I suffer everyday #vent #I'm sorry I have no where else to go #delete later

[tennis-kittens]

AO 2024 • Doubles • R1 • Miscellaneous

#many mixed feelings in the last 24hours so i kinda needed to make a post about it #First I would like to thank the A team for saving my birthday by both advancing to R2 #Andrea ended 2023 on two titles back to back and i'm so happy he carried that energy with him this season🥺 #And Andreas having a great start with JP. Really hoping they'll stick together #( but only up to the grass season. Because grass season is Andi and Demo season. Yes i make doubles tennis schedules now) #Now off to the bitter sweet stuff... #Demo and Marcus being back together for the first time since 2021... #...just to lose their first match on Demo's birthday after rain delays dragged the whole thing for almost five hours 💀 #Matty and Bopi advancing to R2... #...beating Johnny Mill in the process who played his last professionnal match before retiring from tennis #look at the way Matty looks at Johnny i'm sobbing 😭😭😭 #why do retiring players always have to lose against their bestie? #the tennis Gods have no mercy #Rafa and Luisa went from winning the AO last year to needing a wild card to make it to the main draw this year and exiting after R1 #rafa comforting Luisa was so soft i love them so much 🥺 #i just want the doubles kittens to be happy #is that too much to ask? #thank you for coming to my therapy session #doubles trouble collection

[diseaseriddencube]

girls literally only want one thing and it's fucking disgusting

[life size replica of Courier's bike]

#akudama drive #< i don't think my posts are showing up in the tag anymore actually..... #now that they finished all showings. do you think they destroyed the bike or is it just Out In The World Somewhere #anyways I just finished watching the play #i'm literally the only one who has the disk but i'm like the last person to have watched it #and it's like. exactly what i expected. which is to say it's good #i have no fucking clue what anyone was saying but the ending was so sweet #like Kurosawa just seems so genuine she was literally sobbing at the end #and holy shit i remember complaining that Honda said all his lines really quick #well his normal speaking voice is like: hiimplayingcutthroat 'n mynameishondareothankyouforcoming #but I do appreciate how he puts in so much in-character energy even when he's just in the background #and all the undertones of the bond between the actors 🥺 like Master and Courier's actors seemed to get along really well #i find it strange that they sort of removed Boss from it #like she shows up twice as a disembodied voice (i think it's her actual VA too) and that's it???? #where's Sniper's actor lurking in the background >:( #rave ramblees #am i happy about the near $200 i spent on this? no #am i happy that I have it and it's properly archived forever? yes absolutely #i couldn't stand the idea that the play would only exist in the memories of whoever saw it #and the few who owned the disks but didn't rip it. leaving it vulnerable to destruction via scratches/degradation #the chinese uploader on bilibili definitely had a rip of it though so it's fucking annoying that they only released a few minutes of it

[fennethianell]

I need two to infinite business years to cope after guardians of the galaxy vol 3

#i can't #like i cannot #someday i will be fine #like i am with norribeth for example #but for now #im just here sobbing #how can you be so sad and happy at the same time tho??? #no sense #gotg vol 3 #guardians of the galaxy #gotg spoilers #I'm also having so many conflicting feeling bc people on the internets being so dramatic and some of the comments are getting to me #some are so agressive or negative #but the ending is so perfect? i can't imagine anything better imo #not with what we got in IW and EG #and I like to think that not only starmora but all of them get to be back together one day #aaaghhhh i have so many thoughts in my head but no idea how to pour it out there atm

[windy-trickster]

I'm so emotional rn and I wanna say I love everyone so fucking much. Like- I never thought I'd make it this far in life and I'm so happy to share an existence with all of you. With my boyfriend. My family. All of my friends and mutuals. Like FUCK I love you all so much. I'm sorry ignore me I'm emotional and feeling so fucking happy for once. Just thank you all for existing with me. For being my friends and people who have genuinely made me feel like I'm so sort of fucking importance in this world. I love you all so much. Even to the people I don't talk to/rarely talk to. All of you are so special and mean so much to me. I'm so happy to be here. To have made it this far. Thank you all. I hope it comes across as genuine.

#windy talks #ooc #i'm sorry y'all i'm just #sobbing #i'm so fucking happy #like #actually happy #i think there's a hope for me after all #i love you all #thank you so much for being in my life #all of my friends #my family #my boyfriend #waugh #i'll go now #i need to cry some more

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Baizhu’s Room

(note: this was written without any leaked spoilers or lore in mind)

Genshin 3.6 finally gave us access to the back room in Bubu Pharmacy, in anticipation of Baizhu’s upcoming release and story quest. And I have to give all the praise to the designers and developers here, because this small room has some of the best environmental storytelling I’ve seen in a game in a while, with only a few simple details. Today is Baizhu’s birthday, so I wanted to talk about it a little 💚🐍🌿

Nothing in this room is neatly in its place. The chairs aren’t in position, everything on the desk is messy and strewn about, and some of the drawers are left open. There’s a pillow on the desk, as well. Baizhu is quite frail and sickly, so this all paints a picture of him constantly looking for things and working, both as a doctor and frantically on his research into immortality, without having the energy or care to keep everything neat, and probably often falling asleep at his desk out of exhaustion (hence the pillow, though admittedly it could be for Changsheng, but I kind of doubt it).

There’s medicine on the bedside tables, which is probably just as much for Baizhu as it (and all the other medicine in the room) is for his patients. The bedside chair indicates he likely sits with patients there a lot so as to be as comforting as possible, but again, it’s also likely for people like Gui and Qiqi, when Baizhu is the one in bed. The sole small washtub thing stuck in the corner behind the screen... just makes me sad. I don’t know why in particular... it just does.

All of this, combined with the lighting, and the new, unique song, creates a room that manages to feel both warm and welcoming during the day, but solemn, lonely, almost suffocating, and unbearably sad at night, completely befitting the person who practically lives here, and the two very different sides he has. I say “practically”, but we have no indication so far that Baizhu actually does live anywhere else -- with his low energy and poor health, and all those damn steps leading up to the pharmacy, I’m fully convinced now that he does live here full-time, after seeing the state of it, which is... heartbreaking. He puts on a smile for everyone around him who are relying on him to care for them (and he loves his job, he truly does!), but his tiny, cramped patient room seemingly doubles as his living space, and even though Baizhu may lie and try to hide his own suffering... this room itself does not lie, and said suffering is bleeding from every corner here. The music is elegant, gentle, comforting, and soothing, but also delicate, weak, mournful, and again unimaginably lonely...... just like Baizhu. 💔

If you haven’t been here yet in the game, I highly recommend you visit it at least once; the atmosphere is simply unmatched. I can’t wait to see what happens here in Baizhu’s story quest, and how it will wreck our hearts even more 💚💔

#genshin impact #baizhu #meta #i guess it's meta #me posting non-bsd meta? it's more likely than you think #I too live in this room now ever since I discovered it...... it makes me FUCKING cry 😭💔 I love it so much even though it hurts :' ) #it's so beautiful..... and so sad...... ugh my heart #i need him now!!!! it's only one week now but I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER AUGHHHHHHHHH BAIZHUUU *sobs* #he is going to ruin me and he's already ruining me #just from his description and a damn ROOM #been dutifully logging out here every day I play as part of my good luck ritual #and will definitely do my wishing here #he Will come home (with Qiqi's help) #there's so much love put into this room i am just so happy and emotional over it #so much care is put into genshin....... yes not always but a lot of the time #in the worldbuilding and in little details like this #baizhu..... :' ) 💚💔 #i will say though that aside from this room there's a new house on the edge of Qingce Village #that has some medicine packs on the ground around it like in the pharmacy room #i'm pretty sure it also is related to his story quest just like this room #but regardless i don't know if that may in fact be his house instead #we'll just have to see

[skipblebee]

Okay I'm starting to see spoilers for the finale it's time to log off see u guys in a while

#👋👋 we're in this together u guys #Petrigrof enjoyers we go down TOGETHER‼️‼️ #SOBS I'm not ready #What if I hyped it up too much and now I won't like it what THEN #Nah wait this is adventure time I'll like it either way #Uagqha #<- delusional and dying #fionna and cake #adventure time #beethoughts #They can have a happy ending I believe in them

[doggolol]

HE ALMOST SURRENDERS TO THE KISS

HE WAS SUPPOSED TO SURRENDER TO THE KISS

IM SOBBING

#did I post abt this yet #I've had this in my mind for over a year now but ig I forgot to mention it here lol #no but I'm actually sobbing the way he did want to give in and kiss alice but decided against it to save her ☹️☹️ #its not that obvious in the vid bc it all happens so quickly but u could see him soften up a bit after alice's line like :( #also semi side note I read a fic once years ago where alfred wasnt able to stop alice from kissing him in time and so they just wait the #sickness out together and it absolutely BROKE ME #give them their happy ending PLEASE #also for some reason a bunch of my abh libretto posts are getting traction again after almost a year #and out of all of em the stoned post is the most popular lmao #I love that there's still active members in this fandom #hi guys this is for yall <3 #I should post abt abh more #alice spencer #alfred hallam #abh #alice by heart #doggo rambles

[blackfliesinbluesugar]

Yeah to be honest my main issue with Helluva Boss is how godamn rushed it is. The storylines get shoved out the door inhumanly quickly before we literally have a chance to even know the characters or come to terms with new information. Here's Octavia, in the same episode she has an emotional breakdown about her parent's terrible marriage (that we've seen... literally one scene of?) and a big resolution moment of relationship healing with her dad. Uh... cool. Glad that's.... sorted? Am i supposed to take any of this with magnitude? I don't know these characters, we're on episode 2, this conflict was literally only just shown to me and now it's resolved i guess, why do i care?

#helluva boss critical #helluva boss salt #I DO NOT HATE THIS SHOW I AM NOT A HATER #just #i don't think it's that well written lmao #i like stol1tz and i want them to be happy and i genuinely really like Octav1a #but just #theyre all so hurridly written #we've had 8 episodes now? and Blitzo has went through an extreme emotional rollercoaster on insecurity and love #ft feverdreams and a song with his exes and a sobbing fit and I'm like #I HARDLY KNOW THIS GUY! #you haven't given me enough time with him to care! #AND DOUBLY SO FOR STOLAS U GH H

[astrxealis]

hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #WOOOAGHHHHH HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES. WOW> #sorry guys im a straight a student in their senior year of hs... i have been enjoying real life ^_^ i miss it here tho. :( #will be active soon bcs school is gna end. fucking sobbing but we don't talk abt that #i am here instead of working on the uh. 2 group presentations i need to work on. and the 1 Solo presentation............. #which is crazy btw bcs it's a whole research event thing bcs im in stem ^_^ closing remarks heehaw. Just Me. #so i'm proud of myself & for better understanding myself lately but there is still sm i want to do!!! like On here <3 #in a much better headspace and life and etc. its good yay. #anyway hashtag wanna be an astrophysicist (a+ physics? ez. but also ive always loved math & astronomy) astronomer musician #author video game dev (future compsci student! or physics. still deciding.) uhhh psychologist philosopher blablabla phd one day #yay ^__________^ I MISS WRITING ON HERE THO and interacting w moots :P altho idrk how to get back into that shit #anywhere really but it's ok we find ways. man. i miss it here. before i get active again tho i should rlly makes lists to do and Fix stuff. #bye for now yay just a lil update from me !!! ^_^ it's been at least... 4 months? bcs i rmbr not properly saying happy new year on here HEL #raaaaaaaaaaaaa apollo is so back babaey the world is so beautiful & so am I. anyway. u all take care mwamwamwa

[yuichiroswife]

{ I AM NOT OKAY BECAUSE OF ALIEN STAGE'S NEWEST EPISODE. WHHHHHYYY?! }

#{ Man... I'm so upset right now. } #{ Why did that have to happen? } #{ I was holding onto hope that Ivan and Till would be happy. } #{ But I guess I was just fooling myself? } #{ Why can't they just be happy? } #{ LET ME JUST HAVE ONE THING PLEASE? } #{ I didn't want it to end like that! } #{ Nooooo! Why must it be like this every time? } #{ Catch me sobbing. }